#ooc: One of icons is melody of memory spoilers in it so be careful

[oathofpromises]

❝Stop doing that — Stop trying to hide your emotions from me.❞ (type of brand ships i forgot the meme you literally posted it hi i love you)

How the brown haired boy words made her heart ache with such a profound sorrow. One that the girl believed she had buried deep within the walls of her heart. However, it seemed Sora was inevitably the one to pull such emotions out of her. There was a moment pause as her hands started to shake. “What good would it be to share my feelings? Ultimately I’m easily abandoned.”she replied, a bit more harshly than the maiden intended. Sora and Riku never recognized what it was like to be the one overlooked so much. The person that hardly anyone ever had faith in. It hurt so much to be treated like a fragile doll. How often the princess pondered how much of this was all her fault. The number of scars that littered Sora’s body both physically and mentally. One of the people she wanted to protect the most was the one that seemed to suffer the most.

“Sora, that’s unfair to say those words to me when we both know you act the exact same way.” Kairi felt her body continue to shake as her breathing seemed to become more labored. It was like the entire part of her that she fought so desperately to keep hidden was starting to all come back. How could Sora pull these deep feelings out of her? When the red head knew how much the boy hide from both her and Riku. The pain he felt suppressed too and here he was trying to get her to share all these negative emotions with him. Everything that happened was her fault. That much the maiden was sure of and it didn’t seem like she would ever genuinely believe that it wasn’t all because of her and how weak she was to stop it. A few memories seem to flash through her mind. The younger her running to catch the falling Sora and the boy fading away in an instant. The utter helplessness she felt back than to save him. Even if he did come back because of her belief and powers as a princess of heart, Kairi still couldn’t let that go. How it felt to feel Sora’s hand fade from hers, as the two had witnessed the sunset that day. The agonizing pain that expanded her heart, as again the boy she cared so much for fading away. Fate always seemed to separate the two of them. It’s too cruel... The young girl eyes were red and puffy as the tears continued to fall down the sides of her face. Kairi felt so vulnerable around Sora. How easily he could make her reveal all these hidden emotions. The red head cherished that about the boy, how he could reach so many people’s hearts but it was also something she found herself not enjoying during times like this.

“You can’t ask me to share all these feelings with you when you hide so much from me!” the girl shouted, as her hands quickly reached up and gripped her head. It felt like the entire world was spinning around her. Images were blurred thanks to the tears that stained her face. Even if she wanted to share all these emotions with him, the girl doubted he was ready to hear every one of them. Sora and Riku would always say none of this was her fault but how could she believe their words, when the girl didn’t believe in her own strength. How could they not blame her for the number of times they both placed their lives on the line to save her? “A part of me knows...that none of this would’ve happened if I completely faded into the darkness. Riku and you would both be living a peaceful live and...you won’t have suffered. You don’t think I can’t recall all the memories where I felt you fade in my arms?! WHERE I LOST YOU OVER AND OVER!!!”she felt her voice get louder and louder.

The two of them made an oath to one another, a vow to always return to each other but how many more times could Kairi see her starlight disappear before the sorrow consumed her very soul. 

“P-please...I can’t..” she stuttered, as the princess felt like she could no longer form sentences. Every single hidden emotion she felt for years was now laid out in front of the boy. How it frightened Kairi that she had no idea entirely how the boy would react. 

Her hand slowly reached up and rested against his chest. The place that now was home to a scar. A sign of how Sora gave up everything to bring her back. 

“This...is because of me..” she whispered, as her voice sounded broken.