#or maybe im just 16
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staring at my ceiling in the dark and the little glowing stars and then seeing the hole in the paint where i tried ripping a star off because i wanted to be a big kid and i didn't need stars and they fade faster now and i used to think there were more than there actually were
#super moody and bitchy today#esp to my parents and they should hate me more than they do#bc im so mean sometimes and i cant stop#idk i dont think before i do and im stubborn#i always ruin nice stuff;#i wish i was like my brother#vent#sorry for dumping this on yall#dont have to respond#its been weighing on me#ive always had behaviorial issues#i should be better but im not#and i miss the little girl who was always happy#im supposed to have a job#and be smart and good#evidently im not#or maybe im just 16#and this is just part of being a teen#being melodramatic and pretending nothing happened the next day#or maybe my period starts soon#idk#i disappoint myself#or maybe i have unreachable standards#mine#anger issues
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I hsve an idea. Could u draw rose and ianto as besties
absOLUTELY I CAN
they’re chatting shit (lovingly) about their tall, long-coat-wearing, time-travelling, death-cheating, alien boyfriends who have spikey hair
#Jack is nursing 10s broken nose off screen from where Ianto decked him imo Ianto would not let 10s nonsense with Jack slide#jk Ianto would not punch him he would just make him instant coffee instead of The Ianto Special and then stew silently#doctor who#torchwood#torchwood fanart#rose tyler#dwmmm.ask#ianto jones#SORRY I DISAPPEARED FOR AGES EVERYONE IM BACK HELLO !!!!!!#apologies to all the people who have sent asks that are sitting in my inbox im getting to them soon!!!#also I’m working on a big cool colab which I’m v excited about >:)#this is meant to have the vibes of the school reunion scene with sarah jane and rose laughing at 10!!#Ianto would be besties with all of 10s companions actually#him and martha are already besties & him and donna would get on so well snarky secretary duo#him and rose would not only bond over stories about the 9/jack/rose tardis team but also over being estate kids !!!#him rose and martha hanging out being the only under 25s 🚶♂��#s1 Ianto is the type to still get IDed for redbull#maybe that’s why he really wears the suit so people stop thinking he’s a 16 year old#anyway I digress thank u for the ask I hope this appeases you I love this vision and also hate drawing roses hair it’s SO hard#killer side part#but I loved drawing this bc I love ianto and rose friendship#ps theye matching colours on purpose bc they’re bffs#also like ianto in the audios constantly makes friends with random side characters you can’t convince me this man isn’t extroverted at heart
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soap's whole deal being sniper and demolitions gets me going bc on the surface they sound so different but when you get into it, you realise it's bc soap's smart
sniping is all math; calculating distances and wind interference and bullet drop. something i think people overlook is he was listed as a sniper first so it can be implied that he's better at it than demolitions. he does more sniping in both campaigns than demolitions work; in capture or kill, ghost specifically calls on him to take down the aq snipers
and demolitions is math with a hit of chemistry; knowing what mixes with what, knowing how much to use, recognising environmental factors and adjusting accordingly. it's not just about the boom; so much work goes into contained/ planned explosions. especially when having enough power for a breacher charge and not bringing down the whole building is the difference between mission success and failure
the chemical bombs he makes in alone can't just be any old cleaners, they have to have the correct reaction to each other; he just knew off the top of his head what would mix with what to create what reaction. he would also potentially have to recognise them by sight/smell bc they would’ve been written in spanish
soap would also have to know architecture; recognising structural integrity and weak points so he knows exactly where to plant a charge to bring it down and how it'll come down
he has an incredible soldier's mind people just forget that bc he's sociable which itself is a skill
we know he tends to buck against orders he doesn't agree with like when he pushes back against ghost in capture or kill and shepherd when he tells them to release hassan
he gets closer to people and sees if he can trust them and that's when he follows them without question. really think about how he talks to alejandro and rudy; he asks about their home and alejandro's family and rudy's relationship with him. those aren't questions you ask a stranger after a few hours of knowing them. that's not even touching on his relationship with ghost
he also deliberately brings people of higher ranks down to his level; talking informally with ghost and giving him a shoulder punch, addressing alejandro (a colonel!!) by his first name and rudy by his nickname despite literally just meeting them. he personalises all of them and it’s in direct opposition to the reason most characters do that; it’s not due to insubordination or lack of respect, the more he respects and trusts someone, the more casual he is with them
he digs into people; he wants to know what makes them tick and that determines if he can one, trust them and two, follow their orders. once he decides that, he's the ultimate soldier; he bleeds loyalty which makes him vicious when that loyalty is taken for granted
he isn't naive or bubbly or insecure; he's an incredibly smart and aware soldier. he's aggressive and bloodthirsty and loyal and intuitive and i love him so much
#i cant believe i never posted the soap meta that got me twitter famous™️💅#as with damn near every piece of characterisation in this franchise soaps is only apparent in subtext and connecting tiny little dots#it is very easy to just pick up his surface personality and think thats all he is#but soaps not a sunshine character#hes not super friendly or bright#hes just willing to talk to people and hes paired up with ghost who never wants to start a conversation#every time i see soap presented as this bubbly airhead thats super sweet and just blows stuff up i lose a year off my life#and i dont blame people for getting this vibe from him but im begging you to look a lil deeper#this isnt getting into his anger or the fact that he is a soldier which automatically makes him a wee bit fucked up#like he is hyperviolent and takes joy in it#we all know ghosts snuff film joke but soaps the one who responds positively to it#he returns the joke and only calls him out on it when he says he wont watch it more than once and even then its teasing not grossed out#and if we take the ‘he tried to join the military at 16’ factoid from 09 as current canon then he very easily could have a rough home life#no one tries to repeatedly join the military early without having some kind of problems#soap knows his worth and his abilities you dont get to be as good and specialised as he is without being completely sure of yourself#we know ghost has an ego but soap constantly butts up against it with his own affirmations#‘you wanna be better than me johnny’ ‘maybe i already am/i will be’ ‘a little helps not so bad eh lt’#being a sniper makes me hate the ‘cant sit still’ hc hes literally an sas sniper he wouldnt be complaining after a few hours of overwatch#i like the adhd hc and maybe he fidgets in his day to day life but the second hes at work hes At Work#tldr soap could be just as complex a character as ghost if cod would stop treating their campaigns as an afterthought and actually commit#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#we’re a team. ghost team#talk meta to me#john soap mactavish#soap cod#cod mw2#soapghost#save post#call of duty modern warfare#cod meta
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I would like to remind people that Chilchuck hasn't seen his wife in 4 years.
So he maybe wasn't there to see his daughters become adults, but he was there for the majority of their childhood.
When he left, Mayjack and Flertom were 12, and Puckpatty was 10. They reach adulthood at 14, so maybe yes, he was absent when they were still kids, but that doesn't mean he didn't maintained contact with them afterwards as far as I know. The thing he uses around his neck was a gift from Flertom, and he was using it when he met Laios's party.
#you can tell i love chilchuck#but yea#she left him for his daughters puberty#i know they're in good terms now. he and his daughters i mean#so its unlikely to me that he never contacted his daughters after wife left#its just me defending this old man's ass because he was there 70-80% of their childhood and left when they were no longer childs#they were all adolescents (10 and 12 in half-foot years must be like 14 and 16 i guess??? wich.. yea they joung but no childs literally)#it could have been better if he didnt leave but he's got 0 knowledge of why did wife left with the kids#and he assumes she doesnt wsnts him near the kids because they left with her#oooh#i love this old man#you can hate on him all you want but dont say he wasnt there for their childhood because he was. he had work yes but he was#dungeon meshi#chilchuck#dunmeshi#chilchuck tims#delicious in dungeon#fish rambles#my shit#maybe you were talking sarcasm or idk but i felt like doing a post to this tags so im sorry lol#dungeon meshi spoilers
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Thinking about how Hunter was confirmed to be an artist in the finale with a talent for wood carving and now I really think most of the little sculptures on his shelf are ones he made himself, including the Remy doll. The idea of Golden Guard Hunter designing, carving and painting the silliest happiest little fellow just for fun is very cute to me.
#that sculpture on the top shelf of the cave monster thing with the teeth? that is so good actually. he was very talented even before Del#also.....#maybe im just a very gay woman but....#that one on the second shelf on the far right#👀#ok teenage boy you make whatever art you want i wont say anything#me doodling the same thing in my notebooks when i was 16 honestly
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i had this in mind a few days ago while running on 2 hrs of sleep
decided to finally draw it lol
i have some more ideas in mind of them that i will hopefully get to get around drawing
#one piece#trafalgar law#monkey d. luffy#eustass kid#so the idea is like maybe they got to know each other as children cus they somehow lived in the same neighbourhood/got sent to the same#daycare right and the first day they met it seemed they already got like beef with each other#but its ok its their version of bonding :)#they definitely shit on eafch other with no hesitation#they still have their own respective groups (crews) but they just hang sometimes for no reason#like they get put in the same place at the same time. whoever is with them will be the unfortunate victim.#they still care for one another ofc just in their own roundabout way#i do still have some things i need to think about like do i still want to make law a sick boy#i mean i know i made him p pale in that drawing#cause im a sucker for whump ok#but then again waht am i making him sick with. is it gonna be chronic. is it just an unfortunate one time thing.#also if i make him to still be a sick boy theres gonna be a period in which luffys gonna be taller than him by the time theyre around#10-13 y.o. and then law just shot up like a beanstalk from 15-16. luffys gonna grieve. but its ok luffy you can be taller than him at 40#maybe#also the damn designs#law do you already have a beard by the time youre 16. it was not mentioned in the novel. i am conflicted.#also kids hair is fucking wild i almost cried drawing it#he doesnt wear lipstick in school. he does when hes hanging outside tho#luffys the most straightforward one i mean come on look at him#laws the one giving me headache cus fucker is canonically a 26 y.o man with facial hair#fanart#my art
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[zombie au] the image is too big for tumblr i had to cut it in half GVEAUYGV (please for the love of god zoom in)
#qkdraws#id in alt#mob psycho 100#mob psycho#mp100#ritsu kageyama#mp100 ritsu#blood#tw guns#many witsus for y'all#had to work with a 30 layer limit here and if u know anything abt the way i work . 30 layers is hashtag Not Enough#for a girl that uses 16 layers to do an action the requires Maybe 2 and never merges anything . yeah that was hell#im kidding it was a fun challenge i kinda liked it. didn't mean for the canvas to get so big#i just kinda kept drawing ritsus and it got bigger and bigger#my hobbies include Drawing Ritsu. and also Writing Ritsu#he's just a lil guy. full of secret childlike wishes n innocence wrapped up in a layer of jadedness and learned violence#we love to see it#that one ritsu ..the one where he's talkin abt the settlements ......i think about that shit all the time#his attitude toward them. his never-ending contempt for the ''other side'' even tho he's been shown kindness from them#and how that shit highlights exactly how far away people are able to stray from logic when they're deep in the middle of things like this#and that applies to both parties.ritsu And the settlements#idk i'll articulate it better eventually but.god. this situation they're all in is fucked up
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Wait so like... Toshinori hair tutorial when? 🥺💗💗
i see someone must have unearthed my ancient excessive amounts of toshinori art sksjdfkdsf its been actual YEARS since i last drew him
so u start with baldinori
doodle his little anime girl hair vents which are incredibly important if he doesnt have proper hair ventilation he will overheat and DIE. and then limp noodle out the rest of the front of his bangs and try to pose them in a way thatll frame his face well. if its hard to make it work in a certain angle i'll tuck it behind his ear sometimes
finish off the bangs, do lil hair definition lines too. for the tufts at the bottom i just kinda scribble little things until it looks nice
for his main hair i always start with the little bit i drew in pink above, that little sort of flattish part on the top is like the anchor point n then i just kinda bullshit the rest of the hair under it on that side. on the other side its always kind of tough but i do that little sort of upwards tuft to the side of the anchor bit and then continue to bullshit the rest skfjsakfjdsaf
i tend to draw it either really sharp and angular or softer depending on the vibe of the overall drawing im goin for
hope this helps :P i tried to draw it the same way i always drew it while i was still super hyperfixated on him
#ask#anon#toshinori yagi#all might#bnha#mha#this was nostalgic to draw tbh#i was obsessed with toshi from the ages of 12-16#i think ive drawn him over 200 maybe 300 times. i know i drew that one nomu au over 100 times and it wasnt even my au i just liked it a lot#my dedication was unmatched#miss u toshi xx#now im stuck on another piece of media with a tall yellow sad tired guy
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guys im a gamer now
#learning to do sm64 tricks to do a 16 playthrough#this was on my list of things i really wanted to learn#so heres me performing cannonless for maybe like the sixth time cause i can now nail it every time and i have learned the setup 💜#im just so happy this is so cool. IM A GAMER :)#night is an absolute mess on main
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on a mountain of their corpses i stand.
#ERWIN SMITH THE MAN THAT YOU ARE#erwin smith#snk#aot#attack on titan#shingeki no kyojin#'people who celebrate fictional character birthdays are annoyi-' STFU AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY 13TH SURVEY CORPS COMMANDER ERWIN SMITH#wherefore art thou#me when im the only mf in the world who can draw hands so i put 16 hands in 1 painting just to flex on people who can't#but i'm allergic to good lineart and coloring inside the lines and also rendering#i think they should hang this one in the louvre btw#if tumblr hasn’t compressed this png to h e double hockeysticks and back you should zoom in and appreciate the brushwork#just take your time with it and really look at it. i would appreciate it i think it’s not the cleanest piece but it looks so good up close#this one's for you fran thanks for making me insane again#by the time this posts maybe you will have made it to perfect game or midnight sun in your rewatch#blood
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been sober for 4 days so far & it’s been hard but slowly falling in love w/ my sober mind and excited to see how far i can go ❤️
#i just smoke too much weed to the point where it’s like not conducive to my mental health#like ive smoked almost every single day of my life since i was 16-17 ish till now & like#while u can’t od on bud now that im growing older it’s just like#hmmmm maybe needing a psychoactive substance to end ur day with and watch shows & eat food with#isn’t great :/#idk the goal yet i think ideally I’ll indulge every now & then bcs i do love being high ngl lol#but rn I need to not NEED it so slowly making those steps to end my reliance !!!!!#sorry for ranting probs will delete but just thinking out loud lol
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2 years post-canon designs anyone?
#man i love these guysssssss OUGH#i had so much fun making these#esp tome. shes my fav#idk if this is exactly accurate but i think i have the ages about right#teru and mob are 16. ritsu and shou are 15. and tome is 17/18 ? i wanted this is to be tome after highschool but it wouldnt work#tome works at s&s after highschool btw <3#i dont love shou's design honestly but i think its fine. maybe its just bc he looks like sans lol#okay heights: mob 5'1- 6'0. ritsu 5'2- 5'10#teru 5'3- 5'8#tome 5'5- 5'9#shou 5'0- 5'5#shou doesnt really grow lol rip#im shorter than him tho so suck it up shou -_-#mp100#mob psycho 100#shigeo kageyama#ritsu kageyama#teruki hanazawa#shou suzuki#tome kurata#mob and teru go to the same highschool <3
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does anyone else think about how rody is likely the only one of his siblings who has prominent memories of their mother...
#cosmic chatter#rody soul#blorbo tag#like... okay so in whm rodys 16. i dont think lala is in school so shes prob 5. roros around 10 maybe?#if their mom died shortly after lala was born that would mean that rody wouldve been like. 9?#and roro like... 4? maybe?#like yeah obvi rody talks a lot abt their dad but i wonder abt their mom#its just something i think abt a lot#none of them have their dads nose. only roro shares his hair color#makes me wonder if lala and rody just. kinda look a bit more like their mom#idk... im just rambling
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#nevermore webtoon#nevermore webcomic#nevermore#annabel lee nevermore#annabel lee webtoon#montresor#montresor nevermore#i got it printed cause my wifey wanted it#so now she just casually have a picture of my drawing#im really beat after today so maybe i wont do day 16
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Still thinking about Chuck E. in his little summer fit and the bird having flowers too ♡ And yes, they’re also doing the Beach Party Bash live show to go with the theme 🥺
It’s giving bro has made peace with his upcoming retirement but we’re not unpacking that
#this is crystal lake IL btw#on tuesday 7/16 so i imagine he’s still there like this to see#he of course is on random movements but from the fluidity of those i think he could fulfill proper programming beautifully#i think he’s an excellent candidate to be moved to nanuet#but maybe im just biased and already emotionally attached after getting to see him for an hour and a half#also we asked and they don’t know their 2.0 date yet#chuck e cheese#animatronics#gray makes waves#cec#studio c
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You ever see a famous person and you’re just thinking. There’s something undiagnosed about you.
#or maybe even diagnosed but just neurodivergent in general#although this time i think i might be right#because i was not expecting them to verbally confirm my suspicions#i had to go DIGGING#and i mean an obscure 16 year old video with less than 200 likes kind of digging#“i know what you are “ ahh#y’all probably know exactly who i’m talking about idk why i’m trying to hide it#but i saw lots of people complaining they’re “over passionate” and “talk way too much without letting other people speak”#and “interrupting others” and that they always seem like they’re “putting on an act”#but im there reading all this whilst watching interviews and stuff of them and im just like#are people just complaining about common adhd symptoms#and i think i might be right
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