#one time after a sesh i was driving home and started hysterically sobbing lmao

[thelastsaiyanprincess]

What is your idea of a perfect session?

i really don't know how to answer this, because i don't really want "sessions".

i want a stable, committed, exclusive/monogamous play partner that i can play with and be in love with for the rest of my life 😭 because then i'll have as many sessions as possible! within reason ofc.

don't get me wrong, playing casually with friends is fun too, but at the end of the day something is missing and i feel this inescapable emptiness. what always always always happens after i've had a formal planned sesh is that i get intense dom or sub drop. i end up having to aftercare myself and work thru these intense feelings of attachment and loneliness without any help. and i find myself reaching over to the empty side of my bed for comfort even though i know no one is there.

i imagine that if i had a regular committed partner, i wouldn't have to go home alone after the sesh is done and suffer through it on my own.