#ok thats all thx ily

[gravedigg]

I bit God's hand and now he wont even feed me

This ones inspired by a picture of Mary holding Jesus but, since Virgil grew up in foster care and never knew his mother, there's no one there. Just the hollow space where someone should be.

It speaks to his relationship (and subsequent disconnection) with his heritage and culture as the orphaned child of immigrants and his difficult relationship with religion, having grown up religious but feeling betrayed and abandoned by god after his injury.

I wanted it to look like an old post card, it says return to sender but unfortunately they didn't leave a return address. It's probably just gonna sit at the post office until they throw it away. :-(

[storynerd121]

it's not saturday anymore (at least for me) but i don't care and i hope you don't either...

(yes, i'm gonna ask you one for nearly each point, cause... that's like my personality...)

i'm not very original here, but i'm excited for your answers!!!

☆ fuck, marry, kill:

(really not original, but i wanna knowwwww)

james, sirius, remus?

regulus, evan, barty?

mary, dorcas, marlene? (and lily too?? ahhhh how can i add her???)

☆ top 3 of...

hmmm... i'm gonna do that differently: if you could only eat (don't worry about drinking) 3 things for the rest of your life, what would it be?

☆ are you a dog or a cat person?

☆ ahhhhhhhhhh i can't think of something for the next two... (okay, that's like half true i'm just too shy... sorry...)

☆ headcanons... that's a long answer probably? and this is so long already... but... tell me something if you want to? about anything? anddd one question: what do you think about ravenclaw barty?

☆ hmmmm... i don't really knowww... okay, this is weird maybe, but i think, you'd be awesome in a cartoon? that isn't even question-related... yeppp... i mean that in the nicest way possible btw!!! i think you're that mix of being sweet and cool that i associate with cartoon characters? okay... that's kinda dumb... my social anxiety/awkwardness is screaming at me... (what i mean is that i think you'd be awesome in a cartoon what leads to that maybe i'd ship you with a cartoon character? but i don't know enough about cartoon to give a character... i just kinda got that vibe...)

☆ my day was kinda boring... nothing special, but also very chilled...

how are you doing? how was your day? :)

byeeee

<33

hiiiii!! Thx for all the questions (im bored so this is perfect for rn. i honestly don't care if its not sat. anymore lol.) Anyways here's my answers.

☆ fuck, marry, kill:

kill james (im sorry my love 😭 i still adore u), fuck sirius (i may be ace but u get the point), and marry remus (bc we would be book lovers together).

kill barty (😭😭😭), fuck evan (bc why not), and marry regulus (he's just a bby thats in need of love). (bro it was so hard to choe between barty and evan omg. im still not sure lmao)

i'm gonna do fuck, slap, mary, kill for the girls bc i wanna add lily in. marry lily (ily queen), fuck dorcas, slap marlene, and kill mary (im gonna be honest here i dont rly know/read a lot abt them but i wanna read more good fics so recommendations r welcome)

☆ top 3:

Ok so if i could only eat 3 things for the rest of my life it'd probably be.... chocolate (bc i need it), chicken (bc i need protein and why not), and peas (my fav veggie). thats a hard question lol. i kinda just picked what i need for a balanced (ish) diet....

☆ dog or a cat person?

i love dogs, but im a cat person. (i also have 2 dogs and 1 cat. i love them all <3)

☆ headcanons… that's a long answer probably? and this is so long already… but… tell me something if you want to? about anything? anddd one question: what do you think about ravenclaw barty?

ooooo, ok. so ravenclaw barty (bc im starting with the question). I honestly like it. I feel like he's both sytherin and ravenclaw (like me) and i honestly like him in both houses. ig sytherin is a little better for him but honestly i still like him in both. idk why it just feels kinda right?? (and he still gets cute moments with evan in both houses so i cool with both lol)

hmmmm... a headcanon of mine..... i'm gonna stick to the marauders fandom bc why not. one of my fav headcanons is just soft reggie. like just for james. he's srsly so adorable and he loves to cuddle with his bf (even tho he's to embarrassed to ask at first so james just kinda pulls him into a hug/kiss every time he senses reg doesn't wanna ask and reg gets all flustered. he does get comfortable with it eventually tho). another one of my fav headcanons is abt wolfstar. I feel like siri is the one who stays with rem after every full and they just snuggle and enjoy each other. even before they get together (rem is so scared of ruining everything by confessing so he just holds it in bc he just loves siri so fucking much that it physically hurts him to even think of losing him.) anyways one day after the full they're chilling on rem's bed and siri just whispers i love you bc he needs to say it and they both just freeze. siri apologizes over and over and rem is just kinda stuck on the fact that siri actually said i love you?? to him?? and then he registers that sirius is crying so he just kisses him before he can think abt it. it ends well ofc. (i feel like these aren't rly headcanons and they're just little random stories but we're going with it for now lol)

☆ okay, this is weird maybe, but i think, you'd be awesome in a cartoon? that isn't even question-related… yeppp… i mean that in the nicest way possible btw!!! i think you're that mix of being sweet and cool that i associate with cartoon characters? okay… that's kinda dumb… my social anxiety/awkwardness is screaming at me… (what i mean is that i think you'd be awesome in a cartoon what leads to that maybe i'd ship you with a cartoon character? but i don't know enough about cartoon to give a character… i just kinda got that vibe…)

thank u!!! idk why but this is honestly rly sweet! cartoon characters r awesome so i absolutley love this thank u! u may have just made my day lol. (also the social akwardness is so relatable lmao) also a ship with a cartoon character? that sounds kinda interesting....lmk if u think of someone bc now im kinda curious lol. (i've never been in a relationship but im curious to see what cartoon vibes i give off and who u'd ship me with)

☆ my day was kinda boring… nothing special, but also very chilled…how are you doing? how was your day? :)

my day was pretty good actually! i hung out a friend's house (i haven't seen the friend in a while so it was cool to see them again) for a while so that was nice. although the misgendering was kinda annoying.... im doing meh. im rly anxious abt my upcoming presentation and also everything i've gotta do but i'm ok rn. how r u? ur day honestly sounds nice (i love lazy days so i may be biased lmao). I hope it was nice to have a relaxing-ish day tho.

thx so much for the ask btw!! ur sirius-ly awesome (ignore my marauders humor but i had to). <3

byeeeee!! <3

[suiciderape]

lol ok so ? no do that again is what she is trying to say she is absolutely right she is not disgusting and never will be! so go home honey weve been telling her this for how long? and its true we love her yea daamn baby next door! to desarae hahaha our lover her desarae she gets us completely so i think ill stay here hahaha no! we understood trust us we did ok? so shes not even asking for anything and literally never did it was aniyah hollins literally the devil himself married her we are in a bright happy room getting more cool bitch! fuck u hahaha nah its just fun to insult her ok so that was an insult and we take it back! she did it to us for months as a joke and we thought it was funny too! ugly ass nah baby u sexy and cute i know u called us ugly on accident but it was a joke! ok? so who was on the call? people from mars right? black fan fiction from mars? desarae renee hollins is beautiful and turned asian which she can prove with 23 and me! 1% so dont turn anything on her filipino and thai it gets better that comic book got scrapped the suicide boys will stay its not stealing it has nothing to do with the rap duo we told her that is our name! so stay it must its just a weird coincidence what is wrong with it she doesnt even listen to them that is our name and we discuss social suicide no its 1980s SUICIDe boys whats so wrong with being us? nothing babe! ok lol she is here with me desarae right? she seems pretty checked out we know our ages fr we do! we love her to death it was a prank! right babe? yes and a good one pls chill out i know for a fact they love me who? 1980s SUICIDe boys love desarae renee hollins yes we do! now?! no we always have loved her we were looking for choi paranoid? sorry hahaha its ok! we love u! i know u do! why did u scare us that bad? u are sk sui shordy 9 right? u look different. no she doesnt do that and we know shes beautiful we designed her we did! we did! we dont love u is wrong ok hahaha we do! see this shit is scary too why is she so cute? omg see! she is cutee hahaha omg u said this would be really good meth weed but u didnt say this good! thx it is good and i promise i love u we will get thru this <3 omg thats so cute! she is so so cute! and always has been were all schizoaffective who? 1980s SUICIDe boys ily 4ever we dont wait no we do!

[superstarbarbie]

Ok so I know I said I was writing harringrove with prominent mommy kink and I am I promise, but while typing I got distracted and wrote a shitpost chatfic i started before I finished the show. It’s like 80% finished so I’ll post a teaser now for fun

Harringrove Family

Mom added Billy Hargrove to the group

Mom: everyone apologize

Ellen Degenerate: sry

MadMax: sorry

Mom’s fav: sorry I called you mean and scary, Billy

Billy Hargrove: you are forgiven

Billy Hargrove: Except max

MadMax: Oh no! Anyway

Billy Hargrove changed his name to “MILF lover”

MILF lover: ily Stevie <33

Mom: ily2

MadMax: barf

MadMax: anyway

MadMax: how is mike both gay and homophobic 

Mom’s fav: He’s still figuring himself out, coming to terms with his feelings

Mom’s fav: and aren’t you being homophobic towards mom and his bf

Mom’s fav: just to be clear, Billy. You are not my dad

MadMax: no im barfing bc its my brother lmao

MILF lover: Ill be ur step dad some day

Mom: don’t be a dick dustin

Mom: and gay marriage? In this economy?

Mom: for the record I get all my political knowledge from rob and the milf lover

MILF lover: we’ll have to speed things up then, pretty boy ;)

MadMax: double barf

Ellen Degenerate: ^

Ellen Degenerate: I’m right tho

Ellen degenerate: as usual

MILF lover: true. We are correct.

Ellen Degenerate: We should start a club

Ellen Degenerate: Democratic Socialists of Hawkins- but with a different name so we don’t get blacklisted asjdhakjsf

MILF lover: can Stevie come? As a class pet >:)

Mom: :(

Mom: you’re just going to laugh at me

MILF lover: ok maybe we were. But I promise if you come we can help you read theory and shit 

Ellen Degenerate: and debunk propaganda

Mom’s fav: my mom can help! She voted for Mondale 

Mom: Claudia Henderson is a based queen

MILF lover: :(

Mom: I said A!

Mom: ofc you are THE based queen

MILF lover: I better be

MILF lover: or else you little brats will be children of divorce

MadMax: lmao remember when n*il got arrested for jan 6

MadMax: Barbie and I keep his mugshot framed in the living room

MILF lover: I bedazzled the frame

Ellen Degenerate: camp

Ellen Degenerate: also back to our club Nance can come

Ellen Degenerate: but NOT Mike (derogatory)

MILF lover: lmao not you inviting the neolib girl boss

Ellen Degenerate: I CAN CHANGE HER, WILLIAM

Mom:… why can’t mike come

MadMax: he loves Andrew tate

MadMax: he cried when he got banned everywhere HA

MILF lover: also he called my earring gay as an insult

Mom’s fav: he’s trying, and Will is making him better

Mom’s fav: Mike’s a good guy, his parents are two bigots so he has some catching up to do

Mom: *a biggot and a sex pest

Mom: completely unrelated, im starting the “I hate K*ren Wheeler” club

MILF lover: 🥺🥺🥺

MILF lover: Steven

Mom: What she did to you is completely unacceptable and predatory

Mom: people would have pitchforks if the genders were swapped

Ellen Degenerate: im so proud of our malewife’s growth @MILF lover

Ellen Degenerate: sorry no filter

Ellen Degenerate: Steve’s right

Ellen Degenerate: im VP of the anti K*ren club

MILF lover: aiusehbiuyasebfiuasehbfiuasbfhiuasfbasiufhbasiufhbasiufs

MILF lover: you guys are amazing

MadMax: ill bite her ankles too Barbara

MILF lover: thx shitbird

Mom’s fav: im sorry I inadvertently brought her up, Billy

Mom’s fav: like im still scared of you and stuff but ik thats deep shit

MILF lover: its ok, kid

[inuykago]

tagged by two of my absolute favs!!!! @boomerangst @hireikotsu  (✿ ♥‿♥) thank u loves!

1)  Nicknames - aj 2.) Gender - Female 3.) Star sign - cancer 4.) Height - 5'3 5.) Time – 11:42 AM 6.) Birthday - June 25th 7.) Favourite band – jackson 5 8.) Favourite solo artist – L O G I C 9.) Song stuck in my head – all i do by logic heheeh 10.) Last movie you watched – LION pls do yourself a favor and watch it 11.) Last show you watched – prison break 12.) When did I create my blog – last april!! 13.) What do I post – inuyasha, some vampire knight and pokemon hell yes 14) Last thing I googled – the truth the dead know by anne sexton  15.) Do you have other blogs – @ughdestiel @inukoibito 17.) Why did you choose your url – because inuyasha and kagome are the loves of my life and after i saw the lovely cynthia had the ‘inukag’ url i decided to just add an extra letter XD  18.) Following - 169 19.) Followers – 1,203 (i love u guys wtf) 20.) Favourite colors – BLUE 21.) Average hours of sleep – 6-8 hrs 22.) Lucky number(s) –  12, 21 23.) Instruments I played – guitar and piano.. neither worked 24.) What am I wearing – sweats and an under armor shirt heh  25.) How many blankets I sleep with – 1 lolz 26.) Dream job – ESPN sports analyst or commentator wow 27.) Dream trip – London since 2012 28.) Favourite food - pasta or pizza don’t fight me 29.) Nationality – filipino 30.) Favourite song – as of now it’s all i do by Logic LOL #noragrets

tagging my other baby loves: @l0st-amul3t @stubbornhalfbreed @sinuyasha @kaze-ranna @keichanz @luciferneedsthemoose @kikyoslight @kaorukamiyas @missuprealeaaa @kags09 @justafewsmallsteps @sorede-ii @sankontesu 

ummmm its finally my break if i forgot to tag u u can yell at me!! <333

[mossyvil]

hi can i request a matchup for haikyuu? i’m 5’6, and mixed with white and african american. my aesthetic is stuff like skater girl, dark academia, grunge, etc. my fav color is red and i’m always listening to music. i play a lot of sports including basketball volleyball and and love trying new things. i’m really sassy and i make jokes a lot with my friends but i’ve been told i’m a bit intimidating and quiet at first 😅. i have curly hair and dark brown eyes. thx! btw love your blog 😳💜

Hi! I matched you with Kageyama :)

How you get together:

I- He probably gets you milk. And I know thats weird but I dont think he knows how else to express his emotions for you except for sharing his milk with you and then just bluntly asking you out JNSCKNSKDJ he’s so awkward but hes trying so hard.

What dates are like/ hanging out with them:

YOU BET HE PLAYS VOLLEYBALL WITH YOU

he asks you to style him bc he thinks your style is so cool but hes so embarrassed the whole time

you try to teach him basketball and hes SO BAD like its astonishing but he likes seeing you happy so he lets you teach him

he makes you a playlist of the songs that remind him of you and names it something like “ily” bc hes grumpy

pls sass him he might actually die but he loves it so its ok

Your wedding/ being married to them:

Ok hear me out- he gets the entire vb team to hold up signs after a game and proposes to you in the gym and literally the ENTIRE crowd is cheering and crying and it trends on twitter for a week. The wedding is so cute and all of the Karasuno boys are there too and he cries when he sees you for the first time and gets teased about it later. He’s such a simp for you too, like he would give you the world if you asked no hesitation. He takes off his wedding ring during matches so he doesnt damage it but we wears a rubber one instead bc without it he feels incomplete

[dianaslittlediary]

19th January 2021

hi diary im really really tired and i have no clue why im telling u hehe that rhymed! So im sitting infront of my bio crap i guess and im oki listen here it was all fun and stuff and now i reached minerals and stones ok minerals and stones are you kidding me no cancel this day im done thx and bye

So today oh diary i forgot to tell you your girl got the covid-19📈🥵🙈✍🏽💥💪🏽🤯 she survived and she's back i guess hihi but yes now my exams are about to murder me so here i am at 22:13 on a tuesday night telling you about minerals and stones Diary thats life i guess hehe i texted my college today because ehm i ehm didnt hear from them since October i guess? So i got a little worried end hehe

You know i thought maybe they messed up my registration or something or it was meee like always hihi but no i i decided to text them in the post poetic and melodramatic email and i didnt i mean oki lets come on in the mean time duolingo managed to send me like 19 spam emails oki and they didnt my my college my lifechanger my career institute! hahhh didnt get back to me hehe its been hours im i i im tired i should go back to studying diary ily

[astronomicae-blog]

i’m using my study break to ask you these lmao: 2, 9, 26 lol, 40, 54, 59? thx b 💖💞

OK ABI THIS IS A LOT BUT YEAH2. Top 10 favorite songs at the moment:- rotten teeth - holychild ft. kate nash- porsche - charli xcx ft. mø- hot mess - girli- the con - shura- are you ten years ago - pvris- casanova - allie x ft. vérité- curious - hayley kiyoko- drum - mø- boyfriend - tegan and sara- i wanna get better - bleachers9. Top 3 genres: - funk- pop- rock??? idk tbh my genre choice is all over the place26. Name one English band/artist you like:i’m gonna name a unique one (is it??) but i love orchestral maneuvres in the dark (and i just wanna put it out there i love kero kero bonito too ily and shura,,, u r an angel and charli xcx can u be my cool mom)40. The softest band/artist you like:softest.... is definitely shura i love her soft interludes54. Which bands/artists have you seen LIVE?ive seen kero kero bonito, shura, charli xcx, selena gomez, karmin, kodaline, alina baraz, lido and i think thats it??? (i want to forget that i got free tix to watch justin bieber when i was 11 and i hated it)59. Bands/artists you still wish to see LIVE?hopefully gonna see MØ THIS MARCH!!! YES 💖💖💖 AND I RLLY WANT TO SEE TEGAN AND SARA AND GRIMES LIVE THAT’S MY ULTIMATE GOALalso rlly want to watch a-ha, dua lipa, hayley kiyoko. sky ferreira, soko, allie x, girli, bleachers, cake, and lorde!!

[kwonlatte]

cola boy; woozi

lee jihoon;

a small, petite guy. rather deadly, 18 years old. light, blonde hair, and is too cute for his attitude. he has a love-hate relationship with oversized clothings, because while they are as comfortable as one would imagine sitting on a cloud to feel like, they made him look smaller than he actually is. his love for cola frames the basis of this story.

now, when lee jihoon is buying another extra large cup of his favorite drink, a young lady-who seems to be extremely health conscious-happens to be right behind him. having overheard his order, she taps his shoulder. "hey there, couldn't help but overhear your order, dont you think its a little too much sugar?"

timecheck, 11:24am. now, lee jihoon is not a morning person, and having someone question the amount of sugar in his favorite beverage, is definitely not his cup of tea. he glares at the lady, "and is it any of your business?"

"woah there, i was just trying to help, diabetes is no fun, maybe its time to watch your sugar intake, and to be honest, i love cola too, but at least make sure your intake is reasonable."

now meet park minhee;

a beautiful young lady, jet black collar-length hair, dreams to dye it ash grey, 18 years old. has an unhealthy obsession with korean "ulzzang" as she claims they are 'aesthetic™' her fear of diabetes adds on the basis of this story; and is also the main reason why she and jihoon would have ever met.

"im sorry, doctor, but i absolutely do not give two shits about whatever it is youre saying." jihoon flashed a mocking smile. "now, if you'll excuse me, i have somewhere to be and something to do, and that is definitely not talking to you about whatever the threats of diabetes may be."

"i understand, i may be annoying, but just look it up, please."

and there was something about her "please", maybe it was her wavering confidence, or maybe because she said it in such a small voice, that it was nearly impossible to hear it, but whatever the reason was, it make jihoon's heart soften. but not enough to make him turn around and continue the conversation.

quickly regaining his composure, jihoon gripped onto his cup tightly, and left the place.

meanwhile, minhee was worried, it was not as if she knew jihoon well, or was someone dear to her heart, she just did not want anyone to lose their life to diabetes. it wasnt that hard was it? just keeping watch of your sugar intake, it could save your life. for people like jihoon, it apparently was.

minhee has a insatiable love for cola too, but after that incident, she had learnt to control it, to ensure that her life would not be taken away too. so when jihoon had told her that he didnt care, (or rather, that he didn't give two shits about it), she had begun to worry, because no one deserves to lose their life to diabetes, no one.

everytime she had tried to warn someone about the risks of diabetes, they had all ended up listening, most of them, right from the start, but there a few who took some time before they did listen. minhee had never met someone like jihoon, who barely even gave her a chance, whether that was a good thing or not, we dont know.

but because of how he acted, it made her want to get the message across more than she ever did.

but, now was not the time, after all, she had to go meet soonyoung.

meet soonyoung; a 177cm tall boy, aged 18, small eyes that resemble the hands of a clock at 10.10. an incredibly handsome and passionate dancer with jet black hair (with no intentions to dye it). nicknamed "hoshi" by a few of his closest friends. loves hoodies and has a closet full of them. bestfriend: park minhee. relationship with jihoon? unknown.

now, the meeting location that soonyoung had given to minhee was far too normal judging it was from soonyoung, "pinwheel cafe".

minhee entered the café after a walk through the park. she looked around, hoping to spot soonyoung, but instead her eyes met with a familiar face she had seen that very morning. timecheck, 12:06, soonyoung was supposed to be here 6 minutes ago, she decided to drop him a message.

today, 12:07pm

min(¯―¯٥) »yo hoshh »okk but whr tf are u?? »its 12:07 »we're supp to meet at 12??1?1 »istg if ure still at home

soon??1?2٩(๑'^'๑)۶ »okok im sorry »im almost here i swear gimme 10

min(¯―¯٥) »10 and then im leaving

soon??1?2٩(๑'^'๑)۶ »sure i'll b thr soon so no worries.

min(¯―¯٥) »welp but do u think ure funny? »surprise! youre not !!! »so lame i might leave rn

soon??1?2٩(๑'^'๑)۶ »leave?? »bro u aint got anyth to do

min(¯―¯٥) »ok wtv shutup and just hurry

minhee pocketed her phone and decided to approach the boy from earlier in the morning, "why hello, again."

jihoon, on the other hand really didn't need another 'lecture' about diabetes, he had tried so hard for her to not notice him, yet, to no avail.

"uh... hi," jihoon chuckled, trying to cover up the fact that he was avoiding her.

"well, you work... at a cafe... i assume thats better than eating at one, working with sugar is always better than consuming them, of course."

jihoon was definitely hoping for a conversation not related to sugar, and obviously, the odds were not in his favor. upon hearing "sugar" the tone in his voice-and so had his mood-changed for the worse. "and then why are you here, at the cafe with the highest sugar content in town, miss 'watch-your-sugar-intake'?

"okay, no need to be so rude, and i'm meeting a friend." she checked her watch, 12:15, "who should be here in two minutes time, or im leaving."

"well, if you'd like to stay here even for the two minutes, im afraid you'll have to buy a beverage, or a dessert." jihoon mentally smiled at his quick thinking which could have led to a possible raise in his salary. <a/n ik it doesnt work like this but just go with the flow>

that smile quickly faded as minhee opened her mouth to react, "oh, i see, well then, i'll just be waiting outside." minhee turned to leave when a certain black haired boy dashed into the room with sweat trickling down his forehead.

"soonyoung," minhee muttered.

soonyoung checked the time on his phone, "12:16, 9 minutes, im on time." he looked up and smiled, "oh, hey jihoon!"

"technically, you're still late. we were supposed to meet at 12."minhee turned to face jihoon, and asked, "your name is jihoon?"

jihoon motioned to the name tag clipped on his apron, "well, apparently. you know soonyoung?"

her eyes narrowed a little, "was about to ask you the same question."

soonyoung walked in between the two, "and you two know each other?"

"well yeah, we met earlier this morning when she decided to lecture me about my sugar intake."

"it wasnt a lecture!" minhee added in.

the noise of a growling stomach interrupted their not-so-pleasant conversation, it was minhee's. "hey soonyoung, im starving, lets go for lunch."

soonyoung slapped his forehead lightly, "of course! how could i forget? jihoon, whats good here?"

minhee's eyes widened in shock, "what? we're eating here? no way!"

jihoon opened his mouth in mock offense, "well excuse me, miss 'watch-your-sugar-intake', but this is one of the best restaurants in town!-except that its a cafe." minhee rolled her eyes at the name, but let him continue, "and i definitely recommend the flower burger. it has everything most bugers has, but more. its as beautiful as a flower and makes your smile as beautiful as one too."

"o-oh! i want one of that!" soonyoung exclaimed excitedly.

"does it have a lot of sugar?"

"you know, if you want the dish with the lowest sugar level, just take the healing salad."

"good idea. we'll just have that and two glasses of plain water."

soonyoung pouted upon hearing that, "plain water?"

"yes, you consume too much sugar."

ignoring her remark, soonyoung ordered 'the best drink there', the beautiful highlight.

after they had settled down at a table, minhee proceeded to question soonyoung about how he had met jihoon, leading to a rather interesting conversation.

- a/n i swear theres an explanation as to why minhee is so health conscious and also to why the way she talked to jihoon after that is in such a huge contrast to her "please". pls comment lol i love comments . ok thx ily ❤

[chenlays]

MY LOVE FOR CHENLE

@pcypaige HERE I love u n chenle sm

ok wow so he’s just so cute my heart hurts

i wanna boop his nose bc its so squishy and cute and i want to smoosh his cute lil cheek s and make him look like a succ fish

and pinch them and call him cute bc WOW he needs positivity in his life and i have so much to gi v e

i want to make him feel loved u know

he deserves all the love and support for his career and him as a person bc honestly i have never seen something so amazing and pure

he is such a lucky boy and i have so much faith in him to succeed as himself aND my faith is a lot bc,,,reasons

this is basically a personal appreciation post now omggggg

I appreciate knowing of him now bc i constantly deal with the sad and he is usually always smiley and cute n its so uplifting to see someone so happy n wonderfUL just bein himself,,,teach me ur ways bby

bUt u know I am just in love honestly and I just want to hug him and b warm and put his nice smol hands on my cheeks bc my face is cold aLl The tImE

I’ll also do that for him,,I got u,,even if my hands r cold sometimes I’ll cool ur face or ur neck or ur arms in the summer !!!

AH I want to just tell him I love him like every 3 hours and talk abt keets and kitties n how much cuter he is

n just make him cookies or ramen (after u teach me radish!!!)

and make him confident in himself for the rest of his life bc ??

wow u will forever b beautiful to me even if u have a glow down ur just so good and I want to love u forev e r

BUT WO w amazing,,,u want a pup??? take my life savings and buy one !!

I’ll ignore it n just take like 298402 pics of u while u play with it and then c r y !!!!

such a precious, beautiful boy who needs love in all directions and all I can hope for rn is that he feels happy constantly and his sadness is just “bYE BitcH I’ll attack sam now thx!!!”

OGM I constantly think abt chenle cuddle s bc I’m a ho3

buT he would be so cute wOht the frick :(

just what a nice warm n sweet boy who could literally make me the happiest I’ve ever been by calling me ugly

idk I wouldn’t be sad his voice is so nice and cute and i am in lOvE

bUtn wow a hug that lasts more than 3 minutes I’m iN

that’s so wonderful and I just wanna hold ur finger or smth and play with ur hair and SCREAM with u bc dolphin laugh is my fav sound

oHb I would bE so red tbh when I’m nervous I get like a fukVing pool of blood istg it’s embarrassing

like wow if I went to a fansign and I was like 30 people away I’d already b so red from the scariness

I mean even tho he is a normal person he is so pretty and adorable and I look up to him a lot,,I just want him to be O K A Y

I cannot express my love enough

I just want to smooch his fluffy cheeks n draw hearts on his hands with pretty pens

and listen to him sing

even if it’s bad like when they were messin during mfal

and he had to sing badly in the hall

PLEASE iDc I’ll feel so blessed and happy

sing hey jude n I’m urs honeSTly

ok but myY heart is full of love for the lele so would it even matter ??

he is just so cute and this post is so cheesy n cringe

WEEOOO

ahhhhhhhhhh omg

he could teach me how to sing n get better I need it

oGm I would spend money on personal shows ofc I say this internally

his voice is just so beautiful and this is so dumb n cliche

but I’d rather be just

cuddlin with him n listening to him hum while I fukicj force him to let me hold his finger n play with them and smooch his hands

n telling him he is absolutely perfect

than to have lots of money or much of anything

I mean he rich probably so 👀👀

but thatS not the point

I WOULD JUST LOVE THAT SM

aGnN i feel so small compared to him

HE PRIABJYL WEIGHS LESS THAN ME

Istg I’ll b so sad

bUt I could just curl up to him u know 🤧🤧

“ENGULF ME”

I can b so tiny

I can FIT INSIDE OF A SWEATER

I ALMOST JUST KNEED KYLA

chenle backhu g s

>:(((

so soft for him it’s final

just lemme cuddle n sit on ur lap or smth while feeding u ramen

woW I’ll buy u cat socks :(

and feed u ramen

while slightly struggling with chopsticks

I’m good at using them with ramen

but not packaged ramen

LEMME FEED U CHICKEN LIKE MY PIC

ifnn help me I’m just sobbin rn

nnnn I would hiGhKey

pic k out clothes for him OMM

I lvoe the way I dress it’s real nice

i would dress him in a cat shirt n some nice shorts bc is legs r nice and thicc

why cant he be as thicc as hyuck

he is perfect tho but i appreciate a thick grape

wow i need to end before i get out of control

ok so chenle,,,ily so much and i want to give you the world and my heart and soul

pls lemme hug n cuddle n smoosh the nose n smooch the cheeks

please stay healthy and happy ILYSM

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new meshes, making friends and favicons?!

if you sent any kind of ask on anon including wcifs (i answer already posted wcifs here) please check below!!

How do you make new meshes on Mac? I've noticed you have some Mac screenshots but some of your items look like they'd be new meshes. Thanks

ahh i actually make cc and play sims on my pc (but i edit pics on my mac and use it for simblr thats why my tutorials and speed edits show a mac) - the only new mesh i’ve made is the lovesick camisole. i used marvelous designer which is also available for macs :-)

omg ok kim i was wondering if u could make some nirvana kurt contain classes for the sims because i really need that in my game at this moment. i want them in real life

i haven’t really done accessories before but i can try!! i swear i’ve seen some kurt cobain ones floating around somewhere though..

how do you make friends within the community? i've tried reaching out to people but most just ignore me and it's really hard to find friends. i know my content isn't the best but it just feels a little discouraging at times

firstly if i’ve ever ignored you i’m really sorry! it’s not because of content or whatever i just have really bad anxiety with one on one conversations so also keep that in mind if people aren’t responding to you :-( i recommend reaching out to mutuals first and approaching people as if you’re already friends instead of asking to be their friend if that makes sense!

I have a set of tops that are in the accessory category only and there's no actual top category version of them. Do you know any "nude tops" (aka a "top" that's just a sim without a bra) so I can use these accessory shirts as actual tops??? thx

i got u

this isn't sim related but i'm trying to set up a simblr and idk how to do one thing... You have a picture of a sim on your tab bar, but all of the tutorials i've seen only have pixelated tab picture tutorials, and it says to replace something in the tumblr code thing, but I couldn't find it on my tumblr )-: maybe you could help/send a tutorial? thanks :) ily btw

i think you’re talking about a favicon! tumblr will automatically set it to your display picture, mine is of dina so that’s what you’re seeing :-) ily!

you've probably been asked this loads and i'm really sorry if you have answered it, but how do you take really good photos in game? <3

here are some tips here :-)

What skins do you use the most on your sims?ily💕

you can find it on my resources page!!

Hey! I was wondering what those shoes on the right are in the siobhan pants?

answered here previously :-)

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MORE ASKS I’VE BEEN IGNORING!!!!!!!

GET ‘EM WHILE THEY’RE HOT

P.S. ALL OF U WHO SENT ME THE CHAIN THINGY ILYSOMUCH 

Why is her step-douche such a foken piece of shit? omg i hate him

some mysteries are never meant to be explained tbh. why is he so ugly and evil? who wronged him? but also who cares he’s in jail forever now good riddance ugly

I know this is probably really bad, but after I saw the newest molly posts, I thought of that video where the little girl is yelling "MISS KEISHA, MISS KEISHA, oh my fukin gosh she fukin dead"

OMFGFD I DIDN’T KNOW WHAT THAT VIDEO WAS SO I JUST WATCHED IT AND I’M LAUGHIN

i don’t blame u i bet when it happens i’m gonna be like “u know she ded”

(To the previous anon) i agree with you so, so much! In Poland, these dumbass politicians are letting shooting pregnant bisons (?? Im not sure how they're called) become legal. Like BITCH WHAT. Can you imagine??? A fucking pregnant lil' cow getting shot????? I feel Molly's pain on an emotional level rn (sorry if this is too nsfw, just needed to get that outta my system...)

i think this was in response to someone saying that hurting pregnant women is one of the worst crimes but um WTF shooting animals at all makes me itchy but pregnant ones..............nah that’s......nah

it’s ok get it outta ur system i’m here 4 u

the first thing I check in the morning is your account.... you have me whipped! ;|

OMG WHA LMAO REALLY that’s wild. i feel like i’m the only one who looks at my page which is dumb but like idk i still feel like a little kid that no one cares about lmao. but then you guys exist and amaze me with your responsiveness every day and i just ;____________; ily all

hi Sunny. first of all i'm gonna say i love your story and your editing style so much! your blog is goals like literally. i need an advice if you don't mind. you always find such amazing angles for your pictures while mine are so boring. any tips or tricks you can share?

HI thank you so much ;-; sooooo i’ve been thinking about this question the past couple of times i went in game, trying to figure out how to describe how i take pictures. for one thing i live in tab mode lmao. meaning you press the tab button on your keyboard to go into camera mode and get all these sexy angles and super zoom and stufffff. i almost always zoom in super far idk why. so there’s one tip. i honestly just play around with going up and down with the q and e keys (i think?) until i find angles i like. i take a lottttt of pictures with so many different angles just so i have a lot to choose from. basically i try to focus on different things in each picture in order to get a mix of the most diverse and dynamic shots possible. you just need to experiment and get creative. i know that’s the most vague advice ever but really just try a new angle that you’ve never considered before and i bet you’ll get cool results. an interesting setting is also the biggest factor, because certain objects and their placements will give you interesting results. 

i honestly want to print out your reaction pic to that one post and just hang it on my wall, put it in my heart locket necklace, stamp it on people's faces, start an email thread with it. i love it.

an add on to the last ask i sent about your reaction pic. i've been looking at it religiously since it was posted, and i dont regret a minute of it. LMAO I'LL STOP NOW.

SAKJDLJKGKSDAF STOPPPP LMAOOO i looked so ugly but that was my pure unadulterated reaction to that question and i trust you all to not judge my ugliness and instead share this reaction with me. i’m glad u liked it that much, i just printed it out and i’m cutting it into a small heart to put inside ur locket ok

everytime i hear cigarette daydreams by cage the elephant i think of a serious case of the novembers like its so fitting and then i get all emo when i listen to it lmao rip

OMMMMGGGGGGG YESSSSS how have i never made that connection before honestly. cage the elephant is one of my faves and i’ve seen them perform twice actually!! i’m watching the music vid for that song now and even that reminds me of my story ;-; i cry

thank you for sending this, and also i cry @ the fact that you used the actual title *dies* now this song is gonna make me emo til the end of time thx

i might sound like some crazy stalker fan but i just want to say you are so freakin awesome and nice and funny and cute and (i can go on forever) so caring! i love your blog so much and all the hard work and care you put into all your posts and followers. thanks for making my day and making me smile so much. you have no clue how much i look forward to seeing your posts and your hilarious hashtags and answers from asks and AMAZING story posts. im sorry i just wanted to let you know ur awesome ily

OFMG WHAT!!!!!! I AM ONLY AN EEL!!!!!! but no you don’t sound like a crazy stalker, i actually love this, you’re too sweet, thank you ;-; i’m just blushin so much reading this omg. YOU EVEN LIKE MY TAGS WOW that’s true love. ily ;-; <333

how do you get your sims' facial expressions to line up with your scenes? I feel like my sims' faces are never right :(

tbh i just use a lot of the same neutral poses...my go-to’s are @helgatisha‘s poses lol. they’re the easiest to work with when i do just plain talking scenes, and often i tweak my sims’ eyebrows and mouths with the liquify tool if i want them to look a bit more concerned, sad, mad, happy, etc., it works like a charm!! i also tend to play around with angles, you’d be surprised how much a different angle can enhance a scene.

Hey smol bean, I'm sent you an ask and now I feel bad that it probably made you feel anxious because you didn't answer it. It was the one about you not liking my posts, I have anxiety too so I'm sorry If I made you feel sad. I think I'm just looking for validation from people I look upto you get me? Anyway sorry again, don't worry about it! Love you!

hiya bb, i know you saw my answer to your original post (and i’m sorry it got some negative attention, i didn’t mean for that to happen by any means) anyway don’t sweat it, and i really appreciate this follow-up message. you didn’t make me feel sad, i just wanna know what i can do. it’s just a hard question y’know. i understand what you mean, i think everyone wants validation to some degree. tbh you can just come off anon and message me, i promise it’s not as nerve-wracking as it seems! ily

How did you make Santi's tattoos? I want some like that for my Sims but idk how to do it

boop

I HAVE A FEELING THAT MOLLY IS GOING TO DIE DURING THE BIRTH OF THE BEAN OR IT HAS SOMETHING TO DO WITH HER STEPFATHER FINDING OUT ABOUT THE BEAN

WELP U WERE RIGHT ABOUT ONE THING

how did you make your characters page on your blog like that?

uoohhh like what?? i used this theme (monolog) if that’s what you mean aheh. here’s a guide on how to use custom page themes

okay so THIS IS MY THEORY: they might keep the baby and molly might actually carry it to full term, but then the kid dies in childbirth and either molly also dies or maybe kills herself or gets killed later? or maybe she's still alive but just won't speak to santi anymore cause she like can't look him in the eye after all of that or idk?? since ppl were sending theories i wanted to add mine lmao. another possible theory is that the stepdad finds out and kills her but thats TOO DARK omg

TOO DARK U SAY...WELL!!! it’s not AS dark as you guessed but only marginally

If Molly turns out to be alive and raising their kid alone (though from what I'm seeing in response to most questions I think that may not be the route) am I allowed to slap Santi (unless Molly didn't give him the option to help) because raising a child alone is not easy I've watched my mom do it for years.

YEAH i would give you permission to slap him lmao he would be a grade A piece o’ shit if that were the case. i would never ever write that tho because santi does own up to his actions if they’re that detrimental. his altruistic nature, no matter how backwards, would never allow him to do that.

There will be complication with the abortion so she will not be able to carry a baby anymore and she's going to kill herself OR her step dad is going to find out and he'll beat her to death. And in both situation Santi his blaming himself because he wasn't there at the right time... Okay I really really hope I'm wrong now !

I don't even follow your story very closely but every time I see your posts my heart hurts.

OMFG...that’s how u know the pain is real

but like wow my stuff is really so visceral that even my apathetic followers can feel the hurt...that’s real...that’s real my guy

omg!! you should 100% play or at least watch a playthrough of life is strange! legit the best game ever made, its so beautiful. the storyline kills you a thousand times over (much like your beautiful story) <3333

yaaaa i’ve heard lots of good things about it!! my bf played it actually, maybe he’ll revisit it again someday and i’ll watch him do it (i’m only a fan of video games if i can watch them like a movie lmao) thank you btw <3

I am shook and I worship you and your story and you are amazing WOW BYE

WORSHIP LMAO WHAT!!! PLS I AM UNDESERVING...ily tho don’t worship false gods

Do you let Molly and the younger versions of your characters frolic around your main save or do they have a separate one?

UM YES LMAO because i didn’t even know you could have separate saves until after i started the flashbacks lmao i’m...a noob. i don’t want separate saves anyway because 1) it’s too much of a hassle switching back and forth and 2) it gets too confusing for me and i’d be afraid of overwriting one save with another and NOPE too much anxiety for that soooo yeah there’s three santis in my game: child, teen and adult lmfao (fun fact: teen santi’s name is literally just Lil Santi)

I made it to my senior year with 6 A's and 1 B ... Be proud of me too? 😂 Lmao I told this to people and some of them were just like .. okay cool?! LMAO it's so funny but also kinda sad

I AM PROUD OF YOU TOO!!!!!!!!! my smart childrens

“okay cool” UM PLEASE that’s a feat...at my school if you got an A in a class in senior year you were allowed to be exempt from the final. so yeah that rules. ily

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ok Lover has me shook

So yes, in the last couple of hours since the release of Taylor’s seventh, wonderfully written, and fully OWNED album I’ve scattered and listened for my favorite parts of each song and decide to share because it is necessary ok????cool here we go. 

ps. the songs are not in order because I am a mess and it shows LLOOOOOLLL

False God. (13)

religion’s in your lips, even if it’s a false God, we’d still worship. We might get away with it. The altar is my hips.

I know heaven is a thing. I go there when you touch me honey, hell is when I’m fighting with you.

first of all I need an ambulance because when Taylor references anything sexual it does things to me cause OMG YES MAAM. The altar part had me ON THE FLOOR and the heaven and hell made me a new person.

Paper Rings. (8)

I want to drive away with you, I want your complications too, I want your dreary Mondays, wrap your arms around me baby boy

When I got home I tried to stalk you on the internet, now I’ve read all the books beside your bed.

Now I wake up at night and watch you breath.

You’re the one I want; in paper rings, in picture frames, in dirty dream (in all my dreams)

this songs makes me SOFT ok ???? the little insights we get about her relationship make feel I don't know lucky?? like I know she is sharing this with the whole world but still?? like how sweet is this ??? like she went from wanting to know everything about him after they met to now knowing all of the books he reads in his spare time. I can't handle this my poor HEARTTTTT

Cornelia Street. (9)

We were a fresh page on the desk, filling in the blanks as we go.As if the streetlights pointed in an arrowhead, leading as home.

And I hope I never lose you, hope it never ends. I’d never walk Cornelia street again. That’s thinking of heartbreak time could never mend. 

Barefoot in the kitchen, sacred new beginnings that became my religion, listen.

So barefoot in the kitchen ???? Im sorry but after the master piece that is All Too Well I’ve realized that to Tay Tay kitchens are internet places she shares sweet moments with people she loves and the fact that they're barefoot?? just shows how at home and intimate that moment is. Excuse me while I go cry in the corner thx. 

London Boy. (11)

But something happened, I heard him laughing. I saw the dimples first and then I heard the accent. They say home is where the heart is but thats not where mine lives (but god I love the English)

Like a child when our eyes meet. Darling I fancy you.

So I guess the rumors are true. You know I love a London boy.

first of all. IS THAT HIM AT THE BEGINING ???? cause maam i know understand the accent thing good lord. Second. I know she loves him but the fact that she plainly says it in a song??? im crying and so so happy for her. LASTLY how does one stay calm after taylor swit writes a song about you like that?? like i need to know hoe Joe reacted cause holy shit. ALSO THIS SONG IS SUCH A BOP.

Death by a Thousand Cuts. (10)

Cause the morning comes and you’re not my baby.

But if the story is over why I’m I still writing pages?

My heart, my hips, my body, my love. I’m still trying to find a part of me you didn't touch.

Quiet my fears with the touch of your hand, paper cut stings from my paper thins plans. 

Gave you so much, but it wasn’t enough. But I’ll be alright, It’s juts death by a thousand cuts.

her mind y'all. her lyrics??? even more so. like the way taylor writes just amazes me, the way she puts words together that hurt ?? that make you smile?? and cry?? that woman has a gift and is A gift. also guys. the writing pages part touched my little heart. cause i felt that. 

Afterglow. (15)

Fighting with a true love is boxing with no gloves.

Why’d I have to break what I love so much?

I’m the one who burned this down. But it’s not what I meant. Sorry that I hurt you, I don't wanna do this to you, I don't want to lose this with you. 

It’s so excruciating to see you low, just want to lift you up and never let you go.

Tell me I am all you want, even when I break your heart.

this song broke my heart a little. so much damn vulnerability in these lyrics give me chills. she's so open and i HURTTTT. like he's in pain and she's in pain because of that and now im in pain because of them and once again crying and omg what’s new. nothings new. Im crying over one of taylor’s songs again.

Daylight. (18)

I’ll tell you the truth, but never goodbye.

I wounded the good, but trust the wicked. Clearing the air, I breathed in the smoke.

I can still see it all in my mind. All of you, all of me intertwined. I once believed love would be black and white. But it’s golden

I can still see it all in my head. Back-and-Forth from New York, sneaking in your bed. I once believed that love would be burning red like its golden.

I want to be defined by the things I love not the things I hate. Not the things that I’m afraid of. I’m afraid of the things that haunt me in the middle of the night.

I just think that You Are What You Love.

the fact that this song is what closes the album makes me emo. its such a wonderful conclusion and such and explanation of the last couple of years and the reference to RED??? I was NOT prepared. Also the last line tugged at my heart strings because I believe that with every little fiber of my being.

Miss Americana & The Heartbreak Prince. (7)

American Glory faded before me, Now I’m feeling hopeless.

My team is losing, battered and bruising. I see the high fives between the bad guys.

Boys will be boys then. Where are the wise men? Darling, I’m scared.

Cause I know this is a fight, that some day we’re gonna win.

y'all. I am so so so proud of the fact that Taylor now uses her platform to speak about what she believes is right and wrong. she no longer story quiet. she backs up her people and advocates and that is so so so important in todays world. because people listen, and people watch and sometimes they need that someone to speak up so they can know whats happening out there. and the political message of this song got me. America is a mess, and as a person that lives in one its states im scared. but this song gives me hope. cause eventually we will win. we will see the light. and i can't wait for that day. also the boy will be boys?? shit that got me. screw that excuse.

Soon You’ll get Better. (12)

In doctor’s office lighting I didn't tell you I was scared.

Desperate people find faith, so now I pray to Jesus too.

And I say to you, ohh soon you’ll get better, ohh you get better soon, cause you have to.

I know delusion when I see in in the mirror.

You make the best of a bad deal, I just pretend it isn't real.

I hate that I make this all about me. But who I’m I supposed to talk to? What I’m I supposed to do? If there is no you.

Im sorry. But as someone that has lost her dad thanks to an illness this made me sob. I don't think I’ve cried this hard since the last time I listen to Ronan. holy damn. I am so glad Andrea is better because the pain of losing a parent beats every hear break. But with every lyric I related a little more, and maybe not the part where she got better but wow. It got me and it broke me na made me a little happy. Taylor this was beautiful. thank you.

It’s Nice to have a Friend. (17)

20 questions, we the the truth.

Something gave you the nerve to touch my hand.

Call my bluff, call you babe. Have my back, yeah, everyday.

this song was so sweet and simple with so much of that child innocence that it  makes me wish I had simple teenage years and not the mess they were looooll, This song is truly so sweet guys, like cotton candy sweet. 

You Need to Calm Down. (14)

Say it in the street thats a knock out, but you say it in a tweet thats a cop out.

But I’ve learned the lesson that stressing and obsessing about somebody else is no fun.

You need to calm down, you're being too loud.

And control your urges to scream about all the people you hate. Because shade never made anybody less gay.

this song is savagery and I LOVE IT. yeah you call people out Taylor, cause holy damn this was great. I took me a minute to get the fast parts but guys i got it downnnn and the song makes me JAMMMM. You go queen Taylor, you’ve won your crown, ily.

Me! (16)

Baby doll, when It comes to a lover I promise that you’ll never find another like me.

I know I tend to make it about me. I know you never get just what you see, but I will never bore you baby. 

And when we had that fight out in the rain, you ran after me and called my name. I never want to see you walk away.

Living in Winter, I am your Summer.

This song gave me such a laugh when it first came out, its freaking awesome (get it ????) but guys did the ran after me and called my name gave me such Mine vibes that I had to go and watch the video after cause damn. I love when lyrics bring me back to old albums, specially when the songs have two completely different tones in the story telling side.

I Forgot that You Existed. (1)

Lived in the shade you were throwing till all of my sunshine was gone.

Your name on my lips. tongue tied. Free rent living in my mind.

I forgot that you existed. And I though that it would kill me but it didn't. 

I forgot that you existed. It isn't love, it isn’t hate its just indifference. 

Sent me  a clear message, taught me some hard lessons. I just forgot what they were.

THIS SONG IS SUCH A MOOD yallllll, like byeee you hurt me? were my friend once??? tried to play me ???? CHAUUUU ADIOOSS like wow this not only a bomb but can easily be an anthem. Also I love shady taylor.

Cruel Summer. (2)

What doesn't kill me, makes me want you more.

And it’s new, the shape of your body, its blue. The feeling I got and it’s ooh.

No rules in a breakable heaven but, ooh. It’s a cruel summer with you.

I’m always waiting for you just to cut to the bone.

And I don't want to keep secrets just to keep you.

And I scream “For what it’s worth” “I love you, ain’t that the worst thing you’ve ever heard?” He looks up grinning like a devil.

A MF BOP OK???? the ohhhs had be screaming and the lyrics had me grinning. Also i need background .... secrets ??? what was he lying about??? and was her first i love you this dramatic ??? who knows, but I am so enthralled. Also its been decided that breakable heaven equals new scared oasis and OMG. Also the color blue has been mentioned so many times in this album anyone know what kind of easter egg that is ??? cause I’m lost.  like is it about Joe’s eyes?? cause honey honestly same. 

Lover. (3)

Have I known you 20 seconds or 20 years.

Can we always be this close? forever and ever?

I’ve love you 3 summers now honey, but I want them all.

With every guitar string scar on my hand I take this magnetic force of a man to be my lover.

My heart has been borrowed and your has been blue. All’s well that ends well to end up with you.

And you’ll say all of your dirtiest jokes for me, and at every table I’ll save you a seat.

mark my words. the day i get married this will be what i dance to on my first dance. if my spouse doesn't like it we are just gonna have to settle and do it anyway. this song is so timeless and the lyrics so soft, like i feel like i’m in love and so single. like c’mon lets dance around in the kitchen in the refrigerator light to this song because i am in my FEEELSSSSSS. (also y'all the reference to her scars from writing all those heart breaking songs??? i need to hug her.)

The Man. (4)

They’d say I played the field before I found someone to comment to, and that would be okay for me to do. Every conquest I had made made would make me more of a boss to you.

I’s be a fearless leader, I’s be an alpha type.

Wondering if I’s get here quicker If I was man.

I’m so sick of them coming at me again, cause if I was a man I’s be The Man

If I was flashing my dollars I’s be a bitch not a baller. They paint me out to be bad, so it’s okay that I’m mad.

BIG DICK ENERGY TAYLOR. y'all she’s so not wrong, 75% of the shot she has gotten about what she does she would have gotten praises for if she was a dude. i love love love how she is calling sexism out in this song.as much as it is progressive times and what not she is explaining the kind work we live in to those that don’t understand and YESSSS BAD BITCH TAY. WE STAN. (we have for 13 years but ya know who is counting)

The Archer. (5)

I’ve got a hundred thrown out speeches I almost said to you.

I never grew up, it’s getting so old. 

All of my heroes die all alone, help me hold on to you.

Cause all of my enemies started out friends, help me hold on to you. 

Who could ever leave me darling? But who could stay? you could stay.

This song omg.... the music makes me melt first of all, and then the lyrics break me. like she is so clearly explain that she's doing all she can not lose him. explains how her best friends have betrayed her and how the people she had high regard for also hurt her and omg so open and honest my heart bleedddss. The heroes part also makes me feel like she's telling him that she sees him as one of her heroes which is why she asking for help to not lose him (i could be reaching buuttt) and I don't know how to deal with my emotions right now. 

I Think He Knows. (6)

I think he knows that his hands around a cold glass, make me wanna know that body like it’s mine.

want to see what’s under that attitude. I want you, bless my soul.

I think he knows he better lock it down or I won't stick around ‘cause good ones never wait.

He is so obsessed with me, and boy I understand. 

yallllll this songgggg. the innuendo ??? i love ittttttt. also I love the fact that she knows her worth. That she finally understand who she is in a relationship and is able to realize that she is a good one, that if she is not happy she can leave. AND THAT AMKES ME SO PROUD CAUSE TAYLOR YOU ARE SO AMAZING.

And thats the end of it folks. I waited so long for this album... had so many count downs and bless me for living in Hawaii were I go the album on the 22 at 6pm thanks to time differences. 

CONCLUSION: LOVER IS A MASTER PIECE AND EVERY SINGLE SONG IS SO AMAZING AND THERES NOT A SINGLE SONG BEING SKIPPED WHEN LISTENING.

[itsnicetohavealoverr]

ok but shes definitely stalking us and getting so much joy out of us freaking tf out and i just wanna say hi taylor pls invite me to secret sessions ok thats all ily thx

[bigbrotherjohto-blog]

Here are Bridgette’s Diary Room Sessions!

[11/18/16, 10:00:50 PM] nicholas [host]: (sun) WHAT ARE YOUR INITIAL IMPRESSIONS OF THE OTHER HOUSEGUESTS? (Sun) [11/18/16, 11:15:12 PM] bridgette: can i get a cast list [11/18/16, 11:15:34 PM] nicholas [host]: Ari Bridgette Connor Jacob Kaitlyn Kaleigh Matthias Mike Randy Aly Carson Christian Jay Julia Justin Rhea Ruthie Slade [11/19/16, 12:00:16 AM] bridgette: Ari - on call. a kpop person?? seems nice. who is she tho Bridgette - a kween. Connor - My dad. My love. He better take me to the finals Jacob - A friendo. I love him but he knows when to get me out- we've played together. Kaitlyn - She's cool and nice but like!!!!!!! a threat to win Kaleigh - https://media.giphy.com/media/l2JhwPSLC7aIHqTQI/giphy.gif Matthias - He's cool. A gay. A very gay. Love him Mike - Dad Randy - Yiff yiff hooray Aly - A kweendt. Robbed at f2 but I can't let her win because I need to. Carson - Seems nice. haven't talked to him personally yet tho Christian - Really funny and enjoyable to be around. Luv her Jay - Hosting me in Lazio. Like I've stated, Furries Must Die Julia - My 15 year old lesbian friend. Love her Justin - Seems funny and likes to drink water?? Rhea - You casted her because you love premades huh Ruthie - Robbed me in trashy4. Will pay. She's genuinely nice and I love her as a person but she will PAY. Slade - He's bitter @ me so he got to go! [11/19/16, 12:04:21 AM] veronica [ johto host ]: Bridgette - a kween.

HAHAHAHAHAHA [11/19/16, 12:04:44 AM] bridgette: shut up mauvais [11/19/16, 12:04:53 AM] bridgette: bridgette has renamed this conversation to “BRIDGETTE'S BIG BROTHER JOHTO DIARRHEA ROOM” [11/19/16, 12:04:54 AM] bridgette: , [11/19/16, 12:04:55 AM] bridgette: , [11/19/16, 12:04:55 AM] bridgette: , [11/19/16, 12:04:55 AM] bridgette: , [11/19/16, 12:04:55 AM] bridgette: , [11/19/16, 12:04:55 AM] bridgette: , [11/19/16, 12:04:55 AM] bridgette: , [11/19/16, 12:04:56 AM] bridgette: , [11/19/16, 12:04:56 AM] bridgette: , [11/19/16, 12:04:56 AM] bridgette: , [11/19/16, 12:04:56 AM] bridgette: , [11/19/16, 12:04:56 AM] bridgette: , [11/19/16, 12:04:57 AM] bridgette: , [11/19/16, 12:04:57 AM] bridgette: , [11/19/16, 12:04:57 AM] bridgette: , [11/19/16, 12:04:57 AM] bridgette: , [11/19/16, 12:04:57 AM] bridgette: , [11/19/16, 12:04:58 AM] bridgette: , [11/19/16, 12:04:58 AM] bridgette: , [11/19/16, 12:04:58 AM] bridgette: , [11/19/16, 12:04:58 AM] bridgette: , [11/19/16, 12:04:58 AM] bridgette: , [11/19/16, 12:04:58 AM] bridgette: , [11/19/16, 12:04:59 AM] bridgette: , [11/19/16, 12:04:59 AM] bridgette: , [11/19/16, 1:52:38 PM] bridgette: This message has been removed. [11/19/16, 1:52:41 PM] bridgette: this is my puzzle (sun) [11/19/16, 1:53:19 PM] bridgette: wait nvm [11/19/16, 1:53:19 PM] bridgette: im gonna try to do better [11/19/16, 1:57:09 PM] nicholas [host]: you can always resubmit if you get a better score (sun) [11/19/16, 1:57:15 PM] bridgette: ok [11/19/16, 1:57:17 PM] bridgette: sorry whoops [11/19/16, 1:57:18 PM] bridgette: hkodifjhf [11/19/16, 1:57:24 PM] nicholas [host]: its all good [11/19/16, 1:58:44 PM] bridgette: ok here boi [11/19/16, 1:58:44 PM] bridgette: Image [11/19/16, 1:59:45 PM] nicholas [host]: (sun) [11/19/16, 1:59:47 PM] nicholas [host]: thanks’ [11/19/16, 9:26:01 PM] nicholas [host]: (sun)  HOW DO YOU FEEL ABOUT JUSTIN AND MIKE WINNING HOH? (sun) [11/19/16, 9:27:31 PM] bridgette: when will i be LEFT ALONE [11/19/16, 9:27:42 PM] nicholas [host]: never [11/19/16, 9:27:45 PM] nicholas [host]: not until you walk [11/19/16, 9:29:03 PM] bridgette: not answering the question sorry [11/19/16, 9:29:06 PM] bridgette: not in da mod! [11/19/16, 9:29:14 PM] nicholas [host]: ok :/ hope ur ok [11/19/16, 9:29:17 PM] nicholas [host]: <3 [11/19/16, 9:29:24 PM] bridgette: im just in bed feeling shitty [11/19/16, 9:29:29 PM] bridgette: a daily thing! [11/19/16, 9:36:18 PM] nicholas [host]: <3 hope things get better! [11/20/16, 3:38:18 PM] nicholas [host]: hey just checking in to make sure you’re okay! [11/20/16, 3:38:20 PM] nicholas [host]: <3 [11/20/16, 3:38:47 PM] bridgette: I'm just uncomfortable as hell [11/20/16, 3:39:01 PM] bridgette: With the little people reaction pics and the comments [11/20/16, 3:43:42 PM] nicholas [host]: okay i just want to make sure you are comfortable in this game all jokes aside. i am definitely going to talk to him about what happened and make sure it doesn’t happen again. [11/20/16, 3:45:00 PM] bridgette: ok thank you [11/20/16, 3:45:35 PM] nicholas [host]: youre welcome I’m sorry this happened to you <3 [11/20/16, 3:46:51 PM] bridgette: it's okay [11/21/16, 7:32:10 PM] bridgette: hey if i stop talking for a few days in the next few weeks its probably because my mom kicked me out lol so im sorry if i miss any deadlines [11/21/16, 7:55:54 PM] nicholas [host]: okay we totally understand and if you need anything or someone to talk to we are here for you & hope things get better <3 [11/21/16, 8:32:20 PM] nicholas [host]: (sun) HOW DO YOU FEEL ABOUT JACOB WINNING DPOV? (sun) [11/21/16, 8:33:07 PM] bridgette: if you'd like you could just give me all the reflection prompts after the eviction and ill answer them in video or text format [11/21/16, 8:33:46 PM] nicholas [host]: if thats easier then yas [11/21/16, 8:35:04 PM] bridgette: ok [11/21/16, 10:26:54 PM] bridgette: vl dr: they ejected me from the main chat for telling nicholas to raw me and havent added me back yet. [11/21/16, 10:27:13 PM] nicholas [host]: sent! [11/21/16, 10:27:20 PM] bridgette: ADD ME BACK [11/22/16, 8:01:26 PM] bridgette: I vote to evict Jay [11/22/16, 8:08:02 PM] bridgette: nicholas [11/22/16, 8:08:05 PM] bridgette: in the eviction post [11/22/16, 8:08:05 PM] bridgette: for us [11/22/16, 8:08:07 PM] bridgette: can you pout [11/22/16, 8:08:16 PM] bridgette: "chante you stay" or "sashay away" [11/22/16, 8:11:05 PM] bridgette: Goodbye messge for Kaitlyn: Fuck [11/22/16, 8:11:20 PM] bridgette: Goodbye message for Jay: Yiff yiff hooray [11/23/16, 4:01:52 PM] bridgette: am I good [11/23/16, 4:03:02 PM] nicholas [host]: yes [11/23/16, 4:03:05 PM] nicholas [host]: (sun) [11/23/16, 4:03:12 PM] bridgette: ok [11/23/16, 4:03:13 PM] bridgette: (sun) [11/23/16, 4:03:18 PM] bridgette: did you know I want to die [11/23/16, 4:03:39 PM] nicholas [host]: omg i do too [11/23/16, 4:04:03 PM] bridgette: once u give me my prompts for the week ill do my video [11/23/16, 5:18:59 PM] nicholas [host]: ok whew i will send you a final list of prompts after eviction [11/23/16, 8:23:07 PM] bridgette: I give 5 to Bridgette 5 for Bridgette and 10 to bridgette [11/23/16, 8:25:19 PM] nicholas [host]: me too [11/23/16, 8:25:31 PM] bridgette: that's my submission [11/23/16, 8:25:33 PM] bridgette: u can't stop me! [11/23/16, 8:25:44 PM] nicholas [host]: i can and will [11/23/16, 8:25:50 PM] nicholas [host]: hello first strike [11/23/16, 8:25:58 PM] bridgette: ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, [11/23/16, 8:25:59 PM] bridgette: ok [11/23/16, 8:26:00 PM] bridgette: whatever [11/23/16, 8:26:51 PM] bridgette: i give 7 to connor i give 5 to randy i give 3 to kaitlyn i give 5 to kaleigh [11/23/16, 8:28:23 PM] nicholas [host]: thx (sun) [11/23/16, 11:23:28 PM] bridgette: bridgette added victor to this conversation [11/23/16, 11:23:35 PM] bridgette: hi welcome to the diarrhea room [11/23/16, 11:23:43 PM] victor: Cher blinks for 10 minutes [11/23/16, 11:23:51 PM] veronica [ johto host ]: hi victor [11/23/16, 11:23:52 PM] veronica [ johto host ]: ily [11/23/16, 11:23:59 PM] victor: (wave) [11/23/16, 11:24:02 PM] bridgette: bridgette has renamed this conversation to “BRIDGETTE'S BIG BROTHER JOHTO DIARYROOM” [11/23/16, 11:24:03 PM] bridgette: bridgette has renamed this conversation to “BRIDGETTE'S BIG BROTHER JOHTO DIARY ROOM” [11/23/16, 11:28:33 PM] nicholas [host]: promptzzzzz (sun) HOW DID YOU FEEL ABOUT WHO WON HOH? (sun)

(sun) HOW DO YOU FEEL ABOUT JAY LEAVING THE HOUSE? (sun)

(sun) WHO DO YOU LIKE/NOT LIKE ON THE EVIL TEAM? (sun)

(sun) WHO DO YOU TRUST/NOT TRUST ON THE EVIL TEAM? (sun)

(sun) WHO DO YOU THINK WERE THE 4 VOTES TO EVICT KAITLYN? (sun) [11/23/16, 11:28:38 PM] nicholas [host]: also [11/23/16, 11:28:48 PM] nicholas [host]: (sun) DO YOU PLAN ON TRYING TO WIN HOH? (sun) [11/23/16, 11:28:58 PM] victor: I voted to evict Kaitlyn [11/23/16, 11:31:27 PM] bridgette: DR: How did you feel about who won HOH? I honestly loved Mike and Justin winning HOH since I was on good terms with both (sun) I feel like the week went well for the evil team and I feel awful for Jay but he kinda just got revenge since he hosted a game I was just voted out in :/ [11/23/16, 11:32:42 PM] bridgette: DR: How do you feel about Jay leaving the house? Yiff yiff hooray! I honestly feel like it advances my game by extension because the evil team is quickly becoming majority, as long as we stay together. :- ) I genuinely like him as a person. [11/23/16, 11:34:03 PM] bridgette: DR: Who do you like/not like on the Evil Team I love everyone (inlove) But Mike is super chaotic and Jacob knows how I play games. I'm threatened but I genuinely think everyone's sticking together in the team so far. [11/23/16, 11:36:04 PM] bridgette: DR: Who do you trust/not trust on the evil team? I trust everyone besides like... Mike from how unpredictable and how much he likes to stir the pot. I really like him but I don't trust it! [11/23/16, 11:37:57 PM] bridgette: DR: Who do you think were the 4 votes to evict Kaitlyn? I don't fucking know bitch [11/23/16, 11:38:00 PM] victor: Someone's more chaotic than Bridgette? Shook [11/23/16, 11:38:05 PM] nicholas [host]: me [11/23/16, 11:38:25 PM] bridgette: DR: Do you plan on winning HOH? I don't really know but if I do lit! I want either me or Connor to win because I love connor and he's my best friend [11/24/16, 10:28:22 AM] bridgette: VL DR: Kaleigh: Bridgette stop accusing me of antagonizing you Me: I don't recall... I don't understand... [11/24/16, 6:51:53 PM] bridgette: DR: Kaleigh complains about everything I do and I have no idea what the bitches problem is, like for real can she explain to me why she decides to pick apart every joke I make or tell me to shut up???? [11/24/16, 8:12:51 PM] nicholas [host]: (sun) HOW DO YOU FEEL ABOUT SLADE AND RANDY WINNING HOH? (sun) [11/24/16, 8:13:18 PM] bridgette: DR: My straight showmance and my daddy? All winning HOH in one week? YIFF! [11/24/16, 8:14:16 PM] bridgette: DR: How do you feel about Slade and Randy winning HOH? I personally adore both of them and have had trust settled with them during the entire game and I trust both of them to make good decisions with the noms. I feel pretty good about my situation right now [11/24/16, 9:51:33 PM] bridgette: I'm feeling super uncomfortable in this game with Kaleigh [11/24/16, 9:51:51 PM] bridgette: she is literally going to people with what I say and telling them it so I can get more shit talked about me [11/24/16, 9:55:13 PM] bridgette: I'm thinking about leaving the community now yay [11/24/16, 10:04:04 PM] victor: :/ [11/25/16, 1:55:03 AM] nicholas [host]: ok so 1. pls don’t leave the community 2. sorry that you feel uncomfortable here we try to do everything we can to make sure everyone feels welcome and comfortable on a non game level <3 [11/25/16, 1:55:21 AM] bridgette: fuck [11/25/16, 1:55:24 AM] bridgette: update [11/25/16, 1:55:45 AM] bridgette: matthias is a fucker and has been telling andie things ive said on call in this game [11/25/16, 1:56:00 AM] bridgette: and andie literally bashed me in my private message with him [11/25/16, 1:56:21 AM] bridgette: blamed me for ruining his "4 year friendship" with someone he was feuding with 3 months ago [11/25/16, 1:57:09 AM] nicholas [host]: oh my [11/25/16, 1:57:13 AM] nicholas [host]: (bike) [11/25/16, 1:57:19 AM] bridgette: yeah its cute [11/25/16, 1:57:23 AM] bridgette: especially since by deduction [11/25/16, 1:57:32 AM] bridgette: this means hes the one who ratted on us to jay aswell [11/25/16, 1:58:00 AM] nicholas [host]: https://66.media.tumblr.com/4f734d7a40a1a67a40800fccdd6e873f/tumblr_inline_odbki1wizt1uqlgh9_540.png [11/25/16, 1:58:50 AM] bridgette: i wanna die [11/25/16, 5:48:12 PM] bridgette: I can't deal with the andie shit anymore [11/25/16, 5:48:19 PM] bridgette: He's oging to blame me for everything [11/25/16, 5:56:33 PM] nicholas [host]: wait i don’t understand whats going on  i- [11/25/16, 5:56:52 PM] Crackdt Ass Elijah [BBJohto Host]: andie is sus ngl [11/25/16, 5:56:56 PM] bridgette: Elijah can tell you I'm gonna take a breather [11/25/16, 5:57:07 PM] Crackdt Ass Elijah [BBJohto Host]: what? [11/25/16, 5:57:57 PM] nicholas [host]: i- [11/25/16, 5:58:11 PM] bridgette: pms elijah [11/25/16, 5:58:41 PM] Crackdt Ass Elijah [BBJohto Host]: i'm [11/25/16, 5:58:50 PM] Crackdt Ass Elijah [BBJohto Host]: ngl i'm not a fan of andie tbqh [11/25/16, 6:27:54 PM] bridgette: ok well im gonna get off skype for the night bc this is awful and im terrified [11/25/16, 6:32:31 PM] nicholas [host]: ily <3 [11/25/16, 6:48:12 PM] bridgette: 1. Carson 2. Julia 3. Justin 4. Christian 5. Randy 6. Connor 7. Matthias 8. Mike 9. Jay 10. Ari 11. Aly 12. Rhea 13. Kaitlyn 14. Slade 15. Ruthie 16. Kaleigh 17. Jacob 18. Bridgette [11/25/16, 6:48:14 PM] bridgette: fuck [11/25/16, 6:48:15 PM] bridgette: let me just... [11/25/16, 6:48:21 PM] nicholas [host]: me too [11/25/16, 7:05:48 PM] bridgette: there [11/25/16, 7:05:52 PM] bridgette: i'll submit the rest over time [11/25/16, 7:05:53 PM] bridgette: with edits [11/25/16, 7:05:56 PM] nicholas [host]: perfect [11/25/16, 7:06:06 PM] nicholas [host]: just lmk when u finalize it [11/25/16, 7:21:52 PM] bridgette: ok DONE [11/25/16, 7:22:25 PM] bridgette: can I know if I won now? [11/25/16, 7:25:13 PM] Crackdt Ass Elijah [BBJohto Host]: fuck , me [11/25/16, 7:37:57 PM] nicholas [host]: (sun) [11/25/16, 7:38:14 PM] nicholas [host]: (sun) IF YOU WIN DPOV, WHAT IS YOUR PLAN? (sun) [11/25/16, 7:39:10 PM] bridgette: IM WATCHING A YEAR IN THE LIFE AND IM SCRWMAINF AND XRYING XAN THIS WIAT [11/25/16, 7:39:20 PM] Crackdt Ass Elijah [BBJohto Host]: me [11/26/16, 3:47:44 AM] bridgette: VL DR: Jacob posts a pic of goatse kermit [12:46:51 AM] Kaitlyn ¯\_(ツ)_/¯: me when daddy comes home [12:46:52 AM] Kaitlyn ¯\_(ツ)_/¯: oh [11/26/16, 8:03:35 PM] nicholas [host]: (sun) HOW DO YOU FEEL ABOUT CARSON WINNING DPOV? (sun) [11/26/16, 8:03:55 PM] bridgette: VL DR: How do you feel about Carson winning DPOV? Who? [11/26/16, 8:04:32 PM] bridgette: DR: How do you feel about Carson winning DPOV? I don't know her. What the fuck is this inactive coming in week 2 and winning a competition like BITCH WHO ARE YOU GET OUT WE WAS GONNA EVICT YA ASS CAUSE NOBODY KNOWS WHO YOU ARE! Needless to say I'm pissed [11/28/16, 2:27:27 PM] nicholas [host]: (sun) AS A FINAL NOMINEE YOU WILL BE GIVEN THE CHANCE TO GIVE A SPEECH TO THE OTHER HOUSEGUESTS AT THE LIVE EVICTION TONIGHT AT 8PM EST. IF YOU CANNOT BE AT THE LIVE EVICTION, FEEL FREE TO SEND YOUR SPEECH TO US AHEAD OF TIME AND WE CAN SEND IT DURING THE LIVE EVICTION! BEST OF LUCK! (sun) [11/28/16, 2:50:02 PM] bridgette: ok thats fun [11/28/16, 3:03:25 PM] bridgette: can i b honest id be happy to be evicted [11/28/16, 3:03:33 PM] bridgette: i hate being around kaleigh