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I got tagged by @astriiformes to share some of the books on my to-read list for 2025!
A few of these have been on my bookshelf for a while, unopened (whoops), a few of these were recommendations from friends or mutuals, and others I stumbled across while looking for something completely different. I'm particularly excited about She Is A Haunting; the author's entry in the anthology Night of the Living Queers (ed. Shelly Page and Alex Brown), 'Nine Stops', was the standout winner of the entire anthology and should be one of those short stories you're required to read in ninth grade that haunts you for the rest of your life.
I've also been putting off reading The Angel of Indian Lake, because I already know SGJ is going to rip my heart out and make me say 'thank you'.
By title and author:
The Angel of Indian Lake, by Stephen Graham Jones
Poe-Land: The Hallowed Haunts of Edgar Allen Poe, by J. W. Ocker
The House Next Door, by Anne Rivers Siddons
She Is A Haunting, by Trang Thanh Tran
Dark Archives: A Librarian's Investigation Into the Science and History of Books Bound in Human Skin, by Megan Rosenbloom
I Only Read Murder, by Will and Ian Ferguson
A History of Delusions, by Victoria Shepherd
Trickster Makes This World: Mischief, Myth, and Art, by Lewis Hyde
October Dreams: A Celebration of Halloween, ed. Richard Chizmar and Robert Morrish
I tag @forthegothicheroine, @gretchensinister, @tejoxys, @daddygrandpaandthebeaver, @marzipanandminutiae, @pingnova, @queerpyracy, and anyone else who'd like to do it!
#chatter#I might try to write more about the books I read and movies I see in the new year#or I might not. we'll find out#eta queerpyracy I wanna know what you're interested in reading
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me: *seeing people yell about how they did Glintshore & Percy's death in the show*
also me: ..................anyway
#maybe its because its been fuck knows how many years since i watched 90% of c1#but i actually find the way they're changing things up super fascinating#i have questions to be sure and i think they're all having so much fun watching people go THEY'RE NOT GONNA PERMAKILL PERCY ??#(they're obviously not going to leave percy dead)#but because so many things have been folded on top of each other to keep the pace in this several hundred hour campaign adaptation#idk! i just think it's neat! obviously we're not done with ripley yet so we'll see what happens there#also people being like “i didnt need a sad backstory for ripley” like that wasn't the most obvious vehicle to introduce the assembly#a lot of these scenes they're adding in or folding together are doing a LOT of work#the storytelling action economy is honestly astounding#like don't get me wrong i get why people are weirded out by it (i am too! It's strange!) BUT it's not being done carelessly#some of you lot just want everything done 1:1 when they simply do not have the time to be doing that#i think i might do a full write up of how impressive some of this is when the season ends bc it really is a mammoth task they've had#the legend of vox machina#tlovm#legend of vox machina#critical role#c1#vox machina#lvm spoilers#tlovm spoilers#edit: to be very clear. i have been here since the very beginning. don't fuck with me lmao
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Honestly, don't give me nandermo if you don't feel like it (weird, given everything that has happened since season 3, but ok), but the only other possible ending is Nandor learning to be on his own and realizing romantic love won't fix all his problems and... idk, finding his own purpose beyond other people. Like, it'd make sense for him to end up with Guillermo; anyone else would be forced and detrimental for his character arc.
Also having the male character whose relationship with another man has been teased for years ending up with the only single woman in the cast after going "haha, let two guys be friends uwu" in every interview feels homophobic af.
"Bisexual people don't owe you being in a-" BECKY, I'M BISEXUAL, I ONLY DATED SOMEONE OF MY OWN GENDER ONCE WHEN I WAS 15 AND IT LASTED LIKE A MONTH, I KNOW HOW REAL LIFE WORKS, THIS IS A TV SHOW WRITTEN BY A DUDE WHO CRINGES AT THE IDEA OF US EVEN WANTING A QUEER RELATIONSHIP, GET OVER YOURSELF
And the Guide deserves so much better than them throwing her into a relationship that came out of nowhere just so a loser who can't be alone doesn't have to learn how to be alone wtf
#wwdits#nandor the relentless#nandermo#guillermo de la cruz#the guide#wwdits spoilers#negativity#“we don't know if-”#shut up shut up shut up#let people speculate#we'll get genuinely angry when we find out#we're entitled to be scared that they might fuck up this badly beforehand#“i trust these writers-”#damn girl i'm so sorry lol
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I remain as predictable as ever
#i was gonna say you might be able to guess the scene just from this#but theres actually like at LEAST three parts where people grab his face huh#and i love all of them#so maybe you can guess but only bc statistically theres like a 33 or 25% chance you get it#or. i am just that predictable#we'll find out#wip#aftg#tsc spoilers#tsc#the sunshine court#jean moreau#and to keep you guessing i will not tag the second set of hands 💕#hmm. this may be easier to guess than i thought now that i think of it lmao
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oh boy !! ! ! ! !!! ! thANK y0u all for the kind words on my last art posts. you all get it and i was/still am so happy about it
as promised, here's some close-ups of the comic for image quality's sake, and other screenshots i rescued from the community whiteboard (and something else)
first up another sketch of mystery gender-ambiguous being. (please send me more name ideas for them if you got one- i like to hear em! (reminder it's the side character that appeared for <10 seconds in AvM Ep. 30))
a few fav scenes
emotional support cwab
they weren't meant for this purpose exactly, but i do have countless "fluffy sticks" loose in my notes and homework sheets from the school years.
papery critter.
even when i wasn't confident in fur or feathers, they helped me practice posing and create some satisfying gradients/flowing poses. (im a sucker for good tail poses) (oh yay! i found a good pic...)
and finally, little sneak peak for you for reading so far ;3
i realized that whiteboardfox is pretty great for my working needs. simple and to the point and all. feels nice with the mouse and the tablet.
so i started hashing out a big project idea just to see if it holds up and
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several hours later ...
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oh
oh man
it's a little bigger than i expected
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#--/ art#alan becker#animator vs animation#animation vs minecraft#Minecraft bed#ava the dark lord#ava the chosen one#me when the project that obviously wasn't going to be done in one night isn't done in one night: D: !?!?!?!?#kudos to whoever routed the Speedrun actual short because that one is so fun and clean and savvy#clever made up time-savers? includes orange's TNT shield-jump?? nonlethal dragon dispatch??? sweet#ithink you can see where i tried to head with this#turns out that turning up the complexity 98 notches higher makes things trickier to parse hmmmmmm?#in fact i might need some help with this one ;>v>' like a lot.#i had a bit of a story and route set up already i just... wanted to make sure everything was at least kinda there...................#we'll see#the pie joke. i was trying to categorize which foodstuffs chosen should be able to make on the fly. with their flame hands.#ex. cooking meats makes sense because flint and steel works for the same purpose (you can kill a burning animal to get cooked meats)#but baking bread or drying kelp seems way more involved or whatever -> needs a proper furnace environment#HOWEVER... i noticed that Steve can just summon pumpkin pies from his bare hands if he wants to without even a workbench. so. sure! lol.#this is scraping the surface of the minutiae i want to consider#(ALSO KUDOS to everyone who RUNS/works on all-advancements. of course. riding on your shoulders here)#final joke is that chosen didn't know how crazy this undertaking would be to learn#but dark is very literally programmable. so you could maybe just plug some TAS instructions into him and off he goes#or even more open-ended than that just give him the list of advancements + stipulations + the wiki and similar result#it'd get done but. i dont think he'd find that fun at all. prefers to write his own instructions if you see what i mean#i might be forgetting some context. it is rather late you see. please ask me questions about this! ;P#tco aa
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Late night sketch to scare the sleep away. Why sleep when I can think about vampires, anyways???? Gods, I love this mess of a man.
#lissart#bg3#astarion acunin#bg3 astarion#cw: eyestrain#cw: blood#but kind of not blood it's neon as fuck#but just in case#bg3 fanart#artists on tumblr#< am i allowed to use that tag on some ballistic shit#idk we'll find out#im ngl i used myself as ref for this so if it looks a bit strange it's probably because - try as i might - i am not astarion#baldur's gate 3#astarion#that tag on its own is fuckin hilarious for no reason#hi yeah im having an entire convo with myself in the tags#if you read this far into my tags feel free to reblog my art because you basically just rummaged around in my organs here
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In theory, if the show understood systemic inequality and accountability, they would have Home righting the wrongs that Kan is exposing, using his family's influence to put in place checks to prevent anyone including themselves from ever doing similar cover-ups, and then breaking apart the family wealth, and "righting" the family reputation that way.
But I am sorry to say that based on what we've seen, I am very skeptical that's what we're going to get.
#peaceful property#typed so that I can stop thinking it#we might get some of the above#but based on how the apology between Peach and Home went#the amount of accountability the show is going to hold Home to will be along the lines of 'he feels really bad about it'#and maybe gives up 1% of his bottom line#I just have such little faith we're going to get more than that#and meanwhile are Peach and Pang going to get fairly compensated for all of the work they're about to put in#to save the reputation of the family that covered up the accident that ruined Peach's life and future to avoid compensation#and left Peach and Pang in poverty for years?#I guess we'll find out next week
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They called me goofy...
:'D
well i'm pretty sure they won't do it again!
> follow up of this
#i traced the swords from a render sorry! don't have time to spend going all out on a gag 😂#and just in case i've set a precedent here by doing art twice:#i probably won't be able to respond to more of these like this but i did this one as a warmup today!#they might also have been calling another one (which i posted temporarily and deleted so you might not have seen) goofy#which was like this:#“what if morpho knight and the funny waddle dee were friends instead……. pwuldn’t that be so fucked up……………..”#but who can say! i guess we'll never know because it seems we won't hear from 'em again. rip. at least morpho sword is fast.#you know what. i'll tag it so i can find it later:#morpho#morpho knight#my sketches#asks
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I made a new website!
I really liked the cat idea and I wanted to try and mess around with html more, so this was the perfect project I could work on between work shifts :D
Here's how it's (hopefully) going to work:
I'm gonna put up a poll here every week to see what toy should be left out next and after the poll ends on sunday I'll add whatever wins to the site. I've already assigned a particular cat to each toy but it's not necessarily obvious what attracts who, so you guys get a bit of randomness c: (I also added an option for random just in case anybody can't pick but also because I realised I would have to vote to be able to see the results and I don't wanna accidentally skew them if they're ever close) For future polls there may also be special options marked with a * which have a little bonus surprise, but again, it's secret :3c
So, without further ado,
#UTDR#UTMV#Neko Sansume#That'll be the tag for these in case anybody wants to block it or use it to find future polls or posts#I'm hoping a week will be enough time to sort things out between changes but if anything goes wrong I'll try and post here about it!#I had a lot of fun working on this so I hope it's as fun and silly as I want it to be#Obviously there's not much to it right now but I'm hoping soon it'll be full of kitties ^^#This is a bit later than I meant to post this but work really went on today rip#I'll try and do them slightly earlier from now on but obviously work might interfere so we'll see
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Not that I needed a NEW project to work on but... Here's my Underfell take. Let's see where this goes.
#look I'm burnt out on Angel's and I need a small break from FR as I rear up for the side story game. i made the main assets for it and the#story is mostly planned out and ready to be written#i want to do some concept stuff and i only have one life to live and I'm going to do what makes me happy!!!!#underfell#undertale#also i'm being vauge to what kinda game this will be. might be just a visual novel like New Royals! Maybe its a playable game!#we'll find out someday. rn i'm just getting the core concepts down#i actually have been thinking about this for a while but something clicked in my head and now I'm determined to make this thing#so ike. backstory time. i worked on a big project with a friend but that project had history unrelated to me#that it was best for that project to be cancelled and I'm glad it did#BUT i did a lot of cool writing for that AU and I want to use those ideas#so i realized itd be cool as hell to make it a part of my underfell take
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(Idk if someone asked this already) since we’re on the topic of gender
sci what is gender to you and how do you see it in you and how you express it in your art?? (Just a young queer artist who wants some light shined upon them 🥺)
i 'unno ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
#gender is soup#sci speaks#i'm so sorry i know you might hope for something profound but... i think when i'm put on the spot like this i can't say anything really#i think whatever i am is definitely pervasive in everything i write#but like.. gender means something different to wade than it does for peter.#just like it'll be different for everybody. we make different associations based on our experiences and our trauma.#like.. wade associates femininity with love. because of his mother. associates masculinity with violence. because of his father.#peter associates masculinity with responsibility. because of uncle ben. associates femininity with confidence. because of aunt may.#i think there's all kinds of reasons why we choose to present the way we do. and what gender means to us.#just like we'll associate a colour with something. or a smell with a memory. it's complicated.#i don't think i'm some kind of expert on gender things but... i just find it interesting to explore. the psychology of it.#i don't think it's supernatural. it doesn't come from nowhere. but it should be a playground.#i don't think anyone in this world should be restricted to a certain role to play. i want to try all the roles and see how it fits.#see how well i can play them.#maybe because i haven't found one that quite fits. so i want the opportunity to try whatever i can. see what feels right.#i think it would be fun to be a wife. i think it would be fun to be a husband. i think it would be fun to be a firefighter. i think it wo#shrugs. different outfits for every day. different roles to play.#today i'd like to try...#i think it's like kids learning how to be adults by playing pretend. by playing roles.#i'm learning more about myself and other people and fitting into the world by trying on different roles.#kids playing house. you be the mom. i'll be the dad. yadda yadda.#i still feel like a bit of a kid who hasn't figured out how to be an adult yet. so i'm still trying out roles to see what fits.
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wonder what the next 7 star raids in scarvio are gonna be now that theyre done with the starters
#guess we'll find out tonight. once the shiny rayquaza event ends#i doubt theyll do the paldea starters but who knows. they might do reruns of past raids too but i dont think thats all theyre gonna do until#gen 10 comes out in 2026 or later#obviously my hope is for shiny legendaries/mythicals (esp shiny locked ones) but ik thats pure copium#theres also a lot of legendaries that arent catchable in sv so they might release them through raids#like they did with mewtwo and dialga/palkia
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awesome. i was literally just thinking about eddie brock breaking out of that technologically advanced cell with his own brute strength. you idiot ‼️ that guy is jacked as fuck ‼️ you set the decibels too low ‼️
#not gonna lie i like when they cut to eddie brock half-naked and super muscular and it's not cause of venom or anything he's just. like that#eddie brock workout montages you are so sillyobnoxious. but goddamn if they don't take the time to tell you that this guy works out#talking about cletus kasady like 'that guy's insane!! he's a killer!! and he wouldn't even join me for my daily exercise!!' shut upppp haha#i feel like there's a version of this scene in the 60s run where he bends metal bars with his bare hands. i think i remember that.#might be imagining it... but we'll see. i'll find it if it exists :)#venom
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learning to draw sonic characters for. reasons
they're so hard for me to draw their proportions are so different from how i draw anthros so i have to fight my own muscle memory ;-; this is my first somewhat successful attempt out of... a few (read: too many)
#the reasons may or may not be an au sonics mass attack i'm planning??? we'll see how things work out#new special interest alert. this has gotten to yugioh levels that's how you know i have The Brainrot#the way i draw sonic characters will definitely change as i find a happy medium between my style and the sonic style#but for Practice Reasons (i.e. i bad at drawing mobians) i tried to emulate the official style here#which is why it looks a little stiff lol#most of my drawing attempts were of scourge actually#what can i say. i'm a big fan of his transmasc swag and deviantart recolour energy#(scourge might sorta kinda maybe be my favourite sonic character and also one of my favourites of all time now)#(he rivals kaiba with how much i psychoanalyze him it's nuts)#toonagi art#digital art#artists on tumblr#sonic#sonic the hedgehog#sonic fanart#heehee funny blue hedgehog :]#unfortunately the new brush i've started using is very sensitive so yall get to see my shaky ass lineart#i'm just too awesome and swagful for straight lines i guess (<- has constant hand tremors)
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Rekrap2 art I made nearly a year ago which I really wanted to render but never really got around to
I still kinda wanna because I really like how it came out with the dynamic line of motion and the pose, but for now I thought I'd share it since it's been so long
(It was meant to be like him speedrunning)
#rekrap2#rekrap2 fanart#i have so much rek fanart i want to make or finalise and i never get around to it#i am slacking#theres not many people who regularly make rek fanart (that i know of) so the fact i am slacking is something that i keep remembering#i need to be the change i wish to see in the world (more rekrap fanart)#anyway i am doodling him rn which is why i refound this and thought id share it#might post again later tonight we'll see#ramble post#randy rambles#my art#randy's art#mcyt#mcyt fanart#honestly the pose came out really good im proud of it. i find legs hard to pose so to have them the strongest parts of this is wild
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I'm setting my expectations low because I'm still not ready to believe after years of queerbaiting(as in other media queerbaiting) but
Alt title: worst ways mizuki could come out poll
#this post is only halfway a joke i guess#since maybe mizuki might come out soon??? but ive been thinking that for years so who knows#and itll of course but only to ena and then we'll have to wait 3 more years for kanamafu to find out ig#sorry i never recovered from that ll sunshine episode where chikariko said ily to each other and then it never came up again#project sekai#mizuki akiyama
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