#omegaewigkeit

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@omegaewigkeit sent in: ooc: what are itsuki's flaws?

he has many, but i'll list my top three:

DISINGENUINE.

itsuki is rarely every honest — and if he is, it's nearly impossible to tell, as he will often brush things off as jokes or contradict himself later. he keeps up a smiling facade around school — especially haruhi and kyon  — that has actively begun to take a toll on him. he loathes the fact that he cannot act as himself, that he can't be open, but he is ridiculously stubborn in keeping his persona. to the point he finds himself wearing this mask of his even when not intending to; like it's become a habit he cannot break.

PARANOID.

you wouldn't expect it from the way he acts on the outside, but itsuki is a very paranoid person. he's constantly overthinking the situations he has been put in, desperate to understand and get a grasp on things. he knows he has been thrust into a world where he is at a disadvantage. and he knows there aren't many people he can trust, if any at all. he's made it to a point where he's even conflicted in his current loyalties, unsure whether he would choose the agency over the brigade. and he fears what may happen due to either result. ——— there have also been very anxious about the idea that he may forget a promise he made to kyon: that if yuki were ever in trouble he would betray the agency  — just that once — and side with them. even if it doesn't benefit him. ever since he made that promise he has asked kyon at least once every other book or so to remind him if he somehow forgets he made such a promise — and constantly checks in to make sure that kyon remembers it was a promise that was made.

NEEDS TO HAVE CONTROL.

he is someone who always wants things to go the way he wants them to. his main goal, alongside the agency, is to keep the status quo. any changes in the world, any deviations from the norm, are something that need to be fixed. it doesn't even seem to matter if it will benefit him or not — or benefit the world as a whole. he likes the world as it is, flaws included. due to this need for control, itsuki is the brigade member who seems most openly obsessed with keeping haruhi's mood in check. as well as going out of his way to attempt to bond with kyon (much to kyon's chagrin), as he knows kyon is the key to getting haruhi to do what he wants. ——— to add onto this, itsuki greatly values having control over himself and his own actions. having been thrust into a chaotic situation, itsuki values keeping his composure over everything else, refusing to truly break character even in the most distressing of situations (ex: that moment when haruhi was crucified in surprise).

as a bonus to this need to keep composure, it no doubt stems from his situation. aka: being gifted his esper powers. at the time he thought he had gone insane, and even when he grounded himself and learned more he mostly just learned that he didn't know anything. that he was in a world that could be shattered in an instant. and there was nothing to do about it other than keep moving forward, fighting celestials, and tending to haruhi's whims. so he represses his feelings, keeping that mask on and hiding himself by having near perfect control over his actions (he may slip here and there for the briefest of moments, he's not perfect). ——— and i can guarantee this is because of his experience as an esper because he does not have this issue at all in disappearance. yes, he's not completely different, still a little smug — but he actively shows discomfort, wears neutral expressions, and even frowns. something very rare for him to do in the main series.

[tsuzukerukoto]

“You have your way. I have my way. As for the right way, the correct way, and the only way, it does not exist.”(For Makoto)

@omegaewigkeit

" ...There are over seven billion people on the planet, and each and every one of them has a different way of looking at things. That's what you mean, right? "

Makoto couldn't place his feeling about the other-- Karl seemed harmless. He was well-spoken, sometimes even eloquent, despite a propensity for sesquipedalian soliloquies that were difficult to follow. At the same time, in the depths of those eyes, something unsettled Makoto. It felt like looking at a snake that, while it wouldn't attack, would never let something go unnoticed under its watch...

" But people still believe in their paths. That has to mean something, even if there isn't the "right" way... A-At least, that's what I think. Everyone's trying their best in their own way. "

[ultfan]

@omegaewigkeit sent in this prompt: ooc: 6ft tall!

[constellationcrowned]

ooc: When did you join Tumblr & what drew you to roleplaying?

Munday meme

((My original blog where I used to do everything was made back in 2012. (Yes I'm old, shut up.)

As far as my getting into rp it's been a part of my life since I was very young. I'm not going to go into detail because I like to keep my private life.....well, private lol, but when I was around 9 I used to exchange handwritten stories with my best friend every week and just went from there.))

[dusollstdiesirae]

my experiments are only theoretical, completely within legal boundaries. (for pre-ascension reinhard)

Those words did nothing to ease his mind. Ever since he had allowed Karl Krafft to go free, the man had been nothing but a headache. And what was worse were the riddles he spoke in. A formula for souls? Absorbing countless souls to strengthen one's own? Ascending into godhood? What nonsense.

" Need I remind you that simply because what you experiment with isn't recorded as a legal precedent does not mean it's within legal boundaries? Every time you come back, the desire to arrest you again grows stronger and stronger. "

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@omegaewigkeit sent in: ooc: how did you first got into writing Itsuki?

jeez i don't actually remember... i think what happened was i rewatched haruhi on a whim? i was on a nostalgia kick right before/during the pandemic. i think i was actually showing it to a friend of mine? ——— i literally went to the oldest posts on my old blog to solve this mystery LMAO

he was gonna write haruhi so i think we just planned on making itsuki and haruhi blogs together. he never fully committed to it though and i ended up here... and then the few members of the rpc that were around helped me stick with the character for as long as i have.

i did originally first watch haruhi back in elementary school/middle school so i've loved this guy for a WHIIIILLLE but i never read the light novels until a few years ago. and when i finished reading them was when i made itsuki. iirc.

[politesper-rip]

@omegaewigkeit sent in: " I extend my earnest birthday greetings to you. "

Where did this strange man come from? Wearing a calm smile, within his gloved hands were a variety of gifts in a basket, holding them out to the young esper. There was a bouquet of beautiful flowers such as a monkey orchid, enchanter’s nightshade, and hydrangea. Not only that but foods such as hard-boiled eggs, colivă a unique European wheat dish, and potatoes casserole.

Clasped his hands together as his smile grew wider. " Y’mach shmo. "

The stranger would soon disappeared without a trace, leaving this birthday boy all alone.

                     the message is not at all lost on him — the symbolism practically screaming in his face. his chest feels tight; like it's being crushed by a fist. nothing about this sits well. the stranger knowing his birthday, the gifts, the sudden disappearance.

                     ‶  ... i might be in danger.  ″ this was a bad omen if he's ever seen one. more accurately: it feels like a threat. or promise. ——— he will not be sleeping soundly for quite some time.

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@omegaewigkeit sent in: ooc: what does itsuki value the most, his family or friends?

honestly i find that a somewhat difficult question to answer... we don't know anything about his family; so all i have is based on headcanons. i'd say if he had to pick the two, he'd prioritize his friends first and foremost. yes, because he cares about them, but also because his "friends" include haruhi. and she's basically his god so... obviously he values her above anyone else in the world.

[dusollstdiesirae]

“This isn’t the first time this has happened.”

" Your eternal recurrence at work, doubtless. Your sense of humor is twisted like your serpentine nature, my friend. Though I may not be affected by your Law, I still see it at play, and still feel what it does to the lives you toy with. Have you tired with Zarathustra's playground? Is that why you have changed the direction of your focus? "

[dusollstdiesirae]

“They have a much different impression of you than I do.”

" Those who are not of our kind cannot fathom what we can. Our nature, twisted though it may be, is a product of what we have become; was is not Nietzsche who spoke of the Ubermensch? That is what I have ascended to. And you, my eternal companion, are the catalyst to such a transformation. We are beyond the scope of the common. Thus, those who dwell beneath us cannot hope to comprehend every angle. Nevertheless, my love shall still reach them. "

[dusollstdiesirae]

Pie Jesu Domine, dona eis requiem. Amen.

an independent rp blog for Reinhard Heydrich of the visual novel Dies Irae.

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[dusollstdiesirae]

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