#ooc. * ( the years that pass )

[al-luviec]

id like to thank ninjago episode snake jaguar for everything but nothing all at the same time

[vessalis]

a sketch I might finish

[venstm]

I’ve been feeling some kinda way so now that I’m home and ready to write lemme just say.

no one really prepares you for how grieving a friendship or relationship feels and whilst I know how easy it is to fall into hurt and anger I’m just slowly realizing that as hard as making that decision for yourself is it’s not a bad thing and eventually you will be able to look back on the things that happened before everything took those turns and go there were good times and like reminisce in a way that isn’t inherently painful.

[askchilchuck]

What's the worst and happiest day of your life?

Like, at the same time?

That’s a pretty hard one. My life’s been mostly highs or lows, not both at the same time. The closest I can think of would be around when I started the union, but that was more a period of time than a day…

[muselexum]

( waking up one morning after 18 months of hiatus and finally getting the spark™ to freshen up ur rp blog )

[keoke03]

... who in arc's name is moon.

[izar-tarazed]

HELP I was simply exploring the Hinterlands and suddenly this brand-new boss spawned

the cuteness damage is insane and he has this unparryable attack where he steps on my keyboard, don't even ask about his second phase.

[g0dforb1d]

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[hxlls-sweetest-sinner]

[so how are people going to feel if I just start invading their inboxes again?]

[ask-pakistan]

OP How has Umer been as of recent? We send our sincerest regards of concerns to you both.

He has become a firm believer of sleeping your problems off. "Everything's fine", he says as he laughs a little too hard. Domestic Pakistani politics have been a joke recently =_= and it doesn't help that climate change has begun to rear its ugly head in Pakistan :( , This last year has been particularly tough and unkind to Pakistanis. Inflation in particular, has me seeing tears :') I've gotten plenty of asks in the last few months asking if Umer and Mun were okay and I'm fine! Thank you so much for asking! To all the people who dropped by to check up on how i was doing, i appreciate your concerns a lot and you've got no idea how touched i was while reading those. <3

[FUNFACT]: "Khes" is the name of the thin cotton blanket that's wrapped around Umer. It's a piece of textile that derives its origin from Rural Punjab :D

[deadn30n]

An Update.

So long story short things are looking... kinda O.K on my end? I'm about to leave for an appointment but I wanted to toss this on the dash so people know I haven't forgotten about my blog or them, for that matter ;_; I don't have hardly any opportunity to check on here anymore.

I did have the worst tooth in my mouth recently removed, alleviating a lot of problems I was having. I'm due for further dental work over the next few months that I'm glad for. I also had a shitton of bloodwork done recently and found that for the most part, at least blood wise, I seem to be alright. No diabetes, no anemia, etc.

Next month I'm slotted for appointments with a Psychiatrist, Hand Specialist, Neurologist, and a Gut Specialist as those are my worst problem areas right now.

I'm potentially due for hand surgery thanks to how bad it's gotten. I apparently developed a condition in my right hand called De Quervain's Tenosynovitis.

We've managed to control my acid reflux with medication now! Buuuut we now need to run several panels and go over my IBS as well as inspect what's going on with my stomach. I haven't been able to eat well for months and the little that I do eat, I get very bloated.

I also developed something called photophobia ( sensitivity to light in the eyes ) which has not helped me LOL. A neurologist wants to take a deeper look at my head because I could potentially have a tumor which... is really not good, and could be why my eyesight has been worsening steadily

So what I'm essentially saying here is shit's fucked, but most of that fucked shit is very fixable and on it's way to being fixed through the doctor's and appointments I have coming up. That being said, with my list of health issues being as lengthy as they are, obvs I'm still not quite ready to come back here yet ( esp if I have to have surgery ) but I am planning to come back the soonest I can.

I really miss writing. Like, really, really miss writing. :( April and May are looking to be the roughest treks of my health but once I get beyond those, I have a feeling I'm going to be a-ok.

But hey, in the meanwhile I still very much am reachable on Discord deadn30n

I also have a public server that's been growing over the past couple weeks if you'd like to join us. Been filling my spare time with games and such, we're almost always hanging out lmao.

Server Link Here

I'll make sure to post another update as things progress but just know I love you guys a bunch and I really do miss being here and being involved with my moots :( I miss seeing all the cool concepts and creativity you guys come up with and it sucks my health deteriorated so quickly dskjghd

[araneitela]

Sometimes I forget that I'm almost only 35, because I'm mentally so tired, I feel like I'm 72.

[msmc-796-official]

//DATA COMPILING// //MESSAGE DECRYPTION COMPLETE// //COMMUNICATIONS OPENED// Sender: Z-341-A CALLSIGN: ALPHABET SOUP ------ Trick or treat! I do not have a costume as I was unsure how to go about this, but I have a plastic bucket shaped like a pumpkin. I hope this is sufficient. Stay safe, by the way, I heard about what is happening over at Corsair MC. ------ //COMMUNICATIONS CLOSED// @leastinsanesscpilot

Happy Halloween, Z, and thanks for the concern. We're fully prepared to deal with whatever comes our way - we're not about to let someone rain on our parade when we have six of the most competent mercs from both MSMC and CMC on deck to deal with it.

That being said... a treat for you! Not sure what your music tastes are, but I thought you might appreciate this particular piece.

-- Angel

[subjectivemortality]

//ooc note on shipping with Belle: this gal loves lots of people deeply in a lot of ways that kind of blur the lines of sexual/platonic/romantic but! she also v much borders on demiromantic I think. on top of that it can be hard for her to reconcile romantic feelings coming from someone who doesn't know her extremely well first. She does a lot of masking even with most of the people who've known her a pretty long time and the list of people she's positive have known her well enough to make a qualified assessment is very very short, the list of people who she's had reciprocal feelings for is teeny tiny. It takes her a long time to trust someone and instaromance is basically nonexistent even if there's chemistry and interest otherwise. She's also p much constantly busy (reflective of my ability to focus on stuff bc I'm also. so busy RIP)

That's not to say steer clear of romance with her if you want to! I'm def open to exploring that dynamic even when she's being Like That and obv she's poly, just managing expectations. She gets kinda weird about it sometimes because she's a weenie who won't always vocalize her feelings (people pleaser disease) She's a slow burn baddie

[izar-tarazed]

me to myself after I eagerly took on too many projects: Oh, my apologies for this nasty business. Past-me got rather ahead of herself, it seems. As your brain, I'd like to express my regret. But now, your free time is slain and gone. Finished, forever more.

[guhamun]

In What Subtle Way Do You Say ‘I Love You’?

"are you sure you're okay?"

you wear your heart on your sleeve. you're probably the first to tell a person you love them in an unsubtle way -- because you love them, and they deserve to know it! maybe you're not entirely open about what you feel all the time (it depends on the situation and the person you're with) but you're generally comfortable around emotions. your own and others' -- and you'll make sure to encourage the people you love to be honest about how they feel, too. you'll check in with them to make sure they're okay, and you know your closed-off loved ones well enough to check in with them again when they've assured you that yes, they're fine, don't worry. because guess what? you'll happily worry about them, and they'll get it in the end. your love is the healing type; you're patching up scars you might not even know exist.

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