#one ttime their friends REALLY pushed me and was ttryinfg to force a confession and it was so obvious what was happening and like :u

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it did always kinda feel bad and feel dismissive how there was months of hitting on me but me giving clear signs of "i dont want to be with anyone rn. even if i liked someone, i have too many issues in my head for a relationship" but it was met with "me too haha, so?" like itwas just "i dont care, i want this engagement so im going to do it still."

i even went as far as to say "if you dated me, in less than 7 months we wouldnt be friends anymore." but they still kept at it! and i finally engaged back a little bit. it wasnt for too long and even tho we never really dated, we currently are not friends anymore so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯