#olivebranch311

[serenescribe]

For the ask game! Sleep 😴

Fanfiction Work-In-Progress Guessing Game

that's a hit!

“You’re not our mom,” Fig mutters, rolling her eyes as she pushes herself up. Her fingers tap restless rhythms against the soft, downy surface beneath her. She scrunches her face up, eyeing Aelwyn doubtfully. “What’re you doing, anyway?” “Painting wards,” Aelwyn replies drily, one hand on her hip. “And I’m saying this to you not as your goddamn mother, but as your ally, and Adaine’s older sister. You should sleep.” Her lips curl, her eyes narrowing; “I expect all of you to be in adequate form tomorrow when we head out,” Aelwyn says sharply, “and if even a single one of you fucks up and cost us the plan, I will personally rip your throat out myself.”

aelwyn abernant (is helping the bad kids)

[memoryoflife]

Blue and pink. A creature who is friend… but whose writings haunts me.

assign your mutuals a vibe

pink: you are just a friendly creature, you cannot change this blue: am i haunting you or are you haunting me?

THE AUS AND CONCEPTS YTOU COME UP WITH HAUNT ME TOO SHRIEKS i am delighted to inflict the horrors upon you though. have fun (ty for the ask!)

[hanafubukki]

Hi sweet Hana i have a little question for you! do you have any blog recommendations for me? i would really like to follow more twst blogs! my only criteria is that they’re 18+ hehe :> i hope this is okay to ask! ♡ (also im being anonymous because i feel shy haha)

Hello Dear Anonie 🌺💚🌷

Of course this is okay to ask!! I love recommending blogs. Sharing people and stuff I love with others is my love language. 🥹💞🌺 It makes me happy to do so 💚💝

And no worries! Shy people unite! I know exactly how you feel for I am the same way. I am here for you ☺️💞💚🌷

You didn’t specify what kind of blogs besides the age: fics, art, theories, etc.

So I’ll add a bit of everything 💚💝

x Reader Fic Blogs

@malleleothreesome @dreamofjoys @dulcesiabits @lorkai @coralinnii @stormgardenscurse @traumxrei-archive @twstgarden @nanamisflowerfield @zgvlt @auugustus @wolken-himmel @livingininsomnia @twistedwonderlandimaginesblog @sara-scribbles @hisui-dreamer @da-birb-writes-sometimes @the-knaves-world @yaksha-lover @seawater-aurelia-writing @sierrascribbles

Platonic Fic Blogs

@serenescribe @memoryoflife @irafuwas @violetlunette @abysswalkersknight @chibi-celesti @admiraltdevanto @thelazyhermits

Art Blogs

@ghostedinkheart @touyudear @coolbattlegirl @coraldelusiondaze @tacc0yak1 @kitwasheree @rynpie @olivebranch311 @rayroseu @0rchidm4ntis @ventique18 @bannuu @nuitthegoddess @egophiliac @suntails

Theories/Thoughts/Facts

@prince-kallisto @moonlightequin1 @chernabogs @oddberryshortcake

What do you mean I can only tag 50?!? 😭😭 I have so many more 😔, let me know if you want more Anonie ☺️🌺💞

Some are not twst only blogs, they are multi-fandom and of course they don’t only write fics or make art and some do both etc. but I don’t think I need to clarify that. 🌺🌻🌷

Make sure you read their blog rules and such as well ☺️🌷🌻

They are really sweet and kind ☺️🌺💝🌻 so please be sure to check them out.

[llondonfog]

@olivebranch311 I COULDN'T LEAVE THIS IN THE REPLIES??? ESPECIALLY IN THE CONTEXT OF ALL THAT SILVER HAD TO GO THROUGH IN CH7 SO FAR IM GOING TO BE SICK????

olivebranch311: AWW THAT’D BE SO CUTE Lilia: whose a brave boy?? Whose my brave boy?? Who taught you to be such a brave boy??? Silver: *near in tears* I am. You did.

[admiraltdevanto]

There's nothing like struggling at work and getting a notification you've been tagged to brighten up your day. I've been tagged by @olivebranch311 in this post!

rules: post the last sentence you wrote and tag as many people as there are words.

sentence:

Just to be sure, his fingers briefly touched Silver’s forehead, his spell exposing the three marks woven within the boy's soul: Lilia’s, pure and adoring, Malleus’ noble and possessive, and Diablo’s, malevolent and torturous.

Yikes, I stopped counting after eighteen words. I'm just going to @ anyone. As olive said, no pressure to do this!

@hanafubukki @pottedplant53 @y-t-w-9 @fruixtii @bluelightning16 @whitenoface @llondonfog @serenescribe @egophiliac @suntails

Last Line Tag Game

I got tagged by @memoryoflife in this post! It's not often that I get tagged in these things but hey, I figured why not!

rules: post the last sentence you wrote and tag as many people as there are words. (Well I hope I can tag as much people as I can, this is non-spoilers for chapter 7 however there are spoilers for the event of Playful Land)

sentence:

“Maybe the puppet was me all along,” Fellow and his reflection agreed on that one thing.

Phew, 16 words is a lot of people, however, I'll just @ who I can for this tag game. No pressure to do this though! @hanafubukki @admiraltdevanto @whitenoface (anyone else who wants to join!)

[serenescribe]

Ohh this game looks fun! Hmm…

How about dreams?

Fanfiction Work-In-Progress Guessing Game

nothing for dreams plural, but i'm bending the rule slightly since i have one instance of dream singular

She explains everything that happened as she remembers it — the sound of a familiar voice tearing through her dream, jolting her awake from what should have been an uninterrupted trance; the panic that paralysed her body as she laid, limbs sprawled, in bed. 

wonder who she's explaining the events at the end of chapter 4 to?

[serenescribe]

✨💥

Fanfic Writer Ask Game

✨️ Out of the comments you’ve received on your fics, what are two or three of your favorites?

💀 i am so bad at remembering comments... i truly do appreciate every single one i get, but i'm very bad at remembering the specifics. i don't have a dedicated favourites list, and the only comment i can remember right now is the one i shared last time :')

so instead of struggling through searching all my comments, how about i share with you a (now deleted) bookmark that is permanently ingrained in my mind? this was left on "A Beginner's Guide To Breaking Your (Apparently Requited) Crush Out Of A Time Loop", and i. still lose my shit in the best way whenever i read it.

@ the bookmarker, i hope you're doing well (genuinely. this is one of my favourite bookmark/comment ever. i'm actually weirdly happy i touched them this deeply in this way, esp since i was tipsy while writing the fic)

💥 What is one canon thing that you wish you could change?

i am weirdly enough not so anal about canon that i think about changing it frequently. maybe it's because i'm so used to the freedom of just closing your eyes to canon and doing whatever the hell you want in au city.

that being said. (puts on warrior cats hat) i genuinely wish the new prophecies group, the remaining five of them, didn't split off and completely cut ties the way they did after they all arrived at the new lake territory. i think the new prophecy arc is best because it's this ragtag group of chosen warriors, travelling together, bonding together in spite of the clan lines dividing them. and then you're going to just. have them separate again? "it's the clan way" well MAYBE the clan way should change, and they should differ on the way they run things! yes, yes, clans should handle themselves, etc, it's the warrior way, but also. maybe a little bit more friendship? relaxed borders? MAYBE??? i miss my kids :(

[serenescribe]

For the writers ask! 🍚 and 🍣

Fic Writer Asks

🍚 What genre do you have the toughest time writing?

good question! really good question! i don't want to list a genre i haven't tried to write before (because it's impossible to know if it would be tough until i try), so i'd probably say, at the moment, romance. or to be more precise, fluffy, sweet romances. slow burns where the focus are solely on the romance. i remember back in 2022, i started working on what was supposed to be a relatively sweet post-canon wedding fic for a different fandom, and then within the first scene it had already spiralled into hurt/comfort vibes. i cannot do this LMAO i need something along with the romance.

(but i don't really have a SUPER hard time writing it... i guess i can only answer this question properly if i attempt to write more genres in the future. i feel like mysteries might be hard for me. or sci-fi.)

🍣 What helps you focus or get in the mood to write?

i don't really have an issue focusing as soon as i get into what i refer to as "the flow" — if i write long enough, something usually clicks and i can keep writing hundreds upon thousands of words. so honestly, just being able to start helps me get into the mood to write.

apart from that... music can spur me and get me motivated, especially if it's music that inspired the current wip. seeing people enjoy my work can also be extremely motivating, as seen with me continuing to mash out chapters with how much people are enjoying glaciers. and if all else fails, i kick on the discord sprinto bot and force myself to get out something, anything.

[hanafubukki]

@masquerade-of-misery ahhhh thank you for the tag Nessy 💞🥹 and tagging you back 💞💞💞

Also tagging back @twstjam @cancerdust96 thank youuu 💞💞🫶🫶

Also adding in @nuitthegoddess @bannuu @coraldelusiondaze @the-knaves-world @intern-seraph @rayroseu @ventique18 @memoryoflife @llondonfog @olivebranch311 @rosadreams @0rchidm4ntis @prince-kallisto @strawberry-pie-thoughts @saint-garden

Send this to other blogs you think are wonderful! Keep the game going. 👽💜 (don't have to if you don't want to)

Thanks Puppeteer 😊 Right back atcha

@theantichrists-blog, @wouldyouliketoseethatgroovything, @cosmichorrorsarestillnicerthanme, @yourlocalmikankinnie, @pixelatedsunsets, @bunnyroyaltysblog, @averagetoyakinnie and @gddancefloor Keep the game going if you wish x3

[serenescribe]

28, 29, and 30 for the ao3 wrapped game!

ao3 wrapped [writers edition]

gonna put some of this under a cut since it got long!

28: Favorite work you wrote this year? ooh, favourite work... that's a bit of a loaded question, given i tend to write stuff and chuck it online and not think about it too much again. but it's gotta be hollow moon, right? i mean, i poured so much effort into that; what else could possibly top it? (that being said, i am very fond of the multitude of aus i've written this year; selkie silver is perhaps my favourite of the bunch)

29: Favorite line/passage you wrote this year? you send this in like i can even remember what i've written 😭 i can't say for certain if this is my utter favourite of this year, given my penchant for forgetting my own writing, coupled with being too lazy to go back to it. but i really loved some of my imagery in garden in the ceiling! the ones that always stick out to me are in the very first scene; i am not typically one to go all in on descriptions, so i'm still very pleased with the outcome.

30: Biggest surprise while writing this year? honestly? just the absolutely positive reception and the community i stumbled in as a byproduct of starting to write for twst. before i got into twst and began writing all these diasomnia fics, i was largely a fandom-hopping loner; i was always too shy to involve myself in a larger community (especially with how rampant fandom drama is) and my fics typically had a fifty-fifty chance of being incredibly niche or somewhat popular.

it's the main reason why i've written as many fics as i have, as well as delving into taking fic requests and writing ficlets. so yeah, very surprised and grateful for you all! thank you!

[serenescribe]

Soooo… 🎙️

Let’s Get ((REAL)) fic writer asks

🎙️ : which one of your fics would you like someone to make a pod-fic of?

yknow the first answer that shot into my head was "i honest to god want to see someone try to make a podfic of "hollow moon" if only because i want to see how LONG it gets." but that's a rather sadistic answer, so on the shorter side of things...

probably "rhapsody in green" cause that one gets real dark and i'd love to see how that translates to a podfic format! something about... voices and all, idk, my brain is mush ;u; or any of my two eastward fics. i'm still very fond of them!

[serenescribe]

for the ask writer game! ❌ 🧠- whats an HC about our angy croc boi? 🤭

Fanfic Writer Emoji Ask

❌ What’s a trope you will never write?

GOD! this is way harder to think about than i expected. excluding things that i know i wouldn't write (eg: i don't write nsfw - not publicly at least) and things that seem pretty obvious, i guess maybe... not really a trope, more of an au, but i don't really think i'd ever write a historical au. i can edge close to that with fantasy and royalty, but plain old historical is... it might require way too much research for me to do for something i like doing in my free time.

and if that doesn't suffice then. uh, god i don't know. i feel like i'd be down for a lot of shit if i find the right inspiration and ideas for it

🧠 Pick a character, and I’ll tell you my favorite headcanon for them. [Sebek]

lmao this one is basically canon but sebek absolutely has a crush on malleus. i'm not talking about this from a ship pov fyi, i'm talking about it from the "sebek reminds me of a teenager kicking her legs as she flips through her celebrity magazine to see her idol and then she cuts out the picture and puts it up on her wall" pov. he has a framed picture of MALLEUS. he waxes poetry about him nonstop. he is reduced to a weeping mess everytime malleus is proud of him in any capacity.

like, pushing my sebepel agenda here, but it's literally "me, my boyfriend, and the framed picture of his liege that he sleeps with" yknow that one meme?? that's sebek to me. thats the stupid favourite hc i have for him

🤭 Do you have a favorite tag to use when posting your works?

any fic of mine that lets me use either the obsessive behaviour or possessive behaviour tags. those are my shit. they're the ones i've put my entire life into. i love them to bits. i LOVE writing darkfic!!!!!

[admiraltdevanto]

Thanks for the tag! I’m still new to posting on Tumblr, so forgive me if this gets a little wonky. 

Last song: Castle on the Hill by Ed Sheeran.

Currently watching: Just finished watching Megamind with my grandmother, but I’m making plans to watch Maleficent. 

Currently reading: “Turn the Ship Around” by David Marquet, but I am also scrolling through Ao3 for Twisted Wonderland content and whatever I am subscribed to on Webtoon, and I’m waiting for the Savanaclaw chapter to update. (Is Octanvinelle really getting a manga so soon?!?)

Current obsession: Twisted Wonderland, obviously. But I’m also hanging on to Noblesse (is that fandom still alive?) and Bungo Stray Dogs. 

Tagging: @olivebranch311 @llondonfog @serenscribe @egophiliac @fruixtii @bluelightning16 @whitenoface

(I'm still figuring out tagging)

Tag nine (9) people you'd like to know better

this is so cool yay :’}

Last song: dokukinoko densetsu by syoko hoshi !

Currently watching: chicago med anddd my happy marriage

Currently reading: i was adopted by the villains . i think.

Current obsession: probably mlbb, obey me?? and chmed :)

i definitely dont have. 9 ppl to tag but!! @gentlesakura @fluffabutt @chickenpuzzle @lostacelonnie <3

[serenescribe]

Ohh another ask! 9, 10, 13!

Yet another writing ask game

9. Thoughts on cliffhangers.

extremely fun if i'm writing them, horrible if i'm reading them o7 i don't typically write multichap fics so it's not like i get to write many cliffhangers, so i'm really having my fun sprinkling them in for glaciers >:)

10. Top three favourite fic tropes.

oh lord i suck so hard at thinking of tropes oTL i guess some of my favourites are like. time loops (the tragedy! delicious), soulmates (incredibly fun to explore), and uhhh yeah i'm a sucker for royalty aus. always have been.

special shoutout to possessive behaviour which is Always gonna be up there but i decided to focus more on stuff with a little more au substance

13. Rate your worldbuilding skills from 1 to 10.

god. i don't know. 4 or 5? not that i can't worldbuild but the amount of effort that goes into it exhausts me so i just end up putting it together over years like a very slow jigsaw puzzle with 2000 pieces. definitely not the best at it by any means

[memoryoflife]

i got tagged in this ask game by @kimium! since the original post got REALLY long, i wanted to just make a fresh post for myself ^^

what’s the colour palette of your name?

i got this rather lovely palette for my main blog

aaand just because i can, i also did my writing sideblog

tagging: @llondonfog @olivebranch311 @hanafubukki @rayroseu @kitwasnothere @reubeam @irafuwas @oddberryshortcake @squirshie @skep-eroni (no pressure to join, only if you want to!)

[serenescribe]

so this fic came about as a result of @llondonfog's absolutely heart-wrenching post about overblot!silver, along with @olivebranch311's addition about his phantom. originally i wasn't going to write this, but... olive managed to sway me :')

(there is a slight reference to @admiraltdevanto's latest fic as well, mainly about the nursery and what lilia nearly did. it was just such a good concept, i hope you don't mind me plucking that for this!)

Time passes strangely when it does not actually pass at all.

The skies outside his window are blotted dark with shadows, thick tendrils of thorns enclosing over the sky from afar. The sight never changes; it is an eternal darkness here in Diasomnia, here on Sage’s Island, and it shall remain that way for as long as Malleus, overblotted and deranged, wills it.

All Lilia does is lie on his bed, staring up at the ceiling of his canopy bed, limbs frail, powerless to do a single thing.

He had awoken from his dreams some time ago — the specifics of why, he does not know. All Lilia had done was jolt awake in a sudden frantic panic, chest heaving as he sat upright upon his bed, gloved hand clutching his chest as he struggled to get his breathing back under control. Memories of the dreams he’d gone through — lost in the throes of a younger time, when he had been running wild as the feared general of Briar Valley, weapon in hand and soldiers by his side — had flashed through his mind, reminding him with startling clarity of every wicked word he’d ever said to his son, Silver.

And it had been in that striking moment, bile rising in his throat as Lilia recalled the flashes of hurt and misery on Silver’s face, that Lilia noticed him.

Silver, standing in front of his door, head lowered, a blade resting in his hand.

Silver, who dripped with armoured ink, the Phantom of a dress curling over him, its sleeves wrapped around his steadfast shoulders, a puddle of blot forming around his heeled boots.

In an instant, Lilia was on his feet, boots slamming against the stone floor as he sprinted over to— to his son. Who was overblotting — a sight that made bile rise in his throat, fear striking through him like a thunderbolt. Lilia had wrapped his hands around his arms, trembling as his eyes flicked over Silver’s body — the smears of blot staining his cheeks, the ink that dripped from his gloved hands, sliding down the hilt of his sword. Elegant carvings were etched into his armour — dark as night, a stark contrast to the pearlescent sheen of his sweeping hair. “Silver,” Lilia whispered, voice cracking as his hands moved up, thumbing over his cold, cold cheeks. “Silver, you—”

But before he could finish, strong arms wrapped around his shoulders, beginning to push him back with such a delicate gentleness that it made his words die in his throat. Silver slowly pressed him backwards, one step at a time, flowing Phantom dancing behind him, its splotchy dress turning fully pink, until finally, the back of Lilia’s knees hit his bed, and he tumbled back onto the soft mattress.

Before Lilia could push himself back up, he felt a hand brush against his hair. “I cannot allow you to leave, Father,” Silver murmured, an echoing tinge to his words. It had been accompanied by the sound of fabric swishing, and a gurgling shriek. “The castle is not safe.”

“Let me help you,” Lilia begged, hands reaching up to curl around Silver’s wrist. Blot dribbled from his son’s touch, mixing with strands of Lilia’s hair, and Lilia knew that his own clothes must be stained with ink, but he didn't care. What possible effect could an overexposure of blot have on him anyways, with his magic dwindling?

But Silver had only shaken his head, the barest ghost of a smile gracing his ink-stained lips. “No,” he says firmly, though not unkindly. Rather, there is a reverence in his words, a lurking fire that makes Lilia’s breathing hitch from the force of it — an unfettered devotion. “You will stay here,” Silver states, no room for argument in his words — not even saying that Lilia must remain where he is, but that he will. “And if he appears, then…”

Silver pulled back, his grip on his sword resolute. Behind him, the Phantom thrashed violently, flickering between shades of bright pink and azure blue, twin blades of its own emerging from its sleeves. “If he dares to appear,” Silver hissed, “then I shall stop him. I will keep you safe.”

And sprawled out against the bed, staring up at the horrific scene before him with wide eyes, what was Lilia to do?

The Phantom lingers with Lilia at all times.

He has never heard of them doing such a thing. From all he has learnt in the past, Phantoms typically trail after their overblotter, the two of them intrinsically connected at the core. But Silver is different — as he always is, in a way. His Phantom is not the snapping, snarling, garishly violent creatures that other people’s have been. His is a tender, twirling dress, who hovers over his bed, fabric tinting pink whenever Lilia glances at it. Its sleeves flutter over him, stroking him gently. And, strangest of all, it stays with him during the few times when Silver must leave.

Here, in Malleus’ thorn-enclosed dome of magic, time does not pass. Here, Lilia has neither hunger nor thirst, the lack of sensation jarring whenever he thinks too hard about it.

The only thing he can do is drift in and out of rest, his son’s Phantom always watching over him regardless of whether Silver is there with it. At times, when Lilia is drifting off to sleep, he stirs at the sound of a keening wail, eyes fluttering open the tiniest bit to see drifting sleeves covering a crest-shaped face as the Phantom sobs, so unlike the centuries’ worth of hostile Phantoms recorded in history books.

The sight of its face never fails to make Lilia’s heart skip a beat either, the symbol familiar to him. The royal crest of his former enemies from centuries ago — a lingering proof of a heritage Silver cannot deny.

The Phantom weeps and wails whenever it thinks Lilia isn’t listening, isn’t awake. The sound always tears at his heart; this creature is a part of Silver, stoic and resolute, locked into his role as a guard by the one-track mind nature of his overblot.

So what does it mean then, to listen to its harrowing cries?

With little else to do, Lilia thinks.

He thinks about the dreams he experienced, the ones Malleus so graciously gifted to him. His mood sours whenever he remembers them, lips pressing thin at the hazy memories of Malleus whisking everyone to sleep with an utterance of his unique magic, plunging them all under his spell. Lilia had done and said so many things that he now regrets, looking back in hindsight; he had not recognised Silver under the thick of the magic, treating him with a callous cruelty he laments to the very core of his soul.

The way he’d rejected the prospect of ever having a child, a family. The way he’d repeatedly told Silver to call him anything other than Father. The way he’d revealed the truth he never wanted Silver to ever know — that of his heritage, of the absolute hatred Lilia had felt towards him far, far in the past, loathing the child and all that it stood for.

He feels sick again.

The thing is. The thing is. Back then, when he’d broken into the nursery and held the screaming child by its neck, about to kill it, Lilia hadn’t known just what it would grow to mean to him someday. There is a distinct difference between the child of the Knight of Dawn, and Silver, his son, in his mind, even if they are ultimately one and the same.

He regrets it so badly, all of it, all of what he did in his dreams. Because even though his precise memories are foggy, Lilia is certain that his little show in the nursery had been the tipping point for Silver, the exact moment where Malleus came for him again and whisked him away, swallowing him into the darkness that trailed them all throughout their dreams.

If Lilia had not done what he did, real or not, Silver would not have overblotted.

But whenever he tries to breach the subject, tries to bring it up when Silver stands by his door, Phantom lurking at his side, he gets shut down. Lilia slings his legs over the side of his bed, and says, “Silver. About what happened in my dream—” before Silver’s head snaps up, and he immediately interrupts him.

“It is of no concern to me,” Silver always says. “It does not matter. It’s unimportant.” All the different variations of the same phrase: Silver does not care about what happened, dismissing it easily and leaving Lilia to stew in a steaming heap of his own miserable guilt.

And when Lilia tries to press even further, Silver leaves his post. He strides over, resolute and steadfast as always, as a prim and proper knight should be. And then, standing in front of Lilia, he rests his hand gently on his shoulder, shushing Lilia with the tiny gesture. “Please do not concern yourself with it, Father,” Silver always says, so kind, so gentle, even in his dire state. “It does not bother me anymore.”

It’s that last word that lingers with Lilia. Anymore. That there was a point of time where it meant something awful to Silver, except now, that feeling is buried, and the both of them are worse off for it.

Lilia still desires to speak with Silver about his dream, a thousand questions lingering on his tongue.

But Silver always dismisses him. He tells him it is insignificant. He coaxes him to rest. He promises to protect him from Malleus.

It only ever makes Lilia feel worse, in the end.

“I-I should be the one protecting you, Silver! You— You should not be doing this, you should not be overblotting for my sake!” Frenetic words that burst forth from his lips cut through the air. Lilia feels his grip on the side of his bed curl tighter, fingers trembling as he clutches the sheets hard. How long has it been? Time doesn’t move, never moves; there is no concrete answer, except that it feels like an eternity and beyond.

And Lilia is sick of it. He’s sick of seeing his son dressed as a knight, of the disgusting mounds of cloying blot forming the plates of his void-dark armour. He’s sick of waking again and again and again, and always glancing over to the door to see him still there, unmoving, always remaining in the same place, his Phantom swishing around his motionless body.

Silver tilts his head the slightest bit at that, glowing eyes peering over at Lilia, the barest glint sparking within those dull pupils. “No, Father,” he utters, voice calm — and Lilia hates it, hates the lack of emotion, the way his ability to read Silver has suddenly, abruptly, been cut off. “It is my duty to protect you from him—”

“NO, IT’S NOT!”

The scream erupts through the air, bouncing off the walls, circling around the room. Lilia shakes his head, over and over and over again. He stumbles off the bed, staggers his way over to Silver, the tornado of chaotic emotions tearing through him from the inside-out finally reaching its peak. Gloved hands clasp around Silver’s shoulders, causing the knight to still in his movements from where he was beginning to move, automatically heading to push Lilia back towards the bed.

“You shouldn’t have to do this for me,” Lilia whispers, and oh, he feels something wet sliding down his cheeks. His emotions have finally collapsed, it seems. He tilts his head forward, forehead coming to rest against the cool, blot-slick armour of Silver’s torso. “You… you’re my son. You shouldn’t have to guard me like this. I can take care of myself, Silver.”

Silence.

“Please,” Lilia breathes. “Please let me help you.” He cannot stand this anymore, cooped up in this room, awake from Malleus’ throes of unending dreams purely because of his son. Lilia is only spared from going back under because it is Silver who stands in Malleus’ way, barring him from returning and weaving the threads of dreams to cloak Lilia with once more.

And for a while, there is nothing. Nothing except for the soft sound of Silver’s breathing. Lilia can feel the gentle rise and fall of his chest, faint behind the thick metal of his ink-formed chestplate — he clings to it like a lifeline, proof that he is still alive, even with the way the blot has infested him, wrapping thin tendrils of darkness around his son’s mind.

Cool hands come to press against his chest, pushing him backwards the slightest bit. Lilia stumbles, only to be cushioned by light fabric. Twisting his head around, he spies the Phantom behind him, pink and flowing, its ghostly sleeves curling around Lilia’s shoulders, tangling around his neck in a knot.

“Silver,” Lilia whispers. “Silver, please.”

Silver only smiles. “You’ve taken such good care of me all my life, Father. You’ve protected me, even though you did not need to.” And oh, Lilia feels his heart fracture at that, splintering into tiny shards; it is the closest Silver, overblotted as he is, has ever gotten to acknowledging Lilia’s wretched dreams of his war-torn past, of the revelations in the nursery. Reaching for his hands, Silver guides him back to his prison of a bed with tiny hands, the Phantom pulling him along with its entangled sleeves trapping him in place.

“Just let me protect you now,” Silver murmurs, as the Phantom pulls away, still hovering over Lilia’s curled form, little keening cries spilling from the cracks in its crest-shaped head. “Just let me repay you for everything you’ve ever done.”

Lilia raises his head. His eyes flit to Silver, who leans down at his side, still so tranquil, as though he truly is at peace with the idea of serving Lilia like this — a shift in their dynamic that chills his blood. His eyes flit to the Phantom, at his other side, still burbling little noises, dress pink as a rose, basking in his presence.

His eyes flick to the opening before him, the gap between the two of them — the straight path ahead of him to the unguarded door.

And before he can even stop to think, Lilia is off.

In a flash, he’s sprinting over to the bedroom door. His gloved hand wrenches the doorknob, twisting it and flinging the door wide open with a loud SLAM! Lilia sucks in a breath, hand brushing against the jamb of the door before he rushes out into the dark hallway, thick, twisting throngs of thorns creeping all over the walls, eerie in the dim glow of green-lit scones.

“MALLEUS!” Lilia screams, lungs aching as he calls for the perpetrator of this entire bloody mess, and the one person Silver is guarding him from. His lips wrench into a snarl as he moves forward, steps hurried, trying to put a distance between him and his son; Lilia’s heart throbs in agony at the thought of abandoning him, of upsetting him, but he cannot stand to look upon Silver, loyal and devoted to the point of blindness, any longer.

He stumbles over thick vines, trips over slumbering bodies sprawled out all over the floor. Lilia grits his teeth, readying another screech for the blasted fae prince to appear, when strong arms seize him from behind. In an instant, Lilia is kicking, thrusting frantically, but it is to no avail. He hears the Phantom shrieking, can see droplets of blot fly through the air, can hear a frenzied swishing of fabric.

“Please,” he begs Silver as he feels himself getting dragged backwards, back to his room. “Please, Silver, you have to let me go. Let me talk to Malleus, let me handle this.”

But Silver does not budge, never budges, pulling him back through the open door and back to that forsaken bed. The Phantom shuts the door as Silver presses him against the mattress, face consumed by worry as his hands brush all over Lilia’s body, checking for any injuries with a featherlight touch. “You will stay,” Silver insists again, words that Lilia has heard so many times that he has long since lost count. “I can protect you here. I will protect you here, from him. So… please, Father. Please don’t go.”

Silver’s voice warbles with the plea, a vulnerability exposed in those shaking words. His hands grip Lilia tightly, as though terrified to let go.

And what can Lilia do but lie there, squeezing his eyes shut so he no longer has to see the absolute agony and betrayal swirling about in those auroral eyes, once beautiful but now so dull?

It’s awful. It’s loving. It’s a sickening caricature of devotion. Silver’s mind remains fully focused on one thing, and one thing only—

And Lilia hates it, all of it.