#ooc. * ( the years that pass )
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a sketch I might finish
#jack vessalius#ooc#my art#i was bored and with this new found fuel for ph had to draw my favorite boy#At family’s place celebration grandpa who passed few years back#so will be online a bit later#pandora hearts
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I’ve been feeling some kinda way so now that I’m home and ready to write lemme just say.
no one really prepares you for how grieving a friendship or relationship feels and whilst I know how easy it is to fall into hurt and anger I’m just slowly realizing that as hard as making that decision for yourself is it’s not a bad thing and eventually you will be able to look back on the things that happened before everything took those turns and go there were good times and like reminisce in a way that isn’t inherently painful.
#I’ve been in a much better place and I’m far happier than I was#but catching up with my ex to get my stuff back and just chatting made me go#huh despite everything that happened that was shitty between us#you’re still a funny person and the three years we had whilst not always being good weren’t all awful#I’m glad you’re doing better for yourself now#which made me realize even what I’m in now will pass#and I will be able to look back on it one day and go yeah that wasn’t all bad#ooc.#sorry I’m in my feelings but the last two months have been hard#and I’m so happy to be writing with new people and finding joy in this hobby again#I’m not saying this applies to everyone and every end#but it’s good to know it’s not always gonna be pain
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//IM HOME
#real footage of me getting home from my surprise detour to the fucking MOUNTAINS#gonna go pass out for one million years see ya on the other side#ooc: behind the scenes
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i think we are gonna be going back to plain icons like this for now. i just really wanna focus on making bigger edits that i can enjoy more , over slaving away on a template i'm not gonna like in a week. my separate edits do much more to help flesh her out anyways. not to mention these are so much easier to make!
i wanna get back to enjoying exploring my character , not fretting over putting together a to do list every day that i'm on here. hopefully this helps with that , but also look at the bby! enjoy some young!anya everybody!
#this just feels right#we are working on vibin in the year of 2025 yall!#and that starts with me changing things around so i can be here more.#also will give me more time to work on commissions & not neglect this blog.#[ ■ ] °。° puff puff pass jj. ✡ ooc.
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( if everyone could please keep my family in your thoughts right now, it would be appreciated. we just found out my uncle passed away )
#[chaos mode]&ooc#cw: death#I’m not ok right now tbh#I loved my uncle so much#he was such a great guy#but he’s been struggling since his parents passed#and his brother right after them#and then my grandmother this year#not how I wanted to leave work tonight
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gonna go see another movie tonight because idk i can i guess lol but before then i think i might post a couple opens just cuz?? mess with my drafts a lil bit probably jfkjgf ✨
#[ seeing movies i would skip if i didn't have a movie pass is kinda nice ]#[ gonna see the brutalist despite not caring about the subject matter very much at all ]#[ no koalas no tea || ooc ]#[ when is june gonna hurry up and get here tho i wanna see 28 years later so badddddddddddddddd ]
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after two years, i managed to say happy birthday to my deceased dad on facebook and that's a big step for me.
#ooc. mun#( no tears but ugh )#family death tw#( for those who dont know-- dad died two years ago. passed away in his own room. and well-- you get the idea )#( i know it sounds small to most but i could never type anything on facebook when it came to his birthday )#( but i'm trying slowly )
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What's the worst and happiest day of your life?

Like, at the same time?

That’s a pretty hard one. My life’s been mostly highs or lows, not both at the same time. The closest I can think of would be around when I started the union, but that was more a period of time than a day…
#asks#anon#chilchuck#chilchuck tims#chilchuck dungeon meshi#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#ooc: the closest for me would be back when i was still in high school#i think it was the tail end of spring brake#or the weekend#went out and had an awesome day with my brothers#and a family friend who is basically my brother#found a cool knife that i still have#just general banger day right?#anyway that night my grandma made ribs for me cause they’re my favorite#but we ate out so i was saving them for the next day#she PASSED AWAY THAT NIGHT#AND SAID FAMILY FRIEND ATE MY RIBS THAT MY LATE GRANDMA MADE FOR ME#THAT I WAS SAVING FOR THE NEXT DAY NOT KNOWING SHE WAS GONNA DIE#it’s been 8 years and i’m still upset about it ngl#her birthdays next month i should plan something#though she hated that kinda stuff#i usually get her her coffee and a pastry she liked to get when we were doing things out of the house#maybe i’ll plan to do bingo with my mom since we used to do that with her a lot#i miss her
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( waking up one morning after 18 months of hiatus and finally getting the spark™ to freshen up ur rp blog )
#( war is oveeeer )#( time passes but my love for rp is like a little gremlin that randomly shows up and beats me with its lil bat )#( I'm still stuggling with art block for my other creative outlets for months now but I want to warm up my writing fingers )#FOR ALL ( ooc. )#FOR ALL ( tbd. )#( pretty sure I've been going through the worst burn out of my life and im just now seeing the end of the tunnel )#( had to face and address basically everything in my life ever so my brain just decided to go into low battery mode for awhile )#( it's odd cause not much about my life is significantly different from when I left -unfortunately-#but I have also developed and changed so much as a person. ppl around me say that and it's so reassuring to hear <3 )#( also lmao apparently I was pretty Vitamin D deficient esp in Canadian winters and APPARENTLY have a genetic calcium deficiency so UHHHHH#I love being medically neglected and gaslit into believing I just had anxiety and depression with no physical contributors <33#that's being taken care of now tho. but yeah ugh that was something to process too.)#That aside I've been doing well!! I'm in such a different place now it's kind of wild. Always a work in progress but im happy <3#Have some goals I'd like to meet for the end of the year so I'm hoping to close out these two years on a good note!
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HELP I was simply exploring the Hinterlands and suddenly this brand-new boss spawned


the cuteness damage is insane and he has this unparryable attack where he steps on my keyboard, don't even ask about his second phase.
#a passing flash of starlight | ooc#someone's excrement; it has a golden tinge | shitpost#elden ring#shadow of the erdtree#cats of tumblr#i was catsitting him last year too and he walked over my keyboard when i was trying to sneak past a sleeping dragon
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#im currently going through a really big break up and realizing ive been emotionally abused and manipulated for the past 2 n a half years#so im going to be around a lot more!!!! (yay he used to mock me for even having a rp account)#but im also a lot more fragile than i was and these passed couple days have realized im a little more insecure with my writing than i#thought#so thank u to all my mutuals and everyone who enjoys writing and playing with me#im so glad everyone has been so nice to me#im losing my mind#tw negative#tbd#ooc. i got something to say
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i might be running a high af fever right now, BUT I FINISHED AMPHOREUS'S QUEST, so CHECKMATE, FLU! B)
#♩ 》 ( ooc. ) // shut the fuck up pluto.#(lets ignore the fact i was bedridden and just focusing on phainon)#holy fucking SHIT this was quest was LOOOOOOONG#i feel like ive passed thru kremnos area for 4 years#well w/e#phainon is pookie coded 💖💖💖💖💖
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OP How has Umer been as of recent? We send our sincerest regards of concerns to you both.
He has become a firm believer of sleeping your problems off. "Everything's fine", he says as he laughs a little too hard. Domestic Pakistani politics have been a joke recently =_= and it doesn't help that climate change has begun to rear its ugly head in Pakistan :( , This last year has been particularly tough and unkind to Pakistanis. Inflation in particular, has me seeing tears :') I've gotten plenty of asks in the last few months asking if Umer and Mun were okay and I'm fine! Thank you so much for asking! To all the people who dropped by to check up on how i was doing, i appreciate your concerns a lot and you've got no idea how touched i was while reading those. <3
[FUNFACT]: "Khes" is the name of the thin cotton blanket that's wrapped around Umer. It's a piece of textile that derives its origin from Rural Punjab :D
#OOC#answered ask#thanks for asking!#hetalia#hetalia axis powers#hws pakistan#aph pakistan#hetalia world stars#aph#hws#oc#hetalia oc#ask blog#ask-pakistan#Our Glaciers are melting at an alarming pace; The weather is becoming more extreme with each passing year;#The Heavy Monsoon Rains we received last year combined with the previous mentioned factors caused devastating floods last year#Which were so bad it created a whole in-land sea in Southern Pakistan at its peak#Not to mention the clowns responsible for all things management of country have decided now's a good time to have some good ol'#Political instability#which is only adding to the suffering of the people :/ People are homeless and hungry and these people are busy clowning on national TV#It makes me angry x'D So so angry and also sad; I'm really not sure where we're headed but ehh i'll still try hoping for the best#sorry for the rant but i'm fine incase anyone was concerned about me; none of this has affected me really badly#but i lay my sympathies for the people that are suffering i sincerely hope we get our collective senses together and strive for a better#change in society because there has to be a limit as to how much we as a populace can endure all this chaos and negativity in our society :
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Gonna randomise my queue every Saturday now, it was fun :D
#wtf a whole week passed and I still got 120 posts????#half of it answered asks from last year lmao#the rest is art and random musings#but still#[ ❧ — m speaks 》 ooc ]
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[so how are people going to feel if I just start invading their inboxes again?]
#𝗔𝘄𝗮𝘆 𝗙𝗼𝗿 𝗔 𝗪𝗵𝗶𝗹𝗲 \\ [ooc]#[like it’s been 2 years but what if I just started doing shit as if no time passed?]
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starter call? call for a starter? like for a starter? random verse/muse unless you specify in a reply or dm? starter? casual starter? alms? alms? for a miserable woman?
#ooc#starter call#forgot i had these espurr icons still saved too#the years may pass but i am still ◕_��
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