#one of these days youre gonna get me alone and its gonna be....mhh... indescribable

[depressedpussysociety]

Fuuuuuck you drive me crazy and I literally can't get enough of it. I know it's my own self destructive tendencies but I can't help it. There's no one to tell me no right now, all my friends have abandoned me and I can't talk about this with family. It's too complicated and I don't want to hear anyone tell me to stop so. Countdown to total destruction of my life in 3...2....

Fuuuuck it I can't help it. I want him and he wants me so....fuck it all to hell. He's the only thing that makes me smile or makes me giddy anymore. It's not that kinda love but whatever it is, I know it's real cuz we're both risking way too much. My whole life, his best friend... and neither of us seems to care. Fuck I may have to make this into a smutty 18th century romance novel at this rate.

Anyway. Into the void this goes and into his dms go I....