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unopenablebox · 3 days ago

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once again confronting the fact that i believe that it would help me with my problems to pay someone to listen to me talk about my problems and then get them to professionally approve my conduct and behavior

#'like a therapist?' well. my problem is that other people are not being nice to me. and i need a venue in which to repeatedly #air this grievance and explore the boundaries of the exact sense in which their behavior is or is not justified #and then ideally be validated about some part of it #however. i'm not like. experiencing anything describable as a 'symptom' or 'condition' and even if i were that is not part of the service #which i desire to receive #i EXCLUSIVELY want a way to complain about my problems without upsetting people close to me [also affected by problems]#or irritating them with my desire to air the same grievance four or five times in three weeks.#and it can't be in a public forum or w/ people who already know me‚ out of respect for other people affected by the problems.#and even if this is all technically in the bounds of therapy i can't tell you how uninterested i am in being diagnosed or treated #for anything whatsoever. which seems like a live risk.#box opener

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