#one of the tell tale signs that im going into a hypomanic episode is my sleep schedule | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

maaaxx · 2 years ago

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I have this ten page paper due in like a week on greek art or something like that and this is both really nice and really awful because on one hand one of my current wips (not fandom related) is heavily inspired by greek things, and on the other hand I dont feel like writing a ten page paper.

#the wip is hecles in case you were wondering #i dont think i talk about it much on here #but the thing about me is I am VERY good at getting things done like the absolute last minute #i wrote a different ten page paper like two years ago about the polarization of gender in like 3 hours and got the highest grade in my clas #*class #and so because i can do this i can not force myself to do things until I desperately need to #but the thing about this specific time is that i need to read 90 fucking pages of my textbook #and if you pay attention to the shit i post you know i cant read #nvm its 50 #i think i can do it #hypomania for the win #ask not what you can do for your mental illness but what your mental illness can do for you #one of the tell tale signs that im going into a hypomanic episode is my sleep schedule #like one day ill sleep for a normal amount of time #becuase i try to prioritize my sleep schedule during the seasonal depression months because if not shit hits the fan #but then the next day ill be up until 3 am doing god knows what #and ill wake up at 6 am and be ready for the day and be fine #that was today #also my head is buzzing #also ive been a lot more social than normal #my hypomania presents itself really simular to adhd #so ill either get this assignment done in 3 hours #or not at all #because im eitherb #either extremely focused or extremely distracted #like adhd on crack #one of these days im going to regret posting all this on here #but its not today!#max thinks shes relevant

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