#ong seongwu smut

[romanticahwi]

birthday gift | o.sw

style: fluff & smut

ship: ong seongwu x female reader

warnings: soft dom!seongwu, sub!reader, soft sex, penetrative sex, fingering, fluff fluff fluff, unprotected sex (please wrap it up), some dirty talk, let me know if I’m missing anything

a/n: I hope you enjoy!!

requested by anon

not proof read!!

gif does not belong to me; credit to the owner!

You giggle as he pulls you in by the waist, eyes full of stars as he smothered you with kisses.

“Thank you so much for such a great birthday y/n. You really made it so special.” Seongwu says, breath fanning over your face due to your proximity. Smiling at your boyfriend’s grateful words, you press one more kiss onto his lips before whispering softly:

“I have one more surprise for you baby. Meet me in the bedroom.”

With that you walk away, swaying your hips suggestively as you make your way to the shared bedroom. You could practically feel his eyes burning through you as he followed you, feeling a smirk grow on your face. Once you reach your room, you make your way to the bed, tentatively watching your boyfriend walking in.

“Don’t turn on the lights just yet.” you say to him, him simply humming in response. With that, you quickly undress, exposing the light purple lingerie set adorning your skin beautifully. Once you had gotten ride of your day clothes, you quietly murmur for him to switch on the lights. The flare of the bright lights illuminated the room, both of your eyes taking a few seconds to adjust to it; but once his eyes had fallen i you, looking so incredibly sexy in your outfit, he just couldn’t look away.

Eyes practically switching to a dark stare the longer he roamed your body, you could feel yourself getting wet, already imagining the things he was going to do to you. Before your thoughts could go any further, you felt his lips on yours, kissing you with passion. His lips were soft against yours, moving against yours with so much grace, you were in shock that he was even real.

“Fuck doll. You look so sexy.” he groans out.

“Do you like your surprise?” you asked innocently, knowing fully well he was practically giving you heart eyes.

“Yes, god yes. But I think I should unwrap my surprise. Don’t you think?” he smirks down at you, living for the way your cheeks turned bright red at his suggestive words.

“I won’t hold you back. Do what you want with me.” You were surprised you managed to get those words out concisely, considering that you’re gorgeous boyfriend was looking at you with passionate and hungry eyes. Practically moaning at your words, Seongwu doesn’t waste any time taking off your panties and bra, leaving you stark naked in front of him. 

“So beautiful for me,” he murmurs has his lips graze the skin of your neck, gently tugging it with his teeth as you whimper. His fingers graze down, torturously slow to where you want him most, and you couldn’t stop the noises tumbling off your lips, as you impatiently wait for him to give you what you want. When his fingers finally do move along your folds, you could practically feel the smirk on his lips. “And wet too.”

Without warning, he inserts one finger into you, making your back arch, and a silent moan to leave your lips. “Already so fucked out, and I’ve barely touched you baby.” Seongwu chuckles, loving how you were practically losing yourself to the simple pleasure, all senses of reality leaving your body. He proceeds to at another finger, and another. You weren’t sure if his fingers were simply made of magic or what, but with the pace it was going at, you could already feel your release creeping up. The familiar knot in your stomach was pulling tighter, and you knew you wouldn’t be able to last long.

“ ‘m close a-ah” you whine out, barely over a whisper. Knowing Seongwu, he was probably going to pull away before you actually got to release, and that was exactly what he did. You should have known he was going to do that, but you couldn’t control the pathetic whine from the feeling of emptiness, you clenching over nothing. Smirking at your desperate noises, Seongwu says nothing, lining up his cock with your entrance.

“Ready sweetheart?” he asks softly, and then chuckling at how you nod your head as quickly as the question came. He slowly begins to push in the tip, groaning at how you’re stretched around him so perfectly. You arch your back at the pleasurable burn, feeling relieved of feeling so full.

His skin finally meets yours, eyes grazing over your face incase you showed any signs of discomfort or pain. When you feel just about ready, you whisper out a “move,” causing him to slowly pull out all the way to the top, and then back in. Moaning at how deep his length felt, you bask in the way he’s finding a pattern to his movements, pleasuring both of you.

“Fuck you feel so good doll,” he says in between moans “taking my cock so well.”

You let out a high pitched moan at his words. You knew this was a surprise for him, but in the end, it felt like it was meant for you instead. Sure, you loved the sex the both of you usually had, but this felt absolutely incredible. Just the feeling of Seongwu’s hands wrapped around your waist tightly (you knew it was going to bruise) made you clench uncontrollably around his dick. Feeling the knot in your stomach once again, you knew this wasn’t going to last much longer.

“Close. Please Seongwu,” you whine out, begging for your release, as you wrap your arms around his neck, pulling him down for a kiss “p-please let me come.”

Seongwu groans, thriving for the way you desperately begged him to let you finally reach your climax. “Fuck, yes baby girl. Come all over my cock for me.”

With that, you finally come, clenching tightly around his length and arching your back as moans leave your mouth, causing him to follow right behind you, releasing deep into you.

Post climax, you both take a minute to regain your breath, before feeling him pull out, leaving you filled with his come but satisfied. He was about to get up to get a clean washcloth, before you stop him:

“Did you like your surprise?” you say in a small voice.

Smiling at how innocently you asked, Seongwu pressed a soft kiss to your swollen lips, and murmuring against it “yes. yes it did. Thank you for making my birthday so special.”

-end-

- atalia

[pinkishnight]

Lay Your Hands On Me

Plot:Daniel can't help the temptation, because Seongwoo is wearing a maid costume Warning: Smut, kind of too much for me, i swear i wrote it while closing my eyes because i'm cringing. My first OngNiel smut Daniel just got home after a long day of work, but unlike the usual, there is no Seongwoo around. "Hyung! I'm home." Daniel look around, and still, there is no trace of Seongwoo. "He must be sleeping." Daniel tell to himself. And with that he go straight to their shared room, and to his suprise he saw Seongwoo wearing a maid costume looking at himself on the mirror. 

 "Hyung, what are you doing?" Seongwoo quickly turn around to see Daniel standing inside the room. "Daniel, let me explain. It is just-" Seongwoo can't find an excuse on what he is doing, and all he can do is hide his face in his hands from embarassment. Daniel noticed that Seongwoo is embarassed, and a smirk comes to his face as he walk towards Seongwoo. "Hyung, is this your present for me?" Daniel said while taking Seongwoo's hands off of his face. Seongwoo just look at his feet still from embarassment. Yes all of this was supposed to be his present for Daniel, but now it's ruined. He ruined it. "Niel, let me explain." Seongwoo said while looking at Daniel who is looking at him from head to toe.

 "Go ahead, Seongwoo-ah." Daniel drop the honorifics, and Seongwoo can sense what he is planning now. But instead of explaining, Seongwoo closed the gap between them and started attacking Daniel's lips. Daniel on the other side can't help but to smirk at how greedy Seongwoo is.  Daniel roam his hands around Seongwoo's body, the two of them part from time to time to gasp for air. Seongwoo break the intense kiss and said what he want to Daniel "Niel-ah, fuck me." And as if on cue, Daniel push him down to the bed and started kissing him again whilr roaming his hands under Seongwoo's skirt. "Niel-ah." Seongwoo moan, and Daniel can't help but to smile proudly. 

"You are really something, Ong Seongwoo." Seongwoo just smile at him and Daniel started attacking Seongwoo's neck and marking him, causing Seongwoo to moan more. After all the kissing and teasing, Seongwoo is now kneeling between Daniel's thicc thighs. Seongwoo removes Daniel's lower body clothing and look at the now sprunging length of the younger. Seongwoo give it a few strokes before putting it in his mouth without warning, causing Daniel to moan Seongwoo's name loudly in pleasure. "Seongwoo-ah." Seongwoo continue on working on Daniel's length and Daniel can't help but grab a handful of his hair when he hollow his cheeks. 

But Seongwoo doesn't want the younger just to feel the pleasure, he also want to tease him. Seongwoo stop sucking Daniel's cock and started leaking it like a lollipop, and him being a tease, he did that while looking at the now frustrated Daniel. "Ong Seongwoo,stop teasing me!" Daniel groan and started grabbing his hyung's hair, and to his suprise Seongwoo put his cock into his mouth again. Daniel can't help but to curse because of how good Seongwoo is, Fck! Fck! Just like that." Seongwoo look at him and give his length a good lick, making Daniel to loose his all. Daniel can't help it anymore, all the teasing from Seongwoo is making him crazy. 

Daniel grab a handful of his Hyung's hair and started to thrust into Seongwoo's mouth. Daniel's pace and force was unbelievable, and Seongwoo can't help but to gag when the younger's cock hit his throat. Slowly Daniel's moans are getting louder and his pace is getting sloppier sign that he is getting near the edge of climaxing. "Hyung-, i'm cum-, Seongwoo-ah." Daniel can't help but to loose his mind because of the sensation Seongwoo is sending to him. Seongwoo give him a few more suck and Daniel cum inside of Seongwoo's mouth. Seongwoo tried his best to swallow all of the sweet juice from his lover. 

 After that, Seongwoo hover on Daniel's body and whisper to his ear, "Niel-ah~ It's your time to make me feel good." With no time wasted, Daniel changed their position putting Seongwoo under him and started stripping his Hyung, and stripping his remaining clothes. "I will make you feel good tonight, Hyung." he said and wink to Seongwoo. Daniel started kissing Seongwoo's bare skin, leaving marks everywhere and making sure to touch everywhere he can reach, and Seongwoo can't help but to melt under Daniel's touch. Seongwoo can't help but to roam his hands around Daniel's body, especially in his sculpted abs, but Daniel won't let him do anything because Daniel will make his Hyung feel good.

 Daniel pinned Seongwoo's hands with either sides of him, "Hyung, i told you i'm going to make you feel good, so you just need to enjoy, okay?" Daniel said while planting a kiss on Seongwoo's forehead. Seongwoo can't help but to smile because of the younger's action. Daniel started sucking on Seongwoo's left nipple without any warning causing Seongwoo to choke out a moan, Daniel repeat the same on the other side. He look at Seongwoo and started to trace the older's neck, he look unsatisfied with the marks on his Hyung's neck so once again he started attacking Seongwoo's neck, and making sure to leave more visible marks. Seongwoo can't help but to moan everytime Daniel find his sweet spot, and Daniel found it as a chance to put his fingers in his lovely Hyung's mouth. Seongwoo suck it ask if his life depends on it, because he know that if Daniel's fingers did not get lubricated well he is the one who will suffer. 

After being satisfied with the marks that he leave, Daniel bring his attention back to Seongwoo who is still sucking his fingers, he can't help but to smile as of how he can make his Hyung submissive at times like this. "Hyung, how many fingers should i put this time?Should i put one, or should i put all." And with Daniel's last word, Seongwoo opened his eyes wide in horror. They haven't try fisting yet, but Daniel mentioned it a lot of times already, but he is just not yet ready about it. Seongwoo was interrupted thinking because Daniel already put the first digit inside of him. Daniel move his fingers inside of Seongwoo without getting much reaction, and Daniel hate if he did not get the reaction that he want. 

Daniel impatiently put the second digit causing Seongwoo to let out a moan. "Answer me, Seongwoo. How many should i put?" Seongwoo moan loudly this time as Daniel put the third digit not letting his hyung adjust. Daniel thrust his finger inside Seongwoo. "Hyung, you know how i hate when you don't respond, right?" Daniel said getting closer to Seongwoo, and biting his ear slightly. "Niel, i-" Seongwoo did not get to finish his sentence because Daniel already found his spot and keep on pushing his fingers in it. "What is it hyung?"  "Niel-ah, i think we need to stop." "Stop with what hyung?" Daniel thrust a few more causing Seongwoo to whimper. "Niel, let's stop with three." Daniel look at his hyung, and found about his uneasy expression, and with that Daniel pull his hands on Seongwoo's hole and look at his hyung with worried expression. 

"Hyung, are you okay? Was that too much?" It's not that they haven't done it yet, but this is the first time that Daniel did that so quick. Daniel ask worriedly, because he hates it when he hurt his hyung for his own pleasure. Seongwoo put his hand on the worried face of Daniel and smile, "Niel-ah, i'm fine. It's fine." Daniel look at him once more, and Seongwoo just nod at him. "Niel-ah, make me feel good." Seongwoo smile at Daniel with assurance, and Daniel give his hyung a kiss on the lips "I will." Daniel started to put the tip of his cock on Seongwoo's entrance carefully looking at his hyung's face, Seongwoo just nod and smile at him. He move much more causing Seongwoo to moan with pleasure, Daniel give his hyung time to adjust this time and he slowly move until he is fully inside of his hyung. "Hyung, should i move?" He look at Seongwoo once again. 

"Daniel, just do it. Don't worry about me." Daniel put anothe kiss on Seongwoo's lips for the last time before he move. Daniel watch his pace this time, not to fast but not to slow, he make sure everhthing is just right to make his hyung feel good. Their moans fill the room, Daniel make sure not to leave his gaze on Seongwoo, but it did not help. Because the more he see the older moaning under him he can't help but to feel more aroused. So he decided to pick up his face this time, causing to Seongwoo to moan louder. Daniel can feel his climax, so he grab Seongwoo's cock and make sure he match it with his pace. 

Daniel's pace is getting faster and Seongwoo is literally gripping everywhere because he can fell himself on the edge, "Niel-ah,i'm- i'm cumming." And with after a few more moans and groans he exlpode on Daniel's hand and his stomach. After a few more thrust Daniel cum inside of him, and fall on top of him. Seongwoo chuckle and play with the hair of the younger above him, "Yah!Kang Daniel, you are heavy." But instead of getting his body on top of Seongwoo, Daniel just hug his hyung tighter and place his head on the crook of Seongwoo's neck. "Hyung~ does it hurt?" "It does." Seongwoo said honestly, Daniel look at him worriedly. "Really?" "Yes. But it does feel good though." 

Daniel peck his hyung and move to the side removing his weight on his hyung, "It's a relief." Seongwoo shift his position and  look at Daniel while playing his hair, "And even though it hurts, it's okay." Daniel open his eyes wide, and protest "No, hyung, it's not okay." Seongwoo attack Daniel with kisses and smile, "Okay. Forget about it okay?" Daniel smile at his hyung and pull him closer. "I love you, hyung." "I love you more, Daniel." 

 Note:I don't know what's up with me last night that i made this. It's kind of long and gets boring in the middle. Sorry, it's my first time making a smut with both males as a character.

[goodnightkisseu]

ong seongwu _ only you (m)

Drabble: Seongwu, Smut, Vampire, “I love this - fuck, I love you”

anonny “ Genre 3, Sentence 97, au 12, Ong Seongwu ^^ ”

Genre: Smut

Word Count: 943

Note: To the anonny that requested this... ugh my heart OTL apparently ong + vampires is a thing for me. Like whether he’s the vampire or not, like... it has me feel a way... and I wasn’t ready for it OTL As I wrote Ong as a vampire for the fic ‘Heat’ (I’ll link it in the reblog) this one I decided to flip the roles. It might be a bit rushed ;; I didn’t get to explore as much as I wanted in such a limited space, but I hope that you still like it! As always, feel free to let me know what you think!

Enjoy~

Also, because of the situation with tumblr links, please check my bio for links to my masterlist~

Drabble requests are open! You can also find the link to the drabble prompts in my bio ^^

- ashley <3

"Miss, I'm going to enter." The statement was more of an announcement than a question, but your ears perked up as soon as you heard that voice. That tone, that familiar heartbeat that you could faintly hear from behind your door, you would know it anywhere. Immediately, you scrambled to the edge of your bed, sitting yourself up straight as you waited for him to enter your room. The large door opened slowly, and a lone young male slipped in. It was just who you had expected.

It was Seongwu.

You had a special relationship with Seongwu. When your father had found him snooping around your home a few years ago, trying to get intel on the pure-blooded vampire clan that lived on the outskirts of the town, he wanted to send the young male back to his people in pieces. Your eyes had locked with Seongwu's, and you saw real fear in them at that moment. You suggested to your father that your family take him in, treat him as one of your own and he could help the family to the best of his abilities. Your father had been hesitant but put him under supervision, with the explicit condition that, if he did anything to harm the family, he would have to go.

Of course, Seongwu wasn't very open to your help at first. Still you had tried to tend to his wounds, to show him that you weren't as terrible as his people may have suggested. It took time to build a relationship with him, and eventually, he opened up to you. That closeness grew into something more; what you could only suspect was what people called 'love.' You were lovers, but to your father, he was, one a tool for the family to use when they needed to know what the humans were up to, and two, he was a source of your nourishment.

"Your father called me back, saying that you refused to feed while I was gone. Love, you know that you can't do that..." he reprimanded you gently as he tenderly cupped your face in his hands. "You'll grow weak. You can't be this reckless..."

"If I so easily feed, my father will never bring you back here," you said softly, moving to your feet, your arms snaking around his waist. "Also, you know that no one fills me as you do. No one else is substantial."

You could hear it, the way that your words, double entendre intended, had made his heart beat faster. The smirk that danced on his lips only sealed the deal. "You naughty girl. You did all of this to get me back here and in your arms didn't you..." he stated, hands working their way down your body. "I guess your method worked. I'm not allowed to go anywhere now." As soon as his lips made contact with yours, you knew what was to come.

Clothes discarded in seconds, your lips hungrily kissing each other's bodies as you both found your way back to the bed. Seongwu bit at that sensitive spot on your neck as his hand worked its way down your body, fingers moving between your legs as they slipped into you. You threw your head back, moans cascading from your lips as his fingers moved within you, gently pumping in and out. With the little clarity that you had left, you managed to roll Seongwu over, pushing his fingers away from you while positioning yourself over his length. Slowly you slid him in, his entirety disappearing into your wet womanhood. Your hips rolled against his, Seongwu's head falling back as he groaned from your movements.

"Shit, Seongwu, there," you moaned when his hands grasped your hips and changed the angle. You could hear his heart speeding up, the sound of it booming through your ears. It urged you to go faster, to bring him closer to his release.

Your mind, clouded by pleasure, almost made you forget what the intent of bringing Seongwu back was. Lucky for you, your lover was lucid enough to gently cradle your face in his hand, eyes locking with your lusty gaze. "You have to do it soon, love, I won't last much longer," he groaned, breath hitching at your sudden movement.

At his words, he tilted his head for you, your eyes now the vibrant red they were whenever you were ready to feed. Tenderly you nipped at his neck as your bodies moved together. You felt his moves become erratic, his speed picking up and his heart beating faster. It took everything in you to push past the need for pure pleasure. Your fangs pushed out, and when his heart reached its peak, you sank your teeth in, puncturing the skin. You were greeted by the familiar taste on your tongue, just as you were being filled below.

At that moment, your wave of ecstasy washed over you, your body gently rocking against his to ride out your release. Slowly your body stilled, breathing a bit irregular.

“I love this - fuck, I love you,” you murmured gently against his skin, your arms wrapping around his neck as you nuzzled closer to him.

A small and tired smile graced Seongwu's lips as he helped you to lay down beside him. The entire time, you never let him go, holding onto him like a little bear.

"I love you too," he told you quickly, hand running through your locks as you tried to snuggle closer to him. Because in truth, as you felt like he was the only one that could satisfy you, in his heart, there was also only you.

[forhongjoong]

so uhhh... different fandom but does anyone know of any accts who write ong seongwu smut... bc im having some feelings and uhhh the need to read

pls send me recs if you have any

[miracloud]

Kiss You Once a Day

ong seongwoo x y/n

fluff, rated (a tiny bit)

fantasy au, i guess (lol)

Summary: Seongwoo, the school president, has a secret to keep. Unfortunately, you learned his secret and you have to keep it and help him.

“Thank you for your help, y/n”, Seongwoo, the department president, said as you finished volunteer work. It was not your first time to work with him. You love volunteer work and whenever there is a chance, you volunteer. Since Seongwoo is the department president, you always meet him in activities like these.

You bid goodbye to the other volunteers. Before anyone can leave, Minhyun, the vice president, announced that volunteers should fill-out the activity review form and pass it on Monday. One by one, people started to leave the place. You also left the place and went to the nearest convenience store to purchase ice cream. It was a hot day and the water provided by the student government was not enough to suffice your thirst. 

A few minutes passed and while you were finishing the ice cream you bought, you heard familiar voices. It was Seongwoo and Minhyun.

“Hey, are you doing okay?”, MInhyun asked with concern.

“Yes, don’t worry. As long as I inject the medicine every day, then nothing will happen”, Seongwoo replied.

Is Seongwoo ill? This is news to you since he looks so energetic and healthy.

Monday came and during the weekend, you finished your homework and the activity review form. About the conversation you’ve heard between Seongwoo and Minhyun, you did not mind it. Call yourself a bad person but it’s just that you’re not that close to him that you have to worry about him. 

After the class, you had to attend a club meeting. It’s almost evening when the meeting ended so you’re probably the last person to pass the form. You brought your bag and went straight to the student government office. As you get near the office, you can hear faint breathing coming from it. You opened the door to see Seongwoo breathing hard while leaning on the table.

“Oh my god. What’s wrong?”, you said while approaching him.

“Get.... out.... Leave... me ..... alone......”, he said in between heavy breaths.

“I can’t leave you. Do you have medicine with you? Or let’s just go to the infirmary”, you suggested.

“No... Just go!... This.. is... also for your sake.”

“Huh? Never mind that. I can’t just leave you here. Come on”, and you held his arm to guide him out. He pulled his arm away from you. You did not expect that he can be this stubborn. You held his arm again and pulled him strongly this time.

The next event happened too fast. You opened your eyes to see Seongwoo in front of you, too close for your taste. With a sharp pain coming from your wrist, you yelped. Seongwoo’s holding your wrists tightly to keep you in place.

“S-seongw---”

He stopped you from saying anything as he kissed you deeply. It was intense and it was your first time to be kissed like this. Your first and only kiss before was a simple peck on the lips. His hands let your wrists go and it later moved to your waist and nape to pull you closer. With your free hands, you pushed him away and you ran outside. 

The next day, you were cautious not to see Seongwoo. You arranged your hair so it can cover your face. Luck must not be on your side as you see Seongwoo and Minhyun in the direction you’re going to. Minhyun then noticed you and told Seongwoo. Seongwoo’s running towards you and you subconsciously run to another direction.

Out of nowhere, you performed a morning exercise. Seongwoo has been chasing after you. He stopped when he heard the school bell. You entered the class exhausted. After class, he was waiting for you outside the classroom. When you saw that he was talking to another student, you dashed your way out. You were running away from him when you bumped into someone. It was Minhyun.

“Minhyun! Hold her!”, Seongwoo shouted which Minhyun did fast.

“Let me go!”

“y/n, just hear him out.”

Minhyun’s calm demeanor somewhat affected you. You let out a sigh and kept yourself calm. They brought you to their office. Minhyun left the place to give you some privacy.

“y/n... I’m so sorry about yesterday. I know an apology is not enough for what happened but I don’t know other ways to ask for an apology.”

“Can you explain to me why you did that? And why were you breathing heavily?”

Seongwoo bit his lips. You can tell that he was hesitant. You told him that if he will answer your questions honestly then you will forgive him.

“The truth is... I possess a rare disease. You can laugh if you want.”

He let out a heavy sigh before continuing his explanation.

“I get attacks every day, It causes me difficulty in breathing and weakness in my whole body. I inject a liquid whenever I experience an attack. Unfortunately, I forgot to bring that medicine yesterday. When I had an attack yesterday, you entered the room”, he said. 

“For the kiss... , apparently a kiss can temporarily subside the attacks. It gets uncontrollable when there is a woman in front of me during an attack”, he added.

You looked at him puzzled. You were not sure if you should believe him or not. Seongwoo noticed this and he placed an injection filled with clear liquid on the table.

“I’m telling you the truth, y/n. With that said, I hope you wouldn’t spread this information anywhere.And I’m sorry again for what happened.”

It’s a totally absurd story but you can’t help but get curious about this disease he’s talking about. You asked another question and it was a surprise to Seongwoo. He expected that you’ll laugh at him for sharing such a story.

“So what will happen if you don’t have both during an attack?”

“I’ll probably die. It almost happened when I was in high school. A house helper who knows about my condition saw me outside our gate laying on the ground. I was pale and breathing faintly. It took me days to fully recover. After that, I never left the house without my medicine, well, except for yesterday.”

With the way Seongwoo was looking at you, you can feel that he’s genuine. Of course, the kiss yesterday was not a small thing to just forget but you can understand his situation and you totally believed him.

“Okay. I will never tell this to anyone. Your secret is safe with me.”

“Wait. So you believe me?”

“Yes.”

You smiled at him and told him that you’re going home. You opened the door to see Minhyun leaning on the wall to listen. So much for privacy, huh? He stood up immediately, acting as if he didn’t hear anything. You also said goodbye to him.

“Seongwoo, did she just believe you?”, Minhyun asked. Seongwoo replied with a simple nod, still surprised with your response.

After that conversation, nothing changed, well for you. Or you simply want it like that. From time to time, you can tell that Seongwoo wants to greet you when you cross path with each other but following Seongwoo’s revelation, you didn’t want to deal with him. 

It was a Friday afternoon. You went to the nearest convenience store after your school meetings. Later on, you heard someone calling your name. Minhyun, after talking to Seongwoo, was looking for you all over school. Fortunately, he met one of your friends and asked for your whereabouts. After all what happened, every time you see Minhyun or Seongwoo, they mean trouble.

“What is it?”

“can you come with me?”

“No, Minhyun.I don’t want anything to do with you two.”

“Please? You’re the only other person who knows about Seongwoo’s situation.”

You groaned but still complied to his request.

“Okay, y/n. I need you to be calm, okay? Just be calm”, Seongwoo said.

“Seongwoo, I’m calm. You’re the one who’s panicking.”

“The truth is I won’t have any medicine starting on Monday. They can only produce the medicine after a month”, Seongwoo continued while observing your reaction.

You had a short moment to think of his intentions then you realized it. Your eyes grew wide.

“W-what?!! No way. I ain’t doing that with you again!”

“I know! I know , it’s a ridiculous request but... but you’re the only one who knows about my condition. Please, I’ll do anything.”

“No! Don’t you have a girlfriend? If you don’t, then get one. You can get one easily with your looks!”, you tried to convince him.

“No, I don’t have one. Please please please”, Seongwoo pleaded as he pulled your arm lightly. You pulled your arm away and left the room. Mihyun, on the other hand, comforted Seongwoo by patting his back. Seongwoo sighed. He knew that you’ll disagree but... he wanted to try. Should he fake a confession to a random woman? But he doesn’t want to use anyone like that. At least, you knew about his condition.

During the weekends, Seongwoo tried to only use half of the medicine he usually injects per day. Unfortunately, a half of it can’t subside his attacks. Monday came and it was evident by the bags under his eyes that he did not sleep well. He felt vulnerable knowing that he doesn’t have any medicine with him. Throughout lunchtime, he found himself loitering around your classroom. 

While attending the afternoon classes, Minhyun asked a ridiculous question to Seongwoo that made him say WHAT?! out loud.

“Seongwoo, can a man do it? I can do it for you”, Minhyun suggested, simply concerned of Seongwoo’s future. After Seongwoo apologized to the professor for interrupting the class, he made it clear that only a woman can do it.

It’s already four o’clock in the afternoon and Seongwoo grew tense as the time passed by. At the same time, you were still in school. You wanted to go home but all you can think about is Seongwoo. What if he’s having trouble breathing now? What if he’s dying....While walking towards their office, you bumped to a panicking Minhyun.

“Y/n, please help Seongwoo. He’s really pale now.”

You cursed. You knew this is wrong, totally wrong but if you’re saving a life, it’s fine..., right? 

Minhyun’s right, Seongwoo’s too pale while lying on the floor. He did not feel your presence. You kneeled and gave him a quick peck on the lips. No reaction. You looked at Minhyun, knotting your eyebrows.

“Nothing’s happening. What’s wro- - “

Seongwoo welcomed you with a deep kiss. Upon seeing the situation, Minhyun slowly went outside and closed the door, making sure no one sees the action happening inside. He’s hungry for your lips. Arms around you, tightly wrapping you and seemingly afraid to let you go. Well, he’s literally living through your kisses. His kissing is too intense that you can’t catch up. You simply made him devour your lips. It seems that you will be the one who’ll die if this continues so you repeatedly tap his chest to make him stop. 

He finally let you go. Both of you were heavily breathing. Suddenly, the atmosphere became awkward. You were blushing hard. That became the most intense kiss you’ve ever received. 

“Thanks”, Seongwoo spoke while giving you a small smile. That’s the start of your volunteer life for Seongwoo.

Although the three of you, including Minhyun, would meet every afternoon, you act like strangers during the rest of the day. You’re the one who purposely ignore them. You’re just too embarrassed to look at Seongwoo. Unlike the first two times you’ve saved Seongwoo, your next kisses are not too tense. Most are simple pecks on the lips. There were times when you felt like you’re doing a sin. The fact that it’s a secret and you’re not in a relationship with him makes you feel like a sinner. There were also those times when you want to quit because instead of feeling forced, you anticipate for his kisses every afternoon. There were countless times when you felt like smiling after his kisses and you know that it’s wrong.

“Do you want anything from me after all of these end?”, Seongwoo asked while arranging his papers.

“Hmm.. I’ll think about it.”

“Sure.... I’m going now. See you tomorrow.”

You let a few minutes pass before going outside the office. As much as possible, you don’t want to see Seongwoo outside the four corners of their office.

Tomorrow’s a Saturday, huh?

During the weekends, the two of you would meet at a cafe where Minhyun works. He would give you access to the staff room. Weekends for you was a time to sleep and rest inside the house but after agreeing to his request, you had to go outside even though you just want to be lazy for the day.

“Your father’s coming home tomorrow. You’re not allowed to go outside”, you heard your mother said to your sister. You immediately stood up from the bed. What about Seongwoo?

“Mom, I need to go outside tomorrow”, you said as you walked down the stairs.

“I don’t care about your reasons. The two of you are not allowed to go out tomorrow. Your father’s been out of the country for months. We should be complete and welcome him happily tomorrow.”

You woke up with the mouth-watering aroma coming from the kitchen. Your mother is probably cooking a feast for your father. Suddenly remembering the words of your mother, you brought out of your phone and searched for Seongwoo’s name.

10: 47 Seongwoo, sorry. I can’t go out today.

10:50 Why???

10:52 My father’s coming this afternoon. Do you think you can look for a temporary medicine? Maybe they were able to produce at least one medicine for you already.

You waited for his reply but after 30 minutes, you left your phone on the bed and went downstairs. It took time to prepare all of the food because your mother made food for like 10 people when there’s only four of you. You went upstairs to take a shower. While getting dressed, you turned the phone’s screen to look at the time. Instead of the time, your attention was on the message sent by Seongwoo two hours ago.

12:05 I’m going there later. What’s your address?

12:15 Nevermind. I looked on the student information. See you later.

You hurriedly sent him a message.

14: 34 What?! No! Don’t come here!

14:35 Please Seongwoo! Don’t come here! Just look for another substitute.

14: 40 I’m already on the way. Just tell your parents that you’re expecting a visitor.

14:41 No way! I haven’t brought anyone here before.

14:43 I’ll be the first then. See you!

You texted him again but he did not reply. How would you explain this to your parents? Bringing a man in the house could lead to misunderstanding. 

You heard your mother calling you, informing of your father’s arrival. You went down immediately to welcome and hug him. Due to his arrival, you forgot about Seongwoo. The next time you remembered him was when your sister said that a man was outside, after looking at the screen.

“Who’s that?”, your mother asked.

“Waah, he’s handsome”, your sister commented. Before you can speak, Seongwoo, thru the screen, talked.

“Good afternoon. Is y/n there?”

Then, all at the same time, the three of them looked at you. Immediately, your mother and sister had a knowing look on their faces while your father looked at you questionably.

“I’m sorry for not telling you. We’re supposed to make a project outside but Dad is coming home today so I asked him to do the project here. Is... that okay?”

Your mother gave you a nod, still surprised that you invited someone since you’ve never done it before. You opened the door. Seongwoo gave you a smile while you got an irritated look on your face. Your mother invited him to join in the feast. He sat on the chair beside you. Suddenly, you don’t have any appetite. You were beyond nervous especially with the nature of your relationship with Seongwoo. Fortunately, the attention isn’t on you anymore as your parents talked about work. On the other hand, your sister went to the living room to watch her favorite TV drama.

Suddenly, you felt Seongwoo’s breath on your ear. You knew it’s time. You told your parents that Seongwoo needs to use the comfort room. In a few seconds, you were encaged between Seongwoo’s arms while you were leaning on the bathroom door. He captured your lips into a heated kiss and it felt like forever since you’ve kissed him like this. It took you awhile to go out of the bathroom and your father noticed this. You were actually making sure that your lips don’t look any weird.

Seongwoo laughed at the background while you’re frantically checking your lips. You rolled your eyes and went out of the area. Fortunately, you were on time to lean outside, making it look like you were waiting for Seongwoo, before your  father can see you.

“You’re going to make a project, right? Should I prepare some juice?”, your mother asked.

“Proje--” “Yes,a juice is great! Thanks Mom!”, and you dragged Seongwoo upstairs.

Once inside your room, you explained to him that you said something about a project as an excuse.

“Let’s at least act as if we’re doing something”, you said as you placed papers and various writing materials on the floor. After your mother brought juice, the atmosphere became quiet.

“I’m sorry...”, Seongwoo said.

“You should be.”

After an hour and a half, you told Seongwoo to go home. During the time you were alone, the two of you did not exchange any conversation. Seongwoo knew you were not in the mood to talk so he quietly said his farewells to your family and went home.

The next morning, your sister woke you up at around 10 am. She told you that you’ll spend the whole afternoon at an amusement park. You remembered Seongwoo again. Thinking about him boils you but you can’t do anything about it. You knew Seongwoo needed your help.

10:24 I’m spending the day at an amusement park. Call me later if you need me.

10:25 Okay. Thanks and I’m sorry again.

It was unknown to you that Seongwoo woke up early waiting for your message. He felt guilty for visiting without your approval.

Usually, you would ride every amusement ride but you were not in the mood. Your mother noticed this and asked what’s wrong. You simply shook your head, letting her know that it’s not important. At 14:00, you received a message from Seongwoo. You raised an eyebrow. Why is he here already? It’s still early. He asked for your location which you readily gave. After a few minutes, he arrived.

“Why are you here so early?”, you asked him.

“I want to talk”, he replied.

“Where are you two going?”, your father asked.

“I’d like to borrow y/n’s time for awhile”, Seongwoo politely replied.

You noticed your father’s furrowed brows. His guts tell him that there’s something between you and the man beside you. You tugged Seongwoo’s sleeve.

“Let’s meet if you need me already, okay?”

He did not look at you. His hand suddenly intertwined with yours which made you flinch.

“I’m so sorry for not introducing myself properly. I’m Seongwoo, y/n’s boyfriend.”

You looked at him with wide eyes. Your mother and sister were squealing because of Seongwoo’s straightforward introduction while your father stood there frozen.

“We had a misunderstanding yesterday and I’d like to talk with y/n privately..”

Your father simply nod. You left while Seongwoo’s holding your hand. Did he mean that? Or was it an act?

“Sorry for saying that. They’ll less question about us if we’ll pretend as lovers.”

You scoffed. How stupid of you to think that it wa s a confession. You admit that you fell for him but you also knew that this is temporary. At some point, you thought that you can ask Seongwoo to be your boyfriend as an exchange for all you’ve done. But that would be so selfish of you.

“What do you want to talk about?”

He reached for his pocket and showed his medicine. He had a big smile on his face. He explained that the producers were able to make his medicine earlier than expected. You wanted to smile but.... is this the end? 

“T-that’s great! So it finally ends today?”, you exclaimed as you fake a smile.

“Yes! So have you decided what request you’ll ask me?”

....

You knew this day would come so if there’s anything that you want to ask, that is to experience it one last time.

“Can you kiss me?”, you asked confidently but the red color painted on your cheeks failed you. You noticed the stoic look on his face and you felt embarrassed. It made you look needy for his attention. You let out a fake laugh.

“N-never m-mind that request. L-let me think of another one.”

He held your chin, making you look up to him. With a smirk on his lips, he finally closed the distance. It was the gentlest kiss you’ve ever received from him and you can feel him smile. You wanted more but he stopped in only a few seconds and it made you feel empty.

He gave a sign to you as if telling you to look at your right side. Looking at that direction, you saw your family completely flabbergasted though your mother and sister had some happiness in their faces. 

“You know, we can continue doing this everyday if you want to be my girlfriend”, Seongwoo whispered. You looked at him with wide eyes. Originally, this was what you wanted to request. You gave him a big smile and a nod. He held your hand and started to walk towards your family.

“Dad, Mom, can we spend the rest of the day together?”, Seongwoo asked. You giggled a little as he’s already calling them as Dad and Mom.Your father was in shock. Seeing his precious daughter getting kissed is something he expected to happen sooner but guess it hurts a bit. Your mother simply gave the two of you a nod.

“Sure, Seongwoo. Please take care of her”, she said.

“Of course. Now, we’ll get going.”

Seongwoo led you to another direction as you waved your hand to your family. Your mother smiled as she saw you glowing with happiness. You’ve only noticed where you’re going when you’re already in one of the ferris wheel cubicles.

“Why are we here?”, you asked him.

“I think that kiss is not enough”, he whispered and you blushed. The ferris wheel continued to move upwards as you continued a heated kiss.

note: Minhyun fic coming up. Please anticipate for it. I personally think it’s better than this (lol).

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Blinded [M]

Pairing: Ong Seongwoo x female reader

Genre: fake dating / angst / romance

Warnings: heartache, lots of it / mature content

Word count: 4168

You blinked a couple of times, wondering if you had heard Seongwoo correctly.

He was waiting for your response, and sighed when you didn’t answer. “Y/N?”

“Did, did I hear you correctly?”

With a simple nod, Seongwoo grinned at you. “Would you date me, please?”

“But, this would be really stupid. No one would believe we’d be dating,” you retorted, blinking back the emotions from receiving his offer not once now, but twice. You were soon shaking your head incredulously. “Mad, you’ve gone mad.”

“I have,” he agreed earnestly, leaning over the bench towards you. It made you slightly apprehensive to be in close proximity after such a request. He then sighed. “But it’s the only way I can get Hanjoo back. I just need to get her sufficiently jealous, and then she’ll come running back, knowing we belong together. Please Y/N, there’s no other girl I can ask this of. Besides, you said you wanted to get the attention of Daniel, and there’s no easier way than showing that you’re capable of being more than a friend, than dating someone in front of him.”

“Ong,” you started, shaking your head at your childhood friend. “We’ve known each other for years. If we were to have hooked up, it would have happened by now.”

“Many friends turn into lovers.” He grinned. “You helped ease my broken heart and I was enamoured that the most beautiful woman was under my nose all this time. It’s plausible, as long as we play all the right cards, Y/N.”

You sighed, he had you there. As much as it made sense, you were hesitant. Fake relationships always had the possibility of turning messy, or worse, falling in love. You stared at the man across from you and cringed. You had never thought he was your kind of attractive once in life. He was just the dorky kid who could fold his ears down that lived next door.

And now he was asking you to be his girlfriend, a fake one of course.

Seongwoo leaned in closer, battering his lashes at you dramatically. “Please help me?”

“Fine.”

Seongwoo cheered before scooting closer to you and you visibly flinched at his body pressing into yours. It wasn’t like he hadn’t ever been this close before, you were good friends after all. But given the situation, it had your eyes nearly bouncing out of your head as his arm came to rest over your shoulders. “Are you mad?! People can see you!”

“Y/N, I want people to see this,” he said matter of factly, shooting you an expectant look. “We’re dating, remember?”

You weren’t certain this was the best idea, but there was little room to turn back now.

Over the next month your relationship was well established within your circles at university. The funniest thing was that no one seemed bothered by it, of course Hanjoo being the exception. Everyone else believed you had actually fallen in love after all this time of being neighbours.

And they should with how much effort you had both put in creating the same stories, choosing what kind of skinship to exhibit and how fast the relationship was progressing. At first you had been hesitant to listen to Seongwoo about the physical aspects needed to make this look real. You hadn’t ever thought of being with him, and now he was expecting you to kiss him? It was all too much and he had spent an entire week convincing you, even suggesting you schedule in a practice night, where you both did just that. Now you were a pro at reaching for his lips, feeling the softness of them in every kiss.

You didn’t want to admit that it was kind of a perk.

And your little plan was working. Hanjoo was worked up watching you until she’d had enough, either ignoring you both and making it entirely obvious that she wasn’t happy about your relationship, or approaching Seongwoo when you weren’t at his side, smiling up at him and touching his lower arm. You were hopeful this would all be over soon and you could move on with Daniel.

You had been spending a lot of time with Seongwoo’s other friend, partially because Seongwoo would purposely invite Daniel out with you to group events, and because you were taking the same English paper this semester. It was easy to talk to him now, and you honestly believed it was because of the confidence you felt from pulling off this fake relationship so well. It had given you the momentum to express yourself a little more than the reserved girl who sat in the shadows before.

You had to admit, Seongwoo was helping you a lot these days.

After another two months of fake dating, Hanjoo was back to messaging Seongwoo daily. And whenever she saw him on campus, she was no longer afraid to approach you both, her niceties making you feel irked every time, especially when her hand reached to touch Seongwoo. In the past it hadn’t bothered you at all, but then again that was back before the make out sessions had begun.

You weren’t exactly sure when things started to change for you. Perhaps it was when Seongwoo bought you a novel you had been wanting for awhile, or when he told you how much your glasses really made your eyes the most captivating pair he’d ever seen. And then when you’d be lazing around at his house planning what to do next, touching and kissing just seemed natural now. Neither of you questioned it but you really should have.

When he first really kissed you, pinning you to his bed and unleashing pent up passion from obviously not getting enough lately, you had been stunned, appreciative and welcoming of such attention. No one had ever kissed you like that, and when he did it again, you didn’t hesitate to meet his fevered kisses with your own. Soon it was you initiating them, and he was just as obliging. You had crossed the lines of this fake relationship with very real progression.

So it made sense you didn’t like Hanjoo touching him now. He was yours; you had been dating Seongwoo for the past three months. Except you knew deep down, Seongwoo was still invested in her. He would always exclaim when she’d like his social media posts, or tell you about how she had yanked him into an empty classroom to talk. He didn’t seem to catch the fall in your expression, or the hurt in your eyes the longer he gushed about these meetings.

And you were too dumbfounded to tell him how much it hurt to hear such things. After all, in his eyes you were both only faking this. You wondered how he was able to do such a good job at separating the feelings, because you weren’t anymore.

It’s why you decided to break up.

“What did you just say?” Seongwoo asked softly, dropping the phone he had been smiling down at. His dark eyes grew wide and he shook his head rapidly. “No, we can’t break up! I don’t want to!”

“Seongwoo, we’ve been at this for over three months now. You clearly have Hanjoo’s interest; just tell her you couldn’t handle being with me anymore when you still love her.”

It hurt to say it and your heart was breaking, but you knew if you didn’t separate yourself now from all of this, it would hurt too much later on.

“No, I can’t leave you yet!” He was up off your bed now, running a frazzled hand through his hair. “I can’t leave you.”

“This is fake, Seongwoo,” you reminded him and he blinked a couple of times at your reiteration of your agreement, which fuelled some stupid sense of optimism in the pit of your stomach. You really didn’t need to be reading his expression right now in hopes you could be just like every movie out there that started with a fake relationship and fall endlessly in love. This wasn’t a fictional world, it was real life. Nothing was ever that simple for you.

“Y/N, we need to continue. We can’t be over yet.”

“Why not? I’m done pretending to be yours, when I could actually be in a loving relationship right now, Ong.”

His eyebrow hitched up then, and he jumped back on the bed, his lips hovering around yours. “What’s not loving about what we have, hm?”

“You’re kidding, right?!”

He shook his head and placed a chaste kiss on your lips. Pulling back, he smirked at how flustered you appeared. “I’m pretty sure you’ve been enjoying this as much as I have been.”

He had you there, and he knew it. More kisses followed the first, and soon you were underneath him, his hands slipping under your shirt and running over the skin just under your bra. He was too good at this, and your mind was swimming with desire. Finally he pulled back, panting a little and brushed the hair out of your face. “One more month, then I promise if Hanjoo and I still aren’t together then, we’ll break up and I’ll let you date someone properly. Who knows maybe we’ll fall in love and not need anyone else either?”

You had been stupid to believe that line, kissing him back and accepting his deal far too easily.

A month went by, and then another, and soon you were up to your sixth month together. Somehow Seongwoo had you addicted to his promises, none of them coming true but each time you’d believe the next one would be, and he’d finally set you free. You had lost all willpower of your own to say it was done and dusted, you were too in love with him now. Everything about him suited you. He let you have your alone time when you needed it, or would smother you in kisses and cuddles when you were particularly needy. Your dates were more complex, now attending things together that you wouldn’t have as a fake lover. And you knew him so well that whenever things were hard for him with school you could appease him, making him laugh again in an instant. You were long gone down this rabbit hole and there was no exit in sight, because he had you completely captivated. And it was because you both worked so well together.

You had hoped that because you had lasted so long, Hanjoo’s attention would wane. If Seongwoo wasn’t ready to give up yet, then perhaps the other party involved would, and you all but were personally at her side encouraging this. Once she moved on for good, Seongwoo would only have you, and realise his saying all those months ago of having the best woman all along would come true.

It was juvenile, but you were desperate to keep him as yours. You had long forgotten your crush on Daniel, Seongwoo’s lips and sweet nothings blinding you to any other guy out there. He was your everything, and you couldn’t believe you had wasted so many years just being his friend. You yearned to have come first, to have taken his heart long before Hanjoo had.

And with the graces of God, there was a fleeting moment when you actually tasted this. Hanjoo had agreed to a date with an older man, sending Seongwoo’s temper through the roof and your elation just as high. She was finally moving on.

Of course this meant Seongwoo was needier, but your lips were up for the job, and he seemed to settle with your avid attention. For two weeks, you felt the transition into this being just you and him for the first time. He was more attentive to you, wanting to be with you all the time, and even sleeping over a couple of times.

But it was short lived when you went to the party your year was hosting on campus. Hanjoo had come with her new beau, and was not holding back in showering him in affections, Seongwoo downing shot after shot until his neck was red and you could tell he was drunk. You hadn’t drunk as much, but you still felt the affect of the alcohol in your body, stumbling a little as you helped Seongwoo back to his home.

“I don’t want to be alone tonight, Y/N,” he murmured as you went to leave after placing him on his bed and you hesitated, you could see the lust in his eyes forming as he looked at you from under his drooping eyelids. He licked at his lips. “God you’re gorgeous, you know that? I’m glad we started this, because I never knew you were this beautiful back then.”

“That’s the alcohol talking,” you confirmed and he shook his head, reaching for the lower part of your thigh as you stood beside him and ran his hand up and down your bare leg.

“No, I’ve known this for awhile. Fuck, why are you messing around with me, I don’t deserve you, Y/N. You’re so gorgeous.”

“Okay, I’m going before we do something we end up regretting.”

He sat up then, gazing up at you with such intensity it erupted flutters into your stomach. “What if we don’t regret it? What if I want you more than anything right now? No, I’ve wanted this for months now. I just didn’t want to hurt you, but now I know, I want to love you.”

“L-love?” It wasn’t uncommon in company for Seongwoo to say he loved you; it was all part of the act. But behind closed doors he had no need to. And with the look in his eyes right now, you believed he meant it.

You were in his arms in an instant then, kissing him with such demand that it knocked him back down on his bed, his hands finding the hem of your dress and started yanking it up. You helped him by removing it and finished unbuttoning his shirt, leaving a trail of kisses all over his upper chest. This had him groaning and grinding up into you, his hands on his belt buckle and shedding himself of his clothing altogether, whilst your bra and panties soon joined them.

He eyed you for a moment and you held your breath, the way he looked at you made you feel on fire. He shook his head softly, smiling seductively a moment later. “This was under all those clothes? Jesus Y/N.”

“Please tell me you have protection,” you breathed and he fumbled in the drawer of his nightstand, producing a foiled package and grinning up at you.

It wasn’t long until he was entering you, neither of you having the patience to wait any longer to be completely together. Your moans elicited his groans, and soon you were both panting from the exertion of your love making, his hands exploring every inch of you as you rode him into ecstasy. When you collapsed on top of him, Seongwoo kissed the top of your head, bringing you closer to him. “I love you.”

“I love you too, Seongwoo.”

You felt euphoric for the next two weeks, several other love making sessions happening to further cement your good mood. But it was stolen from you far too quickly, the moment Hanjoo turned up on Seongwoo’s doorstep. You had been over studying with him when he swore at a message he received on his phone, his eyes darting around the room in haste.

“What’s wrong?”

“Hanjoo’s here!”

“So tell her to leave?” you replied, watching him carefully. He hadn’t mentioned her once since you had uttered those three magical words to each other, and Seongwoo had honestly seemed free from the traps of his old flame. It made no sense to you as to why he was acting like this anymore.

He glanced distractedly at you and then his eyes widened. “You need to not be here!”

“I’m your girlfriend, I have every right to be here, Ong Seongwoo.”

“Please, just let me deal with this and then I’ll come to yours and we’ll be fine. I need to end this, once and for all.”

“You’re really going to?” He nodded and you got up, grabbing your things, stretching up to kiss him.

“I won’t be long,” he urged and you nodded, heading out the back door of his family home and going over to your own.

An hour went by and you tried not to watch from the window that faced his to see what was going on. Another two and you could see the light was still on in his room, and people moving in there. You were growing tired and a little frustrated. He wasn’t answering your texts, and soon the light went out.

You stood there wondering what that meant. Was he ushering her outside and then coming over? You waited like a fool for another twenty minutes and then it dawned on you.

He wasn’t coming.

The tumultuous end to your love was bitter. It was cruel and you were at fault for believing him. You knew when Seongwoo turned up on your doorstep the next day he hadn’t slept alone. You could see it in his eyes, the guilt he held for what sinful acts he had gotten up to. You slammed the door shut in his face, not wanting to hear what excuse he could give you. There wasn’t anything that would ease your heart from it.

As you struggled with the forgotten chapter of your own love story, Hanjoo and Seongwoo soon were picking back up where they left theirs. It wasn’t as open as your own relationship had appeared to others, but you knew him so well know that you could tell. The way Seongwoo looked at her was the way you had looked at him, and when they first kissed on campus it was when your world truly broke. You wanted to quit and move to another country. You were ashamed, feeling completely used and destroyed by someone who you had trusted far too easily. You decided you didn’t know Seongwoo at all.

If you hadn’t of been so blind, you would have seen the signs more easily. The way he never gave Hanjoo up. The way he was still checking in on her months after their break-up. The fact that their connection had never ended even though there was no physical signs. It was all there and you had been a stupid fool to think you could sway him to think of you the way he did Park Hanjoo.

The year ended and you took a semester off, unable to cope with seeing them in your face smiling whilst you were crying on the inside. Then you started looking at other universities, convincing your parents you were being bullied and wanted a new start. They believed it and you were soon packing up to leave the only home you had known.

It was too close to Seongwoo’s and you couldn’t cope living so near to the person you allowed to break you.

You were outside throwing trash in the bin, hesitating over the things you had been given by Seongwoo. They had been in a box under your bed all this time, and clearing out your room meant taking out what you didn’t need anymore. When you returned from university you hoped to start a new life and keeping this wouldn’t help you at all.

You felt eyes on you after awhile and glanced up, letting your hardening gaze drop immediately. Seongwoo hadn’t really spoken to you since the first week of his apparent getting back with Hanjoo, and you never let him get more than a few words in before you were running away from him. Soon he gave up altogether. It was easier for you both to just avoid each other. You willed for him to go away, there was no need to change the routine of life now.

“Hey, uh, I heard you’re changing schools?”

You didn’t answer him, too preoccupied on breathing properly and not letting the tears fall from your eyes like they wanted to. Seongwoo sighed heavily and you could see out of your peripheral that he was moving his hands about awkwardly. “We should have never done what we did. I’m sorry I asked you to be my girlfriend, and-”

You dumped the box of stuff quickly into the trash, glaring up at Seongwoo a moment later. “It’s too late to apologise. But don’t worry; it was my fault for being an idiot who believed your lies.”

“I wasn’t lying, Y/N. I really wasn’t. I fucked up, and I fell for you too.”

“Just not enough,” you concluded and he didn’t respond.

“I miss you.”

“You have no right to. We’re not friends, we’re nothing now.”

It hurt you both to hear that, and you knew it.

“Right, nothing. Of course. Y/N, I hope your new school treats you well.”

“Don’t worry; I won’t have anyone to convince me to date them there.”

“Can you stop being bitter for just a-”

“I can’t,” you admitted, letting the tears fall. “Seongwoo, it’s best that you just focus on what you have. I need to leave before I don’t have anything left.”

“What does that even mean?!” he exclaimed, his own emotions rising. “Listen, Y/N-”

“I’m leaving now. I hope if we ever cross paths in the future, you look the other way. Goodbye Ong Seongwoo.”

You could hear his crying behind you as you walked away, and your own overwhelmed you as soon as you shut the door, sinking down to the ground and wishing you never would see him again.

Of course your parents living side by side meant your wish was never fully granted. And you had done well enough to make sure you wouldn’t visit on holidays when you knew Seongwoo would be home. You had been alerted from social media updates from mutual friends that Seongwoo and Hanjoo hadn’t lasted long after you left, Seongwoo getting a taste of what betrayal felt like. It didn’t bring you any comfort though, it hurt to be the receiver of such pain, and even if you hated him for what he did to you, it didn’t mean you wanted him to suffer. Even after trying to deal with your feelings, you had once loved him endlessly. It would be wrong to want him to feel pain you had.

But it didn’t mean you wanted to run into his arms either. There was a small part of you that wouldn’t mind it, but you weren’t that feeble girl you once were. You had gained a degree, further life experiences, and wisdom over the past few years. Running back to Seongwoo would destroy how hard you had worked. You couldn’t trust in him to hold onto you anyway.

It was hard though. The times you did cross paths weren’t as awkward as you wanted them to remain. Sometimes you’d even share a smile or two. And once you even rode the subway side by side after work. But it never went further than that, both of you far too hesitant to spiral away from whatever was building between you.

It couldn’t be allowed to go any further than this, but you didn’t want it to go back to nothing either. It was a horrible limbo, one that sometimes kept you up at night, much like the distant memories of how his kisses tasted or they way he spoke lovingly into your ear.

Love was complicated and you craved it, but after the heartache you endured you couldn’t reach for it. And so whilst everyone else married around you, your relationship status remained single. It annoyed your family, but your level of trust in love was gone.

Sometimes you liked to imagine what it would be like if you had still remained together. You’d envision the bobbing of little heads running around your home and maybe a dog playing with them too. A kiss on your forehead as he arrived home from work and lots of laughter. Putting the kids to bed together and then curling up in each other until exhaustion hit and a new day would arrive. It was torturous, but you enjoyed these images far too much.

Some days you were certain you saw a similar gaze in Seongwoo’s that made you know he thought about it too. You never did anything about it though, the fear of it being another fake world tearing down any hope you had conjured up momentarily.

Maybe one day you’d find the courage to step forward. You hoped it would be with someone else. But you knew your heart craved him, and whenever you closed your eyes to sleep it was always Seongwoo who greeted you there. At least in your dreams he loved you as much as you did him.

Dreams were all you could have.  

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Competition - Seongwoo x Reader

Pairing: Ong Seongwoo (WANNA ONE) x Reader

Warnings: smut

Genre: kinda angsty at first, enemies to lovers smut

Requested: Yes

A/N: Well this took me a while ‘cause I wasn’t really inspired to write smut (which I am now and I’m gonna write all the smut requests I can while it lasts) so here it is finally! Thank you for requesting, hope you like it~

- This situation is disgusting... - When will you realise that you are the only disgusting thing in this room?- you said, looking away from him. - Excuse me? You know you're trapped here too, right? It had barely been a few minutes since you realized that you couldn't open the door and you had already lost it. In your defense you had to say that it was your enemy you were trapped with. Ong Seongwoo, the "cool kid" that had everything and always felt the urge to rub his success in your face. You were so done with him. You had been trying to compete with him for years, but you never had a chance to win. Everyone had assumed that you would always occupy the second place, right behind Seongwoo. Everyone but you. You had been working on your photography project for weeks, you had the greatest idea ever and you wanted to make it perfect. Even though not many people signed in for the competition, the only person that mattered did. You felt like this was your chance to finally win the first place at something and defeat Seongwoo. So you always spent extra hours in school to edit the pictures you took. And surprise, so did Seongwoo. That became a competition as well, who could stay longer in the room without getting tired or going home. You had to proove you were better than him at something so you never gave up. It became pretty often for you to stay in the room every friday afternoon, and if it wasn't for Seongwoo you would be totally fine spending your free time like that. That brings us to the current situation: both of you being locked in the room with no idea how to get out. - Okay I'll just call someone and we can go out.- he said after a short silence. - Do you think I haven't thought of that, Sherlock? There's no service in here... With your few ideas being discarded, you decided to wait until someone passed by and scream for help right then. But after a couple of hours all your hopes started to vanish. Would you be trapped for the whole weekend? No way, you'd break a window and jump out first. - Why are you always so rude?- Seongwoo broke the silence. You couldn't help but laugh at how ridiculous you found his question.- I'm totally serious, Y/N, what have I done that's so bad? - Do you really not know?- you asked, looking at him. He shook his head and you scoffed.- You have been showing off for years, always laughing at me being in second place, and you ask me why I'm rude? - I... I didn't think you'd take it personal, I'm like that to everyone. - Yeah that's the problem, you're an asshole. - Yeah I am, maybe that's why I don't understand why you're so mad.- Silence became heavier after he said that.- Look, Y/N, I'm sorry, I didn't think it would hurt you. - Then why did you do it?- you lifted your head and looked at him again. He sighed deeply. - I don't know... I didn't really know how to start a conversation with you. I just wanted us to be closer I guess. "How on earth would someone become close to a person that's been making them feel like shit for years?" you thought to yourself. You couldn't think of an answer to that. Maybe he was even more stupid than you had anticipated. - Y/N the truth is that I really like you. I didn't mean to hurt you, I'm really sorry. - Forget it, we're fine.- you never thought you would be saying this to him, to the person who had become your worst nightmare. - Are we?- you could feel his eyes brightening up even without looking at him. - Yeah. You actually pushed me to the limit and made me work harder. Not in the best way maybe, but it worked. It became a motivation to surpass myself, I guess. You sat beside him, feeling his eyes on you. You finally dared to look at him after a while and damn, you had never noticed how cute he actually looked. Maybe the fact that you never saw him smiling plus your own anger didn't let you realise it before. In the blink of an eye you noticed you had unconciously pulled him closer to you and now only a few inches separated you from him. - You have no idea how long I have been waiting for this to happen.- he whispered against your lips. He placed his hand on your nape and brought you close enough to kiss you. His lips felt smooth, in contrast to the needy kiss you both shared. It wasn't long until you felt his tongue on your lips, like asking for permission to enter your mouth. The kiss became a new competition: who would take the lead. You gave in easily in this one, though, and Seongwoo's hands travelled down your spine, finding their place on your hips. The feeling of his firm grip gave you shivers. You could tell he liked your reaction when you felt him grin against your lips. Suddenly he took you and sat you on his lap, facing him, and kissed you again. His hands caressing your back under your shirt made your breath hitch and you could feel a familiar heat through your body. You began to rock your hips by instinct and Seongwoo's moans got muffled in your mouth. He thrusted up a few times and you swore you were going crazy. The heat got unbearable but you couldn't separate from him because you felt like you would loose your breath if he stopped. Soon both your clothes were on the floor and his hands were all over your body, still shaking and looking for release. Your moans and panting filled the thick air of the room. Your nails digging on his back as he kissed your neck. - I could do this for years.- he said, moving his hand towards your clothed core. - Fuck...- you moaned at the feeling of his warm fingers touching you. He smiled at your reaction. -Suddenly the idea of being trapped here doesn't seem so terrible, right?- he cooed.

[koreabooeauty]

Scars that littered my skin were told that they were like stars, beautiful and unique, how can you make something so ugly as me sound so beautiful

[sensualwannaone]

Dirty Little Secret 

Member: Seongwoo Ong

Word Count: 1,3k

Genre: Smut

Request: “Some Seongwoo smut please!”

A/N: Mentions of alcohol and explicit language. This was my first request so I hope you enjoy it! I had a fun time writing this! Also, if anyone is wondering, not all of my writing is smut. I do other genres as well hehe. :-)

Attending parties was never something that you were keen on. You were the type that would rather be cozied up in bed with your pajamas on, sipping hot chocolate, and watching Netflix for so long that it had to ask, “are you still there?”

This house was huge, the walls painted with a rich rouge color, and everywhere you looked there sat another expensive looking decorative piece or furnishing. Could this even be considered a house? It was more like a mansion that could be showcased on some HGTV show. Grand and elegant in every use of the word.

When you saw your best friend’s face you couldn’t be more excited for some type of familiarity.

“I’ve been looking for you for the past twenty minutes!” You yelled over the booming bass of the music.

“Did you meet any hotties in the process!?” Your best friend beamed.

Yoo-ri was always the type to be upbeat and energetic. It was something you had grown accustomed to over the past seven years of your friendship. She had long straight black hair and warm inviting brown eyes to match the nature of her personality. She never had to wear much makeup to highlight her beauty. It came effortlessly to her to be beautiful. You admired her and envied her all the same.

“If by hotties you mean random people I’ve never seen in my life, then yes. I’ve met so many hotties.” Your reply was laced with sarcasm.

Yoo-ri laughed, “Well, I suppose we need to get a few drinks in you. What’s your poison for tonight? Vodka, Rum, Gin, ooo what about Jungle Juice!”

“How about hot chocolate that’s been waiting for me in my cabinet at home?” You tried.

“Not a chance!” She scoffed, “You dragged your ass out here and now you’re going to make the most of it!”

Yoo-ri suddenly jumped when a hand touched her back. As she turned, you simultaneously saw the owner of the said hand.

“Did I scare you?” Seongwoo asked with a brilliant smile.

Seongwoo was handsome. Everyone could see that. All the girls in school whispered about him, he was friends with anyone he met, and he was dating your best friend. He had a charismatic nature about him that made you want to be near or around him given the chance. You couldn’t blame Yoo-ri for falling for him.

“Uhm, yeah! I’m happy to see you though. I was beginning to think you were going to let your beautiful girlfriend be alone all night.” Yoo-ri fake pouted.

She placed a chaste kiss to his lips and put her hand on his chest as if to mark her territory. They had been together for three months. The display of PDA was never your thing. Most of the time when you were together with them, you found yourself looking away in discomfort.

“And the hermit came out?” Seongwoo joked as he looked at you.

“I was tricked if we’re being honest.” You retorted.

Seongwoo laughed and kept his eyes on you for a few moments longer as Yoo-ri began speaking to him about the events that had occurred before you got there. After a few minutes of standing there bored, you decided to walk away to find the “poison” that Yoo-ri was on about earlier.

After 3 am you found yourself on the floor of the upstairs bathroom. Too much poison.

The floor tiles were cool against your back and it was the quietest space you had been in all night long. That is until you heard the door creak open. You turned your head and squint your eyes in the direction of the noise.

“Hello?” You said aloud.

Seongwoo came into focus and he looked down at you as he held onto the bathroom doorknob. “Finally, I’ve been looking all over for you.” His tone was soft, not agitated like you would expect him to be. He crossed over to you and knelt. “C’mon, we need to get you up.” Seongwoo easily pulled you up into his embrace.

“But- I don’t want to go anywhere,” the words slurred as you spoke. “I want to stay right here and have fun all night long.” You laughed, at what, you weren’t quite sure.

Seongwoo let a chuckle escape his lips as he supported your weight. He sat you down on the edge of the bed in the room next door. Soon, he had placed a cup of water in your hand that you weren’t sure you could keep ahold of. He sat next to you and began to rub your back in a soothing motion.

“I don’t think I’ve ever seen you this out of your element, [Y/N]. I have to say, I’m proud of you for letting loose.”

You looked over at him and wiped the water from your lips after taking a big drink. “Do you think I’m pretty, Seongwoo?”

Even through your drunken haze, you could see the surprised expression that crossed his face. After an excruciatingly long moment of silence, you spoke again.

“Well, I guess that answers that,” you said quietly under your breath. You didn’t even know why you had asked. Maybe you didn’t really want to know.

Seongwoo’s fingers skimmed over your jawline. He leaned in close to you, his warm breath could be felt against your skin. “I think you’re more than pretty, [Y/N].” He answered.

After he spoke, his lips found yours and he kissed you.

You didn’t know if it was the alcohol that clouded your judgment or your inhibitions being set free, but you kissed him back. It was all a blur. Your hands on each other, your clothes lost in the haze, the world around you ceasing to exist. It was just you and him in that moment.

He supported his weight above you and rested both hands on the bed beside your head. His hips ground into yours causing your desire to grow deeper. You reacted by wrapping your legs around his waist, securing his body to yours. Your lips never parted from each other. The way that he moved his tongue along yours was intoxicating.  

His hand traveled along the side of your body tracing every curve you had to offer him. He appreciated you just by touch and it was something you had never felt before. He moved his hand further down your body to your heat where he began to rub slow circles into your fully exposed clit with the pads of his fingers. Your body reacted by pushing up into his. Any kind of contact your skin could make with his was all that you wanted. Seongwoo took the opportunity to break the kiss and trail his lips down your neck and chest. He began to leave his mark on you as his lips sucked at your sensitive skin.

It wasn’t long after this that he had entered you, filled you with his erect member, and stretched the walls of your tightness. He pushed in and out, in and out, repeatedly doing so with precise rhythm. You moaned for him repeatedly, finally begging to cum when it became too much to handle.

“Seongwoo,” you murmured, “Please, I’m gonna c-cum…”

“Not yet,” he whispered into your ear after groaning. “I want to enjoy you just a little while longer.”

He continued to pound into you mercilessly. His thrusts indicated that he wanted this just as much as you did. There was no use in trying to hold your orgasm at bay any longer. You began to cum, harder than you ever had before. It consumed your body and made you scream so loud you were sure someone would hear you over the music. You scratched at Seongwoo’s back begging for release. Grabbing onto anything that you could to ride out your orgasm.

His breath was ragged and uneven as he came down from his high. He looked into your eyes and rested his forehead on yours. You ran your hands over his back, over the marks you had caused. He looked as if he wanted to say something but couldn’t find the words to express himself.

He kissed your lips gently, letting the words go unsaid.

[gugulin]

leather jackets and cars -seongwoo scenario-

A/N: soooooo this is my first scenario on this blog!! (wooohoooo) lol. I really, really hope you guys like it… I originally was going to make this a guanlin scenario, but I decided it was too suggestive to make him the main character, so I changed it to seongwoo. anyways, hope you enjoy!! :-)

–WARNING: suggestive material

“Oh Daddy, I don’t want to spend all day in this stupid office!”

“You won’t be spending all day here…you’ll be spending all summer here.”

You groaned. Your father thought that instead of letting you spend your summer on beaches, by pool sides, with your friends, you should be in the police station. You’ll be sorting out his paperwork, transferring calls to his office, and taking down notes/messages for him. You thought it was the dullest thing in the world. Just because your father was a police captain did not mean you should throw away your whole summer.

He led you through the crowded office room to a desk beside his door. “You’ll sit here and work,” he said, “Answering calls, taking down messages, and speaking with very important officials in town. This will be a very important lesson for you, Y/N.”

“An important lesson in what, Dad?” you asked, sitting behind the desk.

“An important lesson in what happens to people when they commit crimes,” he gestured to the multiple desks nearby. You saw officers sitting down with unsavory-looking people handcuffed to their chairs. You could spot people sitting in the holding cells nearest you, eying you in your boat-neck sweater tucked into your burgundy skirt. “If you keep keepin’ on with this behavior of yours, you’re gonna end up like one of those hoodlums.”

“Daddy, just because I was smoking under the bleachers doesn’t mean I’m going to live a life of crime,” you said. “You’re such a square!”

“I may be a square, but I am your father and I don’t want you to start throwing your life away just because you want to be cool,” He said. “First it’s your grades, then it’s staying out after your curfew, and now it’s cigarettes!”

“But you smoke too, Daddy.”

“That’s because I’m an adult,” he said. He moved to his office, “Start sorting out those files on your desk. I’ll come back to check on your at lunch time…and wipe that lipstick off! There’s no red-lips allowed in the office, I told you!”

You didn’t listen. As you began shifting through the various reports, you understood your father’s concern completely, though found it completely unnecessary. If he bothered listening, he’d know your grades did not drop. Only the math class did, because Mrs. Burbage is a heinous bitch who confuses people on purpose. You stayed out past curfew because traffic held you up. You also smoked cigarettes on occasion; not all the time like he did. You did not get why he could not trust you. It’s as if you living your own life scared him. His little girl was making her own decisions, and they were decisions he didn’t agree with.

So, instead of conforming and trying to understand, he simply punished you.

You sorted out a lot of the messy paperwork your father handed you, and filed them in the correct cabinets. You made coffee for him, you set up meetings with town officials, and were glanced at by officers and offenders alike. You were the new girl; they’d grow tired of you eventually. Your day remained in a dull state before they were wrestled in.

“Hey, hey, hey! Watch the hair!” a tall brunette boy in a leather jacket said.

“Hands off the jacket!” A pink-haired one said, struggling out of an officer’s grip.

Eleven boys wearing black leather jackets, jeans and sneakers walked into the precinct. You recognized the logos on the backs of their jackets: the letter “W” with the number “1” right after it. You’d seen certain buildings tagged with such a logo on them around the seedier parts of town. Wanna One. You’d heard they were quite a rowdy group; they caused trouble on occasion like the other motorcycle gangs in town. These boys were young though; still school age, you can’t think of them doing anything particularly wrong. They were lead to a holding cell closest to you.

“Oh sweetheart!” The first boy groaned, “You are beautiful!” You blushed, looking away from him. “You don’t have to be shy, baby”

“Get in ‘ere, ya punk!” the policeman holding him said as he shoved him into the small cell. “We’re gonna ring all ya folks first, and then start laying out charges. In the meantime, we’re gonna thumb ya and put ya all on the books!.”

“Thumb me? Dick, that’s a little inappropriate, don’t you think?” The handsome brunette smirked. “What kind of police station is this?”

“Aargh! Ya lucky we ain’t doin’ cavity searches!” he slammed his baton on the bars to make him jump back. The police officer walked over to you, his demeanor suddenly changing. “I hate to do this to ya on ya first day, hun,” he began, “But somebody’s gotta get these boys checked in. Wallace will help ya out so the boys don’t, uh, you know do anything inappropriate towards ya.”

“No problem, Richard,” You smiled.

“Thanks, sweetie.” He explained the booking system to you, which was basically taking down information about each boy to have on file, and then charges could be made by police. “Wally, start bringin’ 'em over 'ere one at a time!”

Wallace, another officer, brought over the pink-haired boy, Daniel, you learned, smiled and flirted through his whole interview. You’d be lying if you said he wasn’t charming. The blondie, seungwoon, came up next. Much haughtier than the others, he flexed for you slightly as he stood there in front of you and made a suggestive comment or two. The handsome brunette, minhyun, tried to be flirty, though only ended up getting whacked by Wallace when his eyes fell to your cleavage.

The last one was the one who called you ‘sweetheart’. He came up to you quite smoothly without a fuss. His broad shoulders, long legs, and tall hair made him stand out from the rest of his gang. You tried not staring at his face for too long in fear your attraction might be given away.

“Name?” you asked.

“How about you put down 'Man of Your Dreams’?” he grinned.

You laughed, but Wallace clotted him, “Watch who you’re talking to, kid. That’s the captain’s daughter.”

He beamed, “Psh, even more reason to be so nice and friendly. What’s your name, sweetheart?”

“Y/N,” you replied. You then moved down the page, “Date of Birth?”

“August 25th, 1995,” he said.

“Height?”

“You mean vertically or horizontally?” he winked, smirking down at you.

You blushed a deep red, but this comment only got him hit by Wallace again. You went through the whole interview with his flirtations and suggestions, which resulted in him being hit again. You swore he’d have brain damage before the end of it. When Wallace took him back to the cell, you were charged with taking the files back to Richard’s desk. You walked by their cell, getting the usual hoots and hollers from them.

Seongwoo, though, simply glanced at you. You felt his eyes follow you around the office, though whenever you turned to him, he was focused on something else. Perhaps it is your head playing games with you. Also, you knew your father would never approve of a boy like him. Though, when he winked at you from across the room, you couldn’t stop yourself from blushing.

“You’re cute when you blush like that,” he said, angling his head at edge of the cell which was a few feet from you. “Perhaps I should come around here more often and make you blush like that all the time.”

“Then I wouldn’t have to bother putting blush on in the morning.”

“But you should keep on those red lips of yours,” he smiled. “They look…really good on you.”

You giggled, “You think so? My dad thinks it makes me look like a floosy.”

“I don’t think so,” he said. “They bring out the shape of your lips, and makes them look very tempting.”

“Tempting for what, exactly?” You asked.

“Kissing. Slowly. Softly,” he suggestively. “I wouldn’t mind having that smeared all over me if it meant I could kiss you.”

You blushed a deep red, “Oh my…”

“How about you and I go out tonight? There’s a movie playing at the drive in. We can go in my car,” he said. “If you want.”

You considered his offer. “I suppose I could,” you shrugged. “I don’t see why not.” You knew why not. Dad would kill you for talking to him, let alone riding around in a car with him at night. He’ll probably try to cop a feel or make out with you, but you felt he wouldn’t try too hard. Plus, it would be a relief to go out with somebody new.

“Perfect,” he smiled. “Sounds like a date.”

“Ong! Your folks are here!” An officer called as he unlocked the cell.

“See you tonight, gorgeous,” he smiled.

Your father certainly won’t be happy about this.

[ennergetics]

updates

some things i want to finish before the month is over:

prince au (kang daniel) [gift for @ssaemchu]

holiday drabbles (various)

down with love ii (ong seongwu)

things sitting in my drafts i want to FINISH but will not attempt till i’m done with the above:

high school au (bae jinyoung)

sequel to the manual (park jihoon)

drunken adventures (jeong sewoon)

domestic smut (hwang minhyun)

northern star ii (kang daniel)

i’d also like to catch up to wanna one go HAHA just so i have a better grasp of the boys’ personalities!! chat me up if there’s anything among the requests you’d particularly like to read first and i’ll see what i can do, hehe.

[romanticahwi]

wanna one mlt have a corruption kink pls~~~~~

omg hi anon! I apologize I never saw this!

a/n: I won’t be including Daehwi or Guanlin because I’m not too comfortable with writing nsfw works for them.

Most

Daniel

Sungwoon

Jinyoung

Seongwu

Woojin

Jihoon

Minhyun

Jaehwan

Jisung

Least

Reasoning below the cut! 

Daniel- Seongwu: these four simply give off the vibes that they would like having a partner who doesn’t have much experience, and who they can practically corrupt. This also might lead into them wanting an s/o who has little to no experience in sex, so that they can taint their innocence one step at a time; they find pleasure in the fact that THEY’RE the one’s who will get to have the pleasure of corrupting you, not anyone else.

Woojin & Jihoon: I don’t think these two would care. Whether their partner is already corrupted or not, I believe that they just simply want to be able to give their lover the love that the deserve, regardless of how experienced they are.

Minhyun-Jisung: I won’t say these three would be opposed to it, because I think at the end of the day they just want to give love to their lover at any moment. However, I do see them potentially liking someone who is a bit more experienced in the bedroom.

- atalia

[godzillalien]

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Wanna One (Band) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Kang Daniel/Ong Seongwu, Kang Daniel & Ong Seongwu Additional Tags: Smut, pwp?, Canon, hello it’s me who’s bad at tags, Dorms Summary:

Jaehwan gives the best presents, though Seongwoo may not think so when he is given his birthday gift.

[goodnightkisseu]

Goodnightkisseu’s May Round Up Post

May have been a challenging month for me, creatively. I’ll talk about it more below as to not clutter up this intro portion, but I definitely did not get to as much as I wanted this month. Still, there were a handful of fics that were posted, so I thought that a round up post was still necessary!

So without further ado, here’s the roundup!

byun baekhyun _ forgotten but not forever

angst/fluff, college!au, memory loss

Byun Baekhyun - Coming Home

baekhyunnie birthday fic~

Kim Junmyeon - Colors

junmyeonnie birthday fic~

kim minseok _ unseen

fluff, ghost!au

oh sehun _ my exception (m)

fluff/smut, vampire!au

Park Chanyeol - Chilly Night Air

fluff, cute relationship things (idk what to say about this one tbh)

ha sungwoon _ sneaking  out

fluff, famous celebrity!au

ha sungwoon _ puppy eyes

fluff, werewolf!au

kang daniel _ reunited

fluff, sister’s friend!au

Ong Seongwu - Resentment [Part 1]

angst/fluff, friends to enemies!au

Ong Seongwu - Resentment [Part 2]

angst/fluff, friends to enemies!au

As mentioned above, May was a challenging month for me creatively. I was really excited to start my new chaptered fic, but when I sat down to actually work on it, nothing came out of it. No matter what I wrote for it, I didn’t like it. And I had initially thought it was just with that story. Yet, even as I tried to work on other fics, the same thing happened. For the first time in almost two years, I had hit a bit of a writer’s block. But it wasn’t just writing. I couldn’t even draw. May was a month where I ended up in a bit of a slump. I didn’t like what I created, and the quality was not worth posting. 

So, I took a step back this month. I took the time to relax, to let my mind get some rest, and to write little things here and there. It was about not feeling the same overwhelming pressure I always have on myself to release something that met my standards. It was just about being comfortable being creative again.

Thus, the month of June will be me trying to build myself back up after that writer’s block. I’ll be producing things when I have the chance, taking it a bit easier this month than I had in past months. Fics will be posted, as will drabbles, but probably not at the same pace as April. I’ll be reblogging previous fics to keep the blog active though.

Though I won’t be posting as much new content, I hope that what I do post, people will enjoy. I’m always around too if anyone wants to chat :3

That’s it from me! Enjoy the round up~!

- ash <3

[ao3feed-seungseok]

Guns and Roses

by dannxsy

Wooseok knows. Seungyoun knows. Maybe they both came to play after all?

Words: 241, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: X1 (Korea Band), UNIQ (Band), Wanna One (Band), VICTON (Band), UP10TION, NU'EST

Rating: Not Rated

Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: M/M

Characters: Cho Seungyeon | Seungyoun, Kim Wooseok | Wooshin, Kim Yohan, Lee Hangyul, Han Seungwoo, Lee Jinhyuk, Ong Seongwu, Kang Daniel, Hwang Minhyun, Kim Donghan, Song Yuvin, Kim Gukheon | Kookheon

Relationships: Cho Seungyeon | Seungyoun/Kim Wooseok | Wooshin

Additional Tags: Betrayal, Guns, Alternate Universe - Spies & Secret Agents, Spies & Secret Agents, Blood, Violence, Smut, Angry Sex, Punishment, Anal Sex, Light Sadism, Dirty Talk, Chains

source http://archiveofourown.org/works/23290684

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seongwoo and minhyun fics are on the way 😚 these will contain a bit of rated content 👀. the two stories will be connected 🤗