#on my hands and knees truly
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isnt it great when u take your adhd meds and instead of using that brainpower for stuff like ASSIGNMENTS. AND PROJECTS. your brain decides the next 6 hours will be brainstorming ponysona names and making oc playlists
#IM LITERALLY IN HELL. IM SCRATCHING AT THE WALLS IM ON MY HANDS AND KNEES HERE PEOPLE#im having fun. but i also hate it because i should be focusing. but im so bored. but i need to do SOMETHING interesting or ill DIE#i want.. to make a character with a cupid theme.. name ideas i have rn are 'heart throb' 'love letter' and 'yours truly'#and i have an idea for a ponysona. its name is ripple effect and its special talent is skipping stones#but im also in class rn and we're going over the next project and i KNOW i have so many ideas for it and i want to everything ALL AT ONCE#for the assignment we have to redesign a brand design system and im going claires because i fucking hate the shade of purple they use#but even if theres no problem energy wise my motivation levels go up and down. its so over its so back#ill be like i can get some of this done rn. and then ill be like oooh i got plany of time. and then ill be like what if i lied to#buy more time. and then ill be like there are so many steps this is too much. and it just. constantly switches between those rapidly#and because i hyperfocused on playing tetris yesterday i now have tetris running in the back of my head. wtf#yapping
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I love my mother I love my bestie I love my girlfriend but sharing a house with all three of them after a lifetime of being a reclusive only child does have me wishing that I could barnabas bennett myself for a week or two
#can everyone just agree to not interact with me and pretend I don't exist for a few days. please. please.#I would like to make one (1) cup of breakfast tea without having to take off my headphones make smalltalk and throw off my whole routine#on my hands and knees why does it take four direct dismissals and ninety minutes to get everyone to leave my bedroom#sigh. it truly is not anywhere near as much of a problem as I'm making it sound but I am somewhat cranky. my solitary rituals...#marina marvels at life
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#one piece#sanji#black leg sanji#everysanji#thriller bark#ch464#i think. okay sorry for dragging this out over multiple panels but i do not care#but anyway i think. this scene and confrontation could have been a really good moment for sanji#to develop his motivation and characterization wrt nami specifically#rather than fueling the pervy side of his character it could have brought about a righteous justice#at someone he cares about being violated in this way by a stranger. you know. instead of implying he wants to be the one#doing the violating. truly one of the moments why i question why i like him#honestly any other option for this scene would have worked.#i know it ends up not going anywhere beyond more peeping tom jokes but godddddddd#on my hands and knees begging you to be normal oda....#i have heard he's better in the opla but i havent seen it yet.#maybe i should watch it with my gf. what do we think gamers#she knows nothing about op should i make her. i'm sure i'll end up watching aeon flux or smth in exchange with her#<- ignore that i literally offered to watch it with her over new years but shit happened and it fell through
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A 4th IEYTD game won't be enough I need starstuck to have a canon interaction
#god I don't even care if juniper is dead have it be a flashback to reggie's gay little voicemail PLEASEEEEEEEE#schell games i am on my hands and knees I've been a fan of the ship for almost 2 and a half years PLEASEEEEEEEEEE#god I can't evenmake the 3 hour makeout session joke because i am living in my own world of fanon content with them i need a hint of canon#a whiff and morsel a crumb PLEASE#they are truly my ship ever like the only ship for me whatever but it's TRUE#ieytd#sorry#im insane you guys i only get worse about them#especially because I've been having crazy juniper thoughts and how it'd relate to my interpretation of starstuck#like god he should be transfem in this rant I will-/j..#well#hj#cause like genuinely?????????? god it's been on the mind#MINIMUM? him in drag. like I've thought about juniper in drag sooo much#and waugh REGGIE god he's such an icon like I've also been having thoughts about him in general and UGHHHHHHHHH#schell games 1 canon interaction it can be 1 line please#it'll sustain me for years#I've gotten this far off delusions (/j) please
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ohhhh my fucking god nobody needs to like know any of this medical tmi but it is literally 11 pm and if im kept up one minute longer when i just laid down trying to go to sleep by my mother YELLING REPEATEDLY that she needs to pee. im going to actually go insane. she got a catheter in. Yesterday. it is working. she won't listen to anyone when they tell her that this is the case. help me jesus. im sure if a nurse comes to check on her tomorrow they'll probably get the same response. my brain will simply explode
#crow.txt#the absolute levels of stress im under could create diamonds out of free floating carbon atoms my fucking god#can i have. Literally just one day of peace. just one!! fuck!!!!#at least now i have SOME validation from everyone else of shit that mom has honestly kinda always done#be absolutely furious and bitchy usually for no good goddamn reason and then immediately turn it off to look good in front of someone else#i had a feeling mom coming home was gonna be utterly miserable sooner rather than later#i literally cannot leave my room without her yelling for dad bc she thinks im him i guess. she has gotten him up like 4 times now#what the fuck do you want any of us to doooooooooooo. according to dad shes also just been really fucking hateful today#including to her SISTER who has been facilitating literally everything medically for her for the last month plus#like on one hand i know its hard and frustrating etc etc absolutely. on the other. what the fuck are you yelling at any of us for!#whatd we do! not a damn thing for the most part! holy shit im exhausted#and then im sure she will have the audacity to wonder why i dont really want to interact with her much rn#its very apparent she doesnt really understand whats going on or how much of anything works at this point including hospice care#but i truly cannot help you when your knee jerk response is to yell and be abusive. like. dads not been great either#bc hes also one to bitch and moan and yell abt shit. but like. so is mom. more than usual#and ill actually be damned if i let her treat me like that honestly ever again. like idk for once i can just#walk away from this behavior with zero consequences. i dont have to take it anymore. im not free but at least im fuckin closer than i was#guess my aunt wasnt kidding when she said her being coherent and rational last week might be the calm before the storm
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if you have the patience it's worthwhile to listen to audiobooks that dag has narrated . truly some of her best performances are hiding in there. in particular, she's fantastic reading day after night, every note played, and show no fear.
#Like truly shes SO fucking good at narrating#be ready for some rougher accents andksjsk but honestly like they get the job done#im begging on my hands and knees for her to get a really complex character with more than 10 minutes of screentime SHES SOOO TALENTED#dagmara dominczyk
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what's your underlying motif?
THE HOME
whether it’s your warm embrace, your unwavering reliability, your smile that says “welcome back”, your motif is the home. you're the equivalent to coming out of the rain to the fire on and your slippers waiting by the door. your uncanny way of making people feel alright, you’re treasured in these trying times. i respectfully request you take care of yourself, the world will never been as kind to you as you are to it. anne lammott said “lighthouses don't go running all over an island looking for boats to save; they just stand there shining” and though unconventional, lighthouses are inhabited and your cup runs over with generosity. because you probably don’t hear it enough, thank you.
tagged by: my precious, my beloved @nightstriumph (also oh my god THE MAAAATCH) tagging: @draconikia ; @messianique ; @homebehind ; @ircnwrought ; you!
#;; i'm standing here with my hands on my knees crying and screaming#;; the home !!! dany is *home* !!!!!! WITHOUT EVER FEELING LIKE SHE IS AT HOME. SHE'S HOME TO SO MANY !!!!!#;; she is so *home* to others that they see her home her dream as theirs#;; crying because home is truly dany's dream of spring#;; i want to tag literally everyone BUT MY TAG FUNCTION STOPS AFTER LIKE A FEW MENTIONS?????#♕░░ the dragon reared her head ; breathing in the storm and loving every minute of it ( ABOUT )#♕░░ wildin on the dash ( DASH GAMES )
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i miss cori already…
#goodbye curly hair…goodbye side braid…also goodbye chubby shtola 😭#i’m just being dramatic however i turned off all my mods before logging out and going from their mod hair to their vanilla hair was truly#so sad ahdjdks the rest is whatever but i’m on my hands and knees begging square for vanilla curly hair 🥺#ALSO#i didn’t realize that the version of the top i planned to use for btn that i already have is not dyeable#and it’s 3000 skybuilders scrips to get the dyable 😭#wish i knew this BEFORE i spent the ones i got from crafting ahdjdk#i need a text post tag#the next time i see cori they won’t have their cute lil face anymore but it’s fine. i’m fine.#little kid crying into the mic dot gif
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[clears throat] [taps mic] being the most popular by a wide margin is, in fact, detrimental to splatfest victory due to not being able to accrue clout from mirror matches. If you know one team is a lot more popular and are being plagued by near-constant mirror matches you can very safely predict they will not win. you could put money on it. do not put all your hopes and dreams and wishes on that team winning shrimply do not do it
tragic, to be damned by too much love
#splatoon#splatoon 3#on my hands and knees begging people not to take splatfests so seriously#if an event that happens roughly once per month not having your desired outcome makes you not want to play the game anymore so be it#im all in favor of dropping things when you arent having fun anymore#but that is like a fraction of a fraction of the splatoon experience#it truly isnt that deep
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ㅤㅤoddly specific Ody icons I have
#;o.dysseus#MASTER ON THEIR KNEES SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP OVER not getting the servant they wanted out of the summoning#and o.dy like the meme of woody from toy story stepping in#(me: hold u p. ✋ Let him c o o k.)#and he pulls out from his d.avid h.asselhoff b.oobs I mean pecs none other than a..... summoning ticket..!!!!#JAW DROPPING PLOT TWIST MOMENT!!!!#u cant help but ask yourself... how....... how did he do it!?!?!?#but he nods with a smile and gives you the ticket while resting his hand on ur shoulder 'Do not worry master. Now go; summon your titan.'#ISANNEEEEEEEE#this is the kind of crazy ahh situations that happen in c.haldea- truly surreal.....#for context to my mutuals that dont know about f.go--- there is no context#NO JKJKJK!!! WAIT! the thing is that o.dysseus's design has a b.oob window on his mecha suit (crazy)#and he's pulling out useful stuff from his massive boongaloongas
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#you know. i'd never been good with ending friendships on my end.#i'd never been able to just say 'hey i don't wanna talk/hang out/be friends anymore.' i'd always just. stop talking to and ignore them.#genuinely bad. always my sin to bear. etc#all that said: i guess it makes sense. that it came back around to kinda happen to me this time.#some form of cruel penance i suppose. forever on my hands and knees seeking forgiveness from there on out.#maybe the mercy will never truly come. it's not like i'd really deserve it.
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messy sketch but. them. :)
@hibernationsuit — 💕💖💕💖🥺💖💕💖💕
HELLOOO??? I AM SQUEALING!! LOOK AT THEM!!!! I am on the floor sobbing rn hello my friend I love you with my whole heart!!!!!!!!
#EVERYONE IS LEGALLY REQUIRED TO LOOK AT THIS#HOW DO I WORDS I HAVE NO WORDS#I am beaming so many heart and sparkle emojis directly into your mind rn like hello!!!!#you made this FOR MEEE????#sobbing what did I do to deserve this kindness ily ilysm thank you I am going to stare at this literally all day long#holding them so gently in my hands looking at them w tear filled eyes#words are hard but know I literally have the biggest cheesiest grin ever on my face rn I'm so surprised and delighted!!!!!!!#I love them I love them sm!! look at them!!!!!!! hello!!!!!!!!!!!! my heart!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#you are literally such a treasure this has brightened my day so much I'm so serious ohmygosh thank you fr I'm so aaaaaaaaaaa#THEY'RE JUST SO CUUUUUTE#PICTURES TAKEN MOMENTS BEFORE A DIVINE FEAST#looking so respectfully#I'm incapable of shutting up rn I am truly incapable I can never stop screaming abt this this is my favorite thing ever rn#ur so good to me how do I ever thank you enough for being so lovely and wonderful every day????#blowing you so many kisses rn so so much love to you so so much goodness to you now and always#okay okay I need to stop writing tags but the love in my heart is ongoing rn I am in SHAMBLES!!!!!#friend art#faith and max#captain of the unreliable#literally on my hands and knees rn#banging my fists on the table#I'M IN LOVE IMMMM IMMMM (getting restrained and pulled away so I stop screaming my heart out)
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(said with clear bitter longing jealousy) more like Fart Fight
#i hate working a full time job at the best of times but these last few weeks have been like#truly soul crushingly miserable. and i would love to do something cool and fun that id actually enjoy doing#but every time i come home im just completely sapped of all creativity and energy. This Is My Hell#on my hands and knees begging and pleading the universe + my future self or Whatever that i will have quit this stupid job by next year#so i can finally participate for once !!!!!!!!!!
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Lungbarrow synopsis on tardiswiki tonite ?? 👀
#I am begging my beloved mutuals on hands and knees#I would start on it but I am working on vampire science and divided loyalties at the moment#please we can only move forward as a fandom if there is a lungbarrow synopsis on tardiswiki. I truly believe this
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im like if the most useless boytoy twink was also an incredibly handy butch lesbian
#this post is about me collapsing as soon as i got home from work#where i used a garden hoe i sharpened myself to hack down+tear out a truly impressive thistle 3× my size while 3 of my coworkers watched#swung it overhead like an axe until the centre stalk (almost the size of my wrist) was felled. then hoed around it until the roots came free#& i could grab it with my hands where there werent any thorns. turned around and all 3 of em were lookin at me like 😳😳 lmao#but now im sitting in my bathtub bc i cant stand long enough to shower anymore hdksgsk#knew this morning it was a bad pain day but pushed thru it anyway bc!! there was work to do!! but now im gonna be totally useless for 24hrs#cest la vie i suppose#after the thistle was properly disposed of just kept tilling+weeding+fixin tomato cages in the fields. came home & felt sooo dykey+hot lmfao#was like ''fuck yeah man idk what was up with me this morning im feelin fine now! great even!''#then took my knee braces off to get into the shower & almost busted my ass on the tile when both of em gave out🤦#my shoulders are now reminding me that i Dont Have the muscle mass to use a bigass hoe like anything but a hoe w/out Paying For It later#its a good thing i have the day off tomorrow bc im going to turn into a slug as soon as im done steaming meself like a little dumpling#definitely thinkin about using my pathetic-wet-cat-charm to get someone to bring me food tonight tho... hmm#anyway. wheres that post#''im not a butch but i believe their beliefs''#its my exectution thats lacking lmao. but in any case#mwah. mwah mwah mwah#<-for all the butches out there. ily tysm youre wonderful#and to all the useless boytoy twinks out there: o7 <3#godspeed fellow hopeless fags. ily too. keep doin what yr doin lmao#bee speaks
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If u wear glasses whats the point of clear frames. Bc if you drop them on the floor u gotta fucking use echolocation to find those things lest you step on them and render yourself useless for the foreseeable future
#not that anything will be seeable when this inevitably happens#i say this like my little black wire frames are gonna be any more helpful#velma wasnt exaggerated when she lost her glasses thats truly what its like for me#slapping around fhe floor on ur hands and knees . humiliating
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