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i'm not allowed to listen to pink pony club anymore because i've sung it so many times i've developed what feels like a bruise in my chest. đ i've genuinely never had this problem with one of my on-repeats before.
#it's the part that goes gooooood what have you dooone. you're a pink pony girl. and you dance at the club oh mama iiiiii'm just having fun.#on the stage in my heels. it's where i belong. down at the#because the thing is you start high as fuck and then descendâ descendâ descendâ and back up! descendâ descendâ descend#and it feels so good it's crazy#i normally don't sing stuff that's that violent a change and i didn't entirely know that i could#and i can't! i have hurt myself. should not have immediately done it literally a hundred times.#normally when i vocal stim it's just stuff like 'you know what it never was? that serious. it was never that serious.'#and i can get a little loud sure#but it's just not the same as belting as hard as you can again and again and again and again đ#adam yaps
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JEONGHAN & THE8 â eyes on you
commission me to support a palestinian family.
#for @toujourstafille đ„°#oh mama im just having fun on the stage in my heels its where i belong DOWN AT THE#SVT POLYCULE CLUB oh im gonna keep dancing at the svt polycule club#jeonghan#the8#minghao#svt#seventeen#seventeenedit#svtgifs#svtedit#kpop#svtcreators#*
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Got inspired by a Metal version of Pink Pony Club by Chappell Roan and HAD to draw this image of a Sticker-Pop Polites look I'm also still working on this images counter coin, which is Motorcycle Sticker-Pop polites, but this is the color vibe you can look forward to with that one heheee
Also his pins are Painted Chappell Roan album covers and posters hehee
#epic the musical#polites#art#fanart#bloodstar polites#bloodstar the odyssey#chappell roan#Sticker Pop#girly pop#sticker core#Pink Pony Club#Iiiiii'm just having fun#on the stage in my heels#its where i belong#down here at the PINK PONY CLUB!!!!#HAHAHAHAHAH
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Something about pink pony club just fills me with joy, just makes me go insane every time i gotta give a full performance every single time it plays
#IIIIIMMMM JUST HAVIN FUN ON THE STAGE IN MY HEELS#ITS WHERE I BELONG DOWN AT THE PINK PONY CLUB#IM GONNA KEEP ON DANCIN AT THE PINK PONY CLUB#not to mention the rise and fall of a midwest princess has so many good workout songs#chappell i love you#chappel roan#the rise and fall of a midwest princess
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has the tangled fandom considered the snuggly duckling just being a gay bar or is that just me.
pink pony club is rapunzel because of this. escaping gothel and one of her first introductions to the world is a gay bar. people like HER. and people with dreams!!!!! the dancing at the pink pony club!!! points to I have a dream
#the âgod what have you donr? you're a pinky pony girl and you dance at the club!â#âoh mama i'm just having fun on the stage in my heels its where i belong down at the pinky pony clubâ#it reads like a conversation between gothel and raps#tangled thoughts#tangled
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#god look what youve done#youre a pink pony girl#and you dance at the club#oh mamma im just having fun!#on the stage in my heels#its where i belong down in the-#le song shouting
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No podia sacarla de mi cabeza
#Pink Pony Club#pink pony club#I know you wanted me to stay#But I can't ignore the crazy visions of me in LA#And I heard that there's a special place#Where boys and girls can all be queens every single day#I'm having wicked dreams of leaving Tennessee#Hear Santa Monica#I swear it's calling me#Won't make my mama proud#it's gonna cause a scene#She sees her baby girl#I know she's gonna scream#God#what have you done?#You're a pink pony girl#And you dance at the club#Oh mama#I'm just having fun#On the stage in my heels#It's where I belong down at the#I'm gonna keep on dancing at the#I'm gonna keep on dancing down in#West Hollywood#I'm up and jaws are on the floor#Lovers in the bathroom and a line outside the door#Blacklights and a mirrored disco ball#Every night's another reason why I left it all#I thank my wicked dreams a year from Tennessee#Oh Santa Monica
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đ€âš On the stage in my heels đ đ«
đčđItâs where I belong down at the⊠đđŽđ
#gravity falls#dipper pines#mabel pines#gravity falls dipper#gravity falls mabel#digital art#artists on tumblr
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Chappell Roan speaks to me I listen to her and pretend itâs t4t music
#gooood what have you done?#youâre a pink pony girl#and you dance at the club#oh mama#Iâm just having fun#on the stage in my heels#itâs where I belong down at the#pink pony club!!!!!
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youâre a pink pony girlâŠâŠ and you dance at the clubâŠâŠ
#OH IM JUST HAVING FUN#IN THE STAGE IN MY HEELS#thatâs where i belong#down#at#the#PINK PONY CLUB#I WANNA KEEP ON DANCING AT THE#PINK PONY CLUBBBB
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R.I.P Mary Hart you would have loved pink pony club by Chappell Roan
#SCREAMING GOD WHAT HAVE YOU DONE YOURE A PINK PONY GIRL#AND YOU DANCE AT THE CLUB OH MAMA IM#JUST HAVIN FUN ON THĂ STAGE IN MY HEELS#ITS WHERE I BELONG DOWN AT THE PINK PINY CLUB
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â a good, good neighbor
john hancock x f!sole survivor/reader
rated e - 2.8k
tags: friends-with-benefits vibes, mutual yearning & jealousy, mention of chem usage, references to threesome, horny!desperate!hancock, desk/office sex, semi-public sex, piv, blowjobs
prompts: âi want to fuck you so badlyâ + âi'm simply enjoying the view. it's not every day i get to fuck someone so pretty.â
âHow did you imagine us?â
âEvery way,â Hancock husks, âKeeping my cock warm while I work. Eating you on the desk or bending you over it.â
âHell, Iâve even thought about the balcony. Iâd take you right over the fuckinâ railing if youâd let me.â
(Or - when you come back from a mission, Hancock canât wait to get his hands on you)
Despite the bustle inside the Third Rail, itâs all just dull noise.
Hancock canât say heâs heard a word Fahrenheit has said. Itâs not his fault she had cornered him inside the entrance, right as he was on his way in.
Where he has a perfect view of the bar.
A perfect view of you, where you perch on one of the stools in front of Charlie. Looking like a dream, in your soft, faded clothes.
Not that he doesnât like your vault suit. The way it fits like a glove around your hips and thighs, the swell of your tits.
Heâs always been a fan.
But thereâs something about this - how you look like you belong here, with him. Itâs been a while since heâs felt his heart stir, but you really seemed to have woken it up.
His partner huffs, finally stepping to the side. Her own plans tonight, eyes already drifting over to the stage. A long-suffering sigh - a hand that pushes her undercut back, a scrunch of her nose.
âRemind me to let you two⊠debrief next time, before I talk to you.â
Hancock grins, only now coming back, âYou got it, sister.â
He owes her one. Tomorrow heâll sit down and really listen, but itâs been a long fuckinâ week and the chems he downed in his office are just now taking effect.
Tipping him towards being too high to be jealous that youâre talking to another ghoul - a sentiment that heâs only just becoming acquainted with.
That was never really his style, before now.
And just a tad too sober to suggest Deegan just join them, if your conversation doesnât wrap up soon.
Really fuckinâ soon.
Itâs as he sidles up to you that he notices just how good you truly look. Scrubbed clean from the wasteland, and heâs already imagining you in the Rexford, hands sliding over your wet curves in the shower.
Getting ready to come here, applying that pretty shade of red that darkens your lips - a treasure found on a recent favor you did for Daisy.
Something that had kept you away for days, his jaw gritting as you had left without him.
Itâs the same shade as his coat - and that does something, too. A clenching in his guts, a wash of need as he imagines it marking up his cock. A pretty ring around the base, staining his skin.
Christ, he needed to get it together.
Your eyes brighten when you see him, âI was hoping youâd find me. Heard you were still working.â
He fits against you, leaning on the bar. A hand draping across your shoulder - eager to touch, as your head tips up to his.
âNever too busy for my favorite girl.â
The smile you give him, those pretty painted lips stretched wide, shoots straight to his cock. Uncomfortable, where it strains against the front of his trousers - and maybe, he just might be head-over-heels.
He needs to get out of here.
âYou want to get out of here?â He asks - the back of your neck warm where his palm curves around it, thumb brushing over soft skin.
Feeling the low hum in your throat, as you answer.
âI thought youâd never ask.â
âI want to fuck you so badly.â
Hancock growls it in your ear, as he wrenches the door to the Old State House open. Bypassing your room at the Rexford, opting for something closer.
He always seemed to like you in his bed. Late nights turning into slow mornings, getting acquainted with the soft drag of fingers against skin. Comparing scars until youâve learned each and every one.
You think heâd keep you there, if he could. If you both werenât so prone to wandering.
The rough admission sends your pulse racing. Never expecting to miss someone like you did him. Never thinking youâd get a chance like this again.
But something about being with Hancock feels so easy. Something invisible that ties you to him, but that tether is never-ending. Both of you always finding your way back to each other, in a slow orbit.
Never knowing what it truly meant to know that someone had your back - until you were looking down the barrel of something you werenât supposed to come back from, out in the wasteland.
Knowing he would be there, as soon as you called.
âThen fuck me,â You sigh against him, at the landing of the second-floor staircase. The railing pressing into your back as his tongue licks into your mouth.
Hands fisting in the collar of his frock as his hips roll against yours. Getting turned around in path back to his room.
Ending up across the hall, in his new office. The door still cracked open as you both stumble inside. A soft sound of surprise when you find yourself bumping up against a heavy wooden desk, instead of the couches youâve come to know so well.
Heâs already herding you to the other side, moving his chair out of the way. Hoisting you onto the edge, before stepping between spread thighs.
Mouthing at your jaw, hands slipping beneath your shirt.
âWrong room,â You sigh, as your arms wrap around his shoulders.
âRight fuckinâ room.â His hips meet yours, rolling himself against your core, âKnow how many times Iâve dreamed about having you in here?â
The thought of him thinking of you has your thighs tightening around his hips. A needy moan when his hand fondles a breast over the fabric of your bra, before itâs slipping beneath.
âHow-â You start, and then squeak as his fingers pinch against the tight peak of your nipple, âHow did you imagine us?â
His black eyes are hazy when he pulls back. A shine on his lips from where his tongue soothed a mark left against your neck.
âEvery way,â Hancock husks, âKeeping my cock warm while I work. Eating you on the desk, or bending you over it.â
You whine at the thought - a jolt of pleasure arcing through you as his hips jerk against yours, grinding against your clothed core.
âHell, Iâve even thought about the balcony. Iâd take you right over the fuckinâ railing if youâd let me.â
God, itâs tempting. Heat flaring to life in your cheeks at the thought - knowing he would.
Heâs opened the doors to a lot of new aspects of yourself, but thereâs still a shred of your old-world modesty that clings to you.
But it still sends a liquid warmth pooling in your belly. He can feel the way your hands tighten their grip that youâre picturing it too.
The balcony is out of the question, but the restâŠ
Your palms push at his shoulders, and he allows you just enough room to get down. To flip around until your hips are flush with the edge of the wide desk.
âWhy donât you show me?â You coo, with a glance over your shoulder, âMister Mayor.â
Thereâs a flash of teeth with his smile - words as sweet and smooth as honey, âSweetheart, call me that again and Iâll show you anything you want.â
His hand is quick to press at the small of your back, bending you across his desk like he had imagined. Your hand slipping down to work at the button and zipper of your pants, where heâs already gripping at the fabric to tug your layers down.
Hancockâs hips press into your bare center. Nudging the hard, clothed curve of his cock against yours, fingers already smoothing over your skin. Gripping on before nails drag over the curve of your ass, then slipping between your thighs.
You stifle a moan when he touches you, all slick and swollen already. A day-long lingering anticipation of seeing him, keyed up by his own laid-bare desire.
âYou miss me, doll?â Hancock husks, when he finds how wet you are. The tips teasing your clit as he frees himself.
Fingers petting at your folds. Slicking them up until he can smear your arousal against his cock - the rough skin shining in the windows of light that peek in from the city outside.
âYes,â You whine - he always seems to pull things from you, when he has you like this. Making you soft, willing to lay yourself open if it means he keeps touching you, âHancock, please-â
The word strings out - as he grasps at your hips, tugging you back just as he drives himself deep into you. This is what you needed - the aching stretch, the way your blood sings already.
Squirming when he stays still, slipping half-way while his hands keep you pinned against the desk.
âDonât slow down now,â You huff, as you rock back into his touch.
Hancockâs own laugh is low and throaty - you gasp when you feel his fingers slip from your hip. Boldly tracing where you stretch around him, letting his thumb rub at your clit until he can feel you clench.
âJust enjoying the view.â He husks, âItâs not every day I get to fuck someone so pretty.â
His words shoot straight through you, settling in your heart. So much understood and even more left unsaid.
Youâre used to the before, when there were neat labels and expectations. Left on uneven footing now, with how the world has changed.
Maybe even scared to bare yourself fully - to let yourself feel so deeply for another person again.
But surely this - this partnership, his words, him - must mean something.
âIt could be.â
It slips from you with a sigh, too late to snatch back. Something fluttering in your belly, a heady mix of apprehension and pleasure as he growls - a sharp thrust that has him filling you again.
A shift of his fingers until heâs circling your clit, with just the right pressure that he knows you need. A shallow roll of his hips that starts slow, and steady.
âThat right?â His voice is low, lilting up at the end.
You couldnât really ask him to join you - but tonight, you could pretend. The time you had spent together on the road was some of your best moments in this aftermath.
But you respected his decision to stay, to work a little harder at this Mayor business. Even if it had left you unsure of where you stood with each other.
Even if you did miss him, want him by your side.
âYeah,â You manage, âKeeping touching me like that and, yeah-â
You can hear the smile in his voice as he answers, âSunshine, youâre gonna have a harder time getting me to stop.â
He makes good on his promise.
A hand catching under your thigh, hoisting your knee onto the desk top. Opening you up further - a stifled cry pulling from you when he nudges deeper, stroking a spot inside you that steals your breath.
The door is still ajar - the thought of your whines and the slick drive of his cock has your heart pounding.
Youâre sure heâd love that too - the shout of his name as he makes you come, echoing to where the drifters sleep above, and where the Watch lingers. The sound of his hips knocking yours into the desk, the rhythmic creak of old wood.
It still lingers as a whimper - bitten back as the pleasure builds. He hasnât forgotten in the time youâve been apart, pounding into you again and again. His touch circling just as he bottoms out, a pressure in his own belly with each gasp he pulls from you.
âFuck, John.â You keen - a number already seeming to tick down inside you, with each circuit of his fingertips, âIâm gonna come-â
âThatâs my girl,â He coos - keeping the same rhythm, the same steady pound that threatens to break you, âGive it to me. Soak my fuckinâ cock, sweetheart.â
His girl.
It echos - your cry going silent, when as the pleasure washes over you. Leaving you trembling as you ride out the waves of pleasure, meeting the thrusts that grow lazy.
You needed this, needed it as much as he does. So much packed noise inside your brain going quiet the harder he fucked you, now blissfully silent.
âLook at you,â Itâs muted, as your back arches - as you drip around his cock, âYou feel so fucking good, not gonna last-â
Almost as if he gets off to this - making you come. Taking you apart, until each breath is a wrung-out gasp, your fingers curling into fists.
It leaves you thinking that if heâs staying here - if heâs been thinking about you, youâll give him something to remember.
Another check off of his list.
âHancock,â You breathe - eyes heavy and dazed as you glance over your shoulder.
Where heâs arced over you - grinding himself deep. His own gaze blown-wide with need as it tips to meet yours.
âCome in my mouth,â You beg, âLet me taste you.â
Eyes flicking to his chair, still pulled up next to the desk. Heâs always been able to follow you, a rough sound in his throat when the catches what you mean.
âFuck.â His hips stutter, before heâs slipping from you, âYeah. Yeah, doll. Anything you want.â
Youâre sinking to unsteady knees in front of him, as he drops down into the chair. Knees spread wide as your hands run up his thighs, to where his cock hangs heavy against the unzipped fabric.
Already missing him inside you. A rough groan when your hand wraps around, before youâre swallowing him down. Tasting yourself smeared across him, as your cheeks hollow, your fist pumps.
âSo fuckinâ perfect, you know that?â Hancock hisses, the words coming out ragged. Hips bucking into the wet suction of your mouth.
No teasing this time, no kitten-licks. Just the familiar weight of him on your tongue, the jerk of your spit-slicked fist.
A ragged sound slipping from him when your eyes drag up to meet his. Peeks of reddened and rough skin along the way that make you want to take a bite as well.
Noticing how heâs marked up with you - faded shades of red stained on his lips and chin. Littered across on his cock, down to the base.
You think you like the look of it, something warm flickering in your belly - an echo of the pleasure he gave you before.
Wanting him to think about you every time he sits here, after you leave. The feeling of your mouth around him, how hard you made him come. Leaving your own mark on this room, as well.
He groans at the way you watch, the soft lap of your tongue. How you squeeze him bringing him closer - waiting for him to show you how much he needs you.
âFuck. Youâre gonna make me come, gorgeous.â Itâs a rough warning, as his hand cradles your jaw. The bite of nails against your neck, as his hips buck.
The groan he makes is loud and low - shameless - as he comes. His cock throbbing in your mouth, each pulse leaking his spend as you swallow him down. Coaxing every drop from him, until youâve taken it.
Keeping him in your mouth, after - your tongue sweeping lazily across his skin, until he goes soft. Easing off him then, letting your head rest against his thigh.
Hancockâs head still tips back, lost in that soft haze. The shallow rise and fall of his chest, a weekâs worth of want spilled across your tongue.
âWas that like you imagined?â
Thereâs the tilt of his head as he grins, his thumb reaching to press against your lower lip - a low growl when you nip at it.
âEven fuckinâ better.â
The room shifts in front of you - Hancockâs boot propped against the desk, sending the chair back and forth on a slow sway.
Your legs thrown over the armrest, where you sit in his lap. The sounds of Goodneighbor muted outside, as the lights spill across the floor in the dark room.
âThought Iâd stick around a couple days.â You tell him, âSkip out later this week, maybe.â
âYou just got in.â He rasps, fingers tracing a pattern against your shoulder, âGot somethinâ going already?â
You hadnât planned on it. Had been hoping to stick around Goodneighbor for a while. Spend some time with him, before heading out.
ButâŠ
âEdward asked me to do a job for him,â You stifle a yawn, your head tilted against his, âSome girl he works for ran off, said she does that all the time.â
Duty always calls.
"Edward?" Hancockâs brow lifts.
âDeegan?â
His tongue clicks against his teeth, a soft pinch of his fingers against your skin, âDidnât know you and Deegan were that chummy. Edward, huh?â
Your elbow sinks into his ribs, and he grins.
âWell, you donât gotta wait on me,â He hums, already thinking ahead. âYou wanna get this show on the road tomorrow?â
A small mark puckers your brow as you lean to face him, your gaze searching.
âI thought you stopped running.â Itâs soft - a question, hidden in your words.
Hancock huffs, âNot running.â
His voice drops - a softness to his beetle-black eyes as he thumbs at your chin, drawing your mouth down to his.
âJust realized Iâd rather be by your side.â
With his admission, the hungry press of his lipsâŠ
You think you fall just a little harder.
loved the idea of a desperate/lovey Hancock paired with a sweetly oblivious âwhat are weâ Sole, haha đ thanks for reading!! and for this perfect request!
#john hancock x reader#john hancock x sole survivor#hancock x sole survivor#hancock x reader#fallout 4 smut#hancock#hancock fo4
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A/N: So I threatened a while back to write MC arresting Sylus since he literally wonât shut up about it. Thought this would be a silly fic but it ended up an angst-driven exploration of how his time with MC is probably finite and ill-fated?? Anyway Sylus is too soft for this, Iâm sorryyyy (Sy I love you! I would never do this to you! âDidnât it come from your imagination, though?â Ssshhhh you donât know what youâre saying!! đ„°)
To Remain Silent
Sylus x Reader đ©ž
Summary: Sylus has told you to arrest him one too many times...
Genre: Emotional rollercoaster honestly? Some angst, some comfort (and a lil spice for flavour)
Warnings/Additional tags: gn!reader, vaguely established relationship, gets a little steamy at the end (mostly kissing tbh), artistic licence applied liberally since this would be WAY too risky for MC to actually attempt đđ
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Disclaimer: Characters belong to Love and Deepspace. All work is my own, so please don't repost or plagiarise!
Sylus knows this isnât real.
You watch him through the glass of his cell, and the subtle tint to it lets you know that he canât watch you back. Heâs sat on the single bench inside, leaning against the far wall, his long legs stretched out before him. His hands are cuffedâ tucked away behind his backâ but he still looks comfortable. More than comfortable: at ease. At home. Bored.
âYou think I canât feel those pretty little eyes of yours on me?â he mutters, head back, eyes closed. âIâm at your mercy, kitten. Are you really only going to look?â
You tap a button on the glass. âYou should start taking this seriously.â
He smiles at the sound of your voice, but his eyes donât open; thereâs still nothing to see. âIâm taking it very seriously, sweetie.â
âI donât think you are.â
The smile turns even more smug: a confession, all by itself. He sits up and leans forward, like someone whoâs found a change of conversation to be interesting. His eyes openâ managing to find you, somehow, andâ can he see you? No. Itâs an educated guess, heâs just selling it with confidence.
Leisurely, he rises from his seat and saunters over to the glass. âLet me see you,â he orders, then bargains: âPlease? This is so veryââ he toes the divisionâ âone-sided.â
You canât look him in the eyes, can you? This is hard enough without the windows to your soul baring your heart and your mind to him, like they always do. You should have worn those sunglasses he bought you for that undercover assignment. This is what theyâre for, right? Hiding.
With a circular swipe of your finger, the glass before you clears and Sylus meets your gaze.
âHi,â he teases.
You fold your arms across your chest. âHey.â
âThis is quite some effort youâve gone to, kitten. And all for me, no less.â
âWhat effort?â you dismiss plainly. âYou practically slapped those handcuffs on yourself.â
Itâs not an exaggeration: from the cuffs to the ride here, not a single stage of his arrest has been resisted. The closest heâs gotten to a lack of cooperation was when youâd first restrained and dragged him from his study, where heâd been inclined to point out that the bedroom was the other way.
âWell, I didnât want to cause a fuss,â he smirks. One of his hands is brought forward, and his handcuffs now hang uselessly from a finger. âTell me,â he says, letting them swing as he holds your gaze, âwhat am I to expect now Iâve been so masterfully captured?â
You glance at the restraints, unmoved. âThat isnât for me to decide.â
A door behind you slides open, andâ right on timeâ an altogether more impressive presence joins you before the cell. Sylus glances her up and down as the click of her heeled boots come to a stop; he has never met your captain, but he knows her face.
âYou really cashed in all your favours, didnât you, sweetie?â he observes. He turns to address the woman beside you: âWe havenât been introduced. Iâmââ
âI know who you are,â Jenna interrupts, her tone as incorruptible as yours.
Sylusâs arm lifts, resting on the glass above you so he can tower over you, despite the partition. âIs that right?â he purrs absent-mindedly, dropping his head so he can speak into your ear. âSweetie⊠I thought you could keep a secret.â
Heâs goading you into your usual game, but the stakes donât interest you. âYou were wrong.â
Youâre at your own table, dealing your own cards. Does he want to play? You think he might. His lips are curving at the delicious prospect of a challenge. Youâve given him a taste of it. He wants more.
Jenna is studying her clipboard, acting oblivious. She senses the impasse. Asks Sylus: âDo you know why youâre here?â
He huffs impatiently. âEnlighten me.â
âSylus,â you scold.
Red eyes widen a fraction.
You see it.
Good.
âŠ
Sylus thinks this might be real.
You said his name. His real name: the one with sharp, bloody strings attached. The one on all the posters. The one in your precious Associationâs archives, linked to stacks of files and crime scene photos, most of which he isnât even responsible for.
Sylus. You said: Sylus.Â
It was worthy of a grand revealâ the sort of plot twist that delivered the suspense of so many thrillersâ but here you are, speaking it like itâs nothing. Not a slip of the tongue; not a mistake. And itâs different here. Heâs not your Sylus. Heâs theirs.
Their murderer. Their monster. Their convenient little scapegoat for everything dark and unholy.
The captain is reading him a list, reeling off every crimeâ each alleged sin. As if he needs a reminder. As if all the time in the world could ever let him forget. âNeedless to say, Mr Sylus,â she summarises, âdue to the nature of these crimes, you may prove exempt from our standard procedures. A case like this is⊠unprecedented. Onychinus has much to answer for. You have much to answer for.â
Sylus hasnât really been listening; itâs all senseless bureaucracy. âYou have the wrong man,â he says, because whatever youâre doingâ whatever stunt this isâ a confession is sure to derail it. You know that, donât you? You must be counting on it: holding that guilty breath of yours and hoping heâs smart enough to not be Sylus.
You donât look worried in the slightest. You must have an awful lot of faith in him.
He studies you, waiting for a small, deliberate smile or a moment of weakness. Give him a sign, donât give him a signâ it doesnât matter; heâll find one. His intentions must be clearer than yours, because you step up to the glass to face him.
Do it, your silence says, even though the rest of you is illegible. You want to look? Look.
His eye could light like a crimson fireâ could burn the truth out of youâ but it wonât. Itâs a promise he made what feels like a lifetime ago, not long after youâd met: Your thoughts and desires are yours to give, not his to take.
Even here. Even now. Heâs a man of his word, after all.
Impressed? You smile faintly, but thereâs no warmth to it. âCaptain,â you speak, your eyes not leaving his, âcan you give us a minute? Please?â
âOf course,â the woman answers with a nod.
Sylus does not see her go. He hears it: the retreating rhythm of her shoes. He feels it: itâs just the two of you, alone again. Well, the two of you and that âhiddenâ camera in the far corner of the room. âWhatever game this is,â he grins good-naturedly, his teeth gritted, âit stops. Now.â
âItâs not a game, Sylus. I told you to take this seriously.â
âWhat are you doing?â he snaps, and that good-natured grin didnât last very long.Â
Your hands land on your hips. âMy job.â When he scoffs, you continue: âDid you really think this would end any other way? After everything youâve done?â
He laughs and itâs deeply sardonic. Heâs no saintâ to try to convince you he was would be a crime worthy of punishments far worse than this. But you know him. You know the line and what stands on each side of it: everything heâs done, yes, and everything heâs been made to take the fall for.
You wouldnât do this to him. Would you? âYou want to play pretend? Fine,â he hisses. He wants to wrap his Evol around that godforsaken camera and annihilate it. âYou caught the big, bad boss of Onychinusâ congratulations, sweetie. Sure. Letâs say thatâs who I am. A man like that has power, right? So whatâs to keep himâ meâ from escaping? Right now?â
âYouâre not going to leave, Sylus. Wanna know why?â
Heâs sure youâre going to tell him, and you do:
âBecause youâre all talk. All smoke and mirrors. You want to go? Go. But thereâs not a single person in this building who wouldnât give their life to bring you back. Someone will catch up to you eventually, and what then?â
âIâll have a lot of fun, I imagine.â
âYouâll do nothing,â you correct. âBecause those people out there? Theyâre my friends. My family. You hurt them? You hurt me. Make all the threats you want, Sylusâ we both know the truth.â
He towers over you, still, but itâs hard not to shrink at your next words:
âYou donât have it in you.â
Your eyes are sharp: whetted with resentment. Sylus is your reflectionâ your worthy opponent, alwaysâ but he just canât look at you like that.
Thereâs a quiet hiss as you slide a finger over the cellâs control panel. White, neon light carves through the glass partition: two vertical lines that bleed upwards, either side of him, before bending to meet each-other. The glass between them shimmers, then fades.
Sylus stands on the precipice of the doorway, cool air crawling past him. He stares up at the camera, then down at you. Your arms have folded again as you watch himâ a narrative of apathy.
âHow about it, Sylus?â you ask bitterly. âStill think you can outrun fate?â
âNo.â Not since it started wearing your face. Fate is you, putting a bullet in his heart, and him, waking up so you can do it over and over again. Maybe this is real. Maybe it isnât. âWhat do you want from me?â he entreats softly, because youâll get itâ either way.
âIsnât it obvious?â you sneer, and your hand shoots out, grasping a fistful of his shirt. You use it to drag him out of the cell, closer, lower, so that his face is mere inches from yours.
âNo,â he repeats. âSay it.â
Your eyes burn like pyres: so dangerous, so beautiful, so suited to being the death of him. âI want youââ you begin, as they flit briefly to his lipsâ âto tell meâŠâ
âWhat?â
âHow you cheat at kitty cards.â
Oh. Oh.
Youâre going to be insufferable about this, arenât you?
Sure enough, you drop his shirt and burst into laughterâ irrepressibly you again. The fire in your eyes has simmered down into something warm, safe, and comfortable, andâ godsâ youâre even crying. Youâre doubled over, holding your stomach as though it hurts. You lift a hand to wipe your wet cheek. âYour face,â you get out between gasps, âoh, your face!â
Yours is not the only laughter, but itâs the only laughter Sylus hears.
âWe so got you, Skye!â Taraâs vaguely familiar voice resounds from an intercom.
Thereâs some confusing static with itâ more tittering voicesâ and Sylus suspects heâs found himself the star of your colleaguesâ after-work entertainment. He puts his hands on his hips as he looks up at the camera. âIs the whole officeââ
âYeah,â you manage, wiping away another tear. âFigured it would be good for morale. Good practice, too.â
âPractice?â
âMmhmm,â you confirm with a hum. Youâve apparently gotten a handle on the hilarity of the situation, because you approach him with something close to composure. Meditatively, you smooth down the fabric of his shirt. Straighten his collar. âFor when we catch the real Sylus one day.â
He captures your wrists; thatâs a lot of tenderness for someone who just tried to give him a heart attack. Maybe heâs a little too rough, because you pout at him in a way that makes him instantly soften his grip.
âYou ok, Skye?â you enquire with an ironic smile and an adorable tilt of your head.
His thumbs are feathering over your pulse points, and slowly, he leans in to deliver a message, just for you: âIf I say no, will you make it up to me?â
âŠ
Sylus knows this is real.
His mouth is on yours and itâs relentless, desperate; you made him wait for it. How long has he been wanting to trap you against the nearest wall, just like this, so he can kiss you until he forgets just how cold you can be?Â
Heâs been very patient. He didnât roll his eyes or utter a word of complaint when youâd dragged him to join your colleagues for dinner. It was your victory party, your âI made you look like an idiotâ party, but he was his usual, charming self, and your friends all adored him for it. Theyâd spun him the tale of his âarrestââ the planning, the preparation, and your lightbulb moment:Â
âHey, guys, have you ever thought about how Skye kinda looks like Sylus?â
Only he could understand how wickedly clever it was. His eyes had sought yours as he listened, lazy, content, and so obviously biding his time. Youâd smiled at him. Heâd smiled back.Â
And heâd stayed smiling, even after the party was over and youâd had to walk a slightly-tipsy Tara home. Sheâd refused a taxi, insisted Sylus escort herâ oh, and you could come, too! Heâd lent her his arm: humoured every squeeze and chuckled at each remark about the size of it. Youâd had to swat her away, in the end.
âIâm just teasing, yâknow?â sheâd giggled as the three of you arrived at her front door. âSkye knows Iâm just teasing. Youâre such a sweetheart, Skye. Imagine! Youâ the leader of Onychinus!â
Sheâd laughed, much too loud for such a quiet street, and with a less-than-subtle wink, left the two of you alone. Which is how youâd ended up here, in an alley around the back of her building, because it was Sylusâs turn to drag you somewhere.Â
His attentions have moved lower; thereâs a subtle clink as his fingers find the clasp of your shirt collar and he peels it back, exposing your neck. His lips leave yours, trailing down, downâ past the line of your jaw and over the soft, vulnerable column of your throat. You gasp as he brushes over a sensitive spot, and you could swear you feel him smile.
Heâs always been passionate, but this is a different fire, fuelled by something you canât ignore, no matter how much you want to:
Relief.Â
âSy,â you murmur breathlessly, your hand in his hair, tugging gently. âSy, stop.âÂ
âMmm?â he acquiesces, voice sinfully low as the cold evening air takes his place kissing your neck. His eyes shine like blood spilt in the dead of nightâ lingering on you. He looks drunk.
You lift a hand to cup his face and run your thumb over his cheek. âIâll never let anything happen to you, Sylus. You know that, right?â
Those dark eyes find clarity with your words, full of apprehension for just how naive you can be. The future will turn on you just as quickly as a wild animal someone boasts about having tamed, and arenât you foolish, thinking you can control something like that?Â
Besides, thatâs his job.
âI know,â he says like heâs supposed toâ ever the martyr, following the script. He goes to nuzzle into you again, but your hand is still tight in his hair and he groans as you use it to pull him back.Â
âI mean it,â you reassert, forcing him to look at you. You donât care that itâs ridiculous. You donât care that fate is so hot on your heels that you have to keep running. Youâre tired. Heâs even more tired.
Isnât it nice to stop and catch your breath?
Pretend you have time: His gaze is full of faith and oh, the world is going to enjoy punishing the two of you. âI know,â he insists, because this is the second time youâve fooled him tonight. You feel his hand on your face and you let him kiss youâ again, then againâ so achingly slow, so arrogant.Â
The world can wait; he wants to punish you first.Â
âDo you really want to knowââ he distracts as he finds that sensitive spot on your neck againâ âhow I cheat at kitty cards?â
The pad of his finger is chasing the path of his mouth; it tickles. You whine: âTell me later, Sy.â
âOk,â he breathes against you.
Later. Thereâll be a later.
Wonât there?
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summer of sam || sam golbach
SMUT. MINORS DNI. 18+. wooo itâs getting hot in here. tw: subby sam, stripper/dom reader, humiliation, degrading, overstimulation, sub/dom dynamics in place, dry humping, choking, etc this is just complete and utter filth. ps: this is my first time writing the male to be submissive on this blog. W? L?
You were a professional at what you did.
Every summer in between college semesters youâd work the same strip club, earnings thousands of dollars all summer long. Ohio wasnât known for its popularity in exotic dancers what so ever, your presence spicing up an otherwise dead club.
Over time you had grown a consistent fan base of men who awaited your return every summer. You were now on year five, your degree so close to being obtained you could practically taste it. Itâs what kept you motivated to keep coming back. You had to pay for your degree somehow even if it was deemed shameful by your peers. Which is why you traveled to a town in Ohio far from your hometown, determined to make enough funds to scrape by the semester.
It was only week two of your return, word of your arrival spreading through the town. In an odd way it made you all jittery, feeling like a little celebrity. You were in your dressing room, pampering yourself with makeup before your set time on stage. Your eyes flickered to the door opening behind you, continuing to pat your brush across your cheek. Your body guard was the sweetest man alive, his chocolate eyes meeting yours.
âHi Tommy, big crowd?â You asked. You had met Tom during year two of your âcareerâ, the man fully dedicated to protecting you from creeps. âIâd say so, but I have an offer from a new comer. Wants a private dance,â He informed you. You set your brush aside on the vanity, grabbing a tube of lipstick. âAs if, that crowd out there will provide me ten times whatever he could,â You replied. Tom cleared his throat, your gaze straying away from your plump lips to him. In his hand sat two wads of cash.
âThis is fifteen thousand. He offered more if you come.â
You never did private dances. You had admittedly become egotistical over time, your time precious during the hotter season. The private dances were no where near as cash filled as public ones were. Undoubtedly you were the star of the show in this little town and you belonged in the spotlight. Your eyebrows had furrowed at the wads of cash, quickly sliding out of your chair. Your heels clicked as you grabbed one, running your thumb through it.
âTheyâre real?â You questioned. You already knew the answer, the tiny bumps across the blue band of the hundred dollar bills giving it away. âEvery single one. Heâs in room six,â Tom answered you. You nodded, handing him back the wad. âStand outside of the room if you donât mind. I want to see what this guy is all about,â You say.
You had almost forgotten what the hallway to the private rooms looked like, new purple led lights illuminating the dim hallway. Finding room six was a breeze, the numbers in bold letters hammered to the doors. You glanced over at Tom, nodding affirmatively for him to stand by its side. You shook off your nerves, remembering who you were. How many men would die to be in this oneâs position. Your slender fingers gripped the doorknob, pushing it open.
The sight before you was not one you expected, a clean cut blonde sitting on the middle of a circular couch. His legs were spread, thin framed glasses sitting on his nose. His blue eyes met yours instantly, an undeniable intensity flooding the room. Tom closed the door behind you, giving you some privacy. The blonde awkwardly stood up, adjusting his tie. âHi, iâm Sam,â He greeted. You watched as he held out his hand to you, waiting for you to shake it. You tried to conceal your confusion, shaking his hand. Your stage name fell off of your lips with ease,
âIâm Kailani.â
Sam cleared his throat. âHere um, sit sit,â He said, gesturing to the purple velvet couch. You followed his request, sitting down. âSo Sam, what exactly did you request me here for?â You asked. Sam sat down as well, visibly nervous. He ran his fingers through his hair. âFor a private dance..?â He replied, his tone sounding as if he was asking a question more than answering. You raised an eyebrow. âSweetheart no one around here pays fifteen thousand just for my consideration. What do you actually want?â You asked. Sam gulped, his adams apple moving as he fidgeted with his hands.
âItâs kind of a long story,â He began. You could feel your patience thinning. âTime is money and unless you plan on beginning to pay me for this I will not-â You began. Your words were sharply cut off as Sam reached in his pocket, setting another wad of cash on the clear coffee table in front of you. âThat cover it?â He asked you. Affirmatively you nodded.
âMy name is Sam Golbach, iâm a famous youtuber with an obsessed fanbase. Iâm from here and heard through the great vine about you. Might I just add youâre even hotter in person,â Sam began. His name didnât ring a bell, but his face did look vaguely familiar. âIâm here because youâre just as discreet about your line of work as I am about what I do in my spare time in the bedroom,â He continued. You arched an eyebrow, questioning his words. âYouâre very obviously not from here, only here during the summer. My guess is that youâre in college or something similar, probably in a different state,â He answered.
Your stone cold expression fell, your face visibly telling Sam everything he needed to know. You felt the urge to get up and leave, the blonde seemingly reading your mind. âNo no listen I totally get it, iâm not here to judge you or anything,â He rambled. Your eyes shot daggers as they met his blue ones. âGet on with it. What do you want?â You questioned.
âIt is extremely hard for me to get laid without the media making a big deal out of it, I have some things I want to uh, try in the bedroom that the media would have a field day with,â Sam told you. You audibly scoffed, rising to your feet. âIâm not a goddamn prostitute. So what was your big idea? To come here and have me call you daddy and beg for your cock? Fuck you,â You snapped. Hastily you turned towards the door, Samâs large hand grabbing your waist. You began to protest, Samâs meek words cutting you off.
âQuite the opposite,â He said. He was practically shaking with nerves, his cheeks flushed pink. You froze in your tracks, looking at the desperate blonde. âI-I want you to use me. To treat me like a slut or something. I donât want to be in control,â Sam explained. His cheeks were turning a deeper shade of red, his hand dropping from your wrist. He reached into his back pocket, pulling out a black credit card. âIf we make this arrangement for the entire summer, this is yours. Itâll pay off anything you need it to. Until next summer, where Iâd like to do all of this again,â He offered.
You took the tiny piece of metal between your fingers. You had never held such a heavy credit card before. âWhat are your conditions?â You questioned. Sam lowered himself back onto the couch, rubbing the back of his neck. âNo stripping while iâm around, which will be all summer. Obviously no telling anyone you ever saw me and um, I want it rough,â He answered. The offer was tempting, the boy in front of you practically a puppy dying to be played with. âAny hard limits I need to know about?â You asked.
âNo anal, nothing too weird, I guess. I just want you to use me. I want to be your submissive who you use to get off.â
âAnd you want to start now?â
âPlease.â
Fuck, his desperation was making your core throb. You slowly approached him, straddling him as you looked down at his flushed face. âSafe word is red if you want to stop for any reason,â You whispered, leaning close to his ear. Your breath was hot against his skin, a small groan escaping his lips. You rolled your hips against his, the blonde below you audibly whimpering. âThere we go, keep making those pretty noises for me,â You cooed. You brought your index finger and middle to his lips, pulling them down teasingly.
âOpen your mouth,â You purred. Sam opened his mouth, flattening his tongue out on display for you. You grinned devilishly as you shoved your fingers into your mouth. He groaned as you grinded down against him. âThere we go, now the harder you suck them the faster I grind against that hard cock of yours, hmm?â You offered. Sam nodded profusely, groaning around your fingers as you rolled your hips against his. Your thin red panties bottoms creating the perfect amount of friction against your clit. You moaned as he swirled his tongue around your fingers, his hands placing themselves on your hips.
They slithered to your ass, massaging the mounds of flesh as you grinded against him. His whining noises were music to your ears. âSuch a good boy for me, arenât you?â You say. Samâs eyes began to roll into the back of his head, bobbing profusely on your fingers. âIâm gonna cum,â He moaned around your fingers, his words muffled. You grinned, a sadistic idea coming into your mind. If he wanted to be treated like a fucktoy, youâd treat him like a filthy fucktoy. âGo on, cum for me you pathetic thing,â You ordered. His hips stuttered, loud groans muffled by your fingers as he came in his pants.
You took your fingers out of his mouth, bringing them to your own. You licked his saliva off, his blue eyes blown with lust. Sam swallowed as he admired you. âLet me taste you, please,â He whispered. You grabbed his face, teasingly dragging his bottom lip downwards. âGet on your knees and keep begging. Iâll think about it,â You ordered. Sam quickly slithered out from underneath you, dropping to his knees without a second thought. He looped his fingers around your panties, your hand stopping him.
âOh baby boy I didnât say you could use your hands,â You chuckled darkly. Sam was in a state of euphoric bliss, your degrading words making his cock grow harder in his cum soaked boxers. You spread your thighs, the blonde nuzzling in between them. He put his hands on your knees, his submissive mind trying to figure out how to obey you. You frowned at his hands on your knees. âYou just canât stop using those hands of yours,â You noted. You leaned forward, the blondes breath hitching as you undid his tie.
He could smell your perfume as you leaned over him, grabbing his hands and tying them behind his back with his own tie. Sam gulped nervously as you sat back, giving him a mischievous smile. âGo on baby boy, put that tongue of yours to good use,â You cooed mockingly. Sam brought his head in between your thighs, biting the hem of your panties with his teeth. You bit your bottom lip as he dragged them down your thighs, your core throbbing in anticipation. This is what you deserved, a rich submissive man who was willing to do whatever you wanted.
Sam dragged your panties down to your ankles, watching you slowly step out of them. He nuzzled himself back in between your thighs, flattening his tongue against your folds. He groaned at your taste, your cunts sweetness an addicting sensation. âYou taste so sweet,â He mumbled into your slick, his eyes fluttering shut. Your hips had a mind of their own, grinding shamelessly against Samâs eager tongue. He sucked and lapped at your clit, before teasingly sticking it inside of your entrance. Your fingers raked through the roots of his hair, tugging at the roots.
The pain only made Sam moan louder, his cock growing fully erect in his pants. You could feel the cord inside your stomach tighten. Youâd never had a submissive partner before, your core on fire from the pleasure the eager blonde was giving you. Youâd never felt more empowered. âYouâre doing such a good job Sammy, just like that,â You moaned. Sam whined as he shifted awkwardly in his pants, seeking any sort of friction for his own throbbing needs. He latched his lips around your clit, sucking harshly as you finally came.
Once the blonde saw your legs tremble, he began lapping up the juices you had produced. It was like a reward. âJust like that. Lick me clean or I wonât touch you,â You threatened, swallowing to regain your authoritative tone. Once you were satisfied with Samâs performance you grabbed him by his button up, switching places with him once more. Your fingers played with his belt, your doe eyes meeting his. âMay I?â You asked. He nodded profusely, licking his lips.
âPlease.â
He lifted his hips, the two of you managed to slide his pants and boxers down to his ankles. In front of you was his hard cock, his cum covering the sides. âSuch a filthy little boy, making a mess like this,â You commented. You straddled his hips, lining yourself up with his cock. Your eyes met his blue ones, studying his face carefully. âThis okay?â You whispered. You leaned closer to the trembling man, his face flushed pink from lust. âMore than okay, please,â Sam whined. You smirked as you lowered yourself on his cock, biting your bottom lip to hold back your own moans.
His cock was stretching you much wider than you had taken before, your walls fluttering around his cock. âOh my God,â Sam groaned, throwing his head back. Once you sank fully onto him you grabbed his throat, your slender fingers applying pressure to the sides. âLook at me while I fuck you slut,â You ordered sternly. Sam forced himself to look at you, his hips attempting to move upwards to fuck you. He needed you. He needed you now. âAwe are you really trying to fuck me? Like the filthy whore you are?â You asked mockingly. Sam groaned as you applied less pressure, your hand still settled on his throat.
âN-need it. Need you. So bad,â Sam whimpered. He wished he could touch you, his hands still bound behind his back with his own tie. It was so demeaning, so humiliating. Yet he adored every second of it. He knew from the moment he saw you that you were the one for him. The one he wanted to give control to. To dedicate his body to. As you rolled your hips against his you could feel the vibrations of Samâs whimpers against your hand through his throat. Sam was a panting mess, your hips bouncing on his cock faster by the second.
âMy fucking God- you are so tight,â Sam panted. You squeezed his neck tighter, his vision becoming hazy. âYeah? Fuck youâre such a cute little thing,â You huffed, his cock abusing your g spot with each roll of your hips. Your hand released his throat, his lungs immediately gasping for air. You wouldnât ever admit it, but he felt fucking amazing. Far better than any other man youâd ever had. You werenât proud to admit your career didnât start off on such a high note, your legs having been opened for one too many creeps.
Youâd had all kinds of affairs and arrangements, ones that fizzled out immediately. But Sam? The whimpering mess beneath you? You wanted to ride him like this forever. You felt yourself getting close to the edge, taking his cock as you pleased. âMmm iâm close,â You murmured, biting your bottom lip. Sam was convinced he hadnât seen anything near as sexy as you cumming on his cock. Your walls spasming around him sent him into a frenzy, his dick twitching and cumming inside of you. His face was beet red, his mouth dry as he panted below you. You were a slice of heaven, one he wanted to experience every chance he could.
You grinned as you leaned back, before lifting yourself off of him. Sam had foolishly expected it to be over, before watching you drop to your knees. âW-what are you doing?â He questioned softly. He watched in fear and lust as you licked up the side of his shaft. âIâm cleaning you up silly, iâm not rude you know. I have manners,â You answered. You began bobbing your head up and down his cock, his shaft growing harder in your mouth with each passing second. He squirmed as you swirled your tongue around his shaft, sucking both of your juices off of him. His body trembled as you licked his slit.
âHoly fuck thatâs t-too much I-â Sam babbled. You pulled off of his cock, a string of saliva connecting your lips to his tip. You pumped him with your hand, giving him a devilish smirk. âYou can handle it. Let me clean you up. Be a good boy for me and take it,â You told him. Sam threw his head back as you began to deep throat him, your gagging only turning him on more. âI didnât say you could look away Sammy. Look at me. Watch as I suck out your soul,â You purred. The blonde forced himself to look down at you, his legs trembling as you resumed sucking his cock.
His moans were incoherent babbles. âFuck fuck fuck iâm so close,â He whined. The pleasure was becoming painful, your devious tongue and sinful lips showing no signs of stopping. You wanted to milk him dry. Samâs hips jerked upwards as he came, his cum painting the inside of your mouth. You swallowed it with ease, before teasingly licking his slit. âYou taste good,â You praised. You pulled away from his cock, the blonde shaking from euphoria.
You could feel his cum leaking down your upper thighs, an unholy idea popping into your head. You stood up, grabbing him by his shirt and forcing him to lay back on the couch. You straddled yourself over his head, your cunt inches away from his face, his blue eyes meeting yours, awaiting instructions. âGo ahead, why donât you find out how you taste Sammy?â
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rocker eddie/actor steve | exes to ??? | slightly nsfw under the cut | fame au p3 |
p1 p2 p4 p5 interlude p6
Steveâs presented at award shows countless times. Heâs good at it. Heâs funny, heâs charming. But usually, he didnât want to strangle the guy standing next to him. Usually, the guy hadn't been pawing at his dick ten minutes before.
But he gets through it. 'Cause heâs a professional.
He is aware. Aware that the tension stifling the room isnât exactly appropriate for the Animated Feature Film category.
Aware that he did, in fact, tear Eddieâs (uninsured) silk shirt.
Aware that, despite a scurry of last-second HMU efforts, his perfect hair looks insane.
Aware that this is a live broadcast. Aware that anyone with eyes could look at the state of both of them and probably only come up with 3 feasible conclusions. Aware that unlike the photo, this is pretty fucking incriminating.
But he gets through it. Cause heâs a professional.
Eddie's being punchably smug about it, of course. Emerged from the bathroom, pupils blown, eye glitter smudged, lips swollen, and âReady for his close-up!â
He didnât even talk to Steve after they were escorted off stage. Just slipped a note in his pocket.
Skip the afterparty?
Skip the afterparty. Who does he think he is? Steveâs expected to show face. His team needs him to show face. They have another suit prepared and everything. He gets it's a foreign concept to Eddie, but people actually rely on him.
Fuck him. Steve canât just skip the afterparty.
He skips the afterparty.
He ignores the 40 frantic texts from Robin.
He gets his car to drive him to Los Feliz.
It's just the same as 5 years ago, but all reverse. The deja vu is making him woozy, making him sick. Same place he was five years ago but no one's here for apologies.
This time it's a knock at Eddie's door.
Stupid and hollow and idiotic. Steveâs still in his ugly velvet suit. The door swings open. Eddieâs changed. Showered. Hair damp and frizzy. Liner and stage glitter staining his under eyes. He looks soft under the yellow porch light.
Thereâs a moment, a millisecond where Steve knows he could turn around. Slam the door in Eddieâs face and pretend this never happened.
But he's all red inside, all forward momentum and frustration and anger.
âI still fucking hate you.â
Eddie offers him a sad smile. âI know.â
And then the door is shut behind him and Eddieâs got him against the wall and Steveâs tongue is back where it belongs. Where itâs always belonged. He wants Eddie to choke on it.
Eddieâs grinning, glassy-eyed worship, panting into his mouth, âMissed this.â
Nope.
Steve needs be miles away from whatever the fuck that is. So he gnashes Eddie's lip between his teeth. It's hard enough to draw blood. He needs him as red as he feels.
âFuck you.â
In the hallway drag to the bedroom, heâs all destruction. Wants to knock down everything in sight. Wants to shove Eddie into his stupid platinum records and his stupid ten thousand dollar guitars. He wants fire and earthquakes. He wants Eddie split in half.
Eddie hasnât gotten the memo, apparently. Keeps a cool laugh through the whole thing, laughs when Steve pushes him against some hideous credenza (a fucking credenza, the Eddie he knew wouldâve throttled himself.) Laughs when some marble thing gets swatted to the floor like Steveâs a particularly bratty housecat.
âDamn. Really got you revved up, huh?â Eddieâs grinning at him like this whole thing is some kind of fucking joke. Theyâve made it to the bedroom, finally.
Steve bites bruises at his neck. âDo you ever shut the hell up?â
âNah, kinda my speciality, Haââ
He pushes the heel of his palm into Eddieâs crotch. âYouâre pathetic.â
âYeah?â Itâs a whine.
âSo fucking pathetic.â And then Steveâs on his knees.
He gets lost in it. Just like he used to. He never does anymore. Heâs still a bit drunk but he feels all heady like heâs taken the wrong pills. Feels wired too, like he drank three red eyes. Feels a lot of things.
Itâs all the same and itâs all so different. Their bodies are different. Soft in places they once were hard. Hard in places they once were soft. Theyâre not old yet, not really, not at all. But theyâre not teenagers anymore.
Itâs like he canât find the ground anywhereâ Eddieâs hands on him, Eddieâs skin on him. Bare and rough and different and so familiar it whips the air out of his lungs. Eddie knowing just what works, knowing how to touch him better than anyone. Knowing him better than he knows himself.
He feels cursed. He feels ruined.
And when Eddie finally fucks into him, on that gaudy four-poster bed, a mess of sweat and sheets and glitter, he canât help the part of him screaming home home home home.
Eddie lights a cigarette when itâs over. Offers one to Steve but he quit years ago. Not that he would know.
Steve says, âYou've got to stop that shit, man. Itâs gonna kill you.â
And Eddie does that stupid sad smile again. âIâd deserve it, wouldnât I?â
So Steve finds as many pieces of his suit as he can. Hopes to god Tom Ford doesnât like, sue him for losing it. Hightails it to the front door. Heâs not interested in small talk. Not interested in throwing this asshole another pity party.
Eddie follows him out, leans against the door frame, easy and sad and stupid handsome and Steve hates him nearly as much as he hates himself. âWill I see you again, Harrington?â
Steve can't let him have this. Can't let him win after all this time.
âDonât count on it.â
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donât think iâve left you all behind still love you and tennessee you're always on my mind and mama every saturday i can hear your southern drawl a thousand miles away saying âgod, what have you done you're a pink pony girl and you dance at the clubâ oh mama, iâm just having fun on the stage in my heels itâs where i belong down at the pink pony club
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