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I have some Colin headcanons because it's 1am and apparently, this is what I'm thinking about tonight. Headcanons based solely on the show - Book!Colin is just a different animal.
Some time after the whole Marina incident, he and Anthony had a very uncomfortable conversation about how and where he can go get laid. Benedict found out about it, and finds it hilarious
He totally lost his virginity to the Contessa. Like - he DOES NOT shut up about her.
And she seduced him - because I just cannot imagine him ever having that much game. (Colin is not a liar, but he is kinda dumb and rather pretty, and I'm sure this woman knew what she was doing.)
She also is the one who taught him how to properly pleasure a woman (c'mon, he had to learn that from somewhere and I highly doubt /that/ was something Anthony or Benedict was going to go into-though that'd have been a hilarious convo.), plus, while the European Tour was definitely his slut era, I'm guessing 99% of that was at brothels.
(Though, I am amused by the idea of Colin asking so many questions at the brothels and the sex workers being like... okay, my dude, usually sex does not include this much talking.)
Also, slut era isn't as slutty as he lets on when he gets back. I mean, he only keeps telling the ONE story. And sure, discovering sex is fun, but as he writes in his journal, doesn't stop loneliness or provide genuine connection.
How many times did he end up at a brothel after he wrote to Pen and thought about the fact that he's been hearing nothing back from her?
#bridgerton#colin bridgerton#it's now 2am and i should sleep#the whole contessa thing just was a fascinating point#was this a book related easter egg?#or just isn't into slutting it up the way his friends are doing#it's a rhetorical question#the idea of what anthony and benedict could have taught him is kind of a hilarious side tangent#okay i'm really going to bed now
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Swiftli week, day 4
Free theme! (Laser tag)
Summary:
“I’d easily get more hits on you than you on me!” Taylor claims.
Lincoln’s smile turns into a playful smirk. “Oh is that right?”
Taylor leans in, standing on his tiptoes to get a little bit closer to Lincoln’s level. It makes him think of those professional boxing stare-showdowns. “Yea, that’s right, Mr. Li-Wilson.”
“You’re on, Swift.”
“Guys, we literally just finished the first game,” Normal tries to pipe up in between the two, “Maybe it's time for a little break first?”
“No! Someone has to taste true defeat,” Taylor shouts and points to the air, like an anime character ready for the fight, and picks up his laser tag armor again.
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Lincoln and Taylor get a little too competitive in a game of laser tag and are willing to do everything to win
#I'm so so tired#not going to write and edit a fic again in like 2 days in combination with theater preperation stuff and university stuff#but wooow yeaaa a laser tag fic with swiftli#dndads#dndads s2#dungeons and daddies#swiftli#taylor swift#lincoln li wilson#fanfic#my writing#dndads swiftli week 2024#anyways I'm going to sleep now good night#i might reread the story again tomorrow and make a few more edits because I don't believe that all spelling errors have been taken out now#okay I'm really going to bed now
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ONE VERY SPECIAL HAJIME HINATA !!!!!! new year's kisses for the birthday boy :)
#martzipan#hajime hinata#chiaki nanami#nagito komaeda#komahinanami#komahina#hinanami#ok that's all the tags. ERMMM TEEHEE !!! i had fun with this one#which kinda surprises me. bc it's been a while since i've drawn#but. kmhnnm reigns supreme in my head always and forever. my little muses#you can tell i had no clue what typa outfit to put kmda in. but it's ok i got to show off the neck so it's fine <3#there's one specific detail in here that i really enjoyed adding. and i'm curious to see if anyone will notice it#if not it's a treat for me but. potential game for the keen viewers out there#OKAY i'm done rambling now. gonna go do some cooldowns and then Go To Bed bc i have just barely managed to evade a headache#happy new year folks <3
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(Close ups and some other versions are unter the cut also if you like my art then please reblog it)
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#okay i'm just gonna say it becsuse it's not that visible#but gihun's hand is in inho's pants#okay? okay!!#now you know now you can see#other details i'm really proud of:#the sweat honestly#on the skin but also in the clothes#inho pulling gihuns shirt up like that#also i tried to make inho's lips really red you know. from kissing#but i'm not sure if that's still visible#drawing is so fun ahaaaaa!!!!#also don't worry this is my art so i'm deciding now that they're not getting caught :>#anyways#i would actually love if y'all would like maybe zoom in or just click on the picture because i really really love the details but they ofte#get lost if you just look at the whole thing#but yeah#lyxchen's art#hwang in ho#hwang inho#seong gi hun#seong gihun#457#inhun#ginho#gihun x inho#inho x gihun#001 x 456#squid game#squid game fanart#i'm going to bed now cause it's 4am and also my stomach kinda hurts but it's okay because i'm so so proud of this <33
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I love ur artstyle they all look so squishy and cute <3
Ahksbjdbkjbdkjbdkj thank you!! ;-; I do want everyone to look kinda round and squishy and plush and I'm really glad you like it ^^
Also, because I actually had time for once and I wanted to do a doodle, attempted squishery:
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#UTDR#Ask#toffeebrew#In the end he was indeed squished#Rip in pieces Killer you will be squished- I mean missed#But for realsies thank you!!! That really means a lot <3#Also I love how you draw Cross with his lil fangs showing so so much#Like it just activates something happy in my brain#And the comic of Epic telling how Killer and Color met is so funny I'm still not over it#It's going in my forever memory for this fandom#Okay now I gotta go to bed for realsies goodnight everyone!!!
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this is a drawing please don't come after me
#käärijä#häärijä#khaarija calendar#digital art#is this okay to post? i really don't know#i'll delete it if it isn't#i've overdone it again with the details#(also it looks like jere is making a peace sign lol)#okay i'm going to bed now#i did not plan to spend four hours on this lmao
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#ok finally making a post about meds#I've not ever tried taking medication before. I was sorta raised with that classic 'dont rely on meds you have to learn to manage without'#I mean I was also raised with the idea that therapy is stupid unless you have 'real' trauma. and also like idk.#can't stay home from school unless your temp is over 100 or you're throwing up. etc. very suck it up mindset#so I was just really nervous to start. also of course worried about losing myself or whatever I know that's a silly fear but#it's also a common fear for a reason!!! anyways#so I finally was like 'I need to do something' when I realized I was so anxious I couldnt even get myself to go outside alone#like I just don't want to do ANYTHING alone to a detrimental effect. and it was butting into my ability to do my work...#for various reasons. but then ALSO adhd has been a constant issue with my work as well!#it is SO hard to write and draw on a weekly pace like I am without being able to focus#my whole life I've had these terrible nightmares constantly and I've always woken up constantly in the night#sleep has always been terrible so I've always dreaded going to bed.. ESPECIALLy because it didnt even make me less tired#it was more something that I just did because I had to.#but going to bed was always terrible. there have been times I was too scared to go to sleep for weeks on end...#I've been mitigating this for years of course. and recently I've been taking melatonin which has been helping too.#but I've also always struggled to get up. because I've always been EXTREMELY exhausted#but also anxious of what the day might bring... idk.#anyways it has all hit a point that I was like okay. I am doing as many coping mechanisms as I can. the psych said they were good too#but... it just has never been enough. it's never been enough to make me not tired it's never been enough to make me not scared#so I finally talked to the doc about it. and she was like youve def got smth wrong basically. which yah I know.. but yknow#anyways so I started taking wellbutrin. and I am so frustrated now. because it's WORKING#that constant looming sense of dread is gone. I'm excited to get up. I'm excited to go to bed BECAUSE I'm excited to get up#I feel like for years I've been holding on to the idea that I have to get up because I have to put something good out into the world#and I've been clinging to knowing that if nothing else. I am able to help other people feel better.#but now for the first time in my life I'm like. free of it. I didnt even know it was possible... and I'm so sad how much I've lost out on#and so frustrated how my whole life I've been told to put up with it and push through it. and treated like a failure for it being too much.#and just. It has only been 2 weeks. but the lack of anxiety is SO noticeable I'm so...#I'll never miss it. the adhd is still pretty present but like whatever. I can manage that better.#and I'm just crying because of all this combined.#I just. I hope I get to finally be the best I can be now. for myself but also for you guys!
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no longer tiny joys tuesday but it's been a pretty rocky week so far so some things from today that have given me some encouragement:
washed my hair (<- always makes me feel less gross)
was productive (and it wasn't as much of a mental battle to focus/be productive like it was yesterday)! particularly in writing a lot of my journal spreads (something i've been behind on and takes a lot of effort for me to do), i did it while listening through a new playlist & drinking coffee & i enjoyed the whole process & am way more caught up
finished a drawing i started last night
read two more chapters of my book; i'm nearing the end and it's still so good ;;
spent some time (being productive) at a cafe with my brother :)
^ he & i watched another episode of hilda once we got home, while i ate a pb&j sandwich, and he's enjoying it and i'd forgotten how much of a comfort show it is for me :))
drove to/from the cafe And to/from the grocery store and! felt considerably less stressed about it than i have my previous driving trips!! also my brother is a very patient & great driving teacher & i am very grateful for him
spent the evening writing/editing poetry & making Processing journal spreads (which i haven't done in a Very Long Time [since...july??] it is. so so good for my brain.) & listening to new truth-music (anchor hymns <3) & feeling a bit more of God's comfort/compassion/grace than i have in awhile <3
#the driving! i noticed once we got back home that i think it was the least stressful trip yet :) and my brother commented 'you're getting#better and better! you're way smoother with the clutch now and you've made tons of progress :)'#whoooooo okay. yeah. this was nice to list#lots lots of emotions in my head & heart. helpful to recenter it all on some gratitude <3#i just finished eating dinner (really late but i got stuck in hyperfocus earlier sdlkjg) and now i'm gonna go back to art journaling#for the next few hours until i'm done/go to bed#love you all <3#elle rambles#also re my last point i know God's grace/compassion/presence is there even if i don't feel it. but.. it is nice to sense it a bit more some#times yknow ;;
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eepy author
the author is very tired, she is eepy. the author has had a very long day of writing and wants to take just a smol sleeb. She eeby and neebies to sleeby.
#okay i'm really going to bed this time 😂#needed to answer this#goodnight everyone#the author is going to sleeby now#answered
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hi!!i shouldve asked this already considering how long I've been here,can I join the fam? :3
OH ABSOLUTELY TEM! :D
Tho idk if I'm able to let people join???? Idk
There's a big discord server with everyone (or mostly everyone, idk if a few people may or may not be in it since some people may not be a fan of discord servers)
I can send you a link for it if you want? I'll probably do that in the morning tho cuz I'm getting ready to go to bed rn
Plus I also wanna let everyone know you may be joining (cuz again- idk if I'm able to let people join 😅)
#sol full of asks#plus I haven't really been active on that discord server in a while so idk what's really happening on there#but again- WOULD FRICKIN LOVE IF YOU JOINED :D#just don't know if I'm actually able to invite people to join :P#and now I feel like I'm just repeating myself a bunch anfjsjgksjgksjg#okay good night y'all!! going to bed now
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There's so much I want to write and so much I want to read, but I can't fully engage with much of anything right now and it's killing me😭
#so many fic ideas! i thought about a zuri x farah one with zuri doing her hair#and them talking about their experiences regarding their hair and how its perceived#i wrote my general thoughts down on it and it would be !!!#so interesting!!#(especially since things concerning race aren't really... there in game ig - and idk if i want it to be for a variety of reasons)#(but exploring it with them could be !!!!!!!)#i thought of a mini series of zuri and adam going on drives together as their relationship progresses#i also wanna write something with zuri and bobby after the events of book 3#with bobby seeking her out with more genuine intentions than he does in book 2 and contrasting the two#i wanna write a few scene rewrites just for just#and there are so many fics i wanna read! i've missed so many of them and they all seem so interesting and fun#but i am suffering💀#i'm in a different country for an extended period of time (for me at least) when i really didn't want to be#(travelling in general isn't really for me - not when my parents 'plan' it)#i'm struggling to sleep because it's not my bed and i am constantly aware that its not my bed#all my energy is going into being as okay as i can be while counting the days until i can go home#(and i know as soon as i'm on the plane i'm gonna feel like this wasn't so bad so i dislike that it still mostly feels like it is)#and i forgot to take the pill for days now so my period just started for the second time this month💀💀#make it stop PLEASE#this ended up being a more personal rant but like UAUSGSH#i just need it to be over#chichi.txt
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can't stop thinking abt how much my grandma would've loved toji.....
#she was a very bossy woman#but not in like a mmm rude way#she was just the head of the house yk?#she lived at the countryside and so there was always smth to do#i used to spend all of my summers and school holidays there with her#and every weekend when my parents and her son would come visit she just gave everybody a job lmao#oh wait so she wasn't technically my grandma she was my grandma's sister but . to me she still counted as a grandma okay#anyway#i think if yk she'd still be here and i were to take toji with me to there#they would get along very very well#bc i think toji would do everything she said without a question or a complaint#she was a big talker too so i just like to imagine him helping her out with whatever while she tells a story about whatever#and he is . listening#perhaps peeks at what i'm doing in the meanwhile but he's good okay#he's gonna be a good little worker hehehhee#(and i'm gonna be drooling for the entire time bc holy fuck he's like dirty now and he's sweating and he's being sooo so nice and mmmm sexy#and then for dinner we barbeque smth and he gets to show off his skills with the grill sahgdghsdhgsagdas#and then ofc we go to the sauna and then swimming#i would've loved to tell him stories about the place#and then we'd sleep in a bed that's just a bit too small but neither of us care#and i would whisper more stories bc i have sooo so many stories to tell abt the place and her#mmmmmmmmmmmmm#i miss her and i miss her place#it's still there like i still occasionally go and visit (her grandkid is taking care of it now) but it's not really the same anymore#anyway i think the morning would be sooo so lovely too we'd get coffee and she'd most definitely makes us pancakes and wahhh#i think this is one of the sweetest daydreams of mine#i think he would've loved it there a lot#despite all of the work#i think he would've loved it#miji
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Woah Nellie, so I got around to writing REDACTED today and even though I didn't do any this morning the ideas were flowing this afternoon and I've got five and a half days worth of posts. And I've still not gotten the whole goal ticked but to be fair it is one box for several things. Plus there's me liking adding extra bits. It'll make sense when we get there I promise.
Mad About Dodo finale! Tune in to see if Shay can even attend or if her food poisoning has her back in the hotel over a bucket... Maybe they'll have to CGI her in for that one 🧐
#ramble ramble ramble#before bed thoughts#I think the words were flowing because I've been imaging the scenes for so long#anyway goodnight#less nauseous today which was great#last night it took forever to get to sleep#okay I'm really going to sleep now#maybe
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Okay I did get distracted by a grade being posted and I am about to be both a nerd and a millennial but god ngl I do hate classes where you get full points on all your assignments but don't actually get any actual feedback on them. What is the point. If it's a class where everyone gets passing grades for making the effort but you get actual feedback and comments, that's great! But I would genuinely rather get points docked and get extensive comments on what I did well and what needed improvement and why than this.
#what is the POINT#like at that point it feels like busy work frankly! it doesn't feel like anyone's worrying about whether or not I learned something!#and like I can self reflect on my own learning. I'm good at that. that's fine. but a) not everyone can#and b) it REALLY does not help the perception that a degree is something you pay for but don't actually need to learn anything to get#which is a MASSIVE problem rn. there's no actual value placed on LEARNING THINGS.#like I know for a FACT that I have turned in B+ average assignments at best in this class.#just cuz I only have finite time and I gotta stay sane and it's not an area I'm going to go any further than surface level in.#the overview is good and important! but the work I'm doing is reflective of my investment and frankly it should've earned a B+ at most.#like at least if you're docking a point and telling me what for I know you READ the damn thing. christ alive.#you may ask yourself 'oh my god why are you like this' and the answer is. have you looked at my blog.#anyway. okay nOW I'm going to bed.
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I'm so exhausted but here's a recent doodle of my pookie <3
#I'm stressed about things and drawing him helps me calm down but it also costs time so I'm more stressed again ughh#why is it already 3am again time is going by way too fast these days#anyway at least I have something pretty to look at now💕#I love myself a man with a slutty waist😌👌#the final drawing is supposed to be for an artstyle challenge so I tried to stick fairly close to his canon look#but honestly I think I could've still pushed it a bit more even just to make him look hotter#okay typing all that took way too long I really need to go to bed now💀#f/o: 🚂#2nd dimension doofenshmirtz#2d doofenshmirtz#heinz doofenshmirtz#dr doofenshmirtz#phineas and ferb#across the 2nd dimension#at2d#villain f/o#fictional other#sketch#digital art#selniasart
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