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[lullabyalikpoptarot]

Choi Yeonjun Perspective Reading

Disclaimer: No facts, all allegations here, just my interpretation of the cards and energy. This boy has to be the most fascinating idol I have done so far.

Okay, now time to finally get to his perspective reading. His was one of the first I was supposed to do, but got sidetracked by other idols. Now, his last couple of readings has made me highly interested in what I can get here. I am lowkey nervous about what I will get. So, the song that came to me was Glamorous by Fergie. This song selection makes sense from the energy he has been giving me. He seems to love the fame and money. The lifestyles of the rich and famous, that is a song too right, but yeah. He is a Venus Leo, so that does make sense. Okay, we are going into the Dark Mirror first. Here we go.

Alright, this is a confusing spread. He isn't easy to open up and communicate. I had to sit with these cards for a bit and still a bit confused. Well, we start with the artificial heart, umm not a great card to start with, like starting with that card isn't great. He is a bit cold and detached, a bit fake may I say. This energy can come from someone who has been victimized, but he isn't showing me that energy in this spread yet.

The Calling the Storm card is quite interesting. It is like he brings chaos to him, or he welcomes it. I just see that card and hear, bring it, that is what I hear when I look at that card. Once again, the one card has blind folds, it is like he deludes himself or blinds himself, maybe shields himself from things. But also he is numb to sh**. Like none of this phases him. It seems he wants to forget his past self, but he does cling to it and there is a sense of him wanting to protect and comfort the person he was in the past. I am getting whoever he was in the past he isn't that person anymore. Now, that can be said about a lot of people, but there is some significant baggage he has of the past.

Ugh, I wish I didn't pull the last card, omg, this sucks. So, I got the Alone in the World card and the person on the card is naked and vulnerable. He could have been put in compromising positions. So, I am being pulled back to Jungwon's reading, he had this card in reversed and I remember saying, he wouldn't be susceptible to shady stuff, because he is well connected and protected. I don't feel Yeonjun has anyone to protect him, like him, which is why he was put in those situations.

I know he seems close with his Mom, but if he had a good support system. I wouldn't be seeing this card, just saying, no facts. The card on the deck has the number 6, which reminds me of the 6 of Wands, which is success and recognition. To get that recognition. You got to do some things. If you know what I am hinting at. I wish I didn't keep getting these sexualized messages, but whatever I can't get anything else with that card. Alright, he needs the conscious healing deck now.

So, he got two cards that state, decomposing shame and reclaim the power of your body. This gives me he needs to take his power and his body back. I can see shame for what has been done to him or what he has done. They may be asking him to use dancing as a form of therapy, oooh interesting message, that would be cool for him. I think using dancing could help him heal in some sense. There is also some disconnection with him, so he may need to realign himself as well. I am getting, his body is a temple, respect it.

I am also getting. I think I got this for Jungkook's reading. That he should go back packing and go for a hike to clear his mind. I am also getting he should do some breathing work. To take time for himself to just breath. This could be hard for him though. If you have trauma. It is hard to just step back and sit with your thoughts, I get it. Just channeling the messages.

Once again in this spread, they are stressing for him to go out in nature, this can help silence his mind, or just bring some sort of peace to him in some way. I think the quiet, stillness of nature can really help heal him, the sounds, the smells, it will help bring him back to reality and what is truly important. I am also getting he shouldn't fight what may have happened, but to accept what has happened, it may be hard, but it is the only way he can find peace.

There are memories of the past that haunts him, but there is also lessons he can learn from it. I am getting, to not let these patterns repeat, but it is like it sticks with him. So, I got the message imprinting, had to google that sh**. I am guessing this means that he has emulated an older figure's habits during a critical period of his life that could affect his behavior today. It gives me well they do it, so then it is okay I do it, or I should accept this behavior, because they do it. I feel there is fear of these people. Fear of letting it out, lots of shame. But his guides are saying, he has to work on building his confidence, but I feel the company will find ways to break that sh** down, so good luck to him to have the ability to gain confidence after what he may have allegedly been through. Okay, now ending this with Tarot.

Okay, so with the High Priestess. He tries to keep all this crap hidden. He is private on a physical level, because girl, got the information energetically. But I get it, I know he has secrets, but I don't know the specifics, so he is going to keep that hidden. But this is showing me there are a lot of hidden secrets. I hear secrets he will take to the grave. With the 8 of Pentacles and Capricorn energy. He is about that work. I also am getting he didn't deal with all that bs to not get where he wants to go as well. I also see him drowning himself in work, so he doesn't have to face things.

Also, he can be extremely loyal to people, even the shady company, and even if he dealt with some sort of abuse, he will still be loyal, because they gave him an opportunity. He gives me such Usher vibes, not sure what you think of him, but he comes off as an enabler. Yes, they may have dealt with abuse, but at some point. You got to stop the cycle, but once again, he seems paralyzed by fear, same vibe I get from Usher as well. They fear these people too much to do anything about it. Like on one end, he is enabling this sh**, on the other he is scared af.

Damn man, this may have been the most interesting reading for me so far. Dude is a complex person with lots of inner struggles. His life seems complicated. On one end he can come off as a bad person, but on the other end he got caught up in shady stuff, hard to break away from that when you lack a strong support system. This reminds me of Usher's situation to. Hard not to get coerced when you have a crappy support system around you.

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fic writer meme!

[RISES FROM THE DEPTHS] I'm here!! Thank you so much @uhuraisgay and @englishsub for the tags, and also for reminding me that I've missed Tumblr

1. how many works do you have on ao3? 50 even - which was more than I thought!

2. what's your total ao3 wordcount? 187,448

3. what fandoms do you write for?

My fic-writing impulses come along like cicada seasons, except without any regularity whatsoever: I do a lot of dabbling in a lot of fandoms, I can never really tell if something's going to light my brain on fire. Most of my fic output came from Yuletide for a long while (I loved the grab bag aspect and writing little treats for small fandoms, but then my holidays got busier), and then Yuri on Ice and MDZS were my biggest fandoms by far, especially MDZS. I've written Yuwu recently, and I'd love to write some Trigun, LoZ, or Mysterious Lotus Casebook one of these days.

4. what are your top 5 fics by kudos?

grow

the only way out

The Guests of Cloud Recesses

detente

bespoke

And the soft animal is our runner-up at #6!

5. do you respond to comments?

I usually don't unless it's a request or a question, but I read and treasure every one.

6. what is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

I am too tender for Bad Endings for the most part, but my canon-verse Nie Huaisang fic after me comes the flood does not end in a particularly good place for anyone involved. (But even then, we know it gets better for him eventually... albeit at the expense of several bystanders)

7. what's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

I tend to write pretty gentle, occasionally LIGHTLY bittersweet happy endings (that's the cafecliche guarantee baby) but part of me wants to say 'the only way out' (and probably 'the yunmeng accords' series in general) here. I tend to write fic when I want to play around with the emotions or relationship dynamics that can already be found in canon, so 'the yunmeng accords' is probably as close to a fix-it as I'm going to get.

8. do you get hate on fics?

Not usually! I was part of the Great MDZS Anon Hate Train of 2021, but that was the worst I've ever gotten by several magnitudes - the vast majority of commenters are fabulous.

9. do you write smut?

Not yet! It's not off the table, though.

10. do you write crossovers? what's the craziest one you have written?

I actually don't think I've ever written a crossover! The closest I've ever gotten was when I look over my shoulder, but even that's 'Wangxian in a Conjuring-esque ghosthunters in love situation' and not really a formal Conjuring AU.

11. have you ever had a fic stolen?

I've had plagiarism brought to my attention a couple times, but truly just a handful. I still remember getting a message on FF.net that someone had ripped off a line from my Black Lagoon fic. The SCANDAL of it all.

12. have you ever had a fic translated?

MDZS is the first fandom where I've gotten translation requests, which is always so cool! To my knowledge, I've had fics translated into Russian, Spanish, and Ukranian.

13. have you ever co-written a fic before?

No, but brainstorming fic concepts with my brilliant friends is one of my favorite thing in the world.

14. what's your all time favorite ship?

omg ever? Well Victuuri and Wangxian have been the ones that really lit my brain on fire (if I own the Nendos, it's serious) but let me also throw it back to Fakir and Ahiru in Princess Tutu. That is ROMANCE.

15. what is a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

I would have really liked to have one more entry to 'the yunmeng accords!' I had a couple of ideas that I really liked, but nothing that caught fire quite enough to dive into it. That said, I am currently working on something short and Yunmeng Shuangjie-related, at the very least...

16. what are your writing strengths?

Emotional through-lines, pacing, and that sweet, sweet catharsis. I'm drawn to particular fandoms when they leave me with an emotion that I need to break down over the course of several thousand words, and I know that shows through in my writing.

17. what are your writing weaknesses?

Choreography! I'm not a very visual thinker, so sometimes it takes me a while just to figure out how to block the characters in a given scene. I also have a lot of trouble getting into a draft until I figure out the voice, which, when it comes to fanfic, will either come to me extremely easily or not at all.

18. thoughts of writing dialogue in another language in fics?

Yeah, absolutely! (But if you don't speak the language, do your research!)

19. first fandom you wrote for?

[rubs my temples] an X-Men crackfic.

20. favorite fic you have written?

Oh my god. WELL. 'grow' and 'the only way out' I think are the best fics I've written, and 'when I look over my shoulder' and 'the soft animal' are also extremely close to my heart. But 'detente' might be the favorite child. It just gushed out of me.

I think a great many of you have been tagged at this point, so sorry for any double-tags, but: @bluecrystalrainingdaggers @tigerjpg @floofyfluff @vinelark and anyone else who'd like to go for it!

[crguang]

ahajsksbywpqp sat guess who has 2 tests in the same week in the same class next week. Not very fun for me. anyway I was think abt Kafka (honestly when am I not is the real question). See if it wasn’t Kafka in ur au and I was r I would definitely turn her in for the money, but I unfortunately think I might like Kafka just like a little bit ig so I don’t think k would be able to do that .

Reread part 3 today is her fingers twitching bc she wants to shoot something or is it just bc Kafka and her fingers. Ok thats not what I meant but also…what I meant was that she works with her fingers a lot I wish she used them on me instrument, guns, etc. we still haven’t gotten an in game Kafka appearance w an actual violin, it probably won’t happen but I’m still holding out. And she’s the highest threat level possible for a criminal but she STILL commits petty theft. She is so I saw someone say that the stellaron hunters were all siblings, Kafka and blade are like the older siblings that have to drive/pay for everything, silver wolf is the gamer (so original) and firefly is the youngest. Wish they had more in game interactions, or like they had synergy, meta wise, since canonically they’re one of the most tight knit groups.

oh also your inbox must be full as fuck so it’s fine if you don’t reply to everything, esp bc you answer a lot of stuff, and even tho someone already said this ur rlly great to talk to ur thoughts are always more coherent than mine. And we all get to simp over hot fictional women together.

ngl I might start playing ptn, like I’ve been seeing screenshots and…wow, I don’t think I have enough storage tho. I think the two types of characters I usually like are tiny mentally ill ones and hot evil women, so…

im so sorry my messages are always so long btw, I keep rambling 😭

-🌠

aaaa study well and good luck for your tests!!! hope you get a good grade and if u dint i will hack i to your prof’s computer and change it for you

im with you entirely, if it was anyone else in that story i wouldve already called the cops LMFAOOO kafka gets privileges because shes hot and my fav unfortunately… for the finger thing, i think its just one of her quirks! in her idle she mimics playing the violin and like you said she has very dexterous hands (even mentions it in a voice line) so i think she’d absentmindedly move them around when her mind is elsewhere. this is the kind of overthinking i was talking about, when i map out a character in my head i think about the most irrelevant stuff that dont matter😭 but imo they add to her charm a little and make her a rounder character, idk. AND YES i love that her crimes go from suicide inducement to petty theft shes so ridiculous hfjfhdhfj that time in her character story where she just walked in a store and took clothes off the rack then left in front of everyone… shes funny as hell😭

i see the SH as family too! silver wolf and firefly are sisters to me, and both of them are def kafka’s little sisters. i think silver wolf is the youngest though, she even gives off sassy youngest child vibes. i wish they could work together too, having them all in one team would be so nice. but it’s also cool that each of them has a speciality, it makes sense for the work they do

my inbox is full i think i have around 70 asks rn…😭 but to be fair a lot of them are veryyy old i just havent gotten around to cleaning up my blog yet, i’ll do it at the same time i change my masterlist and actually make it pretty to look at. i usually try to click on notifs as soon as i see them but like i said, i just forget to type my answers </3

and omg. anon. if your type is mentally ill and hot evil women ptn is literally the game for you. there is an abundance of mentally ill women in there, trust me… like there’s every kind of character you could want in that game— you could give me a specific type and i could find you a character that matches it, you should definitely play. and if you do, do it before the second anniversary ends (starts around mid/late-october) bc trust me you are gonna be upset if you miss shalom :/

dont worry abt ramblingggg i love talking to u and answering every point it’s really nice!!

[olsenmyolsen]

Facetime With My Mom (Tonight)

Part 3 of On The Inside With Elizabeth Olsen

Word Count: ~2.6K

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Robbie POV

Waking up on the floor from my drunken stupor at five in the evening is not how I'd expect today to go. But it's what I deserve after the things I said to Lizzie. My love. My fiance. I didn't mean to hurt her. I wanted to let her know what I was feeling, but I was chasing her out of our Richmond home before I knew it.

That was three days ago.

I know by now she's back home. Or at least I hope. She has yet to call or text me, and I don't blame her. But I know she misses me, and I love her. I'm not going to give up.

_

After giving myself a much-needed shower and putting some of Lizzie's gross anchovy toast into my stomach, I decided to sit on our bed and call her. It's six now, so L.A. time it's..... ten in the morning. She'll probably be gardening, taking care of her little kiddos. She hates it when I call them that, but everyone knows she can be such a mom.

Okay, stop stalling, Robbie.

I unlock my phone and go to our text messages. My heart breaks a little looking at the last several texts I sent her. All left on DELIVERED.

I click on the call button, and to my surprise, I hear her angelic voice.

L: "Hello."

R: "Lizzie! Are you safe?"

L: "Yes, I am."

I can feel tension over the phone. I pause, thinking about how I want this conversation to continue.

R: "Lizzie I-."

L: "Why are you calling me?"

R: "Well, I haven't heard anything from you for three days, Lizzie. I was starting to get worried."

I hear Lizzie let out a heavy breath.

L: "Were you starting to get worried, or are you worried? There's a clear difference and let's not forget that you were the one that said you were having second thoughts and-"

She's right.

R: "Lizzie, I'm sorry. I know I hurt you, but that was not my intention-"

I hear Lizzie, and someone else starts laughing before Lizzie shushes whoever else is with her.

R: "Lizzie, are you laughing at me? Who are you with?"

L: "No, I'm not laughing at you, Robbie. Something funny just happened in front of me. Look, listen, I got to go. We can finish this talk later."

R: "Wait, Liz-"

L: "Alright."

R: "Elizabeth, I love you."

L: "Alright. See you later."

She didn't say it. The line goes dead. Once again, I'm left alone with my thoughts. I drop my phone onto our bed and begin dragging my feet into the kitchen. I grab the nearest bottle of brown bourbon, making a promise to myself to drink until I can't remember.

Y/N POV

I close the door to my apartment and lean my back against it. I let out the one squeal I've been holding in since she left me earlier. I know I shouldn't be freaking out. I mean, yes, it's a date, but it's not like a date date, right? We're just friends.

But she is insanely attractive, dresses so cool, her voice is soothing and cute, plus she makes me so comfortable and omg, I need to pick out an outfit! I sprint into my bedroom and rush head first into the closet.

"Now she said I don't have to wear anything too fancy, but what does that reallllly mean?"

I rip out half of my closet, searching for the perfect item, and after an hour, nothing calls to me. I flop myself onto the pile of clothes on my bed in frustration. Without realizing it, I begin to call my Mom.

M: "Y/N, are you alright?"

Y/N: "Yes, Mom, I'm fine. I just need some help."

M: "Some help? Help with what, darling?"

Y/N: "I'm going out with a friend tonight, and I have no idea what to wear!"

M: "This is what you called me about? Seriously?"

Y/N: "Yes, seriously, Mom. It's important, please!"

M: "Okay, Y/N."

Y/N: "Okay, let's switch to FaceTime."

M: "How do I do that again?"

After painfully walking my Mom through the simple steps of modern technology, she begins to help me. However, over a half hour later, I quickly realized that she has no idea how I dress and what looks good. So I'm sadly back to step one. 

M: "Y/N."

Y/N: "Yes." I responded, frustrated.

M: "If you're going to continue having an attitude, I'll hang up. I raised you better than that."

I walk off screen to mock her and throw my hands up at her.

M: "Y/N?"

I walk back in frame so she can see me.

Y/N: "You're right. I'm sorry." I lie.

M: "That's okay. Now, what about the black piece under your Taylor Swift Cardigan?"

I look for what she is talking about. Oh, this! I pick it up and hold it up to the camera.

M: "What do you think?"

I do like it, but I don't think it's good enough for Liz, but she told me not to wear anything too fancy. So I guess this should be okay? Plus, it's black, and black looks good all the time, right? I'm so tired of looking at my clothes, so this will have to do.

Y/N: "I think it could work. Thank you, Mom!"

M: "Of course, dear. Y/N promise me you'll call soon so we can have an honest talk about your life.

No.

Y/N: I promise

M: Now go get ready!"

Y/N: "Okay. Bye, Mom! Love you!"

M: "Love you too."

After hanging up with my Mom, a rush of panic runs over me as I realize how many texts I've missed from Liz.

Liz - Sexy ☕️ Bitch

Today 1:13 PM

I hope whenever you see this, you enjoy the name 🤍

Today 2:07 PM

You haven't seen my text yet 🥺

Today 2:43 PM

Oh completely forgot to send the address for tonight, so here you go! I can't wait! (address attached)

Today 3:37 PM

Hey Y/N, did you make it home okay? Please text me when you see this.

Today 4:04 PM

Suppose you're having second thoughts about tonight. I'm sorry I feel like I'm pushing you. Please text me or call me, so I at least know you are safe, but if you don't want to, I can understand. I'm sorry.

Oh my God! I've had Liz worrying this whole time. And Jesus, she is so fucking cute with all these texts. But oh my God, I'm an asshole!

Today 4:14 PM

Hey, I am so sorry! Yes, I'm alive. I just saw these texts!!! I just got off the phone with my Mom. She was helping me pick out an outfit for our date! I'm so excited! I just clicked on the link, and it's somewhere I've never been to, so now I'm extra excited!

The link could've been to a fucking Mcdonald's, and I would've still said what I awkwardly said.

Oh shit, she's typing.

Today 4:14 PM

Y/N, omg, I'm so glad you're alright. I swear I was about to go search all over the city.

I'm so so so sorry for making you worry! Can you forgive me?

I'll think about it! Okay, I thought about it. Yeah, I forgive you lol

(Aww, that's cute. She still uses lol)

Whew, thank you, Liz

So do you like it?

Like what?

My name in your phone?

It's perfect.

😊 so you going to tell me what you're wearing tonight or is it a surprise?

Hmmmmmm A surprise But don't expect something crazy

😒 finneeee

Hey, I don't need any sas from you, Miss.

I'm glad you remembered Miss not Ma'am like a good girl. So I'll see you at 7. Don't be late

I practically throw my phone across the room after reading that last text! Good girl! Good girl, she said! She has to know what she's doing! Right? Fuck, this actually might be a date date! How me? Why me? Oh shit, I need to start getting ready NOW!

After giving myself the most needed shower in history, I sat on the floor debating on what shoes I wanted to pair with my black bishop sleeve dress. I think heels would work, but I hate wearing them, so I'm going to hedge my bet and wear my black vans to match. Liz did say it wasn't too fancy of a place!

I slip on the dress and walk into my bathroom to look myself over once more. Even before Naomi ruined me, I don't think I ever looked at myself more than I have tonight. It was not exactly easy when all you've been told is how unattractive you are and how lucky you should be that even be graced in the presence of someone who was supposed to love you no matter what.

I reach my hand out and touch the mirror of my hand. Yep this person looking back at me is me. Tonight I don't look at myself with hate and disgust. This is a moment I hope to save. I look down at my counter space and search through all my bathroom drawers and cabinets until I spot my make-up bag.

"Let's do this, huh?"

_

Liz POV

(What Liz is wearing tonight and awww, look cute, Aubrey)

"I should've just had someone pick her up. What was I thinking?" I look at my phone - 7:04. Where the hell is she? I run my hand through my hair. "Y/N would've told me if she was backing out. She's probably rushing to get here. I trust her." I put my head into my hands. My mind is spiraling into a panic, and the constant thoughts of the last three days don't help. But seeing and meeting Y/N has been a bright light. Literally, since I saw her that first day, I can't help but think of her being all cute while reading my order back to me. I feel drawn to her, and I can't explain it.

"Liz?" 

I look up, and it's her. She's here!

"Y/N!" I walk up to her and hug her. I feel like I caught her off guard because the hug she gives me back isn't a full one. "You ready?"

"Yeah, sorry I'm a little late. I got turned around at one point, and........" I hear her, and I'm trying to process what she is saying, but it's slowly becoming gibberish as my eyes start wondering. Y/N is doing things to me right now. Who knew just a black dress and vans could look so good on someone. My eyes work back to her face and her cherry-red-covered lips. She's beautiful.

"Liz?" Y/N breaks my thoughts. "We going inside?" I nod, grab her hand, and head in. I make a beeline to the hostess. The hostess looks us up and down with a stank face. Bitch.

"Name?"

Now for my favorite part. "MK," I say in my most bitchy voice. I watch from the corner of my eye Y/N look at me, confused, before looking back to the hostess, flustered and embarrassed.

"Oh my goodness, I am so sorry, Mar-MK. I didn't recognize you with your sunglasses on and your new friend. Please give me one moment." I watch her squirm and phone someone. I'd be lying if I said I didn't enjoy this.

The hostess ends the call as a waiter dressed in all-white tux approaches.

"Walter will be taking care of the two of you tonight. Once again, MK, I apologize for my ignorance tonight. I hope you and your friend can forgive me." The pleads fall on deaf ears as I pull Y/N to follow Walter to our private table.

I look back at Y/N, who has a face painted with amazement. Everyone in this place screams money, and I feel a little regret bringing Y/N to such a place on the first date. Once we reach our table, I pull a chair out for Y/N. She thanks me as I take a seat opposite her. Before Walter can even ask, I answer. "Red." Walter nods his head and disappears.

"Okay, what the fuck was all of that!" I don't think I've ever heard anyone this giddy before. I smile and explain that I used my sister's name to get us a table here and that fucking with the snobby people is all good fun. Y/N laughs, and it warms my heart to see that after seeing how she was at the park. Walter returns with two glasses and a handpicked bottle of Red.

"For you and your friend."

"Thank you, Walter." I address the man but stare at Y/N as she ogles everything around her. She's so cute.

"I shall be back momentarily." Walter leaves us, allowing my date with Y/N to begin properly.

I grab my glass as Y/N follows suit. "To tonight and everything that comes with it." Y/N and I share a smile as we each take a sip.

Comfortable silence begins to build. I don't mind because it gives me time to get lost thinking about the woman in front of me.

"So, do you just wear those sunglasses all the time, or are you hiding something?" I smirk at her question. "And what if I am hiding something?" She leans in. "Then I'd like for you to share it with me." Okay, Liz, moment of truth. I feel my nerves working their way up my body. Y/N would've known by now. I don't want to brag, but I'm Elizabeth Olsen!

I remove my sunglasses and set them on the table. I look Y/N straight in her eyes. I watch them go from eager to wide. Oh no. This was a mistake. "Wow." Is all Y/N can manage to spurt out of her mouth. I panic. "I know, Y/N! I feel like I should've to-"

"Your eyes." I stop in my tracks. "What Y/N?"

"Your eyes are so beautiful." Is this happening? "I mean, now I can clearly see you. You are so beautiful, Liz, but your eyes are like hiding their own little emerald forest inside them. Wow." I feel the butterflies inside of me multiply.

"Oh my gosh, I'm sorry- I shouldn't-" Y/N's eyes divert to the wine glass and then back to me. "What did Walter put in this?" Y/N asks, taking another sip, causing me to hunch over laughing. "Walter sure knows how to pick them, huh?" I respond, watching Y/N giggle to herself. Okay. So she really has no idea who I am.

"So the whole point of this dinner was to get to know each other. So let's start." I don't want to waste any more time. I want to know Y/N.

"Okay, I'll try not to struggle, but no promises, Liz." Y/N gives a half-hearted smile. She seems to get nervous when attention is shown her way. Or maybe it's just me? "Y/N, I just want you to know tonight is supposed to be fun, so there is no pressure here. Tell me if we get onto a topic you don't feel comfortable with. Okay?" I assure her. Y/N shines me a smile that could light up the world till the end of time. "Thank you, Liz."

"Of course. Let's each take a big sip of this wine, and then I'll ask a question." Without another word, a chug of wine goes down my throat. Y/N once again follows suit.

Part 4

[kuzcoskingdom]

OK so I've been following your blog for almost a year now because I love the Emperor's new groove and thought your posts about it were cool, and I also found the posts about the Emperor's new school intriguing, because it seemed like a good show even though I had not actually seen it before. So this weekend I finally started watching the show and I've gotten to episode 10, and oh boy I love it so much! Even just from the first few minutes of watching the show I was invested because the theme song is so good! And even when I saw her in the posts and saw you talking about how cool she was, I was like Oh yeah Malina seems like a cool character. But now that I'm watching the show I can finally see how cool she truly is! She's amazing I love her so much!

okay so first of all i am SO sorry that it took me forever to answer this omg... i remember seeing it weeks ago and thinking "this is such a nice message to receive, i'll reply as soon as i can" but then so many different things kept getting in the way... anyway though, i actually haven't even had this blog for a whole year yet haha! i started it back in january of this year because i was in the middle of yet another phase of emperor's new groove obsession and i realized that i'd seen active blogs dedicated to all of my other favorite disney movies, but no emperor's new groove blogs, so why not make one myself? and i think i've been seeing you in my notes pretty much since the beginning, so it's awesome that you're still here! i really want to make more gifs of the movie, more gifs of other things related to the franchise (and on that note: i am literally always open to gif requests!), and just more posts in general because there's all kinds of things i'd like to talk about and share on here but life itself keeps getting in my way. i really hope to be more active in the coming year.

i actually have some pretty mixed feelings about the emperor's new school. there are things i love about it and things i really don't, and some of those things i don't love in canon, i've sorta changed in my mind with personal headcanons lol. but i don't feel much need to spread negativity because it's not as if there's a big fandom for it on here in the first place, so i try to just focus on those things i love about it! and one of those things is malina as a character! i love that she's smart, ambitious, curious, empathetic, knows what she wants and what she deserves and doesn't take shit from anyone, and at the same time has her flaws--mainly that she gets too perfectionist and too high-strung and needs someone to help her relax, which is where kuzco can be good for her. i find her to be a surprisingly well-rounded character, for a love interest from a 2000s disney channel cartoon, and i'm glad you're liking her too! if you ever want to share any other thoughts on the show i promise i won't take so long to answer next time LOL.

[stunie]

Hii !! You’re actually so cool omg what and ur writing and allat is to die for MFGGHHE

If ur still doing match-ups, this is how I would describe myself in the best view I can think of LMAOO:

I’m both introverted yet extroverted at the same time: I don’t enjoy socializing and taking part of group activities and such, but people would describe me as ‘easy-going’ and ‘cheerful’, since I try my best to make a good first impression when having to talk to someone lmao. Ofc, when I’m around people I’m comfortable with I tend to be more open with my thoughts and more talkative (I will not hesitate to send a good night message to my friends at 11:59 PM followed by a ‘ride and grind’ in capitals and a whole bunch of stupid ass emojis a minute later at 12 AM). But I get rlly quiet and reserved at times when I’m alone or with family

I will definitely bug ppl I’m close to with annoying questions and LOVE teasing them, and making jokes

I’m multilingual (sort of 😓) and can speak English, Chinese and a bit of Thai. I’m planning on taking up Japanese as a side hobby.

I draw/do art for fun (self taught), and take guitar classes time to time, as well as chess. I’ve been learning kung-fu since I was around 7 or so(?) and the weapons I’m most comfortable with are the spear, fan and Bo staff/stick.

love rainy days and winter, nighttime, flights, sunsets, as well as staying at home, music, tea, and rythm and rpg games

ANWWW THIS WAS SM LONGER THAN I EXPECTED IT TO BE, SO IM SO SO SORRY ☹️☹️ HAVE AN AMAZING DAY AND WISHING U ALL THE BEST‼️‼️

HI NONNIE please i love you so much 😭😭 this sorta is starting to look like a milestone event huh ?! THE ACTUAL EVENT I HAVE PLANNED WILL BE COOLER I SWEAR. wishing u a lovely day too!! i am thinking of ….

TAIGA ??????? !!! the text message part of your ask confirmed it. i think the dynamic here would be so adorable :’) BECAUSE HE JUST GOES ALONG WITH WHATEVER YOU SAY. ie “goodnight taiga” “goodnight!💪” -> cue your good morning text a minute later -> “you’re right! it’s early huh!” HEJSNDNDN MIDDLE PIC BELOW FOR REFERENCE too. bug him with questions except he is thinking really hard and giving you a genuine answer to each one… and the others just watch in amusement. he’s sooo easy to make laugh too :’) it’s just so darn cute. DO YOU KNOW HOW HE WOULD LOOK AT YOU KNOWING YOU’VE DONE KUNG FU SINCE CHILDHOOD? like this -> ✨_✨

[celestie0]

hiiii ellie 👋🏻

just wanna take a moment to let you know how much your writing means to me :') i'm kinda shy about doing this but fuck it, imma do it so here goes nothing lol.

for starters, i'm relatively new to this platform. i was pulled in of course by none other than satoru x reader smut... but what REALLY dialed me in was your stories.

it started with ihm, i love how you write gojo and i live for the bantering 🤭 the characters feel so real and fleshed out, you impressed me right off the bat.

so after that, i found kickoff and girl, i literally BINGE READ the entire series, staying up until like 3 am LOL. i remember laying on my couch, going through all the emotions. kicking my feet, laughing, feeling pain from the angst 😭 looked at the clock and was like oh shit, tomorrow is gonna suck but WORTH IT 🫠

and the thing is... while yes, the smut was amazing (guuuurl especially when i'm ovulating, you have fed us good 😩🤚🏻), it wasn't the main thing driving me to your stories. what really hooked me in was the way you write and how you are able to bring so much emotion to these characters. also, you are reeeeeally good at building up their relationships 😮‍💨

i've said this before but i just want to reiterate that you are the person that encouraged me to start writing on this platform. you seem like overall just a really freaking chill person too, i've always loved your vibes (also we're west coast twins i'm in socal 🫶🏻)

anyways, after starting to write i see how much hard work and effort goes into having this hobby. it really disheartens me to hear about the crap some people say, those people are really selfish and inconsiderate.

you have NO obligation to do this yet here you are, sharing your passion with us, and we are blessed for it 😇

anyways, this kind of became a side tangent... but i guess i just want you to know that the people that are sending rude shit to you and nici are on my list 😤

you are a queen, i hope you are enjoying your trip, and staying healthy. sending you lots of love 💛

hi my love omg i’m so sorry it took me so long to respond to this ask i wanted to have some proper time to respond but i read it when you sent it n it made my whole day seriously!! 🥺💕 you are so so kind

HAHAH i’m so glad you had fun binging kickoff!! that’s a lot to read in one sitting xD hope it didn’t ruin your sleep schedule TOO much skdhfksdjh

thank u sm for your kind words about my writing :”’’’) i spend a manic amt of time daydreaming about my stories n wondering ab my characters n i think i try to value character development n personalities the most so to hear that you are really feeling the emotion to my stories and characters means the world to me fr, and for you to appreciate it like aaaaaa i swear it’s what keeps me going n writing n i want to thank you for help keeping my passion alive <3 ALSO SO GLAD TO HEAR THAT ABOUT THE BUILDING RELATIONSHIPS THING BCI WORRY AB THAT A LOT SO ITS REALLY REASSURING HAHA

yaaaay fellow writer <3 i think it’s so cool how writers kinda domino off one another n we blossom into writers of our own it’s truly amazing feeling to know i inspired someone to write as well!! AND OMG SAME I AM ALSO IN SOCAL!! AAA

ugh yeah. i feel like you don’t really know how difficult it is to write until you start doing it yourself haha. i have gained SUCH large respect for my fave fanfic writers over the past year that i’ve been writing because i realize the dedication it takes, esp something done for free. i do wish some people were nicer, but alas that’s the reality i suppose. AW THANKS FOR LOOKING OUT FOR US <33

you are just SUCH an angel and i can feel the immaculate vibes from you through the screen. ty again sm for this message my love omg :’’) i really needed it. sending you SO much love as well <333

[jazstudios]

I'm so bored

I'm home alone so I am yet again going to send some weird and out-of-the-blue message into your ask box :)

How are you doing this fine night/morning/day

I am tired

Man I want someone to spam my ask box so bad I have never once in my life received an ask

I need to do some sewing

I'm making a cosplay for a convention I'm going to in June

And I'm making a whole cloak by hand

I taught myself how to sew but its actually going surprisingly well :)

I do have to go now but I'll nearly definitely be back tmrw to ramble about the cool stuff I see at the art gallery

OKS BYEEE

Hello again! I'm doing fine, thanks for asking :) I hope you get some rest!

OMG YEAAHHH TELL ME ABT IT!!! Goodluck with sewing the cloak btw :D and i wanna see your cosplay so bad oh my ���

[tarotwithavi]

Hello to my favourite reader. I hope i didn't burden you too much with my bulk orders :)

Okay so first I'll go with the subliminal. When i listened to the subliminal for the first time i got tingling sensation all over my body. And when i affirmed and focused on my eyes they were BURNING. It was very powerful. I still can't listen to it whole day. I guess changing my eye colour would take some time but i noticed my hair are becoming more softer and fuller than before. It's definately powerful and affective.

Starshine reading was very resonating. It's like someone who notice me everyday is telling me stuffs about myself that i didn't notice 🥹. The humble, grounded and taking both genders perspective is something I've learned after being through some painful lessons. It's wonderful how pain transform us into a better person. How we learn so much after losing things and people that are dearest to us. I love my independence and love to share. I also love to make people safe and remind them to chase their dreams. It was a wonderful reading. I guess my negative self talk make me lose sight of who i am but thanks to you i can see myself clearly now.

My moon reading was ✨ interesting ✨. I mean yeah i get ruthless when i actually get angry. Though it takes alot for me to get that angry (or i guess when my ego gets bruised). But yes i do become intimidating when I'm angry. My fs would teach me to be more selfish and cunning and to be honest I can't wait to be like that 😩. I'm tired of being such a pure and selfless person that it's draining me at this point. The letter from ny fs was hilarious, hopeful, sweet and a tiny bit sad ( because we haven't met each other yet it feels like we won't be able to stay away from each other once we do which is kinda good but yet it's sad for me cause I'm such an emotional crybaby) ahem so my fs is very bratty and he's such a tease which is similar to how you said we'll be pulling each other's leg in the previous fs reading. Sometimes i think it's all in my head or like I'm just ignoring my pain through these readings but then you reveal such sweet and tender moments that I can't help but be hopeful for my future and i can do anything i want. So thank you alot for giving me this strength. Thank you for making me hopeful again.

Raven was the reading i was looking forward to the most because i didn't know my psychic abilities until you said so. My dreams are usually intense, vivid and weird but they also come true in 3d to some certain aspects. Like when i look into hindsight some incidents were very similar to my dreams. My dreams also carry crazy but true messages that's why I don't ignore them. Astral travelling is something I'm very interested in. But i do need practice. Healing other people's inner child is something i take pride in doing so. I feel very good after giving people emotional advice. And I'd love to be a guiding light to other people.

Mystical reading was truly mystical. I can't believe i was a female knight like omg i was so cool! And a little secret i wanna share with you is that whenever i was in emotional turmoil i used to daydream myself as a female knight saving a world that was falling apart. I used to daydream like this as a coping mechanism but girl i never imagined that i was an actual FEMALE KNIGHT MYSELF IN MY PAST LIFE 😭. The place i was born in was and is know for romance and people are obsessed going there is pretty much screaming france to me. Everything else was also very interesting. You also told me that my past life reading and saint joan of arc are very similar. I read the whole article after your reading and your testimony that you yourself read the article after doing my reading. There are way too many similarities to even deny anything you've told me in my reading. My honest reaction was crying after reading that article. Like I don't know why but i was crying. Like oh she did so much for the country and at the end she got executed by the enemy and the people she trusted did nothing to help her. It was sad. And I don't know but even if i was such a great and famous person i didn't live a life that could be called happy? Or great? But to be honest everything you said was right there in the article. Like i could see visions by archangel micheal's and people used to call me demonic and my past life's timeline was around 11th to 14th century. These all things are there in history of joan de arc. She died at the age of 19 and I'm reading this at 19. Coincidence, I THINK NOT. To be honest I'm trying my best to deny this but i cannot. It's all so true and factual and the history itself is the evidence that I can't deny this. My past life was pretty much predetermined but I'm grateful that now I'm born in an era where i can do whatever i want and be whoever i choose to become. It was great to know about my heroic past life. Pretty much still can't believe it but I'm trying to 🥹. And thanks to you that i can get to know about past life because without you i wouldn't have even known jeon de arc.

Sending you a warm hug and blessings for the wonderful service you provide with so much care and enthusiasm. I never regret buying any thing from you. I hope you're having a good rest after doing so many readings. Take care as always. Bye

Thank you so much for this detailed feedback. I really appreciate it from the bottom of my heart. You know it's strange because after I finished your reading. I only looked up "female knight" on Google and the article about Saint Joan of Arc came up. Coincidence? I think not.

I already told ya my subliminals are really powerful haha 😆

ONCE AGAIN THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!

[tarnished-butsogrand]

hiii sorry it’s been a while i got caught up with christmas things, but i’m back!

honestly my house is louder than the neighbourhood, just bc there’s 5 of us and a dog, but yeah it’s what i’m used to so i hate complete silence and i also always need some sort of white noise or movie on in the background to relax. better than music even if it sounds like people are just chatting so that’s why walking tours are good. they also make me feel less isolated bc it’s like i’m rly somewhere else! my brother got me a projector for christmas so i’ve been putting walking tours up on the wall which is cool!

yeahh i totally get what u mean. it is rly cool that ppl celebrate things differently and yet all together. that’s one thing i’m grateful for growing up in america, the fact that i have seen and been exposed to so many different cultures, it just changes ur perspective and makes u see the world in a more positive well rounded way i think, to see how different ppl are and yet how similar. we all have different traditions but we all Have traditions, usually involving food and music and being together. and pretty lights. everyone loves pretty lights and i love that about people. :’)

i will def share pics when i come off anon! hopefully i can find some good ones of baked goods. often the cupcakes are demolished before a pic is taken lol but i def have pics of birthday cakes and pies i’ve made. making food is one of the most satisfying things ever. especially when u feed other ppl with it and they love it! hehe i have friends and relatives who are much better bakers too, so i can pass along their advice. i have an amazing oatmeal cookie recipe that my friends gave me that i cherish and will happily share. steam puddings are like….. rly soft cake? and it’s cooked in a pot with steam. so it’s like soft steamy fluffy, texture kind of between a soft cake and a thick mousse, but with flour so more cakey though just rly rly moist. (that was a terrible explanation forgive me hahaha)

ooo u have a twin?? i’m so jealous i’ve always wanted a twin. idk why i just love twins/triplets i always get fixated on stories about them. it feels so special to have someone made at the same time as u. are u guys very similar or different? do u have twin telepathy?

yess i’m very crafty and artistic. i’ve had a few etsy shops and sold at craft fairs, but i tend to start a lot of random projects so i have half finished things just everywhere. are u crafty? haha thank u i’m biased towards my tree too ^-^

omg we grew up with the gingerbread man story too but tbh i also don’t remember the ending…. maybe it’s for the best 😅

yesss it’s the one with jude law! i will def pass down as many things to my kids as possible. this christmas was the first one without my grandma on my dad’s side, and we made her famous truffles together. it’s nice to feel like she’s still with us so i definitely cherish traditions like that.

i had a wonderful holiday thank u!! i don’t have secret santa bc im not currently in school and unemployed 😅😅 but me and my family give each other gifts. i loved all of them but i was rly excited to get fancy perfume this year!! burberry Her and Goddess, my gg (other grandma) ordered them for me after we smelled them in the store together and they were divine. very excited to smell like a fancy lady haha. the best gift i’ve ever given….. hmmm…… i pitched in on a drum set for my dad a couple years back and he cried, he hadn’t had one in years. that one felt pretty special.

gosh i’ve learned how to convert the temperatures so many times and never remember. yes i rly rly miss the snow!! every winter. hopefully this year i’ll end up living somewhere different by next christmas.

hope you’ve had a lovely week 🌸❄️

This is somehow the third time I am typing out this message. 😭 I don't why but I keep losing my messages. Anyway, hellooooo! What are your plans for New Year's? It's already New Year's here, so Happy New Year! Hope this year brings many new blessings in your life!

I am so sorry to hear you haven't been feeling well, hope you feel better now. And I am really, really sorry I have taken so long to reply. I haven't been on here much and on top of that, I got really overwhelmed and kept putting things off, but it was really unfair of me to do so.

Oh, yes, I hate silence with a vengeance! I keep my noisy fan on even in winters to dispel the silence. And I use brown noise to go to sleep. I used to use whale sounds but it was too haunting for me. Do fall asleep to music? A projector is such a great gift! You can turn any room into a movie theatre, provided you have an empty wall. So cool, so cool! Do you like to go out to the movies or do you like to watch them at home?

That line about lights, so true. So true. Yep, it really is a blessing to get to live with people of different countries with different traditions! It's lovely to think about all the people in the world as one big family. 💓

Yes! I cannot wait! Also I am really excited to talk to you off anon too, it's been lovely talking to you! 💖💖💖 Making a birthday cake for a friend is such an amazing gift, actually. It trumps all else. Anything that makes people happy is a wonderful thing, but something that's so crucial to the human experience.... 🌞 Cooking is genuinely a love language in every shape and form. I feel like the steam cake is equivalent to our pressure cooker cake? I don't know much about baking but the way you're describing it, I feel like it could be that. And it's not a terrible explanation at all!!

Hehe, thanks! The most fascinating thing about us is that we don't look alike at all! We are what they call fraternal twins, so it's hard to make out we are sisters, let alone twins. We are very different, but we are very very close to each other. As for telepathy, ummm we often find ourselves thinking the same thing or coming to the same conclusion which is sweet.

Heyy, that's so cool! I would love to see some of the stuff you've made too. 💓💓 The fact that you have etsy shop and have sold at fairs, uff, that's amazing!! What kinds of things do you make? I am not crafty per se, but I taught myself how to crochet (a bit) and I paint, though I am not very good at it. But I love this whole concept of making something with your own hands... I am looking forward to learning embroidery.

I am sorry to hear about your loss, I love that you chose to honour her memory by making her recipe! It's so cool to think that your future generations, will in a way, know your grandmother through you.

I love perfumes! I am kind of lowkey obsessed with the way people smell? Like I love laundry detergent and nice smelling body lotions- the works. What kind of perfume do you like? I hope you enjoy those perfumes... How would you describe their scent? To be honest, I am not that well-equipped to guess at all individual notes of a perfume and stuff like that. I just know what I love hehe. Hey, that's such a sweet story! Is he a rock music fan like you, and has he passed it on to you? Do you know how to play the drums?

It's 9/5 , 5/9 something, I just don't know anymore. 😭😭😭😭

Happy happy new yearrrrrrrrrr friend! Ahhhh, I am so excited to actually talk to you (if that makes sense). Hope this day is beautiful and leads into a beautiful new year, love. Love you loads and loads 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖 I am so grateful to have met you and talked to you.

[1d1195]

HIIIII it’s been a while i’m so sorry i’ve just had a terrible time since i sent my last ask :// summer is soooo kicking my ass but i am trying to persevere !!🫡 LMAO

MAKING HIM TAKE BUZZFEED QUIZZES IS SO SMART OMG I NEED TO TRY THAT !!! he said Steal My Girl 😂😂 lil basic but i can’t blame him it is a bop, we both go crazy when that one comes on

I SAW THE NEWEST UPDATE ON THE my-boyfriend-is-trying-to-be-a-writer-thread and SAMANTHA I CANT WITH YOU LMAOOOOOO this thread is so funny i just love that IT KEEPS GOING dw queen i devoured that 10k traditional chapter as if it were 1k🫡🫡🫡

also queen just wanted to let you know your stories follow me everywhere🥹 saw a framed poster on etsy titled ‘Wildflower Garden’ and it was SOOOOOOOOOO protection coded💔💔 it was a bunch of pretty flowers and it had Sweet Creature lyrics “wherever i go, you bring me home”😭😭 i love them sm he would totally buy it as a present for her on a random tuesday and they would forever hang it up in their home😭 and i saw a video on insta and i was CACKLING😭😭 some girl was talking abt how her dentist had his fingers in her mouth and she said something inappropriate and i was like ‘this is basically the plot of chapter 2 of Toothpaste’ HAHAHAHAH

i saw you posted Most and it looks SOOOO interesting but i really can’t lie im scared to read it cause everyone and their MOTHER are in your inbox hating on some bitch named lauren ??? i don’t know her AND I DONT NEED TO TO KNOW THAT IM NOT GONNA LIKE HER EITHER😭😭 THE PEOPLE HAVE SPOKEN !!! once u post part 2 i’ll def read it🙂‍↕️🤞

I STARTED LOVE AND OTHER WORDS LAST NIGHT ??? I ALREADY LOVE IT i’m barely a hundred pages in and i’m soooo invested in their story. what gets me is homegirl KNOWS he’s the love of her life and HE KNOWS IT TOO ?? and i’m just sitting here like “make out already ???🤨” HAHAHAHA but i know it’s not that easy😔 but i will defff let you know what i think as i read some more

idk if im stupid or what but i had NO clue Christina Lauren was TWO PEOPLE AHAHAHAHAH i opened the back cover of the book and i was like😦😦 ive seen SOOO many people talk about and recommending their books yet i never knew that ?😭 i think co-writing books with your bestie is SOOO amazing omg

HOW ARE YOUUUU ?? I MISS YOU SO MUCH 💕💕 catch me up on everything, big or small it doesn’t matter 🫶🫶🫶

~🎶

Oh no! I'm so sorry to hear you weren't doing well! I hope everything is okay, feel free to vent if you need to 💕 I'm so happy to hear from you, but don't feel bad about late replies, I'm happy to hear from you at all 💕

Steal My Girl reminds me of fall (the whole album does) but that was my favorite of their first song album drops. It really fit the vibe. The music video always makes me laugh. I never knew I needed to see Louis with a chimp until then 😭 A LITTLE BASIC. I'm SCREAMING. Good for him though, I don't think that's an obvious choice for casual listeners. I love it!

HAHAHAHAHA I feel like I'm truly living a double agent life. I feel a little bad but I will never tell him. He'll live without knowing. You're so kind 😭 10k of Harry being sick is usually where I start rereading Traditional. I don't think I've reread parts 1-5 since like maybe a week after I wrote them 😂

Omg that's so cute 😭 I think about that a lot, if my writing pops up in people's lives. Someone a while back sent a message that their parents got a new washer and dryer and her mom tested it with like one sock and it made her think about Love and Dryer Sheets and I just thought that was so cool 😭 I LOVE the idea of her buying the poster for her on a random Tuesday. I feel like Toothpaste is going to be simultaneously the most relatable one and least relatable one as idk if I know any hot dentists 😭 but that's really funny nonetheless!

I think I remember you telling me that you don't like to read unfinished stories? I think you did it with Dolcezza maybe; no worries either way. But knowing that, you may want to sit this one out until I get like part 2 AND 3 posted? I feel like I'm going to get "SAMANTHA -🎶" in my inbox and nothing else if you read it before it's done 😂 But yes, we HATE Lauren here. But of course I want you to read it when you have time/want to 💕 I would love to hear your thoughts!

I'm so happy you're loving it! MAKE OUT ALREADY LITERALLY. I just loved their story so so much he's so in love with her I cannot. It gets a little deeper but it hooked me so fast I couldn't put it down. I think I read it in one day.

YES. I forget how I figured it out, if I also read the back cover or if I was googling them or something idk. But it's SO cool they write together! I wish I had a writing bestie to do that with, but anyway!

I'm doing well! I think when we last chatted I was STRESSED™ over everything and now I'm MUCH less stressed thankfully. I'm really not doing a whole lot these days. Just trying to enjoy the summer even though the weather is crappy af lately. Too hot to breathe one day and then raining off and on for hours. Can't do anything outside. I made a yummy pasta dish for dinner last night and other than that, my life is pretty boring.

I hope you're doing better, I've missed you so much as well! I hope that things calm and settle for you so you can relax and enjoy 💕

xoxo

[os2warp]

a month or so ago, a person i haven't talked to in years because they moved to california in like 2015 just randomly messaged me out of nowhere and i quote "I’ve always thought you were/are cool as fuck" they recently moved back to atlanta. last night that same person messaged me "I wanna go to this show at 529 tonorrow do you wanna go too"

is he flirting with me??? did he just ask me out???

i responded simply "what show" and haven't heard back yet.

also the message was in response to an instagram story pic i took of a possum in the dog food bag. the response could have been a confusing joke, implying the possum in the dogfood bag is the show at 529 tomorrow.

i kinda always assumed he were straight but I am reminded of one time many years ago in like 2012 i was at a show at their house and they said they had something in their room they wanted to show me i thought omg is he gonna pull his dick out but it was a poster of some kind (wrestling something maybe? cant really remember the specifics) that was drawn by and autographed by someone who worked on (i want to say) adventure time. not sure why he thought i would think that was cool but he singled me out to show it to me

has this dude always had a crush on me and just decided to act on it now that hes moved back to atlanta and a lot of the people he knew before have moved away? or does he just want to be normal friends because a lot of his friends from before he moved away dont live here anymore.

[davidpwilson2564]

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Wednesday, July 5, 2023

The heat wave continues.

I have washed a white shirt for tomorrow's night's gig.

DeBlasio and his wife have decided that, though continuing to live in the same house, they will "see other people." OMG. I know, this sort of thing happens, after the kids are grown. But...they are both so (cough) unattractive.

Go on shopping spree. Get a new vacuum cleaner. So much dirt to chase away. I have not yet removed it from the box.

Thursday, July 6, 2023

A man from Washington state, living in his van, heavily armed, relying on Trump's social media, was found in Obama's neighborhood. Trump put out Obama's address. The Washinton man, named Taranto, seems quite out of it. He was around for Jan 6 and is facing charges. Like so many of these misfits, he was caught on tape. He's now cooling his heels in jail. One less crazy man MAGA guy off the street. Trump's messaging could easily get someone killed.

The heat wave continues. Outside my window the sound of pneumatic drills. Poor guys, having to work in this heat.

The packing of gear to go up to Scarsdale. Take a later train but am careful to get to the track early. The rush hour trains are crowded and some people have to stand. I would hate that. The train gets me up there in plenty of time and I hang out at the local Starbucks, enjoying the a c.

The concert goes okay. Well attended. And the bugs don't seem to bite much. It might have helped to look at this music (I took it home with me) but I simply...couldn't. I got through it and resolved to do better next time. If I discover I no longer enjoy this sort of thing (well, I like seeing some friends) I will give it up.

Apropos of very little: The conductor (surprise) gives me a bow. We go back a long way. (I may be the oldest person on the gig.)

Later: I feel much better. Like a lot of things: it feel so good when you stop. I will do better.

[himbo-buckley]

I'm crying, Oliver agrees that Buck probably has ADHD. Not quite canon but at least canon-adjacent

I‘m so happy 💕💕💕

Congrats to all of us 😍😭

I know it‘s not canon canon but it counts okay, it counts for something!!!

[himbo-buckley]

Guess who is coming back to clown with ya‘ll after all, guys???

WE WON ITS THE ALADDIN GUY!!!!

Holy mother of god, I am not okay, I -

I am too bisexual for this!!!!

Does Tim want to kill me??? Is this the masterplan!?!?

Thank you for these news, Elisa, I will now log off to have a mental breakdown!!!

[marichat-verse]

Group Chat: Jason's girlfriend

Heyyy long time no write. It's been a while since I've fully written something and i still have drafts but here's a little shitpost i came up with because my dispensing exam is finally done (and I'm happy cause i got the 2nd highest score).

It's just off the top of my head so i hope y'all don't come after me too hard. Also i initially personalized this for me but eh what the hell, here you go.

Indented lines are in your perspective

DEMIS 🧡💜

______________________________

Piper

I'm sorry but are we going to talk about the fact that Jason says "my girlfriend" on his bio??

Leo

Hol up

WAT

Jason

Guys

Leo

Jason

You have a GIRLFRIEND???

Jason

I'd really not rather talk about this right now :(

Why not? I hear she's cute :>

Jason

Really, y/n?

Piper

Who is sheee D:

Do we know her?

When will we know her?

How did you guys meet?

Annabeth

Ok pipes chill, give the guy some space

Percy

But also

Who is she 👀

Jason

PERCY >:

Will

How do we not know this?

Nico do we know this?

Nico

No

Shame man

Jason

REALLY WILL AND NICO??

U guys are like, the first ones who knew

Percy

Uhh i thought that was me n annabeth

Annabeth

🤦🏼‍♀️

Piper

I'm sorry but AM I THE ONLY ONE WHO DOESN'T KNOW?

Leo

Don't forget me pipes

Hazel

And me

Frank

Ngl i thought you and jason were still dating

Piper

Nah we broke up almost a year ago

We didn't really make a big deal of it

Frank

Oh, okay

Leo

@Reyna hermana are you seeing this?

Reyna

Uhh yeah?

In anticipation of your question, I had no idea that Jason was dating someone else

Piper

Y/n?

What

Piper

You know about this?

Jason's gf thing?

Yeah, i do

Jason

Wow, gf thing? Really?

Piper

Omgs sooo?

Sooo what?

Piper

Wellll who is she?

No comment

Leo

Oh come on D: pleaaase y/n

Is this because you're still mad at me

Gods leo not everything is about you

Leo

Right, sorry

Anyway, fine

Yes, i know her

No, i won't tell you who she is

Piper

Cool cool cool cool cool cool cool no doubt no doubt

Not hurt at all at the fact that leo and i are the only ones not involved on this information ig

Frank

And frank

Hazel

And me

Reyna

Me too

Frank

Ok hang on just a recap

Percy, Annabeth, y/n, Will and Nico know

Me, Reyna, Hazel, Piper, Leo don't?

Pretty much, yeah

That's pretty evened out i wouldn't be mad by those statistics

Jason

We just got this group chat and the first thing we do is hyperfixate on my love life?

Pretty intriguing if you ask me 🧐

Piper

(2)

Leo

(3)

Frank

(4)

Hazel

No idea what's going on but i guess I'll say (5)?

YES OMGS HAZEL YOU'RE LEARNING

I'm so proud

*wipes away fake tears except they're real because i can cry on queue*

Will

Wow, not so subtle there

I'm talented an i know it william 😌

Jason

*Message unsent*

Piper

HOLY SHII WHAT WAS THAT??

JASON WAT U SENT?

Leo

What the heck is going on?

Jason

Nothing D:

Piper

I think jason may have sent something meant for his gf but he removed it before i even saw it

Booooo

Resend!! D:

Jason

Y/n what are you even complaining about anyway :((

You already know

I know it's just fun to antagonize you

Hehe

Jason

You're mean

Frank

👀

*Insert anime butterfly meme caption: is this playful banter?*

Yes children

Give in to the meme culture

Jason

Should i be concerned about this

Please this is basic level meme culture

Y'all are yet to dive in to the random screenshots and emoji memes and revisiting 90s-00s cartoons

These are the classic popular ones

Jason

How the heck do you know so much about memes?

Percy

Counterargument

How the heck do you NOT know so much about memes?

Also quick survey but how do you guys pronounce memes

Hazel

Uhh, mee-mees?

Nico

^^ what she said

Omg i am trying so hard not laugh at Nico's response right now

Please stop me

Nico

Uhh what?

Will

It kinda sounds like you said "that's what she said" without the "that's"

Nico

And that's funny because

Annabeth

It's like a verbal meme for when someone says an accidental innuendo

See even annabeth is hooked on the meme culture

Annabeth

Percy's my boyfriend and you're his sister, plus your my friend

How can i not know this

Touché

Anyway, we have strayed from the topic at hand

Jason's unsent message

Jason

Y/N!!

Leo

Why are you being so elusive about your girlfriend jase?

Jason

Please don't call me Jase

My girlfriend calls me that

Piper

👀

Leo

👀

Frank

👀

Nico

👀

See, emoji memes

Hazel

Okay but don't you want everyone else to know how great she is and how much you love her?

Jason

I do but

I don't know, it feels kinda early

You're honor, let the record show that this boy has been dating his girlfriend for 5 months now

Jason

You're so mean to me :(

And yet you love me

Piper

HLOY--

HWAT????????

Leo

DO MY EYES DECEIVE ME OR???

Jason

Nice going y/n ):

What, can't two friends love each other platonically?

Will

Smooth

Leo

EXCUSE ME

BUT

Piper

I'm sorry BACKTRACJ PLEASE

Leo

ARE JASON AND Y/N DATING?????

Percy

👀

Annabeth

👀

Reyna

The timeline makes sense

Will

👀

Nico

👀

Why does everything about love have to be romantic

Why can't i just love my friends without being judged D:

Frank

That was a little random tho

Have i really never said before how much i love you guys

I mean really

Is it really THAT random?

Piper

She has a point

She's very affectionate

Thank you piper for validating my affection

But even if i hypothetically were dating jason would it really be so bad

Frank

Sooo you're like what, extra affectionate to jason

I'm just naturally affectionate, Frank D:

Piper

Gurl are you and jason dating or what

What do you think?

Leo

I think that I'm getting mixed signals here

Haha that's what Jason told me before we started dating

Piper

HOLY SHIT

Leo

AND THERE IT IS

Jason

Are u guys happy now

Honestly i would've expected you to be happier, Jase

Or can i not call you Jase cos that's reserved for your girlfriend 👀

Jason

You ARE my girlfriend D:

And i am happy :>

See, i taught him how to use that smiley

The :) smiley is too passive aggressive

Percy

See @Annabeth i told you that's the passive aggressive smiley

I don't make the rules

Annabeth

Okay fine, seaweed brain, i trust u

Aww look at that, they're being adorable

Jason

As adorable as us?

No we just did a big reveal no one can top that adorableness today 😌

Nico

Ok stop it you all are being too cutesy

Will

Oh please you're one to talk

Leo

In all seriousness tho, I'm really happy for you guys

And I'm just happy y/n and i are friends again

What do you mean again

This is the first time we've been just friends

Leo

So we weren't ever friends before?

No, we started dating-ish when you arrived so that's not "just friends"

Then we broke up and we weren't talking

And now we really are just friends

Leo

Wow, you make friendship sound complicated

Either way im just happy that we're okay

Piper

Yeah, I'm glad Jason is with you

You can finally knock some rebelliousness into him

Believe me, I'm trying

Reyna

Is he finally done being everyone's golden boy

Frank

Is he finally done trying to please everyone

Well he hasn't stopped pleasing me that's for sure 😏👀

Will

OH MY GODS HAHAHAHAHHDHSHSSH

Jason

I am both pleased and uncomfortable at where this conversation is going

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