#or ill die of a heart attack
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i ffeel like no finals week period has hit me quite as hard as this one. i literally dont remember what i was doing around this time last semester but rigjt now i feel like im about to suffocate in quicksand
#at least i finished my perceval dossier. but i dont even feel relief bc i still have some overdue assignmenrs from that same class#still in arthurs armpit but at least now i can see the light i guess. 3 assignmenrs left. and then i can be free and my professor can retir#then i have a poetry portfolio and a close reading which shoule both be easy#and then sparkle on raven powerpoint which should ALSO BE EASY! i just uave to. lock in#tomorrow. tomorrow magic will happen#or ill die of a heart attack#much to think about#alexchanting
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being an mcyt fan is scary
#10pieceart#soupforeloise keeps showing up in my comments…. scary#i can never get twitter if i have to deal with more frequent notices ill die of a heart attack
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starting reading through the original 60's x men comics and just found out that we first meet cain on the same day that Magneto gets abducted by the stranger. Charles really lost his ex boyfriend potentially forever and then before he can even cry it out in private his terrible brother comes out of no where.
no wonder he starts trauma dumping
its actually the funniest shit imaginable LMAO charles xavier has never had a break in his life
#snap chats#and neither have i apparently. im gonna die of a heart attack one of these days#i hope its while im blogging about xmen thatd be a funny way to find my body#SORRY. ill lighten up#not to spoil the 60's comics ... stop reading now if you care about spoilers .. tho ig you may have seen me post it already but anyway#its gen still so funny that the nanosecond charles dies magneto is immediately back in the story#and once HE'S dealt with now juggernaut is let out of the crimson cosomos or whatevevr to wreck havoc jRLKJAKL#at least cain gets sent back and magneto. blows up.''''''blows up''''' but still vJALKJKLJV#charles' children will not catch a break just as their professor didnt
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If you say you wouldn't kill at least 1 person you know personally if you got the death note, you're lying
#i already know who the first 2 victims would be. and then casey anthony after them.#ill kill a politician once a month#if i got the death note tomorrow i would wait until inauguration day and have Trump die of a heart attack while being sworn in on TV#just for the drama of it all
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not even panicking . idek what ur saying why would ever be worried abt this
#head in hands#trial practice for tap class is in about 20 minutes and im just about remaining sane#GAHHHH this is so stressful#they do not really speak english and i do not really speak japanese so this will be exciting#plus the class is like..... 2hrs long lol#BUT WE FUCKING MOVE OK IM BEING SO BRAVE#IM GOING TO GO TO THE CLASS AND SEE WHAT ITS LIKE#ITS GOING TO BE FINE IM SURE THEY WILL ALL BE NICE AND LOVELY#tap people generally are i find#i will go to the class and do some tap and not die of a stress induced heart attack because ITS SOMETHING I LOVE#AND ILL DO IT#and if it sucks and i hate it then fuck it. i never have to see these goddamn people ever again if i don't want to#hopefully i WILL want to. bc its gonna be great and im gonna love it#I HAVE FAITH#I CHOOSE TO BELIEVE 😭😭🥳#i will update u guys when i get back 🫡#if its fab i will recommend it#and if it sucks we will roast it mercilessly#either way i am being very brave today and i am sharing this bravery with u as well 🫶🫡#the little gay people in my phone believe in me and i will not disappoint#just the same way that i believe in you too ✊🥳
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Now Pebbles and Zephyr live rent free in my head too. God that interaction is so heartwarming and sad and AHHHHHH!!!!
YEA YEA YEA FUCKIN HRHGHRHGHRH
back like. a month or so ago when that chancla post was happening? i kept thinkin about a scenario where Zeph hints at her whole intention of completely disregarding the Great Problem and focusing on the iterators themselves (her whole!!!! plan is called Mission Self-preservation!!!!!!!!) around the group and Suns, the usually apathetic brick of a fucker, just shoots up and attacks her about it n starts an argument
and as they are arguing about it and Zephyr's whole point of view is more n more revealed, Pebbles in the back starts shaking about it as if he's on the verge of crying and when the two arguing notice they stop and Zeph asks "...you know what i mean. don't you...?"
BECAUSE YES HE DOES. HIS RAGE IS A VALID ONE. ITS AGAINST SUCH A BLATANT INJUSTICE AND INSTEAD OF HAVING THE PERSON HE LOOKS UP TO A LOT AGREE WITH HIM OR TRY TO SEE HIS POINT OF HIS VIEW AT IT HE GETS TOLD THAT HES SUPPOSED TO JUST *ACCEPT* THIS UNFAIRNESS. that its Okay and How It Is Supposed To Be- them dying for this. them suffering for this. but its fucking *not*, nobody should be suffering like that ever
and here comes Zephyr- someone who understands even better than he understands himself right now in this. she Gets it and she's the first and she won't ignore this pain and anger. she wants to hear about it, she wants to guide him through it and offer him the hope that things can be alright yet
#Spot says stuff#rw#oc tag#id fuckin strangle suns myself if i could. Mother Fucker.#pebbles would give zephyr like 20 heart attacks per second the day he comes to the Lets Kill Me conclusion#its like that one meme. Zephyr: Live :) | Pebbles: DIE >:D#she stops him by pulling out ''wouldnt it be nice to spite our creators by living our lives to the fullest without fear ?'' n hes like-#-''o yeah actually maybe alright? ill give it a shot i guess.''#its. more complicated than that but yanno in a nutshell#i aint explainin the whole thing in tags thats... bothersome but yes. they mean a lot to me. pebs means a lot to me.
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I'd like to speak to whoever scheduled Liverpool v West Ham and Arsenal v Spurs on the same day to inform them that I will be filing a lawsuit in due course on the grounds of permanent, long-lasting damage to physical and mental health.
#and theyre both at 2pm???#like?????#guess ill die#heart attack imminent#west ham#arsenal fc#tottenham hotspur#liverpool fc
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sighhh.
#I'm so bad at video games it's sad GJAKJSFKHKGJ#one of these days ill die of a heart attack from like. roblox or smth. and everyone will laugh at my funeral#RamBEElings
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right after i ordered dd. got notif. stared at it, felt tears on my face. duffleeeee?!!!! ty so fucking much for the beautiful gift of my idiot , aini @duffledunce
#SHAKING U#I NEED TO CALM DOWN OR ILL GETBA HEART ATTACK?!!!!!#i already went insane in dm but fr ty so so so so so so so is so sososososososososososososos much#it was like static in my ears and the only thing i could hear was my heart beating#me and the phone were the only 2 in existence#holding my head idc if my food gets cold ive been staring at this f#THANK U SOEEEE MUCH#LOVE#THANK U DUFFLE AUGHHHHH#i didn’t even know what to do after like do i pace around the house 1 lap or just die#boxofgoodies
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once again having to figure out wtf to do with my life and its like maybe I should just quit chasing a degree and career and go become an old chain-smoking prostitute or something i dont know anymore
#im really tired and nothings worked out for me#maybe ill just die of a heart attack at the rammstein concert in june and that'll resolve that matter lol#or like maybe till will trip and ill be the 1 fan who gets burned to death by his flamethrower during mein teil#i think thatd be a really funny way to go despite the ptsd itd give literally everyone and the band#'she died doing what she loved: screaming the lyrics to a song about cannibalism'
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brb putting my head through a wall
#i feel like a panicked animal lol im scared my anxiety is gonna give me a heart attack or some other legit health issue#which is probably wont and ill look like a fucking fool for even thinking it#my mom says i should just accept the fact that im having anxiety and live with it but it feels like i am actually going to die lol#txt
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I deserve to wake up without my chest immediately hurting but I think I'd need to quit my job for that to happen (not gonna)
#guess ill just die of a heart attack by 30#take up the family business of dying young#vic van dyke shit
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I like to pretend that my genetic disease is a Blood Curse and that a Wizard Did It, not just a random mutation
#whispers of spoekelse#chronically ill#chronic illness#—#this shit is like Alexandria’s Genesis if it was actually bad#sure my skin is super soft and I don’t externally age very much#but also I’m likely to have a heart attack and die before 45#anyway.. sometimes coping for nerds is just pretending a Wizard did it
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it really is all the little things that make you want to kill yourself
#/not srs ive just had a 🧟♂️ experience today. glad my anxiety was right all along lol! this feels so super great and i get to do it again#this time itll be on blood pressure medication so ill probably have a heart attack and die but literally no one there would give a shit lol#not to vent on main but i dont wana like. subject anyone specific to this#my stupid baka life
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something t4t should be happening to me right now but instead i’m getting chest pains listening to The Used and studying for my board exam
#cringe posting on main#my exam is TOMORROW#and i’m so stressed that my skin feels ill fitted#wish me luck or something i think i might die from a heart attack either way
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That feeling where you have something abnormal happening with your body and you're like am I dying or am I just freaking out over nothing ™
#Having heart palps and chest pain and nausea and am like hmm heart attack or just issues from having caffeine#Eh worst that'll happen is ill die so it's OK lol
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