#on the struggle bus

[allmyhomieshatelawns]

fighting w myself bc i’m writing a John Dory is Branch’s dad AU and i just feel like something is missing??? and like, i feel as if that missing part is a partner for our daddy~

and originally right, i was gonna use someone else’s OC, but then i’m like “why do that, just pick someone who exists” and i like pairing Hickory w bitches so i was like “BOOM fixed”

but now, i’m in the story, and this troll keeps wanting to be made??? i think? idk i just want a partner for JD sooner, but if Hickory shows up now it’ll be way too weird since he’s like Floyd’s age, but i want Branch to have two parents rn. grrrrrr

i guess i’ll just make my own troll OC? it won’t be a sona probably. but it’ll have some characteristics of me bc i’m writing it and i impart myself to all my characters whether i originally made them or not. it just happens ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

weirdly enough the hardest part is figuring out what they would look like.

[thedegu]

I am in the big sad right now

[gramarobin]

yup 🫠

[ididntorderthesoup]

My depression is eating me alive today. Plus command hallucinations and mean voices. Gotta stick it out at work for money but I just want to curl up in a ball and sleep.

[resident-cake-anon]

designing pastora is so hard pls free me… so many elements i need to balance out w the whole shepherd aesthetic and the overwatch look cassidy how did you do it

[touch-starved-lurker]

i… need to get out of bed.

it is noon. i have not eaten or showered or changed clothes. eaughhhhh it feel badddd

and i need to remember to un-gunk the shower drain and wash the dishes and make brownies..

i really should text a friend to ask them to yell at me. that usually helps get the motivation going..

hghhhdhdhhdjhfkfhghghfhhhfhghgguuhhhhhh

:/

[blueish-bird]

I should be working on classwork but instead I’m once again Listening to my Chainsaw Man Playlist and Thinking

[looverrboii]

How does one balance their masculine and feminine energy? I love androgyny and so badly wish I presented more androgynous most days, but I’m hardcore struggling with it. I’m on the curvier side, I’ve got a large chest (which I love when I feel more feminine) and wider hips (was told they looked very fertile once in college…gross I know). I also really love makeup and being able to express my creativity through it. And while I don’t think makeup is “just for girls” (I’m not a girl) I’m afab so it makes me look even more feminine (which isn’t bad but I CRAVE androgyny).

[caprine-bees]

going through it bc my wife is more affectionate when I'm a girl but also I need a haircut and I'm paralyzed with fear that I'll do the shag too short and go back to being a boy lesbian again

[allonsyrachel]

I deactivated my IG & FB 3 days ago. Let’s see if I ever make it back. Which, honestly, will probably be some time between tomorrow and next year.

[justacasualidiot]

when i wanna read some found family but it only has nine fics even though the one of them is so dad coded. and only five of them intrigue because one of them is literally just “these two characters fuck and this one’s just there” and ones a crossover that is just not it for me and then five of them interest me but most of them (the like three that aren’t oneshots) haven’t updated in like a half a year or more but please i’m begging you how are there not more fics of them please i am scraping the dirt for crumbs here. i am not venturing onto wattpad because i don’t want to face those horrors.

[randyzorra]

AUUUGH I want to write! I want to draw! I want to play video games! I want to lay on the floor! I want to do things but I can only do one thing at a time!

[roomwithanopenfire]

someone yell at me to actually do my writing

[ghostbird-art]

Cursed Relic // Divine Relic

[realstrap]

08/14/2024

Please help us cover bills/meds!!!

We've been really struggling with money bc my hours were cut, we still have our internet bill due tomorrow and my gf has gone without their meds in favor of not starving and other necessities

My gf has been suffering without their medication and we need the internet so they can take their online classes, I do not get paid until next week and my gf needs relief and they cannot fall behind!!

$150 needed!!!

CA: $lezsalt or $sleepyhen

Vm: wildwotko

Dm 4 ppl

[historian-in-pearls]

This is extra relevant today

Literally I need to sit on a sofa with Tommy on one side of me and Tess on the other and for them to hold my hands and then I would be fine