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speltfields · 2 years ago

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NO WAAAYYY YOUR NEW WIP 😭😭😭😭 YOURE TRYING TO KILL US !!!!!

and about music he listens to it's so hard for me to decide some genre i've listened to all the shane playlists on spotify and i can't decide

what about you????

-🫶 anon

ok so first off to my non stardew followars (sorry) im gonna start tagging everything with #sdv posting so u can blaclklist. love u

answer under the readmore to save u all from the harmful psychic rays of my thoughts

i habe been thinking about the answer to this question for SOOOO LONGGGGG because i feel this has layers like here's all the different factors I have to consider

[and willfully ignore because hes my wet pathetic doll i can do whatever i want with]

1. stardew takes place in like the 80's yeah? 🤔🤔🤔 i ignore this one most of the time. giving them cellphones is funny. its the 2020s they all just have bad cell service and dial up still

2. emilys 8 heart event shane dresses like a punk. Dude gives off "i wanted to be a goth in middle school but couldnt afford tripp pants from the mall but now im an adult and too lazy to try" vibes. maybe his music taste reflects this

3. Umm he's "old" Lol (affectionate) I see him like late 30's early 40's...

4. But is he like COOL old or THINKS hes cool old (important distinction you have surely been around both types of men before and know the difference)

these are all of the factors i have to consider when choosing what music he would listen to.. the like "game takes place during the 80s" thing is the rule i play fast and loose. I only care about it if its funny contextually. usually its funnier if its not the case. Anyways onto the actual headcanons

I think shane would have pretty bad taste in music but once u are friends with him he's open to listening to new stuff and if you show him something new he hadn't heard before he'd say "Huh you're kind of weird aren't you 😏" making fun of you for it but secretly he'd think it was good/ he is def open to listening to new stuff. He secretly does like old school country as well. Noone knows this. You discover john denver/johnny cash cds buried under his bed (he listens to them to feel cool)

I think he would believe he had an eccentric music taste but then you'd go through his collection and its like... weezer. rhcp. maybe some metal. and ur like. This is Dad Rock Radio Tier and he'd be like "WHAT green day isnt dad rock" (i dont believe this yet but id say it to him anyway to make him mad. you understand)

you'd show him some shit like roswell kid and he'd go crazy for it even though its kinda cheesy. also he's randomly into stuff like aphex twin too.

I feel compelled to make him listen to the music i like but i know that that's wishful thinking. he's a dork that's why i like him. i might have to compound on this later when my brain works better (it takes me several weeks to form a single creative thought)

I haven't listened to any shane spotify playlists maybe i should... i do have my own playlist of songs that REMIND me of him but not necessarily stuff i think he'd listen to. I'm too embarrassed to post this 😈

#sdv posting #thank u heart hands anon i had to think about this ask for a full business day before i could decide what i thought of him 🫂#and of course it could change at a moments notice...

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dangerliesbeforeyou · 2 years ago

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tagged by @howdydowdy <3 thankss!! i also don't watch a tonne of shows but i do watch a lot of films so i'm gonna do a combo of the two lol

8 shows/films to get to know me

borstal boy (2000(?) film) - watching this as a teen Changed me tbh... it also definitely gave me one of my first glimpses of a bisexual character on screen... also danny dyer plays a gay sailor in this i mean??? what more could you want lol (also feel like this film is equal parts depressing and hopeful which is my ideal kinda film lol)

the simpsons - i watched this religiously as a kid (every night at 6pm on channel 4 lol) so much so that my family makes jokes that everything i know i know from the simpsons lol...

would i lie to you? (uk panel show) - i feel like this show really explains a lot of my style of humour (i've literally nearly pissed myself whilst watching this show at times lol), plus i've had a crush on david mitchell for years which like no that isn't relevant to this list but i'm including it anyway... one of my fav clips is 'lee mack's keys' (give it a search on youtube it's hilar lol)

watership down (1970s animated film, i also love the book too btw) - the animation style of the very first part of this film has literally never left me, it's like ingrained onto my brain as the most incredible thing ever! the rest of the film is also amazing, albeit brutal at times which definitely fucked me up as a kid... esp that evil rabbit (wormwort?), pretty sure i was terrified of him lol

hook (1990s film (yes i know i could look up the exact date but i'm not gonna cos i'm lazy)) - this is one of the films that i know so many quotes from & me and my family use them to each other all the time lol (you're doing it peter! RUFIO RUFIO RU FI OHHHHH you're. afraid. you're. going. to. get. sucked. out. stop acting like a child!! i am a child!? RUN HOME JACK RUN HOME JACK wait...HOME RUN JACK HOME RUN JACK don't stop me smee don't stop me stop me smee stop me ... you get the picture lol) robin william's films just have a special place in my heart and this is one of the best imo

gayle (youtube comedy series) - it's embarrassing how much i think about this series & i literally rewatch it at least once every year so... i feel like that says a lot about me... idk WHAT exactly it says but it is.. it's a lot lol

i'm a cyborg but that's ok (2008(??) film) - if you asked me what my favourite park chanwook film is, you'd probs guess i'd pick the handmaiden, but you'd be so so so wrong, because THIS film is an absolute masterpiece that hasn't left me since my sister showed it to me like 10 years ago lol... it's about mental illness and stigma and grief and love and also rain (the singer) yodels in it whilst flying through the air it's great

labyrinth (1986 film (hey i actually remembered the date lol!) - i'm been thinking for ages what final thing to include and realised it had been staring me in the face: labyrinth, literally my favourite film of all time lol! it's equal amounts comedic, creepy, emotional, plus david bowie is there in ALL his glory (some may say too much glory but i'd tell them to shut their goddamn mouths lol)! the songs are amazing, the ballroom scene literally shaped who i am now.. it's a film about adolescence, siblings, it's about friendship and found family, it's about growing up but also keeping your childhood close at heart, should you need it... it's also about david bowie's bul- *gunshot*

that's all folks! i did try and not just include stuff that i'm nostalgic about, but unfortunately nostalgia is my middle name so most of these are things i've connected to for a very long time...

tagging (no pressure to actually do it ofc, the original prompt is 8 shows i think but you can essentially change it to 8 anything in my book lol): @dollopheadsandclotpoles @wovesaxe @micamicster @platypusplayhere @sylvasa @asoftspotforangels @zelvuska

#i actually tagged people omg?!#i havent read this through so this may be insane ramblings....#tbf even if i did read it through it would still be that so...#personal #tag game #i feel like these are definitely representative of me lol...#random comedies/heartfelt dramas about friendship and family and love/specifically british stuff/nostalgia/etc

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mayordeas-clone · 2 years ago

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Ok I'm making a new pinned post let's go

Hello, I am Mayor. This is my account where I reblog a bunch of shit and occasionally talk and self-promote my art.

This is essentially my "main" blog so you'll see me in your notifications, but I'd much prefer you follow my art account @mayordea since that's where I post all my original stuff.

(I used to post my art here at the beginning, but I reblogged so much shit that it just made everything messy. Just to make that clear).

Now if the stuff I reblog entertains you then I guess there's no harm in following for that. Yeah!

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I also have a very obnoxious tagging system for all my reblogs. Which will be gathered here Funny Shit - Real knee slappers RB Art - Art that isn't mine Misc Stuff - Doesn't fall in the other two categories Mayor Doidles - Art that is mine, AKA self promo from my art account Mayor Talk - I say things to myself (i post literally nothing of value here. block this tag if you wish)

I also have some fandom tags that i post in. sometimes i forget to tag things but what can be done vocaloid - miku is the songwriter of all time (note: i use vocaloid as an umbrella term for all vocal synth stuff, so you might see some synthv things going on in there too) 8path 2 - i got really excited when the sequel came out that i felt the need to categorize it yes yes THEEE jojoland - posts involving the ongoing ninth part of jojos bizarre adventure. i dont post about this much but a new part was so exciting i made a tag for it anyway. i sometimes (very sparsely) rb other jojo stuff but i was too lazy to tag them lol fe - f*re emblem.... the robinator - that stupid fucking tactician from fire emblem awakening super smash bros that through some freak accident i got really attached to and now i rb a lot of stuff involving them..

i like other fandoms but i dont feel like tagging them so these will be all ya get

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zaptrap · 10 months ago

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i also want to ramble a tiny bit abt jay becuz yolo lmao it will also be under the cut (it's mostly replying to stuff u said) (sorry if there's typos)

Jay is such an interesting case of a character for me because I started out the show not liking him. Which is. Stares at my entire account I think my feelings have changed somewhat

DUDE SAME LIKE i barely even thought of jay and then ONE DAY something just? changed?? and ive been obsessed with jay ever since (i wanna say it was either ep8 or rebooted but honestly who knows at this point). like i still love cole, and my 2 favs being besties is so cute 🥺, but jays just like a lil rat and i lov him... Although I do wonder if my favs would be different if i'd gotten into the show at a different time, like if i'd had more time with newer seasons and less nostalgia chaining me to the older ones lmao.

I FORGOT THYE DID THAT TO LLOYD LMAOOOOO THAT POOR KID.... THAT WAS PROBABLY THE 3rd MOST TRAUMATIZING THING FOR HIM AT THE TIME, after his mom leaving him and his dad becoming lego satan

but over the course of the show you can see him start developing into a much more interesting character. He goes from being so insecure he's faking everything about himself to someone who knows who he is and is so genuine about it

dude i love characters who put on a mask/act to hide their problems its so fun digging into why they do that and whats the mask and what isnt and what masks are used for who and how people react to them and etc etc

now yea we could argue about whether his character was too uwu-ified post-season 10 but this is the FUN HAN POST SO WE'RE NOT GONNA TALK ABOUT THAT

jokes on you we ARE TALKING ABOUT THAT, MUHUAHAHAHAHAHA. my personal headcanon is that he just mellowed out after getting older and engaged lmao. or maybe its just his ✨latest persona✨ he's trying out or smth. the whole uwu-jay thing is really funny to me cuz both "whiny comedic relief bastard" and "uwu babu" are some of my fav archetypes in characters so the fact that jay gets to be both is like "yay! 2 cakes!" LMFAO. it was fun seeing him be a lil shit again in DR tho

(i was gonna grab a screenshot for that like i did with the hunted scene but netflix has bloCKED THE ABILITY TO TAKE SCREENSHOTS THE WAY I USED TO and i don't have them already and i'm too lazy to grab them from elsewhere so alas trust me he says it)

(netflix is so annoying dude like omfg)

i don't have any comments on the skybound-to-prime empire pipeline stuff, its all interesting stuff owo. emotional security+role model arc...

Also how was [jay] supposed to know literally all the rest of the groups parents were either dead, presumed dead, or had a toxic relationship with their kid lmao

Jay: ugh parents SUCK am i right? Everyone else: you have parents?

Jay's just fallen from the sky with a messed up eye and is incredibly distraught that all his friends are captured. And his dad just. The woRLD IS FALLING APART AND HE'S EATIN' SOUP-

LMFAO what ep was this from, im assuming skybound?

yea i think that's enough for a tumblr post anyways! If anyone wants any like. More logically thought out and direct thoughts about characters feel free to send me asks this was fun thank u zaptrap for this opportunity to scream about jay

you're very welcome! now make another ��/lh also i like how you wrote an entire additional essay in the tags LOL. idk what season lives rent free in my brain but its probably rebooted cuz...well yknow 😂. i like the scifi seasonssssss

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I do wonder how Jay's gonna be in DR though like, he went from "insecure bastard" to "actually im ok" to "stuck in an eternal office" so like, is he gonna relapse?? does he just need some fresh air?? is nya gonna show up and all his problems are solved??? is he just, still ok but tired from gaming office "work"???? who can say. dude though, with nya already being sora's mentor, and jay already being an inventor, i could totally see them eventually just being her new parents. that'd be so fukin cute 🥺🥺🥺taking in a stray cat

god like there just isnt enough to definitively determine what's up with jay in DR. theres SO many reasons he could be ornery, between the office and annoying coworkers and presumably not seeing nya for what, 5 years????????????????????????????? wait has it actually been 5 years, icr if they ran into each other sooner or not. i think nya said smth about- ok yeah she did [DR1 ep4]

dude what happened to her the past 5 years

ramble about ur favs i wanna hear abt ur thoughts -zaptrap

HAN’S INFODUMPING ABOUT JAY... START!!!!

so like sgdkdhdkdhd I say Jay and Lloyd are my “favorites” but honestly it’s so hard to pick favorites out of this skittles squad like I love EVERY character for a variety of different reasons. I was going to also infodump about Lloyd but then I started talking about Prime Empire and then this post got. Long. So. it's just Jay I may infodump about Lloyd another day especially since I'm very Conduit Brained Rn but yea yea!

this is long so i'm putting most of it under the cut so y'all don't kill me for making a huge long post

I considered putting Zane and Sora on here as well since I’d also consider them my “favs” but like this is already gonna be. A lot of. Infodumping (also i typed THIS part before I even started and decided not to yell about Lloyd because this already got long enough). Maybe I’ll make a separate post for those two hmm hmm much to consider but for now MY (technically) FAVORITE NINJAGO CHARACTER: JAY WALKER

THE SPARKPLUG WHO INVADED MY BRAIN LIKE A PARASITE

so hey his name is a pun this makes me laugh ridiculously hard every time I remember he is named. After a misdemeanor HSKSHDKFH

Jay is such an interesting case of a character for me because I started out the show not liking him. Which is. Stares at my entire account I think my feelings have changed somewhat

Jay starts out as an asshole I don’t think anyone can disagree with me there (although honestly they’re all assholes in early ninjago they bullied a ten year old and left him dangling several feet off the ground) but over the course of the show you can see him start developing into a much more interesting character. He goes from being so insecure he's faking everything about himself to someone who knows who he is and is so genuine about it

now yea we could argue about whether his character was too uwu-ified post-season 10 but this is the FUN HAN POST SO WE'RE NOT GONNA TALK ABOUT THAT the point is you can SEE the growth that Jay has gone through and I am going to show you that growth through what I call

✨ The Skybound to Prime Empire Effect ✨

I AM SO PASSIONATE ABOUT THE IDEA THAT PRIME EMPIRE WAS WRITTEN TO BE A DIRECT PARALLEL OF SKYBOUND AND WAS CENTERED ON SHOWING HOW THE NINJA ESPECIALLY JAY HAVE GROWN THROUGHOUT THE SEASON

when season 12 rolls around we are at the point in Jay's development where he is CONFIDENT in who he is. He's a fun-loving jokester with the power of lightning and the drive to help people whenever he can. He uses jokes and humor to help alleviate tension and get people through whatever's happening. And when on his own what does he do?

BECOME AN ENTERTAINER BABEY

i like to think jay's club in prime empire was a safe haven for anyone stuck in the game who figured out hey. we Can't Leave and felt freaked about it. Also Jay would generally try and spread the word that hey something ISN'T RIGHT HERE which would lead people to want to stay with him

(totally plugging my friend's fic but this kind of thing is explored in would you like to enter prime empire by @finn-m-corvex y'all should check it out cool cool)

also the prime empire shorts which i watched all of in the midst of typing this video cuz i love them go watch them please please please jay was publically fighting the red visors which I imagine may have raised some red flags for some players

THIS SOMEHOW TURNED INTO PRIME EMPIRE INFODUMPING LMAO ANYWAYS Jay's confident! He becomes an entertainer because it's who he knows he is! And it's something that will get people hyped and having fun, which is very in-character for Jay to do! He uses those kinds of things to mask the Bad Things going on and get people remembering what's good

I've talked about this sort of thing before but that's Jay's whole philosophy as early as season 9! Which is a DIRECT contrast to how he views it in season 6, as Nadakhan puts it scarily accurately

"You make jokes to mask the fact that you're afraid"

making jokes to hide your fear and using humor to remind yourself of what's good and coping with the bad are two VERY different outlooks on it

so I think this outlook is what drives him to make this glamrock persona in the first place - this is a bad situation, one he's in with other civilians, and what better way to keep him and themself safe until the others get there than throwing a big performance at a safe place!

also it's just so gender okay I want to look like Superstar Rockin' Jay so badly

it's also interesting to see his outlook on his parents change over time! In season six he finds out Ed and Edna aren't his birth parents and feels upset about it, not understanding why his birth parents would've abandoned him. In season twelve, that outlook changing is EXACTLY why Jay's able to get through to Unagami

"I was abandoned by my parents, too!... I never understood why, and I never had the chance to even ask. But I always hoped there was a good reason. What if there's a reason?"

(again curse you netflix i wanted SCREENSHOTS whatever whatever)

It's this scene that gets Unagami to calm down long enough for Milton Dyer to get there, and presumably is what stops him from just. Flattening him and Jay like a pancake.

to piggyback off of this i absolutely adore how Unagami and Jay consider each other adopted brothers in that one book I still haven't read and I hope he's in Dragons Rising at some point Unagami is my favorite "villain" (no longer a villain) in the whole show he deserves more screentime

like this is where i found out about this and it's plagued my mind ever since. i need to read. this book just for them

SO YEA OKAY Prime Empire is "Who is Jay as a Person Post-Skybound" to me also it opens up so many fascinating things about Jay. I rest my case

so backpedaling a little bit. JAY CARES SO MUCH ABOUT HIS PARENTS GUYS IT'S SO SOFT AND I'M sobs

like yea the first episode with Ed and Edna in it has Jay avoiding them like the plague but this gets explained very easily when you remember he was bullied for his home life before he became a ninja. It makes a lot more sense why he wouldn't want them around his new friends, assuming they'd react the same way. Also how was he supposed to know literally all the rest of the groups parents were either dead, presumed dead, or had a toxic relationship with their kid lmao

(Cole calling his mom kills me. Cole's mom is dead. I know they probably just didn't think that far ahead when writing the dialogue but it's so funny mans pretended to call his dead mom to get on Jay for not appreciating his parents iconic behavior)

anyways literally every episode Ed and Edna are central to (except like the one in skybound) Jay stops at nothing to protect his parents and it means the absolute world to me he's so much like them!! They raised an inventive little nerd and he will stop at nothing to make sure they're safe and it's. It's SO IMPORTANT TO ME OKAY

ALSO this is an excuse to clip my favorite piece of dialogue possibly in the entire show. Except Netflix won't let me now. So you just get the text dialogue

Jay's just fallen from the sky with a messed up eye and is incredibly distraught that all his friends are captured. And his dad just. The woRLD IS FALLING APART AND HE'S EATIN' SOUP-

Ed i love you

anyways

anways anyways this just turned into me rambling about prime empire and then Ed and Edna and a lot of disjointed other stuff but thank you for this opportunity i was going to also ramble about lloyd but i put this post in a word count and

#talking #jay #jay walker #misc #my area of rambling expertise is hypotheticals and AUs vs analysis of concrete info lol

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sofiakistein · 3 years ago

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let's have some fun - barbatos

↳ 𝖕𝖆𝖎𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖌: barbatos x fem bodied! reader

↳ ⚠️𝖙𝖜: MONSTER-FUCKING, non-con, Barbatos' demon form, penetration. All characters are 18+ here.

↳ 𝖜𝖔𝖗𝖉 𝖈𝖔𝖚𝖓𝖙: 1.2k

↳𝖆/𝖓: ok, so I recently noticed that Barbatos' tail has two ends and I definitely have to write it, also, if you want me to write more about the characters' demon forms then do it bc I'm down bad lol. If something is not tagged then lmk bc I'm too lazy to go over it again

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Back in the human world, you were not the worst student of them all, your grades were not that bad, and overall, you would describe yourself as a good student: although, in the Devildom, things had changed.

For some reason, your grades were worst than Mammon's, and that was something you were not proud of; you knew you needed to do something to turn the table in your favor once again. That's why you thought it was a good idea to ask Barbatos for some help since you were aware of his infinite knowledge. He accepted kindly as ever, wanting to help you- little you knew his true intentions.

Ever since you first stepped into the Devildom, Barbatos caught an eye on you. The thing is that the butler always felt like he couldn't have the chance to enjoy something for himself as he always served Diavolo- until he met you.

Barbatos thought that you were different from all the humans he had met and that he could have fun with you. That's why he immediately accepted when you went over to talk with him.

Everything was going out as normal as usual. You were concentrated on your lectures while Barbatos supervised you until you felt something cold moving over your back; at first, you thought it was a rat since the library was quite old and Satan has told you those animals used to eat the corners of some books, but you were surprised when you realized it was not an animal- rather a demon.

Barbatos' demon form was at its finest, the dim light of the place making him look more terrific than he is. The thin horns on his head look as sharp as a knife, and the thing crawling on your back was his tail, which until now you realized has two ends, and one of them was going around your neck.

You were scared, because even if daily Barbatos was a kind and sweet man, right now, he looked nothing like that. Suddenly, everything around you became blurry, maybe it was the fear inside you, or perhaps the tea Barbatos gave you earlier had a curse on it, and you didn't notice.

And when you were completely asleep, he took you to his bedroom inside the Demons' Lord Castle. He put you carefully in his bed and waited a couple of minutes to start with the real fun; he dedicated that time to admire your body, the dress you were wearing that day was slowly going up on your thighs, leaving your skin exposed.

With his tail, he began to go down across your legs feeling the warmth of your skin with it. One of its ends kept going around your skin as the other was slowly going up on your body, touching your tummy, chest, and clavicles over the dress you were wearing. The sensation was different but not bad- it was better than he had expected.

The parts of your body that he could have been touching with his hands were now under the touch of his tail, and that was the cherry on top. Smoothly, he took off his white gloves and leaned over you on his bed, you were still asleep since the curse was still in place; with such cuteness, he grazed your lips with his index and middle finger, and the touch made you gasp lightly.

If that was how you reacted when he touched your lips, how was it if he touched other parts?

While his tail was still caressing your legs and upper body, he decided it was time to take a step further; that's why he moved his tail to your hips, and with his bare hands, he opened your legs to expose the cute pink underwear that you were wearing that day.

Humans really are incredible.

Barbatos knew it was wrong, but he didn't care because he sure was enjoying himself. Carefully, his tail made its way to your clothed cunt, touching it and feeling how slowly it was starting to get wet with every move he made on your body; you let go a soft moan when he touched your clit over your panties.

Barbatos wanted to keep hearing those sounds.

He placed his hands behind his back as always, and let his tail do the dirty job. He kept rubbing your clit over your underwear until he saw how your arousal was starting to stain the fabric. Perfect.

He made your panties to the side, and Barbatos swore he cummed to the view of your wet pussy; he lifted his head to look at your face, and he thought that you couldn't be prettier biting your lower lip and fisting his sheets, the same you were dripping on.

One end of his tail started stimulating your clit again, making you go back to moaning softly while the other found your entrance and teased it for a little bit. Barbatos wasn't sure if it was safe to fuck you with his tail, but he still was doing it anyways now that he had the chance.

Making sure to not hurt you, Barbatos put his tail inside you, and a loud, high-pitched moan escaped your lips. You felt tight, warm, and wet, and he sure loved the way you were coating his tail with your juices; he couldn't wait for the day to fuck you with his dick instead.

He never stopped rubbing your clit, and he even found the perfect stop to press and make you moan the loudest. If you could only see yourself being fuck by Barbatos' tail... your body was covered in a thin layer of sweat, your legs were shaking, and your knuckles were white with how hard you were fisting his sheets. You were breathing wild, and Barbatos was not going to give you time to catch your breath until you cum.

And you did. Your back arched in pleasure, and your legs stopped responding for a second while Barbatos admired and felt how good your pussy was clenching around his tail. Slowly, he made his way out of you and waited for you to recover from that experience.

Both the ends of his tail were coated with your arousal, and he didn't think twice before taking them to his mouth and licking them clean; your taste was as sweets as his signature cake, and maybe it was his new favorite ingredient.

Once Barbatos was sure that you were okay, he lifted you from his bed and took you again to the library, where he sat you on the chair you were in and accommodated your body to make it seem that you fell asleep on the table, then he sat next to you and lifted the curse.

You woke up confused, you felt sticky and strangely tired. The last thing you remembered was Barbatos in his demon form, with his tail crawling up over your back.

"MC, you're finally awake!" Barbatos spoke with joy. He had a cup of tea in his hand.

"Did I- Did I fall asleep?" you asked, still confused. You accommodated o the chair, yawned, and stretched your arms, then you noticed that your legs were weak. "For how long?"

"Oh, just a couple of minutes," he answered as if nothing had happened recently. "Do you want some tea?"

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#obey me🌼#obey me #obey me barbatos #barbatos x reader #om! barbatos #barbatos obey me #barbatos imagine #barbatos headcanons #barbatos smut #barbatos #tw; monsterfucking #tw noncon #sofia the monster fucker yes sir 😈

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miyaniacs · 4 years ago

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their style pt.2 ( Sakusa, Aran, Suna, Tsukki )

A/N: sorry went overboard with Sakusa so the others are kinda short

ALSO catch one of my friends in Suna's inspo pics - wasn't intended but this picture actually showed up on Pinterest lol - leave a comment on what pic you think he is lol

pt.1 ( twins and Bokuto )

Sakusa

Look don’t touch - no wait don’t even look at me you peasants - I’m way too good for you anyways

Yes all of you will say eboy all the way

But no.

No.

Yes he has those tendencies BUT not the oversized chill stripy shirt eboy stuff you see everywhere

Gucci goes techwear

BLACK and white

With some pops of color aka Yellow and maybe red

SUITES

Not top and bottom tho - at least not the classy way

Also wide leg pants if he’s feeling fancy

Leather - wide pants or blazers

Simple tshirts

Also wide flowy shirts

Pls note everything of those are black or white - mostly black

The highest would be a neon yellow belt or a one word print

Also docs also the platformed ones

ONE PAIR IN WHITE TOO

tshirts are always tugged in

Black gucci belt

Oh also turtlenecks - only in black tho

Ok the obvious now

CHAINS lots of them sooooo many

On his neck, on his belt, over his blazer

Oh and for all the kicky ones - also harness.

Over his blazers

Oh and those on the leg too!

Ok the rest is up for your imagination

three last things tho

Rings overloaded

And obviously everything high quality

HE OWNS A COLLECTION OF BERETS

Aran

The effortlessly cool guy you always ask for fashion advice

Okay I feel like he has a sorta 90's hiphop look??

Idk how to explain it but some of my friends have the style if feel he’d wear too lol

So colors are more neutral browns, dark greens and also blue tho oh and mustard

Like wide dressy pants and a slim tshirt andddd a wider shirt over it

Also leather jackets? The ones that are more of a blazer style?

Like - classy and fancy but make it vintage too??

Definitely second hand high fashion stuff !

Besides this tho

He’s also a typically jeans and sweatshirt guy - fight me but he also has those chill days okay

Oh and also when he’s feeling ... fancy and lazy - then it’s time for some oversized editorial looking fits

I'm sorry this is so bad but I can’t find the right words nor pictures to show what I think his style is

Suna

The layed back but still fashionabe guy -you always question if he’s actually taking effort in his fits or if it comes naturally

So SUNA ( I’m simping so badly because of the latest episode omg)

Oversized

Lighter colors - light blue jeans and lilac tshirt also vans

AGAIN VAANNNNSSSSS

He skates. Let me just say this now. And i don’t accept any other opinions (I do tho lol )

So also Nike SB

Oh also Nike and Vans are his go to brands in everything

Probs also gets stuff sent by Nike too ( yes one of my friends just sent me a pic of some new nikes he got sent to to wear at this interview he’s doing for an skate Magazin )

Ok back to fashion.

Just effortless

He’s not paying much attention to what he’s wearing yet it all fits perfectly together

Also kinda basic? But cool basic?? The kind of basic you want to be too? Because it’s not basic lol

Oh and one thing

Shoelaces as belts !

Tsukki

Bitch why are you even looking at me - look at my fit - I’m too good for you -Sighhhhh

Alrightyyyyyy

From all of them he's got the most model like body type ( you know typical runway model ) - besides Sakusa tho lol

so he owns his hight to the fullest and wears long stuff ( coats lol )

He loves coats. he also owns way too many

Just classy and elegant

In mostly brown tones lol

Oxford / Cambridge style

Pants are more fitted, shirt slightly oversized and loose, coat reaching at least to mid-thigh

OHH AND HIGH QUALITY

Not really any patterns - just on his coats

Oh and he wears 3 rings - all the time - in gold. He’s a gold person

Shoes : docs in all forms - but only in black and brown

When it’s hotter he Switches the coat for a lose and flowy shirt over a tshirt OR only one of those

OH DAMN FORGOT THE MOST IMPORTANT THING

TURTLENECKS!

I'll just tag you two because I know you wanna see this lol Esp the Sakusa one ahaha @saucysamu @shoyosun

#haikyuu headcanons #haikyuu imagines #haikyuu x reader #haikyuu x y/n #sakusa headcanons #aran headcanons #suna headcanons #tsukki headcanons

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love-killed-the-superstar · 6 months ago

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OK THATS ACTUALLY SO RELIEVING TO ME THAT SOMEONE ELSE INTERPRETS HIS BEHAVIOUR IN FF AS DEPRESSION BECAUSE SOMETIMES I THINK IM READING WAY TOO DEEPLY INTO IT (i mean i know i am because he was written this way for gags, but yknow what i mean)

i definitely think mikey would experience some imposter syndrome, thinking "hey there are things here i like so clearly i can't be THAT miserable, my bros have it worse than me" and burying those feelings down. the way he treats turtle titan is very interesting through this lens, because here is a guy who looked up to mikey, was inspired to follow in his footsteps, and all mikey can see is someone who is doing everything right while all season he's been kicked while he's down (thanks again, ff writers, for making mikey the butt of the joke whenever serling isn't around to use as a verbal punching bag). the low self-esteem culminating in jealousy towards a guy who is loved for a superhero identity he has always been made fun of for makes total sense. no wonder they got off to such a bad start.

i'm glad we at least got raph's perspective, but i wish we'd seen more from the others. leo and donnie had basically no reaction to what was going on and to this day it blows my mind. leo especially. THEY DID NOTHING WITH HIM!! when this would be a golden opportunity to touch on those feelings of helplessness he's struggled with throughout season 4 - the whole 'this situation is out of my control but i'm the leader so i still feel responsible and useless' emotion applies perfectly to being stranded against their will. and it would have been great to have this leo-focused episode which then pivoted to him realising mikey has been displaying all of these depression symptoms and they have all been writing it off as laziness... it would have been so nice to see the brothers lean on each other and just let themselves feel sad and frustrated. i wonder if they knew they were going to give don a similar arc in btts when they started writing ff... because the sense of urgency and responsibility to fix things as soon as possible would have worked just as well for getting the time portal up and running as it was for getting splinter's nft parts back, lol

PLEASE TAG ME IF YOU DO WRITE IT, I'D LOVE TO READ SOMETHING LIKE THAT

mikey ask game, 8 and 13!

(these answers will be about 2k3 mikey unless stated otherwise because he's ~my~ mikey. i apologise for the length of these answers, it seems i had a lot to say?! i also apologise for how much i bring up fast forward here, it seems that i'm fixated on it really hard right now.)

8. what’s your favorite dynamic of him and any other character? what makes it your favorite?

It's so hard to pick just one!!

i thought a lot about this, but i think splinter? he's exasperated that his son can be a bit lazy and distracted from ninja training, but still had him specialise in nunchaku, showing that he believes in his ability to master a difficult weapon. splinter surrendering in the battle nexus so that mikey could advance was so heartwarming and honestly makes me emotional to remember. in the first turtle titan episode even though he doesn't understand why mikey admires superheroes so much he acknowledges that his intentions are noble and he needs to follow the path truest to his heart. veering a little more into headcanon territory, i do think that being the most openly affectionate, baby mikey was a master manipulator in terms of melting his rat dad's heart. i can picture him climbing onto splinter's lap every time he sits down and being the most reluctant to go down for naps. and in a particular au i'm cultivating that delves more into mikey's potential romantic life, i think he would go to his father for advice. splinter may not be well versed in romance outside of his soap operas, but he will always be here for his kids when they need him.

(this, of course, makes me very bitter over the flanderisation of their relationship in fast forward. ff!splinter might as well walk around wearing a shirt that says "i hate my lazy video game addicted son" and it breaks my heart.)

honourable mentions for other characters i think he has a great dynamic with: leo, silver sentry, klunk, serling, angel, april, renet and turtle titan ii.

13. what’s something about mikey that nobody seems to talk about that should be talked about more?

tbh i think a lot of people love mikey and have analysed him in just about every way possible and what i end up saying is probably not the most groundbreaking take, but here is something that i've thought about a fair bit but haven't really seen from anyone else?

in fast forward, mikey is depressed. it is handled by the narrative about as delicately as a bull in a china shop, but it's there.

5 seasons of being bombarded with trauma-inducing storylines culminates in temporarily dying, going full dragon avatar mode to defeat the demon shredder and then finally they are able to relax, breathe easy, process some of these emotions - but noooo, instead they get ripped out of their timeline and dropped 100 years in the future with no way home and the studio execs wouldnt let them rightfully lose their shit at cody so instead we see the turtles bottle that rage and slowly descend into semi-flanderised madness. /lh

mikey in particular becomes very sensitive to rejection (see: losing his goddamn mind and going on an all out offensive against turtle titan ii, after being talked down the first time he raged out, because raph made One Comment about how his successor is better at heroism than he is), prone to emotional outbursts, especially anger (remember that iconic clip of him beating up cops and stealing their cars because they pissed him off?), loses interest in his ninja training, maintains very poor hygiene/living conditions, grows addicted to video games, and in rare moments of vulnerability (namely in graduation day of 2105) he expresses that he sees himself as lazy, unfocused, a 'goofball', and undeserving when it comes to being recognised for his ninja skills like his brothers. my man's self-esteem is in the toilet, he is craving normalcy after years of constantly fighting for his life, and his dopamine is clearly critically low because he is dependent on all the fancy material goods of 2105 to be happy. his method of coping with the difficult emotions being stranded in the future has brought up, while still maintaining the silly funny guy routine that his family expect from him, is to bury himself in VR. and why wouldn't he, when among the uptick in mikey roasts over the course of this season we literally hear splinter say the words "where did i go wrong with that boy?" THOSE WORDS STAY WITH YOU WHEN THEY COME FROM YOUR PARENTS. THEY HURT.

he's very empathetic to leo's own depression in season 4, being the voice of reason at the beginning of samurai tourist when raph is ready to fight him. we also see at several points in seasons 1-5 that his loud ego is a front and he is actually very aware of his shortcomings, especially seen in grudge match. in a different timeline where 2k3 wasn't neutered following insane in the membrane, i do wonder if the turtles would have been able to explore their turbulent feelings regarding the 2105 situation. since mikey and leo are often paired up for adventures in 2k3, it would be an interesting parallel to see leo recognising signs of depression in his brother and helping him, imparting some of ancient one's wisdom (and, in the great year of 2105 where mutants are equal citizens and cody has money to burn, finding him a good cognitive behavioural therapist).

i don't think the writers INTENDED to code mikey as depressed / struggling to cope in season 6 - i think it was a toxic combo of writing more 'mikey is lazy/immature/irresponsible and needs to be taught a lesson' episodes than the usual season average + thinking it was a funny social commentary gag to make him obsessive over video games. but i saw a lot of those traits in myself when i was deep in a depression hole. the show has already told us that the turtles' mental states have been impacted by the ridiculousness they have gone through. why would mikey be any different?

I DIDN'T MEAN TO WRITE AN ENTIRE THINKPIECE, BUT IF YOU REACHED THE END, THANK YOU FOR READING. AND THANK YOU FOR THE ASKS!

#sorry for all the excited words i just - im so glad that someone else sees the vision

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Actually i don't get Reki at all. Like even in the first ep he was worse even than Shadow and i'm not talking abt Cherry, Joe and Adam. And he was ok and loved skating. But like... if your friend is better than you, then you get depressed and making your friend feel guilty abt you not being good enough? I didn't even ship Reki and Langa, they are just giving me only friendship vibes, but i'm still sad, wtf writers did with his character?

Yeah, same. Like, sorry, I just don’t think Reki’s character can be redeemed for me personaly at this point.

Like what should I even stand for in his character? I do not respect his life position at all. Like I dislike Makoto for being a shadow and not wanting anything in his life, but hey, at least he’s genuinely happy for Haru’s success. I adore Rin who never gave up and dove into the hardest challenge possible from the start to get on Haru’s level, cause he wanted to swim with him for the rest of his life and he got there. And then there’s this.. it’s like.. he loves to skate, but apparently not enough, cause his doesn’t want it, if he isn’t the best at it, so he’d rather... not skate at all? He wants to be as cool and on the same level with “naturally talented ones” and wants to compete with Langa, but he doesn’t want to do anything for it or search for his own unique style or smth to beat them in another way? And on top of that he’s also sad about seeing Langa succeeding? The whole thing is... like.. no, thank you?

Like are they really gonna go with the “you made me want to be great at this like you, but if only you are great at this, than screw both you and this?” lolz. Even if they will go with the psychological block bc of his friend’s injury, it’s gonna be lousy af now. It’s like is there even a route left which could make him look...ahem... presentable at this point? Idk.

I also was right about the fact that he’s the type who prolongs the whining instead of doing things, unlike some other characters who were in his position too; realistic maybe he is, but I don’t want it, honestly, like I see such things every day and I do not like it.

From what I’ve seen in the tag some are already trying to apply here like 50 mental disorders to excuse him and stuff like “it’s realistic” and at this point I’m honestly used to people on the internet using mental disorders not for spreading awareness, but bc they’re thinking it’s “trendy”, which is a cringe galore and shame on you. But it still makes me kinda sad all the time. Also there’s nothing unrealistic about not giving up and getting where you want, it’s just harder for, to say, “ordinary” people, that’s why most rarely choose this option (although it’s for you to decide if you’re ordinary or not, cause everyone can be extraordinary, you just need to find it in you). Anyways, drowning in a self pity is not the trait I’ve ever found appealing in people, along with the constant comparing yourself to others.

Sadly many prefer to use these excuses to get out of everything along with being lazy or jealous, esp the young generation. At this point, it’s like the same thing as with this other fandom. Like, sometimes when someone is trying to hit someone because he saw that he’s more talented than him, that just means that he’s an asshole, there’s no need to come up with ridiculous excuses to justify this and try to make him a hero. And sometimes ppl are just jealous, as simple as that. And no, not everyone is like that. At this point ppl on social media are like... fuck your hard-working characters, who are inspired by talent and do not give up on trying to prove yourself even if the whole world is against them. Let’s promote being emo and how it’s okay to spend your life on walking around telling everyone how you’re a useless trash, like this will help you in life.

Also if seeing someone succeed, esp your best friend, makes you sad, might want to reconsider the way of living your life. Just saying.

Also since when you have to be the best just to enjoy doing what you love doing? I’m like... personaly I do not get it. Looking at my vids 10 years ago they look like utter trash, but I tried and tried and yeah, I might not reach some levels of mega talented ppl, but hey, I’m still trying and searching for stuff I can improve all the time and watch talented ppl tutorials like “holy fuck, you can do that?”.

But hey, at least he doesn’t want to only make boards, he wants to compete... (or does he? I’m honestly not sure at this point lol)... I mean, there’s... that. but I thought, when he’s gonna realize it, he’s gonna be back on track, but n.o. xD back to self pity. ok then. Some go like “its only been 3 episodes” and I’m like “this... ain’t a 24 episodes anime tho..(?)”.

So far I’m just confused about what are writers intentions with some characters are. Like the most interesting ones at least for me are technically a background for some reason idk. I was literally sad about the wasted amount of screentime on Reki being.. well, nothing new.

Sad part about this is that people like this also need a constant reassuring to the point of them just sucking your life out of you, too, so I honestly do not know how to deal with this life position. Ppl like this have a tendency to never be happy, so Langa would just have to run after him and feed him with compliments for the rest of his life to water his tiny self-esteem or say smth “don’t give up, don’t give up, fighting”? It’s like... well, ok. Friendship, yeah, but ship? Nah, not for me. Also I do not smell any huge romance there tbh, and from Reki’s side this is all just a mess tbh.

The saddest part was that he saw that Langa won after his yelling and he didn’t care for that. Like Rin was mopping bc he wanted to swim with Haru, so when he saw that Haru wanted to swim with him, too, that was it for him. And that’s the problem all the viewers who watched Free! got hit with while watching this. My DMs are literally all about “why do I not feel anything about them?” or “sometimes cute, but smth doesn’t hit me shipping wise”. Cause I think most expected for some reason that he would also put Langa first, but at the end, they’re not on the same track, bc their priorities are different.

I actually think it was just mistake for all of our Free! hommies including me to go at it from the wrong point of view and from the beginning expecting it shipping wise to be like that one other Utsumi’s work. I mean, she’s just a director there, not also on the storyboard or anything else. Should’ve gone watching it with a clear head. The main ship just does not hit any spots for me either. And my heart does not lie there at all. I do blame Free! for this, cause it’s like impossible to compare bc of those our scenes, I keep seeing, but at the same time, they do not hold up not to the dynamic, not to anything at this point. Like I do not know where they’re going with them, but this is just not my type of a ship in general and definitely not the one I can go crazy about. I honestly do not think 3 episodes can change that. It’s says a lot if at this point I do not even care much for their reconciliation, I’m like.. tell me about the seniors’ drama tho xD So I’ll stick with my side ships.

Also, unrelated to the question, but did Adam seriously just went and hit Cherry with a board in the face?!!!! (THE FUCK DUDE?) Like, this was definitely not how I thought this was gonna go. I also kinda felt like Cherry was in love with Adam in the past. All in all this was like a... strange episode, at this point I just feel sorry for my baby Langa, Joe and Cherry were very cute (esp at the end) and my god Cherry is hot, but like I also want something complex pls, so idk I’m still waiting for the Adam/Tadashi shananigans.

At this point I’m like “I love watching this, but what am I watching?” haha supernatural skating soup opera it is then.

Also I just love Langa my dude, my man. How he’s such a puppy in real life, but so freaking hot when he skates??!!! T_T

#answered #anonymous #sk8 #sk8 the infinity

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handle-with-utmost-care · 8 years ago

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heheeh this is the anon with the trimberly fic rec by andawaywego!! YOURE WELCOME but also THANK YOU FOR JOINING ME IN READING IT it's so agjawlegklaesanvdne (gr8)

it honestly is so great i just… like i can’t believe i missed the little gem

#like i think my favorite part about this is all of the characters' interactions????#like usually in most fics they focus on the main character #but this one captures trini's relationship with all of them and each other???#ALSO THE TRIMBERLY ASPECT IS A+++#i love the awkwardness about their attraction too bc it makes the overall fic and relationship development that much more authentic???#like #whooo #nice nice nice 10/10 #oh i meant to write main relationship but i'm too lazy to undo everything i've just tagged ok cool LOL #ask me

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starlightshore · 5 years ago

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Probably a loaded question, but with all the game engines you've worked with, what are the pros and cons for each? I'm really interested in trying my hand. So far I got rpg maker mv for a paid engine, but I'mma l look into free ones also. (Game Maker seems a bit expensive for my tastes :()

GOD YEAH game maker is... so expensive... i’m hoping my bro gets me it for Christmas when its on sale. but even then like. ouch. that price tag.

so here are all the programs I've used to make my fangame at some point:

uh. long ass post ahead.

COST: 15$

its a visual novel making program! like RPG maker, its not code based, but visual based! you just click and drag the stuff from the left onto the right area and boom. game made. Honestly, a really good introduction to making a video game! Its very basic and simple, which is very newbie friendly. Lots of Youtube videos on how to do things too.

You can technically do more with it by using the program’s coding language OR by using java-script, tho personally i’m not good at coding yet so i never really saw what i could do with it. i haven’t really used it in a year but honestly, i can’t thank it enough for being such a good introduction to game development.

Pros: cheap one time fee, easy for newbies and visual based.

Cons: very limited to just visual novels, and even then to do more complex stuff you really have to work for it to get it to work.

RENPY

COST: FREE

THE free visual novel program. It’s a bit of a learning curve since everything is done in script, (ie: no visuals) BUT its VERY simple and easy to learn and once you get it and it clicks, you can do a lot with it! because you code it yourself, the limits are nearly endless. uses it’s own language, but you can also use python (or its built on python? can’t remember lol) and python is built for newbies.

Pros: free, limited only by what you’re willing to learn to do with code, while you can make RPGS its pretty limited since its not built for it

Cons: only super easy to use once you get over the learning curve. if you have any experience w/ code, its a breeze. if not, still easy to learn!, you can only use it for rpgs, NOT a visual program

(and other RPG Maker game engines)

COST: 50$ (EXPENSIVE! but it does go on sale once in a while. i got mine at 20-ish$)

idk if you plan on making a UT fangame too but its totally possible!!! i’m doing it!! and i would be very happy to share/help others with theirs. i mean. mostly its just plugins from other people, but i did set up a pretty nice inventory and i can show ya’ll how i make the sprites. (since UT has a lot smaller tileset size) and honestly, if you need help w/ this program my instant messenger is always open B)

uh anyway. RPG maker is a godsend for someone like me who is very visual minded and has a hard time grasping code. i know python... ok-ish. im still a noob. ANYWAY yah, theres LOTS of tutorials and plugins you can sink your teeth into, big communities who are all happy to share and help each other out. its pretty great! (actually, you could say the same w/ all these game engines! but the RPG maker forums is like. super nice from what i’ve seen)

so like, with youtube you can learn how to use it within a day or two, frankly. and you can do SO much with it w/ plugins. and the community is ages old, and the game itself is a few years old and has plenty to offer. you need something? likely someone else has made a plugin or forum post on the topic and someone has helped them figure it out. HIGHLY recommend this program if you can afford it (and you already have it, so honestly, just go w/ rpg maker.)

i wouldn’t super recommend the default assets cause the community hates them. they’re way over used and people see it as “lazy.” its good as like, a stepping stone but you shouldn’t rely on them for your whole game if you can manage your own graphics or pay someone to make them. if not, theres still free tilesets you can use if you look for them.

Pros: big friendly community, lots of resources to use, capable of A LOT of things, hassle free for the most part!

Cons: price is big, but it goes on sale often and the older versions of RPG maker aren’t that much different/worse. granted, MV is the best but like, the others aren’t bad. quite a bit to learn at first, but really simple honestly.

COST: Free (sorta. you need a license for certain aspects, but really u could do it free w/ zero issue except for exporting to multiple devices)

ok so like. i don’t. really know how to use unity too well. out of all of these, i haven’t used it for long. while still somewhat visual, you still have to learn a quite a bit of code and look up tutorials to figure out specific things you want to do.

for UT fangames, there is UNITALE/Create Your Own Frisk which uses unity, tho you don’t need the Unity to make games unless you want to make a overworld. since i’m making a overworld and more, i’ll need to learn how to use Unity. It’s a uphill battle but i’m fairly certain i can do it eventually.

there’s a LOT of resources but theres also a LOT to learn. untiy is pretty big and well known, for both 3d and 2d so like, go ham. have fun.

Pros: can do anything

Cons: can do anything so you gotta learn how to do it w/ code.

Cost: has both a subscription and a license you can purchase. its,,, pricey and doesn’t go on sale all too often.

I actually don’t have ANY experience with this program except for like. a few night’s worth. i read the manual if that counts for anything lol.

uh, its very script base and it looks good? uh. idk. its. yeah? i heard its great and i’m sure for that price and for it to be respected so much its got a lot live up to. my brother likes it and hes a Real nerd. so. i guess??? it should be worth it? i’d say wait until around Christmas/later in November for the steam sale if you really want to.

i mean, UT was made with the first one (tho i hear GMS 2 is way better) and toby didn’t know how to code going in so like. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ honestly anyone can learn it and while i haven’t gotten to use it much yet, I want to.

there’s the Undertale Fan Engine made with GMS 2 and i’ve tried it, its pretty extensive and frickin cool.

TLDR; figure out what kind of game and story you want to tell/make. i could of saved a year’s worth of work if i just sat myself down and realized i wanted to make a completely new fangame separate from my old blog stuff. and that i wanted to make an rpg specifically.

honestly, i want to make more games after AL, like, if i could become a indie dev that’d be my dream. (ironic since i don’t play video games LMAO)

but yeah! theres lots of choices, and its all a little overwhelming honestly! if theres anything you need help with w/ any of these programs I am happy to help further. I wish you the best of luck!!!! video game making is hard work but its so worth it!!!

#long post #personal stuff #sams replies #also sorry i didn't go back and reread to fix things up im lazy #dream-unity

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hxbiashes · 4 years ago

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(18+ news flash)

so basically, side-blog ig?

✨ @leewonhoeseok ✨

#im reblogging all the smut i have liked over here rn #idk i don't wanna mess up someone or idk i don't have a theme but my account with that ig? cuz u never know who will pop up here could #be minors so i decided to make a seperate account ig idk dunn ask me #and i also wanted to just have an extra ccount where i follow just such accounts it's easier on me and my timeline tbh #aaaand yo ik i could seperate this for me with tags and stuff but nah i'm way too lazy on this blog lmao and i kinda wanna experiment with #the other one in the summer holidays with customizing it all by myself cuz we started with html at my school and kinda wanna try this on #tumblr lol could be a learning lesson for what i didn't understand at school lmao #who read this all #thank u lmao luv u #u are gorgeous and such a generous and beautifully creative and loveable human being ok?#dont forget to drink and eat enough and everything will b ok (:#lol bye lemme go and keep reblogging over there xd

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sshining · 8 years ago

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TLDR; I had to return a phone call and I spent a solid 3 and a half hours planning out in my head what to say/imaginary snapbacks/responses to potential questions and being so damn ANXIOUS ABOUT IT and that was more exhausting than the 9 and a half hours I spent at work today like fuark. I think I have issues for real ! Nobody freaks out for 3hrs over what turned out to be a (literally) two minute call.

#youipoststhings #UGH #I lost my rant in the tags BECAUSE IT WAS TOO LONG TO EXIST AS A SINGLE TAG #basically I'm low key anxious and depressed more than the average person but I bounce back easier than actual depressed and anxious people #Everyone tellin me I'm highstrung but I feel so lazy and bored but worried at the same time but like #nah it'll work out it's not the end of the world I got plans for every possible outcome I got a plan everything gon be ok #but then like #only anxious people make such extensive backup plans like who does that omg #im a WRECK #But a calm collected WRECK with a plan #and perspective like u hear me #I can counsel myself lol #I'm a self pacifier I got this #I will hold myself thru the lows and the anxiety I CAN DO THIS

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rooftopprendezvous · 6 years ago

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(1) Hey, hey! Oh April your anger was my initial reaction too (and honestly if I think about it too much its still my overriding emotion), so I apologise in advance for what I'm sure is gonna be a long, rambly mess (am I really sorry though? cos you are pretty much responsible for me falling down the "Gallavich" rabbit hole hehe!!) but it's the last on this topic, promise. Anyway I experienced my 1st & last 'live' Shameless moment when that 50 second end scene was plastered over social media

2) (cos i'm not watching any more Shitshow eps (not seen any S8/9 & barely remember S6/7 anyway despite it not being that long ago I mistakenly watched it - a blessing I guess lol how is it still going! God!) & I have many conflicting feelings about it tbh. The initial overriding feeling was "I'm mad about it" even though I wasn't surprised. Sighs. I still am really cos even though I admit that I did want "end game" for Mickey & Ian (cos i'm weak), I didn't want it like this!! Look what they've3. done to those KIDS! Just dumping them both in prison (ffs) in a patch job, lazily tagged on ending & then playing Frank Ocean (trying to win points & maybe it worked cos I've listened to that song more than once since gdi) over it cos we are meant to view it as so romantic!? I just..?!? I mean you gotta laugh really.. I suppose it is very "Shameless". Honestly I don't think I've known a show to so unapologetically give so little care to its own characters (let alone fans). urgh.4. (aka arrogant, lazy & petty? hmm). Tbf they had written themselves into a corner where this was the only ending they could give, other than have Ian run away to mexico, which yeah why didn't they do that? But, and here's the other side of my thought process about it all, at least this way they'll both be free after they serve their time, genuinely free not fugitives. So my rationalising about it all is basically that they serve relatively short sentences (Mickey negotiated a good deal ok lol!5. also at least he was given some agency back here in a way - yes I know I'm reaching), during which they will have time to hash everything out (aka Ian has a shit tonne of explaining, grovelling & making up to do imo) & then they are free to live out their lives & have a real chance at being together away from all the BS that's been thrown their way. That's my story anyway (they better not do or say anything to contradict this in canon now I stg). That's how I choose to view it as this way6.I can be relatively happy they ended up together & it allows me to look back their journey story without bitterness taking over cos Mickey Milkovich & the journey he and Ian (rip puppy Ian from the early days - he was cute) went on (before tptb fucked it up) deserves to be looked back on fondly. So that's the story of my journey to acceptance I guess lol. Plus there are no longer at the shows mercy to screw over! Also if you ignore everything else it was good to see mickey again, swooping in7. To save the day being his cocky self, for all of 30 secs, for some sort of closure (the article you reblogged was spot on). In that short scene cam & noel's chemistry was undeniable (easily the best thing to come out of that show - tptb know it too. Bet they hate it that's why they ended it like this #petty but fan service still or maybe they thinks it's actually good who tf knows). But it wouldn't have been the same ending Ian's journey without mickey (they really screwed Ian's charachter8. Over after mickey left didn't they - cant blame cam for leaving. Maybe he should have left after s7. We coulda had them driving across the border as their ending then). I defo think all parties involved did it to shut down the relentless demand. Everyone (cam, Noel, the fabs) can be free now. So I'll take this version of endgame but I won't thank tptb for it! Sidenote but Noel really is s talented cute bean isn't he?! 😊 anyway sorry for the self indulgent ramble. It got way long! Thanks for9. Being my cheerleader through this v belated journey. Did you warn me not to? I can't remember? 🤣 just kidding! I'll ignore the in between bits & focus on the good & imagine a better future for them away from shameless' clutches. My mental gymnastics to be happyish with it is impressive huh? (I mean I'm still mad but eh). Lol. You deserve a medal for dealing with it all in real time! Hope you're not too disheartened. Glad you're all good my lovely! ❤ Tina

to be fair i definitely warned you before you started watching but nobody ever listens because you see their early stuff and like i said magic. they draw you in and you just can’t help yourself. i really don’t want to say a whole lot about everything that angered me and i totally understand why people are burying their heads in the sand and saying ‘end game’ and ‘happy ending’ but like life didn’t just stop? they have to actually live their lives in prison and for people with their histories, their backgrounds, and their mental issues to contend with, if we’re being realistic this is probably like the worst ending? because what happens when mickey’s smart mouth and short fuse get him in trouble? or ian doesn’t get his meds and goes manic? nothing good. also tptb couldn’t help themselves form doing mickey dirty again could they? also for me a good parallel isn’t mickey risks everything to break out with almost the exclusive purpose of being with ian again and now he has to risk it all again, this includes his life to get back into prison to be with ian? where is ian’s sacrifice in any of this? a couple seasons ago i would have felt that overwhelming love from ian but after listening to him badmouth mickey for so long and turn him away again and again it didn’t feel like enough. if i’m being honest i feel like cam wanted out a long time ago and he’s been phoning in his performances. his guest appearances and work outside shameless were far superior for quite a while now. his best scenes on shameless in the last idk three or four years have all been with noel. i don’t think he liked where they took his character after mickey left and i don’t think he liked how they treated mickey’s character. he and noel seemed quite close and they cared a lot about the story they were telling. and stepping outside of just what they did with bringing mickey in for the ending i wanted to vomit when they had ian go to fucking terry milkovich of all people to ask for advice about prison. like how gross can they be? so i guess i got carried away as well but yeah i’m angry and i’m never not going to be angry. just waiting for when they bring them both back magically out of prison for the finale. or just cam and say some shit about mickey staying longer because he got more time. i wouldn’t put anything past them at this point.

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