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Always shocked and disappointed when the "how to sleep with adhd" article ive read half a dozen times doesn't give me an instant hack
#posting a lot. suddenly got woken up from a multi yearlong depression a few weeks ago. trying to work on basic life skills like#expressing ideas yadada anyways now its your problem#or is it? just unfollow if it bothers you my man ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#anyways 'build a routine' oh yeah easy peasy no sweat 😓
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yeah, i just cant get into any of the debates anymore
watching the dems “own” the republicans was a lot more fun when i believed that they would work to change things
sorry but i just dont have faith in either party. obviously i have never had “faith” in the gop, but the dems will do as little as humanly possible, and not one thing more than that (which is also a kind of evil - in a quiet, maintain the status quo kind of way), and republicans will continue being more openly evil
when the best that “our side” has to offer for two cycles in a row is “tough on crime” and “law & order” conservative dixiecratic candidates - even at the height of the blm movement - it leaves me tired of publicly rooting for “president status quo” and his running mate “vice president incremental”
hopefully trump will not win, but biden will not be better. he will simply be different. and by “different” i mean right back to “normal” and doing the same kind of quiet shit like making student loan debt permanent, fighting against reproductive rights, and being a cheerleader for the police & mass deportation/incarceration. like he has always done for the vast majority of his career
but the “liberal” media won’t harp on it as much and all those people who lie and say they will “push biden to the left AFTER the election” ain’t gonna do jack shit
i understand that people say, “no he’s changed since june of 2019” or whatever comfortable lie they need to believe, but ive seen people intentionally delude themselves in extremely dire times. people will ignore all evidence to the contrary and believe lies when reality gets shitty. and then they will get mad at anyone who doesn’t go happily along with their delusions
this shit is mad depressing. im just ready for the election to be over with
im a black man who is increasingly more and more concerned for the safety of me and my loved ones around law enforcement officers. im not rich and famous. i acknowledge that my fate will be no different whatsoever under either conservative running for office, as they will both support the police and a racist system
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as always, my standard disclaimers: 1) this is not me telling anyone how to or not vote. 2) please spare me the trouble of blocking you if you feel overcome with the urge to regurgitate some bs about lesser evilism or harm reduction. those two boats sailed back in 2016 for me. the dnc does not give a single solitary shit about actually improving things. they seem to have more to gain by keeping social justice disputes ongoing, as opposed to actually solving them
so yelling “but trump is gonna do bad things” only makes me wonder: how is he gonna do all those bad things? by using the systems that joe biden was the architect of? by using them pre fucking cisely as biden intended for them to be used? is that how trump is gonna do the bad stuff??
anyway thats about how im feeling rn
if you are bothered by anything im saying here, please feel free to hit the unfollow or block buttons, but dont come here starting no shit okay? do you and i will keep on doing me
sn: trump and all his plague rat supporters can go off together somewhere and choke
#joe biden#kamala harris#donald trump#mike pence#politics#democratic debates#debate2020#vice president debates
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thoughts on john winchester?
oh dear. ok first of all, thanks for the ask nonny! ♡
first of all: i am a little scared that people might unfollow me because if i am going to answer honestly, there will be some negativity. i am not a fan of john winchester, sorry, so if it bothers you in any way - just skip it, don’t read. this is just my opinion.
okay then here we go: my thoughts on john winchester. my thoughts are that i don’t like this man. i didn’t like him from the beginning. from the pilot. he left dean alone to go after yellow eyed demon. he obviously cared more about sam than he ever cared about dean, but still left the boys alone in a motel for days without enough food.
and of course he gets redeemed by giving up his soul, his life for dean in 2x01, like it’s supposed to make up for 26 years of neglect and abuse. it doesn’t, but this might be the first good decision this man makes in years.
remember the cute little episode bad boys (9x07) where we get to see young dean, in trouble, ending up in cuffs at the boy;s house and john doesn’t even bother? he doesn’t come for him, he leaves him?! dean is 14 for god’s sake!!! john told the police to let dean rot in jail and he lied to sam about what happened!!! and you know what, this isn’t even the worst part!
when sonny (guy who runs the house) sees dean’s bruises and asks him if his old man did this to him, dean says it was a werewolf. now we all know this was a lie (or a plot hole. but i refuse to believe that, sue me) because winchesters’ first encounter with a werewolf was in like season 2 and dean was kinda excited for it. to sum up: it was john, end of story.
what fuels my theory that john was taking eveything out on dean even more is the look on dean’s face when he and sam talk about the night sam left for college. you know what i am talking about. ‘and when dad came home...’, we can only imagine what happened. jesus i feel so bad for dean sometimes i cry
and that is why i completely don’t but the lebanon 300th episode. i knew what they were going for, i knooow, but for god’s sake really, nothing is ever going to convince me that dean’s biggest wish was seeing his long deceased father lmao although i can buy the idea that he wanted his family back together from the moment he lost his mom when he was 4 so i am gonna give it a pass, also it was a milestone episode and we know that different rules apply to those so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
also i have a headcanon, but it’s like only me and my brain and i am saying this as a fun fact about me, that john wasn’t the righteous man after all. that it was somehow a lie. that he didn’t endure 100 years of hell without giving in. i imagine he broke after some time, and it didn’t start the apocalypse. and then he got lucky and crawled out of hell in s2 finale. so it was a lie to break dean even more (oh look your father suffered for 100 years and you what, 40? you are not half the man you dad was, literally), while the truth was that dean endured for so long, and was so strong and if he knew about this he might hate himself a little less and no one needed that. heaven and hell needed a broken dean who doubts himself, so he’s easy to manipulate. (you might ask how cas fits into that: maybe he just didn’t know. he was only a soldier, they were not informed of everything, which was stated in later seasons)
what i love though is that dean knows that his father was an abusive, drunk asshole, fueled by rage and hatred and revenge. and dean knows better and is better, and dare i say dean is afraid that he will turn up like him, because he has anger, too. well guess what dean, you didn’t. wow i love dean winchester so much.
#asks#Anonymous#ask#anon#answered#dean#dean winchester#john winchester#spn#supernatural#with a sprinkle of negativity and a lot of typos probably
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this....this is a troll, right? i mean, it’s got to be? i’m honestly so confused, but just in case this is a legit ask, let’s unpack this here.
valar morghulis: all men must die. according to the asoiaf wiki, this is a common phrase in essos. in fact, a pdf search of the books will confirm that the phrase - when used in grrm’s series - is most often exchanged between arya and jaqen h’ghar. if i’m correct in assuming you’re referencing this scene...dany isn’t even the one to say the words. and frankly it’s not even close to as iconic as eowyn’s “i am no man”. i use this phrase to tag posts and sets containing got ladies, so i have an easy tag to reference when i want some examples of female badassery in got.
now, with regard to the accusations, on MY blog i have ONE post addressing my opinions on d*ny, which was only in response to a direct question. as i stated in the post, i try not to be too salty on main. in fact, i don’t reblog anti d*ny content, i don’t bash her in my writing, i don’t add to discourse. i only returned to tumblr about a month ago, and i hardly make waves? i rarely even talk to people in this fandom, i’m intimidated by the talent and breadth of knowledge here - i’m just here to reblog the content i enjoy and write some fanfic because it’s fun! if it bothers you that i use valar morghulis as a thematic tag, you are more than welcome to unfollow me - i have no plans to change my tagging system.
tldr: ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
#fandom wank#god it's been a MINUTE since i had to use that tag#anti dany#anti danerys targaryen#tagging anti just in case
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sad bc no pictures today!!!! :( i didn't managed to snap any because of time constraints :(((((((((( anyway guess who finally get to meet her bb today? 😂 das right, me!!!!!! kind of a bummer bc i didn't expect that i'll actually get a shift on tuesday? i can't rmbr giving any shift for tuesday either but oh well i don't have a choice. but the feel to not go to work today was super strong though. if can, i wanted to skip work just to be able to spend more time with han but of course, i shouldn't be irresponsible just because i want to spend time with the love of my life. besides, it was already far too late to find a replacement + get an mc + i didn't wanna leave any more bad impression since their current impression of me is a little too close to borderline termination (ok it's just an exaggeration but ya idw to be a candidate for termination!!!!) ok so like i met han rly late, we only had about two hours to spend with each other before i start my shift and i was a tad bit grumpy because han sorta promised me meet me earlier today but i guess he was really tired or something. to the point that he even FORGOT that we're meeting early???? rly damn taik i want to punch him. i thought we can spend a little more time together today since we're always meeting during late afternoons but ughHh it was a botched. but i guess i should take 10% of the blame as well since i was about 15-20 mins late. honestly i was deciding what to wear and i was trying to dig out the company clothes from my narnia of a wardrobe (i own quite a fair bit of stuff from the company most of which i bought ages ago before i even started working for them but unfortunately, past seasons clothing pieces are not allowed even though they're bought from the company itself. i need more of their updated season clothing ughHhh). idk man i think i'm damn clingy or like what i heard han said, manja?? idk if there's a diff ah between those two words but?????? ok anyway then we went to have early dinner and i asked him what he wanted to eat and then he said "prata or smth" but when he came back to the table he was only carrying one plate and i got even grumpier bc i was like "then u not eating????" and then he's like "eating eating u makan abeh suap i pon we share" then i'm like??????? wtf i'm not eating alone???????? then he's like nO noooo i eat then i was like, is it u ate alr?????? then he just kept smiling that sheepish smile (the kinda smile that makes u wanna flick him bc u alr know the answer to ur own question) but ya apparently he alr ate chicken at home???? and i was like?????? and then we had a little mini argument bc he was being so passive aggressive about this person i added into ml squad and whom i followed on ig all lmaO so i decided like ok u know what i'm just gonna kick him outta the squad, unfriend and unfollow him ok and then he went all "noOoo i'm ok with it" but i still did it anyway bc idk i just can't stand his passive aggressiveness and then i asked him to honestly tell me???? if it bothers him and then he got all mad at me bc i kept asking and he alr said no but idk man deep down i still feel like a part of him wasn't feeling ok with it bc he raised the topic + even "joked" about how he's gonna do the same wtf idiot i want to puncH him but ok so i just decided to follow that feel i had and went ahead with what i've decided 😂 and then he ended up only taking a bite out of the plate of rice and i ate the rest of it. he complained that it was too spicy so he didn't want anymore (but lol i know it was just an excuse bc he's prolly too full) *rolls eyes* ok n then dayah told me that her class ended early so she was already at paya lebar but it was still a little early (we had about an hour or so to kill) so i asked her to come over to tamp instead and yes we were working the same shift today!!! i couldn't rly read han's expressions so idk if he actually mind or not the fact that i've just invited dayah over without asking him if it was ok but i guess he was ok w it??? bc he didn't seem to be showing any form of displeased during the whole journey to onekm. but u know what's the best thing of today? DAMN han actually waited for like me to end work today omg *cries tears of joy on the inside* and he hung around the store for a bit as well!!!! so i literally get to spend the whole day with him omg except i had to remain professional most of the time but ahHhhhh i love it!! just his presence alone makes my heart skip hehe (ꈍᴗꈍ)ε`*) and then he tried on a couple pieces of clothing and fuckinG hell he i just can't deal w how good he looks in a plaid flannel man like doOoOdddd he looks foKin good so boyfriend look sia!!!!!!!! ok and then i was like i'm gonna buy this for u mi bb do u want it!!!! n he was like naaWww don't waste money i don't rly need it now but i was like????? fOK idc imma get it for u beb and he's like nooooo but he finally relented and was like ok fine fine hehe ok then fast forward ah to ending work time we had to tidy up everything then i asked him to help me put in the tags haahhaah and he rly did aiyo this boyo so qt i should pay him in kisses (alr did ;) heheeh) ok then he had to wait outside for me cus we officially close at 10 so he waited an hour for me omg fk i think his whole rs w me just consist of him mostly waiting for me sia hais but ok then U KNOW WHAT OR NOT WAH RLY DAMN SAD someone stole his recently bought clothing from the store wah damn dog istg if i catch that person i will ask him or her if she's rly that fokin poor to steal cb go work la!!!!!!! ok but then he said he dunno if he misplaced it then someone took it or smth but i was like???? even if u misplaced it that someone could have returned it to the lost and found area OR SMTH BUT NO THAT PERSON TOOK IT HOME WAH FK I WAS DAMN PANAS want to hurl abuse then i kinda took it out on the security guard lmaO sorry but idk la in the heat of the moment u know but money v precious now cannot anyhow throw. then after that we were walking to the bus stop n then han was like eh u suddenly so calm only and i was like ya i realized that nothing can be done even if i'm angry lol then he's like ya see this is why guys can handle things rationally unlike girls bc y'all let ur emotions take control of u (smth liddat ah idk) then i'm like????? ugh can't fight back bc it's true at least for me la. oh and the HAN PAID FOR THE TOPS ON HIS OWN ALSO OK like?? ok la one of it he wanted to buy for himself but the other one i meant to buy it for him omg like u know first pay gift (even tho its still about 6 more days till my first pay hahaha but since we're alr there then like advanced ah hehe) AND YA IDK LA JUST V ANGRY OK JUST NOW ok then we took the bus back and i asked him if i should get smth to eat then he's like "are u hungry?" and i was like nah just kinda wanna drink smth hahaahah and he was like lol?? bc i was alr holding onto a bottle of milk tea i bought before work. so we didn't get anything to eat or drink and then he sent me home!!!!!! oh and i also just started taking some fiber supplements today to help me with pooping regularly!!!!!! fuckin $70 for one box of 15 days fuck expensive but apparently to see any changes and rly have ur toxins in ur body rinse outta its intestines u gotta be on it for like 2-3 months at least wtf idk how long i must work to to pay for this expensive shit. and ya ofc i know i can just eat veggies but sorry fam ur girl isn't a fan of like 95% of veggies in the world ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ ok gonna end this post abruptly bc im tired and this getting way tooooo long + it's alr 4:15am now hahahaahahha thank you bb!!!!! for waiting for me all the time and esp today bc u had to endure 4 hours of waiting for me to end work :') OH AND DID U KNOW!!! when he sent me home i was like sorry u had to wait for so long for me to end work :(((( then he's like "even if you don't have work i'll still wait for u" smth along that line la but hehe so cheesy so sweet this boy!!!! ok time to sleep goodnight!!!!!!! i love you ♥♥♥
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