#omg i cant believe we did this at a pride event too

[quillandrapier]

I heard yall like beads

matching bracelets with your best enemy @lostspacestark

(p.s. it glows in the dark)

[hanafubukki]

😭 Warning: theorizing about diasomnia makes most of my thoughts messy and inconsistent. After rereading, I added my additional thoughts to stuff and organized it by color, sorry if nothing makes sense!! Also sorry that it’s long, got carried away yikes.

SO I NEVER EVEN NOTICED THE SYMBOLS LIKE THAT??? Silver and his symbol, the parallels of Sebek and Silver, like wow the brainmeats are working overtime ���� Parallels from how they act to the way they trained to even their own beings! However let me explore something too. Going with symbols, doesn’t Sebek’s look like lightning bolts? And didn’t lightning strike every time Maleficent was angry?? After the curse, didn’t she make the world dark and stormy??? I think Sebek is team Malleus no matter what, literally following him to the ends of time despite knowing how wrong it is. I think his loyalty could potentially fuel the ob…? And I definitely think his loyalty makes him all the more manipulable 😔

(Omg the way they trained?! What do you normally use against a sword?? A SHIELD!!!! SILVER VS SEBEK, UH HELLO?? Doesn’t have to be physical either, could be a battle of their morals too!)

As the only human, he may feel more responsibility to protect all humanity. Silver’s origins can go in many ways but I’m leaning towards betrayal 👀 Why and how did Lilia take this…sleeping beauty…and raise him as a protector to the future king? Does he really love him, or was it all an act? Did Lilia know something like this would happen? If everyone sees a normal human working with fae, would that make the humans more inclined to submit? THESE ARE THE QUESTIONS! Like how do we know that the Lilia we see…is the real Lilia? His mask is freaking thicker than Jamil’s!

(As half-human, it isn’t unlikely for Sebek to switch sides to protect humanity like I think for Silver however that would include coming to terms with his other genes and he doesn’t exactly seem willing yet…him and his self-identity is truly what I look forward to when book 7 comes to Eng)

(Like Kalim played the role of Aladdin and the Sultan, I think Silver will play both Aurora and Philip)

And don’t get me started on Malleus. This pisses people off but I truly think he is innocent and/or naive. Just not in the same way as Kalim. He’s also snarky and mischievous, prideful and challenging. But pouting because nobody invited you somewhere, despite you not showing any interest…? Seems a bit much? You can’t expect people to know what you want and how you feel…so maybe he’s also greedy, due to upbringing and royal expectations? Honestly thinking of Malleus is hard…

Diasomnia as a whole is hard, especially since we now know that the devs will hide literally any form of hint in even the smallest of cracks 😂

Don’t be sorry, Anonie! Please! Get carried off as much as you want 🙌 I always welcome it especially if it’s diasomnia content 👏💙 (I also just got carried away as you will see lolol)

YES ANONIE YES!! The parallels between Silver and Sebek just has me screaming!! and with book 7 coming soon, it seems that the recent merch they are releasing have been showing more and more of the parallels between them even more and I cant help but wonder if they are doing it on purpose or not but either way my brain is just ahhhhhhhh everytime I think about it.

the count down pictures show the thorns connected between the knights and I just omg I have so much to say but at the same time all I can do it scream. then you have the Halloween wafer merch which have them mirroring again and I believe the last pictures are stickers and instead of their usually symbols they HAVE A THREAD CONNECTING THEM. A THREAD. SILVER HAS A  SPOOL OF THREAD AND SEBEK HAS THE SPINNING WHEEL.

When you think of their personalities too, they are similar and yet kind of opposite? 

YES ANONIE I forgot about that scene with thunder in Sleeping Beauty! and you know what? that whole thunder aspect actually came into play (or more of a sneak peek in a recent JP event!) so you mentioning that just had me *spinning in excitement*  I do agree that Sebek is loyal no matter what to malleus and that he can be somewhat manipulated because of it. But I think, as we see he is constantly thinking about his human and fae half. and I think his outlook on humans and that part of him will play a huge role in his “rebellion’ against malleus as we have seen with all first years. at one point, knights have to decide for themselves what they believe in and why they are loyal and if the lord they follow stick true to why they followed them initially. Lords can also learn from those they command over and I think malleus needs that.

(YES SEBEK VS SILVER WOULD BE A EPIC BATTLE like I can see one or the other knocking some sense into the other. they were raised and trained together right? of course they would clash eventually and I believe they have much to learn from the other too. they might both serve malleus and Lilia but we haven't seen the reasons why and I would love to know) 

(we really know barely anything about diasomnia T_T or faes )

(we really know barely anything about diasomnia T_T or faes )

Sebek’s character development and identity crises is what I look forward to in book 7. I cant wait to see what role Silver does play in book 7 since he is the sword of Philip and sleeping beauty. I feel like his UM will play a big role too) 

(ALSO ANONIE, THIS IS A BIT OUT OF TOPIC BUT THE PARALLELS SILVER AND MC HAS IS ALWAYS SO 👌👌👌 I JUST CANT DKJJFJKFJKD)

I know alot of people has a love or hate when it comes to Malleus. but I think every character has their weakness and strengths and we should not judge others for their point of view and wether they like them or not. I wouldn't say malleus is without his faults but I also wouldn’t say that everything he does is wrong. 

Malleus is royalty. He was raised without parents (possibly), protected at all costs, basically sheltered, and feared because of his powers. so of course, he doesn't know much when it comes to social interactions. plus if you add on the fact that the Valley of Thorns is still “stuck in the past” probably adds onto his social interaction issues. Lilia and malleus has mentioned before that time runs different for the fae so its difficult for them to keep track of everything and that's why he forgets about meets and such and I believe he is also young in terms of fae standards so he hasn't fully adapted. no one really goes out of thier way of inviting him either so of course it just makes him all the more lonely and seeking friendships and support in ways he can. 

but Malleus also knows what's expected of him. he is royalty so he won't cause any problems that will disgrace him or his family hence him scolding sebek over leona and why he didn't attend the whole Eliza spectacle in ghost marriage.

but he is also young and he is learning and of course he has his mischievous streak too. but its a two way street so he needs to also learn to get along with others but at the same time people need to interact with him (he also needs to be less...closed off from everyone? since diasomnia is so secluded from everyone but we can see that possible in events from the Arab niyya event but that doesnt count main story wise but we do see it as a possibility that he can go out and have fun and mingle ...if given the chance, but good luck with that since this is NRC and everyone is emotionally constipated 🤣😅) 

Anonie, I am ready to fight the devs at this point. not only are they hiding every single diasomnia content in cracks but they barely give us anything! Please! its been two years! give us a crumb. 

[brianprobablywill]

hi! I just wanted to say how much I respect you omg, I cant believe you do this for free wow I hate to ask to much of you because of all the lovely things I've read from you but can I get a little headcanon of ben or joe as your date at a friend's wedding and just cute and romantic but I never want to to feel pressured or that you "have" too write this ok? take care of yourself hon

hhh thank you so much!! i enjoy writing a lot and i’m so happy there are people out there who enjoy reading what i write! i love you, dear anon! here ya go, i hope this is what you wanted!

this is joe x reader

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After the first time, you promised yourself you won’t land yourself in this situation again.

When you’d asked Joe to be your date to your friend’s wedding, you’d only expected him to be around for a couple of dances and help you out with nosy friends. But he was by your side constantly, hand on your back, making sure you were having a good time and talking to your friends as politely as you could imagine.  

But this time, Joe had asked you. And you couldn’t say no. 

The way he’d played with his fingers when he approached you, and the way he bit his lower lip while he waited for you to respond made it impossible for you to deny him. And honestly, the way Joe squeezed you into a hug when you said yes made you feel like it was worth it already. 

Picking out a dress was an awful process. You just couldn’t find one. So Joe insisted on coming with you to buy a new dress, and made sure to gas you up when you tried them on and showed him. When you finally landed on one -- a midi dress with flowers on it -- Joe made sure you knew how beautiful he thought you looked. 

You’d been standing outside your house for five minutes, waiting for Joe to come pick you up. When Joe finally did show up, instead of waiting for you to climb into the car, he got out himself, walking up to you. 

His tuxedo looked wonderful on him.

“Hey,” he breathed out, “You look so beautiful.”

“Thanks, Joey.” You giggled. “Shall we get going?”

The car ride was silent for the first half. It was only when you commented on the silence that Joe let you connect your phone to the car and use spotify to play some music. It was only when you and Joe started singing duets together that it started feeling like, yeah, you were spending time with your best friend.

The wedding was beautiful. Joe’s roommate from college was getting married, and Joe was one of the groomsmen. You’d be lying if you said you didn’t have your eyes on Joe for a large part of the ceremony. 

It was only when the bride and groom took to the dance floor for their first dance that Joe came back to you. He’d spent the time socialising, catching up with old friends and acquaintances, and you’d admired his extroversion from your seat at the bar. 

“Sorry to keep you sitting here,” Joe apologised when he sat down next to you, casually putting his hand on top of yours. 

“No worries,” you said after you downed the remains of your drink. “I enjoyed myself.”

“Yeah?” Joe smiled, coking his head to the side, “How so?”

“Oh, just watching you. And the bride and groom. Them, mostly. You not so much.”

“Huh,” Joe smirked. By this time, a few other couples had started to dance. After taking a look towards them, Joe asked, “Wanna dance?”

“Eh.” 

“Oh, come on!” Joe huffed. He stood up from his stool, grabbing your hand and pulling you along with him.

You didn’t really have a chance to protest as Joe chose a spot on the dance floor for the both of you. You only stood passively as Joe wrapped one of his arms around your waist, using the other to grab yours. “This’ll be fun, Y/N,” he said as he began to sway, boring his eyes into yours.

You nodded, curling your arm tighter around his shoulder. “Definitely.”

“Wow, sarcastic much?”

“No, I mean it!” You shook your head. “Everything’s fun with you,” you said, dropping your voice.

“It is?” Joe beamed, standing up straighter.

“Yeah. Of course it is.”

After dancing quietly for a couple of moments, Joe spoke up. “Can I ask you something?” He went on when you nodded, “Why didn’t you want to dance with me?”

“What? When?” You asked, getting a little closer to Joe to hear him better. 

“Right now. You didn’t want to dance with me.”

“Oh, that’s- you know- we’re not, you know?”

Joe bit on his bottom lip, and looking at his expression, you were afraid you’d upset him. “We’re not what? I don’t know.”

“A couple,” you whispered, your vision trained on your and Joe’s feet that were moving back in forth in tiny steps. 

“Oh,” Joe said. He let go of your hand, instead wrapping it around your waist, pulling you tighter into him. You interlaced your fingers behind his neck, letting your forehead fall to his chest. 

Your heart was beating so fast. This was what had been bugging you for so long. You and Joe were not a couple. You were going to weddings and events as each other’s plus-ones, and you were just tired of all the pretending. It hurt to fake it.

And yet as these thoughts raced through your mind, your body was as close to Joe’s as possible, and you couldn’t feel more comfortable if you tried. Joe’s cheek was pressed to the side of your head, and you could hear his shallow breaths.

“I don’t care that we’re not a couple,” Joe whispered, right into your ear. 

“What?”

“I don’t care,” he said again, tightening his arms around you even further, which you didn’t think was possible. 

“I care, Joey. I don’t want to… I don’t want to pretend.” 

“Let’s not pretend.”

What?

When you tried to pull away to get a look at Joe’s face, Joe once again pulled you closer to him, not ready to let go. “Let’s not pretend, okay?”

“It’s not- you’re- what, Joe?”

“I want us to be a couple.” His voice trembled, almost like he was afraid. 

“We have to talk about this,” you finally said, dropping one hand to his lower back. 

“Let’s talk after this. I’ll take you out to ice cream.”

“Like a date?”

“Whatever.” 

You could tell Joe didn’t want to use his words. Maybe looking at your face and hearing you talk would help things out. 

“Okay. Whatever. Let’s go for ice cream, Joey.

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[allforthecourtt]

rereading aftg with my dumbass opinions pt. 2 (tfc chapters 6-10)

pt. 1 | pt. 2 | pt. 3

look guys! its the highly unanticipated continuation of my reread of aftg!

chapter 6 (aka. meet this MESS of a team)

“My mother's family is French." It was a lie that probably had his British mother rolling over in her sandy grave.”

neil really never misses an opportunity to remind readers that he fucking buried his mom on the beach huh?

“A liar who practices occasional honesty. Clever. Keeps people guessing. Very effective. I would know. I do it myself, you see. Come on, then. After you.”

have i mentioned how entertaining high andrew is? because he’s funny as hell

also rereading these are fun because Nora is incredible at foreshadowing just sayin

“Neil automatically reached for his seatbelt, but one of the brothers was sitting on it.”

how neil would be in the back of the cousins’ car if they let him:

“You?" Neil said. "You can't." Andrew's smile curved wider. "Ohhh, that sounds like a challenge. Mother may I?" "Your mother's dead. I don't think she cares what you do.”

HO HO HOLY SHIT NEIL

“Starting a fight was too out of character for who he portrayed "Neil” to be, though.”

“Consider this your official invite, you suicidal wretch. I'm bringing you to Columbia with us this Friday.”

awe suicidal wretch... glad they’re starting those pet names early

“I don't drink or dance," Neil said.

andrew: i kno u can

“Kevin doesn't dance anymore”

anymore? ANYMORE??? release the cursed events that led to him not dancing anymore Nora im begging you

“Are you bleeding anywhere?" Matt asked. "Nowhere vital," Neil said.

gskjgnsak god i stan this little asshole so much

“She said it gently, with the hint of a smile on her face, but Neil still felt the rebuke. It was subtler but somehow deadlier”

have i mentioned how gay i am for renee? because im very gay for renee

“Allison looked ready for a photo shoot with perfect platinum curls, spiked heels, and a skintight dress.”

im also gay for allison ngl

“I can move if you want to sit here," Neil said. "No, this is fine." She smiled, but it had a smug edge to it, probably because Seth was glaring at them like he could kill them with willpower alone. ”

lol remember how neil doesn’t think he’s attractive and yet in 0.1 seconds after meeting him allison is like “yes this idiot is hot enough to piss off the other idiot im dating”

“Personal favorite was when someone told the police we were running a meth lab out of the dorm," Dan said sourly. "Police raids are awesome.”

no offence dan but that’s fucking hilarious omg

that’s kind of like the time my residence floor had to get evacuated bc some kids hotboxed their dorm room

god i love uni

“The death threats were creative, though," Nicky said. "Maybe this time they'll follow through and actually kill one of us. Let's vote. I nominate Seth.”

pfffffttttt i love Nicky omg

also hahahahahah foreshadowing!

“It'll be fine," Andrew said. "I promised, didn't I? Don't you believe me?" It took a while, but at last Kevin visibly relaxed. ”

again this is why i thought they were fucking for like the better part of the first two books

“The dead look Kevin turned on Andrew today was the same look Neil saw in his reflection. When Neil stopped acting, when he stopped worrying about who was watching, when he let go of the lies that kept him alive, that was the only expression he could make.”

it’s fine i didnt need a heart anyways

this kid is 18 hes A BABY

the first time i read this i was 18 too and like jfc i was a BABY at 18 and so i neil

“One of us has to make it, Mom." It wasn't going to be Neil. It was obvious he was too stupid to survive without his mother if he let himself get into messes like this. But maybe Kevin could do it.”

sorry let me just wipe my TEARS off my fucking laptop neil honey what the fuck

“He felt distant as he watched them walk in. Maybe he was already dying, his stupid soul fading from his short body in preparation for a brutal end.”

neil we get it you have depression (me too bitch u aint special)

“Fuck running," Seth said.

now that’s a whole ass mood

“he didn't know how Renee could smile so warmly when she was speaking to Andrew.”

haha bitch just wait

“when he slept, he dreamed of his father waiting for him on the Foxhole Court.”

remember how at the end of the series his father is waiting on the court but neil wins??? god we love good storytelling

this is such a fucking wild chapter

could you imagine? coming back from the summer and your first introduction to this amateur from arizona is this neil josten level of sass? because i’d probably kill him

first years are bad enough but first years who dont care about other people’s opinions? the fucking worst

chapter 7 (aka. neil does NOT have a fun night out)

“It seemed Allison and Seth didn't believe in middle ground: either they were slinging vile insults at each other or they were making out in the locker room regardless of whoever might be around.”

that’s just how the straights are

“It reminded Neil a little of Allison and Seth, except without the desperate sexual undertones.”

i’ll just leave this gem of a line here

“His teammates held so little regard for him he didn't even have the dubious honor of being dead last.”

neil shading himself is actually hilarious how relatable

“Neil watched him do it, trying to remember the last time someone gave him a gift and coming up blank. That his first one should be from Andrew was unsettling.”

i actually love the fact that andrew bought him clothes so early on like andrew your gay is showing

“Neil debated how much damage the thick heels of his new boots would do against Andrew's face and liked what his mind came up with.”

i thank god everyday that these books are neil’s pov

“Andrew gave Neil another slow once-over and let go. "We're going.”

^andrew seeing neil w/o contacts (aka. the ‘i can’t think straight’ vine)

“Most of the men wore leather, half the women had corsets, and a good number of both genders were covered in buckles and chains.”

this... is a... gay bar

“Andrew saluted the bouncers on his way by and led the way into the club, bypassing the line entirely.”

i always forget the drinking age in the us is 21 but like this bar really dont care about their liquor license AT ALL lmao

“You think Kevin would risk his future over a night out at the club?" "What future?" Neil asked.”

WOW NEIL WAY TO BE A BITCH

“Neil hadn't seen Aaron get up, but he was waiting behind Neil when Andrew let go. Neil reached for Andrew with lethal intent, but Aaron grabbed the back of his chair and pulled hard enough to topple it over.”

why are the twins literally this gif:

real talk nicky kissing neil like that is horrible and really reflects poorly on nicky as a character

andrew for this entire chapter:

chapter 8 (aka. a hitchhiker’s guide to lying about your identity)

“I don't know how your conversation with Andrew went, but it didn't end well. Rumor has it you paid a busboy a hundred bucks to knock you out. Way to cut our night short.”

this is probably my favourite thing neil does in the entire series ngl

“Wymack grabbed his elbow and hauled him inside. He slowed just long enough to slam the door behind Neil. "Are you stupid or just crazy? Do you have any idea what could have happened to you between here and there? What were you thinking?”

Why does Wymack literally sound like my father?

foxes: daddy?

wymack: DO I LOOK LIKE

follow up:

kevin: daddy?

wymack: uh yeah

“I don't know what the beef is between you two, but it ends here and now.”

Wymack @ neil: tell your boyfriend, if he says he’s got beef that your a vegetarian and your not fucking scared of him

“Then correct me." "Give me a reason." "Besides the obvious?" Andrew said. "If I can't get an answer from you, I'll get it wherever I can.”

andrew:

“I'm—" Neil didn't want to say it, but the word was already there, broken and pathetic between them, "—nothing. I'll always have and be nothing.”

“He wondered for a moment if Andrew could handle the entire truth so calmly, but that was too dangerous and stupid to consider.”

“Hope was a dangerous, disquieting thing, but he thought perhaps he liked it.”

this is such a good fucking line like i am shooketh

chapter 9 (aka. neil is, like, really horny for exy)

“Are you stupid?" Seth asked. "Yeah," Neil said.”

what a fuckin MOOD

“Neil had almost forgotten why he liked Exy so much. He did his best at practices but these days he worked mostly to keep his teammates off his back. As Neil surveyed Kevin's damage, he finally felt inspired again. On its heels was a hungry, desperate rush.”

“Seth made as if to throw his beer at Neil. "His life is not more important than mine just because he's more talented.”

sometimes i really wish seth was actually given a chance to have some character development

“ "Maybe you're not as stupid as I thought." "Maybe I am," Neil said”

another big fucking MOOD

chapter 10 (aka. shocking: university is hard :/ )

“It's fun telling Kevin no," Andrew said with a wicked grin.”

why is andrew like this omg

betsy probably was like just looking for a chill job and was like “oh cool uni students? ill have to deal with like a lot of anxiety, sexual tension, depression and like confusion about the future, not to bad” but NOPE welcome to the fucking MAFIA WARS

“That wasn't so bad, was it? Andrew was convinced it would be a disaster. He put money on you hating Betsy." "Did you bet against him?" "Yes," Renee said. "It was a private bet between the two of us.”

“I hope you didn't lose much," Neil said.”

god why is he such an asshole at every opportunity i love him

“I can take care of myself," Neil said. "Watch me beam with pride.”

wymack is the best father in the world and you cant convince me otherwise

“There was one for every fall team with schedules printed on each. Neil kept the Exy one, tossed the rest into the trash, and buried his magnet deep in his pocket where he didn't have to look at the dates.”

neil “i only care about exy” josten strikes again with his great school spirit

“Palmetto State was facing Edgar Allan on Friday, October 13th”

that’s such a cliche and i love it

“He detoured around students toward one of Palmetto State's three dining halls. Two were for the general student body. The third was for athletes only”

lmao my school literally has one dining hall and it couldnt give less of a fuck what type of student they’re selling food too as long as they’ll pay $15 for chicken fingers

what kind of money does palmetto state fuckin have

like i get us tuition is a lot but jesus so’s mine and my school couldn’t be less fucked

“It was only the first day of school and he already had three assignments: a short paper, a fifty-page chapter to read, and a page of questions about said chapter. Neil debated for a minute as to which one sounded least painful. Five minutes later he was still uninspired, so he put his head down on his desk.”

1. MOOD

2. first years are so cute thinking that’s a lot of assignments i remember in first year being like “i have to read 40 pages thats so unfair :(” and now i’m like “ah sick only 200 pgs of readings this week? im gonna have so much free time!”

upper year history sucks ngl

“I'm fine," Neil said.”

neil knows exactly two (2) words and those are it

“You say that an awful lot," Matt said. "I'm starting to think you don't know what it means.”

overall thoughts:

the plot is pickinnnng upppp

i kind of forget how much world building happens in the first book but like its good

also i love neil literally hating everyone its so funny bc like bby these going to be your best friends just wait

anyways that’s all for now

part 3 will be the rest of tfc and then we’ll move onto trk if you guys still want more of this? let me know

love u all bye

[actuallyjosten]

the pride moth questionnaire is good so like.. do the ones u haven't done yet

i love how i refuse to answer this until a week later,, also SOMEONE ASKED ME TO DO ALL THE 3��S BUT I CANT FIND IT SOOO THIS IS GONNABE HELLA LONG

1. what is your sexuality?

bisexual

3. how long have you been aware of your sexuality/gender?

since i was in grade 6 i was always like “lol kissing girls seems fun but eVERYONE THINKS THAT TOO RIGHT??” but then i found out they didn't so i ignored it until grade 8/9 tbh.

4. do you have any preferences?

girls are rad 

5. share a positive memory about coming out!

tbh i dont think i have one?? like i’ve gotten ok responses before and i’ve had shitty ones before but nothing too memorable?

6. how do you feel about pride month?

i fucking love it

7. do you participate in pride related events? any other events?

i go to pride every year with my friends and we have a condom collecting challenge.

8. how do you feel about lgbtq roles in media?

they’re awesome if done correctly

9. do you feel pride in who you are?

uh usually? like i hate that i came out to one of my sisters and i cant to my dad so im doubtful sometimes but overall I LOVE BEING BI OMG

10. who has been your supportive idols in your self discovery?

myself

11. tell us about your first crush?

i mean im assuming this means girl crush, in grade 8 i had the giant crush on this girl named Caroline and that lasted until grade 10 until i finally told her u bet i was pinning for 3 years lmao

13.have you come out to friends and family?

yea a bunch actually

14.how do you feel about the term “coming out” ?

i mean im fine with it?? is there something problematic i dont know about??

15. do you believe there is a “closet” to come out of?

not really, like you are who you are and there doesnt have to be a huge announcement of it, i guess??? like i dont like how everyone is assumed as straight unless they “come out” BUT IDK

16. any tips on coming out?

come out fully to yourself and love yourself for it, know that any negative reactions don't define you or your identity, only you can do that

17. what’s your biggest pet peeve when it comes to lgbtq characterization in media?

i dont like how the flamboyant guys are always the gay ones, like its a stereotype?? 

18. what’s your favorite parts of lgbtq characterization in media?

the representation ofc

19. what did your teachers say about the lgbtqa community in school?

not much, my french teacher in grade 9 was a huge ally tho

[americasferrera]

1-100???

danggggg okay !!

1. Name? Leeanne!!

2. Age? almost 15 yaaaa

3. City that you live in? not city but i live in texas

4. What do most people not know about you? i’m emo af lol

5. What do most people know you for? idk im boring ):

6. Hobbies? singing, acting, and writing !!

7. What are your passions? same as above

8. What do you search for in a significant other? i mean i havent been with u kno,,, a significant amount of ppl so im not sure. but someone who cares about me and wants me to be happy but also knows when to tell me if i need to tone it down.

7. What are you most proud of? my growth as a person !

8. When was the last time you had a significant conversation with someone you love? today.

9. Have you ever collected anything? What was it? i collected rocks when i was younger 

10. List 10 things off of your bucket list. 1. meet at least one of my favorite celebrities. 2. write a full book. 3. go to a pride event. 4. perform an original song. 5. direct a feature. 6. attend a broadway show. 7. dye my full head of hair. 8. come out. 9. travel the world. 10. learn yoga.

11. What was the last thing you learned? lips are soft and super nice especially when they are pressed against your own lips

12. How many relationships have you been in? 2.

13. Turn ons? im not gonna do like sexual ones bc im fuckin 9 but i find girls with dark hair and tatoos and theyre like tough but super sweet too attractive

14. Turn offs? people who are just over the top obnoxious and rude

15. Favorite food cheese omg

16. Favorite drink literally water

17. What is the best birthday gift you have ever received? idk ):

18. Are you optimistic or pessimistic? internally pessimistic, externally optimistic

19. Do you sleep during class? no!!!

20. What is the most expensive thing you own? myself, i cost so much to maintain smh

21. What is the cheapest yet most useful thing you own? uhh 

22. How many times a day on average do you check your phone? too many im a slut for attention

23. Text or call? depends on who it is ! 

24. Opinion on long distance? do whatever makes you happy.

25. What is your definition of success? being happy.

26. Favorite song? feeling good by nina simone.

27. Favorite artist? red hot chili peppers.

28. Celebrity crush/crushes? katie stevens, laura prepon, elise bauman

29. When was the last time you read for fun? today

30. Favorite flower? tiger lily!!!

31. What is the best gift you could receive right now? idk

32. Any guilty pleasures? fuckingfd twilight kmskskmskms

33. What is one thing you would like to change about yourself? to be more physically attractive and healthy also mentally too 

34. What do you search for in a friend? memes.

35. How many times have you said “I love you” in the past month? a lot, i say it a lot.

36. Where did you last go other than your room/home? school ew

37. Why do bad things happen to good people? if only good things happened to good people then they wouldn’t be good anymore.

38. In your opinion, what hurts more? Being left out or being stabbed in the eye? both fuckin hurt man.

39. How many green shirts do you own? 0 lmao

40. Do you like anime? only sailor moon (and corey in the house obvi)

41. What do you invest the most time in? school u g h

42. What was the name of the last book you read? milk and honey

43. What’s the difference between loving and liking someone? liking someone is enjoying their company. love is a want, a need, an ache. this goes for platonic and romantic.

44. Where are you most productive? when i’m inspired

45. List 3 things you enjoy doing with friends. idk watching movies, hanging out, and just being memes.

46. List 3 things you enjoy doing alone. lots of things lol, but watching tv, reading, and singing.

47. Do you believe world peace will ever exist? i hope

48. Do you have any allergies? im not allergic to anything

49. When was the last time you cussed at someone? at someone? idk

50. What was the last promise you made? to be there.

51. What was your last dream about? idk it was wild i cant explain

52. If you won a trip to Hawaii and you could take 5 people with you, who would those 5 people be? my best friends and my mom

53. How many countries have you visited? t h i s  o n e 

54. What is your favorite medium of art? (Music, dance, painting, etc.) music for sure!!! but i do love them all tbh (:

56. When was the last time somebody complimented you? earlier today

56. If you switched bodies with someone, how would you recognize yourself? i mean. ive looked ina fucking mirror.

57. Do you consider yourself mature? idk

58. How many days in your life do you think you have wasted on tumblr? ew probably a lot

59. What is your favorite quote? one i read today in milk and honey was “an alcoholic parent does not exist, simply an alcoholic who could not stay sober long enough to raise their kids” and it hit too close to home lmaooo

60. If you started a new religion and you had to create 3 rules or commandments for your new followers to live by, what would those 3 rules be? i wouldnt.

61. What is your greatest accomplishment? i was once ranked first out of like 100 girls for choir so that was cool!!!

62. Do you believe in the death penalty? i have mixed feelings on it.

63. What are your goals for life? to be truly happy with who i am.

64. What do you think your soulmate is doing right now? idk man

65. If you could live anywhere, where would you live? The place can be in an imaginary, fantasy, or the real world. hogwarts!! or in the tardis with the doctor idk. in the real world probably new york city !

66. What were you like in 2013? oh my lord i was like obsessed with unicorns god bless my soul

67. Do you have a job? nooooo just school smh

68. Tell us a story about your childhood best friend. okay not my childhood best friend but her sister. we would play��“boyfriend/girlfriend” and i’d pretend to be the boyfriend and “drive” her places and kiss her on the cheek like what kina gay ass shit…

If you could change one thing about society,what would it be? one?? idk if i could pick just one

How many all-nighters have you pulled before? a lot probs 

71. Is tumblr your favorite website? If not, then what is your favorite website? tumblr or youtube idk

72. What is the craziest thing you would do for a million dollars? the real question is what w o u l d n t i do

73. Does money equal happiness? no but money can make u happy

74. How many times have you experienced true happiness in your lifetime? idk im happy a lot so probably a lot!!!

75. How many times have you experienced true sadness in your lifetime? a lot too lmao

76. What is the funniest joke you have ever been told? my life

77. When was the last time you looked at the news? today

78. If you could say one thing to the world, what would you say? hi

79. What is your favorite animal? c a t s

80. If you could earn a million dollars by pretending to be dead for 3 years, would you do it? wtf yes actually idk would my family know i was pretending

81. What is one thing that everyone is bad at? idk everone is different but mostly like public speaking

82. What time do you normally sleep? How many hours of sleep do you usually get? like 9:30-10:30 n like 8-9 hours 

83. Does age necessarily equal maturity? no

84. What is your favorite clothing store? maurice’s

85. In the winter- beanies or gloves? gloves

86. Would you rather have wings or a fish tail? wings

87. If you had the power to erase one person from the world so that nobody remembered him or her except you, would you do it? idk

88. What do you fear the most? failure, sponsored by mental illness^tm

89. How many digits of pi can you recite? only like 10 smh how sad ):

90. If you could travel back to one year and relive it again, which year would it be? probably my 8th grade year

91. Describe yourself in one word. anxious

92. Describe your last victory. fun and scary but also awesome

93. What is the weirdest thing you have ever seen? AHHH

94. What is something you will never forget? her

95. Would you rather forget all of the past or remember everything in vivid detail? second one i guess.

96. Have you ever broken a bone before? surprisingly, no

97. Is it harder to love or to hate somebody? hate imo

98. Coffee or tea? tea obvi

99. What are some little things that you do that have changed your life in a positive way? music, cats, writing

100. How many hours have you spend on tumblr today? i spent like fuckin 2 just trying to write this thing smh

this thing took me 5evr somebody better have actually read it i s2g