#once a catholic always a masochist

[aroacesigma]

im ltierally fucking obsessed with this song i think this wouldve fixed me during that huge phase of catholic guilt i had before giving up on the whole thing actually

[cantofamelico]

reading simone de beauvoir every time i have a crush on a man to remind me how he'll always see me

[boydykelover]

doing impact play on yourself to test how much you can take and understand how to give it >>>

(and getting all those marks in the meantime)

[pharmakon-ghoul]

I will never get over The Faint Endless downgrading to Fangbanger

[brothersonahotelbed]

@faggottranssexual tagged me to post the first 10 songs on my spotify On Repeat playlist. thx for the tag dominic <333

scene five – with ears to see and eyes to hear — sleeping with sirens

i dreamt we spoke again — death cab for cutie

malice in wonderland — fangbanger

the resurrectionist, or an existential crisis in c# — frank iero

degausser — brand new

fire of unknown origin — blue oyster cult

once a catholic, always a masochist — fangbanger

scum — lovejoy

angel in the snow — whiskey shivers

baby shoes — bad books

no pressure but if you'd like to: @littlebundleofchaos @gee0therome @vampiresluvr @antiquesroadkill @vnapologeticapathy @joanofarccoded @lesbian-hannibal @sikentender @amigurumihearts

[song-of-stardust]

Updated dnd character playlist!!!!

Nessa playlist! Now you too can have religious trauma and struggle with bouts of apathy!

The two songs I couldn't edit are Hell as Well by We Three and Once a Catholic, Always A Masochist by Fangbanger.

[my-chemical-rot]

Jason Todd + Once a Catholic, Always a Masochist by Fangbanger

[evening-bat]

Yay tag games! Tagged by @gnashiingovteeth for 5 songs ive been loving lately <3

Tagging @life-b4-death @hoodsie-cup @asthevermincrawls @parrrty-poison feel free to do it or don't!<3

[aroacesigma]

yall this song fucking SLAPS

[transprodigalson]

20 QUESTIONS FOR FIC WRITERS

tagged by @spnyuri thank u angel <3

How many works do you have on AO3?

8 :)

What’s your total AO3 word count?

27, 344

What fandoms do you write for?

rn mainly spn, but ive written 2 for tua + 1 for shameless

What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

family what?? (tua) the lowest of his low (shameless) my skys been falling (i hope you never knew) (tua) once a catholic, always a masochist (spn) and i know (this bodys not mine) (spn)

Do you respond to comments?

yeah!! i honestly love engaging with ppl in my comments, its sooo nice tbh

What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

uhhh i think its my skys been falling ? i havent opened it since i wrote it like 3yrs ago so idrk lol

What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

augh maybe family what again idrk i havent touched it since i finished writing it

Do you get hate on fics?

i think i did for one of my fics but i deleted the comment lol

Do you write smut?

i dont but i do think abt writing it sometimes

Do you write crossovers?

nah, not really my thing lol

Have you ever had a fic stolen?

not tht im aware of

Have you ever had a fic translated?

i dont think so?

Have you ever co-written a fic before?

no but i wld be open to co-writing with someone

What’s your all-time favorite ship?

augh its changed but im not sharing tht rn <3

What’s a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

my fucking adam faulkner-stanheight fic i started almost 2yrs ago (started it during my early senior year of hs)

What are your writing strengths?

i think im pretty ok at writing introspection. its sooo fun and easy to me

What are your writing weaknesses?

DIALOGUE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?

i havent done it, but i wld love to, i just need to learn other languages (i know ASL pretty well but i wldnt say im an expert at signing tho)

First fandom you wrote for?

....the outsiders. back when i was like 13/14. it was TERRIBLE and on wattpad

Favorite fic you’ve written?

and i know . i cant explain why but it truly is my fave to re-read sometimes

tagging: @brothersonahotelbed @flugame-mp3 @bnuyfrowns @iinsawdious and um. whoever else wants to idk (no pressure to tags!)

[boydykelover]

ive gotten into impact play, mostly as a self soothing activity, but. holy fuck they were right, good leather Stings

[bewarethemoonlads]

10 songs i’ve listened to lately

thanks for the tag @spookyspiderboiii !

1. Francesca - Hozier

2. Strangers - Ethel Cain

3. Lost In You - Three Days Grace

4. Villainous Thing - Shayfer James

5. Fell In Love - Blink-182

6. Once A Catholic, Always A Masochist - Fangbanger

7. The Horror and the Wild - The Amazing Devil

8. Fucked Up World - The Pretty Reckless

9. Kiss Me You Animal - Burn the Ballroom

10. It’s Alright - Mother Mother

tagging @couriersiccs @artsymaddie @cryptidyork @the-consulting-geek !

[dykefungus]

Tagged by @itslookingback for my top 10 most played songs rn

1. Closer by Nine Inch Nails yeah I know...

2. The Game by Starbenders

3. Once a Catholic, Always a Masochist by Fangbanger

4. Damage by Fit For Rivals

5. Shadow (I'm Breaking Down) by Destroy Boys

6. The Only Time by Nine Inch Nails

7. Dead Inside by Disturbed, Nita Strauss, and David Draiman

8. Bad Romance (Halestorm cover)

9. Blood Moon by Starbenders

10. Bad Bitch Supreme by Fit For Rivals and GIRwood

Tagging @tenderanarchist @moldwood @ratvich @pigeonbutch @bugshroom and whoever else wants to do this

[fangsforfags]

wow fangbanger was right. once a catholic always a masochist. they were so right for tht

[brothersonahotelbed]

im gonna make it to heaven, show you how to burn !!!!!!my mercy is something that god will have to earn !!!!!!!