#one day this will happen I am manifesting 🙏🏻
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epiphanytear · 8 months ago
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BTS and Dragons (2/7)
Rock Jin and his guardian
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ko-existing · 1 year ago
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Hi, I think you have been the blog that has helped me the most in such a short time with my path to self-realisation, your pointers always help me and leave me reflecting, each one opens my eyes a little more. Since yesterday I decided to cut with the overconsumption and start to really think about the things I read, questioning them, taking what works for me and leaving what doesn't, and I already feel much more liberated. Today something particularly remarkable happened, in the morning I woke up already feeling that I was just observing my surroundings, I had thoughts but I didn't feel them as mine as I did before. I feel much more tolerable with my surroundings, enjoying nature and even this ego more. I understand that everything is made of myself, that I am only the expectant of this world that is made of nothingness itself, just like the words I write to you. I still don't feel fully realised, I have tried to "manifest" some objects, but I have not been able to. I hope soon to come back with an update and be able to tell you that I am living the life of my dreams, being a fully realised being thanks to you. I hope you are having a great day! Much love xoxo
there is no ego, no need to aim for "realization", there is actually no "i" that becomes realized🙏🏻
Remove the "i", the "person" you think you are, what's left? " " and " " is always here.
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elysiumblue · 1 year ago
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Pick a card - WTF is going on? 💀
I decided to do this reading for you, because this is THE reading I always wanted to find. Most of the time, I just want to figure out WTF is going on.
This time, there are 5 piles for you to choose from, because I have zero idea what can come out from such a general question. The messages of some piles are more specific than others, so don't force it to fit if you don't feel it's right.
Some of you may come with a question in your mind, and some piles may not be able to give a concrete answer for your question. However, I tried my best to give some advices that can help with your situation in all piles. 🙏🏻
👇🏻Please choose a color that you're drawn to! 👇🏻
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And find the corresponding reading for you below!
Pile 1
You may be in a love or a friendship triangle. If this doesn't fit at all, it may not be your pile. Don't force it to fit if you have 0 suspicions about it 😭
You do not expect such things to happen, as things seems to be fine between you and your person. However, your person has connected with a new person recently, and things seem to be happening quick between them.
You feel super powerless about this situation. You may try to do things that used to work between you and your person, but it seems that it doesn't help to draw their focus back to you. Although you feel like there is nothing you can do anymore to save your relationship, you cannot find the courage to get out of this relationship that brings you more and more frustration. Instead, you hold on to the past memories with your person, and blindly believing that things will return to the past eventually, they will be interested in you again, they will ditch the other person one day, etc...
However, it seems that your person does not want to focus on you anymore. For some reason, they believe that the other person is a better option than you. They think that they vibe better together with the other person, or maybe they just find that the other person is more attractive and more interesting. It may even be possible that their coldness towards you is intentional, so they can get rid of you faster, and move on to the other person. Anyway, it is clear that they are not putting energy in this relationship.
Such situation sucks. You feel more and more powerless everyday. It brings you so much frustration and the negative effect is expanding. However, the knowledge of you are powerless can also be a relief. Relationship that last forever is rare.
Most of the time, the connection we formed will eventually end someday. The right one that your fated to be with, will not miss you, and things will not be this difficult between you two. Instead of holding onto this relationship and spend all your energy to save this relationship (that only you are paying efforts into), you can decide to let go, and still keep the beautiful memory you two made together. This way you can also free yourself from the constant stress that is draining you right now, and regain power and clarity to write a better future for yourself.
(I can't pick one song 💀)
Pile 2
You believe that you are at high value, and are confused by the small or lack of results. However, I am sorry to say that the other party does not think the same way as you, especially if this situation is a romantic one. I am not sure if it's the other party failing to recognize your value, or it's you that have to work on yourself, because value of oneself is a very subjective thing. But I will give you some advice to work on yourself, as it is easier than working on others.
One thing that leads to your frustration is your impatience. You are focusing too much on wanting the thing, now. It seems that most of your energy is invested into figuring why it is not happening now. According to my knowledge in law of attraction, this is the worst way to manifest something, as you are basically telling the universe that you are obsessed with the experience of wanting, with your actions...😩 You can try focus on improving yourself, or just move onto a next goal. Stop focusing on why this thing is not happening right now.
You may also tying your self worth too tightly to the outcome of this situation. This may be a factor in why you care about this so much. However, as I mentioned before, value of oneself is a very subjective thing. One person failing to recognize your value does not mean that you are worthless. It is completely unrelated. You need to focus on appreciate yourself as you are, believing you are the high value individual whole-heartedly, no matter the outcome of the situation. For example, you are equally beautiful no matter that person like you or not! It's not like being with that person will magically transform your appearance. 😭 Also, trying to figure out why others does not like you will more likely to bring more confusion.
Pile 3
This is a very specific type of situation. You are heavily doubting yourself and the outcome of this relationship, as you don't believe that your person likes you back. You feel that your intuition is yelling at you that your person likes you, but your mind is yelling as loud, if not louder, that there is no way that your person will like you back. Your mind is a total mess right now 😔
One reason for this thought may be that you don't believe that you are worthy. You may be mistreated before, or be told that you are worthless at the past. It may not be your situation, but it doesn't matter, because the past doesn't matter anymore. All you have to know is the past is not the future, and the future is different.
If they are still contacting with you, then just give into the passion, and enjoy the growth of this relationship. Don't do silly things to sabotage this relationship, like ghosting them 💀, just because you don't believe that things is bad. You know it is good, and your intuition is constantly remind you this, even when your mind keep telling you the opposite.
Stop wasting time in thinking, or to be more accurate, making up why you are worthless, and why you don't deserve love. There is nothing to be investigated in such topics, because they are completely false. The healing begins as you start believing in yourself. It's time to walk away from the past, to a brighter future.
Pile 4
It seems that you did something right to manifest something or reach a goal. It seems that your method is on the darker side, can be some tricks or spells, but I won't judge you 😭 You probably here to see if your thing is going to work or not, and the answer is it depends.
The outcome is highly related to how much you believe in yourself. If you did this because of lack, and you are not actually sure if you are worthy of the outcome, or straight up believe that doing the thing you did is the only method that you can get things in life, then it probably won't work. Instead of using such things as a panick button, you need to be more patient and do more work on building your self worth. I believe that it is extremely difficult to manifest things that exceed your worth, even if it works, it comes with a huge cost that probably won't worth it at all.
No matter it works or not, you will probably see the results soon. If you're manifesting a person, that seems to have interest, or even in a relationship with another person, you will observe that your person is starting to question the connection with the other person, and start decide between you and them. If even yourself is doubtful about your worth, how can you persuade your person to think that you are the better option?
Overall, I cannot get a concrete yes or no answer. The outcome situation highly depends on your self esteem and confidence.
Pile 5
I feel a huge sense of despair when channeling the message for this pile. You probably were cut off by someone. It is similar to Pile 1. But the difference is you don't even have the illusion of having an option in your situation, as it seems that things are "finished", probably by the other person, no matter how much you don't want this to happen. 😔
I am very sorry for the pain you are going through right now. You feel that there's nothing you can do in this situation anymore... and you are right. There is little you can do to skip this pain you are suffering now, as it is a normal reaction for people when they go thru such situation. Accept that you are very sad, and it is reasonable to be sad. Also, please take care of yourself. Things will definitely be better in the future. The pain won't last forever. 🙏🏻
Try not to think about how things used to be in the past. Thinking about the past probably won't do much to help the situation, but it will definitely make you feel worse. Focus on the present. Find something to distract your mind from going back to the past. You can try drawing, as it works for me 💀 Actually, just do anything that you feel drawn to. Maybe binge watching YouTube works too for you. 🤷🏻‍♀️
You may feel stuck right now, but I am sure that you can walk away from the past, and cut ties with this connection in the future. It is just a matter of time.
(Similar to Pile 1, I can't pick one song 💀)
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yes-sikorskiy-yuriy · 11 days ago
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🌜🌝🌛 «Sun Insignia», - the sign of the sun. For productive creative success.
From the manuscript Lbs 977 4to - Samtíningur, Iceland, 1818-1820. for purification and protection, but also this galdrstav can give luck and success, will strengthen love by purifying people and from emotional filth
Result of the impact: Understanding comes. You understand the elementary dogmas that "rolling" is always easier than "canting" - the magic worked. It is very difficult to understand that magic is already working, for this you need a diary, which will be your friend and memory. (Write daily what you liked in the past day, which can be attributed to the manifestation of magical powers.) Since your memory does not want to remember, and the mind does not want to understand that your life, karma have changed and this would not have happened if you had not used magic, you would have passed by the main success of your life. You became a screenwriter and the main character of your film about you. You are a creator and a slave. Why a slave? The Higher Powers have no hands except yours and no one except yourself. YOU fulfill your life path without realizing what and why, following television morality, and having applied magical influence, you kind of wake up and this is incomparable to anything. You are grateful to the Supreme Being for waking up in the morning and there will be a new film of your favorite series about your life, and you, the viewer, watch and participate in the process, changing the script as the action progresses with the help of your magical powers…#YS
If you can do what you do best and be happy, you will advance further in life than most people. Leonardo DiCaprio (via perfectquote ).
+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ P.S. I kindly ask you, if you have any questions regarding the activation and use of magic. Contact a school of magic, many teach how to conjure and a great many directions.
I, with the consent of the person who wishes and for his money, change his reality. I, as an experienced pilot (https://vk.com/id261342434?w=wall261342434_26442/all), lead the ship of your life, I feel the flow of favorable energies and direct your ship called "My life" in a favorable direction. In the process of such interaction, you gain magical experience and practice in reality, and not in illusion.
Basically, I lead along the path of people who are in a difficult situation at the moment, and I lead them to the road of fulfillment of desires, only people who know how to thank, to bring goodness to themselves, continue to walk with me.
Just to try for the sake of boredom, this is not for me. No offense, I am busy with the soulful soul in which I believe and it believes me, and if you are impatient to drain your negativity to my side, then start looking back, I warned you.
🙏🏻 Good luck, Yuri.
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punkpandapatrixk · 3 years ago
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This is Part 5 of a series of PACs specifically tailored to the theme of self-transformation. All of my PACs naturally carry this theme, however, the ones belonging to this series are imbued with intentions that are closely intermingled with one another. I think, there will be 5 PACs in total to complete this series.
They're all essentially timeless so it doesn't matter which ones you come across first.
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When you are on a spiritual journey, which I'd rather call a discovery for we are taken to many places in our memories and dreams to rediscover the true nature of our I AM essence, the Soul... well... it forces our Human selves to deal with different projections of Reality to help reorient our true Life's Direction🎉Surprise, maduhfuhkker🔫When that happens...
...either you feel like your life is falling apart or everything remains at a standstill. If your Human is at a disagreement with your Soul, or Higher Self or whatever, you end up feeling defeated, all the time; not realising that your Higher Intelligence is just working behind the scenes to help clear up the fog in your world.
What's your Soul's focus at this time? This is a timeless☘️ reading so you can come back at a different time to get a different answer altogether, too. Whatever happens next is based on your current emanation of energy, based on your level of consciousness🙏🏻FYI, you're gonna be OK!
Pile 1 - Fixing the Past
Page of Wands, Page of Pentacles Rx
Priestess of Luxury & Gold Astrologer (Simon Forman)
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You're dealing with a lot of traumas from your past. Not necessarily past life traumas, but some difficulties you've had to experience in this lifetime. I think this pile attracts people who've gone through a bit in life. People have slighted or treated you badly, or you've been unfairly gossiped behind your back. Major mistreatment/betrayal/abuse vibe to this one.
Now, you're just needing time to process all of that. It's all good; you're learning the lessons behind the experiences so you can make peace with life. You should know that only very strong people can get through this phase. I'm not hyping you up, that's just how it is:
'People will do anything, no matter how absurd, in order to avoid facing their own soul. One does not become enlightened by imagining figures of light, but by making the darkness conscious.' - Carl Jung
You have important things you must achieve in this lifetime, that's why it's important that your Soul carries you through this purification period. This is probably what the internet spirituality terms the Dark Nights of the Soul. IDK. I'm not sure. But I think Carl Jung calls this shadow work. You're just fixing your foundation. You have a great Destiny ahead of you; of that I'm sure~
Your immediate FOCUS🔻
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Pile 2 - Bridging A Stable Future
8 of Pentacles, 2 of Wands
Priestess of Fertility & Red Physician (Galen of Pergamon)
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You're in the midst of creating new habits, aren't you? Testing and trialling new methods of working because you want to increase your productivity. You're working on building a solid bridge to the future. You have plenty of ideas you're eager to make manifest, too. Basically, you're having a lot of fun with daydreaming, board drawing, planning, all that stuff.
But there's a catch-22 also: I think you're forgetting to deal with your troubles from the past. This isn't to say your focusing on making the ideal future is wrong, after all, your Soul is currently focusing on your future projections!🎉There's a good reason for that: your Soul is preparing you for a wonderful opportunity, even a wonderful Life altogether! But in order to arrive safely there, you must learn balance—all so you have a stable, solid foundation to build your amazing future upon.
You're currently testing, trialling, and some days you need to just relax. And if sometimes you are troubled by bad dreams, don't fret, because that's just you processing some suppressed emotions/memories. Let things run their course, not be bogged down by unnecessary worry nor self-blame, and continue to build your rainbow bridge towards the future.
Your immediate FOCUS🔻I'm hearing orange juice.
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Pile 3 - Balancing the Past & the Future
6 of Wands Rx, Page of Cups
Priestess of Integrity & Silver Physician (John Dee)
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Wow, so BOSS! You've reached that balance between living in the past and daydreaming of the future. You've done all that—now you're fully capable of focusing on what's real in front of you. You've come a long way, you know. I think you've sacrificed a lot. You're SO strong!
In the past, you were so worried about what others had to say about you, your dreams, or whatever. You were also anxious about the future because you often felt like you weren't good enough for whatever you wanted. You've literally come a long way of overcoming both anxiety and depression. Now? You're just unbeatable. Nothing can shake you anymore. You're ready for the world. Heck, the world needs to get ready for YOU!
Your advice is only to never forget the importance of both mental and physical health. You Soul's current focus and your Human's current focus are in alignment, so I'm not seeing like a big trouble or whatever. You've seriously been through it all, anyway. If there's anything else, your Higher Self and Spirit Guides want to applaud you for EVERYTHING. Just, EVERYTHING you've done to arrive where you are now.
You don't have to be grateful; the world needs to be grateful for you!😈
Your immediate FOCUS🔻
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seelestia · 2 years ago
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that's what i get for always spending time with him i guess lmao and yes ofc you're v v welcome to invade my inbox anytime you so wish <3
the two hu taos running around is sure to turn anyone's hair grey lol i can't for the life of me imagine the shenanigans you're both up to when put together /j
ah the social status gap ;;;; THAT'S 3 TROPES IN ONE HLDJSFLKSJDL OH MY LORD i can already taste the bitter angst at the tip of my tongue....
I THINK SO lol black + blue palette on ayato... and with all the signature fatui accessories... gosh. i really can't. any artists seeing this, if you ever want to draw it please tag me 🙏🏻 yeah no the moment he starts liking your presence you're locked in for life sis i am so sorry- /j
that's so fast sldkjfsldf i'm still on part 2 atm and i probably won't continue anytime soon cause of vacation plans sobsob
the rng gods blessed you with that one lollll nahh i am hopeless at building characters i tell you. i have no idea what i'm doing 80% of the time 🤣 i'm just here for the lore and music/voice and zhongli ✨
literally us:
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"a child holding a bomb is two terrible signs manifested into one." i am dead, deceased, wheezing, tearing up with laughter-
oh al haitham is coming home whether he wants it or not 😈 i think i might skip 3.1 banners entirely in favor of saving up... the remelting tablet has got me hooked on ayato's playstyle so i'm eyeing for when he reruns too. probably not gonna be soon but still... also i want scara when he comes out solely bc his jp va lmao (and on that note, maybe childe hmmm)
definitely, more chars >>>>>>> constellations!!! yeah that's actually a good thinking hahah being on guaranteed is fun but also stressful sometimes.... my brother is at 60 pity rn and he actually wanted dori but he doesn't dare to pull bc he doesn't like ganyu or kokomi's playstyle lol rip
oooo strawberry and passionfruit tea, those sounds gooooood <3
i imagine zhongli very much approves of our tea addiction lol
atp, you should put copying zhongli's speech to a tee as your hidden talent 😭 i guess, this is what happens when you write for him sm, huh?? + all that listening to his voicelines, uh-huhhh 👀 i cannot blame you for that will also be me when i get ayato 🚶 (the day i start using, "ah, yes. naturally." like him is the day you'd know i've gone off of the deep end /j)
i may make your hair grey, but you will love me either way, right??? *innocently bats eyelashes* (/lh) hu tao and lia in one room would fr be the most effective aging process because i'd honestly laugh at her jokes and then add on to them 😭 also, i vividly recall that one time when zhongli did his osmanthus wine idle and i just absentmindedly responded, "i think your friends are six feet under tho". THE SILENCE AFTERWARDS WAS SO LOUD. idk how i can be both chaotic and chill at the same time (is this where my venti side comes out /j)
a love triangle with ayato and thoma is such a concept 🙏 but with a more realistic twist to it and with that, comes the harsh realization that reality brings. after all, a fairytale-like love is pleasant to indulge in; an escape, an almost surreal-like lantern of hope but you can't keep your head buried in books forever, can you? reality where capitalism reigns (/j) will always call, whether you wish to turn a blind eye to it or not. MMM, REALITY, THE ENEMY OF DAYDREAMERS *hiss* 🤺 (/lh)
fatui!ayato, what an enigma (don't lock me up, please. at least, let rin jie visit me because she'll help bail me out /j) 👀 yeahhh, you can't escape him if he's locked onto you <//3 which makes me think about how he'd be as your ex... i feel like ayato would be that smiling yet salty on the inside + passive aggressive ex. LOLLL he would 100% sneakily trip your new partner in public and extend an oh-so gracious and concerned helping hand to them (wowww, talk about sneaky).
rin jie, the only thing keeping me going with the quests is the aranara's <//3 i just divided the quests neatly, so i followed the process of completing at least one or two quests per day — THIS WAS EXACTLY HOW I DID MY STUDYING AND I GOT WAR FLASHBACKS FROM MY LAST EXAMS 😭 i love it when i apply my studying technique to long genshin quests, hehehe 🥸🏃 (/s)
who cares about meta because even at ar 50+, we're just cruising thru 🏂 does your brother beg to differ with his op builds??? we shall abandon him. (/j) i still remember when you told me he started building diluc after the new skin was released LOLLL and speaking of !! have you read up on enkanomiya's lore yet??? because remember my boy, caelin?? i think i might post his profile soon 👀 but absolutely dw if you haven't, the lore related to enkanomiya is only in the trivia section at the very end~
YEAHHHH, the way we are saving for both al-haitham and ayato 🤝 no because i was so happy when i saw ayato in the fayz trials + remelting tablet event 😭 the way he does his normal attacks, hello??? it was enjoyable being an ayato main even for a few minutes, i'm getting a taste of my future <//3 but let's wish scara and al-haitham won't be on the same banner because that shall be your true test + you're softening up to childe, it aeems??? 👀
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quinnkeeper · 3 years ago
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Hello dear.
It’s Me,
Your first and original redbull vodka anon. Back to say
MAXIMUS VERSTAPPEN 2021 WORLD CHAMPION!!!!!!!!!? 🛐✨🙏🏼 ALL MY LIVER POISONING WORKED!! ALL THE HANGOVERS WERE WORTH IT!!! I HAVE CELEBRATED WITH A GROSS AMOUNT OF REDBULL VODKAS SINCE AND I AM STILL GOING!!! (Expect for a small break Monday-Wednesday due to lack of resources).
WE DID IT!! WE FUCKING DID IT!! WE MANIFESTED AND WE PRAYED AND THAT LIL BOY IS A WDC!!!!!!
will now be sober until next season. My liver can only take so much. maybe small prayer circle for me?
And to all my fellow redbull vodka’s I say:
stay drunk stay hot and always remember: FOR MAXIMUS! 🛐✨🙏🏼
THE ORIGINAL RED BULL VODKA ANON HAS GRACED IS WITH THEIR PRESENCE!!!
My darling I must say, I’ve thought about you often, about calling into the void just hoping you’ll call back, you gave us such hope, such commitment to the cause. You have brought people laughter and excitement and this weird as thing we all do now together. You have inspired the manifestation of our dream and together we (in some small cosmic way) made it happen, MAX VERSTAPPEN IS WORLD CHAMPION.
On behalf of a grateful nation, the nation of Max Fam, we thank you, we honor your liver, we encourage you to take a break and drink some water, because it’s only 91 days until the season starts and we’ll be needing you back in the trenches. I will happily light the first prayer candle in your circle.
On a more personal note, I want to thank you for sending these to me, they seriously make me grin wider then anything, laugh, and ease the anxiety riddled tension I felt the last half of the season. My inbox is always open for you, my darling Red Bull Vodka Anon.
To our group, our darling Red Bull Vodka babies, I say thank you for this season, thank you for manifesting with us, thank you for the laughs, and most importantly, thank you for supporting Max. Because it’s all about him.
So one last time for 2021 I shall say, For Maximus 🛐✨🙏🏻
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lisabermudez · 2 years ago
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This was the last jump I made before heading to the airport to catch a flight to Florida for 8ish days. I was signed up to take a Ayurveda Marma Therapy Training with the amazing @viratansey + @yamunabihari and it was going to be magical! Well, my flight was cancelled. Twice. And then I came down with the worst stomach bug. Ever. I didn’t make it to Florida/the training. And much of this week has been spent getting my energy back. Why am I sharing this on social media beneath a photo of me hanging from the side of a twin otter? We set up expectations on a daily basis and they don’t always manifest. Before I climbed out on the plane there, I expected to fall off before fully climbing out. Before I got to JFK airport to fly to Florida (inside a plane…), I expected things to go incredibly smooth. Neither happened the way I expected. And that’s okay. One of the main concepts I teach in our Yoga Sutras Study class at @yogarenewteachertraining is “life is happening for me, not to me” and I try my best to weave this into every waking moment. Easier said than done. Sometimes unexpected things happen and I lable them as awesome. Sometimes as awful. It’s when I move past that judgement of the scenerio that I’m able to zoom out and recognize that I’m not the controller and I’m not always in charge. Motivation, dedication, and hard work are important - if not necessary. But if I accidentally trip and fall, maybe it’s a message to tune in stronger or slow down more. Planning and preparation are also key - but if all modes of transportation shut down (the flights, my body…) then maybe it’s a message to stay where I am for right now and nourish what’s here. Trusting that things unfold as they should 🙏🏻 https://www.instagram.com/p/CfKEAylukPJ/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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peacheycelia · 7 years ago
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Dear Beautiful People,
Happy Easter, I hope you honour it’s true meaning just as much as you savour & enjoy all the chocolate🐣🍫🐥
These past few weeks have been epic, I am so touched & proud of all the team at Safe Lives Charity, my friends, family and all who have reached out-YOU are phenomenal!😇☯️❤️✨💫✨
However, life is a paradox & facing domestic abuse head on, in all its guises does take its toll.
From facing Essex Police, observing their training & experiencing the shock surprise to see my Mum on screen as the worst case scenario on the first Monday of ‘Monumental March’ to campaigning for International Women’s Day on the Tuesday & Wednesday & Visiting Downing Street, to attending one of my best friends Dads funeral on the Thursday & then on the Friday, visiting a man in prison for a potential piece of restorative justice work, who had murdered his girlfriend in an escalated outrage. All in one week!😳
Then the next week, last week, I attended ‘Advocacy After Fatal Homicide Conference’, one of the most hard hitting conferences I’ve ever been too.
All this and doing my best to deal with all the ‘Out reach’ calls from you brave souls. What we humans do to one another is beyond me.
I’m truly grateful to have & share such a profound mission but in all honesty it is f***ing tough😳 I have felt heart broken, re-traumatised & depleted, although my body feels weak & my🐒 mind is a little crazy, trust me, my soul is STRONGER than ever😇💥
THANK Good Orderly Direction - I have tools to help me rise from such a grief stricken, degraded vibe🧘🏻‍♀️☯️🌈💥
Serendipitously today sees me heading to Herefordshire for my 4th, 10 day Vipassana, a silent mediation retreat, the course was full for months but miraculously they created a space for me.🙏🏻☺️
I’ve sat in few exotic locations but as serendipity would have it, Hertfordshire is where I sat my first ever Vipassana 9 years ago, when I first heard the news, literally 15 Minutes after leaving, that my beautiful Mum had been murdered.
This time pray to receive some phenomenal good news on my departure
🙏🏻🧘🏻‍♀️☯️😇❤️💥💥💥🎶🌈🤸🏻‍♀️
You probably think “she’s mad”🤪, why would you put yourself through all this work & go on such a boring retreat!?🤔😂
Some way, some how, we must deal with our demons so they don’t deal with us. The mind is a miserable master but a truly wonderful servant.🧐😇👁🦄☯️🌈
I’ve ‘done’ & ‘do’ everything within my power to transcend my karma & honour my dharma; for me all that’s left now to rise above this remaining pain, shame & blame, is to ‘BE’.
We are the powers that ‘BE’ but we must actually ‘be’ & allow space for miraculous transcendental transformation to manifest. Observing the nature of the mind is crucial, I don’t know how anyone survives their mind without some sort of rejuvenating spiritual practice.
It is my sincerest wish that we all learn clear the accumulation of darkness, stressful attacking thoughts & banish the delusional normalisation of abuse by letting go and surrendering to ‘Being’.
When I sat my first Vipassana I had no idea what ‘Human Being’ mean’t. I was an exhausted, doubtful & degraded ‘human doing’.
I know ending domestic abuse starts with me, learning to surrender my own persecution complexes, toxic tendencies & slavery patterns to a higher, broader perspective of compassionate awareness.
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We are ‘Divine Human Beings’, the secrets are in plain sight😂☯️🧘🏻‍♀️☯️😇💥❤️🎶🌈💫
I will probably make a video on it all when I’m out in 10 days, just need to tune in, re-align & recharge from the purist source of L😍VE & GRACE😇👁🌈🎶✨
‘LIFE DOESN’T HAPPEN TO US, IT HAPPENS THROUGH US!’🦄🐛🦋
The only way is out is in!🧘🏻‍♀️👁🧠
The system really is ours to change!☯️
Thank you for Valuing your Vibe and Being Awesome. See you on the other side.
All my love, light & laughter,
Celia 😘 Xx
P.S. What’s the BEST that can happen in every aspect of all of our lives?🧘🏻‍♀️🦋💫
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