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nick-bttm · 2 months ago
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Hello Nicky darling, I've missed you ♡♡♡ How are you love?
-@shakesey-p
Ah. Will, nice to finally hear from you. I'm fine, how was the date?
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onf-headcanons · 4 years ago
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ONF MEMBERS AS YOUR SIBLING (HYOJIN & E-TION version)
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We will be heading to universe 3!!!!! (Still have a long way to complete this series as there are 21 pairing)
Either you are related from Hyojin or Changyoon side and either one of them later joined the family. Confusing? OK example you are Hyojin’s sibling by blood and then later Changyoon joined. Or in reversed, Hyojin was the one who joined later.
Or You are the youngest sibling (could be in terms age when the family comes together or you being born later)
Or, You are the eldest, as stand in for Hyojin’s elder sister, or Changyoon’s elder brother.
Any scenario that is suitable to your own imagination. Also there will be some repeated ideas from first universe because i would like to keep characterization consistency.
Btw this pair of sibling would be quiet but noisy unless they are triggered. But if you are their sibling, you might have already kinda used to the noise.
*For Hyo-tion, I will not be doing recommendation *winks
BUT!!! IT WILL BE FUN TO HAVE THIS DUO TO BE CLASSMATE TURNED SIBLINGS. To elaborate, Changyoon was transferred from Jeonju to Seoul some years ago, and then enrolled to the same high school/college class with Hyojin.
*ONE BONUS IDEA WHICH I AM NOT GOING TO ELABORATE, WOULD BE HYOJIN’S ELDER SIBLING AND CHANGYOON’S ELDER SIBLING GETTING MARRIED AND THEY BECOME IN-LAWS LOL 
Also, this family is close with the other 2 families that sharing the same universe. You can check masterlist to see which other families are in universe 3 here 
Ok lets go to some common headcanons (Also apply with you being the eldest)
They might need a bit of time, because suddenly they had to live in a household. Both are looking headstrong on the outside but also sensitive in nature.
(As food is important based on them both in recent interviews and Changyoon’s “we need to eat so that we could live.” ) THEIR USUAL GREETING TOWARDS EACH OTHER IS : “HAVE YOU EATEN?”
Frequently, non nonchalantly asking each other if wanna eat out
If you are related to Hyojin, should Changyoon finds a nice Jeonju cuisine restaurant, he would bring Hyojin and you over to try it out.
To elaborate it further, Changyoon will bring you and Hyojin around when the new family first visited Jeonju. It could be Hyojin suggested Changyoon to do that so that he can know more about his new brother. 
They act like being distant acquainted friends with siblings status recognised by the law, but actually both are very observant and caring towards each other.
You might worry if your brothers cannot get along well because they seems to be interacting less. But actually your worry is just overthinking.
Changyoon might be a bit intimidated by Hyojin because of his temper when Seungjoon teasing the latter. 
And Hyojin might felt Changyoon is a very distant person who prefers to be alone. But we all know Changyoon is just a bit timid when it comes to getting know/ approaching one step further with new people. So both are not a lone wolf type. With Hyojin being observant, he will absolutely stand back and let the other party to come when their more comfortable.
With INFP Changyoon and ISFJ Hyojin, It is not like they are not good at expressing sibling affection towards each other, they just don’t attach to the overly clingly brothers mode because they are more practical in my opinion. They tend to show each other they care by supporting each other, talking about deeper topics and remembering small details. 
Teasing and joking will be there (boys will be boys) but it is kept to the minimum.
(BTW depending on some sources Hyojin is ISFJ and ESFJ both are from some random variety show snippets, as from IDOL WORKSHOP where members mentioned Hyojin like to stay indoors, I will irresponsibly conclude him as ISFJ for now)
So it is possible that they will be awkwardly adjusting due to being too cautious until one party gives in and mentions they need to be more frank towards each other.
Then the chemistry start to change. Even though same age, Hyojin would act as if he is older than Changyoon.
Both knew about each other’s singing ability and will occasionally hang out at Karaoke. Bonus actually if they both have Youtube account that upload covers,you might suggest them to upload a cover video to Youtube. Also occasionally you are the one who suggested song titles for them to cover.
Then their subscribers might wonder how did they get close and as more collaborations happen, they just tell the truth.
If you are Changyoon’s sibling, you will help out by finishing his sentences when he is buffering. Hyojin knew about it as they are in the same class, he will give Changyoon some time to reorganize.
But then if they do fight, Hyojin surely will be the one blasting words, being on point as possible. (this scenario is rare unless it is something that triggered he to the point he could not hold in)
Even though they look “not close”, they will still laugh at each other’s jokes and weird antics. 
When they both are older, one of them had a notion to get a tattoo and started researching it and another gained interest after peaking. Then they both went to get tattoo together, Hyojin even get 2 because he could not decide. (Maybe later end up being scolded by parents lol)
Scenario  (You being the youngest or being the one to be born later)
Your elder brothers play with you by giving out a lot of weird aegyos. And then they will laugh at themselves for being OOC
BTW you three when playing hide and seek or tag in the house will defo turn the house up side down. 
From your childhood memory, Changyoon seems to be the brother who is smitten with you, typically likes to squish your chubby cheeks when you are still younger. Hyojin would be the sometimes prankster that would jumpscare you.
When you are toddler, Changyoon carries you in his arms most while Hyojin piggybacks you the most.
But both of their love are endless for the younger sibling. you might find it funny when you introduced your boyfriend/Partner to your brothers and Hyojin is the one who is being unsettled.
If you are from Hyojin’s side, similar with your brother, you might find Changyoon a bit intimidating. 
If you are from Changyoon’s side and you have opposite personality, you will be the one to approach Hyojin first.
BLESS your ears when they sing in the house.
RIP your ears when you play video games or monopoly with them both.
YOU FORCING THEM TO GO INTO HAUNTED HOUSES DURING THEME PARK VISIT BECAUSE YOU WON ROCK PAPER SCISSORS, and you are trying hard to catch your breathe as you laugh at your big brothers. Also RIP your ears.
OH AND RIP YOUR SOUL if you happen to messed up. Them both will nag you for sure. Changyoon is a more softer type big brother while Hyojin definitely is a more stern type. Changyoon forgives/lets go easily after he criticized and understood that you will learn from the mistake. But Hyojin will need you to understand what you have done wrong and exactly what led towards the mistake before letting you go free from his nagging.
So unlike previous sibling hcs, you will not go to only 1 brother when you ask for opinion/guides in life choices. You will come to them both same time. Even if 1 of them are not present, you will wait until them both are free and all ears.
They are supportive, but also worry if you are perfectly prepared of your choices.
Hearing them discussing in front of you before turn their opinion towards you actually can give you great insight too.  Hyojin will elaborate the consequences and makes sure that you understand and you have the mental preparation to bear it. Changyoon will be the worrywart and asking you some blindspot matter that you did not think of.
If your personality happens to be funny and a bit of crackhead underneath a serious facade, Changyoon will team up with you if you start something funny or you  joining Changyoon. Hyojin would be at one side clapping and laughing his heart out.
Changyoon : Woah, my younger sibling indeed, you sure have sense of humour
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If your personality is somewhat closer to Hyojin’s, you and Hyojin both will be supportive when Changyoon participating in singing competition.
Fun fact, should Changyoon participates, Hyojin will not participate. Same goes with the other way round.
Ok I am gonna stop here, I tried to add new hcs that I did not get to cross my mind during previous universes. You can read about them by searching Sibling!onf tag, or just refer to masterlist should you want to read more of Sibling Hyojin or Sibling Changyoon (but paired with other members)
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beybladebladerboy999 · 4 years ago
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Warning mentions of past trauma, PTSD, OOC Lulu, OC and AU............(mammon aganst) ..........( some guessing and non cannon ships).....( OH AND SPOILERS ABOUT LILITH!) .......This chapter is dedicated to ShadowsLurk! Happy Birthday!
'Are You Ready?'
You stare out onto the vast horizon, everything was so shiny and bright. You can't say you didn't enjoy it, it was heaven after all. She sighed as an old friend slid into your lap, the touch of their furry body and warmth was just the comfort you needed to soothe your not so mortal soul. Heaven you realized without a heart was really hell. You missed his strong arms wrapped around you, his scent of ink and paperwork after a long day that even after a shower never seemed to leave him. You missed his cologne, a light musty scent that filled your nostrils whenever he leaned down to kiss you, or when  he enveloped you in his arms. The night of your first date was forever running through your mind as you preformed your celestial duties, when you baked with Luke, or studied with Simeon. Only your Star, your prideful demon was ever present in your mind during meetings or interrogations with Micheal.
The angel was a lot like Asmo you realized, he loved the sound of his own voice. Leaning in on the table trying to buy you with Luke's baked goods or offers to look down into the Devildom for quick glances at your beloved and all you had to do was tell him what had happened that morning.
The morning that Diavolo ordered Barbatos to kill you. Poison you with your own weapon.
Your body was there, but your mind was with Lucifer in a empty field with Devildom rainbow flowers all around you. You marveled at how something so beautiful could come from such darkness.
Lucifer bent over kissing you with fire and  passion and longing. A wave of shock and pleasure ran down your spine. The sound of wind rustling through your body and running in time with your thumping pulse. Your shoes dropped from your hands as you reached over and wrapped your arms around his neck, you sank against his chest, grateful for his support as his arms wrapped around your waist and back, locking you against him with ease.
When his mouth left yours a trill of disappointment and confusion meant to clash in your eyes. Lucifer looked just as pained.
You let your forehead drop to his shoulder. The smooth silk and wool of his signature black and red suit absorbed the cool chill of the night, you listened to the thump of his heart beating. You felt the rise and fall of his chest with every breath.
" I'll never be able to forget you. Forget this" she heard him say. He sounded far from pleased his voice was coated with worry  and fear.
"I'll have to live the rest of my eternity with you lurking in my head."
I serve somebody else was left hanging between you. Even absent Diavolo lurked everywhere like a unpleaent, unwanted shadow.
" You'll find somebody else" you said but you voice didn't sound like your own. The unspoken Diavolo will take you was unneeded.
"Yes, but he's not you." pure longing and sorrow coated his voice. He looked so vunerable,so rare and perfect.
Then he stared into your shining eyes and captured your lips with his own once more.
" What do you think sweeting?"
Is heaven heaven without-
Then a bang sounded from the other side of town, you rushed over to see a angry demon girl launching unqunchable fire at angel's left and right. You stopped at the side. A sick angry side of you was telling her to burn the place down and never look back.
"MC?" she smirked and threw a rose at your face before falling back through the clouds you tried to grab her hand.
"Take me with you!" You screamed until your throat was raw and your eyes brurned from crying. You want him and you want him now. A feeling of desperation and anger latched in your heart. You dropped to your knees and slammed your hands into the "ground".
You suddenly paused.
Red.
Red.
Lucifer's nails are red. His color is red.
You grabbed for the rose the golden tag the only thing you had of him besides his memory. You yanked it free and shoved it down your shirt and hugged the rose tight as heaven burned hotter than hell. You held onto the rose like you once held Lucifer's hand as chaos surrounded you.
"Yes"
"Your insane" Mammon paced the carpet. Satan and Belpie looked shocked to say the least. Asmo was huddled in a corner somewhere.
"This is what happens when you spend your night crying and your days walking aimlessely in the gardens. You hire psychopath asassins to bring love notes to your girlfriend." Asmo chided sharping his nails to prepare for the second bloodest battle in their history.
" We're revolting aganist Lord Diavolo?" asked Beel just to clarify. " Is it really worth the risk?"
Lucifer snarled snapping his fingers about to open his mouth when Evelyn landed right in their living room.
" Why not? A little blood will be just what he need to brighten the place up! Beel honestly where are you going to go? DOUBLE HELL?" she laughed a laugh that belonged to a girl in a mental asylm. She had dark circles rimmed under her eyes from no sleep and to much work and stress. Her one eye was covered with a white rose eye patch and her ripped jeans showed an expanse of smooth milky white skin. Her hair looked soft and pliatable as it framed her face.
"Job complete" she smirked " Whoever that was looked like one miserable human"
She sighed in content remembering the tortured faces of the people who caused her unbarable agony as a child. Who sent her down this path of lonilness and despair. Numbing her pain with black out drinking at night and coffee in the day just to stay functioning, sleep only bringing nigthmares from her past.
"I will ask you to refrain from calling him 'Lord'." Satan said "According to Lucifer were revolting." Satan wore a chesire cat smile as he thought of all the ways he could kill Diavlo. Drench himself in his blood-
"Glitched Angel. Will you be joining us?" he smirked
" If it means no more paperwork and a battle count me in." she smirked and it left a chill through every other demon in the room. Lucifer chuckled and they ran.
"Now how are we doing this." Evelyn pulled out a list of plans and weapons from a holographic watch.
"I have axes, swords, scythes-"
"Poison, the most painful, slow acting one avaible." he snarled.
"That's how will steal his strength.-"
The two demons talked stradegy late into the night.
Meanwhile Mammon looked around your room. Your scent still hovered in the air, he saw you sleeping on the bed, laying on your side nose in a book you borrowed from Satan, or a manga from Levi. Laying on the floor with him binging TSL to compete in that stuipd competition.
"I'm your first man you hear me"
You laughed a tinkling sound that made his heart sing. He ached to pull you into his lap and hold onto you until you both became one with the carpet. Nobody could steal you when your wrapped in his embrace.
"You The Great Mammon are my first demon."
HE didn't, he watch you stretch and leave. HE watches as you leave, his feeling unspoken.
He whispers them to the back of your door as you prod down the hall.
His heart broken. As he thinks of you in the arms of his brother.
Since you died he whispered his feeling into ramen, he wrote them on grimm bills and receipts. He left your favorite flowers all around your room. He bought glass versions so unlike you they would never fade, never die.
He whispered his love into candy wrappers and left them around his room. He wrote you dead friend letters and hid them under your bed, under your still half full bottle of shampoo. He bought the same brand and uses it to wash his hair, so now his sheets smell like you. But when he opens his eyes your not there. It's just him and when he reaches for you in the middle of the night he is greeted with the cold sheets instead of your warmth.  When he cries into his pillow he pretends its your shoulder and your holding him. Your voice choked with unshed tears telling him that it's okay, the bruises will fade and he'll always have you. You'll always he his friend.
Which probably hurt him more than the lashes ever did.
'Friend' hurt more than the constant name calling and teasing. HE may be a worthless greedy scumabag, but with you, he felt like a prince. When you hugged him he felt invincible, when you laughed his heart soared. He felt for the first time in his miserable life like somebody wanted him. No matter how mean he was, how selfish, how nasty to you- you, you always came back. You held him and he let his walls fall because you saw that he was only laughing to brush off the pain. You saw that he pushed you away so you couldn't hurt him.
Your only sin in his eyes, was loving another man, it was his fault you died. HE should have watched you, taken better care of you and now your gone. Your trapped in a world of blinding light and darkness that was there, but always kept out of sight. Father hurt Lilith and he wouldn't hesitate to kill you, to wipe you from existence like a lesser being would squish a bug.
Mammon leaned aganist the doorway his head only jerking up when he saw Evelyn stride towards him. She wordlessely handed him a bottle of Demonus and walked off. Reconigizing his pain, because she felt it everyday.
Evelyn  knew what it was to have everything taken away from you, to not trust anybody, to live in the darkness because nobody ever bothered to show her the light. Nobody reached out a hand to pull her up while she caused her whole family to fall. Her guilt squeezed at her heart steadily like a snake, but she masked it well. If there was anything she learned in her long miserable life it was how to mask pain.
She walked back down the hall and grabbed her coat.
"Are you ready to start the revolution of the century?"
Lucifer smirked and placed one gloved hand on his chest.
"I'm a master at it."
"Whatever just don't have another child while your at it."
Together they walked out the door ready to collect the strongest poison known to any demon, from Micheal.
"I need to know what happened MC" Micheal sounded calm but you could hear the strain on his voice. "What happened that day." It was a question that sounded like an order.
You stayed silent. He knew what happened to you. You got to close to the fallen star and then you got burned. Your hand squeezed the rose. You won't let go of it.
" Lucifer summoned me today." He said causally. Your ears perked up as he walked across the table and took the seat next to you.
" According to him Simeon told him what you said. He denied having any part and-" he looked into your eyes "Wants to over throw the demon prince." He took in your shocked face. He placed his warm hand over your own.
" Barbatos told us your secret." He smiled but it didn't reach his sky blue eyes." Lilith even a descendant of her is still making him revolt."
" She was the most beautiful angel I've ever seen. When she fell in love with the human I feel into a despair unlike any other. I know of your pain, at least some of it. I thought I'd never see her again. Now your here, still out of my reach." He looked pained as of he never shared his feelings, as if she died not knowing his love for her.
"I know what your feeling, but I also know what Diavolo's feeling...I know how strong love can be. Which is why I want
to help you. Let me help you. " he looked into your eyes and you saw the unwashed tears pooling into his eyes, you watched as they slid down his perfect marbled cheeks.
" Okay" you managed to choke out that one word before Micheal became cloudy in your vision. He held you and you both cried for lost loves and maybe for the possibility of justice.
The sun shone bright that morning as you made your way across the lawn. Your sprinklers made rainbows in the sky. You bent over plucking a weed from the lawn, that's when you heard the gate. The creaky metal one that you always said that you'd fix but never did.
" Hello MC." You recognized his voice immediately.
" Barbatos!" You called turning around to face him,  his constant smiling face looking directly at you.
" I brought some tea. Lucifer has been raving about your beloved garden and I would love to see it. "
You brightened. You loved showing off your work. So you lead him into the garden. You talked about poison and side effects pointing out the different kinds of families. You laughed and joked. He told stories about Diavolo being Diavolo and how Lucifer was miserable without you. 
Then he smacked you over the head with his tea tray. He feed you berry after berry from your Belladonna Bush. You couldn't move, he must have put something in the tea. Then slowly you slipped away. You hot all over your throat was so dry and you kept fading in and out. He could have chosen the oleander, its faster. You were begging for him to kill you,  everything was so painful. You tried to tell him to stop, but your tounge was to swollen to move.
Then mercifully he left you. He grabbed the tea and smashed some berries, then got heard the metal of your water system close.
" I am very sorry MC, but this had to be done. If it's any consolation I didn't want to kill you."
His footsteps echoed on the brick walkway as he left you.  The world tilted and you couldn't see. Your head was pounding.
As you lay there you thought of Lucifer. Did he know? Even if he did you'd still want him here, with you,  you'd even settle for Barbatos, you just didn't want to end like this. Alone surrounded by chirping birds in what was supposed to be your mini paradise. You tried to move but your arms wouldn't move, you couldn't scream. The unspoken word made your throat raw and tight. Why was this happening, how long has it been? Where am I? You were so confused, then you started to cool down, starting with your fingers and toes, the cool felt nice so nice. Then you feel asleep laying in your garden,  it was so warm and everything smelled so good.
You felt heavenly then slipping between two worlds, and then the pain in your head stopped.
You saw a black gloved hand reaching towards you and you slowly reached up-"
" Belladonna is also called beautiful death but it felt so awful." You sobbed into Michael's shoulder his arms felt so nice around you. He didn't speak, he just held you and stroked your hair. When you looked up at him he handed you a soft handkerchief.
" That crummy demon!" You recognized the voice and turned to look at the small angel. He looked betrayed, Barbatos taught him endless recipies. He taught him so much, he had endless patience and was never short with him even when he made mistakes or when he dropped things.  Simeon never told Luke how you died, or who killed you. He knew what happened but...it was so awful, how you described it. You must have been terrified.
Simeon had never truly felt anger until that moment. He never wanted to watch as blood pooled around him during the war. He scoffed at violence, it was unnecessary.
Now? Now he wanted to rip Diavolo apart and watch his blood make little streams on his throne.
How dare he? He never kept his feelings for you a secret, but to do that? Using one of the most painful posions?
You were always nice to everybody, you let out trapped bugs instead of squashing them, you fed stray animals and volunteered at a church on Sunday.
You played good human got grades to keep his exchange program running and he killed you.
" Since MC is a descendent of Lilith, doesn't that make her celestial royalty?" Simeon  looked at Micheal.
" Yes it does." The two men smiled at each other.
" Yes which is an act of war."
You looked at Luke you didn't want to start a war, you just wanted Lucifer, you needed him.
You shouldn't, this is why this is happening. You knew how Diavolo felt, he never hid it.
This is what happens when you mess with demons. You dont get burned, you die.  Micheal wiped away a stray tear from your eye.
He could see why Lucifer loved you,  you looked exactly like her. He fought all his instincts to kiss you,  to hold you and tell you he was sorry for letting her brother's fall.
But he didn't because you weren't her. She was dead. She will always be dead. He would never be able to fix that, to tell her of his love and pretend it would have changed their history.
But, but he could change this fix this.
" So we agree to help Lucifer revolt?"
You stayed silent. Was this a trick? Would the angels really work with the embodiment of sins?
Simeon clutched your free hadn while Luke hugged your leg.
"He killed you. we're going to get him."
For the first time since you arrived you felt happy and loved.
Heaven felt like heaven.
"My Lord." Evelyn made a shallow bow. Diavolo smiled and beckoned her closer.
" Your ears Evelyn." he smiled at her like a child on Christmas Morning. Evelyn sighed and cute little wolf ears sprouted from her head.
She let him take pictures and distracted her exactly as she was asked to by the first born. She almost lost her mind when he started to scratch behind them. A blush coated her cheeks and her tail swished from side to side.
She distracted him so well that he didn't notice Lucifer, oh so ever loyal lucifer slip holy water into his demonus.
He didn't notice Barbatos lace his food with Glycol.
He didn't notice his perfectly balanced card house come undone around him.
He did however notice when Evelyn pulled a scythe aganist his throat.
When Lucifer pushed him agansit his throne.
"My Lord. I found out something very intresting the other night. When I was crying over my loved ones grave a little bird told me that you, my best friend, my confident, had MC murdered." He smiled a macilious smile at his former Lord.
"I'm not asking if you did it, I'm asking you because if its true......."
"If its true then I want to be your king. You love me so purely, look at everything you've one for me." Lucifer slid into Diavolo's lap. He smiked at Evelyn and looked toward's Barbatos, like all his dreams were coming true.
"You gave me a job, shelter, and a purpose. I don't know what I'd do without you."
Lucifer reached up and fed him some of the cake. His pupils dialated.
"That is so sweet Lucifer. I must admit I love having you here, with me. Like this."
"Told you they'd get together eventually" said Satan, Belphie looked at him and they rolled their eyes.
Diavolo ate the rest of his cake, then Lucifer took the cup and slid some of the tea down Diavolo's throat.
His throat burned off
"Oh so you don't like being mute? What about MC? Who lay paralyzed and dying slowly as poison burned her insides? It doesn't feel so good does it?"
Lucifer moved over to give Evelyn a good look at the dying Lord. HE gave her a look of utteral betrayal.
"Don't give me that look. You see these dark circles? Thee are Lord Diavolo designer paperwork special. Giving me pile after pile of paperwork and then letting you pet me like a DOG!" she snapped and black tendrils circled around his wrists and ankles.
"Let's see how like not sleeping for a month. " Then one tendril circled around his body and neck and squeezed his charring flesh. Then ashes rained from the ceiling where Diavolo once lay. Only his RAD medal left in the ashes.
Evelyn picked it up and handed it to Lucifer.
He looked like he was rethinking his entire life once more.
Slowly he ascended the stairs to where Diavolo's on throne lay.
He sat down and Barbatos placed a golden crown with embedded rubies onto his head.
"My Lord." said Barbatos.
Lucifer looked at Evelyn and smiled.
She gave him a small smile back.
Things just got a whole lot more intrestng around here.
Okay guys I'm going to do a part three but I wanted to finish this before Midnight!
Happy birthday LurkingMonsters!
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shakesey-p · 2 months ago
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It was lovely thank you for asking sweetness ♡♡
How have you been darling? I have missed you terribly you know
Hello Nicky darling, I've missed you ♡♡♡ How are you love?
-@shakesey-p
Ah. Will, nice to finally hear from you. I'm fine, how was the date?
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