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Faith in Love || Hyunjin

Angst w/ Fluff

Word count: 1,409

Warnings: none

Summary: Your relationship with Hyunjin is disapproved

A/N: Thanks for requesting! We’re glad you like the blog! I wanted to go into more detail but I thought it’d end up wayyyyyyy too long. Anyways, I hope you like it!

~Admin Yeong ☾

You’ve been dating Hyunjin for almost 4 months. Everything was kept secret, surprisingly, until Jisung got a hold of his phone and found pictures and texts between you two. Jisung, being as loud and extra as he is, literally screamed about it, bringing it to everyone’s attention. Felix, Jisung, Seungmin, and Jeongin were happy that their hyung was dating someone. The older boys wanted to be too, but they were more aware of the consequences of being in a relationship while being a kpop idol. So, they began to scold him.

“It’s best if you break it off now before it gets too serious,” Chan spoke in a soft, suggesting tone.

“She’s not worth it. You’ll lose your career.” Minho said bluntly.

“We’re already serious! And how do you know she’s not?” Hyunjin asked in disbelief.

“What? Do you like, love her or something?” Changbin spoke in a joking tone.

“Yes!”

“Hyunjin, you’re too young to even know what love is.” Minho huffed.

With that Hyunjin stormed off to your apartment. He told you everything that had transpired with watery eyes. You comforted him, knowing how much heartache he has from his friends, practically family, disapproving so strongly. You both decided to continue the relationship, willing to try to get over these speed bumps.

Avoiding the boys, other JYP staffs, and fans, to keep this all under wraps was difficult and tiring. The boys tried to keep a close eye on him which made it hard to text and talk to each other. You guys had to find a small, private spot to see each other. Your apartment was too far from the dorms for you guys to meet up quickly. You found a little spot behind a store, by the park. You would see each other every Tuesday, Thursday, and Sunday at 3 am. Which barely left you guys anytime to sleep, but it was worth it. As long as you got to see Hyunjin, even for 5 minutes, gave you faith in your love, that you’d actually find a way to make this work.

A month goes by and now you were sitting in your apartment, waiting for Hyunjin to return. He told the boys that he was visiting family, but instead, he was spending his day off watching a movie with you at your place. Until JYP’s assistant called him, telling him JYP needs to talk to him urgently. Hyunjin looked panic and when he was about to walk out, he grabbed your hand and said, ‘I love you.’ He exited the apartment with a final sad expression. In the pit of your stomach, you knew that you were heartbeats away from disaster.

It’s been hours since he left, it started getting late. You were determined to stay up for Hyunjin. Around 1:30 am, you slipped into slumber on the couch until you were woken up by the sound of staggering footsteps. You sat up and looked to where the noise was coming from. Hyunjin was standing near the door with his head hung low.

“Hyunjin, is everything alright?” You ask out of concern as you got up to walk to him.

“Yea... I-I’m fine.” He choked out while desperately wiping his tears away, hoping you wouldn’t notice. You were about to give Hyunjin a hug to try to comfort him, but he gently pushed you away.

“You’re making this harder.”

“Making what harder?”

“This breakup,” he said in a painful tone as tears started trickling again. Even your eyes started tearing up.

“What?”

“One of the trainees saw us together and told everyone. JYP is not happy.”

“But, we were doing so well hiding it, especially from the fans!”

“How long did you really think this could go on Y/n?! We’re both burnt out! Maybe this is is a sign that we shouldn’t be together. We can’t be together.”

“Hyunjin don’t say that.”

“You know he can disband Stray Kids for this, right?” He continued.

You nodded while looking away from him hoping he wouldn’t see you cry. His heart shattered having to do this, but your heart was shattering too.

‘She needs me. But, they need me too.’ He kept thinking to himself, hoping to find some sort of relief from this breakup. Although, those thoughts were always followed by, ‘what if I’ve just thrown all of this away?’

He couldn't stay here any longer because it would become harder to leave. He collected his things and started to head out. As he opened the door, you grabbed his hand and said, “I love you,” in a quivering and unstable voice.

He yanked his hand back and left you with one word, “Don’t.”

After this, you spent your days in despair. You understood what was at stake for him. This wasn’t easy for either of you. You tried to keep that in mind, but you couldn’t help but feel slightly in rage from the dispute. You lost someone that you loved so dearly because of a forced ultimatum created by his boss. You were bitter, but still understanding of the situation. You missed him badly. Sometimes you’d see his silhouette, hoping that it was actually him. That it was actually real instead of the sad truth.

Two months went by and Hyunjin was in a similar state as you. The boys tried to do everything they could to help him, but all their attempts had failed. He tried to be happy but all he felt was this void. Even at fan signings and concerts, he tried his best to fake a smile but it became more and more difficult as he kept reflecting on that night.

Stray Kids had finished up a local concert and got into the van to head back to the dorms. Hyunjin rests his head on the glass, as his mind was a cluttered mess of regret with racing thoughts.

‘There’s no such thing as too young. I love her, I do. What if you only get one true love? And Y/n is mine. How would we even fix this? What if it’s too late? I can’t undo her pain. Everything has fallen apart. But I need her. My future is nothing without her.’

“Stop the car,” Hyunjin said firmly, earning confused looks from his members and the staff.

“Hyunjin why?” Chan questioned, as the driver pulled off to the side.

“I need to,” he replied hopping out of the van, leaving everyone with an unclear answer.

The cold night’s breeze hit his face as he tried calling you. He tried three times but you wouldn’t pick up. So he started running to your apartment, not even knowing where it was from here. Rain started drizzling as he came across a familiar looking neighborhood, giving him a clear vision of where your apartment was. The rain started pouring harder every time he started running faster, every time he started crying harder. It was as if these rain clouds were following him, and only him.

Once he made it to your apartment, he automatically knocked on the door. He was too impatient to wait for you to answer. He reached into his pocket for your spare house key you gave him that he forgot to give back, that he didn’t want to give back. The door opens and you see him enter the apartment. He was soaking wet, but yet you could still tell he was in tears.

“I love you and I’m not leaving you. No matter what anyone else wants me to do. You’re my love, the only one I’ll ever have.”

You didn’t know how to react. After two months, you really thought you’d never see him again, let alone hear such heartwarming words coming out of his quivering mouth. You stared into his sad, brown eyes as you felt warm tears falling down your face. You ran into his arms, not caring that he was dripping wet. He holds you tightly, not willingly to ever let go. You had to ask, “what made you change your mind?”

“I missed you. When I think about my life without you, I start to cry.”

“Hyunjinnie, what about-” You couldn’t finish your sentence due to your sudden sobbing.

“Hey, it’s alright. We’ll make it work. I’m not giving up on us. I love you and I’m never leaving your side again.”

“I love you too,” were the only words you managed to get out.

He kissed your head before whispering, “Have faith in love.”

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