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#omg what's the timeframe here.
nulfaga · 1 year
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Wait since we're getting elves i can retroactively beef up my lore for Dunia. My god the world is beautiful
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lovebvni · 2 months
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Shifting Timeframe? Pick A Pile
Welcome back to my bi-weekly pick a piles!! I was compelled by spirit to do a timeframe of when you will probably shift. Remember, general reading and YOU have the POWER to change it.
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Also I've been seeing 325 a lot  - 3/25 is actually my birthday SOOO if anyone knows what that means please tell me!
Everything comes with a grain of salt, I will also have a shufflemancy going on in the background.
So, take a deep breath in...
Now out...
What emoji is your third eye telling you to pick?
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pile 1 -- egg
A Month and a half, your day to shine.
Cards: Strength reversed, The Tower, Temperance, Knight of Cups
BESTIE OMG UR SO CLOSE TO SHIFTING WTF IM SO PROUD OF YOU, I KNOW ITS BEEN HARD BECAUSE OF THE TOWER CARD BUT I KNOW YOU'RE PUSHING THROUGH! You may feel vulnerable in some way, like you're not good enough? You are! You are the universe, you are the most powerful being EVER!! You should also take a quick 1-2 day break from shifting - this will also help you shifthere will also be someone coming in *possibly a friend, witch, or spiritual person* helping you out on this journey - they might be the one to give that final push.
Possible Personality Traits: Loving, giving, annoying {To yourself}, confident {On the outside}
Shufflemancy :
"Don't be afraid of heights 'cause we flyin'" - Rebels Call Me Karizma
"The time is upon you to show them what you can do and soon they will know that the day has COMEEE" - The Day - From Boku no Hero Academia, NateWantsToBattle
"I'm a little faded" - Slumber Party - Ashnikko
"It's exactly the same, they say 'why do you dress that way?' 'why do you act that way?' 'why aren't you just like me?" - Fire Drill - Melanie Martinez
Phrases, Numbers, Signs and more: 777, 666, Christmas, Bakugou, short tempered, Denki, Shinsou, shy, "You've got a friend in me", "Movie night!!", "Get in loser, we're going to the mall", "So you're obsessed?" Capricorn, Scorpio, Sagittarius, Taurus.
pile 2 -- lollipop
Within the next 48 hours, your dreams will come true.
(2 days to a week, actually)
Cards : 9 of Pentacles reversed, King of Pentacles reversed, 3 of Wands, The Fool reversed
OKAY FIRST OF ALL HOW LONG HAVE YALL BEEN SHIFTING I FEEL LIKE UR JUST A VERY SPIRITUAL PERSON!! But I feel like to get to that point you have to be less dependent on the things outside around you, and more on yourself. YOU'RE the one who can shift, the signs mean NOTHING if you don't take action. Do you abuse your power to shift in one way or another? Like start denying it exists JUST so The Universe will let you shift? Approach shifting like a timid animal in your backyard that's hurt. But yes, you definitely are shifting within the week. Your child-like wonder inspires me btw 
but keep your hopes up, you need more faith and hope that you will shift!
Possible Personality Traits: Softie on the inside, kind of shy?, risk taker, lover of music, goofy
Shufflemancy:
"Stupid boy think that I need him, I go cold like change the seasons, I go red hot like a demon, I go ghost for no damn reason, stupid boy think that I need him, stupid boy think that I need him." - Stupid - Ashinikko
"I'm not your friend, or anything damn, you think that you're the man, I think therefore I am" - Therefore I am - Billie Eilish
"You've got troubles, I've got em too, there isn't anything I wouldn't do for you." - You've Got A Friend In Me - Cavetown
"We bark alot" - GOODMORNINGTOKYO! - TOKYO'S REVENGE
"We can fill it up with grass and all the things that make it warm. When you leave to go fly across the sea, I'll be waiting here with Junior and the flowers that we've grown." - Things That Make It Warm - Cavetown
"We might hotwire this old car to drive" - Everything Is Temporary (Sticks and Stones) - Cavetown
"Look like I'm going for a swim" - Chun-Li Nicki Minaj
Phrases, Numbers, Signs and more:  Denki Kaminari, "I'm failing all my classes omg", 444, "Hey, a frown won't get you anywhere - SMILE MORE!", calming music, study sessions, sexually active, dirty-minded, lack of physical affection, "Rough around the edges", Cavetown, Air Signs, any dominant sign tbh, "Have high hopes but low expectation", UA traitor, villian
pile 3 -- candy
44 Days, but It feels like years.
TW: DRUGS, SMOKING, ETC.
Cards : 8 of Pentacles, King of Cups reversed, 6 of Cups, The Hierophant
If you've read any of my other tarot readings you KNOWWW the hierophant makes me feel like I'm being choked, but before you shift you're going to realize something new, something new will come to you I suppose? So it will be a new beginning, then shift, it will probably be a new hobby or a job you like. And, like pile one, you will get good advice from a friend. I know some of you guys are like 'im not attracted to people in this reality' but you might be soon?? it's probably someone you knew in your past life or something. It may just be a friendship though. But the hierophant is just emphasizing what I just said, a good friend is going to give you advice.
Possible Personality Traits: ignored, quiet, lonely, friendly, smart, emotional
Shufflemancy:
"The worlds a little blurry, or maybe it's my eyes." - Ilomilo - Billie Eilish
"Maybe I'm too emotional, or maybe you never cared at alllll" - Good 4 U - Olivia Rodrigo
"I don't smoke, I just like how it smells" - Cigaratte Ahegao - Penelope Scott
Phrases, Numbers, Signs and more: Senpai/teacher, "You sure do cry a lot.", "You shouldn't care so much", watching youtube, hbu?, ignorant accidently, 666, 999, 69, st0ner, dr!nking, first time
pile 4 -- drink
Anywhere from to day to the 29th of this month
Cards : Queen of Wands, The Lovers, Judgement, Page of Cups
CLEARLY YOU'RE SHIFTING FOR SOMEONE WITH THE LOVERS CARD COMING OUT I MEAN SAME BESTIE, you don't know when you will shift, and you def look to higher spirits. Try some shadow work - your inner child needs healing. The universe sees you and how much you have bene struggling and working towards this, and it thanks you deeply. Your hard work is going to pay off soon!
Possible Personality Traits: Disappointed often, violent, gay, dramatic ASF, popular, two face, probably on medication, has been hurt physically, emotionally, or some other way
Shufflemancy :
"She moves on pretty BLOODY QUICK" - Your New Boyfriend - Wilber Soot
Literally any MHA song
"Baby hotline, please hold me close to you!" - Baby Hotline - Jack Stauber
"She said you were a hero, you played the part. But you ruined her in a year, don't act like it was hard. And you swear you didn't know,  I wonder why you didn't ask, she was sleeping in your clothes, but now she's got to get to class." - Your Power - Billie Eilish
I hope this pick - a pile resognated! I've been going through a lot this week and I don't know if my accuracy may have failed bc of the stress I'm experiencing but I'm so glad like NOBODY is shifting in a year+( like 2023) bc I know you all work SO HARD to shift.
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black-cat-2 · 10 months
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Omg, omg, omg I have this very specific idea for a Bucky x reader fanfic stuck in my brain and I need someone to write that immediately!
Hear me out:
So, in the timeframe between ‘Bucky gets away from HYDRA’ and ‘Steve finds Bucky’ Bucky befriends Reader and later, after Wakanda or something, he comes back in contact with her. But: no one except him knows about their friendship because he finally has something of his own and he won’t let anyone destroy that for him. Anyway, wayyy later (FATWS timeline or something) a rough mission has him drag Sam to Reader’s place for like a night or something. And I’m talking about a confused Sam. “What are we doin’ here, man?” Sam. “This ain’t your place. Why you got a key?” Sam. While Bucky doesn’t even bother to answer, instead opening the door all like “Doll, I’m home”. And like, their vibes are gonna be so domestic and cute and with all the cuddles that it’s practically obvious that they’re more than friends. Bonus points if they cuddle during the sleepover and he grumpily mutters “Fuck, I missed that.” But since they didn’t put a label on what would usually be considered a friends with benefits situation, Reader just awkwardly looks at Bucky and says they’re friends when Sam asks what exactly they are. And once they’re alone (like without Sam around)… damnnnn I need a feral Bucky. “Lemme show you that you’re fucking mine and mine only, babydoll” Bucky.
Hhhhhhhhhhhh
God, I’m a sucker for friends to lovers and possessive Bucky, I’m so sorry…
Edit: I also love the aspect that Reader could be from just about anywhere in the world since Bucky was practically on a hiding marathon when they met. Plus, the Reader can be just about anyone, with any random job. No need for being a Shield Agent or something :)
Anyway, could anyone write that? 🥹💖
Edit 2.0: It’s been written! If anyone wants to write their own version of this, feel free to do so, I’d love to see y’all’s ideas to this. I’ll just add them here ☺️
My Person by @winterarmyy
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catboyidia · 6 months
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Heya! I have midterms this week (wish me luck), can I ask for some floof head canons to give me energy?
I'm okay if you want to keep it in the omegaverse au or not, also good with ags and bc (and anything you'd like to add)
Thank youuu, hope you're doing good
omg i wish you best of luck anon! i really hope all goes well! :)
heres a few of the softest/most domestic headcanons that come to mind:
(mostly asg but there is one zc too)
- genesis has a secret stash of stuffed animals, including his favorite thats a little grey cat he's had for a long time that he calls "sephy", and he refuses to let sephiroth find out about it. only angeal knows about it, and he teases genesis about "sephy" whenever he sees it but he has also promised to keep genesis' secret, partially because they have a deal that if angeal keeps "sephy" a secret, genesis won't tell zack about the time angeal absolutely gushed, and even got emotional about how proud he was of zack when zack got promoted to first (it was angeal's proudest "fatherly" mentor moment)
- the first time cloud brought zack home to meet his mom, he was incredibly nervous about how it would go, and even zack was a little nervous about making a good impression, but as soon as claudia saw them together and saw how zack treated cloud, she instantly loved zack and welcomed zack as a part of the family, treating him like a son and even giving zack her blessing to marry cloud in the future. not to mention that claudia also felt it necessary to start telling zack every single embarrassing moment in cloud's childhood, which zack found absolutely adorable, but poor cloud could only sit there in horror
- before asg went public with their relationship, the three of them, mainly genesis though, would always find ways to sneak small kisses and whisper soft "i love you"s to each other in the minuscule timeframes between their public appearances, which nearly led to them being caught numerous times. and whenever they had public appearances as a group, like interviews and whatnot, they would always do things like link their pinkies together under a table or just out of view of the cameras, or they would "accidentally" brush the back of their hands together, just doing anything they could to be as close as possible in public without being caught
- sometimes angeal will get cold since he's the only one who doesn't have a coat as part of his uniform, so genesis will lend angeal his coat, but not without teasingly "scolding" angeal the way he knows angeal would scold him or sephiroth if they were in the same position, almost as payback for all the times angeal has scolded them over small things
- on rare occasions, sephiroth will be in a very specific clingy mood where he wants nothing more than to just cuddle or be cuddled by genesis and angeal, but he never voices his desires, not really knowing how to. although despite sephiroth never saying anything, genesis and angeal are somehow always able to tell what sephiroth wants, always being able to notice the tiniest of subtle hints and differences in sephiroth's behavior, and they always find it to be the cutest thing ever, and never hesitate to give sephiroth what he wants
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voidfxndoms · 5 months
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can i request a stiles stilinski oneshot with angst prompt 15: "I don't want your help." (around when he k.lled donovan in self-defense) thank you in advance! ‹𝟹
Omg, I love this idea so much! Thanks so much, anon <3 I'm so terribly sorry for only posting this now, but I've had the filthiest migraine for the past two days, ugh
Can you keep a secret? // Stiles Stilinski
After an unfortunate event at the high school library, Stiles turns to a friend as a burden weighs heavier and heavier on his shoulders.
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Warnings: none? except spoilers, if you haven't seen S5 of TW
W/C: 2,426
A/N: Since your request is quite specific about the timeframe, I've decided to follow the actual events of the show, only mentioning the characters that are part of that season :) I hope you like it!
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The library was empty. Spotless. If Stiles hadn't known better, he'd think the entire thing had happened in his head. But a simple glimpse at his hands was enough to see the blood — Donovan's blood. His hands were covered in it. But how was the library cleared up so quickly? And not just Donovan's body being removed, but all of the blood, the bars… Everything. It was all gone. In disbelief, he made his way to where, just minutes ago, the lifeless body of the Wendigo was standing, impaled. As thorough as the clean-up had been, Stiles spotted a smear of something atop the scaffolding he had climbed upon in his frantic escape from Donovan's hold. The room was too dark for Stiles to make out exactly what smeared the steel beam, so he wiped some with his finger. The crimson blood on his fingertip glistened in the dim light of the moon. The same blood the rest of Stiles's hand was covered in.
The buzz of his phone brought him back to reality, startling him, though only slightly. It was a text from his father, asking him when he'd be home. To say that it was late was an understatement, and Stiles should have probably replied to the text. But the emotions were still too fresh, too strong, too raw for him to think straight. So, instead of answering his father, Stiles slowly backed out of the library, got in his car, and started driving. Not knowing where to go, he drove aimlessly. Or so he thought.
"Stiles? What the hell are you doing here, it's two in the morning!" Lydia shouted through the rolled-up window.
Stiles's head slowly turned towards her. His face was trembling, and the deep lines on it indicated he had been crying for a while. Lydia's face shifted from annoyed to confused and then, finally, to highly worried. He looked at her for a few seconds, his hands still gripping the steering wheel, the car still running.
Then his head turned to face the front again, his face scrunching up in confusion. Why was he at Lydia's house? Why was he in her driveway? How long had he been there?
A sudden, yet tender touch stopped his train of thought.
"Your knuckles are ghostly white, under all that blood." Lydia remarked, softly. Her hand was on top of his on the steering wheel.
A trembling "Hm?" was all Stiles's brain managed to produce at that moment.
"Loosen your grip, Stiles. It's okay, I've got you."
Soon after the amber-eyed hands were loosely hanging on the steering wheel, color quickly making its way back to them.
And then there was silence. Why was there silence?
"Did you turn off my car?" Stiles asked turning to Lydia, his voice still weak.
She nodded in response, dangling the keys of the Jeep in front of his eyes.
"I told you, I've got you. Now, why don't you get out of this old thing and come inside? Let's get you cleaned up." she smiled.
Taking him by his hand, Lydia walked him inside her house, where they made their way to the bathroom.
She opened a drawer under the wash basin and took out a small towel. She waited until the water was warm, then called Stiles over. First, she cleaned his face from all the dirt and the tears. Then she let him wash his hands as thoroughly and for as long as he wanted to. Finally, she sat him across from her, cleaned the wound on his shoulder and made sure to clean up all the remains of dirt and blood that had collected around and under his nails.
"Why are you doing this?" Stiles asked when she was done.
"Because I know that, whatever happened, there's a reason why it did." she answered.
"I killed Donovan." he blurted out.
Lydia didn't seem fazed, or shocked. But she didn't say anything. She finished tidying up the wash basin, washing away the mixture of blood and water that had collected on its walls. Then, after putting the towel in the laundry chest, she returned to where she was sitting, took Stiles's hands in hers, sighed, and said "Go on".
And he did. He told her everything, in the comfort of the small guest bathroom. When he was done his face was stained with tears all over again, he was sitting on the floor, shaking and gasping for air. But Lydia was right there with him, on the ground, cradling him and rocking them both back and forth.
They stayed like this until he calmed down. Despite her efforts to get him to stay the night, just so she could keep an eye on him, Stiles told Lydia he was okay to go home. She walked him out of the house and back to his Jeep.
"Text me when you get home." She said as he put his seatbelt on. He nodded in response.
There was a moment of silence.
"You're gonna have to tell Scott, you know?" she asked. Her voice was soft, even softer than when she had found him in the car.
This time she didn't get a nod, but a deep sigh as a response.
She reached out and placed her hand on his arm, giving it a gentle squeeze. Stiles turned around, giving Lydia a weak smile, which she returned. Then he started the car, backed out of her driveway, and made his way home, where his murder board was waiting for him.
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"Have you told him?" Lydia whispered, as Dr. Fenris buzzed the gate to the supernatural section of Eichen House open.
"Not yet." Stiles answered through gritted teeth.
"He's gonna get suspicious. Sooner or later he's also going to notice that you keep wincing whenever you move your shoulderblade." She shook her head.
"Yeah, well, he doesn't seem too forgiving of self-defense. Did you not hear what he said about five seconds ago, when I asked him if there's ever a time where killing in self-defense is alright?"
Lydia sighed, "What I'm trying to say is- don't wait too long."
"Yeah... I know." Stiles answered weakily.
He tried to calm down, but it was too late. Lydia set off the trigger to his paranoia, and Scott's words echoed in his head in an aggressive way. Shoving his hands in his pockets to avoid picking at the skin of his nails, Stiles came in contact, once again, with the pin of the scaffolding. A painful reminder of what had happened and, more importantly, what was at stake.
Glancing at the prisoners in the cell, he noticed one of them looked surprisingly familiar. As he and the prisoner locked eyes, a wave of pure panic hit Stiles. It was Donovan. In the flesh. Standing there, staring at him with those void, wendigo eyes. At first, Stiles averted his gaze but then took a step back to double-check that it was really him.
And it wasn't. Of course it wasn't, it couldn't have been. After all, Donovan was dead. And he had killed him.
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The Beacon Hills Preserve, a place Stiles knew very well, had never seemed as unfamiliar as it did in that moment. Him and Lydia had been looking for the Nemeton for the majority of the morning, but it seemed they were going around in circles. They were trying to prove a point about Parrish, but without the Nemeton, the point seemed very unlikely to be proven.
Puzzled, Stiles sighed. "It's almost like this thing doesn't want to be found."
"Maybe it knows we're late for class. Because we've been here twice." Lydia observed, annoyance oozing off of her.
"Crap." Stiles stated, looking at the two big Xs on a tree Lydia marked with white chalk as they were passing by.
Emphasizing her annoyance with a loud sigh, Lydia asked if they could talk to Parrish. Stiles tried to convince her to keep looking by explaining that since the Nemeton was full of bodies Lydia, as a banshee, should be able to find it. Her reply was a dry and sarcastic remark about having an off day, and she proposed, once again, that they speak to Parrish instead.
"We can't." Stiles answered, slumping as his gaze fell.
"Why not?" Lydia asked, too irritated to think about the reason behind Stiles's hostility about talking to Parrish.
"You know why."
"Okay yeah but, come on Stiles, it was self-defense. Plus, I'll be there to back you up. And I'm sure so will Scott and your dad, who is the sheriff, by the way."
When Stiles didn't answer, Lydia's mouth fell open and she scoffed in disbelief.
"Jesus Stiles, you still haven't told him?"
"Them. Told them." Stiles whispered in response.
"Them? You're telling me neither Scott nor your father, the two people who would never leave your side, know about you defending yourself from a blood-thirsty chimera?!"
"Okay, can you keep it down a notch? It's-"
"We're in the middle of a forest, Stiles!" Lydia shouted, irritated.
"It's not that simple!" Stiles shouted back, before clearing his throat and composing himself. "It's not that simple. My dad is the sheriff, which is a double-edged sword. And Scott... I'm scared he won't look at me the same. I mean you heard what he said."
Seeing him fidgeting, Lydia made her way to him and took his hands in hers, a habit she only had around him.
"Look at me," she told him. His gaze met hers, his eyes glassy due to the tears that had welled up. "Noah is your dad first, and only after that is he the sheriff. I don't know him too well, but he doesn't seem the heartless kind. And Scott, well, you said it yourself. Scott is your brother. Brothers fight, that's what they do, but in the end, they always find their way back to each other."
Stiles shook his head, "I can't tell him."
"Why not? He's gonna find out, sooner or later."
Stiles's face went white with fear.
"Oh God Stiles, no. I didn't mean it like that. I'm not gonna tell on you."
"You won't..." he mumbled.
"What do you mean 'you won't'. Who else would? We are the only ones who know, right?"
Stiles's face was pale, but it lacked any trace of an expression.
"Stiles... you can't say anything."
"Right?" Lydia repeated her question, worry slowly creeping up on her.
"Please, don't say anything."
"Stiles?" Lydia grabbed him by the shoulders. His eyes were empty, his body stiff. He was looking at a random spot on the ground, but it didn't seem like he was actually looking at it. He seemed to be in a completely different world.
"Why not?"
"Because I never said anything about Donovan."
"He never said anything about Donovan." Stiles mumbled, a stray tear tumbling down his cheek.
Lydia froze, and Stiles finally looked up at her.
"He?" Lydia stuttered.
Stiles shoved her arms off him and made his way to the path that led out of the preserve.
"What do you mean he?" Lydia shouted after him. When she got no answer, she started running after him.
"Stiles," she breathed out when she caught up to him, putting a hand on his shoulder.
He quickly removed it, turning around to face her.
"Leave it, Lydia, it's nothing." he said through gritted teeth.
Ignoring his remark, she asked, "Who is he?"
"I said, leave it." Stiles repeated, stressing every word.
But Lydia was determined to get a reply out of him; "Who else knows?"
And that's when anger got the best of him.
"Jesus, Lydia, will you just let it go? For once in your life, will you just stay out of it?" He shouted. Then, calmly, he added "I told you it's nothing. Now let me be."
He started to walk again, taking big steps to get as far as possible before Lydia could speak again. Because where he preferred avoiding confrontation, he knew that it was number one on Lydia's priority list.
And sure enough, she called after him, reprimand in her voice — "I'm just trying to help you."
Stiles stopped dead in his tracks.
"I don't want your help." he mumbled, pinching the bridge of his nose.
"What'd you say? I couldn't hear you from back here."
He'd had enough of her sarcasm for the day.
"I said," he started, turning back and making a beeline for her petite figure at the other end of the path. "I don't want your help. Did you hear me now, hm? Or should I say it louder? I. Don't. Want. Your. Help. As a matter of fact, I don't even need your help."
He was now standing in front of Lydia, his tall figure somehow still towering over hers, despite her heels. His gaze was firm, his eyebrows furrowed. The hand that was already holding the keys to his car was so tight around them, that his knuckles had turned the exact shade of white as the night he had pulled into her driveway. Only this time, it wasn't fear that he was feeling. It was pure, uncut anger.
"I don't need your reassurance. I don't need you to babysit me. I don't need you to guide me. This is not about you, it's about me, it's about Scott. You're irrelevant in this whole situation. So when I say let it go, you let it go. Because I don't want anything from you now, but to leave me alone."
His words cut like a dagger, but it was reassuring to know that he didn't mean any of it, that it was all coming from a place of immense fear. Or at least that's what Lydia wanted to believe.
By the time everything had sunk in, Stiles was already well ahead of her. Her understanding of the situation, however, wasn't a justification for the way he had spoken to her. So, in an attempt to trigger his rational side, she shouted one last question.
"If I'm so irrelevant, why did you come to me the night you killed Donovan?"
For just a moment, Stiles stopped walking, and Lydia thought he'd turn around, maybe to argue some more, maybe to apologize.
But he didn't. She saw his shoulders rise and fall, probably due to a deep sigh, and then he walked off, grip still tight around his car keys.
And in the silence of the preserve, they both knew that Lydia was right. And that Stiles hated himself for how he had treated her.
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ricletaylor · 1 year
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Pick a Card ~ What you need to hear right now.
Disclaimer: this is just for fun, nothing in this reading should be taken seriously.
Please pick as many (or all) or as little piles as you like!
If nothing compels you to a pile there is a general reading!
General Reading
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Take time to breathe! Omg everyone here is just doing too much. I'm not saying do deep breaths and a specific breathing meditation, I'm just saying slow the heck down. You might not think your moving fast and well you aren't but your mind is going a 1000 miles per hour that it's likely to crash and burn? Somehow. Write down your thoughts/feelings whatever/etc. and if you need to throw that away afterwards go right ahead. No amount of distractions from your mind through social media/music will automatically help you right away. It will just add more and more thoughts into your head. Write with an old fashion piece of pencil/pen and paper and get writing and flush out whatever is in that head of yours, if you somehow don't have that, type it up on your electronical devices.
Your deserve to have your mind rest, your physical and physiological self will be blessed if you do so.
Pile 1-7 Left to Right
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Pile 1 - Cat
It is inevitable to assume that everything in your life is going to go to whatever you have already planned. Keep those dreams to heart they are worth chasing 100%. Whatever you plan now however will take a bit more time that you'd expect but with conviction & will, it will also come to fruition.
Pile 2 - Bunnies
You have to stop taking burden after burden. It's taxing to your well being, and to those around you that you would think your helping but the more you help it's harder for them as well. It's not that your doing anything wrong but right now you have to focus on yourself. Take care of yourself, your mental, physical, and psychological self will thank you ten-fold. You also need to ask people for help right now. You need to take time off from work, (doesn't matter if their low staff or need you because your a competent worker) You are overworking yourself to the edge. There is no planning just resting, spending time with yourself and with those close to you that fill your energy up.
Pile 3 - City Lights
You have to slow down. Your taking life a little to fast. Doing whatever, comes up for you and deciding to fast to do those things. There are big opportunities that are probable to come to fruition in the future but you have to exercise caution or else you'll mess whatever you were tryna seek in the first place. Hold off when someone asks you to hang out or when your boss tells you to do a work task/project that's not in your job description. Don't automatically say yes, wait a bit. There is no timeframe of waiting, it's fine if you respond a minute later just not at that exact moment. Tell others, "Give me a minute and I'll get back to you" or something along those lines. Your in need to stop being a busy body and exercise patience.
Pile 4 - Fallen Leaves
Give yourself a pat on the back, you've accomplished a great lot. Now is the time to celebrate those victories no matter how small or big they are. Your in need to review what you have done right and what you can do to be even better. Your going in the right direction but make sure to check in and review the week before, it will help your work and personal life and make it 1000 times better.
Pile 5 - Moss Tree
You seem to be moving or in the process of moving, if that's not the case. Your searching for a change of pace in your personal and work life. It's gotten to a point of routine-like that your starting to feel like a cog in the machine or a robot. Go on a quick trip or even clear out all the clutter that you might have piled up at home. The act of cleaning your living space, the more you'll start to feel less like your confided and more like you have a vast range of freedom. It is also needed that if you are planning to actually move you have to make sure to keep your living space free from mess, or else it will follow you no matter where you move and you'll feel like your stuck in a routine you very much dislike.
Pile 6 - Campfire
However you may think your life is in shambles the more you'll continuously experience the same heartache, burdens, and responsibilities that aren't for you to be experiencing in the first place. I'm not saying to start looking in a field of flowers and start saying positive affirmations to get you to out of a rutt. No. What I'm saying is surround yourself with people that don't speak negative talk 24/7. Will that innate you to have to meet a good amount of people right now? Well yes, going to a mall or at least hopefully some are still open this COVID age, or a crowded place not too crowded however (you need to be able to clearly hear yourself and others talk). Say good morning, hi to strangers, pick up trash whenever you see litter on the ground. Be considerate and kind to others and life will be kind and considerate to you. It will take time and it will seem like life is still throwing you punches but the more you face life with kindness the more you'll see glimpses of, "oh, that wasn't a bad day," or "wow, I never thought people respond so greatly to a simple greeting."
Don't fret, even if you right now see that your life has been getting worse and worse and never better it sometimes starts with distancing yourself off from others that do you more harm than good. Also, if your not the most social type, smile at others while walking past someone on the street, if you can't build up the courage to greet a stranger. And if you still wear a mask, nodding your head when a stranger comes by will also suffice.
Pile 7 - Library
There is a sense of loneliness coming from this pile. You've been isolating yourself for a fairly long time even before COVID. You are in need to get out more, to recenter yourself, in nature is recommended but maybe going to coffee shops or popular parks will also be a good option. The energy of strangers surrounding you if your in a public place (via coffee shop etc.), will help you get out of your shell more, and need for socialization even if your not talking to anyone. You might think you don't need to socialize and your right, but you need to be around others energies right now. You need sunlight as well, open those windows/curtains more often, watch the sunset/sunrise sometimes. You will feel more alive if you do so.
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magpie-trinkets · 5 months
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You have an analysis of Luke's clothes, but aren't these the same clothes he wears in the first trilogy? I remember Eternal Diva takes place between Last Spectre and Miracle Mask. Any thoughts on this?
As a matter of fact, I was wondering exactly that! I was waiting to see if the frames offered another clue, but let's try and tackle this.
If what you've said is true, that means this movie does take place pre-Miracle Mask. Let's analyse his clothes for those games, for the exercise.
Last Specter:
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This is Smol Luke. He's so tiny omg. But he's notably not wearing a blue jumper, which is what he's wearing in the frame. He's wearing a newsboy cap, which is easily identifiable by the button at the top. His trousers are blue and not green, and his suspenders are green, not brown. Most notably, though, is his size and hair horns. They're slightly angled downwards from his 1st trilogy look. He's also shorter. Like, that's significant.
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He has changed a bit here: he's wearing a blue vest/waistcoat and green trousers. Quite curiously, we can't see his big brown buttons of his white shirt. His hair has moved upwards this time, but just slightly at the tip.
And, as we know, his jumper-I-don't-fix-my-suspenders look comes from the first trilogy.
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It is rather pretty obvious that we are seeing first trilogy Luke in the Eternal Diva frame (bunched trousers, blue jumper, big brown button, flatcap, suspenders not correcly worn, sharper horns). What could this mean?
If we eliminate the impossible, we arrive at this: the frame is taking place during the 1st trilogy timeframe. But, if the Eternal Diva takes place during the 2nd trilogy, this raises some contradictions.
I do have a theory, with the minimal information we have at the moment. I suspect we are in some Random, Insignificant Investigation and Layton is about to drop the "Luke, my boy, remember the Diva case from some years ago?" and Luke will be like "Professah, yeah, but why bring it up now?" and then the screen will shake and some whimsical sound effect will play, and the entire movie is a flashback.
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lunar-years · 6 months
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wait are you really writing the "roy and keeley get back together after international break" fic? bc if so im so excited but omg that also might kill me.
I really am writing it!! And hopefully it will be posted by the end of the weekend! Don't worry though, it will have an ot3 happy ending <3.
This is my last fill for the whump prompts writing meme i reblogged a few weeks ago. I finally woke up yesterday with the perfect brain worm for the prompt in question.
Like.. what if.
There's no real spoilers here fyi because this all happens offscreen in the fic BUT... I think in canon, Roy was 1000% ready to get back together with Keeley in international break. Keeley simply didn’t take him back. But also…what if she did!? and i do NOT think it would have worked out in canon given his canonical apology and the reunion as we see it play out onscreen. But in this version, they have a real, genuine heart-to-heart about what went wrong in their relationship and they get back together on solid terms (again, i do not think this actually works in the canon timeframe, because i do think Roy needs therapy to get to that place. but we are daydreaming for the sake of good fic). Jamie comes back from the England camp and like, Finds That Out. and then has Deep Thoughts and Intense Feelings about it. and sort of Spirals. as one does!
...there's also an additional twist i'm not going to reveal before publishing. but like. keep in mind: it is a whump prompt.
(again, all is well in the end there is lots of comfort xoxoxo)
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thewriterowl · 7 months
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Owllllll I’ve been out of the Dinluke fandom for 2 years and I’ve become interested in the ship again. Update me on what has happened in the fandom plsssss. Btw, I always remember your fic “What the stars let in.” I love iiiittttt.
Well hello and welcome back! :D always good to hear someone returning!
So, it's been a bit quiet. I'm still basically that tiktok meme of "what the fuck is this kid doing?" "THE VOICES" cause I am still so hyper-fixated on Dinluke and overly posting. Others are still providing glorious pieces of art and fanfics (though my reading has gone down...I really need to start reading more and writing less; cause my writing is suffering cause of that) but it's a little calmer now.
Everyone seems to have sort of found their little groups and are in their safe burrows to share their own dinluke loves and thoughts. There is a discord server called @stardads that is amazing (I can be too shy to poke in unless I'm called; but it really is great if you can join!)
I write some dark dinluke content here and there, always wanna warn cause that did cause some issues (not sure where the timeframe is with everything over 2-years, holy crap to think we've existed for so long) but I think was sort of resolved in a sense with everyone finding their friendship groups to chat and enjoy.
Did Imention art? Cause omg, there are some glorious art pieces.
Just quiet but still going very strong!
:D And thank you! I am so happy to hear you liked that fic!! For sure has a soft spot to me now
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falltothesun · 7 months
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helloooo taking you up on that hook up advice offer !! especially since im also a trans guy & ive been considering grindr bcos i have been insanely needy the past week it's literally making it hard for me to function so yes!! please!!!!
Hi omg! So I definitely joined Grindr for the same reason, I needed to get dicked down so bad it was starting to affect my work lmfao. Huge disclaimer: this is all a bunch of stuff that works for me, from my experiences. There's no handbook, I'm figuring this out myself. If anyone wants to correct me/add on, please do.
First and foremost- don't settle. Grindr is a bit of a hellscape. In the moment it definitely seems like anyone willing to fulfill your needs is worth it. I'm speaking as a total sub/bottom so there were definitely guys on Grindr who 'spoke my language', offered what sounded like a good time, but didn't have my best interests at heart. You can't put much trust in any stranger on a hookup app, but here are some good indicators of things to watch out for and avoid:
- blank profiles/no pics. You're going to get a ton of them. Dick pics do not count. Make sure you have a good image of the person you're meeting. Make sure they're clean (both hygiene and std wise). Just- the more info you have on them, the better.
- being pushy. They're going to whine and whine about meeting up, and they are also going to say nasty things if you ignore them/turn them down. Do not let this guilt you. If this is how they receive boundaries over text- you can't trust them during a hookup. You don't owe anyone anything, not even a text back. A huge green flag is when you can have a no-pressure conversation, and sometimes even a pre-meetup to discuss boundaries and kinks.
Do not get stingy on your own boundaries! You are meant to enjoy this time, too. Tell them exactly what you want, your hard nos and hell yesses. Clear communication beforehand can lead to a fantastic night. Don't worry about blocking or turning down if you're getting bad vibes- there's literally dozens of guys waiting in your DMs, one of them has to be good.
Now, I have huge trust issues so bear with me here- you can't always count on your hookup, even if you found one that checks all the aforementioned boxes. So have some contingencies. Here are some of mine:
- two (or three) of my friends get a text as soon as I leave my house. Yes, it's awkward to mention to someone that you're about to fuck, but prior conversations have been had and usually I just say "I'm going out for x hours, call me if I don't get back to you by then". I send my location if possible (harder to do with carplay), and just like that, there are people waiting for my word. Hell, you can DM me your location and a timeframe and I will call the police in your area if I don't hear back from you.
- I never host. Is this controversial? I don't care. I'm a sub, bottom, afab, tiny human. I'm super susceptible to stalking and kidnapping (and not in the fun way), so I keep myself safe by making sure my hookups don't know where I live. I like to drive to their place, because then I have myself a getaway vehicle, or we meet in the middle somewhere. Regardless, my home is a secret and shall stay that way.
- don't bring anything valuable. Other than my phone and my wallet (which I sometimes just leave in my car), I bring nothing with me. This is less about personal safety and more about theft tho lol
-bring protection. Rawdogging is fun but STDs and pregnancy scares are not.
-this is Grindr specific but be careful with your photos. Grindr has a neat function called 'albums', and you can retract any sent albums at anytime so they can't be seen anymore. You also can't screenshot anything in the Grindr app. This protects you- to a point. But like anywhere else on the internet, be very, very careful with who you send your pics to.
Takes you by the shoulders. Listen to me. It is always okay to say no. You could be in someone's bed, naked, and you can say no. This sounds like common sense, but sometimes you're with a stranger in the moment and things aren't firing right in your brain, but your well-being is 100% a bigger priority than pleasing the guy you met on Grindr. They can bitch and moan all they want, but if you aren't feeling it, you aren't feeling it, and you don't owe sex to anyone. You can say no at any time. And anyone who fights you on it or disregards it is not someone you want to associate with.
Ok now that all the parental lecture-y stuff is out of the way- some general tips to show your hookup partner some respect! They're also in a place of vulnerability, so while it's good to be careful, it's also good to be gracious.
-protection. I said this already! But you can bring more than just a condom. Looking into PrEP, getting yourself tested(!!!!) after every encounter, and not having sex when you're sick is generally good etiquette. Getting tested is not only being a decent human for your hookup partner, but it's important to do for yourself as well. Idk what country you live in and what the healthcare is like so hopefully it's as easy as walking in to a clinic like it is here. Post-sec institutes (colleges/universities) usually have fantastic sexual health programs as well so I'd check there if you're in that demographic!
- clean up. Please. Shower, brush your teeth, put on some deodorant and a clean change of clothes. It goes a long way! My best hookups have been with a guy who smelled good, and I enjoyed it as much as I did the actual pounding in his backseat. Also clean up after the hookup! Shower, pee, etc. Hygiene. (I'm a germaphobe ok)
- boundaries! You've set yours, now stick to theirs. I've slept with guys who really didn't like blowjobs- so I didn't give any, we kept it junk to junk. I might've been the sub in the situation, but that doesn't mean the guy dominating was a sex machine who liked everything, so I accommodated that! Sometimes it's as simple as listening to the sounds they're making, reading the body language, and acting accordingly. If they aren't being enthusiastic about what's happening, then maybe it's time to check in.
- text back. Hey man, if it was a good fuck, it was a good fuck. NSA is usually my style, but there's nothing wrong with hooking up again with the same mf if it was a damn good time. Give 'em some feedback, tell them you had a fantastic night, ask about doing it again. Everyone needs the confidence boost.
Goddamn this got long. I hope some of this helps, I hope I didn't miss anything, and I hope I didn't say something that sounds completely fucking bananas. Good luck and hope you have some good, safe hookups!!
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Question: how do you exercise when you have chronic pain?
answer: in the pool—a heated pool if possible.
Today was my first class in the hydropool at my hospital with the pain clinic, and omg
OMG
I’m like…I wanted to cry because it was just so incredibly good. and I didn’t hurt once. the guy literally said out loud that pain is not gain.
he said it!
the class is an hour long, and I lasted 30 mins which is way longer than I thought I would. I hope that wasn’t pushing myself too far, but I think it will be ok. I paced myself inside of that 30mins, so I’m hoping I didn’t fuck up (I was having way too much fun in the warm gravity-less state, and could have gone much longer, but I just know that would have been so bad)
basically here is what I can remember from the workout:
they do a lot of gentle work that for other people counts as stretching or just the warm up but that is the work out for us. the physio did sets of five (and only one set of five) but was adamant that we had to pace (as opposed to every other person who has spoken to me about exercise ever in my life) so I only did two or three reps out of every set unless it was something that I do at home on land—and even then I generally did three or four.
the main points was that the pool was quite hot, they have it at human body temp. and he had us stand at a depth where it was up to our mid-chest, so that the water supports your movement. for shoulder stretches I think he wanted us to stand even deeper, but I left before they got to that
the second is the course is twelve weeks long, and you can come back after that. so if you’re thinking about seeing improvement, that’s the kind of timeframe (and longer) that we’re talking. you’re not going to see immediate results because you need to move extremely slowly and carefully
the concentration for his excercises started with what I’ve talked about before; building up your glutes and core muscles so that they are taking the weight that they are designed to, which takes strain off of your back. I’ll poke around and see if I can find any diagrams the kind of excercise that he did but it was just really good. he didn’t really ask where people had pain because he concentrates on conditioning the whole body—though as I left he was asking if anyone had an injured shoulder so he must take things into consideration so no one is exacerbating their pain but also he’s adamant that very gently working on the whole bod is important
being in the pool was just really lovely. it’s been ages since I felt so happy getting into my bikini and getting in the water but I practically skipped to the pool
because of the event I went to on saturday I was sure I wouldn’t even get wet today but when I saw the water I was like I can’t not.
when it had been 30 mins I spent some time watching and just went into this bit down the back where the water was extra deep and just floated, barely feeling any pain, it was so nice
anyway so I’m way too excited. tomorrow will probs suck but I actually miss exercising and the sore muscle feeling that is earned more than most things in my life, so hopefully it will feel like that and not like punishment. fingers crossed
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Hi!!! It's been a while since I invaded your inbox with TMagP stuff. I am finally catching up!
Just finished listening to A New You and OMG that was a ride!
Also it is so tragic that Jon and Martin never seemed to have met in this universe ;-;
I'm wondering... I forget what the timeframe was for when Jon and Martin from the TMA universe hopped into the TMagP universe, but I'm curious if the universe hopping had anything to do with this Universe's original Jon and Martin's deaths.
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It's really all up in the air at the moment. There's so much mystery here to it it's almost impossible to try and pin down that stuff.
If it is true that the potential universe hopping is what killed MAGP universes Jon and Martin, I wonder what that means for Celia being here too. Did a version of Celia die when she appeared here and our Celia has replaced her?
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p2ii · 7 months
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HEHE OK!! Here's my current fic dumping:
Takes place like... Just after the cover story where NEO-MADS formed, semi-during Wano (though Wano events are p much irrelevant, its just a timeframe). Levely ig also going on which IS funny to me because. The fact that the one Levely we see is the very first one Germa doesn't get invited too is crazy. Vivi has probably met the Vinsmokes once. They would be as problematic and unhelpful as Wapol is.
ANYWAY! Germa is trying to restore itself after Whole Cake Island, and Caesar is specifically currently helping to restore labs and gather supplies for them.
Currently writing in 3rd person Yonji POV just... bc thats what I ended up doing, he's fun to write.
Ichiji is the main one who is kinda... off, after WCI. I read a good post pointing out how Ichiji was probably the one who decided to save his brothers, not Reiju (who mostly just sees them as machines) and I kinda ran with that idea. I have BIG interest in Ichiji being the first to break down, I mean, he's the most PERFECT and emotionless, and the next in line for king, so when he crumbles... what are the others supposed to do?
Though my main original idea here... Judge has that "Soldier Stock Depot". Judge is one of the only characters we know who knows how to clone, the other being Vegapunk himself (iirc). If his greatest experiment (as in, his literal CHILDREN whom he "lovingly" named 0 1 2 3 4) all end up failing him... his greatest failure being the main savior of the WCI incident... well. What's stopping Judge from starting all over, and cloning his little failures to make new ones?
A bad experiment is one with only one, maybe two trials. Maybe Judge even gets inspired after a non-serious, one-off comment from Caesar. Either way, its safe to say the cloning room is off-limits to the siblings again, for some inexplicable reason.
YAAAY :DDD!!!
I think it's so cool you're settting it after neo-mads formation cause I don't think I've read any other fics that include ceasers involvement with the vinsmokes. he's such a silly guy I can't wait to see what kinda chaos he will cause XDc
yonjis POV of post-wci... that's so interesting 👀 I've noticed for people tend to see him as the 'most emotional' of 124ji since he's explicitly silly and horny on-panel, that and being the youngest opens up alot of potential characterization for him! can't wait to see where you take him (also glad Ur having fun, I love when a character is just delight to invade the mind of)
i think I read that post before! there's something about him being the heir and also the emphasis on second OLDEST (because judge is a sexist prick) that puts him in such an interesting position. LOVE LOVE LOVE that your're going that direction w him it's one of my favourite kinda of plotlines for them.
I mean, he's the most PERFECT and emotionless, and the next in line for king, so when he crumbles… what are the others supposed to do?
THIS OMG... my heart </3 you are so right like. everything just crumbles. reiju doesn't care for 24ji like that and judge is their obvious abuser, all they really have is each other and this strict hierarchy they live by 😭.
clone angst... clone angt smy beloved...
Either way, its safe to say the cloning room is off-limits to the siblings again, for some inexplicable reason.
THE MYSTERY AND HORROR PF IT ALL TOO IM DYING. bro if I wasn't already hooked this got me. the angst and suspense alone wow.
just know I'm hyping you every step of the way with this dude Ur mind... happy writing!!!
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junglemax · 5 months
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ooo twc bryan kieth vs aaron mercer
https://youtu.be/3pt-YS5oe7w?si=eemQL7pT8dCmylb9
a very fun match
I DID NOT FORGET THIS!! and omg, this was so much fun??? anyways here's a list of things i enjoyed from this match
i loved mercer's theme music being the switching of radio stations, and the fact that this man ended on taylor swift?? incredible
also the crowd throwing streamers into the ring was so fun omg
the first 10 minutes of them being in the ring is them trying to see each other's tits and i think that's beautiful (including the refs which was incredibly funny)
and then 5 minutes after that is just mercer grabbing bryan keiths tits so aggressively which is an a+ in my book
bryan struggled for like 9 minutes at one point trying to find shit underneath the ring poor dude
and when he finally found smthn, mercer comes up out of fucking nowhere suddenly bloody with a baseball bat wrapped in barbed wire. like idk if i just wasnt paying attention enough but WHAT HAPPENED IN THAT TIMEFRAME???
the legos instead of the thumbtacks was SO GOOD
also why tf did that one dude in the crowd bring a WHOLE ASS BIRD??? WHAT WAS THE POINT OF THE BIRD. WHAT WAS BRYAN KEITH GONNA DO WITH SAID BIRD IF THE GUY LET HIM USE THE BIRD. I WAS VERY WORRIED
bryan keith regretting everything after powerbombing mercer into the thumbtacks and getting one stuck in his own ass
mercer, after being thrown into the thumbtacks at least twice: hey, bk. you aint shit
bk proceeds to bitchslap mercer multiple times
the crowd throwing streamers YET AGAIN at the end which i wish more places did bc genuinely i would love to do that
all in all this was SO MUCH FUN TO WATCH, thank you for sharing!!!
(if anyone else wants to give me random matches to watch from anywhere, just send em over <3)
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day 14 // 100dop
So yeah I didn't get through all the material before tutorial but it's okay, the TA went over everything we need to know and I think it went well 🙂
Also I'm such a (happy) idiot. I've never taken notes primarily from textbooks before. In high school I relied 100% on the lectures, which were already very neatly broken up. That all changed in uni and I used to just have like...1 enormous page per enormous chapter and I hated it. But now I'm breaking up each chapter into different pages and each section of a chapter into subpages with meaningful titles (essentially the textbook sections for the most part, so the solution was staring right at me!!!) AND MY BRAIN LIKES IT SM BETTER AND IT'S SO COMMON SENSE WHY DID I NOT DO THIS BEFORE
Anyway! Here's what I did for school today asides from tutorial:
Forced myself to write notes on phase diagrams (which I covered yesterday)
Wrote notes for 3 sections on solution phase changes (sections which I covered yesterday but only got half of and...I was lazy last night and didn't write notes on anything 🥲 but now I get it so it's all good 😅)
Outlined notes for remaining chapters
Finished last practice problem set of the semester! 🙌
Day 8 : What do you find difficult within your subject(s)?
Haha haha ha. 😑 If we're talking about a single topic, the entire quantum mechanics week was hell for my brain. But...I think the super squished timeframe is the absolute worst and most difficult thing. In a normal term, we'd have 2 weeks for 1 module and omg would that have been way more fun and manageable and presumably at least a week to review for the final �� but in this schedule, I only have like 3 days (officially - and I doubt I'd be able to start reviewing any sooner 🤷‍♀️) to review *EVERYTHING* LIKE IDK WHAT I'M GONNA DO BUT I'M DOING IT ANYWAY 🤪🤪🤪
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(https://www.tumblr.com/lovebvni/747038166156034048/hi-abyss-thank-you-so-much-for-doing-a-reading)
Hi! This is me again! Gonna be sending you my thoughts on your reading since I feel it's the best way to thank you. Apologies that this is going to be long, I just have a lot to say and your reading resonated deeply with me.
Thank you so much for confirming my gut feeling I'm on the right path. It's taken me nearly 3 years at this point to adopt this mindset I have now, to find something that finally works and clicks with me and feels right. I absolutely will ground myself further into it and stay consistent. I feel that's what I need most right now, the belief and consistency into this energy and mindset I have going, and I'll see the rest unfold along the way.
The song you got for the shufflemancy and your interpretation of it is, not gonna lie, echoing VERY close to a song that's present in the OST of the video game world I'm shifting to. I'm keeping things a little more vague for personal reasons, but you taking this song you got as me "pulling my trigger" in regards to the anger and frustration I have is seriously making me internally go "!!!! just like my friend in that reality". I am so taking this as another indirect sign for me that I'm making the right decision to experience that particular reality. That said, the shufflemancy song itself does resonate with me, especially after looking into the full lyrics. I am someone who tries to keep my anger down and under control as I was never allowed to express it growing up despite always wishing to express it. I do also feel very beholden to the past and I do not want my past experiences to cloud my path going forward. So, this is confirming I need to let myself feel this anger, let it out and express it for once, and move forward.
The winter note is interesting for two reasons. First reason is, winter is my favorite season and I tend to feel most like myself during those months. The winter holidays have always been my favorite and I simply love the energy in December, especially. So the December note is very much sticking out to me. The second is a little more interesting and derived a from a certain feeling I get. Generally I'm open to my exact "entry point" into the main reality I'd like to experience (the video game derived one), but I've mainly been alternating between fall and winter based off vibes and what feels right for me to focus on grounding myself into at the time. Currently I've been focusing on it being fall when I become fully aware of being there despite it not feeling 100% right, but I will also be interpenetrating this as a good suggestion I should go for it being winter instead!
Overall, I'm open to the exact timeframe I'll experience a full shift, and if it happens around December here based on your reading, I'll embrace it. That said, I have a feeling if I put genuine work and thought into my journey, consider the notes and advice you gave me, I can accomplish it much sooner. No matter what, I just have a gut feeling it WILL finally be this year so long as I stick with this mindset I have. My experiences and near full shift have proven to me this is an experience I can have. Also, I will look into chakra cleansing meditation! While I don't personally feel drawn to full on chakra work, certain meditations have served me well before and it would be good to, again, let negative things out and new energy in.
Thank you, Abyss. This means a lot to me. Take care!
OF COURSE OMG!! I LOVE U SO MUCH AND YOUVE COME SO FAR!!! YOURE GONNA REACH THE SHIFT N UR GONNA DO IT!!
PERSIST PERSIST PERSIST!! ITS GONNA HAPPEN!! IM SO EXCITED!!
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