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⎯⎯ ୨ Him and you as gamers (HCs) ୧ ⎯⎯
ੈ♡˳ Aether, Albedo, Alhaitham, Ayato, Childe, Cyno, Diluc, Dottore, Gorou, Heizou, Kaeya, Kaveh, Kazuha, Pantalone, Thoma, Tighnari, Wanderer, Venti, Xiao & Zhongli x Gn!Reader *ೃ༄
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okay so idk what this is called so i just made it hcs GYDISJKANDSA,, anyways i downloaded league of legends a few days ago and im honestly addicted rn, have this short thing b4 i lose my mind on my wips, have a nice day/night!!
they teach you how to play the game thoroughly, show you the ropes, and are very supportive, even if you die. picks a support role to baby you as you get used to the game.
aether, ayato diluc, gorou, kaveh, kazuha, tighnari, thoma, zhongli
they teach you, but they're like an exasperated teacher. they repeatedly scold you for doing something you should do, and when you die they'd say "I TOLD YOU SO" and sigh.
alhaitham, cyno, pantalone, xiao (in a soft and gentle way)
would teach you, sure, but they're the shittiest teacher in a bad way. they would bait you into dangerous situations just so you'd die in the end. they'd lie about your hotkeys/buttons and you die again. your deaths are 90% because of him.
albedo, alhaitham, ayato, childe, dottore, heizou, kaeya, wanderer, venti
you have matching names, icons, and skins. the characters you use are couples or ships with good synergy. one glance and people know you're (icky) lovers.
aether, ayato, childe, kaeya, kaveh, kazuha, thoma, wanderer (he secretly loves it)
insane cooperation. great minds think alike. you two have played so much together that you know what the other is thinking, hence multi-kills in a row and always dominating the battlefield together.
albedo, alhaitham, cyno, gorou, heizou, tighnari, xiao, zhongli
you yell at each other. insulting and calling each other trash. brings up real-life beef ingame to one-up you in arguments. "you're not a pro, you can't even wash the dishes right!"
childe, dottore, heizou, kaeya, tighnari, wanderer, venti
absolutely spoils you with money. he gifts you expensive and exclusive skins of characters you like, merch, and everything.
ayato, childe, diluc, kaveh (adding to his debt), pantalone (you legit have every skin in the game), zhongli (from childe's wallet)
leaps from his seat (if youre gaming together) and kisses you all over if you won, saying that you made a good team or how you carried them.
aether, childe, heizou, kaeya, kaveh, thoma
he's the adc (attack damage carry), youre his support
aether, ayato, childe, cyno, diluc, gorou, kaeya, thoma, wanderer, xiao
he's your support, you're his adc
albedo, alhaitham, dottore (he wants u to grow insanely strong in risky ass ways), heizou, kaveh, kazuha, pantalone, tighnari, zhongli
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You and Me, Mercy in Between
Vampire! Ayato x Fem! Witch! Reader
Summary: Sleep is a precious thing and Y/N misses it. You know those times when you are so tired that your thoughts go all over the place and get a little too much to handle? Ayato is great at leading Y/N's brain into something that's too much for her with such a lack of sleep. Luckily he's also smart enough to know when to stop pushing someone so far especially when likes their company.
A prequel fic for Willingly Within Your Grasp. You can read this in any order for now
Words: 2,304
AN: Everyone thank @milkstore for keeping my brain rot going through this au and editing/reviewing this fic. Also for naming this fic. I have so many ideas and lore I've come up with for this au. I just have so many thoughts about this au. There's so much I want to expand on to the point I started writing the third part already.
This fic is T-rated. Typical vampire behavior. Mentions of blood and animal death. Mentions of main character death with none occurring
It had been a long week for Y/N. She had never been a big festival person before. It didn't help this week was ending with Ayaka accidentally touching some silver earrings cause she thought they would be a nice gift for Y/N. She was lucky Thoma was with her for quick damage control. Even then casting a spell changing someone's memory of the incident sucked. It was her least favorite part of the job.
First came finding out exactly who and everyone who may have witnessed the incident. Then came the disguise spell so not a soul would know who she was. Finally the memory shift. It sucked to do and sucked to have happened. The things she would do for the Kamisato clan.
In came the knock at her door. Did no one read the do not disturb sign? She only put it up for important potion-making. Even though she was lying on the bed trying to get any bit of rest before she had to actually get up and work. A second knock at the door.
"Who is it?" She yelled. "I'm busy at the moment." An understandable lie with the lack of sleep she had over the week.
"It's me. Can I come in real quick?" Thoma asked gently.
She sat up. "Come in." She pulled a blanket around her body. Her sleep schedule was so ruined it was going to mess up her brain.
He came in, took one look at her, and winced.
Y/N frowned. "Thanks for the confidence boost. Needed that."
"Sorry. Lord Kamisato requested your presence. We also are low on blood. You are going to have to make the blood replacements again." The apology in his voice was just too evident as he spoke clearly feeling sorry about having to give her more tasks.
"How far off are you from learning those incantations?"
He laughed awkwardly. "The pronunciation is still confusing me. I could always go fishing if that helps."
"That would. I appreciate it." It was hard to remain upset at Thoma for interrupting her first break in a while. The fish fix wouldn't be perfect but it would help the situation out. "Tell him I'll be there soon."
"Will do." And with that, he left leaving her back into the darkness of her room.
Y/N got up and went over to move the blackout curtain to see what time of day it was. Sunset. Ayato couldn't have slept until actual nightfall for her sanity at least. She looked down at her bedclothes. It still looked like they were just put on. The wrinkles of sleep were deeply missed.
After throwing on a robe over clothes she made her way over to Ayato’s office. He would have to find a way to deal with the fact that she would be returning to her bed immediately after. She knocked on the door of his office before letting herself in.
“You wanted me?” As much as she found herself enjoying his presence, she hoped that this would be quick.
He didn't even look up from the mountain of paperwork in front of him. "How's the situation with jeweler?"
"Dealt with along with everyone nearby who may have seen. Ayaka's hand should be fully healed by now. I should be checking on her soon."
"Good. Have a drink sent my way. I've seem to find myself trapped in here once again."
"We are out. Thoma is out fishing to help offset our supply till we can manage to find something bigger. If you give me 10 minutes I can go make a blood substitute." It was already on her to-do list anyway. Sleep was not to be had after all.
"How long has he been out?"
"Not long. You'll have to wait if you want something fresh."
He placed the pen in his hand down looking up at her. "Is there any way you can actually make that substitute taste good?"
"Afraid not. Any changes to its flavor profile would ruin its ability as a substitute."
"Any other options?"
"We've been over this." It was too early or was it too late for this? Either way, she did not have the appropriate amount of sleep in her system for this. "It's to be from an animal or the substitute. What happened last month was because there was nothing near us and I couldn't make a substitute."
"Details. So we are allowed to talk about it now?"
"I never said that we could speak on it." She looked away from Ayato. She felt hyper-aware of her wrist. Just the mention of it made the memory feel like it just happened. When she blinked it was like she could see Ayato sinking his teeth in while looking directly at her eyes trying to gauge when to stop.
It was the only time she had let someone drink from her before and the first time he had human blood. Circumstances be damned at this point. For two people struggling to maintain some sort of professionalism, it was the most intimate they had been. And they loved every second of it.
It hadn't left Y/N’s mind. Any dreams she could recall had Ayato in them. What she would never tell him is how she imagined Ayato’s teeth on her neck. It was such a crude way to think about someone who was her boss. That and she couldn't believe that she was way more into such an act than she thought would ever be.
Everything anyone told her growing up was that vampires were dangerous. Blood suckers that only looked out for themselves. If she found herself in the company of one, it was kill or be killed. Maybe the information she got was biased. Her mother had been a hunter who got herself killed by a vampire when she was young.
"Pity. Come sit with me while I wait." It was such a simple task he had asked of her. But knowing Ayato, there had to be something more.
"Where?" It wasn’t like there was a spot in the room where she could actually sit next to him as he worked.
"The desk. You could hand me my papers as I need them." He said with such a straight face.
She sighed not even having to ask if he was serious or not. "What happened to having me check on Ayaka?"
"That can wait. She should be resting anyway. You should keep me company. Wouldn't it be best to keep an eye on a hungry vampire?" He teased.
Y/N went over to his desk and sat down holding the pile of papers on her lap as he requested. Professionalism be damned. She sighed, "If you really were a problem, it's not like I couldn't stop you. I could have you chained down within a minute. I was raised to do just that."
"That's how you would stop me. With chains?"
"My aunt, she took me under her wing. She introduced me to this world and taught me everything she and my mom knew. And that included killing vampires. I was only talking about ways to restrain you. Summoning chains is only one of the methods."
"And if that didn't work?"
"Seal off the room. Pray that I don't have to use other restraints. Could get painful." Too many of them involved fire. Too many methods risked so much. "I'd rather not talk about anything I'd have to do to you if I'd ever had to stop you."
"Why would that be?"
"If I can't restrain you and you are still a problem, all that's left is to kill you." She looked up at the ceiling. The silence of night making itself aware. "I would prefer not to have to take your life. Honestly, it would be quite heartbreaking."
"Hm." It wasn't every day that someone who had trained to kill a vampire found that exact task heartbreaking.
"I don't think I could face Ayaka and tell her. Knowing her, I would have to be ready to kill her as well. Probably Thoma as well. You all are just too close. You've been nothing but good to me. Don't make me think such things." It was hard to be strong within her words. "If it was anyone else I could do it. But you haven't killed anyone. Most vampires I have encountered have already become serial killers. You don't deserve that same fate."
All Ayato could do was listen. Maybe he had pushed too far. He only went as far as he normally would. Maybe her boundaries weren't to be tested while she was tired. She fought tears gracefully as she imagined a life he would be sure to make not happen. It made her feel sick. She traced symbols on the desk subconsciously completely unaware that she had begun casting a spell of deception upon her appearance.
"I see every spark of humanity within you every day. To think of a day where you've lost it becoming a monster must mean I've failed along the way. You, everyone around us, and myself. If I were to have that happen I think my whole view on vampires would crash on me."
"And what's that view?"
"To be taught every single vampire is a killer and then to take a chance thinking that maybe what I learned was wrong is right would just be the worst. And if were to fail to kill you then I’d be granting you a fate worse than death." If it wasn’t her who put a stop to it then someone else would come along after who knows how long with no mercy of the situation. Archons forbid it wasn’t anyone in the estate that would have to clean up the mess she would have left behind.
Ayato was careful in moving the papers off of her lap back onto the desk to not interrupt what she was telling him.
“It would just be awful to have to kill the man I’ve been falling in love with for the better part of the year. Just saying that must I’ve compromised my ability to work here.”
He had stood up able to meet her eyes directly now. He grabbed onto the hand that had silently casting a spell stopping it from being performed. Her face had been stained with tears showing how deeply she had meant it when she said she had been falling in love with him. How intensely these thoughts and backup plans had killed her inside. Ayato brought a hand up to her face wiping away the tears he was unable to see before.
“It must be horrible to fall in love with me if I’ve already made you cry with these thoughts.”
“I made myself cry.”
“With things I shouldn’t ask you to think of.”
“I would have to think of them by myself anyway.” She had been since she accepted this job offer that Thoma had brought along to her.
“Don’t.”
“Don’t?”
“If it makes you so upset, don’t think of it anymore.”
“It would be irresponsible. This is irresponsible.”
“Why don’t we just be a little irresponsible together for once?” It was a question that pushed away all formalities. To ignore all professionalism. It was better to ignore what was wrong and focus on what felt so right. Boundaries that had been set up right to fall with a single crash.
Soft kisses on a cheek turned into kissing away tears turned into kisses on the lips. Slow and sweet as if to make up for what had happened. Apologies without words were made before becoming promises to one another. Which managed to change yet again to something more passionate with hands running up and down each other begging to be closer to each other. Before finally stopping for air leaning foreheads against one another satisfied with the outcome.
“Are you any better?” Ayato’s voice was soft, and gentle almost if a pin would drop on the floor it would be too harsh against the ears.
“A bit,” She sighed. “I think I’m just exhausted.”
“Exhausted? We haven’t been working you that hard have we?”
Y/N leaned as far back as she could while being held. “I was running on 3 hours of sleep and as many 10-minute naps as I could throughout this week. I think my bags have bags.”
“I guess we should get you back to bed then.”
“What happened to wanting me to keep an eye on you?”
“You could have requested a day off. I would have given it to you.”
“I know but there were things that had to get done. There are things that have to get done now. I’m already up so I might as well do them.”
His face was filled with judgment. As overworked as he was even he knew better. “Maybe it would have been better for you to have checked on Ayaka first. She’d at least lecture you about this without sounding hypocritical.”
“You aren’t wrong about that. And if it isn't her who calls us out it's only a matter of time before Thoma plans something where you are forced to sit and relax.”
She laughed for the first time in a while. Letting the joys of life take over. “It is quite nice finding people who remind you of the value of taking a break.”
“Were you not one for breaks?”
She sighed. “They weren’t encouraged. My aunt, she was nice but she was always worried about our safety. I just pray you never meet her. She may think I'm not here of my own accord.”
“Don’t think of it for now. You did enough worrying over me today.” He took some steps back pulling Y/N off of the desk. “Let’s just get you back to bed for now.”
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So awkward seeing some fiction posted that’s creepily similar to your own you’ve been working so hard to create, researched, and such from your own experiences heart and imagination and they’re just throwing it around like it’s theirs with not that much changed about it aside from statement names and such. Well, at least I have my originals thank goodness!
Please check out Orange Juice In The Studio, a love story about a couple residing in a manga artists studio apartment in Spain, and just, couple things, warm, and it’s mature content and smut but also safe nsft and a bit more realistic depictions than some harmful representations of queer men engaging in romance that is trending and getting a lot of bottoms/subs hurt because of people’s refusal to talk about using lubricant and safety and treating an ass like a vag basically which doesn’t self lubricate anyone with experience would know nor enjoy being rawed with zero prep aha unless you like pain and being damaged ! Anyway, that said, that’s why I wanted to write it really, it’s important to me, the real love that happens and consent and boundaries and safety with things some people may not even know what to do because barely anyone teaches us about queer intimacy that people aren’t taught!
The second is definitely just some comedy and funny smut fanfiction for Ayato and Diluc, here’s the link to this, I’ll update ASAP but I haven’t atm as I’ve been a bit busy but hopefully I’ll get some more of that series done soon!
If anyone would like to give feedback please do, I’ve tagged with as many warnings and such as included within both but as always I welcome any tags you’d recommend me adding as I want to 100% communicate with the reader what will be within the story and what is suitable for their tastes and preference, and do not wish to spook anyone etc. as well, the nature of it is mature fiction so includes as such. I truly hope people enjoy it, but please, don’t steal it! I’m struggling enough as it is to keep motivation in writing it, and I will, but I am also not physically well right now so can’t schedule writing as easily as someone who isn’t and I hope to keep bringing my writing to people again. It doesn’t help that my side blog I was promoting it with most got censored the other day so I’ll probably put stuff about updates to chapters and art about it on here now instead, or, on @crimsonyoukai once I get that one up and running to replace my nsfw one.
Please don’t take my stuff, credit a little, or address me about maybe collaborating or something instead. I appreciate inspiration being taken but when it becomes painstakingly almost the same, that’s not okay at all. I don’t get paid for this, this is my art, this is my work, these are my ideas alone, and if it’s fanfiction it’s my ideas based in locations presented in game, or the characters and their basic personality and abilities but otherwise the rest, I’ve made it all up. I’m in pain most days, a parent, and stuff going on and it’s not as easy for me as some to just whip up and do this stuff! I can’t stop anyone but if you do take inspo let me know and I won’t mind of course unless it’s basically the same thing, hell if you liked the story that much just quote as fanfiction. Cripes. Maybe I should take it as a compliment that it was that good it had to be taken as their own. It’s fine. My originals are still up and dated and they are there as proof as well if I go further with it.
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— Love Rivalry (kaveh x reader)
PAIRING kaveh x gn!reader (ft. alhaitham)
GENRE social media au, college au
SYNOPSIS You’ve been rejected by your academic rival, alhaitham, without even confessing or having feelings for him. You decided to go to a party to fix your damaged ego, so why are you suddenly making out with his roommate?
TAGS attempt in comedy, fluff, angst, drama, jealousy, misunderstandings, fast burn ish, implied sexual content (no smut)
WARNINGS might be ooc, written before kaveh’s official release, unrealistic depiction of college, cw images of cats, alcohol, kys/kms jokes
STATUS ongoing! (11/16/22)
main m.list
profiles: (reader’s) peak mental illness | (kaveh’s) most wanted
00. prologue (🌻)
ACT I — delusional
01. confession
02. brutal
03: rumors
04. beer
05. rejection
06. one word
07. stream
08. cheating lover
09. real talk
10. plan
ACT II — scandal
11. lost (🌻)
12. scandal (🌻)
13. operation kidnap and runaway
14. stage 1 (🌻)
15. uh oh
16. gamble (🌻)
17. you won
18. balcony (🌻)
19. number
20. RIB
— bonus. redacted
ACT III — presentation
21. D-day
22. malewife
23. nike
24. run away with me? (🌻)
25. kdrama
26. speed run
27. stood me up (🌻)
28. mistake (🌻)
29. "damsel in distress"
30. thank you
— bonus. roommate (🌻)
ACT IV — disaster
31. he's back
32. new member
33. bromance (lets make out platonically)
34. make it up to him
35. snitch ass childe
36. i gotchu
37. green looks better on you (🌻)
38. is it alright if i continue this?
39. scara vs ayato
40. yellow suits you (🌻)
— bonus. my own way
ACT V — can i call you mine?
41. menaces
42. question (🌻) — 2 years ago
43. haunted (🌻) — 2 years ago
44. this is me trying (🌻) — 2 years ago
45. you're losing me (🌻) — 2 years ago
45-2. illicit affairs (🌻) — 2 years ago
46. stay gold (🌻)
47. your eyes tell
48. what are we?
49. favor
50. closure
51. can i call you mine? (🌻)
— bonus. right where you left me
end of story
note: im back with smau cause writing sucks
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‧₊˚.𖧧. SKINCARE! WTF IS THAT?
𖤐 01. including! — every single genshin man (excluding dainsleif & the dendro men & the other fatui dudes)
genre/warnings! 𖤐 02. — humor, not to be taken seriously but also i am right /j, i ironically put thought into this, disclaimer it’s okay to not have a by the book skincare routine! different things work for different people and i don’t even have a real one! you’re human it’s fine (wear sunscreen though), listen i had a thought and this happened just let it be
༉‧₊˚. SYNOPSIS! — ranking genshin men based off whether or not they have a skincare routine <3
#. ARATAKI ITTO — !
2/10 (+1 for effort)
he does not have a skincare routine but he thinks he does
he splashes boiling water on his face every morning and thinks that does the trick (it does not)
shinobu leaves moisturizer and sunscreen in his bathroom hoping he’ll take the hint
they are both untouched
#. ALBEDO — !
8/10 <3
he definitely has one! he’s knowledgeable enough to know about the importance of skincare
the only reason this isn’t a perfect score is because…i don’t know if he physically can use sunscreen
something tells me he’s? immune to sun damage? since he’s kinda chalk? and artificial?
but for the sake of debate, yes he’s a clean man
#. DILUC — !
5/10 (+1 because i’m biased)
this is really disappointing to me BUT I WOULD FIX HIM GUYS DW
he definitely knows OF skincare….and i’d like to think that he would hit every mark perfectly
but as i’ve said before i really don’t think he’s a 10/10 guys he probably uses a cleanser and that’s about it BUT LISTEN
we obviously know he’s not one to half ass things SO FULLY INTRODUCE HIM TO THE CONCEPT AND IM PRETTY SURE HE’D CATCH ON sooner or later we’ll have a perfectly silky smooth diluc
#. THOMA — !
12/10 <3
i’m pretty sure this is self explanatory? he’s the perfect man
thoma is literally without flaw HES THE ONE THAT REMINDS YOU TO PUT ON SUNSCREEN
his routine is extensive and he never misses it even when he’s in a rush he’ll still manage to care for himself before he’s out the door
wife him up
#. XIAO — !
1/10 </3
xiao nation we have to be honest with ourselves i’m pretty sure he wouldn’t even bathe on a regular basis unless you hounded him about it
I KNOW ITS HARD BUT BE FUCKIN FR
you would approach him about skincare and i’m almost 100% sure he’d reply with some emo shit about the blood of demons cleansing him 🤘🏽
i also think he’s one to mimic you though so just make him watch you do yours and when you leave he’ll put some lotion on to see how it feels
#. ZHONGLI — !
9/10 <3
i also feel like this is self explanatory
he’s been alive long enough! he knows what he’s doing
he probably walks out of the shower with one of those towel headwraps and asks you to do clay masks with him
not a perfect score because something tells me that the same cannot be said about prime morax (he definitely ate rocks during that time)
#. CHILDE — !
….6/10 (possible 7/10)
this one genuinely stumped me
because on one hand it’s a definite yes like i have enough faith in him to think he’d have at least a moderate one y’know like face wash and moisturizer
but on the other hand…something is telling me he doesn’t use lotion after he gets out of the shower
IT COULD GO EITHER WAY BUT IM LEANING MORE TOWARD YES I BELIEVE IN HIM
#. AYATO — !
8/10!
HE’S A PRETTY GOOD GUY Y’KNOW LIKE HE’D HAVE ONE
kudos to thoma for recommending him all his products (as i’ve said perfect man)
the only issue is i don’t think he’d keep up with it 100% but that’s okay! we all miss days we are all human and he is a busy man
nothing necessarily bad to say about him live laugh love ayato
#. BENNETT — !
3/10 BUT ITS NOT HIS FAULT
he’d end up being fucking allergic to every product he buys
and even when he just tries to wash his face the water is either burning or freezing (both when he didn’t want them to be)
HES TRYING BUT HE LITERALLY WOULD NOT BE ABLE TO MAINTAIN ONE
not too much on my boy ☹️
#. RAZOR — !
-1/10….
he hasn’t even learned the word skincare yet
imaginary bonus point because he’s good natured enough to try and rub some pretty berries on his skin or something after lisa tells him about it
#. VENTI — !
3/10 (+1 because he has the potential)
BE FUCKIN FR
nothing is on this mf’s mind but how to steal his next bottle bro
in all honesty he seems like he could? he could definitely maintain one he just doesn’t want to
routine is exhausting to him #freedom
#. CYNO — !
7.5/10 <3
he is the entire reason i started writing this i literally looked at him and was like “he looks like he’d have really nice skin”
he definitely knows and makes an effort like he’s got some products y’know
but one of those guys that just has good skin? just because?
he’s also a public enemy because whenever someone asks his skincare routine he’s just like “oh i drink a lot of water” knowing damn well he’s a liar
#. KAEYA — !
10/10!
OUR SECOND PERFECT SCORE CAN WE PLEASE GET A ROUND OF APPLAUSE
extremely common kaeya w
he would absolutely have one and consistently poke fun about diluc not LIKE THAT ONE TIME IN THE ARCHIPELAGO
he’s got everything down and would love to do his routines with you mwah #thebetterbrother
#. GOROU — !
7/10 (-1 because he’s a dog?)
another decently high one!
y’know i really believe he’d have one most of his character is him wanting to be be an example to his troops and everything so he definitely cares about his appearance/well-being
the dog thing isn’t serious OBVIOUSLY IM NOT STUPID he’s a hybrid it’s just FUNNY
imagine him looking up dog safe skin products
#. XINGQIU — !
10/10!
are we kidding. ONCE AGAIN BE FUCKING FOR REAL
i literally don’t have to say anything else
xingqiu is the type of man that gets comments on his posts like “bro is stunning”
and he IS xingqiu nation rise
#. CHONGYUN — !
9/10 because of xingqiu (7/10 on his own)
this is xingqiu’s best friend (bf if we’re being fr) i highly doubt bro lets him roam free without taking care of his skin
and even without him!! i love chongyun he has enough sense in him definitely
he probably religiously applies sunscreen the heat is already detrimental enough for him imagine him learning about sun damage 😦
he would be DISTRAUGHT
#. KAZUHA — !
11/10 !!!!
this is not up for debate
I’VE SAID IT BEFORE AND I WILL SAY IT AGAIN
he is literally one of the most perfect men in the game he’s up there with thoma i’m telling you
the pure boyfriend material oozing out of this mf is sickening please get with him so he can have domestic skincare mornings and push your hair out of your face and shit ugh
#. HEIZOU — !
3/10 </3
this might be controversial.
Y’ALL HE DOES NOT SEEM THE TYPE AT ALLLL IM SORRY
he also feels like cyno who just has naturally nice skin right but unlike cyno he literally does not own any actual skincare products (probably uses bar soap if he does ever wash his face)
he does that thing that guys do where he aggressively scrubs his face
#. PANTALONE — !
10/10 <3
literally look at him and tell me he isn’t well groomed
shit he probably has someone DO IT FOR HIM bro is rich what do you expect
everything about him is perfect (maybe not his possibly evil personality? but that’s okay everyone makes mistakes)
i’ll let y’all know how his skin feels he’s coming over later 🫶🏽
thank you so much for reading !!! ily MWAH <3
#.xiaophobic’s#genshin impact x reader#genshin headcanons#itto x reader#diluc x reader#albedo x reader#xiao x reader#zhongli x reader#kazuha x reader#heizou x reader#bennett x reader#razor x reader#thoma x reader#childe x reader#ayato x reader#venti x reader#cyno x reader#gorou x reader#xingqiu x reader#chongyun x reader#pantalone x reader#this is the worst things i’ve ever typed#and simultaneously the best!
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Diabolik lovers Chaos Lineage: Kino (Story 09)
In terms of the gameplay: The black choices lead up to a bad ending, the white choices lead up to a good ending. Please no reposting onto other sites, ask me before translating this into another language too!
Monologue
A few days passed after that, and the hostility between Reiji and Shu-san only continued to grow.
But then, one day Reiji-san called all the members to gather in the living room after a really long time.
And with this, Reiji-san started talking to everyone again.
Place: Scarlet mansion — Living room
Reiji: Dissension apparently keeps spreading inside this mansion. I certainly believe everyone is aware of this matter.
If this dispute continues during any battle, it might end up giving the enemy a chance to take advantage of it.
Therefore, Shu, the cause of all this, will be incarcerated in the basement for the time being.
Yui: In the basement… !?
Yuma: Wait, isn’t that kinda rushed? We don’t even know whether or not that’s true, so no matter how you put it, isn’t that too extreme?
Hey, stop being silent and say something back already!
Shu: …Have it your way. It would be way more troublesome to investigate it anyway.
Yuma: ...Because of you keeping up your fucking attitude, we’re… !
Reiji: Yuma. There is no point in starting a fight right now.
However, I certainly will accompany you to the dungeon. Let us go, Shu.
Shu: ...Yeah.
*both leave*
Yui: No way… both of them...
Yuma: Fuck… why is all of this shit happening!?
Yui: Yuma-kun ...
Kino: Big brother Shu, he’s so pitiful. But this was the best decision, wasn’t it?
Yui: ...Nn!
(He’s once again enjoying himself. How can someone be able to hurt others and then laugh about it so casually?)
(For the sake of him getting the powers of Karlheinz-sama… are the others really such hindrances to him?)
Monologue
The ominous air around Shu-san was getting thicker day by day, which is probably because of Kino-kun being the only person around him every now and then.
But Kino-kun is obviously involved in Shu-san’s imprisonment that was done by Reiji-san.
And like that, a whole day passed without me being able to do anything about it.
Kino-kun tends to stay by my side day and night in order to remind me of something. If I’d try to do something, he’d push his fangs without delay into my skin.
I feel even more frustrated knowing that I can’t do anything.
Because I can’t do anything, I decided to help out with any sort of housework in search of anything that might be helpful.
Place: Scarlet mansion — Living room
Yui: (Kino-kun is still trying to make his brothers go against each other)
(Eventually, his plan is to have Shu and Reiji-san fight against one another. And then, next would be Ayato-kun and the others—)
(If nothing is done about this, Kino-kun might really end up getting what he wants. So what can I do… ?)
Reiji: Are you done cleaning here?
Yui: Ah… yes. I’m done with the living room.
(Fortunately, Kino-kun isn’t near me right now since he’s patrolling on behalf of Shu-san)
(I don’t think Reiji-san would easily believe in anything I’d say, but I should try to tell him anyways)
(But if I do talk about it, it would be dangerous for Shu-san, let alone me—)
Reiji: What are you so befuddled about? Do you want me to give you more housework?
Yui: Ah... yes. If it’s okay, of course.
Reiji: Then, could you please deliver those clothes to Shu’s room?
Yui: Is it okay for me to enter without his permission though?
Reiji: Yes. It does not matter since there will be no one entering that room anyway.
Yui: Alright, understood. I’ll keep going then.
Place: Scarlet mansion — Shu’s bedroom
Yui: (Reiji-san said that it’s not bad to enter without having anyone’s permission, but I want to get this done quickly and leave right after)
Alright, now where does he usually put his clothes again…
*Yui bumps into something*
Yui: Uwah… that was dangerous. I almost got that book to fall out of its place.
(Eh? There seems to be something below the book…)
Is this… a letter?
But… Shu-san is most likely the type of person who messes up his room rather than keeping it organized properly.
Ah… come to think of it...
*flashback*
Kino: Now that you’ve come this far already, I might as well tell you about it.
I was the responsible one for Shu and Ruki to meet up the other day.
Yui: Eh!?
Kino: I wrote a letter to Shu, while I pretended it to be from Ruki. And then, both of them encountered each other in the forest.
As I expected, I influenced Shu with it. The fact that Yuma and Azusa did have a secret meeting, all of those details… they were written down in that letter.
*flashback ends*
Yui: ...No way, this is—!
(As expected… that’s the letter. I have to hurry up and let Reiji-san know about this!)
Place: Scarlet mansion — Reiji’s bedroom
Reiji: “Yuma and Azusa ended up having a clandestine meeting”
"And if you want to know more information that you do not know about yet, come to this place alone"
...In this letter… there is a map carefully enclosed with it.
Yui: The place that’s mentioned in here is also the spot I saw Shu-san and Ruki-kun meeting up the other day!
That’s why I think Shu-san simply saw this and headed straight to the forest on that day.
He did that for the sake of knowing the truth of what was written in the letter...
Reiji: But then why is it that this guy did not instantly notify us about such an important matter…
Yui: I’m sure he had a reason...
Reiji: No. Even if you say that, it does not justify anything.
He received a letter that might have been from someone else, and even so, he had the audacity to leave like a moron.
And despite that, he purposely left alone to make sure of it...
He might have tried to lower possible damage in a situation like that. For that reason, I believe that is why he went there all on his own.
Yui: Yes... I think so too.
Reiji: I simply cannot allow myself to forgive Shu’s selfishness, but to think that he would take action into doing this for his family, I do understand that.
It appears as if I, of all people, have greatly misunderstood him.
Yui: (I can’t believe I was seriously able to tell the truth to Reiji-san… !)
A-Ah, I know this letter still has Yuma-kun’s name written on it, but that’s...
Reiji: There is no excuse needed. I have already done something that has fueled my suspicion once so far.
I do think it is valid that the content of this letter is trying to throw us into adversity. But I am not planning on threatening Yuma because of that.
Yui: (That’s good…)
Kino: I’m back, big brother Reiji.
Yui: Kino-kun!
Kino: I just eavesdropped on what you two were talking about. About that, big brother Reiji...
This thin piece of paper is literally no evidence that Shu might not end up betraying us after all.
That letter could still be Shu’s own idea to trick us, y’know?
Yui: (Even now he’s still trying to say things like that… ?)
Reiji: That is certainly impossible.
Kino: Hah? How can you say that so easily?
Reiji: This man is way beyond indolent to execute such intricate matters such as this.
That is why this man is definitely not the type to do that.
Kino: Why… you don’t even know that for sure…
Reiji: I do know. He is still my brother after all.
Yui: Reiji-san...
Kino: Brother...
Reiji: ...It appears as if I was being the only one acting rather impatient that night. I am ought to reflect on my decision.
I should also go and explain this matter to Yuma…
*Reiji leaves*
Yui: (That’s good… this should definitely clear off the uncomfortable feeling Shu-san and Reiji-san had until now)
Kino: ...That guy… I thought he’d immediately trash that letter after he read it...
Just why for fucks sake didn’t he do that!? That good-for-nothing… !
In the end, I should have thoroughly agitated their distrust rather than just playing around like this.
I was expecting the sort of development where they’d kill each other right in front of me!!
Yui: How can you do such a terrible thing...?
Kino-kun, you’re the same as Shu-san, you’re brothers, right? And yet, why...
Kino: Don’t compare them with me! Doesn’t matter if we’re brothers or not, I’m different from them!
Choices
1) Make an objection (black)
2) Keep it to yourself (white)♡♡♡
— Make an objection
Yui: But you’re the same!
Even if the environment in which you grew up is different, and you’ve been apart from each other...
You inherited blood from the same father, right? Then that obviously makes you brothers!
Kino: What you just said… for real, it must be a natural gift for you to piss off others. You say things without even knowing anything about me.
Yui: I’m sorry… but it’s not—
Kino: I don’t need an apology!
— Keep it to yourself♡
Yui: (Why does Kino-kun say something like that?)
(Although he admitted that he’s one of Karlheinz’ sons, he does seem rather unappeased)
(Maybe there’s more behind it than the fact of Kino-kun being his illegitimate child)
Kino: Did you suddenly turn silent because your impolite behaviour bothers you and you want to apologize for it now?
But... it’s too late for that now... !
end Choices
Kino: I’m... different from those guys who kept on living in such a lukewarm place ...
Even now that we’re in the same situation, they still naturally hold anything and everything in their hands… !
*Kino grabs Yui*
Yui: Eek… !?
(Kino-kun… he’s too powerful… I can’t push him back…)
Kino: I am… different from those guys who have been blessed with just about everything ever since they were born… I’m different…
And even so, you say things you don’t even understand… so I won’t forgive you...
Ngh… !
Yui: ….. ! It hurts… Ahh...
(It feels as if I’m being pinched between his fangs… neither do I like him drinking my blood...)
(Nor is he biting down lightly right now…)
Nn… Agh...
Kino: You can’t make me angrier anymore.
By the way, I’ll tell you something. The reason why I’m so jealous of those guys...
I might be Karlheinz’ son. But… I was abandoned by him in a hinterland area of the demon world when I was very young.
I was discriminated against, persecuted, and there was nowhere for me to go...
Yui: Nn… Such...
Kino: I should be a prince, right? A genuine son of Karlheinz himself. An existence that should be worshiped by anyone.
But I had no other choice but to crawl and live in a rotten plot of land instead.
While those Sakamaki guys were spending their time in a clean and safe mansion... I was all on my own.
So everyone should know! They have to know how great I am in their own way!
Yui: (I wonder if that’s true? Is that the reason why Kino-kun wants to have this kind of power?)
(At least… I now feel as if I’ve seen a summary of who Kino-kun really is…)
Kino: I’m a great person — And I’ll let you know that as well… !
Ahh… Ngh… !
Yui: Ngh… Aghhh...
Kino: Is the way I’m biting scaring you? Ah, you’re still Eve, so I’ll make sure not to kill you.
Yui: (This wound will surely hurt days afterwards… but strangely I don’t even care right now… rather than that—)
Kino… kun… have you really been alone… all this time until now?
Kino: I’m still on my own. The king’s still bound to loneliness. Even if he has his servants and his pawns to attend to him… so what?
Yui: That’s… sad...
Kino: ….. !
Shut up… ! I don’t need your pity!
It has always been meaningful for me to be abandoned… because of this, I’ll now be able to teach them a lesson about me getting on the throne.
I’ll make sure to show off to those who’ve oppressed me until now!!
Yui: (It’s useless... my consciousness is slowly fading already...)
*time passed*
Kino: Haa… Haa… why, did you faint on me already?
Haha... but it felt good.... another punishment because of you disobeying me.
Are you lonely, you ask? Don’t make me laugh. There never was such a thing as that.
Really, this girl… how many times do I have to get irritated until you’re satisfied… ?
Yui: Nn… Kino… kun...
Kino: ...Why don’t you speak to me instead of incoherently muttering?
This whole situation isn’t looking good on your behalf… I hate you for pitying me. I seriously despise all your pity and mercy for me.
But to be honest, how are you thoroughly able to pity me while I only make you go through utterly suffering to begin with?
…..
There’s no doubt… you’re really an idiot.
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Diabolik Lovers Tag~
I was tagged by @dj-diabolik-fan! Thank you so much!
Rules: Answer the Questions and Tag whomever you want!
❶. Would you rather wear Carla’s Scarf or Shin’s eyepatch?
—While Shin’s eyepatch will probably damage my vision, I’d still wear it. I’ve always thought that eyepatches look cool so I’d totally wear one! Plus, think of all the stories you could tell people as to why you’re wearing it lol.
❷. Which moment has been the most shocking for you? (Game, Manga, CD Drama, Stage play, Anime)
—When I learned that there was a possibility that Shin’s true father is actually the Wolf Clan’s head. I was really shocked and couldn’t believe that Krone would do that...thankfully...that wasn’t true.
❸. Have you had a Diaboy whom you hated (or very little interest) and you love them?
—There is one boy I dislike more so than any of the others and that’s Kou. I have nothing against Kou fans but Kou is just the worst...absolutely worst. He cheats on Yui multiple times in his own route and doesn’t even give two shits about how she feels. He just wants to play with her emotions. I know some of the others do this as well but it made me extremely mad to the core when Kou did it.
Sadly, my feelings about him haven’t changed to this day.
❹. Which moments (Game, Manga, etc) has made you laugh the most?
—Oh my god. There is one moment I still think about to this day and that’s definitely the scene in Kanato’s Lunatic Parade route where he has an interaction with Laito. Long story short, Laito keeps being persistent about Yui coming with him to be alone, while Kanato refuses. Then this random parrot on a tree starts repeating what Kanato says and calls Laito an idiot lol. The ending was really funny too! You can watch the video here!
❺. Which moments have made you cry?
—The moment that made me cry the most is definitely the scene in Ayato’s Lost Eden route where Ayato tries to apologize and redeem himself in front of his brothers but they refused and just gave him a knife to kill himself instead. Like, I know what Ayato did was bad but I couldn’t believe that his own brothers would say something like that...
❻. Which moment has been the scariest for you?
—Many moments in the game have given me shivers down my spine...But Kanato’s More Blood Manservant End really scared me...
In this ending, Kanato gets really jealous that Yui keeps visiting Azusa’s grave too often. One day, he finally snaps and pushes Yui into a coffin that’s 6 feet underground, right next to Azusa’s grave. He then proceeds to bury her alive while simultaneously saying that now she finally belongs to him and only him.
❼. Which moment has made you the angriest?
—Every time Kino tried to sabotage Carla’s attempt to regain power in Carla’s LE route. Also, the ghouls’ naivety really irritated me. Like, they acted so dumb as fuck to trust Kino in the end. Carla tried to help them and even gave them a chance at a fresh start as long as they helped him but they didn’t appreciate what they were given. No wonder they all died. Good riddance.
Other moments that deserve an honorable mention are the times when we see flashbacks with Cordelia in them. I understand that it’s partly Karl’s fault she acts that way, but all the disgusting and horrible decisions she made were solely hers. No one put a gun to her head and told her to sexually assault her own son.
❽. Would you like to be a student at their nocturnal school? Would you stalk/see what the Diaboys are up to? Who? (Only pick 3 diaboys!)
—I’d love to go! However, that raises the chances of me getting attacked by a brother and get my blood sucked unless Yui is present. But their school is so eloquent and fancy so I’d love to change schools. I wouldn’t stalk any of the brothers unless I have a death wish though.
I’d love to meet all of them or have a small chat. I think I would be squealing every time one of them passes me in the hallway lol.
If I’d stalk anyone though, It’d probably be Yui. She’d notice me the least and I’d totally try to be friends with her if given the chance.
❾. Have you had any DL dreams? If so… tell us your favorite or your most recent!
—Nope. Never had a DL dream that I remember so far. I have very strange dreams that I usually forget the day after. And when I say strange...I mean really strange and confusing...first I’m here...then I’m there...then I’m completely alone in a dark abyss...too weird.
❶⓪. Is there something/habit a Diaboy does that bothers/annoys you?
—Ayato and Kino’s princely attitude. I just hate it. No matter how good-looking you guys are, the world doesn’t revolve around you. It bothers me when people think so highly of themselves like that all the time. Boys that act like that in real life piss me off as well.
❶❶. Is there something/habit a Diaboy does that makes your heart flutter/melt?
—The noises they all make...kissing...breathing...biting...all of the things that make a girl go weak in the knees...the moments where they take control and do whatever they want to you...those are the moments I like. It’s why I’m still in the fandom. In other otome games, the most they do is say “I love you” in an unvoiced line. Too disappointing and boring for me. Yawn.
Also, Carla’s deep voice...that man has a voice that could melt butter...
I suppose I’ll tag: @nevaeh-naeva, @diabolikblooddoll, @diabolik-cass, @sugar--trash, @sakyou, @chibisart24, @diabolik-blogger, @yuii-komori, @diabolik-bitchchan, @totallydiabolik, @nightyowl, @arrrsandarss, @theinnocentblood, @flight-of-fantasies, @diabolicalvixen, @saltheartgal.
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Diabolik Fairy Tales - Chapter 6
AU - The Diabolik Lovers re-imagined as fairy tale characters. Each chapter will feature a different diaboy, as their dark natures become entwined with the original macabre fairy tales of the past. Includes smut with a nameless heroine (slight reader insert)
Rated M Trailer is here (you can read all my fics here on fanfiction.net or Ao3)
Chapter 1 - Yuma Mukami Chapter 2 - Shuu Sakamaki
Chapter 3 - Kanato Sakamaki Chapter 4 - Ayato Sakamaki
Chapter 5 - Ruki Mukami Chapter 6 - Laito Sakamaki
Chapter 7 - Azusa Mukami Chapter 8 - Reiji Sakamaki
Chapter 9 - Kou Mukami Chapter 10 - Subaru Sakamaki (end)
Warnings: Smut, Laito's usual 'antics' mixed with the original Little Mermaid...yeah. Non con ahead. This is Laito we're talkin about, so if you're used to his 'quirks' then read on. I still think you should be aware just in case the lack of consent triggers you.
Carnal Malefactors ~
"It is said that mermaids are soulless beings. Birthed from sea foam and raised in the cold, bottomless depths of the ocean, they are unable to fathom or experience that which makes humans, human." The rich voice of the teacher bounced off the walls of the large room, reaching every student. One of them closed her eyes as she listened intently.
"Much like the cruel and unforgiving sea, they've gained a reputation for summoning storms with the mere cadence of their singing, drowning any sailors that try to survive."
The student blinked, leaning away from the metal grate beside her ear. Feeling a chill in the air, she adjusted her position on the rough rock beneath her, glancing up at the high windows of the school that overlooked the sea. Water splashed into the air as it hit the rocks by her tail, fanning droplets onto cool, bare skin. A memory clouded the mermaid's mind as she thought of webbed fingers locked tight in the fabric of a man's shirt as he flailed and chocked, water filling his lungs.
"Sir! How exactly do mermaids breathe underwater?" A young voice piped up.
She heard the teacher exhale. "Well, as we can see here-" the sound of something tapping against an object reached her keen hearing. She wanted so badly to sit in the classroom that lay above her. Countless times she'd leaned against that metal grate outside, inches away from the safety of the water and yet so far from the progressive minds of the humans. She'd learned so much from sitting there, absorbing their knowledge like a sponge.
"They have gills just behind their ears. This particular sample is damaged from when she was killed by the generous sailors who donated her to us. There's a puncture wound in her neck, most likely caused by a harpoon." The teacher said methodically.
Unable to hear anymore, the mermaid leaped off her favorite rock, out from the shadows and into the water that rushed up to embrace her. Time and time again, knowledge caused her pain. It opened her eyes to things she'd previously been blind to. She yearned to bridge the gap between their kinds.
"We're teaching him to swim properly!" Her younger sister had giggled merrily, dragging a helpless man deeper into the crushing currents below.
"He can't breathe! Let him be, or you'll kill him this way! Human's have a different biology to us, his lungs-" she'd tried to reason, but her sisters had laughed.
Ignored, she could only watch as the man turned blue, spasming before going still.
So absorbed in her thoughts, the mermaid didn't notice something drifting in the water beside her until it glimmered in the sunlight. Her tail stilled, and she swept a hand out, watching as it drifted easily into her palm. She knew what it was, though she'd never found one before. Checking her location, she swam up, breaking the surface of the water and hiding in the shadows of a nearby outcrop of rock. Holding it up between webbed fingers, she reached into the sunlight so that it bathed the tiny jewel in a warm glow.
It was a single, unblemished tear.
Perfect Tears were rare, beautiful treasures. They were only formed when humans cried, but from what she knew, only a specific pain and despair gave the tears solid form. Some mermaids wore the tears as jewelry, since they were so rare and precious.
The young mermaid watched as it glittered in the blazing sunlight. The tear was new, pure and dainty.
A child's tear.
Something squeezed in her chest, and she gripped it tight in her hand, glancing around her at the buildings lining the shores. Dipping under the surface once more, she followed the coastline of the seaside town, wondering which current the tear had been swept up in. Thinking of the private harbor nearby, she thrashed her tail in the water behind her. Surfacing, and carefully staying hidden from sight in the shadows of nearby rocks, she stopped when she spied a small figure sitting on the pier.
His legs were swung over the side, head bowed, reddish-brown hair hiding his expression. The mermaid watched him for a long while, and though he shed no tears, she somehow felt that the Perfect Tear belonged to him.
Wrestling with herself, she mimicked the human expression of sighing, finding that it made her feel better. Steeling her nerves, she disappeared into darker waters, drifting along the bottom of the seabed. Rising just below the shadows of the pier that was elevated slightly above her, she blinked the moister from her eyes and hesitated. Though open minded to communication between the two species, it wasn't something to take lightly. She'd never conversed with a human before.
But despite never sharing one word, she'd never been able to shake her interest in them. She wondered about their natures, how they lived, but it was their penchant for expressing complex emotions that appealed to her. Squeezing the tear, she hesitantly swept her arms through the water, inching closer. Opening her mouth, it clicked shut, trying to form the right words.
She stayed unaware of her hushed, rehearsed mutterings, until a voice called out.
"Hello, miss mermaid~"
She froze, snapping her gaze up to where a pair of eyes glittered. They stared at her from in-between the planks of wood above her head. "Are you going to stay there all day, or will you come out?"
Swimming forward, until she could stare directly up into green eyes, the mermaid basked in the humans presence and attention. Though young, the child before her had a strangely reserved and watchful gaze that felt years older. A playful smile curled his mouth as he tilted his head.
"I have no idea why a creature like you has so daringly ventured here, but if you've come to drown me then-"
"No- no." She quickly assured, adopting a level voice to mask her shock. He spoke so easily to her it felt jarring. "I came in search of the owner of this tear."
Holding up the Perfect Tear in her palm, she watched with rapt attention as he leaned back on his arms, furrowing his brow. "Hmm? I'm afraid I don't know what you're talking about."
The mermaid blinked, lowering her hand. "This tear is yours, I am certain of it."
She didn't know why but- though his smile seemed friendly, she could only feel a bottomless coldness. It was almost like looking at a smile on a painting, rather than a real person.
"Fufu, a bit of a stretch to say that, don't you think? There's no proof it's mine. Besides I have nothing to cry about, miss mermaid." He said flippantly, waving her off. "Perhaps you should leave now, before a sailor harpoons you."
Water lapped gently against her shoulders as the gears of her mind turned. Mermaids did not lie. They never lied. It was a concept known only to humans, that she'd picked up from the conversations she'd listened to. This boy, though so young, told lies as easily as breathing. If she didn't hold the proof of his tears in her hand, she would question it herself. But the pulsing warmth in her palm had guided her, and she knew with certainty that it belonged to him.
"Are all human children so apt at lying?" She asked.
"I don't know, perhaps I'm strange. Are all mermaids busybodies, who poke their noses into other people's business? I thought you were supposed to be vicious, wonderful, cruel temptresses, who drown sailors and devour their flesh. You're the reason my younger brother refuses to swim in the ocean." His smile widened as she flinched.
"It is true that most of my kind delight in doing those things, but..."
"Ah, are you the special oddball who dislikes such atrocities? Aww, how boring." He swung his legs up onto the pier, that same smile mocking her. Were all humans so difficult to read?
Frowning, she held up her palm again. "Please at least look at it-" with the flick of her wrist, the tear sailed into the air. The boy made a noise of surprise, quickly catching it in his hands. He looked at it in confusion, wrinkling his nose.
She bit her lip to keep from smiling. "That tear does belong to you. I may not know what caused you to cry, and perhaps you would rather forget the reason than tell it to me." Her eyes locked with his. "But Perfect Tears like that are only created from a deep, specific pain. A pain unknown to all else, except those who've felt it."
The smile tugging at his mouth cracked for a moment. He gazed down at the tear with an expression she couldn't understand. No, perhaps it was because his face was devoid of emotion that confused her. His eyes looked empty, hollow.
"No one should bear that much weight on their shoulders alone. I suggest finding someone to talk to, a...what was it?" She asked herself aloud, before smiling. "A confidant."
He cut his eyes to the sky in a gesture that confused her. "As a fellow oddball, I'd have thought you'd understand that we never have much to say about anything."
Shock thrummed through her, and she glanced away, unable to meet his gaze. True, she was being hypocritical. Her sisters would never understand her interest in humans. How could she advise him to speak his pain when she couldn't voice hers?
She murmured a reply, barely above a whisper. "There's always hope that we can change."
With nothing more to say, she turned, slipping back into the depths from whence she came.
Over several months, she returned to that pier. The desire to know what had caused him to shed a Perfect Tear brought her back.
Unseen, she observed his life in the short bursts that she could witness. He was occasionally joined by two boys, who shared similarities but were overall vastly different. The three would race on the shore, the boy from the pier always coming second to a red headed one that loudly announced himself the winner. The smaller boy following them would cry, and the mermaid felt impressed as the middle boy switched gears, going from lightly praising one boy, to consoling the other.
It made her realize that he seemed to change tactics with different people, but the smile he wore around them felt and looked genuine. It was small, accidental, and utterly wonderful. She found herself smiling whenever she saw it.
One day, he sat on the pier again, swinging his legs and looking idly out to sea.
"You know, it's considered creepy to watch someone without their consent. Are you some sort of voyeur, miss mermaid?"
She reluctantly drifted out from the shadows of the pier. At a loss to know what a voyeur was, she avoided answering and instead asked another question.
"Did you keep the tear?" She tilted her head curiously, floating in the water.
"Only on a whim, though Kanato wanted it for himself. Said it looked very pretty." He chuckled to himself, causing her to smile and ask about the boys she'd seen on the shore.
He explained that they were his brothers, all of them Princes. Though he kept the same level smile, she sensed affection in his tone as he spoke of them. Ayato, the eldest triplet, was expected to succeeded in everything at the behest of their mother. Kanato was the middle child, who's special talent lay in singing pretty melodies especially for her.
When it came to explaining himself, he hesitated.
"And what does the youngest triplet do?" She prompted gently.
"Fufu, Laito Sakamaki has a purpose and a use, but it's not for prying eyes and curious ears to know." His smile widened, placing his finger over his lips even as his expression shuttered.
"Do you know what it means, to love someone so much that you hate them?" Laito asked her once, years after they'd first met.
She replied that she didn't, resting her chin on her arms and watching as he filled in some words on a piece of paper. Since she knew some schooling, she'd been dubbed useful enough to help with his crossword puzzles.
Her tail trailed into the water beneath them as they lounged on some rocks near the shore. Over the years, they'd become more brazen in hiding their encounters, but she felt confident in her speed, ready to jump into the sea at a moments notice.
"Ne, this isn't a crossword question, foolish little mermaid." He turned a page, shifting his longer legs beneath him and regarding her with glittering eyes. As he'd grown, his expressions had begun to limit into that mischievous, flat smile that didn't touch his eyes.
"I haven't loved before, so I can't answer."
He hummed noncommittally, eyes briefly skimming over her curves. She was perpetually a woman, unchanging in all the time he'd known her. It somewhat surprised him to learn that she had no experience.
"Can you describe it for me?" She asked, shifting languidly as he shut his book.
"To me, the love spoken of in storybooks doesn't exist." A warm breeze ruffled his hair, lifting it into the breeze so that it caressed his forehead and swept into his eyes. "It's something made up by the naive and cunning, to label feelings of pleasure. Saying 'I love you,' has the same meaning as saying 'good morning.' It's just an empty phrase people say to flatter the one they most want to control, in order to obtain desire. Those thinking they're in love are hopeless fools ensnared in their own feelings. Love is just something that feels good."
They lapsed into silence. The waves crashing against rock punctuated the solemn, thoughtful atmosphere.
Webbed fingers twitched with the urge to reach out to him. "But many humans and mermaids alike have ruined or saved themselves because of love. What else could have encompassed them so much, that it cost or enriched their lives?"
"Hm~ I'll give you a hint. It's 4 across- A carnal craving." Laito smiled.
When she answered that she didn't know, he turned glittering green towards her. "Lust."
Realizing that he was making fun of her, the mermaid splashed him with a sweep of her tail.
She didn't age. Perhaps this knowledge was only painful because she watched him grow and develop. His brothers, that had gradually visited less and less, stopped coming to the shore altogether. Things felt as if they were changing around her even as she remained exactly the same, in both body and mind.
Finally, the biggest change of all happened; Laito disappeared from her life.
Hidden behind a rock face on the water, she waited at her usual spot. She only left to sate her hunger, but always returned.
When spring turned into summer, and summer into fall, the mermaid finally turned away.
The waters that had raised her now felt cold and barren. Robbed of him, a crushing ache crept into her veins. She wandered the ocean floors for several months that blurred into years. Consumed with worry and sadness that he had died, she lost herself in the tide of emotion that sometimes took immortal beings. Once living solely for knowledge, she barely had a taste for it as she continued to exist in a world that she felt alienated from, despite it's familiarity.
Wanting to rid herself of these feelings, she eventually sought her sisters out.
Since they lived by the caprice of the moment, they felt no betrayal as she appeared out of the blue and rejoined their group after so many years. Her younger sister tugged on her arm excitedly. "You're just in time for our new song!"
Feeling dread scrape harshly against her insides, the mermaid noticed her elder sisters weren't present. A harsh disturbance in the water made her fears come to life, as the sea began to churn, spinning currents faster into a chaotic spiral.
The mermaids swam to the surface and climbed onto some nearby rocks that jutted sharply out of the ocean. Sure enough, she witnessed a ship drawing closer, the violent storm lashing it's sails furiously.
Her sisters rejoiced as it shuddered, men falling to their deaths as the currents instantly pulled them under. Through their singing, and the harsh rain that pelted her face, the mermaid turned cold.
She recognized the flag.
A castle that overlooked their shore had been an imposing structure in her mind since they day she'd met him. When Laito had cheerfully explained that he lived there, she'd raised wide eyes to the flag fluttering atop it, showing that of a black sword.
She began to sing her own song, softly but firmly bidding the waters to lie still. As a smaller boat lowered from the side of the ship, filled with sailors, she implored the ocean to hear her.
Focusing on the churning current below the small boat, she managed to make the waters calm, so that it touched down with barely a ripple. Her sisters gave a cry of outrage, their hair mingling with the waves as lighting struck the ship. A great force of water swept up from their combined rage, hitting the small boat and sending one man over the side.
She knew him instantly.
"Laito! LAITO!" A wild scream, wrenched from the depths of her stomach, escaped her. The waves yielded, currents parting before her as the mermaid crashed into the water. Sweeping her arms in wide arches and furiously thrashing her tail, she searched the dark waters. Sensing a slight disturbance, she reached out blindly around her, webbed fingers spread wide-
Something soft and light brushed her hand, like hair. Her arms snapped out and locked around him, feeling the storm yank their bodies deeper into the sea.
N-no! He needs air! Panicking, she looked down at Laito. His lashes were lowered, unconscious and barely holding on.
Her lips pressed against his without a second thought. Prying his mouth open with her tongue, she forced air into his lungs, cradling him close. The fabric of his clothes danced in the motions of the water, and his hair tickled her cheek.
She could've stayed like that forever. Suspended in a barely lit space, free of words, fears and thoughts.
The ugly desire to keep him rose unbidden within the recesses of her mind.
Laito stirred slightly, and a flash of memory clouded her mind- of a sailor convulsing and turning pale blue.
They broke the surface of the water a moment later, his head lolling onto her shoulder.
"I-I'm sorry-" She murmured, over and over again into his wet hair, clutching his lithe form. She navigated them through the harsh waves, away from the onslaught of turbulence.
Eventually the ebb and flow of the tide beckoned them to a familiar beach. The mermaid dragged him ashore, quickly checking him over, hands fluttering over his still body.
A harsh noise filled her ears. Laito's eyes snapped open as he chocked, sitting up quickly. She placed her hand on his back as he retched, coughing up violently and sagging onto his forearms, trembling.
"Laito- are you alright?"
Green eyes cracked open weakly, lean muscle shifting. "Mn, little mermaid. Did you..." forcing himself to sit upright, Laito smiled at her. "I see, heh waking up to your face is certainly a good sight."
Surprise stole her voice for a few moments, as he rubbed his throat and gradually gained lucidity. His body had grown, the lanky build had given way to that of maturity.
The boy was no where to be seen. As she sat before him, the outer similarity of their ages began to weigh upon her.
But something more important came to the forefront of her mind. "Why?" Her breath shuddered. "Why did you not return?" She asked softly, her question almost lost as the waves crashed against the rocks nosily.
Laito's gaze shifted to her, and her limbs locked instinctively. The only time she'd frozen in such a way before, was when a shark or predator had drifted dangerously close.
"Were you waiting for me? That makes me happy, little mermaid~" He grinned, the smile stretching wide upon his face. "As for the reason, I was detained in a dungeon for awhile by Father Dearest, because I committed something seen as a crime. A dreadful, sickening sin."
He said the words easily, a playful lift to his voice. The usual emptiness in his gaze was replaced with a curling amusement that had her shifting away. The intoxicating atmosphere stifled her.
His eyes pinned her in place. "The sin befitted someone like me. In fact I felt right at home there, hidden away like a dark secret. Mother even visited me, with Uncle Richter." The playful edge sharpened into a knife, his voice dropping as if dipped in poison.
She'd never seen such an expression on his face before. "Laito." Her voice tried to soothe, to smooth out those horrid, ugly shadows flitting behind his eyes.
He blinked, as though broken from a spell. The vulnerability passed, and quick as lightning, his hand locked around her wrist. "Ne, we've never really touched before, why is that?" A redness crept into his cheeks, words escaping him quicker and quicker. "You know it's what you want. Lets forget ourselves for a few moments~"
He leaned over her, grip painfully tight.
"W-what? Laito, what are you talking about? Th-this isn't you." She squeaked, alarm racing through her heart.
Wet strands of red hair brushed her forehead as he leaned in close, warm breath dancing across her skin. "On the contrary, this is who I've always been. The boy you knew on the pier just has a little more blood on his hands now."
Green eyes narrowed, sickly enamored and glittering. "But you still love him, right? I can see it. Perhaps you only hesitate because of our species. Fufu, doesn't matter, so long as it feels good."
She could barely feel it as his hands ran down her sides. Perhaps it was the way her body had been made, but she could remember her elder sisters speaking of the pleasure barred to a mermaid. Their flesh could not ignite like a humans could.
A low, guttural sound escaped him. "Ahh, the thought of having you has always given me the shivers." His form caged her to the ground, hands gliding over her body as he bent to kiss her cheek, tongue darting out to drag across her skin. She tasted like saltwater.
"Stop!" The mermaid felt the flow of the tide stir life back into frozen limbs. She pushed against his chest, feeling his heart quicken at her touch.
He made a noise of surprise as his hand snagged one of the scales from her tail, and brought his hand up to stare at the wound.
Laito leaned away from her and sat back on his knees, considering her quietly. A strange look flitted over his face as he glanced away and smiled."Seems a mermaid truly is a maiden of the sea."
The mermaid leaned up, watching him with wide eyes as she clutched her hands close to her chest. Laito languidly licked the blood from his hand, gazing at her with a sultry grin. "There are still plenty of ways I could give you pleasure, but if you're determined to fight me off, then it's not too fun."
He stood up, straightening his clothes. His expression was unreadable as his voice flattened out. "It would feel amazing to you if you were human, I guarantee it. Though, gaining a soul only to corrupt it with sin would be unthinkable for someone like you, wouldn't it?"
A glimpse of the boy who'd existed before, flashed quietly in the wake of his smile. There was no malice or love in his eyes, just the same hollow look that had almost become intimate in her heart.
"Good bye, little mermaid." He said, before turning on his heel and walking away.
She stared after him, shoulders shaking, until her entire body trembled. Her head bowed, and the depths of her being cried out for him.
The events leading up to her decision solidified her choice before she'd even made it. She didn't confide in her sisters, knowing what they would say.
The fear that had made her motionless on the beach was still there, lingering heavily in her bones, and yet-
Bowing her head politely, she remained silent in the presence of the Sea Witch.
She knew it was foolish of her, to follow after a little boy. But she'd seen him there, just for a moment in Laito's eyes. She didn't know what had happened over the years she hadn't seen him, or inside that dungeon, but the thought of never seeing him again made an ache pulse in her chest.
The Sea Witch regarded her solemnly, the graceful arch of her hand reaching for a bottle on one of her many shelves. She was less of an entity and more of an extension of the very ocean herself. Feared for her power, only the desperate sought her out.
"This potion will turn you human, just as you wish." She said in clear tones, holding a lachrymose void within her wise eyes. "However, as with all things, there are conditions to be met."
"That human man you desire... in order to make this spell permanent, he must fall in love with you. But be warned, child. If he breaks your heart, then within the space of one night, your body will turn to sea-foam, and you will die."
I would...die. The mermaid's lashes lowered. A part of her had expected this, as consequences were what had made the Sea Witch infamous in the first place. She pictured the younger Laito in her mind, and wondered at the thought of placing her very life in his hands. When she'd thought he'd died, a numbness had engorged itself in her heart. She'd barely existed in the cold waters of the ocean, not living, and yet not dying either.
Now she knew he was alive- changed, but alive. Those changes were frightening, and strange to her, but she'd traveled to the darkest depths of the ocean floor, and glimpsed twisted, nightmarish forms that lingered even now in her mind. If she could withstand that, then she felt that she could weather the storm of Laito's hollow eyes.
"What do you want as payment?" The mermaid asked in clear tones.
"Your voice would be acceptable. However, even if the spell becomes permanent, you will not gain it back. This is a fair exchange."
She tensed, her hand automatically rising to the base of her throat. Her voice for a pair of legs. Her gaze lifted to where sunlight filtered through the water. No, it wasn't just legs, it was the whole human world. She would have what she'd always wanted; the chance to learn their ways, how they lived. More than that, she could walk by Laito's side.
"Alright."
The Sea Witch handed her a bottle, and instructed her to drink from it when she reached the beach. Once done, she would reseal the bottle, and send it back into the ocean, taking her voice with it.
That was how she found herself sat on a familiar pier, gingerly touching her long tail. She hummed a melody her elder sister had taught her for the last time, and mourned her losses for a moment. A loud squawk from a seagull made her eyes lift to the sea. She would be losing the home she'd known all her life.
She raised the bottle to eye-level, hesitating. Yet, within the glass, she could only see Laito's mischievous grin as she admitted her secret about the school.
"Most kids want to escape from school. You can't possibly enjoy it, miss mermaid." He'd laughed in gentle tones.
Her lips lifted in a smile, and she pulled off the top of the bottle.
"Goodbye Mother. Thank you for raising and caring for me up until now." She murmured to the gently lapping waves.
The mermaid was not stupid, she knew being human would put her at risk, in more ways than one. But the darkness in Laito on the beach...she felt determined to wade through it in order to walk by his side. If she could draw out the boy she'd known before, she would put her safety, even her integrity on the line for him.
Thinking of this, she drank the cold purple liquid inside the glass.
Bile rose in her throat, but she forced it down, coughing and retching. Her last noises were mournful, terrified cries. Her bones shifted, scales falling off her tail and dropping into the ocean. She squeezed her eyes tightly shut as flesh shivered and reshaped, changing with grotesque, fleshy sounds. Muscle weaved back together, and she panted, nearly passing out. The pain only became more intense as the protection of the ocean fell away to reveal bare, sensitive skin.
When the agony finally passed, she panted loudly, shakily drawing herself up. Legs instantly caught her eye.
She raised her hand to touch them, freezing when the sight of long, bare fingers came into view.
Not forgetting her exchange, and needing something else to focus on, she grabbed the bottle. Breathing into it with one long exhale, fogging up the glass, she put the top back on. After gently plopping the bottle back into the ocean, she wet her lips.
Moving her mouth, no sound escaped.
"-heard something." A distant voice caught her ear.
"Are you accusing me of lying, brother?" Replied another in silken tones.
Laito...
"Wouldn't be the first time. I'm going back, there's nothin down here."
"Hmm~ spoil sport." The voice drew closer, and the former mermaid turned shakily on her hands and knees.
He walked casually down the hill from the massive structure of the castle. Dipping his hat to shield his eyes from the sun, Laito squinted when he noticed a figure on the pier.
At first, he thought he were seeing things, but after walking closer, he suddenly stopped.
He knew it was her the moment he caught sight of that familiar shade of hair.
Struggling to get to her feet, she wobbling violently. A look of pain shocked her features, and he was running before he even realized it.
She collapsed into his arms, trembling.
"Miss mermaid, w-why did you..." He muttered, voice thin.
Her lips turned up into a smile, head resting on his shoulder, before going still.
"Ayato!" Laito shouted, loud enough for his voice to echo off the rocks. He called until his brother came into view, and told him to find Reiji.
She'd awoken wrapped in something incredibly soft. Upon realizing it was Laito's jacket, the events of the past days had come back to her in a rush. Disorientated but happy, she'd started when servants entered the room.
She was treated to a bath, new clothes and a hot meal. Ingesting new information as it was offered to her, the mermaid loved everything inside the castle. It fascinated her to see the inner-workings of the human household, and the differences of servants, nobles and royals.
The only drawback was her feet, which crippled her steps with blinding shoots of pain.
Nightfall came far too quickly for her tastes, as she'd wanted to explore more. Yet Laito's absence had weighed heavily on her mind, and she sat down on her 'bed,' alone for the first time that day.
Despite enjoying herself with their servants who didn't mind her muteness, she'd wondered where he was. Has he been avoiding me?
"Seems you did something particularly wild in order to gain a human body. Isn't that right, miss mermaid?"
She jumped, turning with wide eyes.
Laito leaned against a far window, observing her with the usual beatific smile. "Ne, will you tell me about it?" He tilted his head.
She opened her mouth to answer, but then clicked it shut, her fingers tightening in the sheets as she glanced away.
"Hmm, it's as Reiji thought then." Her gaze turned back to him just as Laito pushed off the wall, sauntering over. "He checked you over, but when he said that your vocal chords appeared to be damaged, I didn't quite believe him."
She rose onto her feet but wobbled, the sensation of needles piercing her feet. Laito's arms locked around her waist as she swayed, losing her footing.
"Swooning for me? Fufu, I'm flattered." Green eyes danced as he knelt to the floor, shifting her in his arms.
A blush stained her cheeks, heart beating rapidly in her chest. That was before the shiver of danger played down her back once more, and she witnessed the change in his eyes.
Remembering the fear from before, she tensed when his lips playfully pressed against her cheek. "I'm so glad you joined me here on the shore."
He kissed the corner of her mouth next, slowly, grip tightening insidiously. When she felt something hard press between her legs, she tried to yank herself free.
Laito rose a brow as she shook her head. "Oh? Are you trying to say you didn't come here just for that? The lady doth protest too much, methinks."
Her eyes widened. It didn't matter how hard she shoved against his chest, he slid past her hands like water.
A lapse in judgement had him pushing her onto her back and claiming her mouth again. She struggled to resist, a warmth within her flaring alight in the wake of his touch. It felt nothing like before. Her body betrayed her, and he seemed to know it.
She felt swept up in to the tide that was Laito as he drowned her in kisses. His hand slipped between them, where their hips met, and found her soaking beneath her dress, brushing his fingers over her until they slipped inside her sex. She gasped into his mouth.
Human biology was unnerving in it's strangeness. The digits curling inside her felt foreign, invasive, and frightening to one who'd never felt anything of the kind before.
The cold floor that he pressed her down against dug hard into her back as she arched and writhed into his hand. Despite herself, her hips bucked, trying to ease the ache between her legs. Laito chuckled, cheeks tinged red as he reached down and freed his length.
He thrust inside her hard and quick. The mermaid stilled, white hot pain flaring inside her. Tears stung her lashes.
His smile was dark and cruel as he moaned. "You're- ahh, so tight. Heh, is it as you imagined, little mermaid? A woman's body is full of hidden treasures. I'll show you all of them."
She arched her back, gritting her teeth as he began to move, pounding into her. Clothes were torn, loosened, pulled away to reveal bare flesh. He spread her legs apart with his hands so that he could watch his length sink in and out of her smooth, silky softness. Relentless and merciless.
Her slick folds twitched around him, squeezing, making his thrusts that much more lethal.
She didn't think she could take it anymore- the sounds of their bodies moving- Laito's loud, shameless moans- the heady smell of sex. The former mermaid shuddered, her eyes seeking his as he picked up the pace.
Laito wore on expression of perverse depravity. His eyes were alight with pleasure and joy, reveling in every sensation. "Aha, that look, right there. That moment where you resist, until you absolutely can't hold back anymore, giving into the pleasure. Your tears blur until you can't tell if they're from hate or encompassing need..."
An aroused smile cut wide across his lips. "Ahh, I can't stand it."
He thrust harder, pulling out- only to slam inside her to the hilt. Her lips opened wide in a silent scream. The ache in her core paralyzed her body with shock as it spread through her insides, lighting every nerve on fire. She shuddered and then went still, taking silent, heaving breaths as she felt herself grow embarrassingly wet.
It didn't stop there though, Laito laughed darkly, his eyes narrowing. "La petite mort. It's an intoxicating drug, isn't it? Don't worry, I'll give you more~ Until you lose consciousness."
Hard fingers suddenly dug into her hips as he flipped her over onto her hands and knees. The motion sent her mind spinning, disorientated as Laito entered her once more, continuing his maddening pace. She grit her teeth, knees bruising and tears blurring her vision as he took her like an animal. She felt the humiliation keenly as he pushed her head down, until it rested on the cool marble floor.
The pleasure continued, her mind falling away into a black abyss where there was no sense of self. She was merely a thing experiencing sensation.
Feigning exhaustion, she collapsed onto her hands, hoping she looked convincing as her eyes fell shut.
Something hot fanned against her neck, before lips pressed against the warm flesh where her gills used to be. Her eyes snapped open as teeth scraped harshly behind her ear, breaking the skin and sinking down. She cried out inside her mind, feeling as if he were biting into her very skull.
When she struggled, Laito removed his teeth. "There's no escape." He murmured in dark, terrifyingly cold tones. "I refuse to be left inside the second circle of hell alone."
Her body was twisted and turned, propped upright, then splayed chaotically over the bed. It didn't matter. The endless pleasure blurred into one. She dazedly sought his eyes once more as he circled his tongue around her clit.
It's too much, her eyes begged. Laito worked his mouth that much harder.
The drawback of having no voice was the sacrifice of communication, something she desperately wished she had. But under no circumstances would Laito let her fall into the haze of pleasure and simply lay there; he made sure she participated. Whether eager or not, he wrenched every expression, every silent scream from her, until she dragged blunt nails across his back and he gave a shuddering, breathy laugh than ran into a groan.
Every inch of his length buried within her as he filled her up to the brim with his seed. He exhaled loudly, panting ragged, exhilarated breaths.
The mermaid merely lay frozen with horror. Even after all that, his green eyes were flat, empty. It was as if all the pleasures in the world couldn't satisfy or reach him.
One wish had set her free from the ocean.
Two bodies had lain together, almost every night for several months. She felt as if her heart was steeled to hurt, impervious to damage now that she'd endured the brunt of Laito's 'adult play'.
But there are some things that slip past defences, and he'd always had a very good knack of targeting a person's weak spot.
It was an oversight on both their parts.
In the end, for all her effort, it took just three, soft, quiet words to break her.
"I love you."
Her breath hitched.
The former mermaid couldn't even allow herself one moment of happiness, because those words triggered a memory. "Love doesn't exist. It's just an empty phrase people say to flatter the one they most want to control, in order to obtain desire."
She refused to believe that he didn't remember those words. As she raised horrified eyes up to his, she found glittering green like always.
He knew. Maybe he thought it a joke to lie, but her logic couldn't hold back the wave of hurt, despair and misery. She felt her chest blaze, until it felt as if the fabric of her being was being pulled at the seams, splintering apart stitch by agonizing stitch.
Somehow, she felt the call of the Sea Witch on the distant waters of the ocean. A swansong rose and fell with every motion of the waves.
In that moment, the mermaid distantly knew her fate.
Numb to his touch, she barely noticed as he cradled her in his arms. She wanted so badly to resent him when he pulled away and smiled at her like always.
I have no idea what he's thinking beneath that smile of his. I've probably never once come close to truly understanding how he really feels.
Thinking back, maybe all his smiles were unnatural. Even the ones he'd shared with her as a child.
And yet she couldn't bring herself to hate him. A part of herself had wanted those days on the beach to never end, for them to always stay the same. That boy he'd once been was something she'd wanted to keep, to own. She'd not seen him as he truly was, only what she wanted him to be, and only now did she recognize that as an act of foolishness.
Laito guided her back to the bed, more of his honeyed words spilling from his lips into deaf ears.
She was going to die, and there was nothing she could do to stop it. The panic began to rise with the brightening of the horizon.
The sun's ascent into the sky was intimately felt. A gentle light illuminated dust particles in the air, creating slanted bars of light on their joined forms. She observed everything about the man locked inside her. Twisted, horrible wants that chocked the air in her lungs rose to the surface. Why had she broken so easily from three simple words?
Laito leaned over her, resting on his forearms as they finished, breaths mingling. He smiled down at her and cupped her face, the gesture romantic and empty as always. The mermaid's fingers suddenly rested over his, her eyes full of something like alarm.
"Ne, what's wrong, miss mermaid?"
Tears gathered in her eyes, lips pressing into a thin line, before she squeezed tired lids shut. Ah, I know now why my heart broke. It's because I love him. I wanted him to mean it when he said those words to me.
Throwing her arms around him, she buried her face in his neck, her tears wetting his skin. I thought I was stronger, that I could guard against his lies, but, it's funny, isn't it Laito? I think I loved you more than I really meant to. It does exist after all.
"Oof- haha, my, someones shameless. Do you want more already?"
He felt her shake her head against him, and when her body trembled violently, as if bracing for something, Laito frowned in confusion. He was about to ask more, when desperate lips pressed against his. He inhaled sharply through his nose, taken aback as wide green stared uncomprehendingly at her. Cold, shaking hands cupped his face reverently.
She poured every ounce of herself into the kiss, wishing she could express everything in that single moment as tears escaped. T-this feeling of dread. Is this even close to what you felt that first day on the pier, Laito? I-I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.
Laito's lashes fell shut. As he opened them again however, he noticed her form becoming paler. His eyes widened when he realized she was fading.
He made a noise of surprise, following after her with his hands-which slipped through her without touch.
Goodbye, Laito. She smiled.
Bubbles dissipating, and the scent of salt brushed his frayed, shattered senses, before he found himself leaning over formless water. It began to soak into the bedding, and his hands blindly sought it, clawing at the sheets like a mad man.
"M-miss...mermaid." He let out a soft utterance, wide eyes staring unseeingly before him.
Nothing of her remained, save for a small, sparkling jewel. He picked it up numbly, closing his palm around the Perfect Tear.
Laito slowly sat back on his heels. Not a thought stirred his mind. All action was severed from it like strings cut on a marionette. Because thinking meant feeling, and emotions led to remembering, he simply ceased to be. Without company, his body and expression were left as barren as the room she'd left him in.
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I know exactly who you're talking about and, tbh, they're so wrapped up in their own headcanons that it's like they've lost all sense of what the characters are actually like in canon. Like, I don't even understand why you'd even bother playing a game like diabolik lovers if you didn't want to engage in its darker aspects.
Yeah that’s basically one of the most infuriating aspects of the fandom. They’ve taken the demon out of them and replaced them with infuriatingly fluffy pussy bois with no other traits other than their ONE defining trait. And then a good 25% of all writers refuse to write about their actual sadistic traits because they are “triggered by past events” or something. If abuse triggers you, then why do you want the diaboys so bad? People’s headcanons destroy the boy’s true canon. Less than 5% of the time i see the boys portrayed as anything but stereotypes. And it really hurts them in canon. People tend to not like certain characters based on the shallow wat they are portrayed by the fandom. Newcomers in the fandom might expect a fluffy game where there is nothing but happy endings. When that’s certainly not the case. And then they run off scared and scream about how the fandom “glorifies rape and abuse” even though that’s not even close to the truth. But to an outsider, that’s exactly what it looks like because of the stark contrast between the real game and the fandom.
Fandom Shuu: apathetic sloth who loves “s/o”
Shuu in canon: apathetic self loathing man with symptoms of PTSD and depression and has issues attaching himself to anything. He is borderline suicidal and doesn’t want the connection of love with anyone. He is afraid of hurting the people around him that he cares whether he causes it or not. He desperately wanted a connection to hold on to to feel something other than emptyness and pain. He uses sex to alleviate his pain and sorrow.
Fandom Reiji: Nerd, loser virgin
Reiji in canon: severe inferiority complex regarding above mentioned older brother. Severely neglected by his mother and treated like a lowly back up dancer rather than his understudy. Maintains intelligent gentlemanly nature in order to help distance himself from the brother he despises.
Fandom Ayato: Dork, geek, easy to love,
Ayato in canon: severe narcissistic personality disorder. Wouldn’t mind snapping your neck for not calling him “ore-sama” truly believes that he is the greatest thing in the world. His mother has subjected he and his triplet brothers to severe abuse. His way to rationalize it was by developing an ego the size of Tokyo metropolitan area. Very dangerous person to try and appease. Most people don’t realize that they would die within a week. He won’t love you. He only loves himself and blood. Don’t you forget that
Fandom Kanato: angry smol demon child with a teddy bear. Can be appeased with sweets.
Kanato in canon: could possibly suffer from Asperger’s syndrome. Very severe bipolarity. Extreme mental abuse. Severe depression and suicidal thoughts. Doesn’t really understand complex emotions and it doesn’t matter to him. He has anxiety and constant nightmares and the only thing keeping him from going absolutely insane would be a teddy bear given to him by his mother and a vile of him mothers ashes, whom HE burned. WHICH HE EATS WHEN HE HAS AN ANXIETY ATTACK.
Fandom Laito: pervert who has no life other than to whip out his penis. Likes macarons.
Laito in canon: victim of sexual abuse by his mother throughout his “young adult” life. Ignored for not having a voice like Kanato’s or being the “heir” like Ayato. Severly beaten and scared beyond belief by his father after figuring out he situation. Then he gets cucked in front of him by his uncle. Truly believes that all love is fake and is all only lust. Rationalizes his traumatic life as sex=lust and love isn’t real therefore. He is suicidal and wants someone to be able to kill him. He too has nightmares about his mother and likes to preoccupy his time doing crosswords and drowning himself in the pleasures of sex to forget that woman who scared him so. He has really bad self loathing issues and doesn’t feel worth the life he was given. He is abusive to the reader/ Yui to project his unending suffering onto you. He throws women aside just as he was and he doesn’t care because he was taught that it was alright to just kill them or leave them behind when he got bored. And above all, he hides all his emotions behind his smile and cheery personality. He’s bottled himself up for years.
Fandom Subaru: sweet sinamon roll, an angel, a good boy. Super tsundere.
Subaru in canon: Grew up with a mother plagued by mental illness. She constantly fought with herself between loving him and hating him. Constantly begs her son to kill her. He developed severe anger issues. He distrusts all women and thinks they are all liars. Hates relationships because he is afraid that he’ll hurt the person around him or the people around him will try to break him down. Will kill those who get too close. He hates women who like him. He also hates formal relationships for fear of fucking it up or you taking advantage of him. Has emotional damage like his brothers.
All the boys are sadistic bastards who have no problem torturing you, raping you and leaving you for dead with no blood in your body or turning you into their personal slaves. Laito may even take your soul and turn it into an emotionally drained husk of a woman and turn it into a familiar which will follow their every command till the day you die. These boys are not relationship goals. These boys are not nice. They will not take care of you. They will kill you. This is not a nice fluffy fandom. This is a cruel, sadistic, sexually deviant, game series that focuses of dark themes of mental illness, child abuse that carries into adult hood and rape. And i hope to god that non of you forget that. And if any of those things or descriptions trigger you, why are you here?
Im sorry for the rant for my non DiaLover followers. It’s a lot more complex than you think.
#diabolik lovers#ayato sakamaki#laito sakamaki#kanato sakamaki#shu sakamaki#subaru sakamaki#reiji sakamaki
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