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heartonxions · 1 year ago
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@ayyden-apoloe !!!!! Your reblog tags literally made my day!!! OFC I KNOW CRANE WIVES HEHEHEEH <333 AND YESSSS YOU’RE RIGHT MOSTLY WITH UR PREDICTION!!!!!! w e are not so different you and I…… lol.
So to try and give you my thoughts and feelings sort of extensively I wrote all my thoughts corresponding to the lyrics (also I hope that this is uhhhhh cool.. and not stupid.... heh.... .urhm... i love turning literally everysong into gajevy so I am a little delulu
To be fair, I was only given the lyrics you see in the actual picture but I already knew the whole song and I was like shit,, to not overwhelm myself i’ll just focus on those lyrics. And also this was originally going to be sort of angsty as the song’s direction was originally going in but at the time i wanted to draw a happy(ish?) picture of them aldjflsjflsjdflk
Tell me once again I could have been anyone, anyone else Before you made the choice for me My feet knew the path We walked in the dark, in the dark I never gave a single thought to where it might lead
Sort of in Gajeel’s POV, he could’ve been anyone, anyone to him being sort of unforgivable and an eternal sinner and Levy made the choice to try and accept him and be brave. This helped him change his ways and mindset, while he didn’t necessarily know why or where his life was going. Walking in the dark gave me the feeling like budding Gajevy relationship (not romantic, just their whole situation once he joined the guild) where they didn’t know how things would go, the uncertainty of everything, ya know?
All those empty rooms We could have been anywhere, anywhere else Instead I made a bed with apathy My heart knew the weight
The empty rooms give me the image of all of Gajeel’s past stages of life, some repressed and some grew out of. ‘We’ here is a current Gajeel with a younger Gajeel, reminiscing about the past, maybe the good old days with Metalicana but instead he went down the path of evil, sheltering his emotions, got comfortable with being so negative but deep down he knew that it was stupid of him. It hurts him to keep acting like nothing bothers him and that his inner turmoil is soon going to boil over.
Ten years worth of dust and neglect We made our peace with weariness and let it be
In my demiromantic gajevy brainrot and wishing things were more spread out and their development being like even more slow burn, I like to think it wasn’t until sorta well after Tenrou do things start turning, the two of them start (unconsciously) shedding their walls of uneasiness of each other 
The moon will sing a song for me I loved you like the sun Bore the shadows that you made With no light of my own I shine only with the light you gave me I shine only with the light you gave me
Both Gajeel and Levy facing the ‘shadows’ the other made, guilt, being forced to deal with self and retrospection, and the trauma and esteem issues respectively. The light yes yes,, the usual with Gajeel but also both of their self-improvement journeys, the light also being the factors that pushed their characters to change (if you couldn’t tell, we are ignoring canon here,,, especially with Levy,,, i need her to be significantly less all about gajeel romantically) 
Name your courage now We could have had anything, anything else Instead you hoarded all that's left of me
Sort of looking back, at all the parts that could’ve gone wrong, like you could’ve had someone better but you kept and loved me for all my flaws.
Swallowing your doubt Like swords to the pit of my belly I want to feel the fire that you kept from me
Helping each other with insecurities, trying to reassure the other in being vulnerable (kills… guys.. The both of them having issues…. And not just gajeel … gurhh..)
In conclusion, I am weird and silly about them and I should make a podcast about every little gajevy thing ever that passes through my brain, also this is just me I do have a little fear of posting these types of things even though it's probably not that crazy ahahah. Well I hope you enjoy this!!!! IM WAVING BACK AT YOU SO VIOLENTLY LOVE WINS
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bore the shadows that you made, with no light of my own, i shine only with the light you gave me
sniffle sniffle …… gajevebebebeytt and this song … GRAH,, also an alternate version under the cut :3
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heartonxions · 1 year ago
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A!!! OK SO ur right with the nicknames !!
Jiap is like baby chick and what the noises they make is in thai, and his whole name is like “always arriving”, and “prosperous and excellent victory”
Taeng/Taeng Mo is either like cucumber/melon/watermelon!! so lots of green vegetables/fruit things and “white lotus” and “gentle, happy seaweed”
Pha/Som are two different names! Pha is blue (shocker) and Som is orange! more so the fruit than color in this context! and her name is basically “sweet words”, “good in fighting”, “jasmine” and “eternal beauty”
Gajeel’s full name is like literally strong/good fighter and his nicknames are “giant” and “metal”
Lily’s nickname is cute lol,, just “bear” hehehe… and his other definitions are “triumphant” “winning militiant” and i think “big brother”!
thank u @firapolemos05 for indulging me in infodumping about thai sg heehehehehehehehehehrhehehehehehehehhe
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ME. YOUR LOCAL THAI SG AND GAJEBY GOBLIN HAS TAKEN THE TIME TO MAKE UP THAI NAMES FOR HIS LITTLE GUYS! I know none of you will care or will. Like. Understand this at all but it made me really happy SO WHATEVER THEYRE ALL THAI TO MEEEEEEE‼️
Jet (Jiap) Manit Jeroenlertchai
Droy (Taeng/Taeng mo) Bunthatarik Lamonsaemsaria
Levy (Pha/Som) Rochanayut Maleechirawan
Gajeel (Yuk/Lek) Charnchai Ritthirongsak
Lily: (Mee) Pichaichit Thaklaewanada
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heartonxions · 2 years ago
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user likeanegg…. u have opened a wormhole with that question…………….. but for the most part they’re based on southeast asian mythological creatures!! levy is a kinnara/kinnaree! which is sort of like a bird centaur thing but i’ve taken somewhat creative liberties bc i’m extra lol, straight from the wiki page the more au lore-ish parts is based on how pre-colonial philippines described them as a “[symbol] of androgynous beauty and of a lover's devotion, ethereal beauty, and one's undying devotion towards a love” !! which is like yeah …. so GAJRKWDUJSFNWNDJENDB to me!! gajeel is more a hodgepodge of like thai nagas, eastern dragons, and stuff!!
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it’s real… Gajevy Week…. Day 1!! Fairy Tale ⭐️🌟
this one was a struggle for me fs…. why did i make the most intricate designs and then try to recreate it and also color it why am i like this
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