#or at least that rastares was arguing in favor of it

[catfolx]

kalak: when i was in the sons of honor, i was ok w/ pretty much anyone dying if i thought it would serve me escaping odium. i made decisions that harmed others :(

therapist kaladin: don't punish yourself too harshly kalak. remember you weren't in your right mind. what's important is that you do better in the future :) <3

kalak: like one time i told this brightlord it would be totally chill if he killed everyone who witnessed some dark eyed squad leader take down a shardbearer just so the brightlord could pretend he earned the shards himself. & the guy listened to me & actually did it! can you imagine?

kaladin: ...you did. what.