#onlywings

[gramarye]

cleaning my 2-3 years of accumulated adhd mess is literally just grinding my teeth cleaning and repeating "THE ONLY WAY OUT IS THROUGH THE ONLY WAY OUT IS THROUGH THE ONLY WAY OUT IS THROUGH" while blasting music and watching hoarder cleaning videos in the bg

[ranboo5]

I absolutely cannot watch every Technoblade DSMP VOD but I can watch most of them.

[takenbythebliss]

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if he managed to survive and do well, he might inspire others ... and we will prevent that ... wherever he is and whatever he does, preventing its success is your duty now.

jacob's words were ringing in her ears as she watched him pin enok to the dirt, hold him there like a rabbit in the mouth of a wolf. and that was how enok must have felt, because the boy writhed and wriggled, willing himself free and when that failed, he cried out.

a desperate crack in his voice as he screamed for the friends he'd made since parting ways with eden. and she stood there, stock still. like a fucking child on their first hunt who was unsure of what to do now that reality was happening in front of them. disconnected from the scene that was playing out before her, she felt like she was standing outside a glass wall, watching it all happen, yet still distinctly separate from it.

a glass wall that was shattered when enok's eyes found hers and he called her name, again and again, the words he'd spat at her all those weeks ago playing on a loop in her head.

you are in deep shit, just admit it ... you know no way forward or back ... you wish you could run too ... but you're a fucking coward. what are you gonna do?

what are you gonna do?

the crack of a gunshot cut through the air between them, sending splinters of wood dancing when the bullet buried itself in a tree trunk over jacob's shoulder.

' jacob, stop. '

the rifle was familiar in her hands, but it still felt wrong to brace the stock against her shoulder, levelling the crosshair of the faded red rifle at the herald.

' let him go. he is no threat to eden. he was never one of your chosen ... he's a boy. let him go. '

@enokvirkow & @only-we

[justxsayxyes]

❝ you’re all i have left now. ❞

this was ... unprecedented.

that was the only term his mind could come up with right now because he was still trying to process what he had been told; enok virkow had abandoned eden. that, he knew. he had been informed of it weeks ago when faith had first noticed his missing belongings.

but how had a single youth straying from eden's path led to this?

faith had betrayed them - she had undermined jacob. aimed a rifle at him, his own rifle. she had killed one of their chosen with that same rifle and had fled with those sinners ... she had been there. she had been a root cause to a bullet burying itself in jacob's chest.

sitting next to his brother's bed, john let his eyes slip shut. silently counting to ten in his head before he let out a deep breath - he had sent aaron and two other chosen to black horse peak to retrieve a cache of medication he'd left stowed in the abandoned silo. it would be hours yet until they arrived back.

you're all i have left now.

opening his eyes at the low rasp of his older brother's voice, the would-be baptist reached over to hold jacob's hand, giving it a tight squeeze, a lump forming in his throat that he had to battle back down; this wasn't how it was meant to be. jacob was the protector. he had always been the protector - he had always been his protector. he had been the one to throw himself between john and old mad seed. jacob had been the one to pick him up and take him out of the house when pa had been on another tirade ... jake had been the one to save them. he had been the one who had pulled john back from the brink after the deputy had downed his plane - jacob. not anyone else. joseph had left him for dead.

the same way faith had left jacob for dead.

no - not faith. linny. lynette steele. she would pay for her betrayal, of that john would make sure. but for now his attention and focus were on jacob.

' you've gotten through worse than this, jake. take it easy, i can keep us safe ... let me be the protector this time. '

[shuihuzhuan]

difficult to convey my feelings coherently but i really dolike the way they did the mio bit in drr 2019 sorry. looks off into the distance

[ipegchangbin]

i would like to be on the tag list for all your works pls 👀 ‹3 ahdhd, im so hyped to read more of your works! my stomach is BUBBLING with excitement rn 😩🙊 (no rush though. im just an excited bean tbh 🥴)

bruhhow did i miss this ask..im sorry😭😭

i added u to the taglist!!!!!! aaaa im so happythank u for ur endless love and support<33 means the world

[stans-kissing]

K this is gonna be dipstan (standip?) Giving options and you can choose which part to answer!

1. Have you done dipper realizing his feelings for stan (or viseversa) yet cause i wanna know your thoughts. <3 Like do you think is stan ashamed or just fully okay with his feelings. Is dipper having a panic attack or is he just gonna be in denial?

2. Thoughts on Stan taking care of an agereg dipper whose convinced stan doesnt love in and stan having to spoil his lil boy with love and cuddles amd just take care of him

3. Dipper hitting puberty, taking one look at stan and being like i need to fuck him now. And proceeding to never be normal again.

(Maybe i shoulda just sent three separate asks *shrugs and full sends straight into the sun*)

squeueee one of the best asks ever i loovoeee standip. my comfort shi[p. okay lock in ths post is gonna be long af this is such a good ask THANK you kale.

number one. i think dipper would be absolutely horrified when he realized he has a nerdy crush on stan. and not why yiu think he'd be horrified because STAN?? GROSS SMELLY STAN?? HE WANTS THAT GUY??? he'd be in harcore denial for so long but itd be painfully obvious that he cant stop thiknging about it. like itd just be any regular day and hes idfk eating lunch and then stan would stretch or something and dip would get a peak at his happy trail or his tummy hair and he'd like Freak out because INSTANT BONER!!!!! and he'd get all puffed up like a cat and ew stan ur so gross!!!!!! go shave or soemthing!!!! and storm out of the room all red faces and huffing and stan would just be like ????tf i do???? dipper would be so mad at himself and omg he'd just be so stupif you get it. he'd definitely try to hide it tho, he'd be ashamed of himself, he's smarter than to have a stupid dumb crush on his own uncle. kicks can down street sadly

i thikn with stan. hm. he's a lot trickier than ford to write as a kid toucher because ford pretty much canonly tries to groom dipper but i think stan would rather kill himself than hurt either of the kids in any capacity. i think the best way to do it is to sprinkle some stancest in there because dipper reminds stn so much of ford, thats where it would start. stan wouldd see the similarities and be like ahaha silly fordI meanDIpper. Dipper. Why did i say ford. and yeah whatever youget the idea. stan would def hate himself So Much aand feel So guilty. i think the onlyw ay somethig would ever happen between them is if dipper initiated it, same with mabel, because then he would be like Well. Im doing it for him. He asked for it and i cant just say No. (yes you can stan, yes youcan)

number two. oh m ygodddhhhhhgggh i think about this all the tiemmeeiggghh i had a post like this on my old account i wodner if its still out there in the void bc youd love eee it. dipper is just the sweetest little boy ever and all stan wants to do is take care of hislittle dipper but the kids such a shithead normally so stan never gets a chance to love on him like he does mabe;l. theyd get into a big argyemnt or something and dipper would be like its not like you like me anyways!!!!!! all teary eyed and stan would be like oh dip.. and pull him into a ahug and he'd pet dippers hair and rub his back and kiss his forehead while he cried in stans arms. hed get dipper changed into pjs and then theyd sit in stans chair together, dipper curling up like a cat in his lap and stan would be so fucking happy that hislittle boy is finally leting him dote on him n he'd just be so ecstatic gaifhhgh ill have to make that its own post i have too many thoughts

ok number three i think woudl happen when hes like 13/14 i think itd be similar to number one hed seee something and just Immediate boner and hedscramble out of the room likeiiiII HAVE YOGOBYE. and then go furiously jack it cuz hes a loser. teenage boy hormones would be going crazy hed be ssuch a gooner over stan. the tank top/boxer fit would actually send him into a coma he wants to shove those dirty boxers in his mouth and never spit them out hes so lame. hed be weird and pervy but in like a I cant stpop staring at him Oh m yygod i hcant stop starinfat him. and hed get so fucking annoying and defensve the second anyone made any sort of joke that even slightly hinted at dipper thinking stan is hot and hed be like NO ID ONT!!!!11!!11!! and then storm off to his room. hes so srupid. have i sadi how much i hate him becasue i hate him. kidding. love that tween

gosh beautiful ask thank you kale i love you to death and back im going to get you pregnnt now thanksd

[babyawacs]

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[takenbythebliss]

enok had never stood out as a rule breaker. he had never vocally disagreed with eden’s teachings or questioned their beliefs or ways, so this had thoroughly blindsided her. he had been born and raised in eden, it wasn’t that he had longed for something he’d lost before the collapse.

‘ one small strike? ’ linny repeated with a questioning lilt to her voice.

led from the path. that was the truth though, was it not? something had drawn the boy’s attention outwards and away from his home. and jacob’s words were apt - enok would be an outsider to any and all of the other settlements. prosperity would label him a peggie, that old term refusing to die with the collapse. the highwaymen would probably string him up or send him to fight in their pit - they’d been targeted by the chosen enough during to recognise an edener when they saw one.  

arms folded across her chest, the woman took a step back when the other herald stood to his full height, towering over her, ‘ i don’t know what happened, jacob. i’ve spent the last few hours going over it in my head and i can’t find any red flags. i don’t know what drew him away. ’

dipping her head in a shallow nod, linny red between the lines, a part of her not wanting to revert to their older tactics, but another part of her fully aware that if eden were to survive, it needed to keep its family intact.

‘ i’ve managed to grow some of the flowers here, but not enough for a lasting supply. i’ll need more resources if want me to start building a reserve? ’

@takenbythebliss | X

A youth of their own. One who had known nothing outside of New Eden. He had left - all silent and without any hint towards it whatsoever. Of course. Enok ad been one of the more silent ones. He wasn't top of his years either. He was strong enough, stocky in built. But he seemed to be uninterested in making his spot among the ranks. Weak in a strange way.

And now he was gone.

He would have never made a Chosen. But a good hunter to carry out a Chosen's orders? Sure.

Looking at Faith, Jacob was silent for a long time. He thought this through. Then he slowly leaned forward, propped on one elbow, his finger treading through his white beard.

"He was led from the Path. Lured, baited. I don't know and neither do I care. He is alone, he will die out there, if no one takes him in. Whether that be the Highwaymen or Prosperity... he will be a newbie to either. A stranger. They will only see an Edener in him. And that is when we place one small strike."

"If he is in danger, none of these groups will endanger their own to save him. He will die and they will let him. This should be enough of a demonstration to anyone here who thinks about following him."

Getting up, despite his age, Jacob still towered over Linny easily. And while he treated her well... like a sister... there were certain aspects he could not let slip. If one escaped boy led to more questioning from the others, they could lose a generation.

"And if all that is too uncertain... well. You are the one responsible to raise our children, Lynette. What happened? Why could he stray from the Path you swear you pray to them day in and day out? I would have thought, if one wagers... you know how to use the Bliss, still."

[thecranewivesrpf]

j will only bresk yrou oretty things,,, iw I'll onlyw ringn you dry of eveyrhting,,,,,,,

[takenbythebliss]

The whispers were on the wind and as loud as a thunder if you knew who to listen to. He was gone ... without permission. Enok had packed his meagre belongings and fled in the night. And it now it was down to New Eden's Faith; did he keep this to herself or go to the other Heralds. John and Jacob were her brothers in a way. John drew sins out from their flock and Jacob honed them for the fights against the locust Highwaymen; they had to know. Which left Linny standing in Jacob's hut and trying to find the right words; how could she explain that one of their few teenagers had decided to up and leave?

the hunting trip had gone on far too long. the rest of the younger hunters had returned just before the break of dawn, quarry in tow and sleep-deprived grins on their faces, eager to show they weren't little kids anymore, but that they could help provide for their family.

all except enok.

a peering look into his hut showed the furs from his bed missing and other essentials absent; provisions, bow, arrows, knife, clothes.

this was unprecedented. they'd had adults choose to leave before, they'd had adults try to disappear into the shadows of the night when they had first emerged from the bunkers - back when food had been hard to come by, when crops had been difficult to cultivate and when their new home had been slowly established.

but that had been the past. new eden was thriving now. it was self-sufficient and capable of defending itself even against the highwaymen.

so why had enok abandoned them?

because that's what this was - he had turned his back on his family. he had abandoned them. he had taken his belongings and left them without a whisper nor an excuse - were they to throw resources into searching for him? that decision wasn't hers alone to make, but it was a decision that had linny stepping into jacob's hut once the chosen had departed to carry out patrols against the highwaymen.

this was a smoldering ember right now, but if a gust of wind were to blow the wrong way, its flames might take hold. the last thing they needed was other teenagers taking inspiration from enok's actions - they needed to get a handle on this narrative before whispers became questions.

' enok virkow did not return with the other teenagers this morning. there are supplies and belongings missing from his hut ... everything points towards him leaving eden. '

' what way do we get ahead of this? do we tell everyone that he chose to leave, or do we believe the highwaymen or prosperity to be to blame? '

@only-we

[justxsayxyes]

‘  no one’s leaving anyone.  ’ (old man seed)

he hadn't been making noise this time - no way. he'd been so careful, he'd made sure to play with his toy cars on the carpet this time so that the wheels didn't make that annoyin' noise they'd made the last time when he'd been playin' with them on the tiled floor in the kitchen.

and he'd made sure not to make any noises like he'd done last time neither, no copying the engine or the squeal of tyres ... but papa was still angry with him.

and john hadn't noticed until he'd heard that telltale clink of his papa's belt buckle. panic rose up in the little boy's throat and it made him freeze instead of run because if he ran, then he'd just be angrier when he caught him. screwing his eyes shut, the little boy bit down on the inside of his cheek, trying to brace against the pain he knew would come ... but it didn't come, even though he heard the smack of the metal buckle hitting skin, the pain didn't come.

when john dared to open his eyes, there was someone standing between him and their father - jacob. and he had their father's belt wrapped around his hand tight from where he'd caught the buckle mid-flight.

scooting backwards, john sought shelter beneath the kitchen table when the air stayed too still. papa was going to be so angry at them now - at jake. but from where john was crouched beneath the table, jake looked just as angry at their papa as he did at them. and he was just as tall as their dad now too.

no one's leaving anyone!

there was the loud and angry voice that john knew only too well. but it didn't have jacob runnin' away or letting go of the belt, not even when their dad tugged on the leather strap, wanting to take it out of jacob's hands, his big brother held onto it tighter, pulling it taut and wrapping another length around his fist.

' we're leavin - all three of us. '

@only-we

[chainedtothedarkness]

theyve outgrown me like evryone else has, which is fine, i just dont think i hsve any purpose for them anymore and im really making things worse and worse with how these stupid feelings affect me but its whatever i onlyw ant them to be happy

[fanofstuff01]

Yeah, also considering she probably vowed to kill Lucifer in the actual show too.

Oh I like that!!

Lucifer saving Adam but making it look like he thinks “If anyone’s going to take over this city it can onlyw be me” lol

For that one AU idea I had,

1: Vaggie is Adam’s sidekick/apprentice and Charlie is Lucifer’s crime partner + they are dating too lol, just a big happy family lying to a whole city.

2: I don’t know about you buut I want either Alastor or Lute as a new superhero who wants to actually kill Lucifer because they (Alastor) think Adam sucks at his job or (Lute) it’s sometimes ok to kill for the greater good.

Lute would make more sense for a hero, Alastor could also be a new villain who is an actual threat to Adam.

[onlywings]

sometimes I lean soft