#oneus fiction

[t3kandson]

Consequences

Wordcount; 2, 601

Fandom; Oneus & A.C.E.

Pairing; Reader X Kim Youngjo & Reader X Kim Sehyoon

Character; Kim Youngjo, Kim Sehyoon, Lee Donghun, Park Junhee, Kim Byeongkwan, Kang Yuchan, Kim Gunhak, Lee Gunmin, Lee Keonhee, Yeo Hwanwoong & Son Dongju

Warning; Angst, Arguing, fighting, jealousy, Caught affair, love triangle, injury, and blood.

Notes; Chapter 10 here.

Disclaimer here.

“Yiseo, what’s this?” Yuchan asked looking in shock as he looked around the room as if the person was hiding. “It’s not what it looks like,” you said as you put your T-shirt on. “What that you’ve just had sex on your brothers floor!” Youngjo said shaking between anger and hurt.

“Couch, we had sex on the couch,” Sehyoon’s voice boomed from the hallway. He walked in looking Perfectly dressed in a tight vest and shorts, which annoyed you that in that moment he still captivated your attention. “You fucking did what!” Youngjo’s voice boomed as Yuchan put his hand out to stop him passing. “I had sex with the girl I love,” he said strolling into the kitchen like it was nothing as he opened a bottle of beer. “You mean with my girlfriend,” Youngjo shouted out, his fists balling. “The one you stole from me,” Sehyoon bit back, his eyes smalling towards his friend.

“Right, we need to calm down,” Yuchan begged, as he struggled to keep Youngjo from getting to Sehyoon. You got between them helping Yuchan out, your tear stained eyes searching for contact from Youngjo. But he refused to give in, instead his cold glares was all for Sehyoon. “How could you do this to us, does our friend ship count for nothing?” Youngjo cried out. “What friendship, you mean the one where you go off with my girl and continue to listen to me tell my woes and my feelings, all while you was dating her yourself,” Sehyoon said calmly. “And I apologised and you said it was fine as you was dating someone else,” Youngjo replied a slight tear escaping. “I lied, must be catching or something,” he said walking to the couch where you just had sex. He sat down taking a swig of the beer he had opened acting as if he was unfazed by this all.

“I’d offer you one but it seems we’re already privy to sharing the same things these days,” he said taking another swig. Without Yuchan between them Youngjo charged at his friend, grabbing his vest and pushing his face into Sehyoon’s. “I’m not into kissing men get that from Donghun, but wait you’ve already done that,” he smirked.

Youngjo balled his fist, you ran towards it grabbing his hand before it could aim for Sehyoon. “Youngjo please don’t,”

You begged as he pushed your hand off him. As his fist balled again you jumped to catch it once more. But you missed, losing your footing and stumbling into the glass table next to the sofa.

All three of their faces paling as you felt the blood before the pain seared in. The glass had cut through an artery and blood was splurting everywhere making you feel faint and sick.

Yuchan ran to his phone to call for emergency assistance as Youngjo ran for towels to place over your arms. He used all his anger to tighten around the bleeding wound as you went weary. “Yiseo focus,” Sehyoon said snapping his fingers in front of your face. “I can’t stop the bleeding,” Youngjo said looking panicked at Sehyoon, both them covered in your blood. “Your belt,” Sehyoon ordered pointing, as he held onto the blooded towels.

You closed your eyes as you felt your breathing become laboured. Feeling the tightening of the belt around your raised arm. You felt nothing but could hear only voices as you lost your vision. Voices of Yuchan begging for medical assistance to hurry, along with Sehyoon and Youngjo’s mantra of your name filled the air as you lost consciousness.

You woke to your arm in heavy bandaging and searing pain when you tried to move. Donghun, Junhee and Yuchan’s worried face came into your view.

“Where am I?” you asked wearily under the drugged feelings swarming your brain. “Your in the hospital, you’ve had an operation, you had to have a surgical bypass to fix the artery you cut through,” Donghun said as he patted your ankle. “Where’s Youngjo?” you asked. Donghun and Junhee looked at each other and seemed hesitant to comment. “You wait till mum sees you she’s going to kick your ass,” Yuchan said sounding annoyed, you remembered what he had walked into and the drama that unfolded.

“I’m sorry Channie,” you said softly. “Don’t,” he grumbled getting up looking still annoyed with you. “Where you going?” you called out in a panic. “To tell mum your awake,” he replied over his shoulder.

You looked at Donghun and Junhee who looked a little hesitant to comment further. “What?” you said, your head swarming as you did. “I told you it would end in an explosion,” Junhee said raising an eyebrow. “Where is he?” you repeated. “They’ve both gone back home to there own home town,” Donghun replied. “Both of them,” you cried. “Well you couldn’t expect them to both stick around after that,” Junhee scoffed. “Are you here to make me feel better or worse,” you whined, feeling the every bit in need of a pity party. “Well you asked, don’t shoot the messenger,” Donghun replied. “Youngjo blamed himself for what happened. He also can’t be with someone who would cheat on him and Sehyoon didn’t like how he had become, because of his feelings for you…… so they’ve both left town,” Donghun said. Tears filling your eyes as you closed them to avoid them both seeing.

You had lost both of them and you knew it was true it was all your fault. You knew that you reacted a certain way around Sehyoon. Youngjo knew that too and you promised him it wasn’t the case. You gave him fake promises and then cheated when it became apparent that your emotions for Sehyoon hadn’t switched off. This was all on you.

Donghun tapped your shoulders, “you still have us,” he said smiling as you eyes opened. “Thanks,” you attempted a smile before the tears really attacked. “Wow feeling the love here,” Junhee said leaning his head against yours. “I’m sorry, it’s just hitting how badly I’ve fucked up,” you cried. “What would be a life if we didn’t have fuck ups hey, I’m still making them and don’t plan to stop,” Donghun chuckled.

It had been the last week at college, your final exam all reliant on the project you and Sehyoon had started. Now without him, you knew the chances of failing was high.

You had no partner, the work was rushed with a little help from Junhee all with a healing arm to contend with. But you wanted to try, if not for you but for Sehyoon for all the hard work and drama this project had caused.

Byeongkwan had ignored you on your return, feeling bitter that he lost his friend because of you, Minhee and Miyeon following suit. Junhee had held your hand through your college return and you was counting the days till you could leave this town yourself and return back to your parents. You knew you would fail the piece and fail the year and unable to return for your final year.

You stood trembling at the presenting stage, Junhee sat there in your view with Donghun and Yuchan for support. You closed your eyes to steady yourself feeling the dread, holding on Sehyoon’s words to help with the presentation.

When you opened them Sehyoon was standing there. His beaming smile that charged at you and attacked your heart. You held onto the desk to steady yourself, as he smirked leaning towards you. “You need to get those under control,” he whispered with a wink before taking the sheet from you, as he took over the presentation.

Both using your words with Confidence, you presented your final piece as well as you could. Everyone clapping in what you was sure was a positive response. However, at the back of the auditorium, your attention was taken by someone familiar.

Your eyes blinked as you took the sight of Youngjo in. His trademark smile as he clapped winking at you before turning to leave.

You bowed before you dashed in his pursuit. But when you reached outside he was no where to be found. You breathed in hard, feeling pathetic for wanting to talk to him as you relented and turned to walk back in. But your heart stopped when it saw Youngjo leaning against the door. He smiled as your eyes connected as he walked towards you.

“You came, you both came,” you cried as tears started escaping. “Of course I came, it’s a big day today and hopefully the beginning of the next part of your life.” He said his hands stroking your hair. “I’ll still have another year, if I pass,” you said. “You and Sehyoon won’t fail,” he smiled.

“Your both made of magic that no one can compare with, that’s how your pass,” he said softly, you felt the pain in his words. “I’m so sorry,” you cried sobbing. “Shhh,” he said, pulling you in, the warmth of his arms washing over you. “I’m sorry I couldn’t love you like you deserved,” you cried into him. “It’s ok, you was never really mine. I should have known better to go there,” he said stroking your hair. “But I don’t regret it, because we had fun right?” He asked into your sobs as you nodded into his chest. “I loved every minute, just not how it ended, and certainly not this. I replay it over and over in my head, this is on me,” he said stroking the cast around your arm. “It was an accident,” you said trying to reassure him. “Anyway just promise me one thing,”. He asked. “What’s that?” you said raising your head. “Sehyoon loves you so much and I know deep down your crazy about him. Give him a chance, a real one none of this stubborn ass games.” He asked. “How, he’s leaving?” you replied. “Next year your have your final year together so no he’s not leaving,” he said. “If we pass,” you whispered as he placed his finger on your lips. “You will,” he whispered still being your biggest supporter after everything.

A car beeped startling him. “Hurry up will you,” Hwanwoong shouted out the car window. “I better go,” he said pulling you in for one last hug as he kissed your head several times, savouring every kiss knowing it’s the last.

“Will I ever see you again?” you said tears clouding your view. “I’m Kim Youngjo, your very own Ravn, I’m sure your see me around,” he smirked before pulling you close, letting his lips press yours. The warmth of his tongue slipping in as you kissed one final last time.

Tears falling on both of you as he stepped back smiling before walking away. Your heart ached as you sobbed as he got in the car, taking one last look your way before getting in and driving off. Junhee’s warm arms pulled you in as your heart broke from every emotion you had held on to. “It’s ok, I got you,” he said cradling you as you sobbed hard.

You was helping Yuchan pack some of his stuff. “You’re only going for a couple months,” you scoffed at the items cluttering up for your summer break back home. “Hey I need every single item,” he pouted before You heard a crashing sound come from Sehyoon’s room.

You walked down the corridor knocking on the door. “Everything ok in there?” you called out. “Sehni,” you said panicking opening the door to find Sehyoon on the floor by his bed, looking shocked with broken Lego on the floor. You looked at the model that you previously broke and couldn’t help but laugh.

“It’s not funny Yiseo,” he cursed which made you laugh harder. “It is, it really is. I told you months back that it really did fall when I shut this door and you didn’t listen, now it’s happened to you,” you chuckled. “You really are annoying,” he cursed earning a heavier chuckle. “Good because your an asshole,” you said helping him pick the Lego pieces up.

You noticed the pictures around the room, some of them had been hidden for months. “Did you do all these?” you said standing to walk closer to them. “Yes I do them when I’m feeling low, sad or any emotion to think of it,” he replied. “What about that one?” you said walking towards the one right at the back. The one you was seconds from seeing when you had that argument. “That’s my most prized painting,” he said. “Can i look?” you asked, him humming as he nodded. As you pulled gently on the sheet covering it, it unearthed the most beautiful painting as you gasped when you recognised the woman in it.

“Wow is that?” you asked pausing. “Yes Yiseo that’s you,” he confirmed, your hands trailing down the beautiful portrait that he did of you in a field of sunflowers.

“Why the sunflowers?” you asked remembering he once brought you them saying they gave positive energy. “Because you are my positive energy in a challenging field,” he replied. “You can be the damn sweetest sometimes,” you smiled as you leaned into him, he pulled his arms around your waist pressing kisses to your forehead.

“You taking that home or leaving it here for next term,” you asked. “I’m leaving it, I got the real one now to hold onto while I’m away,” he said turning you to face him to kiss you, his kisses every bit as passionate. “A calls not the same,” you said panting. “Oh didn’t Yuchan tell you,” he said raising an eye brow with a mischevious grin. “No no he didn’t,” you said intrigued. “Well come on then tell me,” you demanded after seconds more of his silence.

“We live in the same home town in fact we live in the same road, we always have,” he chuckled. Your brain paused as you tried to focus.

“There was once a younger boy who moved to town to a garden full of Sunflowers. He met a beautiful girl in his road but she was too beautiful to even notice the likes of him. So he watched her grow into the beautiful woman and watched her leave. Imagine his surprise when that same girl joined the same uni then his,” Sehyoon said cherishing each memory of you as your face dropped.

“Your the sunflower boi,” you said surprised. “But you was so so quiet,” you said blinking remembering the times he avoided your words. “How did I not recognise you?” you scoffed.

“Your memory didn’t, but your body did,” he said winking. “Plus in the year before i came here I worked hard in the gym, this didn’t just appear over night,” he said chuckling.

“Omg you must think I’m so vain not recognising you,” you said with your hands stroking his arms.

Sehyoon Pushed your hands away. “No because it was fun wooing you with the confident version of me.” He said pulling you into another passionate kiss.

“But Yuchan?” You questioned remembering him not realising you was brothers. “Well I’m not the only one that’s changed the way we looked then to now,” he scoffed as you smiled, admiring his equalling glow up.

“Will you put your boyfriend down and come help,” you heard your brother call down the hallway. You rolled your eyes smirking at Sehyoon as you pictured the sensitive blushing quiet teen he was. “Come on sunflower boi,” you said swatting his ass, before making him chase you towards your struggling brother.

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Me, listening to Let Me Tell You for the 284938th time with my fist clenched and tears steaming down my face: they were robbed

Very funny to me that narratively, Chinzilla is supposed to be a mediocre high school band driven by passion, but their OST is just banger after banger and leagues better than most other music-centric dramas

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🪻 Morning *** with ateez @sxcret-garden

🪻 Random soft random things @i-luvsang

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San

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YangYang

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Jungwon

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[all-about-kyu]

Summary: Whatever you did to mess up the recipe really has you desperate for Kun. Pairing: Wizard!Kun x fem apprentince!reader Tropes: magic au, wizardry au Genre: smut Rating: R 18+ Warnings: language, magic, fictional herbs Smut Warnings: aphrodisiacs, overstimulation, fingering, oral sex (f receive), sudden female orgasm, unprotected sex, marking, crying, aftercare Word Count: 1,700 Host Tags: @sanjoongie @thelargefrye Note: thank you to @stardragongalaxy for proofreading! Before You Interact February Filth Masterlist

Listen to ♡ Same Scent by Oneus

“Watch this brew while I handle the inventory for a moment.” Kun smiles sweetly.

“Are you sure? I can do inventory. I don’t want to mess–”

Kun shakes his head, “I trust you.”

You nod and move toward the cauldron. The bubbling brew smells sweet, almost as if to draw you in more. You vaguely hear Kun talking to himself in the storage room, likely checking how many phoenix feathers you have left. You started running low, but your pet phoenix just rebirthed, and its feathers are nowhere ready to molt yet. That or maybe he’s checking the progress on the pixie dust crystalization. Either way, you swear you hear him call you. Whipping your head around, you see him still deep in the store room, not even attempting to get your attention. When you turn, though, you move the spoon and knock it into a small vile next to the cauldron. You close your eyes and slowly turn your head back to the large cast iron pot. When you open your eyes, it looks the same. It just smells the slightest bit sweeter— the vile lies on its side, with barely a drop still inside it. 

“The brew should be done! Put the fire out, okay?” 

You nod, even if he might not see it, “O-okay!”

“Also,” Kun says, walking back into the kitchen, “I want you to try a little bit of it. It’s a romantic-based potion, but just one sip won’t do anything.”

You don’t want to seem suspicious, so you nod, take a small spoon from the side table, and dip it into the metallic pink liquid. After blowing on it a few times, you place the spoon against your lips and sip it. Instantly, a rush of heat goes through your body. Everything is hypersensitive. You’re far more aware of everything around you than you’d like to be. When you look back at Kun, he can immediately tell something is off with you. You suddenly feel the need to fuck him like your life depends on it. You’ve always respected the line of Wizard and apprentice, no matter how hot he is. Now, though, all you can imagine is being absolutely railed by him to the point that you can’t form a coherent word in your mind.

“Are you okay?”

“Kun,” your voice comes out almost like a moan.

His eyes go wide as saucers. Then his eyes darted to the cauldron. He leans over and smells the sweeter scent. Before even thinking to check his surroundings, he dips his hand in, using it as a cup of sorts, and sips the liquid as well. Suddenly, in his peripheral, he notices the knocked-over vile. Amorus.

“You knocked over the Amorus.” He states with a slight groan, picking up the small glass container, “How much– fuck…” 

“I didn’t want to upset you.” You pout and step closer, “Kun, could we maybe…”

He was starting to feel the effects of the potion as well, and damn, did he need to see you fall apart for him right now. He finds himself leaning in slowly, and you are, too. There are so many lines being blurred right now, but with the effects of the botched potion, neither of you can think about anything other than fucking each other. Kun places his hand on your waist, and you feel goosebumps on your skin when his hand makes contact. Finally, his lips are on yours. It’s not a very coordinated kiss, but it’s desperate, needy, sloppy. You absolutely melt at the sensation. Kun whispers something against your lips. It’s a spell you don’t know yet. You’re so fixated on him that when you finally let your hands wander, and you don’t feel fabric, you moan against his lips.

“That’s a fun little spell I can teach you once these potions wear off.” Kun chuckles, “It’s very handy, no?”

“Kun, please?”

He wraps his arms around your waist fully and tells you to jump. You wrap your legs around his waist tightly. A whimper escapes your lips at the feeling of your clit pressed against his bare skin. His cock stands tall and is perfectly pressed against your ass. You find yourself seated on one of the worn wooden tables. It’s not the most comfortable, but it’s more than enough for Kun to lay you out and fuck you stupid.

You hear the sound of jars and dishes being pushed to the side haphazardly as Kun guides you to lay back fully on the table. His kisses finally start trailing down your throat and between the valley of your breasts. You have a constant stream of moans and profanities falling from your mouth as Kun hungrily lays wet kisses everywhere he can. When his kisses finally reach your lower belly, you can’t help but let your hips jerk. Each kiss grows just a bit closer to where you need him. 

Even though he’s just as desperate as you are, the fact that he’s putting you first has your belly swooping and flipping. He continues to place kisses against the area just above your soaked entrance. You tangle your hand in his hair, and that gives him the last bit of push to lick a wide stripe up your folds. He eats you out like a starved man. After a few licks, he sucks on your clit. Kun continues this pattern for a while. Your other hand finds a place in his hair as well, tugging at the reddish-brown strands as he makes you melt into a feral puddle. He brings a hand up to your folds while his mouth is focused on your clit. Kun presses two fingers against your cunt, barely teasing your entrance. 

“Kun,” you moan, “Please just put them in, don’t tease me!”

Kun releases your clit for a moment, chuckling through a smirk. He pushes his fingers into you. You knew you were sensitive, but you suddenly feel arousal burn through you so hot that your orgasm tumbles through you. Your thighs shake around his head, wanting desperately to close. Kun holds one of your thighs down, stopping you from fully closing them. Kun doesn’t stop; he continues to lap at your clit while pistoning his fingers into you. The overstimulation burns through you in the most pleasurable pain you’ve ever known.

“You’re still so needy.” Kun muses, pulling away from your pussy, face still covered in your arousal, “You want me to fuck you?”

Your eyes are glazed over and needy. His fingers still pushing in and out of you render your brain completely empty. Your mental space is nothing more than an aroused fog. Kun chuckles again as you nod so hard you nearly smack your head against the hardwood of the table. When he pulls his fingers out of you, you whimper at the lack of contact. A moment later, you feel him rubbing his tip through your folds, and that same painful pleasure returns as he pushes his cock against your clit.

“Ready? I’m gonna make you see god, maybe even more.” He practically growls.

“Kun, please!” You moan, reaching up to wrap your arms around his shoulders.

He pushes into you and immediately pistons his hips against yours. You scream out at the feeling of the overstimulation. Kun pulls your legs up beside your chest on either side and holds them there before pressing his body against yours. The feeling of his bare skin on yours makes you have a fresh shot of arousal course through your body. 

Neither of you is going to last very long. The potion won’t allow that. You’re already well on your way to your second orgasm as it is. Kun hides his face against the junction of your neck and shoulder. He starts to bite the bare skin, leaving teeth marks and hickeys. You dig your nails into his skin, leaving small crescent moons behind. Locking your legs around his hips, you feel your second orgasm burst forth almost painfully.

“So fucking good.” He growls, “You feel so fucking good. Maybe I should stay wrapped up in this pussy all day, every day.” “Please!” You gasp, starting to come back down from your orgasm.

The overstimulation is almost too painful, but you also don’t want to stop. Kun starts to moan more often, which you assume to be an alert to his impending orgasm. You hardly come down from your second orgasm when the third forces its way through. Tears start rolling down your cheeks as the nearly painful orgasm wrecks you. As you scream and moan at the feeling, Kun’s orgasm finally hits him. He pulls out and cums across your belly. He pushes his fingers back into you and presses his thumb to your clit to help you ride out the rest of your orgasm. 

When you finally start to catch your breath, Kun has already manifested two glasses of water and wiped your belly clean. He pulls you to sit up and then onto his lap. Your body is shaky and weak from the intensity of three orgasms and crying. The wizard continually rubs your back and presses kisses to your hair.

“The potion wear off for you?” He asks quietly.

“Mmm,” is all you can muster at the moment.

“You did so good, sweetheart. I’m proud of you.”

You shift in his lap, wincing slightly at your sore state.

“Was it too much?”

“I think we both needed to fuck it out.” You mumble, still very much out of it.

Kun nods and holds you a bit tighter, “If you accidentally mess up a potion again, just tell me, okay?”

“Okay,” you respond, “Kun?”

“Hmm?”

“What does this mean?”

Kun sighs in thought, “It doesn’t need to mean anything. But– you want honesty?”

“Complete.”

“I wouldn’t mind taking you out on a date or two if you let me.”

You pull your head away from his shoulder, “I’m your apprentice… is that allowed?”

He shrugs at you, “There are plenty of witches and wizards who have their partners as their apprentices.”

You smile, “I’d like that then, only if you promise we can have fun with this new brew sometimes still.”

“Deal.”

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Hii, I´m a minor from Germany

If you want to, call me Bee 🐝

She/Her

Yeah... that girl in the profile picture is me.

am 16 yo

I'm going to SOUTH KOREA next Year!!!

I'm a night-person

My fav apps Are Pinterest, Spotify and Snapchat, but I use Tumblr and WhatsApp very often too (c.ai too lol)

I´m a Kpop Stan ^^

My ult group is Ateez

ISFJ

Active since May 2023 (I guess...)

But please don't mention

depressions

self harm

self critical being

pedo content

any fetish content

nsfw

harasm or hate

If you don't talk about these things:

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My fav Kpop Groups:

Ateez (OT8)

Boynextdoor (Bias: Jaehyun)

Stray Kids (Bias: Felix and Chan)

Enhypen (Bias: Niki and Heeseung)

BTS (Bias: Jungkook)

TXT (Bias: Kai & Soobin)

Oneus (no Bias)

Treasure (no bias)

Seventeen (Bias: Jun)

P1Harmony (Bias: Keeho)

Xikers (no bias)

The boyz (no bias)

iKON (Bias: Bobby)

SF9 (Bias: Taeyang and Hwiyoung)

BTOB (no bias)

ShiNEE (Bias: Minho)

Zerobaseone (Bias: Ricky)

82Major (Bias: Yechan)

Katseye (Bias: Manon)

My fav Dramas/Series are (most of them are just shows i watched and rlly liked lol):

Imitation

GAME OF THRONES

The Vampire Diaries (still watching and I'm a sucker for it)

Maxton Hall

Kingdom [Legendary war]

I'm not a robot

True Beauty

Sweet Home

I-Land

Shadowhunters

ATLA

Miraculous

One piece live action

My Holo Love

My demon

Throne of the Dragon

Mia & Me

Hazbin Hotel

Queen of Tears

My Fav Movies are:

20th century girl

Love and leashes

Pirates of the carribean

Lord of the rings/ the Hobbit

Transformers

Avengers the endgame

Elemental

Black widow

After (every movie of this series)

Five Nights at Freddy's

Three Nuts/Wishes for Cinderella (the old one, not the new)

Pompeii (the one with Kit Harington)

Parasyte

Confidental Assignment

My biggest dreams are studying in abroad when I'm done with school and seeing all my fav groups in rl

My favourite blogs are

@il0veyoujk 💕

@sunny-117 💕

@wereallgonnadieonedaybutnottoday 💕

@itzystopkiddingmenowloco 💕

@atzgiggle 💕

@atzupdates 💕

@jungkookslipring 💕

@teddybearmingi 💕

@liliiiiiiiiiiiiiiii 💕

@ticklishthoughts1

@daybreak-tkler 💕

@lunarleee 💕

@jiwoongiloveyouzb1blog💕

@jihyosdaughter 💕

@sugary-sweet-anon 💕

꒰⁠⑅⁠ᵕ⁠༚⁠ᵕ⁠꒱⁠˖⁠♡ Masterlist ♡⁠˖⁠꒰⁠ᵕ⁠༚⁠ᵕ⁠⑅⁠꒱

(done, I'll not write anymore)

How Ateez members find out/react to you being ticklish

Hongjoong

Seonghwa

Wooyoung

Yeosang

Hurt/Comfort

He doesn't deserve you (Wooyoung x Reader)

Stress reliever (Seonghwa x Reader)

Tk Fictions (Idol x reader)

A game afternoon with Ateez (Ateez x Reader)

Uljima (Enhypen Niki x Jungwon x Reader)

Zombies and revenge (BTS Jungkook x Enhypen Jungwon x Stray Kids Felix x Reader)

Hanteez (it's a really long fic, not only about tickling but it has some tickle scenes,, Stray Kids Han x Ateez x Reader)

Pass along (Stray Kids x Reader)

It's okay (Ateez Seonghwa x Reader)

I'm not ticklish (Txt Yeonjun x Reader)

Stress Reliever (Ateez Seonghwa x Reader)

Under the Christmas tree (Stray Kids Bangchan x Reader)

Big, dangerous dinosaur (P1h Keeho x Reader)

(Idol x Idol)

A ticklish massage (Leeseo x Yujin)

Tickletober 2023

Day 2: Accidental (ATLA Zuko x Reader)

Christmas Oneshots

Under the Christmas Tree (Stray Kids Bangchan x Reader)

Ticklemoments posted by me (?)

DannyPhantom exe threatening tkls...

again...

Yeosang being tkld

Keeho (P1H) telling a tickle story

P1HARMONY PLAYIN' FIND THE BELLYBUTTON WAHHHH

82Major mini tk moment in a Tiktok edit

Okay that was it..

Love u all guys 🩶

[krp1x1finder]

discord kpop 1x1 rp search

heyooo! i’m yumi, age 23, they/them! i’m currently lf a few krp/kdrama partners, preferably within the age range of 19-23+! it’s safe to say that i’m open to any pairings such as mxm, fxf, poly, and trans/non-binary characters, oc x oc (faceclaims ok!) - i will say that i do have a preference for writing masculine characters and will often default to that unless discussed.

my writing style is always mirrored, so don’t be shy if you’d like to write with me in any way, shape, or form! my preference tends to lean towards novella and advanced lit (comfortably up to 500-1k or more) with present or past, third-person narratives. i have some writing examples i can send your way if you’d like to see them before committing to rp with me! i typically want to strive for quality over quantity.

˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡˚ PLOTS : regarding plots that i enjoy tend to lean super heavily into the human condition (any variation or avenue of slice of life, modern aus), very lightly toeing into supernatural with succubuses/incubus or angel/devils, fallen angel concepts, and “darker” themes. some examples would be religious trauma/historical themes, substance abuse, violence, heavy angst, etc.

i also really enjoy media-based or established works of fictions like ao3, video games (the last of us, detroit become human, etc), films, and kdramas (strangers from hell, all of us are dead, the glory, bloodhounds, and more). 

i’m totally interested in including nsfw into our rps aswell, though i tend to write my characters as versatile switches and would prefer if my partners were flexible and willing to collaborate to make it fun and comfortable for both of us. i will send a kink list to be as transparent as possible, or you can view that on my carrd alongside other in depth info here!

˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡˚ MUSES & GROUPS : i’m open to a majority of groups including, but not limited to the ones listed below! regarding muses, i’m very open-minded and flexible and will include some examples of those i muse the most. the starred groups are the ones that i muse very heavily for currently:

☆ aespa : winter / karina / ningning

ateez : wooyoung / san / yunho

enhypen : jay / heeseung / jungwon / jake

☆ exo : jongin / sehun / chanyeol / baekhyun

le sserafim : sakura / chaewon

☆ nct (all subunits+wayv) : taeyong / yuta / jaehyun / jeno / mark / donghyuck / jaemin / xiaojun / kun / yangyang

oneus : seoho / keonhee / xion

☆ onlyoneof : nine / love / mill / rie

p1harmony : theo / intak

☆ seventeen : jeonghan / jun / seungkwan / vernon / joshua / minghao

☆ stray kids : minho / hyunjin / han / bangchan / jeongin 

tempest : hanbin / taerae / hyeongseop / hwarang

☆ the boyz : sunwoo / hyunjae / juyeon / jacob / eric

☆ txt : soobin / beomgyu / taehyun treasure : asahi / jihoon / hyunsuk

☆ xg : jurin / chisa

☆ zb1 : jiwoong / hanbin / matthew / taerae

solo artists : woodz, dpr ian, jackson wang, and more  . .

(these aren’t including my ships, but you might be able to get hints from who i bolded - don’t be afraid to ask for clarification though, i’ll definitely mention them once we connect).

please prioritise discussing triggers and preferences within the RP. they will always be stated by me during plotting as well. my triggers are only detailed self-harm/gore that goes alongside it. i’ll let you know if I’m uncomfortable at any point otherwise.

˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡˚ MISC. NOTES : the most important part of this i would like to make sure is noted is that writing won’t always be a priority for me as i have other hobbies and responsibilities that tend to take up a lot of my free time too. i work two jobs while also taking classes from my university and gaming. i’d appreciate and prefer partners that don’t mind gaps of time between responses and won’t spam or pressure me to be quicker. i’ve had some bad luck with rp partners that don’t understand that and overstep boundaries. i will end the rp if it gets excessive. however, i’m very chatty and enjoy making playlists and pinterest boards alongside our rp au’s so it’d be cool to have partners open to that sort of connection. i’m always down for friendships outside of our rp too so the gaps of time don’t feel awkward or stilted.

if all of this sounds good to you and you’re interested in getting to know me as a potential friend or likewise to write, don’t hesitate to interact with this post on here, directly message me, or head on over to discord and add me; my username is gyumie. ♡

[prettyngeto]

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ who's this diva? ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚

STAR, nineteen, 🇲🇺/🏴󠁧󠁢󠁥󠁮󠁧󠁿, uni sufferer student

🎧ྀི fandoms:

♬⋆.˚ kpop: nct, ateez, boynextdoor, p1harmony, got7, exo, bts, monsta x, seventeen, B.I, stayc, tri.be, wjsn, dreamcatcher, kard, clc, a.c.e, golden child, oneus, sf9, weki meki, victon, onlyoneof, purple kiss, bvndit, ♬⋆.˚ ZAYN, the nbhd, chase atlantic, daniel di angelo, brent faiyaz, the weeknd, tory lanez (and more ibsr i listen to everything and everyone 💀) matter of fact here's the spotify💀

⋆𐙚₊˚⊹♡ fave fictional cuties:

dick grayson/nightwing & jason todd/red hood (dc comics) || gojo satoru, geto suguru, sukuna, takuma ino (jjk) || peter parker/spiderman || iwaizumi (27) athletic trainer (hq) || chifuyu, izana, draken (tok rev) book bfs: johnny kavanagh, joey lynch, gerard gibson (boys of tommen) || percy jackson || angelo & rafe visconti (sinners anonymous) || james potter, theodore nott, blaise zabini (marauders, hp)

˙✧˖°📺 ⋆｡˚ tv:

currently watching: mr plankton, bleach, love next door rewatching: cobra kai (s2), gilmore girls (s4)

.ೃ࿔📚books:

current read: right move (windy city series #2) books read 2024: 12 (im lacking so bad, uni got to me chat 😔) mwah: percy jackson (comfort series ALWAYS), boys of tommen, six of crows, any romance/fantasy book basically 💀

p.s. yes i did copy and paste this from my side blog and what 😔

[sneezyminniejo]

Masterlist of Masterlists

Idol Groups

AB6ix

Ateez

BTS

Day6

Drippin

Enhypen

Got7

IKON

Iz*one

Lucy

NCT

Nu'Est

Omega X

Oneus

P1harmony

Seventeen

SHiNee

Stray Kids

Tempest

The Kingdom

The Rose

Treasure

Twice

TXT

Up10tion

Victon

Xdinary Heroes

Fictional Media

Jinx

Meow the Secret Boy

[catboy-jaebeom]

this shapeshifting vessel is a lie

it's been a year already since my last pinned, and I got shadowbanned exactly around that time back then because of course I did, so here's a new one 🩷

I'm Autumn, but you can call me Faon as well. my pronouns are they/ them. ticked all the boxes on the queer registration form, and I'm currently in a queerplatonic poly relationship. I was born in '95. central european & white. future linguistics student. proud plant parent. kpop fan. I really adore vampires and I write original and fan fiction, as well as poetry. I speak english and german, and I'm studying french, japanese, korean and finnish. lover of bats, snakes, horsies, deer and cats, as well as sharks. I sometimes make cat ear edits and vampire edits of idols and actors ( see: my icon ) so if you want me to make one for you, you can DM me.

my interests and hyperfixations change over time — yes, it was a phase, mum! name a constant state of being, mum! — and I change my username every two years, round about. currently I'm really into the quantum leap spin-off, live action one piece show, and I'm watching a couple of kdramas and such at the side. I play baldur's gate 3, vampyr and control, but also 2064: read only memories.

I was very active in the shadowhunters and the dragon age as well as the james bond / 00q fandoms, and I will reblog every single gif of spirit - stallion of the cimarron, it's my childhood movie. also, Jin Oshiro from STRAY (2019) deserved better, thank you. you may know me as leafmiilk, taehdenveri, fliederfuchs or thetevinterelf.

this blog of mine was created in 2012, I was on here already when you could still count on the superwholock people to throw gifs at posts although I was never one of them, which, trust me, was a hilarious feeling in hindsight asjfjahajft. I have one sideblog worthy of note @splittergheist which is my writing blog, and I have a secret sideblog for my omegaverse / miscecanis stuff ( much more the lifestyle, world building and concept than the smut and stuff, I'll be honest, but no hate at all!! ) that I might give out if someone asks nicely and privately.

that said, I tag my posts extensively, and if you ask politely, I will try and tag specific things for you too! please be nice in my inbox or I'll simply delete your ask and block you. 🦈 oftentimes I will message you privately when you've sent me an ask that doesn't seem to be an ask game or such! and while I do post stuff for tag games I'm not a fan of tagging others unless we're, like, really close, sorry ><

relevant kpop stuff can be found under the tag. I also put some "reviews" written by mutuals about my blog there, thank you everyone, you're lovely 💚🌼

and thank you everyone else for reading this, may your days be bright I think we all could need that at the moment. I would super love new people to talk to ( please have your age / some approximate of it in your bio; I'm totally fine with talking to minors but I would like to know I am before I do, thank u ) so message me or reply to this!

kpop stuff

ult group: GOT7

other groups I like: NCT 127, WayV, Red Velvet, ITZY, Seventeen, SHINee, ONEUS; ...

soloists I like: XIA / Kim Junsu, Taemin

biases: Lim Jaebeom & Choi Youngjae; Nakamoto Yuta; Xiaojun; Kang Seulgi; Hwang Yeji; Joshua Hong & Lee Seokmin; Choi Minho & Taemin; Kim Leedo & Lee Seoho; Park Seonghwa & Jeong Yunho; Kanemoto Yoshi; ...

wreckers: Mark Tuan & Kim Yugyeom; Ten Lee; Kim Mingyu & Lee Woozi; Kang Yeosang & Song Mingi; ...

for as long as xitter still lives, you can find my kpop account under: jaebueomgi

blog reviews

@meant-to-be-a-hero wrote on 22nd November:

Shall I compare Autumn's blog to a summer's day? I shall not, because I am not a hack. Equal parts language jokes, kpop boys (and girls, but I don't look at those) and #bitter millennial blogging, there's something for everyone here at Autumn's blog. They are also one of the few people who still write funky things in the tags, a true dying breed on Tumblr. I feel like I'm reviewing a restaurant or something. Either way, click follow, thank me later, because you will. It's a good blog, Bront.

— ★★★★★(★★) [ 7 out of 5 ]

@klutenpetter wrote on 22nd November:

It seems I have misplaced the URL of the blog in question that I was supposed to review.

— ★★★★★ [ 5 out of 5 ]

[mysophobix]

discord kpop 1x1 rp search

heyooo! i’m yumi, age 23, they/them! currently lf a few krp/kdrama partners, preferably within the age range of 19-23+! it’s safe to say that i’m open to any pairings such as mxm, fxf, poly, and trans/non-binary characters, oc x oc (faceclaims ok!) - i will say that i do have a preference for writing masculine characters and will often default to that unless discussed.

my writing style is always mirrored, so don’t be shy if you’d like to write with me in any way, shape, or form! my preference tends to lean towards novella and advanced lit (comfortably up to 500-1k or more) with present or past, third-person narratives. i have some writing examples i can send your way if you’d like to see them before committing to rp with me! i typically want to strive for quality over quantity.

˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡˚ PLOTS : regarding plots that i enjoy tend to lean super heavily into the human condition (any variation or avenue of slice of life, modern aus), very lightly toeing into supernatural with succubuses/incubus or angel/devils, fallen angel concepts, and “darker” themes. some examples would be religious trauma/historical themes, substance abuse, violence, heavy angst, etc.

i also really enjoy media-based or established works of fictions like ao3, video games (the last of us, detroit become human, etc), films, and kdramas (strangers from hell, all of us are dead, the glory, bloodhounds, and more). 

i’m totally interested in including nsfw into our rps aswell, though i tend to write my characters as versatile switches and would prefer if my partners were flexible and willing to collaborate to make it fun and comfortable for both of us. i will send a kink list to be as transparent as possible, or you can view that on my carrd alongside other in depth info here!

˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡˚ MUSES & GROUPS : i’m open to a majority of groups including, but not limited to the ones listed below! regarding muses, i’m very open-minded and flexible and will include some examples of those i muse the most. the starred groups are the ones that i muse very heavily for currently:

☆ aespa : winter / karina / ningning

ateez : wooyoung / san / yunho

enhypen : jay / heeseung / jungwon / jake

☆ exo : jongin / sehun / chanyeol / baekhyun

le sserafim : sakura / chaewon

mamamoo : moonbyul

☆ nct (all subunits+wayv) : taeyong / yuta / jaehyun / jeno / mark / donghyuck / jaemin / xiaojun / kun / yangyang

oneus : seoho / keonhee / xion

☆ onlyoneof : nine / love / mill / rie

p1harmony : theo / intak

red velvet : wendy / seulgi / joy

☆ seventeen : jeonghan / jun / seungkwan / vernon / joshua / minghao

☆ stray kids : minho / hyunjin / han / bangchan / jeongin 

tempest : hanbin / taerae / hyeongseop / hwarang

☆ the boyz : sunwoo / hyunjae / juyeon / jacob / eric

☆ txt : soobin / beomgyu / taehyun treasure : asahi / jihoon / hyunsuk

☆ xg : jurin / chisa

☆ zb1 : jiwoong / hanbin / matthew / taerae

solo artists : woodz, dpr ian, jackson wang . .

(these aren't including my ships, but you might be able to get hints from who i bolded - don't be afraid to ask for clarification though, i'll definitely mention them once we connect).

please prioritise discussing triggers and preferences within the RP. they will always be stated by me during plotting as well. my ‘no’s’ are only detailed self-harm/gore that goes alongside it. i'll let you know if I'm uncomfortable at any point otherwise.

˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡˚ MISC. NOTES : the most important part of this i would like to make sure is noted is that writing won’t always be a priority for me as i have other hobbies and responsibilities that tend to take up a lot of my free time too. i work two jobs while also taking classes for my university and gaming. i’d appreciate and prefer partners that don’t mind gaps of time between responses and won’t spam or pressure me to be quicker. i've had some bad luck with rp partners that don't understand that and overstep boundaries. i will end the rp if it gets excessive. however, i’m very chatty and enjoy making playlists and pinterest boards alongside our rp au’s so it’d be cool to have partners open to that sort of connection. i’m always down for friendships outside of our rp too so the gaps of time don't feel awkward or stilted.

if all of this sounds good to you and you’re interested in getting to know me as a potential friend or likewise to write, don’t hesitate to dm me on here or head on over to discord and add me; my username is gyumie. ♡

[t3kandson]

Love & Betrayal

Word count; 2,724

Fandom; A.C.E. & Oneus

Pairing; Reader X Kim Sehyoon Aka Wow & Reader X Kim Youngjo Aka Ravn

Characters; Kim Sehyoon, Kim Youngjo, Park Junhee, Lee Donghun, Kim Byeongkwan & Kang Yuchan

Warnings; Angst, unprotected sex & Cheating.

Notes; Happy Anniversary 💜💜💜💜💜

Earlier chapters found here

A specialised declaimer to this series if you have any questions.

Waking you shifted slightly to get an tingly buzz hit through your body. It wasn’t hard to realise the throbbing feeling was your morning glory hard against the sheet that you had moved against. Taking a look to the side your beautiful girlfriend was sprayed naked on her bed. Her morning bed head would make her wince but to you the view was perfect. The messy the better, it made you think of all the times you had exhausted her ravishing her body. The curve of her back so beautiful that you wanted to kiss. The duvet was wrapped between her legs just like at this very moment you wanted to be. Her beautiful resting face full of peace was delightful to witness.

You had been in love with this woman since you was a kid. Moving city’s your usual geeky appearance had no chance for the beautiful girl who lived across the road. She was so stunning and beautiful that most the guys threw there attention on her. You had tried to communicate with her but she never gave you more then a mere short lived couple of words. Boys often stealing her attention before you could even get a longer dialogue with her.

However, you was fortunate one time to find her alone in a field once not far from your school. She was sitting looking as if the world was lost. Your heart wanting to console and take her pain away. She found in the Distance a sunflower as she smiled to her self enjoying the beauty. Just like to you she was your flower the person that made you smile the warmest. Making your way to her she was startled as you approached. “Oh hi,” she smiled looking your way recognising you which warmth your heart. “Didn’t think you was the kind to love flowers,” you said sitting opposite to her on the hay. “I’m not usually, but Sunflowers they’re so pretty. They make me smile on a cloudy day,” she said frowning as she looked up at the sky. Dark swirls of clouds was beginning to form threatening to rain. “That’s a lovely way to think of it,” you smiled before watching the rain start to drizzle. “I forgot to ask you the other day, what’s your name?,” she asked as your heart beat a thousand times finally getting the question you wanted from her lips.

But before you could reply the rain started to fall harder, her beautiful body soon covered with wet soaking clothes. Taking your jacket you placed it around her smiling as you held your hand to her. “Thanks,” she giggled under the rain as you both started running. Drops of water streaming down your faces, her beautiful hair that was sticking to her face was such a beautiful sight. Your heart thumping like crazy from the warming clench of her hands in yours. Reaching your home saddened that your time with her was almost up, you pulled her towards you. She smiled looking up towards your lips and in that second you wanted to kiss her so badly.

But your first kiss was stolen moments later by the scrawny kid behind her. “Yiseo, your catch a cold,” he scoffed bringing a blanket around her. His eyes flashing to yours was one of possessiveness. Was this her new boyfriend. You knew she was popular with the boys, but seeing the moment of tenderness was heart wrenching. “I better go my brother can be annoying at times, thanks for the jacket,” she said passing it back to you. “No problem,” you said beaming at the revelation he was a protective brother not a possessive lover.

Your heart was broken when less then a week later it was revealed that she and her brother had moved to a high school in Seoul. Her Father had sent them there for better education. You had planted some sunflower seeds in your garden with permission from your mother. Hoping for some sort of closeness to the beauty that had stolen your heart.

She had returned for the summer the year after. You was so excited to see her dashing outside the minute you spotted her walking past. “Your back,” you squealed with far too much excitement then you wanted to show. She looked at you tilting her head. Her memory clearly trying to fumble your identity. You couldn’t help but feel the sting that you was so very little important to her. Not as much as she was to you, not a day you forgot about her like she was some sort of goddess. “Nice Sunflowers, sorry I forgotten your name,” she said sweetly your way. Before you could reply with your name you turned to see her attention stolen. A much more muscular bloke appeared as he walked towards her cupping her face as he kissed her. In that moment every dream that you ever made with her broke your heart beyond repair. “Bye Sunflower boi,” she smiled as if she enjoyed that kiss for show. Did she know you crushed over her?

“Bye,” you muttered feeling stupid and more importantly nothing. You swore in that second that you would never let a woman steal your heart ever again.

Each time she returned home, you avoided her focusing on your studies & health. You still kept growing sunflowers, looking after them well. It was a reminder to never give your heart to anyone else. You used the gym to build yourself up so one day you would be the heartbreaker.

You never however, imagined to see her at your creative art class at your new college. At first you was excited, it was like every emotion you ever held back came rumbling back. However, not just did she not recognise you but she had got even more full of herself over the years. You soon found out she shared an apartment with the senior Fuck boi Lee Donghun. Hearing the several comments of how they was extremely close, the pit of your stomach was full of jealousy. How was it that jerks who used women for holes was the ones she went for. It made you very irritable as you made it your challenge to annoy her as much as you could. Getting satisfaction from her strops and sulks had become your favourite moments of the day. Even if it did sadden you that she paid more attention now then ever before.

However, it soon changed the minute you noticed her that day outside your project room. You saw her lean against the window, her hands sprayed against the glass. Her eyes was shut as if she was ready to pass out. Dashing to the window your heart in your chest worrying about her health you looked at her concerned. Opening her eyes she looked at you with surprise, blinking confused at your sudden appearance. Blushing like you never seen her before you thought to yourself that you had witnessed that with others. Did she find you attractive? Your sure there was something when she dashed away as quick as she could. Swirling around as quick as you could your hopes and dreams was back alive. You was going to make sure you would get her what ever the cost. Enjoying every moment that you soon learnt made her squirm in your company.

Here she was with you even if it cost you your friendship with Kim Youngjo. Three years and going the every bit stronger for it.

Your cock throbbing still reminded you how much yours she really was. Finding your fingers, you raked them down her back stifling a chuckle when she arched sleepily. “Baby.” She cooed without opening a single eye. “Yes Princess,” you whispered deeply that you know turned her on as your lips found her shoulder. “It’s too early to wake up,” she grumbled fidgeting that was amusing. “Tell that to our friend,” you said nipping her ear lobe as her eyes fluttered open. “You tell him, I’m too tired this morning,” she whined as she flicked her head to not face you. Pouting momentarily you hovered over pressing your chest to her back, squashing her to the mattress as she groaned. “Well let me do all the work,” you said rolling your self against her ass. Legs sliding open to give you permission and better entrance, you smiled how she was such a slut for your cock. “Why is my girlfriend so lazy,” you growled once more rolling yourself into her again. “Because my boyfriend likes to get me up far too early,” she muffled from throwing her head in her arms.

Rolling the tip of your cock to her entrance she moaned that most delightful sound that has your shaft throb. You couldn’t help but take advantage needing her warm pussy wrapped around him. Slamming into her her cry’s of you stretching her filled the air. As always you felt guilt, you knew even after all these years stretching around you caused her discomfort at first. Stilling to help her adjust you pressed kisses to the top of her back. Starting a slow pace you let out a husky moan, her walls seemed to suck you in. It was like her pussy was made just for you. Picking your speed up your teeth pressed into the flesh of her neck marking her in ownership. Ever since she had become yours it was ritual to mark her up so every one knew she was yours. Panting in her ears you felt your cock squeezed by her walls. You could tell by the tremble in her thighs that her high wasn’t far. Squirming underneath, you chuckled inwardly at how caged and stuck she was with you fucking her into the mattress. Hips snapping harshly you chased your high, made easy from her walls that was clenching on and off around your throbbing shaft. “I’m going to cum,” she whined into the air with your cock feeling like it was being choked to death. “Then cream on my dick,” you choked out trying to hold back your orgasm. “Cum with me,” she pleaded panting as your hands reached for hers. Threading her fingers with yours made your body tingle. It was your favourite passtime holding her hands, but right now In this second it was intoxicating as you made love. Hands clenching each other tighter it was like you jumped off your high together. Her walls convulsing around your cock prolonged your euphoria as you filled her pretty cunt with your thick ropey cum.

Panting you collapsed into her, your cock buried deep still refusing to leave. “Love you,” you whispered after catching your breath like you did every time. “Me too,” she said clenching her hands with yours. “Suppose now I’m up we better get changed for work,” she chuckled as your lips slipped back to her neck. “Or round two,” you said against the soft skin. “How about shower sex, clean on the way to heaven,” She said chuckling as your dick twitched inside her. “He votes yes,” you said pulling out to manoeuvre to flip her. Your heart skipped a beat when her eyes found yours, like it always did stealing your heart away.

“You got everything?” You asked as Yiseo was roaming around her bedroom looking anxious. “No,” she pouted throwing her arms around you. “Why what’s missing?” you asked pressing a kiss to her crown. “Your not in my suitcase,” she sulked with her bottom lip that was just the most adorable look on her. “If I could I would, you know I would,” you said cupping her face as she gave her beautiful puppy eyes. “Man has to make his bread stop being a needy seductress,” Donghun’s voice fell from the door. He was leaning against it with his usual cocky glance but amused with what he was viewing. How on earth you could have thought those two was having sex was beggars belief. They was more like siblings, bitching yet protective to the bone of each other. Though to be fair Yuchan her twin was the same. When you realised that day that your attractive shy house mate was the same geeky boy you met as children you was annoyed with yourself for not realising sooner. You had really kicked yourself thinking that they was lovers instead of siblings. “When you get a real partner come back and lecture me,” Yiseo said as you chuckled at her sassiness. “I’ll tell Junhee he’s not my real partner then shall I,” Donghun argued back. “Open relationship’s isn’t a real one,” Yiseo said rolling her eyes. “Ok ok we’re wasting our time here bitching like a married couple you two,” you teased as they both deadpanned your way. Before either of them could bite back Junhee arrived. “Yiseo, come on,” he shouted through to your bedroom. She looked at you with sad eyes once more almost pleadingly. “Last chance,” she said before pressing her lips to yours in a passionate kiss. “Sorry baby,” you said with a gentle pat of her ass. “Well I’ll message you my room number incase you change your mind,” she said hopeful before picking her bag up to leave.

“If your missing her so badly just drive out there,” Byeongkwan said throwing himself in to the sofa. “Work,” you said swigging on your beer. “Just call in sick before you get love sick from missing her,” Byeongkwan replied as if it was so easy. “If you don’t go and see her then I’m going to be sick from hearing about it all,” Chan bitched as you smirked his way. “Seriously, you was suppose to be going with her anyway,” he said tossing his pretzel snacks into his mouth. “Who’s going to pay the rent while I’m away for a week,” you said trying to make a point. “I’ll pay the rent you can’t, it’s not like you and Yiseo’s not done it for me,” Chan offered looking at you with seriousness. “Come on Sehni, put yourself and us out our misery and go to her,” Byeongkwan pleaded as you laid your head back on the sofa contemplating.

It was that conversation that spurred you on the following afternoon. After your shift you was in the car and on your way to Busan. The early text from last week with the hotel details burning in your shirt pocket. Feelings of excitement at seeing her again even though you had only been apart a short period of time was extreme.

You already knew she was at the hotel having messaged a few hours ago that it was a chaotic day and she was looking forward to the comfort of the hotel room that she was on her way to. Though she had been quiet since that message, you had no doubt due to her busy schedule that she probably had fallen asleep.

Heart beating fast you knocked on the hotel room door, sunflowers your relationship flower in your grasp. Had she heard you? She was taking her time answering. Knocking again more louder you heard movement inside. Of course she was asleep, your perfect beautiful lazy head.

However, instead of excitement on her face when the door opened. The horror and fear on her features left your throat feeling like it was closing on you. The colour in her face draining instantly as your eyes fell to the person behind her.

You could have almost collapsed as you took the view of a topless Kim Youngjo. Had they had sex? Had he got his revenge for the affair you had when you was his. Three years he had ignored your calls had he ignored her? Had they even ever been apart? Your heart and fear and worst nightmares flashing infront of your eyes as your mind swarm in so many questions. But what was worse was you was struggling to find your breath.

“It’s not what it looks like,” She said panicking. It felt like a gutter punch. Those same words fell from her lips when Youngjo caught her from the after affects of your affair.

How could you let her break you once again. She was never yours all those years ago just like she wasn’t now.

To be continued……

Also plan to write a cross over series with Kim Youngjo.

Also as a spoiler incase your offended with how I left this. It’s not as it seems as all will be explained in Youngjo’s new series.

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[catgirl-yeji]

this shapeshifting vessel is a lie

hi and welcome to my corner of the internet. this blog is still under construction until I can add my about page ( did you know that you have to personally ask support to be allowed to use a page code with javascript in it? :)) well, you do now ) so beware of the construction tape!

I'm Autumn or Faon, I use they/them pronouns and I was born '95. ticked about all the boxes on the queer registration form and I'm currently in a queerplatonic relationship. central european & white. future linguistics & politics student, and plant parent. I really adore vampires and I write original and fan fiction, as well as poetry. I speak german and english, and I'm studying french, korean, japanese and finnish. lover of bats, snakes, horsies, deer and cats, as well as sharks. 🦈 I sometimes draw cat ears or fangs onto idols and actors ( see: my icon ), if you'd like me to make you an icon, drop me a DM.

my hyperfixations and interests change over time — yes, it was a phase, mom! name a constant state of being, mom! — and I change my username every two or so years. currently I'm really into the quantum leap spin-off, the motherland: fort salem show, and I'm watching a couple of k-dramas and such at the side. I play baldur's gate 3, stardew valley and control, but also 2064: read only memories.

I was very active in the shadowhunters and the dragon age fandom as well an 00q shipper. I will reblog every single gif of spirit - stallion of the cimarron, it's my childhood movie;; also, Jin Oshiro from STRAY (2019) deserved better, thank you for your attention.

you may know me as leafmiilk, taehdenveri, fliederfuchs or thetevinterelf — and most recently @catboy-jaebeom ! 🌺

tumblr veteran and survivor of the mishapocalypse. I've been renting this space ( occupying, maybe, rather? skjsdlkgs it's not like I pay rent ) since 2012, and trust me when I say: this website is a hellsite, but it's our hellsite, so, I'll stay until the last person switches off the lights, probably. >< a lot of other social media networks just never grew on me quite like tumblr.

I have two sideblogs worth noting: @splittergheist, my writing blog where I post short stories and poems irregularly, and my secret and private miscecanis / omegaverse blog ( a lot more interested in the world-building, concept and lifestyle than the smut, but no hate! ) that I may give out if you ask nicely and privately. also, if you're interested in some tumblr rp, you can message me as well, I have an OC blog for that. 🐰

that said, I tag my posts extensively, so if you need me to tag something, you can shoot me an ask and I'll try to tag specific things for you! please be nice in my inbox or I'll simply delete your ask and block you. 💛 oftentimes I'll message you privately when you send me an ask that doesn't seem like it should be answered publicly ( unless you've sent it on anon ofc ) and while I do answer tag games, I'm too anxious to tag ppl myself unless we're like super close, sorry ><

I track #faon.tagged. if you make ( especially kpop ) content you think I'd like ( itzy, got7, nct & wayv but especially ten, xiaojun and yuta, red velvet, shinee, svt but especially joshua, mingyu and dk, skz but especially hyujin and felix, but also others! ) you can use this tag, I'm always happy to reblog pretty gifs and support you guys, you're the backbone of our and any community.

relevant kpop stuff can be found under the cut, as well as some 'reviews' my lovely mutuals wrote for me ( if you like to leave a review, hit me up in my DMs! ) thank u, ily 💚🌼

and thank you everyone else for reading this, may your days be bright, I think we could all use that at the moment;; I'd super love new ppl to talk to ( pls have your age or an approximate in your bio! while I'm fine with talking to minors, I'd like to know beforehand if I do ), so message me!!

kpop stuff

ult group: got7

other groups I like: nct 127, itzy, wayv, shinee, red velvet, seventeen, oneus, ...

soloists I adore: xia / kim junsu, taemin, ...

biases: lim jaebeom & choi youngjae; nakamoto yuta & xiaojun; kang seulgi; hwang yeji & lee chaeryeong; joshua hong & lee seokmin; choi minho & lee taemin; kim leedo & lee seoho; park seonghwa & jeong yunho; kanemoto yoshi; ...

wreckers: mark tuan & kim yugyeom; ten lee; kim mingyu & lee woozi; kang yeosang & song mingi; shin ryujin; ...

for as long as xitter still exists, I can be found under jaebueomgi.

blog reviews

@meant-to-be-a-hero wrote on november 22nd:

Shall I compare Autumn's blog to a summer's day? I shall not, because I am not a hack. Equal parts language jokes, kpop boys (and girls, but I don't look at those) and #bitter millennial blogging, there's something for everyone here at Autumn's blog. They are also one of the few people who still write funky things in the tags, a true dying breed on Tumblr. I feel like I'm reviewing a restaurant or something. Either way, click follow, thank me later, because you will. It's a good blog, Bront.

— ★★★★★(★★) [ 7 out of 5 ]

@klutenpetter wrote on november 22nd:

It seems I have misplaced the URL of the blog in question that I was supposed to review.

— ★★★★★ [ 5 out of 5 ]

[junjiie]

UM GOOD MORNING??? (its morning for me im serious i literally just woke up) hope your having a good day im about to give everything about meliora 🤗

SOOOOOO meliora is a 13-member under two fictional companies louvix audio and sonata media, they were the second only successful group under their company after their former boy group RIX disbanded in 2016, so, company said; "WE NEED SOMETHING NEW!", and they recruited the thirteen members over a period of 10 months through global auditions!!! so that's just great

okay off to the members;

kasemchai 'chaiya' shinawatra - 99 liner, thai, probably a man kisser in his free time, and also a professional flirt too!, used to be a child model and he decided "fuck college i'm gonna sing" so he auditioned!, his fc is the actor jeff satur

hong yohan - 00 liner, korean, 1 of 4 introverts in the whole group, the leader of the group, he scares his members without even trying, his fc is that one nct mf (it's haechan)

ko junmin - 00 liner, korean, 2 of 4 introverts in the whole group, a perfectionist for life, he also did taekwondo!, his fc is park jihoon (the actor not from treasure)

jung hajoon - 00 liner, korean, adopted (yeah he actually is), his adopted father is half filipino so he's fluent in tagalog, theater kid (derogatory), his fc is kim sunwoo from the boyz

ahn 'kyrie' kyuhyun - 01 liner, korean, a former actor and fencer (he starred in boys over flowers), the tallest member, also quite literally the perfect man (he's also the token straight of the group), his fc is yoon sanha from astro

yeo 'hwan' jihwan - 01 liner, korean, 3 of 4 introverts in the whole group, he's the one member who can go without talking the whole day, the center of the group despite his shyness, his fc is son dongju from oneus

cho haneul - 01 liner, korean, confirmed man kisser, the most affectionate member of the group, bro can play the guitar (i'm down on my knees), his fc is shin yechan from omega x

matsuda 'kiro' kyoichi - 02 liner, japanese, a former member of a j-pop boy band, his father is so famous in japan i'm not even joking, he has a huge fanbase and is the sunbaenim of everyone in the whole group, his fc is terazono keita from ciipher

kang 'z' yaejoon - 02 liner, korean, the groups comedic genius, the only reason he auditioned was actually because of a bet, he used to play hockey, his fc is jung sungchan from riize

bae 'byeol' yongrae - 02 liner, korean, has been dancing since literally forever, his birthdays on halloween!!, he's a huge fan of kai and he cried when he got to meet him for the first time, his fc is my bae song hyeongjun from cravity

sim 'chrysa' jaehwan - 03 liner, korean, he really likes kyuhyun, seriously he was a huge fan of him before they debuted together, also a comedic genius, his fc is your bae hwang intak from p1harmony

kristian 'jian' li - 04 liner, chinese-american, rich, he's one of the youngest but he's also 6'1, professional coffee hater, and cat lover, his fc is young and rich fall and handsome

aikawa 'taro' kiyoshi - 04 liner, japanese, the maknae, a teddy bear collector, can never be clean like it's impossible for him, his fc is nishimura riki from enhypen

OKAY SO UHHH OTHER THAN THAT, their fandom name is aponia because meliora is a word that means "better" and the word aponia is an "absence of pain" so they FIT TOGETHER!!!

anyway thats the group, there is a lot more bad stuff concerning the personal lives of the members because they're all traumatized in one way or another (so sorry i love my babies i swear) so um whose your bias 🤗???

the way i am the #1 aponia. The original. unless you've told someone else ab them and they've said the same thing so we have to compete (i cant fight so i hope u havent 😓😓 2yrs of martial arts in primary school has done nothing for me bye). I AM IN LOVE WITH THEM?!? Holds them in hands.. puts them in a jar.. shakes them around really hard in the jar.. opens the lid... pours them into my hands.. eats them like orbeez.. dies from food poisoning (u probably cant eat orbeez).....

OK BIASES. hajoon YOHAN and jaehwan YUPP 👍👍👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨 oh but junmin too........ i fucking LOVE park jihoon i rewatch whc1 every other week i swear (nothing broke me like that show did . Im in so much pain). i will collect all their pcs and line then up next to my bed and pat their little heads before i go to sleep

IM IN LOVE W THIS AND THEM!!!!!!!!! UR MIND!!!!!!!! CRAZY!!!!!!!!! ur giving me tell-u-things-ab-my-silly-ocs-too itis... Stop it .

[doveslittlekpoparchive]

hello~ my name is Dove <3

and this is my very first tumblr "blog" (??)

it's gonna be filled with kpop contents (but I'm a Monsta ult) and ofc other contents too but rarely

I'm a writer! I write fiction so feel free to leave requests

I focus on:

Monsta X

ENHYPEN

Stray Kids

TXT

SEVENTEEN

ATEEZ

ONEUS

THE BOYZ

I don't write for groups I don't stan! I also stan some girl groups <3

*I only write for afab/fem readers!*

no hate to the gn/male readers, I just don't feel comfortable writing that

genres: fluff, angst, crack, pretty much anything

glad to be a part of this community now <3

will soon post so y'all can have a look around!!

[stargirlyaps]

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ who's this diva? ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚

STAR, nineteen, 🇲🇺/🏴󠁧󠁢󠁥󠁮󠁧󠁿, uni sufferer student

🎧ྀི fandoms:

♬⋆.˚ kpop: nct, ateez, boynextdoor, p1harmony, got7, exo, bts, monsta x, seventeen, B.I, stayc, tri.be, wjsn, dreamcatcher, kard, clc, a.c.e, golden child, oneus, sf9, weki meki, victon, onlyoneof, purple kiss, bvndit, ♬⋆.˚ ZAYN, the nbhd, chase atlantic, daniel di angelo, brent faiyaz, the weeknd, tory lanez (and more ibsr i listen to everything and everyone 💀) matter of fact here's the spotify💀

⋆𐙚₊˚⊹♡ fave fictional cuties:

dick grayson/nightwing & jason todd/red hood (dc comics) || gojo satoru, geto suguru, sukuna, takuma ino (jjk) || peter parker/spiderman || iwaizumi (27) athletic trainer (hq) || chifuyu, izana, draken (tok rev) book bfs: johnny kavanagh, joey lynch, gerard gibson (boys of tommen) || percy jackson || angelo & rafe visconti (sinners anonymous) || james potter, theodore nott, blaise zabini (marauders, hp)

˙✧˖°📺 ⋆｡˚ tv:

currently watching: mr plankton, bleach, love next door rewatching: cobra kai (s2), gilmore girls (s4)

.ೃ࿔📚books:

current read: mile high (windy city series #1) books read 2024: 11 (im lacking so bad, uni got to me chat 😔) mwah: percy jackson (comfort series ALWAYS), boys of tommen, six of crows, any romance/fantasy book basically 💀

[someone-who-loves-kpop-saranghae]

Hanteez

Pairing : Han Jisung x Reader x Ateez

Lee: Reader

Ler: Han, Honjoong, Seonghwa, Wooyoung, San

Genre: Fluff, BF Han, Idol Han, Stay Reader, relationship, tickle, Han tickle, Lee!reader, Ler!Han, Skz fluff, Skz relationship, Skz tickle, Ateez ticke, Ler! Wooyoung, Ler!San, Ler!Honjoong, Ler!Seonghwa, Ateez Fluff, Ateez friends, Atiny reader, Atiny x Ateez

A/n: Okay so I think this is my longest fiction for now, it's not only a t-word related ff, so I hope you enjoy it ... I don't know if I do well since it's my first normal ff and I do absolutely not know if I am talented but I'll try my best... Hwaiting...!

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Intro:

• Y/n, 18 years old, loves music, has a job in a restaurant, lives in seoul, parents and family in Germany, lives with her best friend, loves reading, big Kpop fan, loves Skz, Svt, BTS, Ateez, Boynextdoor, P1Harmony, Oneus, Enhypen, TXT, Itzy, BP, Dreamcatcher and many more, studies in Korea, since 3 months in Korea, speaks Korean fluently since she studied it for 5 years, loves being at night at the Han river, always listens to music, single, friendly, nice, not very tall, cute, european, loves Kdramas, loves love storys and historical dramas, likes special things, loves to learn new things, good dancer, loves black, purple, orange, red and blue (not based on me, actually based on nobody but my creativity)

• Han Jisung, 22 years old, loves music, Idol, member of Skz, rapper, member of 3Racha, lives in Seoul, Korean, ... (A/n: I guess everybody who reads this knows Han so I'll stop here since you all know what he is like)

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It was 10pm and you were sitting on a bench at the Han river, listening to music. You had your black headphones on and your phone played music on them. You were vibing to "Voices" of Stray Kids, who you really loved, while looking at the Han river, watching couples dating here. It was a wonderful scene and everytime you came here, you calmed down. It was not that normal to calm down at this place since it was so crowded every day. So every bench on the river was used by at least one couple. You stared at the water while your headphones played the "there are so many voices" and you sang quietly along.

There was another person this evening who wanted to calm down at Han River. Han Jisung was walking along the river and watched the people, taking care of not getting recognized. He searched for a free bench, but every single one was taken. Then he saw a girl, you, maybe a few years younger than him, sitting on a bench and wearing headphones. He saw that nobody else was sitting on this bench, so he decided to risk it and ask if he may sit there. He walked to you and you did not see him, so you ignored him. The song on your headphones changed to "Erase me" by Oneus. You absolutely loved this song.

He tapped on your shoulder to get your attention and you flinched and stopped the song as you took your headphones off and looked at him. Your eyes widenend immediately because of course you'd recognize your Bias from your second Favourite Group. But you also saw that Han, THE Han Jisung, looked very exhausted and you did not want to exhaust him more and ask for a photo and a sign. So you just waited that he said something since he stared at you for a minute now. Then he said in a friendly tone "Hello! Can I sit here, please?" And you just nodded, because you weren't sure of your voice was gonna work since HAN JISUNG stood on front of you and was about to sit down next to you.

So he sat down and you realized that you still stared at him so you looked at the Han river and not the Han next to you. You really wanted to ask him for a photo but he was sitting peacefully next to you and you did not want to annoy him. You tried to calm down and as you just went more calm you realized that HE was staring at YOU. You carefully looked at him and he smiled softly. Your heart just melted and you smiled back. Then you closed your eyes to concentrate on thw music again but the song changed to "Jump" by P1Harmony. You loved this song too and lightly moved to the sound.

He was still watching you and you were kinda nervous but the Butterflies in your stomach exploded as he asked "What song do you listen to?" . "Ohh...ehm...Jump by P1Harmony. Do you know it?" He shook his head (A/n: I have no plan if he knows this song) and you had an idea. It was maybe a bit too much but you had nothing to loose. So you asked "Do You want to hear it?" and offered him an Airpod. He looked so surprised that you had to hold back your laugher but then he just said "Sure why not. Thank you!" And you listened to the song together. You and HAN JISUNG listened to one of your favourite songs together! Your Airpod was in his ear!!!

And he actually liked it! You felt kinda proud because he moved to the song and smiled. The next song on your playlist was "PS5" by TXT and someone else and you also liked this song. You were brave and sang along and he first looked at you and seemed a bit surprised but then he sang along too! Your smile grew bigger and you two vibed to "Reason" by Dreamcatcher, "Like crazy" by Jimin, "Back in Vogue" by AleXa, "Bouncy" by Ateez and "Bite me" by Enhypen. You did not notice that over an half hour passed and you did not mind at all, you both needed that. After a few minutes you did not see him as the Idol anymore but as normal person who you could have fun with. You really enjoyed your time and he also did since he was able to forget the stress for a few minutes and just being happy with the cute girl he just met and who did not scream as she saw him.

You listened to "Take two" by BTS, to "The happiest girl" by Blackpink, "Love dive" by IVE, "Hype Boy" by NewJeans, "Antifragile" by Le Sserrafim (A/n: sorry for wrong spelling😭) , "Night Dancer" by Imase and many other songs and did not notice that it suddenly was midnight. You looked at the clock on your phone and your eyes widened. It was already 1am and you were still sitting at the Han River, listening with Han Jisung to some KPop songs you adore. "Oh my, It's already 1am I really have to go home now. I'm so sorry!" "Oh really?! Wow..." He answered and looked kinda sad as your time you had together was over.

He gave you back your Airpod and you took it, smiling thankfully. "Thank you! I'm Y/n by the way." You said and he responded with " Nice to meet you, Y/n! I'm Han Jaesung." You knew he were lying about his name but then suddenly he gave you his phone so you could add your number to his contact list. You could have taken it, running away with all those numbers and sell it. But of course you didn't. You were like a statue, not touching his phone, standing there in trace and trying to order your thoughts. He looked at you like you were a bit cringe, but then, after like one minute of him holding his phone for you to take, you were finally taking it and saved your number in it. "I liked this night so much! Thank you for it Y/nah! Let's do this again anytime." You thought your heart was stopping but you managed to nod and agree with him. "Yeah it was very cool! I actually needed that, having someone to just be with. Thank you! See you then, Han Jaesung" You waved and he waved back. As you turned around to go home, it was very hard for you to not explode. O.M.F.G. OH MY F****** GOD! You just gave HAN JISUNG your phone number! You were the luckiest person in the world this week. The whole week you were so damn happy about just the fact that he talked to you.

You did not mind as he did not contact you because you knew he was busy with Stray Kids' new Album and all the shows. But one day, 10 days after you met him, an unknown number contacted you. It actually called you! You were trembling a bit but you tapped on the green button on your screen and tried to keep your voice normal as you said : "Hello? Y/n here." He was silent but then he said "Ah Hello! I was thinking about if you maybe would like to meet me again...?" he sounded so insecure and you just tapped on the 'dumb' button and screamed. Then you turned 'dumb' off and just said " Oh Yeah! Yes of course, I'd love to! You seemed nice last time." and tried to not sound as excited as you were. "Hey cool! When are you free?" he asked and you just tried to not cry because he were so damn gentle and cute and asked you about your freetime while he was definetly more busy than you."Uhm it doesn't matter it's different." you answered and he said " Oh okay well... Then what's about tomorrow evening, 9pm at the Han river, bench 49?" (A/n: do the benchs have numbers? I guess not but let's pretend they'd have numbers...). You were so fucking excited. "Yes, that would be perfect! The time is fitting my schedule, so see you tomorrow!" You said fastly and he just answered "Yes nice! See you then!" and finished the call after you said "See you! Take care...". You felt like in trance and stared at your phone for minutes. Maybe for hours. Han. Jisung. Of. Stray. Kids. Called. You. And. Asked. For. A. well, what was it? Was it a date? A formal meeting? A simple hangover with new friends? You did not know. But you didn't mind. You were too busy screaming and laughing like a maniac. You still could not believe it.

*next day*

It was 8pm and you were standing in front of the mirror, having a big struggle. What should you wear? Should you wear Make-up? What shoes do match to your outfit? What outfits do match? Should you wear a hoodie or a crop top? And what about your hair? "AHHHH~" Someone help you please.

An half hour later were you ready. You had your hair tied to a simple plaid and wore only a little bit of Makeup. You were wearing a simple black-white half-length skirt and a black t-shirt that ended over your bellybutton. And you also wore white sneakers, black earrings and of course your precious little black-pink handbag. There you had your phone, a lipbalm, cheewinggums and, of course, your airpods in. You looked at the clock on your phone and took your key from the chest of drawers (A/n: I absolutely don't know if I said this right, it sounds suspicious but Google translater said this 🥲). "I'M GOING NOW! WHISH ME LUCK SEONGHWA!" you shouted and Seonghwa answered with a "GOOD LUCK Y/NAH! SEE U THEN!". You smiled and left the appartment. You walked downstairs and left the house. Then you crossed the street and walked to the Han river, what only took you 15 minutes. So you were 10 minutes early as you found the bench number 49. But someone was already sitting there. You looked at the person and scanned him with your eyes but then you realized that it was Han!

You went to him and sat next to him. He looked up surprised and smiled as soon as he saw you. You smiled back and said "Hi Han Jaesung. How'r u?". "Hey Y/nah! I'm a bit stressed these days but I'm happy you were able to come! I was looking forward the whole week to this..." he said a bit shyly. Your smile grew bigger. "So what do you want to do?" you asked. "What about eating ice cream or heottok and listening to music while just talking?" He answered and you nodded and smiled excited. "Sounds great!" You two stood up and went to a street with many street food shops. You decided to eat chocolate Ice Cream and bought a big cup of it. Then you bought two bottles of Coca Cola and went back to the bench. You sat down and put your Airpods out of your bag and gave him one. He put it in his ear and you started the playlist you created extra for this evening. The first song was "Make it Right" by BTS. You both knew the lyrics and sang along while you feed each other with ice cream. Yes. You read right. You feed each other with Ice cream. Han. Jisung. Was. Feeding. You. With. Chocolate. Ice. Cream. O.M.G.OMFGOMFGOMFG. But you did not see him as the idol but as someone you easily could fall in love with and you imagined yourself living with. You saw him as someone special as a person not only as an Idol. And you both enjoyed the time. "You were there for me through every times I cried, I was there for you but then I lost my mind..." You sang along the english version and this song always made you cry. As this time too.

A tear rolled down your cheek as you thought about your best friend and Boyfriend who passed away a year ago. You were always, since he died, thinking that his death was your fault since you were not there to protect him from dying, from doing suicide. You always had the feeling that you were not able to make him happy enough. You loved him so much. But nothing worth it. You loved each other. You were a couple for two years. He was dead now for one whole year. One year of depressions, bad feelings, crying yourself to sleep, missing, a giant dark hole in your heart and bad memories for you. Seonghwa helped you when you had those randomly depressions and Kpop Idols really helped you too but you were depressed for so long now. And the last time you were together with Han you realized that it was the only time in during the last year when you did NOT think about Moonbin. (A/n: I am not making a joke about Moonbins death, I cried my eyes out as I heard that he died🕊️🥀😭. I was not that a big fan of Astro but however its still so damn sad... But I did not want to name anyone who is still alive so please understand...😭) Han saw that tear and wiped it away, feeding you with another portion of healing chocolate ice cream.

You were only crying more and he hugged you tight. You cried your eyes out on his shoulder and he rubbed your back to calm you down and as there were no more tears to let out, you slowly calmed down. And you really felt refreshed and better. All the other times you just felt bad and uncomfy after crying that helpless and alone in your room but this time you felt better. You felt that Han liftet a little bit of the tons of weights on your shoulders. Through all this time, he said nothing and was just there for you, even when you just know each other for about a week now. When you completely calmed down, you sat back again and did not look at him, being embarassed. "Hey" he said. "It's okay" and you looked at him carefully. "I'm sorry I did not had control over my feelings" you said and he just nodded and offered you another spoon of ice cream. You took it and you were quiet again, and when you were ready he asked "Do you want to talk about it? It sometimes helps...". You looked at him surprised but then you nodded. Why not...?

You told him your story. Begining with your growing, your dead parents and your unfriendly family. Your old friends in Germany who cheated at you and became fake friends. Your travel to Korea. Your new-start in Korea. Your Job, your friends in Korea. How you get to know Seonghwa. How you get to know Moonbin. How happy you were. Your passion for KPop and the country. Moonbins death. Your hard time after that. But you let out the fact that he helped you. That his band helped you so damn much to find yourself again and to crawl out of your hole. That he was helping you with just being there, that Felix' Voice healed your wounds, that one look at Hyunjin made you happy, that Chan's Lives made you have someone to rely on, that Changbin's Aegyo always make you laugh, that Seungmin always made you happy with just being there. That Minho's existence was your strength and I.N's singing your savior. (A/n: sorry this is so deep...)

He listened to you and you felt like being understood. After you finished, he asked you some questions and you answered them and when you ate all the ice cream up, he asked "Hey, do you want to got to a Karaoke-room?" "Yeah, good idea why not!" You answered and smiled in excitement. You two stood up, threw away the cup and went to a Karaoke-room nearby. You booked it for 4 hours and went in. The room was cute. It was really cute and it was romantic. The walls were black with cute rainbow hearts and the sofa was rainbow colored too. The little table in front of the sofa had the colour of rainbow too. You loved it. You threw your bag on the couch and turned on the screen and the mic. Then you two sang the first song. 'Super' by Seventeen. You got 89%. Not bad! You continued and between the songs you talked about this and that and both of you enjoyed the time so much. So you were very surprised as it was already 3am when you left the room. He drove you home and said good night to you, and that he would call you next time. You smiled at him and went into the house with a "Bye Oppa! See u next time! I had so much fun..." He laughed as you called him 'oppa' and waved at you. "Me too!" You went in your appartment, took your shoes of, changed your clothes into something comfy, got ready in the bathroom and fell into the bed, already asleep, at 3:30am.

"Bye Sarah! Have a good afternoon! See u tomorrow gurl!" you said and smiled friendly. Sarah looked at you, seeming a bit confused. "You're very happy the last weeks. Not like before... you were like a agressive panther. What happened?" she asked and you blushed lightly. "No-Nothing special... I maybe just met someone~" you said and her eyes grew wider. " WHAT?! Why didn't you tell me? I want to know everything!" she shouted and you looked around. " Don't be that loud! We're in a Café!" but then you laughed. " I'm sorry bestie but I don't think I can tell you yet... I don't even know if there is or will be more but he ... he just...." You did not know how to continue and she laughed. " Oh okay I understand ~ See u tomorrow babe!" she said and waved at you, still smiling. "Bye Sarah!" you said and waved back.

~ 1 Week later ~

You had the night work time and you had to stay in the café until 11pm. It was exhausting but you were earning more money because nobody wanted to do this job. So you took it and you actually liked it because there were not so many people at this time and you were a night owl. There were exactly five customers in the café and it was 7pm. Four hours left. You took in an airpod and played the 'work playlist' while delivering coffee, tea, cookies and pieces of cakes. You gave bills and received money for your good work. At 10pm there were only two customers left. One hour~

Then suddenly a new customer came in and you looked up. He had a mask on his face and you just realized that his gait seemed a bit like you knew it but there could be hundrets of people who had the same gait. So you smiled friendly and asked "Annyeonghaseyo! How can I help you?". He looked at you and under his cap you saw his eyes. And yours grew wider. "Han! What are you doing here?" you whispered and he looked at you confused. You remembered that you pretended to not know him as Idol and fastly changed the tone of your voice. "I mean why are you here? How did you know that I would be here?" you said and he chuckled. "I did not know. I just wanted a coffee.". "At 10pm?" you asked and lifted one eyebrow. "Yes. It's gonna be a long night..." he sighed. "But now since I know that you work here I'll come more often. I promise!" he placed his hand on his heart and you laughed. "It's allrigt. So which coffee do you want?" you asked. "An Americano please." "Was that everything?" you looked at him confused. "Yes that was all". Well okay...

He sat down at the bar and you prepared his coffee. As you were done you saw that he was busy with his phone and decided to give him some specials. You took a little cupcake and placed it on the plate. Then you placed two mini-cookies on top of it and drew a heart in the coffee. NOW it was done. You smiled and turned around to give him his 'coffee'. He looked up when you were placing the cupcake and the coffee in front of him. "Oh! I just ordered a coffee, don't you remember?" he looked at it. "Yeah I do, it's on me. You look like you need a little cupcake like that." You answered and he laughed. "Okay well, thank you Y/nah!" You smiled proudly and sat down on the other site of the bar while watching him.

He was eating the cupcake like there was no tomorrow and you chuckled. "What? Is something wrong with me?" he looked at you confused, once again today. "Oh no, it's all right ^^" you smiled angelic and he grinned. "Okay, if you say so..." He ate the rest of the cupcake but only drank a bit of the coffee. "By the way... Do you want to date again? I really enjoyed the last time and I think I really Like you." Your eyes nerly fell out of your hollows. " Wow~ Of-of course! I-I-I like you too... " He smiled at you in awe and you blushed hardly. "Sooo~ what about Sunday At Lotte Park? Let's meet at 8pm!" he offered you. "Yeah! Sure! I wanted to go to Lotte park the whole last month but I did not find time..." you said and smiled excited. "Nice! Im really looking forward to it!" he said ans sounded just as excited as you were. Then he took his cup and put on the mask. "I have to go now... But we'll see each other sunday, right? See u then, Y/nah!" He waved at you and you waved back. "See u sunday, Han Jaesung!" He went out of the door and you fell back into the chair.

Well... Han called your meetings 'dates' himself. So that means you're.... you're dating Han Jisung. F*** WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR LIFE?! Calm down~ Breathe in.... Breathe out.... Breathe in... Breathe out.... Oh f*** this shit YESSS!!! And luckily it was 10:55pm and there were only five minutes left until you were able to close the café. "I'm sorry? We're closing in five minutes, please be ready to leave mister" you told the customer who was left. He looked at you and you saw that it was an old man. "You're happy right? Enjoy your youth as much as possible~" he said and left the café. "What the hell was that?" you whispered but you didn't mind anymore. It was 10:59pm and you went to the kitchen, took the key and locked the door. You changed your clothes and took your stuff. Then you checked if everything was turned off and left the door. You locked the door and went home.

"I'm baaaaack!" you shouted, knewing Seonghwa was still awake. He came to you. "Did anything happen or why are you so hyped?" "Yeah actually something happened but I won't tell you since you won't believe me..." you said and his eyes widened. "You know I'll always believe you! Tell me!" "Noo I promise you won't believe me!" you whined. "Ohh and I promise if you don't tell me I'll make you~" he said teasingly. You slowly went back but he came with you. "Tell meeeee~" He suddenly squeezed your sides mercylessly and dug his thumb on the other hand in your hip. "NHAHAHAHA SEONGHWAAAAHAHAHAH STAHAHAHAHP I'LL TELL YOU STAHAHAHAHAP" You screamed. It was unbelievable that your best friend had the same name as Seonghwa from Ateez. The Ateez member was so angelic and cute and your best friend was so evil... He was cute though but he tickled you so often! You were sure the Ateez member would never do that! (Well people can have a wrong opinion, right) Seonghwa stopped finally while you were trying to catch your breathe again.

"So You'll finally tell me now, am I right?" he smirked. "Ye-yes but please promise to not laugh at me." you blushed. "Okay fine I will." he said and his face turned curious again. "Well... You know I had these hangouts with Han Jisung of SKZ right?" you started. "Yes... Yeah right I remember" he said and nodded. "Ehm... today he came to the café I work in..." you continued and he looked at you. "How did he know you were working in there?" he asked. "I don't know! But he said he did not, he just wanted a coffee. Ehm yes... He asked if I want to date him." you said and closed your eyes. Seonghwa gasped. "WHAT!!! Ohmygod that's great! Wasn't he your bias from Skz?""Yeah right... And I think I already have feelings for him... But I don't know yet." you said and turned around to not let him see your face. "Aww how cute! Then it's even more great! I really want you to be happy again!" he said and you heard the sweet smile in his voice. You also smiled. "Hey Y/nah let's watch a few KDrama episodes since it's saturday. Do you wanna do this?" Seonghwa asked and you nodded excited. "Sure! I'm only gonna change my clothes..." you said and went into your room.

Ten minutes later you went into the living room again. You were wearing a big hoodie and wide trousers. You also washed your makeup off. Seonghwa, who was sitting at the sofa, waved at you and opened his arms. You jumped into his hug and you two cuddled. "Do you wanna continue watching 'I'm not a robot'?" he asked and you mumbled a "yes why not, I like it" into his chest. He smiled and turned on the Kdrama. "What episode did we watch last?" "12 I think..." you said and sat up, still having his arms around you. You leaned your head on his shoulder and he leaned his head against yours. You missed him so much. The last days he was very busy with work, he worked at HYBE ENTERTAINMENT and was busy with BOYNEXTDOOR's debut stuff. You have always been jealous because of his job but he loved it and you were never thinking bad about him or his job. You loved him just the way he was and the way he was your best friend of all time and for all times.

~ Next morning, 9:45am ~

You woke up because you smelled something. Something delicious. You immediately knew it was Seonghwa because there was nothing else that could create a great smell like him and he was a great cook. He was really great! You opened your eyes and saw him standing in the kitchen and making breakfast. You looked at the watch on the wall and your eyes grew wider. It was already 9:47am! Today was your date with Han! You slept 8 hours! Wow... new record for the last year. You never slept longer that 6 hours... But now you didn't mind anymore because you had to go to the toilet. You REALLY had to go. Aishhh shit~

As you were ready, you had changed your clothes, washed your face and brushed your teeth and your hair. Seonghwa was done with making breakfast and you two ate together. The rest of the day you two finished watching the kdrama, watched YouTube together and played some games. Then it was 6pm. And from one second to the other you were stressed. Extremely stressed... You had to be ready in 2 hours! You ran into your room and needed 30 minutes to choose an outfit, accesoires and makeup. After another 45 minutes you were done with your look. You wore a cute long, wide, bright blue jeans with big holes on the knees and a black hoodie with an ATEEZ sign on it. It was maybe a bit overdressed or not suitable but you knew Skz and Ateez were close so it maybe was a good idea... or not... well let's hope it was a good. You had your hair done to a cute messy bun and wore a bit of makeup. Not much. Just to make your face glow. Now it was 7:15pm. You choose a grey bag this time and again the white sneakers you loved. You checked your look once and twice until Seonghwa came in and told you that you look great. You were a bit calmed but not that much. But however you could not do much now, so you decided to go now. Seonghwa hugged you tight and smiled at you. "Have fun Y/nah. Enjoy your date! Please enjoy... I'll cheer for you!". You smiled and he smiled back. "I will, I promise. Thank you Seonghwa. Really. You're the best friend I ever had. I'll ever have. No, you're the best friend on earth!" He laughed and then you opened the door. "Bye Seonghwaaaaaa!" "Bye Y/naaaaaa" you both laughed and you went down and left the house. Then you took the subway and drove to Lotte Park.

You arrived at the park at 7:48pm. Han texted you the location where he was waiting and you went there. From afar you saw him standing there and you waved. He waved back and went to you. "Hey Y/nah! I'm happy you're here. Let's go!" he said and you smiled. You two went to the entrance and stood in line. He wore a black mask so he would not get recognized and you decided to wear one too. So you two wore couple looks! Cute~ As you were the ones to pay he gave the woman on the other side the money and you wanted to give the money for one card too but he held you back and said "No It's allright, I'll pay since it's a date, right cutie?". You blushed and put the money back in your wallet. The woman smiled in awe and as you got the tickets, you entered the park. (A/n: I have never been at Lotte park so I don't know if every information is right but let's ignore this...) You went to the walls with lockers and took one key. You both put your bag in, you only took your phones. And he took some money since he did not let you pay a single Won tonight.

Your next station was a ghost-rollercoaster (idk how to say it in english but yk those scary slow rollercoasters in dark rooms with ghosts, ect...). You went in and got two seats. You were extremely easy to startle so you sat nearer to him and he put an arm on your shoulder to protect you. The first minutes you were kinda too busy with managing with your melted heart. But then you often screamed or flinched and he pulled you nearer to him. It was such an adorable scene~

After that scary adventure you went to a Bungee-Jumping station. You fist were completely 102% NOT for it but he asked longer that you could stand him. Now you were both standing on top of the constellation and had three guys packing you in safety-stuff. You decided to jump together in each others arms and the staff of the bungee-jumping attraction took good care of you. As soon as the people behind you were done with you, Han pulled you in bis arms and you pulled your arms around him. You closed you eyes and stuck your face in his chest. "Ohmygodohmygodohmygodwhydidisayyesahhh" you said the 'Oh my god' as mantra and Han chuckled. "C'mon it's gonna be fun!" "Nah I dunno but if we die I'll kill you!"

He laughed and his laugh turned into a scream as you were jumping down. You screamed too. And HOW you screamed... You were scared Han's ears were broken after that but you were too busy to continue screaming and being scared because you fell. Deeper and deeper... Then, suddenly, you stopped and the elastic safety-thing pulled you up. But you just jumped up and fell down again, hanging there over the floor, like 10 meters over the floor and 50 meters under the crane... Everytime you two jumped up you screamed. Han was not screaming anymore but laughed. He laughed so much that you could not help but laugh too after a few minutes of screaming. As you were pulled up, you two were laughing like crazy that your stomaches hurt. The personal looked at you in a suspicious way but you didn't mind and took the elevator to get out of this high crane. As you were on the floor again you started laughing again and ran out of the crane, just running all over the place to a ferris wheel. Then you stood in line and were actually in a extremely good mood.

You paid your tickets and were the next soon. You went into a tiny room and sat down next to each other. You took your phones, ready to make photos of the night view of the skyline of Seoul. (A/n: I want to go to Korea right now😭) The big thing (A/n: sorry😭) moved on and after a few minutes you were at the highest point. Then suddenly it stopped because the next ones were getting in. You took photos and then Han wanted to take a selfie with you (!). "Hey Y/nahh smileeeee~" You looked at the camera and smiled in a cute way. He made his cute Quokka-face and you smiled just more. Then you took your phone and made a selfie with him too. You saw him saving the photo as wallpaper and you saved yours as wallpaper too. He watched you and as you looked up he smiled softly. The ferris wheel did not move yet and you were still sitting in 60meters height.

He pulled you closer to him and hugged you from the side. You hugged him back and enjoyed the skyline of Seoul. It was a wonderful scene... You sat like this the rest of the time you sat in this tiny room and were close to each other. You both enjoyed the rest of the night. You two had so much fun and did every attraction and as the park closed you walked through Seoul and explored some high places where you had a wonderful sight. You came home late the next morning. You were back at 5am after he drove you home. Seonghwa was asleep and you just prepared yourself for bed and slept until 4pm.

*3 months later*

"OMG I can't believe it! Seonghwa, am I dreaming?!" Seonghwa laughed and shook his head. "No You're not. You're just so excited to go with Han on a Ateez concert. Haha" he told you. "Right... OMGGGGGGGG I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE IT!!!" Han confessed a week before that he was Han Jisung from Stray Kids. You only said 'I know' and he actually said 'You know, We know, Lee Know'. You laughed. "I actually love Stray Kids" you told him and he smiled cutely. And then, finally you were brave enough to say "And I love you". He confessed too and you were a couple for one week now. After you confessed he offered you a Concert ticket of Ateez Tour in Seoul for today's evening. You had not had the chance to get a ticket so you were sad as you did not get one but then HE came...! You immediately said Yes and hugged him. He had tickets for the first row and because he knew them in person and was close with then he got a backstage invitation too. You were now part of it. You'll meet your f****** favourite Group...

Now it was 11am on a Saturday morning and you were ready to go. You waited for Han to come and drive to the concert location. You wore a black Ateez-World-Tour t-shirt, a black Jacket with Wooyoungs Face on the back and a simple black jeans with big black boots. You had your hair in your natural blonde colour but you had died some pieces of your hair orange and black. You wore it open and did not wear heavy makeup, just a small Ateez Logo on your cheek and a bit Lipgloss and Mascara. Your earrings were black and orange too. You had an Ateez-bag too with all the important stuff like your phone, the headbangs you were going to wear, a bottle of Water, Snacks, An other jacket, sunglasses and some other merchandises. On the other hand you had your Lightiny in the Lightiny-Case. You were more than ready. Just the butterflies in your stomach were not ready. Them the doorbell rang and you jumped in excitement. "Omggg So excited!!! See you Seonghwa! I'm gonna spam you🫶🏻" you said and kissed him on the cheek. He smiled softly and waved at you. "Bye Y/nahh🫶🏻" he said and opened the door for you. "Have fun! And enjoy it!!!" "Of course I will, how can I not?!" you laughed and waved at him, then you ran downstairs.

Han laughed as he saw you. "Hello Y/nah! Haha, you're a real Atiny I guess~" You blushed "Euh yess... Am I too overdressed?" you asked. "Nah, I'm sure they'll love it!" je said confident and you smiled happily. He took your bag and put it in the car. Then he wanted to take your Lightiny in the car too but you shook your head and pressed it on your chest. He laughed and you two sat into the car. Then he drove the long way to the concert location while you two listened to Ateez Songs the whole hour with the Bluetooth speaker in the car.

An hour and 24 minutes later you were at the location. You saw a huuuuge Ateez Poster over the olympic stadium and everywhere were those Ateez flags of the MVs. You saw so many little shops and many, many people. Soooo many people. And all were Atinys. You felt like you finally came home...And of course you heard Ateez music all over the place. It was so damn great! As you found a place where you could park, you opened the door and Han did so too. You took your bag out of the car and put the Lightiny in it. Then you looked at Han. "Let's go?" you said and he saw your excitement and laughed. "Of course! I see you can't wait any longer~" "Wohoo" you shouted and some people looked at you. But they did not find you weird, they smiled! They smiled!?! But don't mind, you smiled back and you and Han moved forwards to the other Atinys. The first one came to you. "Hello Atiny!!! Nice too see u! Where giving the others the cards for the concert! You know, the cards with the message from Atiny for Ateez! Where are your seats?" A girl with black hair and a "Ateez" headbang came to you and directly spoke to you. "Hey Atiny! Thank you so much! Were directly in the front..." "OMG soo jealous haha, Can I give you my number and you send me the Videos? That would be soooo great..." she laughed and smiled at you. "Yeah sure! Of course, I mean, we're family! Btw I'm Y/n!" "YASSS!!! Oh I love you sis! Thank you soo much! I'm Lee Jangha! Nice to meet you!" she said excited. You laughed and then you gave her your phone. She saved her number in it and then she took a selfie with you and saved it as profile picture. "ThAnK YoU!" she said. "Oh and for which song are we showing the card?" you asked. "When they are singing Halazia! I'm sure we and they'll do great! But I have to go now... See u! And enjoy the concert!!!" she hugged you and then she went to another Atiny.

After 3 hours you had your bag full of photocards, merchandise, posters, albums and more. And your phone storage full of Selfies and pictures with other Atinys, with Han or with the figures of Ateez. You also took so many photos of the place. It was so great~ Now it was 04:30 pm and you had some time left until the concert started. You two went to a food shop and ate tteokbokki (A/n: sry if i wrote this in the wrong way i guess you know what I mean). You drank coca cola and bought two more of those customized bottles of coke. They were so pretty! One had Seonghwas face on it and the other Yeosangs. You sat down at a more quiet place since it was only 1 and a half hour before the concert starts. You took your Lightiny out of the bag and opened the app. Then you paired your Lightiny with the app and scanned your ticket. As it was paired, you stood up and went to the stadiums entrance because it opened in a few minutes. The butterflies in your stomach had gone crazy and you were so. Fucking. Excited. (A/n: I am actually excited but I'm just writing it ...) Then the doors opened and there were like 30.000 people who all wanted to go in now. But since Atiny was a great fandom, nobody was hurt and they even did a huuuuuuuuuge line. You packed the card in your bag and put out the tickets, Han holding your arm to not loose you. You knew that he was excited too. You had offered him a few merchandises too but he only said that you were the bigger fan.

Then you were the next in line and showed the security your tickets, who scanned it and then showed you the direction your places were. You went in screaming and shouting because you did not want to hold it back anymore. You were the happiest now and everybody should see/hear it. ^^ You found your places and sat down, placing the card somewhere they could not see it but you could take it easily. Then you took your bag under the chair and drank something. You had to wait 45 minutes until the concert started. You sat down and talked about this and that with Han and he told you about some experiences he had with the Ateez Members. He made you laugh a multiple times and then the Atinys who had tickets for the places next to you came. You talked with them too and since you came along good with then you exchanged your numbers. Rhen you talked about things Atinys normaly talk about *like Ateez* and waited for the concert to start. Then suddenly all the lightsticks in the hall turned on and the whole stadium screamed. You turned on your camera and held it turned to the stage. Then the lights were going out and the sound turned on. The whole stadium screamed like crazy snd you screamed too. So. F******. Loud.

It was the best concert you ever experienced. You were singing and screaming the whole time, shaking your Lightiny and dancing. The girls next to you, Lia and Xiona, two Japanese girls, did the same. It was soo good. They sang all your favourite songs and everyone looked at you multiple times. Wooyoung send you a flying kiss and you nearly colabsed. Honjoong stole your card to have one and San winked at you. Seonghwa send you a finger heart and Mingi too. Yeosang smiled at you and showed you a thumb up, his finger showing on your look. Yunho took your phone and brought in on the stage, filming the view they had of thousands of Atinys and he was filming all the members, who all looked at the camera and then he filmed you and him on the same screen. Jongho saw Han and waved at you two. Your heart literally melted. And your poor little Fangirl-heart was going to die because you would meet them in person backstage with Han.

It was a half hour after the concert and you were still hyped. It was SOO COOL!!! Your second biggest Atiny-Dream came true and your biggest Atiny-Dream will come true in a half hour! You and Han were sitting in front of the huge Building and you sent the Videos and photos to your new Atiny friends, you even had a chatroom! Called 'AtinySeoul'. (Creative, ik.) Han was busy with his phone too, and you were chatting with the girls from AtinySeoul.

*One new message - AtinySeoul*

Lia: Oh My GoD! AaAaAaAh! SaAaAN! I mean I saw it live but OMG HE LOOKED AT YOUR CAMERA DIRECTLY! I'LL GO DIE NOW BYE

You: NoOoO You can't die San needs you! I have a Sanie-Surprise for you later on~

Lia: WHAT IS IT

You: YOU'LL GET TO KNOW LATER

Xiona: Guys! You: WHAT

Lia: WHAT

Xiona: Do u have a Yunho surprise for me too ^^

You: 🤣

Lia: 😭🤣

You: Of course Mrs Yunhooooooooooooooos wifeu

Xiona: YAaAaAAaS!

Lia: JEONEUN SANIES WIFEU

Xiona: Yeah ofc NOT! NOBODY OF US WILL MARRY EM

You: true I'll marry sbd else but I'LL always LOVE ATEEZ AHHHHHHHHHH

Xiona: SAMEUUUUUU

Lia: Who are you going to marry?!

Jangha: ...

You: Ooh hi Janghaaaa

Lia: Annyeong

Xiona: Hellouu

Jangha: What about Jongho...?

You: Haha sureeeeeeeeee

You: Have to go now gurls see u then~

Lia: Byeeee

Jangha: Bb

Xiona: See u

You: *went offline*

"Sooooo~ Are you ready to meet your favourite group of all time?!" Han shouted. "NOOOOO" you shouted back and you both laughed. But the Butterflies in your stomach went crazy. You were so. Damn. Excited. Ahhhhhhhh. (A/n: Am excited too again 😅 hope you like it until this point...) He went to the stadium again and the security guy recognized Han and let him in. You went on and another security guy brought you to the stage. You climbed up and you were allowed to stand ont he position they were standing. You took so many pictures and selfies from that Position (😅). Then you went backstage and you were shivering so hard this time. You walked slowly besides Han and the security guy. They walked through the backstage rooms and rhen the security guy stopped in front of a door. On the door, there was a big writing, saying '에이티즈' . And then Han knocked and you heard the voices inside stopp talking. Then someone opened the door and you looked directly in Honjoongs smiling face.

You covered your mouth with your hands as he smiled at you and then took your and Hans hands and took you inside the room. "Helloooooooo" the eight members said. Han waved and hugged each one of them. You just stood there, covering your face with your hands and not believing it. Then you screamed as you heard a loud "Boooooh!" from behind you. Nine people laughed about your cute reaction and someone put an arm around your shoulders. You was still covering your face what was not all red. Poor you. But then they tried to make you let them see your face but you were way too stubborn and shy. Extremely shy...

Han was just sitting between them and laughing. San was still standing next to you, you heard his voice, as someone stood on your other sode and put an arm around your shoulders too. "C'mooon we won't bite!" You heard Wooyoung saying. "I have an idea~" and you heard that he was way too near your ear. Then you flinched as someone poke your side. Wooyoung laughed and San did too, the whole room laughed. And you were just standing there being extremely shy and partying inside because F*CK WOOYOUNG JUST POKE YOU AHHHH!!!!! Well, he did it again since you did not let them see your face. He did it again... And again... You flinched harder everytime because he was getting nearer to one of your weak spots. San on the other side joined and they pole your sides from left and right....

You let out a few giggles and Wooyoung made an "Awww" sound while San said that it was the cutest sound he ever heard. Then Wooyoung squeezed your side and you squeaked and sqealed. You finally put down your hands, trying to cover your sides. San squeezed your other side too and poor you were not able to stop them. Your knees get weak and you were trying to sit down, escaping them while you were laughing and squealing. You tried to let sour laugher go silent because you were very insecure about your reactions but they seemed like they were enjoying it. Then they finally let you go and Wooyoung hugged you, San joining. Wooyoung lifted you up and sat on the sofa, placing you between him and Hongjoong.

"So you're Hans Girlfriend?" Honjoong asked. "Ehm yes, Yes I am..." you answered while blushing. "How old are you?" Yunho asked. "I'm 19." you said. "Wow you're pretty young!" "Ehm yes I guess I am..." "What's your name?" Yeosang asked. "I'm Y/n" "Aww pretty name" "thank you..." "Where are you from?" Jongho asked. "I'm from Germany...." "Are you Atiny?" San asked. "No! I mean why should I? not that I'm dying right now bcz I talk to you guys" "HEY!!!" Honjoong and Wooyoung shouted and started poking your sides again.

"Nohohoho I dihihidn't mehahahn thahahat I mehahahan lohoohok ahahat mehehe" Hongjoong stopped. "Okay that's right. But it could be all fake ..." he continued again, smiling adorably. They tortued you a few more minutes but then you finally came free. "Next question" Han said. "Who's your bias?" Seonghwa asked. "Wait do u really want to know this?" you asked. "Yess!!!" everybody said. "It's Wooyoung..." you said and blushed . You covered your face again and Wooyoung hugged you. "Awwe thank you!" Hongjoong poke your sides AGAIN. "Why not meeeee~" "Hehehehey I love you all! AHHHH!!!!" he poke a worse spot and you fastly covered your mouth. "Uh-ohhhh" San teased. "Oh c'mon nooooo I want to get to know you first!" you whined. "Okay well, Give us your number, we're gonna see each other often since you are the Gf of Han now." Yunho said. Han nodded.

You took videos of all of them talking to your new Atiny-Friends through camera. That was the surprise. Maybe they're gonna know then someday but not yet. You sent the videos in the group chat and your phone exploded, so you just turned it off. The rest of the evening, you had fun with Ateez and Han, but then around 11pm you had to go. The members promised to meet you again and you were so happy and grateful that you were able to meet them in person. At 1am you were home and fell instantly into your bed.

~ Next morning, 8am ~

"Y/nahhhh! Yahhhh! Wake UP! Or i'm gonna tickle you!" you heard someone say. But you were so freaking tired. And you didn't mind who it was, you just wanted to sleep. "C'moooon wake uuuuuuuup!". "Go awayyy" you mumbled and turned around. "Well if you're not gonna wake up now~" "AHHH OKAY OKAY I'M AWAKE I'M STOOOOHOHOP" Seonghwa had started to tickle your feet under the blanket. He stopped. "Ahh what's the matter" you asked. "Oh are you kidding me? Your phone is ringing partout since 6am and the telephone too! I can't make it stop! Please turn it oooooff!" he whined. "I can't sleep like this!". "Why didn't I hear anything" you said. "Because you were sleeping like a Stone! Now c'moooon get up." "Okay okay I'll turn everything off" you said and sat up. You brushed through your messy hair with your fingers and stood up. Then you went to the living room, where the telephone rang. So Seonghwa didn't lie. You turned the button "mailbox" on so everyone who called you was able to leave a message in the mailbox for you. Then you went to your phone and turned it of. There were way too many missed calls and new messages.

*284 new messages*

*447 missed calls*

"What the heeeeeell" you went back to your room and wanted to go back in your bed, but there was already someone in. Seonghwa layed there peacefully and seemed to sleep. Poor guy, he must have had very less sleep. You layed down next to him and hugged him from the side. He hugged you back and you soon fell back asleep.

*6 months later*

"Left Hand Seonghwa!" Yeosang shouted. You lifted your left hand from the Ateez-Twister game and put it on Seonghwas picture face. There were only you, Honjoong and Jongho left. "Y/nah! Y/nah! Y/nah!" your boyfriend Han cheered for you. The rest of the Ateez members, Yeosang, Wooyoung, Yunho, Mingi, Seonghwa and San sat on the floor and watched you in amusement. Then Jongho was the next to move "Right foot Mingi!", said Wooyoung. Jongho moved his right foot from Yeosang to Mingi and while doing this, you pushed Honjoong. Honjoong lost his balance and fell over. "HONJOONG OUT!" San shouted. "Ohhhhhhh you're so gonny pay for this" Honjoong shouted and looked at you with an angry but amused face. But you were too busy to hold your balance as that you were able to mind about what he said. You better did. "Y/n left foot Wooyoung" Seonghwa told you. You did and now it was much more difficult to hold your balance and Jongho was there too. You had your head directly next to his shoulder but he was kind enough to not push you. You couldn't either.

"AHHHHHHH NOHOHO AHAHAHA STAHAAHP OKAHAHAHY OHAHAHAY" you suddenly screamed. Poor Jongho. But Wooyoung had started tickling you to make you fall since he knew how effective it was on you. He squeezed your sides and scratched over your ribs and you went weak soon. "Stahahap I cahahahn't tahahake ihihit" you begged and then you fell down. Jongho won... Again... "JONGHO, JONGHO, JONGHO!!!!" the Ateez members shouted and you sat up and cheered for him too. Mingi went to him to dance with him and Wooyoung and San jumped through the whole room. Han had a call and went out to take it and Yunho, Seonghwa and Yeosang were standing there and watching the scene in amusement.

But where was Hongjoong? You were not able to see him. Then suddenly something came from behind you and pulled you back. It was Honjoong. He tackled you down on the floor and made you sit on your wrists and sat on your tighs himself. You knew what was coming. "Oh nonononononono please Honjoong don't I'm begging you please don't do this we can talk about this please please please pleaseeeee ahahahahah" you tried to beg but then he just smirked, shook his head and spidered all over your tummy. It was unbearable. You giggled and your giggles became louder as he started to scribble over your ribs and hips too. The other members watched you in amusement. "Pleahahase helhehehlp mehehe" you begged but the other seven guys just looked at you, their eyes saying sorry. "We'd be next if we would" Yeosang said and shivered. The others nodded and you tried to help yourself. "I said You're gonna pay for this Y/nahhh~" Honjoong said ans smirked. Then he squeezed your soft skin all over your midsection, twording you like hell.

Then he dug his thumbs into your hips. You were so dead. "AHHHHHH NOOOOOOOOOO AHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA" you screamed and laughed like a maniac sonce it was one of your worst spot. You heard Yunho saying "I love our soundproof walls here". You blushed and finally escaped your hands. But you knew fighting back would not be very helpful so you covered your face once again. By the way you were tworded to death by KIM HONGJOONG. AHHHH. OMFG. (A/n: Did you ever feel jealous of any Y/n? I am btw) Since he was still one of your favourite Oppas of all time. He tortured you like 10 minutes, digging bis thumbs into your worst spot, right above your hipbone, but then your laugher went silent and you went out of breath. He stopped and sat on the floor, pulling you in a comforting hug. You loved his hugs. He ist so freaking sweet. And angelic~ When he is not twording people to death...

*later this day*

"What did Honjoong do to you that you were that red?" Han asked. You were sitting at the sofa in his dorm, the other skz members all had plans this evening so you had all for you. "You-you didn't hear anything?" you asked with a suspicious look at him. "No... Was there something to hear?" he asked. "Euhm... well... Yes I guess?" you tried to say. "What was it?" he asked. "Ehm... Honjoong just t... t... ti.... tick..... t..... ahhhh I can't say it" you whined. "What?" he asked. You took your phone and write the word down. "Ohhhh~ I understand~" he said and smirked. You put your phone back on the table. "Fine..." you said and covered your blushed face. "So he did it like this?" Han asked and poke your sides and ribs fastly. "Hey! Hehehehy! Stohohop! Hahahan!" you tried to escape but he already grabbed your waist and put his legs around you. "Oh noo! I wanna try it too~" he said teasingly. He sneaked a hand under your pullover and scribbled over your ribs and tummy. "Ahahhahha nohohooh pleahahahs I hahad enouhohohogh" you begged but no chance. He squeezed your sides then. "NahahahAAHH nohohohOOH dohohohHOON'T!" your voice went sometimes a few octaves higher as he hit a special place. He clearly had fun. You either. But he wanted to try everything since you did not even fight back. He dug his fingers in your hips and drew tiny circles there to make you go crazy. "NAHAHAHAAAAAAA HAHAAAAAAAN!!!" " yes Jagi~" he said teasingly.

He tortued you on this spot like for ten minutes but then he turned you around and took your feet in a headlock. "Oh nononoono Han plaese noooot" you begged but he didn't mind at all... He started scribbling, spidering, clawing and poking all over your hypersensitive soles until your laugher went silent. Then he pulled you in a sweet, warm Quokka-hug. You two fell asleep in SKZ' dorm soon...

~ END ~

A/n: OMG I FINALLY finished this it took me SO LONG AHH! I really hope you like it... It's not only a t-word related ff, I wanted to try if I am good at this.... Please let me know if you didn't lile it... Or request something when you feel so! Am open to any requests, but I don't know any group, but am open to get to know then if you adk for a fic about them. I love Ateez, BTS, SKZ, Enhypen, TXT, Day6, BP, Itzy, Eric Nam, Oneus, Svt, P1Harmony any some others but now thank you for reading until here, I really hope it did not bore you... I can do a series about this maybe... I could publish sometimes some episodes based on this...