#okay im normal again now

[midnightcrows]

Dios Apate minor part 2

—God had just picked up the Saint of Joy bodily and sat her at the edge of the table, and the Saint of Patience had his mouth at God's neck, which was horrible—

2024 Painted over since the faces were bothering me, original below!

[sophsicle]

OKAY question

i wanna reread choices and edit it but i can never make myself do it cause im like "ugh wow so long i simply cannot"

but also, every time i do reread parts of it i have like *thoughts* like SO many thoughts about it and about what i was thinking at the time and how that has or hasn't changed and what i was trying to do and what i love and what i hate and blah blah blah

SO the question: if i did like a lil read-a-long with soph thing, would anyone be interested? like maybe in the form of small podcast episodes where i discuss the chapters as i edit them and you guys can like tell me the different stuff you want me to talk about etc etc and then i will have the motivation to actually do this and also somewhere to dump all of my *thoughts*

or is that like, a stupid idea that no one asked for? i cannot decide whether this is leaning more on the fun cute side or the annoying keep this to yourself side, Y'KNOW????? so i ask

[soundleer]

RAGHHH I LOVE GAY PEOPLE!!!

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also i referenced the first one off this image lol

[birrdify]

jeez smg3 really fell for 4 there

[lavenoon]

me drawing self indulgence: ah jeez this indulgence sure is catered to exactly me huh

@naffeclipse man's gotta practice holding back. it's slow going <3

*self insert is not a girl (he/ she)

og detective au by sunnys-aesthetic!

[luck-of-the-drawings]

OOH YEAH BABY! PARTY TIME BABY! MUSIC! DRINKS! SOCIAL PRESSURE & A PSYCHEDELIC BREAK DOWN! WELCOME TO VAMPIRE SOCIETY MOTHERFUCKER! ARE YOU SCARED? DO YOU UNDERSTAND YET? ITS OKAY IF NOT. FIRE DISSOLVED IT! ITS ALL GONE NOW. HAVE FUN!

[ariii-is-amazinggg]

HELP IM IN MY MURDER DRONES PHASE AGAIN

ALSO THESE TWO ARE AMAZING, HOW COULD YOU NOT LOVE THEMMMMMMMMMMM

[muchmossymess]

"There is no place for magic in Camelot." NOOOOOOOOOO MERLIN NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

[your-mommy-ems]

ITS A PAIN THAT I CAUGHT YOU AT A BAD TIME ITS A SHAME THAT I MEMORISED YOUR OUTLINE YOU WERE STRAIGHT UP WITH ME YOU WERE SO KIND BUT I KNEW WHAT YOU KNEW HONEY GREAT MINDS IT WAS HARSH CAUSE I LOST WHAT I WANTED I WAS BRAVE WHEN I KISSED YOU IN LONDON WE'RE COLLATERAL HERE MAN WE GOT HIT HOPE YOU FIND SOMEWHERE SAFE FOR YOUR BAGGAGE EVERY PAGE THAT I WROTE YOU WERE ON IT FEEL YOU DEEP IN MY BONES YOUR THE CURRENT AND I SHOWED NO RESTRAINT IT WAS SOMETHING I WAS SCARE OF TIL YOU MADE ME LOVE IT IF YOU FIND YOURSELF OUT IF THERE IS A RIGHT TIME CHANCES ARE I'LL BE HERE WE CAN SHARE A LIFELINEEEEEEEE

[dailykugisaki]

Day 274 | id in alt

I like to think Gojo has the strongest mentality so far up his ass it pisses Kugisaki off because, DUDE. SHE FUCKING GETS IT. BE QUIET. He's emo but a different color.

[harvestmoth]

man this sure was one of the shows ever

[ineffably-idiotic]

the fact that crowley essentially says "one fabulous kiss and boom its sorted" when trying to get nina and maggie together, like that's how Love works. and his Last Ditch Effort at getting aziraphale to stay, to keep living in this comfortable existence they've carved out for themselves, to love him back, is a kiss. it's the most Human way he can think to express this love and desperation that is overflowing in him, because he knows that aziraphale loves humanity, they BOTH do. "to the world", and all that. "to us".

i wonder which kiss made him think of that. i wonder what historical event crowley saw, a miraculous kiss, and immediately realized "that is how humans love. this is what they do". was it in biblical times? was it from a romcom?

it's not even a GOOD kiss! neither of them have ever kissed before! its a messy smushing of lips and they're both shaking and crowley isn't sure if he's doing it right, aziraphale isn't sure what's Happening.

and aziraphale, in his fear, calls crowley's desperation "temptation". he forgives crowley for a sin that he himself has reprimanded himself for, many times over the years. its easier to blame his own falling in love on the demon himself. it's easier to backslide into an awful way of thinking that has kept you safe for millennia than take an unsteady step forward, a step where aziraphale isn't sure he'll have a place to land.

aziraphale is a guardian by nature, and what he does at the end of season 2 IS him trying to help. trying to protect, trying to fix. but for aziraphale to really break that cycle of running back to heaven for a secure attachment, he needs to realize how awful heaven is from the inside. because crowley sure as hell isn't opening up about what happened to him. because they never talk, and ESPECIALLY not about important things.

[whattadroid]

I have been so unwell about andy that I had to feverishly sketch a screencap of him. do you understand what it takes to get me to this point

[funkbun]

you guys have no idea how glad i am that the whole "Wiggle Discourse" is basically nonexistent rn and ppl stopped trying to paint her as this Evil Awful Abusive Predator, im glad ppl are normal about her character now

[dungeons-and-dragon-age]

HUH.

[monomori3]

im not simping YOURE simping