#ok time to tag this i guess uhmmm

[roxtron]

OK YAYY I FINALLY FINISHED THIS- it's been a WIP for a while now i'm happy to finally be able to post it!

I liked keeping little logs of my progress so here's a.. few more stages of WIP for it :D

ok yayy i'm happy i can finally post these you have no idea how long i've been waiting to- I've been wanting to draw @dykevanny 's design for AGES and finally got around to it, and i managed to fully finish shading it too, yay! I usually try to keep most art I post using as little reference as possible but I feel it's better for me to be transparent, I tend to draw more average/skinnier characters and really wanted to make sure I got her body type right so I ended up using a reference with proportions that were easier to fit until it felt right, hopefully I did a good job with that, but yeah, here's the original pose by @mellon-soup I did alter it quite a bit but I felt like it was still important to give credit.

(also btw since I posted multiple versions of it through stages of WIP, please lmk which versions you might prefer! While I typically draw in the style of the one first posted I've been experimenting a bit more so if you prefer the one second-to-last or any features that might work better if different, please let me know! whether it's positive compliments or criticism I appreciate it, I wanna improve wherever I can and I appreciate hearing other people's opinions on what I could change or what may not need to change <3)

[gurorori]

okay im impatient so ill b doin this on my own & in one go!

1: i honesly dunno when we discovered it but i guess personally Me i found out arnd 2016 prolly not long after.. arnd the time i split! it wld take years before we cld really build a wardrobe though! im not sure abt the 'where'. it was jus a thing i kinda knew, but i assume the internet, somewhere, somehow.

2: solids all the way, but i suggest a secret third category: appliqués, like the ones in old school. not quite a print but it is not a solid either... BUT YEAH NO solids all da way if i had to pick between those two... they r jus so much more versatile, the only prints i consistently like r border prints, florals & those amazin baby countryloli strawb prints.

3: i love so many laces lolita has to offer but my current obsession is eyelet lace, ykno the one with lil holes in the middle all the way thru where u can put a ribbon thru it n its so pretty i really like the combination. especially when its on skirts..

4: sadly i havnt had the chance to really go to 'lolita-appropriate' places in lolita yet, im momoko-ing it (jus lolita all da time everywhere).. id say parks so far. it feels very natural bein surrounded by nature n flowers n the sun i think its my favorite!

5: uhmmm im not sure if this is a substyle kinda question or wat kind of attribute i own more of? but im an old schoolie with a goal of buildin a capsule dats mostly 'authentically' old school, so far i have 3 pieces total dat r 2001-2006 (2001 moitie coat, 2005 jmarple sweater, 2006 baby op)

6: second momoko mention & it will not b the last one. idk i know shes a fictional character technically but she is everythin 2 me. i do not closely follow a lot of but a lot of lolitas on tumblr r a huge inspiration to me as well, @/cynicalneoprincessism bein a bit of a literal icon /pos!

7: a sad sad sad lonely lonelita in the middle of nowhere (not rly but its a city on the smaller side in a deeply conservative country. get me out)

8: definitely love wardrobe stuff, but i also love vlogs. jus a lolita out n about. fav

9: once again @/cynicalneoprincessism's yt is my favorite in terms of vibes.. i also love pure_rae i think is her channel name & i watch lovelylor ofc.. a few others i cant remember.. sorry..

10: definitely casual since its very commonplace in proto & old school. im definitely fine with in-the-middle/traditional lolicoords too but day-to-day i wear a lot of casual/proto!

11: prolly my moitie coat.. my first brand piece.. so so beautiful n gothic.. also wat i wud consider 'rare' n a bit of a lost media (lol) since its not documented anywhere. i dug up the release date purely by lookin at the product number on the tag & findin the closest one on lolibrary, which pointed me to 2001.. leads me to believe its from the same release set.

12: ummm um.. prolly these chunky mary janes which I LOVE but one of the straps broke in a weird way dat still makes em wearable but uncomfortable to walk in on one side. i still wanna wear em, so im sad.. but im lookin into new mary janes argh.

13: dream in cage jsk by alice girl. got it for prom.. not a favorite, definitely the ita phase where i was still not sure wat i wanted. its the furthest thing from old school where i am now, so. yeah, if the shoes didn break, the dress wld b my regret piece.. i might sell it soon, i think i wore it properly once.

14: mmm.. a shiro headpiece & wrist cuffs by a local lolita atelier/seamstress, labdemerveilles on insta!

15: not sure how unpopular my opinions r.. ok here one. its not an opinion i push onto anyone & more of a personal preference, but i much prefer proto & old school to the modern look, from the construction of the dress to the details like lace n design n material.. i like everythin abt early stages of lolita n i like much less abt the state its in now. id wear 80s-2010s AT MOST & i can still appreciate OTT sweet boom of early 2010s (altho i wudn go near it myself), but not much abt new releases excites me at all.. i don wanna say modern lolita is worse or better, its jus not for me. everythin in me aligns with every single aspect of old school i jus love the aesthetic & once i ventured into old school, everythin else jus felt wrong.

16: please take an educated guess (im an old school predominantly gothiclita). yeah its b&w. #2 shiro/kuro.. #3 red tartan... #4 dat old school pale dusty pink...

17: BABY BABY BABY BABY BABY BABY BABY BABY BABY BABY BABY BABY BABY BABY

18: ummmm detachable waist ties im so srs. all the dresses i have so far have em sewn on & i cannot tie em without help at all. it hurts lookin up tutorials how to tie one & only findin shit where ppl have detachable ones. but uhmmm.. in second place: detachable sleeves, like a lotta old school ops have.. kinda like its commonplace with blouses ykno. sorry im all for convenience & accessibility.... i legit cried first time i tried to tie them all by myself cuz my arms wer in immense pain for hours after..

19: nope i do nawt.. but first dress i was SRS abt & do remember was antique doll op by ap, which i do not feel the same abt now. i used to call it a dreamie but my tastes have changed greatly..

20: black rockin horsies 4 sure. can still go with old school shiro if u squint. can go with old school sweet. can go with old school country. can go with anythin old school if yr brave enuff. its such a gift. ankles r temporary, rhs r forever.

21: hngggg i love kumakumya so muuuuch but lately i feel like a cheater cuz im leanin into usakumya stuffs. its jus the white seems to b a lot more versatile, so she ends up fittin with more stuff. i alrdy got a kuma pochette hence this discovery. yeah. i guess i prefer usa jus a bit more, ithink the initial attachment to kuma was cuz of my insane obsession w teddy bears. i also have an infatuation with those old school cuties dat baby wud put in their prints sumtimes.. i think it was a poodle n a bunny n a cat..? theyr not really mascots tho. but i loved seein em in appliqués n designs!

22: im definitely guilty of baby brainrot, so i guess i prefer brand? i wldn say im obsessed with it or think its necessarily a marker of quality tho. i buy things based on wat they r, not the tag, for sure. n yeah it so happened dat almost every old school baby release resonates with my entire being! wat abt it! the reason im more in favor of brand is also cuz its easier to hunt down as an oldschoolie, sure there wer less known&offbrand pieces but its often way harder to really even find out they exist. whereas with old school brand its like oh yeah dats babydoll op lawl. but yeah i really don mind offbrand especially for anythin dats not main piece or blouse..

23: B

24: red tartan........ florals as well! gobelin is da shit.... country motifs, esp strawby ones like i said!

25: the belonging. this is gonna get sappy but i genuinely have never felt the way i do in lolita, wearin non-lolita clothes. lolita genuinely gives me a sense of home & it feels so right wearin it that i don wanna wear anythin else. i love the community as well but its jus the feelin itself first & foremost. its liberatin in a sense, yehs, jus as intended. i like the modest femininity aspect & the homage to victorian fashion (which im utterly obsessed with as well). n yeah i love the lifestyle stuff so so much, all of it. love everytgin abt early early earlyyy lolita, love lolita history, how it came to b & how it developd. love love

26: (tears up) ok lieten 2 me. the fact theres naw baby store 1 min away. in all seriousness idk. perhaps the toxicity of sum spaces, thankfully i havnt experienced most of it. idk i jus dislike the idea of lolitas puttin others down or judgin based on things..

27: prolly bears.. i havnt thought lots ab this. i don rly gravitate towards animal designs, let alone prints muuuch.. a lot of kumya prints r cute?

28: tbh not sure.. i love lolita content on yt, i love tumblr stuff. i don have a proper favorite, i jus consume all i can at once lmao

29: hair down, pigtails, any kind of old school coded hairstyles really, esp ones dat r a lil more punky. also ringlet wigs

30: ive heard of a lot of lolita resources dat were lost to time.. i also found a few old local lolita stores (online ofc) dat offered accessories n such, like OLD SCHOOL old. they were so cute but its been literally over a decade, so ofc they r long gone... definitely have such nostalgia for old school in general, sure it lives on thru us but its still hard to look at it separated from its time & place. its not quite the same, but im so happy with how the fashion got to b cultivated n wat paved its way to become the lolita we know. street fashion is such a Human phenomenon it makes me really happy to engage in & connect with others

˚✧ ˚♡˚ ✧˚ lolita fashion themed ask game ˚✧ ˚♡˚ ✧˚ you can answer all of them or reblog to get sent some questions! 1: how and when did you first get introduced to the fashion? 2: if you could only pick one: prints or solids? 3: do you have a favorite type of lace? 4: favorite place to go wearing lolita? 5: what does your wardrobe mostly consist of? 6: do you have a favorite lolita/does anyone inspire you? 7: are you in a community, or are you a lonelita? 8: favorite type of lolita content? (dress reviews, tutorials, handmade/sewing, annual wardrobe posts, get ready with me, anything!) 9: do you have a favorite lolita youtube channel? 10: do you prefer casual lolita, somewhere in the middle, or OTT? 11: what's one item you have that you would never sell? 12: what's one item you regret buying? 13: first ever purchase? 14: most recent purchase? 15: do you have an unpopular opinion about the fashion? 16: favorite coord color combinations? 17: what's a brand you don't own many things from but would like to? 18: what's the best feature a dress could have? 19: do you remember the first dress you ever saw? do you still like it? 20: if you could only keep one pair of shoes, which would they be? 21: do you have a favorite brand mascot? 22: do you prefer bigger brands or indie brands? 23: favorite place to shop? 24: favorite pattern? (stripes, polka dots, florals, anything!) 25: favorite thing about the fashion? 26: least favorite thing about the fashion? 27: which animal do you enjoy seeing the most in dresses/accessories? 28: favorite platform for lolita content? (other socials, blogs, anything!) 29: favorite hairstyle when wearing lolita? 30: are you nostalgic for anything that doesn't exist anymore?

[the-pigeon]

hiii pigeon we've been mutuals for some time but haven't interacted w each other! i wanted to quickly say hi (i did it already hehe) and say that im glad that youre my first mutual on tumblr! im still kinda new here but i am still very welcome to idea of chit-chatting if u do not mind :] i have a dsmp lore brainrot and rlly enjoy watching tommy, so i hope we get along (if you dont mind)

OMG HI sorry i only just saw this i've been out and hi hi hi hi !!! im never opposed to talking so i definitely dont mind hehe. im gonna ramble in the tags now

[joppin]

OMGGG ok i was tagged by my lovely mutual @chainerayuta to do this tag game. thank u ily

Name/Nickname: Ken, kennie, jimmy, etc

Gender: boy ...haha 😳unless

Star sign: cancer (I know 💔)

Height: 5’5

Birthday: July 11... 7/11😛

Favorite bands: clazziquai, the clash, the cure, loona, nct, shinee, gfriend, monsta x, exo, strfkr, neutral milk hotel, the garden, hitsujibungaku, kana-boon, tendouji, lucy too, andymori

Favorite solo artists: HUS, Amine, Carly Rae Jepsen, Selena, Childish Gambino, Megan Thee Stallion, Rico Nasty, BoA, Mariya Takeuchi, Tatsuro Yamashita, Anri, Toshiki Kadomatsu, IU, Frank Ocean, Sasuke, Yukika, Eve, flo milli, sunmi, Holland, Wonho, Kim petras, Jeanette

Song stuck in my head: Romeo & Juliet - Clazziquai

Last movie: idk I don’t actually watch a lot of movies... possibly the heroic trio

Last show: pushing daisies for the 63rd time probably

When I created this blog: January 2018 🥳😖

Following: 1420

Last thing I googled: “Natal Chart Calculator” direcrly after “Johnny suh birthday”

Other blogs: @akiracaps & @citypopuploads are me lol

Do I get asks: sometimes

Why I chose this url: came to me in a dream

Lucky number: 3,6,7,11,13

Instruments: ukulele & guitar but I wish I could play bass and or piano

What I’m wearing: flannel pj pants and a t shirt that was my dads many years ago

Dream trip: new zealnd to see my friends

Favorite food: been very into bahn mi recently 😍😋

Nationality: american

Favorite song: changes every day... today’s pick is disco man by remi wolf

Top 3 fictional universes: uhmmm hmmm...... I guess lord of the rings (hot elves), Hunter x Hunter (nen), Back to the Future (flying cars and shit)

I tag:: @sanrxo @wh2 @sstarsapphic @yukika @secondexwife @tittiez @shin-jiyoon @itgirljoy @dalkomhanchocolateicecream @skaterboyjohnny @fruitz @woozistrophygroom @baebe @localthot @yassification @127scult @nastier and anyone else who wants to 💕

[transrightsjimin]

i was tagged by @soulmates7 thank you!!

7 ALBUMS GAME

Rules: Make an image HERE of your top 7 albums, just type in the name and select the album. This can be top 7 of all time or this year or whatever you’d like. 

ok i couldnt choose at all so now i have two images

but also i worked for 6+ hours on looking up bands i had seen live or used to listen to more often and i made a list with albums and singles that i have repeated / re-visited a lot or that simply mean a lot to me nd that i’d recommend to others. it was a bit hard to make bc i also love a lot of songs that are single releases with only 1-2 songs, but i don’t listen to them like you would to a longer single / mini album / full albums. i wanted to include laboum’s full length albums (two of us and low pop wow) but those sadly have the lowest production value in most of the songs so i cannot enjoy those fully. there’s also some older plastic tree albums from the 1990s that are hard to access for listeners so i can’t add those. anyway this is the full list (in progress) lol

CHECK IN GAME

1. How has your day been?

quite ok! i slept for 9 hours thats fucking wild, idk how that happened but im grateful! did cry abt gender stuff and am a bit frustrated abt how i took so many hours to look into old albums instead of do useful stuff, but it was very fun and inspiring.

2. What’s the last thing that made you smile?

hmm idk? i dont rly like, keep track of when i do or dont smile when im not in public hgghkjg

maybe the halloween pictures my mom sent me from her home? those were fun. or maybe my friend. idk i was quite cheerful / neutral this morning but since later in the afternoon i had a dip(?)

3. What’s keeping you entertained these days?

uhmmm ive been recently watching halloween-related videos by Abby Green on youtube and rly enjoy her vids on makeup and halloween films and other chitchat and her makeup looks are so cute! also im watching sabrinah the teenage witch episodes from time to time w my friend in the evenings, though we also watched more of stuff recently like goosebumps episodes and films and the griezelbus film and carrie yesterday. we also watch a bunch of other shows but im not too entertained by them, i just find it hard to look away hjfdkhg

4. If you are in some kind of quarantine/self-isolation, what do you hope to achieve in this time?

uh i dont know? my country has never had a real full lockdown but i of c do try to limit going outside aside from working hours, though life hasnt been much different from pre-pandemic as i rarely do fun stuff anyway. i was always inside at home for most of the time but i dont do super exciting stuff here too bc i’ve probably never gotten out of my burnout i got in 2013. i did recently watch stuff together w friends online like watch bts stuff or try to dance together but everyone is either busy or has shitty connection nd it just didnt rly work.

i mean i do want to help better my mental health through CGT and giving myself more structure nd being stricter w bedtime. i rly hope my mental health will get better but idk if i can bc the CGT appointments are 12 in total and after that the therapy stops. it rly sucks but i accepted the offer as i otherwise would be on another waiting list elsewhere too and at the previous place i had therapy for several years, i kept getting new therapists regularly too bc of stuff like their contracts ending or pregancy so i guess im used to not being able to see a therapist for a long time. so idk.

i want to get better mental health and better concentration. i also just need to get a stupid fucking job bc while i dont want to work at all, i have to to be able to live and i need a reason to get out of bed every day to go somewhere so i would have more structure and be less depressed. i mean i could say i want to draw more and dance and read more but ive been saying that for years and i still rarely do it bc im so demotivated nd have worsened focus for years and my special interests are all over the place so i never think about getting stuff done while i really should.

5. Post selfie, if you’re comfortable doing so

from a while ago. it gave me 70s vibes somehow, i like it

LAST SONG

versailles - prince (got bored so i quit playing the song)

LAST SAVED PICTURE

the downscaled selfie and 7 album pictures above

tagging: @princeshojo @lampshroomomg​  @trespassers-will @baepsrae

[pcstilnt]

❄️| OOC | 15 questions

Named after someone?  nope , i was almost named after my late grandmother though . it would have been a lot better than the name my parents stuck me with though. let’s just say the name does not match the face .

Last time you cried?  last year actually , when my grandpa passed away . 

Do you have any kids? no not human spawns  , but i consider my cat as a kid so yeah i guess 

Do you use sarcasm a lot? depends on how comfortable i am with a person . however i tend to hold back a lot cos a lot of people can’t seem to handle the sarcasm i can whip out .

What’s the first thing you notice about people?  eyes and a smile -- honestly , it’s the first thing i notice on a person before their appearance . it’s always been like that .

Eye color?  light chocolate brown but here’s the thing , i’ve been told i have cat eyes by a lot of people . apparently they change a lot under the light . legit , i had a few friends back in high school that thought i had green eyes or hazel eyes but no , they are light chocolate brown-ish .

Scary movie or happy ending? both ? depends on the mood tbh but i am a lot more of a horror type of gal or suspense . HOWEVER I WON’T FUCK WITH GHOST OR DOLL  MOVIES. that’s where i drawn the fucking line , bro

Any special talent? uhmmm ? being awkward af?

What country were you born in?  america 

What are your hobbies? writing , embroidery ( just picked it up ) , reading and listening to music ; currently picked up working out too . yeah the basics cos i’m a basic bitch HAHA.

Do you have any pets? i have one sassy cat son named orion beerus ok . he’s my life even if he refuses my love . 

What sports do you play/have played? does channel surfacing count  as a sport ? lmao . nah but i have been wanting to pick up boxing so we’ll see when this covid thing gets better .

How tall are you? i’m about 5-6 inches taller than a hobbit and i’m mad . i’m actually 5′3 so about i believe 160cm ?

Favorite subject in school? english and history . 

Dream job?  RN or criminal lawyer 

tagging: anyone that wants to do this .

[literally-just-mirio-headcanons]

GHSHSBXBS I SAW UR TAGS ROSE TY HAHA 💕💕💕💕 aight ima be the one to send it then. May we have some merman-Mirio hcs pls mather. (also his s/o could be human who loves the ocean and marine life but has no idea mermen and mermaids exist 👀 👀 👀 👀 👀 👀)

MUAHAHAHAHA YES FINALLY THANK YOU ADDY💕💕

HERE WE HECKIN GO Y'ALL

I feel like Mirio would have like a cool shark tail? Tinted blue as well.

He has like 20 pet hermit crabs

He paints their cute shells so it looks they have actual houses on their backs.

Loves exploring sunken ships and trying to figure out what all the knickknacks are supposed to do

Usually gets it way wrong as you might expect.

Mirio, looking at a pair of pants: ah yes! Those human arm traps! Hahaah they sure are weird with entertainment but eh!

He's curious about human stuff, but actually pretty chill about wanting to meet or talk to humans.

Mirio likes snoozing in the sun and watching humans from a distance

Its surprising he's only run into a couple since he lives near a small local beach

And even then he usually manages to get away so all they see is a tail!

Mirio's not sure why he decided he was okay with you seeing him, probably because you were out alone on the beach one summer night, looking into the tide pools with great interest, and well, curiosity got the better of him!

That and you looked adorable and well.....ahsjdjjddj moving on

You were completely focused on some starfish when a voice piped up, breaking the calm scilence of the night.

"Whatcha looking at angel fish?"

You look up startled to see a young man beaming at you from the ocean.

"Uhm, uh- yeah I was looking at- sorry who are you?"

"Oh sorry!! I'm Mirio!!! Its nice you meet youuuuuuu.....?"

"Pfft, Y/n, nice to meet ya Mirio, you wanna come join me or, are you gonna.....chill out there"

"Uhm...well...I could it's just-"

You see a blue tail flip out of the water and realize Oh heck he's a merman

And then things get fuzzy....and dark....because apparently that was so shocking you hecking passed out.

You wake up from your spontaneous nap to find Mirio hovering over you, out of breath and clearly worried

"ANGEL FISH ARE YOU OKAY?!"

"Hm? Oh yeah I'm alright Mirio, I guess the tail thing was just a bit of a suprise.....wow"

"What?"

"Sorry sorry I uh..you're just closer now and I uhm.....gosh you're....."

My goodness is he oblivious

Doesnt notice how red your face is.

Doesn't notice how he is like wicked close to you.

He's just *sigh*

You continue on nervously

"I just was gonna say- I think you look radiant or like...really cool or maybe- both? Yeah ok right ok uhm UHMMM COULD YOU MAYBE SCOOCH BACK A BIT YOURE SUPER CLOSE MIRIO"

"Oops! Sorry!!!"

And so begins your nightly beach hangout sessions.

And later dates.

OHMYGOSH HE TOTALLY BRINGS HIS HERMIT CRABS ONE TIME AND TELLS YOU ALL OF THEIR NAMES.

Mirio sometimes brings you pretty shells and samples of rad plantlife in the ocean, he just really loves giving you gifts and seeing how you light up.

[firelxdykatara]

This is for the ask meme, but how about top 5 underrated characters or movies? (also your blog has easily become one of my favs, thank you for existing and for your excellent commentary/takes!!!

kjfdgkdjfg well thank you! i’m glad you enjoy my ramblings

TOP 5 UNDERRATED CHARACTERS: UHMMM this is hard, cause some characters are underrated by the show but loved by the fandom, and sometimes the opposite, but these are the ones that come to mind:

1. Tyler Lockwood, from The Vampire Diaries. In the first two seasons of the show, he had a pretty fantastic ‘jerkass jock to decent human being’ character arc, and his relationship with Caroline was beautiful to watch. In season 3 Forwood lost all of the emotional depth it’d had and became almost entirely about sex, and then Tyler got put through the absolute ringer and then... kind of vanished? He came back every once in a while to get shit on by everyone (I will never not be pissed that Stefan punched him in the face for daring to be upset that the woman he loved had slept with the man who murdered his mother and slaughtered his pack--he had every right not to want to be around her after that, and to get upset when she refused to back off), and then got unceremoniously killed at some point, I think over on The Originals. I don’t know, cause I stopped watching TVD after season 6. Anyway, Tyler Lockwood deserved better, and that is that on that.

2. Wells Jaha from The 100. It’s been, what, five years since season 1 of that show? And I’m still fucking pissed about the way Wells was unceremoniously killed off in the third episode, and barely referenced again. After having been Clarke’s best friend for most of her life. Meanwhile, the ghost of Lexa, Clarke’s two-week fuck buddy (god, ok, before anyone comes to yell at me, I’m sure they were in love and it was longer than two weeks, whatever, I never cared for the relationship and I didn’t buy it in the slightest) has been haunting the show ever since she died, turning up every season like a bad fucking penny. But Wells who????

3. Alistair Theirin from Dragon Age. Now, don’t get me wrong, a lot of the fandom loves him, but I see a lot of that love centering on like... cheese jokes and ‘lol he’d be a terrible king he’s a fuckin dork’ and like, I get it, but also??? This man has been through some shit. He was abandoned by his mother, his father dumped him on Arl Eamon’s doorstep where he grew up feeling lonely and unwanted because Eamon’s wife thought he was Eamon’s illegitimate son and treated him like trash because that’s the kid’s fault of course, then he was shipped off to the Chantry because said wife was sick of having to look at him--and he didn’t even fit in there, it wasn’t until he joined the Grey Wardens that he finally felt like he had a place in the world, and he had a family he loved, and he lost literally all of them. Including the man he’d grown to care for as the father figure he���d desperately wanted all his life. And it of course depends on the choices made, but Alistair can be a damn good king if given the chance, and sometimes I get tired of people acting like he’s some helpless fop who exists to be the butt of jokes.

4. Clint Barton from the Marvel Cinematic Universe. I’m sure I don’t have to go into detail regarding how he was criminally underutilized from the very beginning--he was taken out of half the action of The Avengers via brainwashing, and it only got worse from there. A family was dropped on him out of nowhere, effectively cutting off any potential development and growth he had via any other relationships. And all of that aside, there is a wealth of potential characterization and personality in the comics that MCU!Clint just... doesn’t get. There are glimpses of it, and Jeremy Renner absolutely could’ve pulled it off.... but nope. And I don’t even want to get into what Endgame did to him. But basically, he was written off as the ‘boring human’ (where even Nat got to be The Gorgeous Superspy) from the start, and just... never got to grow beyond that. And it was incredibly frustrating to watch.

5. Luther Hargreeves from The Umbrella Acadmy. I’m still mad about the way the fandom treated Luther and his trauma vs how they treated Vanya’s (and there are exceptions on both sides but you still can’t throw a stone in the general tags without seeing some anti luther crap), and how it’s totally ok and understandable that Vanya slit her own sister’s throat because she couldn’t control her emotions or her powers, but Luther was evil incarnate for believing she was dangerous and trying to keep her contained until they could figure out how to help her without risking her destroying the planet (remembering that he had no way of knowing what a trigger that room would be for her). Anyway, Luther deserves better and I hope season 2 treats him well.

TOP FIVE UNDERRATED MOVIES: Probably won’t get as detailed here but!

1. Aquamarine. I actually wrote a post a while back about this movie cause it’s??? So good??? And such an amazing take on how love is important in all forms, not just romantic, which is pretty rare for a romcom, and I just really love it.

2. George of the Jungle. There’s a post floating around out there about why this is such a great movie, and how it flipped the ‘sexy/objectified female love interest’ trope on its head, but I don’t see this movie talked about enough and it should be. (The first time I saw this movie, I was six years old, it had just come out on VHS, and my father laughed so hard he fell off the fucking couch. It was the kind of thing that can only happen once, the first time, because after that you know it’s coming, but it’s still great on rewatch and I just. It’s such a good fucking movie ok.)

3. Sky High. Why isn’t there more of a fandom for this movie. It was great, and I’m still mad it didn’t get a sequel yes I still ship layla/warren don’t judge me, but it had so many great comedic beats and had a great take on superhero school and breaking down the superhero/sidekick dichotomy and they’re still teenagers with teenage problems but that won’t stop them from saving the day. And also Ron Wilson, Bus Driver, was absolutely fucking priceless.

4. Cinderella (2015). In fact, Cinderella herself routinely gets a lot of flak just in general, I guess because people can’t understand why someone in her position wouldn’t just stand up to their abusers and leave (and where the fuck would she even go?? it’s not like she had anyone she could trust to take her in, and being treated like a servant in her own home was better than starving in the cold), but I just... love so much that the live action remake focuses on her kindness and her courage and just... Have courage, and be kind, and she offers forgiveness to the Lady Tremaine, even if she didn’t deserve it and wouldn’t take it, because that’s who Ella always was. There was no room in her heart for anger and bitterness, and that’s not to say that anyone who is angry at their abusers is wrong for it, but that’s not the only way to cope. And Ella got her happy ending because she never stopped being true to herself, and it’s just. So very beautiful.

5. Enchanted. It was a really cute movie but also a great look at the typical Disney Princess formula and turning it on its head while still showing such a deep love for the source of that formula and I just love it so much. Plus Patrick Dempsey. A+++

[nottambula]

Another tag game that took me waaay to long to answer, soooorryyyy!!

Tagged by @cubba-huff =) 

How tall are you?

1,63 cm (5′3′’)

What colour and style is your hair in?

My hair is brown, I guess it’s pretty long, the part that frames my face is shorter because I used to have fringe but I’m letting it grow. It’s quite straight (it does get a little bit wavy at the ends) and it’s not layered. It’s a pretty simple style really.  

What colour are your eyes?

Brown. 

Do you wear glasses?

Nope. 

Do you wear braces?

I did, back when I was eleven. I wore braces for about two and a half years. 

What’s your fashion sense?

Uhmmm it’s pretty unisex and simple. I usually wear pants and long sweaters/sweatshirts in winter and pants and t-shirts during the summer. When it comes to colours I mostly dress in white, black, navy blue and gray. I do wear dresses/skirts sometimes but it’s a pretty rare occurrence.  

Full name?

I can’t give out my full name but one of my nicknames is Alex. 

When were you born?

In 1987. I’m preeetty old. 

Where are you from and where do you live now?

I’m from Chile and I still live here. 

What school do you go to?

Hahaha omg I finished school a looooong time ago.

What kind of student are you?

I love to learn and I would say that in general I’m a pretty good student but I’m no genius and unfortunately I procrastinate a lot. 

Do you like school?

I loved school, dispite some hard times it was one of the best periods of my life. College was a whole different story, I hated college. 

Favourite subject?

Back in school? Biology. In college, any subject related to conservation biology. 

Favourite TV shows?

Not considering anime, HANNIBAL, Gentleman Jack, Sharp Objects, Downton Abbey, The O.A., 

Favourite movie?

Lost in translation, The hours, The Back to the Future trylogy, The lord of the Rings trylogy and also Wes Anderson movies. 

Favourite book?

The little prince and the Lord of The Rings trylogy. 

Do you have regrets?

Lots! Most of them involve having been Way too well behaved during my teenage years and not standing my ground more. 

Dream job?

I don’t really have One dream job, but there a lot of different jobs I would enjoy,  scientific research, interpreter, librarian, etc...

Do you like shopping?

I hate it! I wish things would just magically appear in the house ahahaha. 

What countries have you visited?

Argentina, Uruguay, Ecuador, Belgium, Germany, France, Italy, The Czech Republic, Holland, Luxembourg and England.  

Scariest nightmare you ever had?

My mom falling from our balcony. It was extremelly real, I woke up screaming and ran to her room to make sure she was ok. 

Any enemies?

Yes! I mean... I think of them as my enemies...it’s just two old people that are very very horrible human beings that treat everyone around them like sh*t and I just can’t wait to outlive them (a pretty horrible goal I know but hey...I’m only human and they are really shitty people). 

Do you believe in miracles?

I’m not sure... 

How are you?

I’m doing ok I think. 

[angelixii]

Alphabet Tag!

Yeet I was tagged by @howosh uwu thank you

Age - 5 :)

Birthplace - WEST VIRGINIAAAAA MOUNTIAN MOMMAAA TAKETH ME HOMEEEE kajdhfkska im so sorry

Current time - 5:22pm

Drink you last had - Mt. Dew bro 🤘🏻

Easiest person to talk to - UHm idk all of y’all. And absolutely no one irl :)

Favorite songs (currently) - uHm any Stray Kids song tbh

Grossest memory - uhMmMm I can’t think of anything honestly slskdjsk

Horror yes or horror no - Mmmm no but some games get an exception (p much just resident evil 7 but I mean it’s still freaking terrifying alskdjak)

In love - mmm hahahah can y’all guess my answer???? if you guess Skz uR rIghT!!! UHm yeah seriously no tho

Jealous of people - in certain ways yes absolutely

Kids of your own one day - nah ima probably for an old cat lady but instead of cats I have ferrets and or chinchillas :)) maybe some cats idk. Ok but if that doesn’t happen actually no I don’t wanna give birth so like I wanna adopt but like it’s very confusing and I’m only 5 years old I shouldn’t be thinking of this rn

Love at first sight or should I walk by again? - Mmmm not really sure alsjdkkaal

Middle name? - Yeet if you know you know if not then oof

Number of siblings - 1 and she doesn’t live with us cause she moved out so sometimes feels like I don’t have any :)

One wish - to be happy/content with school and myself in general :)

Person you last called - uhhhh my bsf Georgia?? I think? It was a video chat. Like 3 days ago. If not her then my mother aldjdjsk

Questions your always asked - (not so much anymore so improvement?) “why do you never talk?” And “why are your cheeks so red?” (That last one was mainly just elementary school tho.

Random fact about you - uhhhhhhHhhhHhHhhhh idk ig I’m a little bit of an attention whore :) only online tho honestly :) and by attention whore I mean I’m always wanting like a hug or something akdjdjks idk

Song you last sang - uhmmm heh lowkey the chorus to I am You whilst I was in the shower akdjjfkaka but like more humming tho

Time you woke up - 10:30? Idk

Underwear color - it’s like a light blue :)

Vacation desination - I’ve said it a million times but Disney World :)

Worst habit - mmmm chewing my nails, chewing my lips, picking scabs, aldjfkslsl I could go on probably

Xrays - nahh worst thing I’ve had is a dislocated elbow (??)and I was like 3 so I don’t remember

Your favorite food - chicken :)

Zodiac sign - Pisces

MmMmMmM I’ll tag @michymochi612 @chickenjaesix @imma-protect-staykids @ayangjeongin @weetaliix @wndr-lstt @end-me-tm @timothytheowl and akdjdjks I cant think of anyone else aLso if you don’t want me to tag you in things just let me know ask you don’t have to do it if you already have/don’t want to!!!

[l-vvne]

Rules: tag nine or more people you want get to know better

Thanks @dat-imagine-tho for the tag! :)

Relationship status: unfortunately I’ve always been forever single XD

Favorite colours: uhmm black, white, green (almost every shade except neon and lime green sorry), blue but I prefer darker shades and- ok basically I like colours that are… dark. yeah.

Lipstick or chapstick: I don’t wear either one much but I’d say chapstick yea but I prefer to not wear anything on my lips - my lips tend to dry up v quickly when I do

Last song I listened to: Ghost by Halsey (this is actually one of my all time favourite songs!!)

Last movie I watched: Okja on Netflix because I was over at a friend’s house and she chose the film. This counts as a movie, right? Also, side note: the film was really super awesome and touching, whoever you are if you’re reading this you should check it out if given the chance to ;-;

Top 3 TV shows: Elementary (CBS), Sherlock (BBC) and uhm Project Mc² on Netflix if it can be counted as a TV show. But I watch all 3 on Netflix so. But honestly though they’re A-W-E-S-O-M-E!! Binge watching Elementary right now tbh!! (If Project Mc² doesn’t count I’d say Rick and Morty is AMAZING too!!) 

Top 3 Characters: Why 3 only goSh ok uhmmm I’d say definitely Sherlock from CBS and BBC (well they are technically one character so (;) and Severus Snape and uGH I CAN’T CHOOSE PLEASE DON’T MAKE ME Loki Laufeyson I guess

Top 3 Bands \ Artists: Halsey, Lorde and Why Don’t We? Again I really can’t choose these are the few I can list right now ‘cause I have many of their songs on my phone/have their song on replay ‘cause they’re(the songs) amazing!! (Why Don’t We + Halsey)

Books I’m Currently Reading: for paperbacks, I’m reading (re-reading actually) Heartwishes by Jude Deveraux. It was a birthday gift from my aunt and it’s a really nice book that I’d recommend, but a little warning - things get steamy in there at a certain point ;) but online (e-books) I’m reading (again, another re-reading in fact) Crossfire by Andrea Domanski. It’s also a really nice story (it’s Book 1 in the Omega series) and I absolutely ship the (in a sense) the 2 “main characters” like istg 

I’m actually reading quite a few things at the same time tbh like paperbacks and ebooks and webtoons and mangas so hmu for recommendations! I read almost anything so I think I’d be able to find something that you’ll like. But also at the same time there is a certain pattern in the books and shows/films that I’m interested in (mostly shows/films though ‘cause I tend to be pickier with those) so you probably wouldn’t find me watching Korean/Japanese shows (no offense to anyone, they’re great and all, but… just not my cup of tea, yeah?) and I’m more inclined towards psychological, thrillers, crimes, dramas, romance, these kind of things yeahhh

I tag @watsonned @emmastudies @ch4n71c0 @221b-johnlocked-x @cutie1365 @starrnobella @witchnova221 @imboredsueme @ishouldbewritingsomethingelse but if you do not wish to feel free to ignore this (sorry for bothering any of you) and anyone else who might be interested feel free to do this! just mention me and I’ll pop by and take a look because I have no life and I’m bored and don’t wanna do any actual work why not! :)

[ludoforevah19]

Get to Know Me Tag

I’ve been tagged by @redking907! Thanks so much! Ok so, let’s begin..

Tag 20 blogs you would like to get to know!

let’s see.. @iuniu @cheerfulcandydrop @ozrockbitway @nidaimeshinigami @iulliiana @theprinceofpandas @martahv @toolshippings @theprinceofpandas @5lilducks @miyabi-yumehara @drifbliim @jourdin5 @harrythepottercat @chara666drremurr @aireauzumaki @markofu @suzunofuusuke @letsplaysakka @kina0123 @witchspeka idk, everyone who wants to do this really!

Nicknames: I usually go by Ludo since I’m not particularly fond of my full name, but some people also call me Luda, Dudu, Ludo-chan (weeb friends like me ayy)

Zodiac sign: Aries!

Height: Around 160 cm, can’t tell precisely tho.. (but yess I’m short)

Last thing you googled: Muse’s official site (they’re releasing a new single and I’m excited ok)

Favorite music artist: aaahh so many.. if we’re talking about active-to-date bands, Muse has a soft spot in my heart (kinda predictable huh) or even Blur, but I’ve got soo many I can’t just pick a favorite…

Song stuck in your head: Revolution Radio by Green Day (I’m not very into their latest stuff but that song’s so damn catchy)

Last movie you watched: Some comedy my mom was watching and that I really wasn’t paying attention to, don’t know if that counts

Why did you choose your url: ok so I was 13 at the time and I wasn’t really planning on being regularly active here so I just vomited the first dumb nick that came to my mind... the number 19’s from my birthday yey

What did your last relationship teach you: uhmm I don’t really remember I mean it was from like three years ago?? Maybe more actually?? Idk honestly speaking I’m kinda bad at this stuff soo

Religious or Spiritual: meh it depends on what you mean tbh. I’m not very religious tho.

Favorite color: like every shade of blue?? Idk I just love blue so much, even those shades you can obtain by mashing it with green (like teal for instance or even the color I have as my second blog’s theme)

Average hours of sleep: *laughs and cries at the same time* look there’s pretty much no “average” for me, there are nights in which homework only lets me sleep around 5 hours (I don’t drink coffee so that’s little sleep for me) but some nights I manage to sleep an okay amount of time like 8 hours or so

Favorite characters: nghgghh so many. Also I’m in like a billion fandoms so I’m just going to list a part of them. 2D from Gorillaz (son), Noiz from DMMd, Rukia from Bleach, Sans or Chara (develop this child pls) from Undertale, Genos from One Punch Man... I could go on for hours so just take a look around my blog and you’ll get the idea haha

Lucky number: hmmm 13 probably... long story behind lel

How many blankets do you sleep with: 3 in winter, one in every other season I guess

Dream job: uhmmm illustrator or animator I guess... also I’m kinda skilled with languages, but I’m not sure if I’d like to work as a translator or not… I mean you’d have to constantly deal with people

[lokisarmyfirstwarrior]

Let's run away

Pairing: Sabriel 

A/N: This was written for April’s Gabriel Monthly Challenge. Finished a bit more than hourbefore deadline… I got inspired by their statement prompt again! Also, have no idea what the word count is 

Summary: Gabriel is a photographer, Sam is his client. Gabriel should take Sam’s wedding photos, but what if the marriage is not what makes Sam happy? 

Tags: @gabriel-monthly-challenge, @lacqueluster, @revwinchester, @archangel-with-a-shotgun

Gabriel was sitting in his office, facing the whole-wall window with his mahogany table behind him. The office was in grey colours, modern and stylish, but that much colder. A bit too fancy for a photographer. But Gabriel was told by his boss that in order to become a professional photographer he needs to have an office. A posh one. So to balance the harshness of the room, he wore mainly warm colours and almost never suit. That day it was a brown leather jacket, yellow-golden trousers and vanilla t-shirt. His honey eyes were following the raindrops racing down the window. The rain was heavy, but somehow it wasn’t dark outside. Not completely. He sighed heavily and leaned his head back. Needless to say he was quite bored, and lonely. During high school and university, he has been known as the Trickster. All joking and with the maddest ideas. However it changed after he graduated. He struggled. He was a talented photographer, but that didn’t secure him a job. That lasted for a bit longer than year, but he almost got kicked out of his flat. He managed, but he got into depression and that soon resulted in his girlfriend Kali breaking up with him. He started drinking. A lot. He ended up in mental hospital, with his camera, a few personal belongings and no flat. Photography was his only passion, the only thing that kept him alive. The doctors noticed his photos were almost professional and one of them showed them to a friend, who happened to own a wedding company in need of a photographer. After Gabriel got better, he was contacted by that man, who hired him. Under one condition, that is. Gabriel couldn’t touch alcohol no more. Gabriel agreed as he wanted and needed the job. So he watched the droplets run down the glass, occasionaly merging with others on their way down. He spun around, facing the table once again, just as the door opened. He lifted his gaze to see a gorgeous man enter the room. He was tall with dark brown hair that curled at the base of his neck. His suit fit him well, but his eyes were empty. He seemed young, as if he came freshly from university. “Let me guess.” Gabe put on a smile. “Your parents have anniversary and you want them to reenact their wedding, so that I can take beautiful photos of them.” He left it hanging in the air for a bit as the client seemed rather stunned and.. nervous. “Uhmmm, no. Actually, it’s…” The man still standing close to door halted, seemingly unable to say what was the business. “Ok. Now,calm down. Sit here and tell me what is the situation.” Gabriel sat there in silence, anticipating an explanation, while the tall man sat down and looked at his fidgeting hands in his lap. His eyes flew up to look at Gabriel several times, but he remained silent. Gabe was getting impatient with the client and tried to stay calm. “Tell me your name at least. I won’t bite.” The client relaxed a bit, looking up and breathing deeply. “Sam Winchester. I want you to be a photographer at my wedding.” Gabe’s mouth fell open. His wedding? “Sorry for being rude, but isn’t it too soon to be marrying?” “It’s arranged.” He said sternly, leaving no space for further questions. Of course Gabriel didn’t like the sound of that, but he didn’t want to pry, so instead he decided to arrange the job details.

It was supposed to be a day off for Gabriel and so he planned to go into nature and take photos to relax. But apparently weather felt really sad because it was raining again. Gabriel put his feet up on his table in his office, listening to the rain. He opened his laptop on his knees and looked at old photos. Memories filled his mind and he got so far in his photos he suddenly saw Kali. It was a selfie, he was smiling into the camera and Kali had her arms wrapped around Gabriel’s neck. She was smiling, her red lips beautiful on her dark skin, eyes glowing with happines. She was beautiful and Gabriel’s heart clenched at the sight of her. If she just saw him now. Just then somebody knocked on the door. Gabriel instantly closed the folder and photo and put his laptop back on his table. “Enter.” He said loudly. The door opened and Sam walked in. Gabriel stopped breathing for a while. This couldn’t be a coincidence. He somehow developed a crush on this man. He was dressed in grey sweatpants and jacket with a big sport bag on his shoulder. His hair was constrained with a thin band positioned above his eyebrows. “Sorry it’s so sudden, but I got a call from my… uh… fiancee… and I was rather close by so I stopped here…” “You know you’re lucky?” Sam lifted one eyebrow. “Really?” “Yes, I wanted to go to countryside for some photos… but it’s raining.” Gabe motioned towards his glass wall, where water obscured the vision. “Oh, that’s pity. I like your photos.” It seemed as if he regreted he said that, as if he only blurted that out without thinking. “Oh, thanks.” Gabriel was taken aback by that before he regained his composure. “Anyway, you wanted something?” “Ah, yes, my fiancee…. she said she wanted photos somewhere near a castle….? And also in mountains… I’m sorry, I feel like I will be dragging you all over the place… for nothing.” “Don’t be. It’s not your idea… I wonder when I’ll meet your to-be-wife.” “She’s really busy. I am afraid it won’t be before the actual wedding…” Sam looked apologetic and it made Gabriel sad. Sam didn’t do anything wrong, yet he was there, apologising for everything. “That’s… unfortunate.” Silence covered them for a long while, when both of them seemed to be lost in their thoughts, about Sam’s girlfriend. “But taking photos at different locations shouldn’t be a problem. It just might be a bit uncomfortable in a gown… Also, I forgot about this the first time you came, but here’s my number in case your girl changes her mind again.” Gabriel extended his hand with a card in it and Sam took it, immediately putting the number into his phone. “Thank you.” “If that’s all?” Gabriel slowly stood up and waited for Sam to react. Sam was silent, unmoving for a while before he stood up too and reached out to shake hands with Gabriel. Gabe, however,ignored the gesture and went to his door, opening it. Sam’s shoulders fell in disappointment as he passed Gabriel, but Gabriel walked out too and closed the door behind himself, locking it. “I thought I’ll call it a day and leave, since I was supposed to have a day off…” Gabriel shrugged and started walking down the corridor, with Sam next to him. Gabriel tried hard to ignore the height difference between them and just chat lightly.

Sam and Gabriel were getting along very well, even going out for a beer once or twice since they exchanged numbers. They didn’t talk about the wedding or Gabriel’s past. And Sam called quite often, be it a change in the arrangement or just quick five minute chat, so it wasn’t much of a surprise when Gabriel’s phone rang that morning, Sam’s name on the screen. Sam wanted Gabriel to come to a sports hall, where he was training. He said he didn’t have time the whole day, but needed to tell him something. Personally. Gabriel agreed, although he hesitated for a while. He realised some time ago that he was developing feelings for the boy and didn’t want to encourage it by meeting him outside work more than needed. But Sam sounded really distressed and Gabriel couldn’t help, but go there. He sat down on an empty seat in the highest row and watched Sam run from one side to the other. He was in black short sweatpants and white sleeveless t-shirt, with his hair pulled back into a messy ponytail. His mouth was slightly opened from breathing hard and his skin glistened from being covered in sweat. Loose strands of hair stuck to his wet temples. His expression focused and serious, yet his sparkled with joy and playfulness. It was the first time Gabriel saw Sam playing basketball, and he loved it. It seemed as if Sam was in entirely different world, without any problems that this world offered. After the final whistle echoed throughout the almost empty hall, Sam stopped and looked around. His eyes stopped on Gabriel and he smiled, waving his arm. He jogged up the stairs right to where Gabriel sat and greeted him. “You said you wanted to continue what your father started and lead the company, but down there it didn’t seem like that was what your heart wants.” Gabriel pointed out. Sam frowned. “I was looking forward to seeing you and this is how you greet me?” Gabriel just shrugged. “Ever since I was little, I dreamed of being a basketball player, and my parents let me practise, so I thought this dream just might come true. Only recently I realised I can’t do what I want. That my future has been decided even before I was born. The marriage…. She’s flirty and checks out every guy she sees. In front of me and when with friends… I don’t care, not about that. But she behaves like an angel in frontt of our parents, so if I try to defy them, even the slightest bit, I am ungrateful brat. They set her as an example to me. When I play…. it’s my only escape.” The sudden outburst of emotions and thoughts surprised both Sam and Gabriel. But what was more sudden for them, was Gabriel nearly jumping up and embracing Sam. Gabriel felt like a fool and he jumped away quickly, apologising. Sam was stunned for a while. “Screw it.” He muttered before closing the distance between them and bowing down to plant his lips on top of Gabriel’s.

Two weeks later Gabriel sat in his office, waiting for Sam with his parents. He was nervous. Not only because his parents were kind of famous, and rich and probably strict. They were Sam’s parents! During these past weeks, Sam and Gabriel developed somewhat of a relationship. Not quite lovers, but they went on dates. Mostly to other towns, so that people wouldn’t see them together. They arrived, and the first one to step into his office was Sam, so with Gabriel they shared a quick warm smile. Gabriel shook hands with both of Sam’s parents. His mother was beautiful, dressed in the newest designer clothes. Her blond hair was cropped short, just under her jaw. His father was tall, not taller than Sam, though, and in expensive looking grey suit. He had stubble and rectangular glasses. They both sat down and let Sam stand behind them. “We are here to arrange pre-marriage photos. Ours and Serena’s company will unite once the wedding takes place.” That was the first time Gabriel heard Sam’s to-be-wife’s name. “We want a nature themed photoshoot. Like an elf and a fairy. Let’s make it fantasy themed too. Sam has longer hair, so we can braid it.” Gabriel looked at Sam quickly, who gave him apologetic look. The Winchesters talked for more than thirty minutes and then they finally left. Sam stayed back, with the excuse that he will go and train a bit before going home. Gabriel kissed Sam lightly before almost kicking him out. Gabriel needed thinking time, alone.

The fantasy photoshoot was a while ago. Gabriel found out that what Sam said about Serena was true. She even flirted with him, in front of Sam. He could sense that the tall boy was uncomfortable and ignored Serena most of the time. She could as well be a ghost. That however didn’t go unnoticed by the couple’s parents and Sam got grounded. Now they suspected something was going on between Sam and Gabriel. Gabe tried to meet Sam at the sports hall, but Sam didn’t come to any of his trainings. He tried texting him, but he got no replies. Gabriel soon fell back into his routine, back into feeling lonely. Back with no Sam. There was only the ineviable date of Sam’s wedding. Second after second it was getting closer and Sam further. Gabriel was getting increasingly sadder.

It was the day of the wedding, Gabriel put on his suit and packed his camera. The wedding was located at a nice site with a church in gothic style with a huge garden in full bloom. Before it all started, Gabriel let himself wander in the garden and take some photos to relax his stressed nerves. Gabriel stood at the back of the church as he wasn’t responsible for the photos taken at the ceremony, watching Serena in her magnificent gown walk down the aisle. From distance he watched the man he came to love in white suit with golden ornaments and tie. He looked handsome as ever, and Gabriel’s heart constricted. It was time for Serena to say her I do, and she did it gracefully with smile on her lips. Then it was Sam’s turn. He hesitated, looked around the church and when he saw Gabriel in the back, he straightened to his full height. He muttered something to Serena, then looked briefly at his parents. Sam walked with determined steps towards the exit, rising a wave of murmurs around the church. He grabbed Gabriel’s hand and whispered. “Let’s run away.” With that they started running, far away from that church, far from responsibilities and far from everything.

[subjectwyk--archived]

SHIPPING INFO // answer the following for your muse(s) so people know how shipping works on your blog. REPOST. don’t reblog.

WHAT’S YOUR OTP FOR YOUR MUSE?: Hahhaha.. ha... ha.... .... ... don’t judge me.  I know it is potentially toxic as fuck and I condone 0% of what will probably happen. But, I really love Jatlas. I don’t even care if it’s Frank-Atlas or Real-Atlas.

WHAT ARE YOU WILLING TO RP WHEN IT COMES TO SHIPPING?: I like all the things to be honest. I am not good at all with writing smut. I try. Lord knows I try my hardest (pun??) but it’s not good. I like it all though. From the fluff to the smut to the getting to know one another to the fights. I love it all.

HOW LARGE DOES THE AGE GAP HAVE TO BE TO MAKE IT UNCOMFORTABLE?: ............. Jack is 4. I mean... physically he’s like... 25 or so. But... He’s 4. I guess if the other character is like... 80 that’s weird for me but as a rule... really hard to argue age gaps here...

ARE YOU SELECTIVE WHEN SHIPPING?: No. Not so much. Jack will get a crush on a rock if it rolls down a hill toward him so.... let’s do it. All the ships. I’m multi-verse anyway.

HOW FAR DO STEAMY MOMENTS HAVE TO GO BEFORE THEY’RE CONSIDERED NS.FW?: Honestly? It depends on my mood? Sometimes KISSING is too much and I’m tagging it and other times there’s no tag until the pants are coming off. I try to keep toward the safe side and just tag all the implications but... I know I’m not perfect.

WHO ARE OTHER MUSES YOU SHIP YOUR MUSE WITH?: Let’s see.... Poet ( @thepinkcarnegie) and Baby Doll ( @rawcharm)  and Frank in the worst way possible it’s all a lie Jack why are you like this ( @longestconofall) and Minnie sometimes ( @redliithalo) and maybe Sweet Pea ( @starcftheshow) and various children who shouldn’t exist but there was a meme and they do now (Max Sinclair, Tobias Fontaine) uhmmm... .I think.... that’s... it?

DOES ONE HAVE TO ASK TO SHIP WITH YOU?: Ask? No. Talk to me at all and rp a bit and see if what we want to do with the muses and if there’s any way to bs a ship? Yes

HOW OFTEN DO YOU LIKE TO SHIP?: -shrugs- I dunno. Jack is really easy. Easier than he should be. But then I also really like to ruin him so he needs some enemies and my precious boy needs friends and really I guess the thing is even if I SHIP with a character I fully expect that most of the time that won’t be the point of the thread. Or if it is than it’s in that round-about they aren’t making out right now but we know they are/will/have been together sort of way.

ARE YOU SHIP OBSESSED OR SHIP MORE-OR-LESS?: Probably more but I try not to be. 

ARE YOU MULTISHIP?: Yes. Please. Jack would never cheat on anyone ever. EVER. So if it’s not multiship than I have to drop like... 90% of my adult Jack interactions at this point.

WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SHIP IN YOUR CURRENT FANDOM?: Fontaine and Tenenbaum, Jack and Elizabeth, Jack and Eleanor, Sinclair and Delta, Ryan and Diane actually which I never get to see but I want it, that’s all I can think of.

FINALLY, HOW DOES ONE SHIP WITH YOU?: ... Didn’t... I... answer that? They.... talk to me? And... write with me? And in some way indicate that they would be ok with a ship occurring??

tagged by: @diemuttergans tagging: I didn’t keep up with who was tagged/who’s done it. So if you steal it from me pretend I tagged you <33

[crissotolesbian]

ok i was tagged by @sskkam and @noorabakkoush thank you guys xx i’m sorry it takes me 10 years to reply to things i’m tagged in but hey i’m doing it

rules: put your music on shuffle, list the first 9 songs and your favourite lyrics from each, then tag 9 other people to participate

1. glass animals // agnes: guess life is long when soaked in sadness, on borrowed time from mr madness

2. grimes // artangels this is my alarm song i lowkey resent it: think i need you and you know the things i would do, everything i love is consolation after you

3. tigertown // make it real: i’m twisting words trying to prove myself to you

4. urthboy // long loud hours: and i realised the fear that i’m feeling is real cause i don’t know how to run and you don’t know where to go

5. tame impala // yes i’m changing: they say people never change but that’s bullshit, they do

6. violent soho // saramona said: let’s start a fire, it’s like a big freight train

7. glass animals // life itself: she said i look fat but i look fantastic

8. tkay maidza // carry on: they say they’re coming for me but i don’t want none cause i really don’t care and i’m still kinda young

9. amy shark // adore: get me a drink i get drunk off one sip just so i can adore you

so thats it!! uhmmm i tag @lienhellerud @bikinikillme @valttersen @isakhvaltersen @kroppendintrengerpotet @icky-trump only if you guys want to!! and anyone else who sees this and wants to do it

[artistimistic]

tagging @dayoneofadventure since he made me do this ;p

1.       Who hurt you the most?

That’s a tough one for sure. I really don’t have a good answer.

2.       Who have you hurt the most?

Kind of the same as above, but probably one of my exes if I had to guess. I hurt Ethan pretty bad.

3.       Who do you miss the most?

Hmm, right now I miss a few people there is no most

4.       Who do you want out of your life the most?

The person is gone, fortunately.

5.       Who had the biggest positive impact on you?

My dad.

6.       Who had the biggest negative impact on you?

My mom

7.       Who do you wish you could be honest with?

I’m actually a rather honest person. I don’t see the point in not being honest. I try not to hurt people’s feelings obviously but…

8.       Who have you harbored (any kind of!) secret feelings towards?

Lots of people….even tho im honest im rather shy…but ive been working on that kinda!!!

9.       Who would the world be better off without?

Trump probs

10.   Who do you wish you’d treated differently?

Eh, quite a few people. I’ve made lots of mistakes, but that is part of life.

11.   What was the worst day of your life?

Hmmmmm another tough one that I feel like I do not have a good answer for. I feel like it has not happened yet.

12.   What’s your greatest fear?

Everyone abandoning me/being alone.

13.   What’s your biggest insecurity?

Uh, same as #12 lmao

14.   What’s your biggest regret?

Not taking more chances/making more friends

15.   Describe your ideal world.

As cliché as it sounds, one where peace is abundant, people can live, and eat food and not…yknow die from things easily prevented.

16.   Describe your personal hell.

Im living it #emo #myspace. No but uh I dunno? Working a job I hate…leading a life I hate…ending up alone…lmao

17.   What’s a hopeless dream you’re still holding on to?

Uhmmm? Probably being a writer

18.   What’s the most embarrassed you’ve ever been?

One time I was in the lunch line and I poked a person in front of me and waved cause I thought it was my best friend….it wasn’t.

19.   What’s the angriest you’ve ever been?

I feel like im saying I dunno a lot but ive had issues with anger that I struggle with so I don’t know if there is any particular “angriest” time

20.   What’s the saddest you’ve ever been?

Hooo boy I have depression so kinda the same as above sorry :x

21.   What’s the most scared you’ve ever been?

When my mom found out I’d been self harming

22.   What’s the most hopeless you’ve ever felt? man these are some hard hitting questions man…I dunno…

23.   What’s the most frantic you’ve ever felt?

Same as #21

24.   What’s the bravest you’ve ever felt?

I don’t think ive ever felt brave tbqh :x

25.   What’s the best case scenario for your future?

I have a job I enjoy at least a bit, and make enough to live comfortably with someone I love. And we have a dog :D

26.   What’s the worst case scenario for you future?

As ive said, im alone in a dead end job etc

27.   What’s the most physical pain you’ve ever felt?

When I bruised my ribs

28.   What’s the most emotional pain you’ve ever felt?

:x

29.   Describe a time you felt like a hypocrite.

Ive struggled with jealousy it used to be super bad when I was in my early teens and I got mad at my boyfriend for doing things I did myself

30.   Describe a time you felt like a traitor.

I don’t think I have

31.   Describe a time you felt like a hero.

never

32.   Describe a time you felt inhuman.

All the time cause I struggle with dissociation lmfao

33.   Describe a time you felt like a failure.

Every moment of my life man im so emo

34.   What’s the worst thing you’ve ever done?

Its so hard to define a worst lmao….ive self harmed and planned suicide so lets go w/that?

35.   What are you proudest of?

Getting published ~14 times in my schools literary magazine

36.   What’s your relationship with your family like?

Pretty ok

37.   What’s your relationship with religion like?

Im athiest

38.   Talk about someone you’ve lost.

Ive lost my great aunt mary, I used to spend a lot of time at her house. She had a super cute yorkie and always had a bowl of old people candy. I miss her.

39.   Talk about someone who abandoned you.

Everyone lmfao no but uh a lot of my friends have

40.   Talk about a desire you have that scares you.

Uhhh???? I honestly dunno…man I suck at this im sorry lmfao

41.   What’s something you wish you were capable of?

Not second guessing myself constantly, or maybe not worrying. Yeah not worrying would be fcking gr8

42.   What’s something you’re afraid that you’re capable of?

Destroying everything around me and isolating myself :’)

43.   Describe the kind of life you wish you’d been born into.

I don’t hate the one I was born into tbh

44.   Describe your worst heartbreak.

I don’t wanna talk about this sorry.

45.   Describe your worst disappointment.

Failing math 2 times in HS

46.   Have you ever taken a fall for someone?

All the time

47.   Have you ever forced or let someone take a fall for you?

Forced, no let??? Maybe :x

48.   Have you ever done serious physical harm to someone?

nope

49.   Have you ever done serious emotional harm to someone?

Intentionally? No…accidentally most likely

50.   Have you ever self-harmed?

Big time

51.   Have you ever attempted suicide?

Define “attempted”

52.   Have you ever stolen something?

nop

53.   Have you ever cheated on someone?

Once when I was quite young, one of my bigger regrets

54.   Have you ever been cheated on?

yup

55.   Have you ever taken revenge on someone?

Don’t think so

56.   Have you ever seriously considered killing somone?

nop

57.   Have you ever betrayed someone who trusted you?

Eh, probably?

58.   Have you ever experienced something supernatural or unexplainable?

Not really no