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lrb have literally been told someone irl would full blown hate me fr if I used the word tranny ever even tho I have had it used in a negative capacity directed at me, a trans person, lmfao
#like you can't just arbitrarily decide who can and can't use words based on how likely YOU think the person is to have had it used as a slur#against them like you (some random person) are not the decider of that 😭#oisín.txt#oisín.n
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arm surgery countdown in honor of the epic forearm spasm I just had: 2 days 9 hours
#oisín.txt#oisín.n#the pain decreased once i stopped icing it too much tho thank god#and turns out i can rest without pain if i stay seated fully upright lol so that's tonight's plan#top surgery recovery gonna be such a breeze after this
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okay I haven't seen any posts on it but I can't be the only person who can't double tap to like something on mobile anymore, right
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take me 2 surgery I wanna be Healed
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we need to outlaw riders. genuinely insane that our entire political system revolves around tacking controversial laws onto bills that have fuck all to do with them. it slows down everything that actually has bipartisan support and keeps citizens in the dark about what the fuck is even going on in their own governments. unfortunately we'd need a majority of actual decent people in our government to change this and that will never happen so we have to deal with this forever or at least until we do something about it
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It is so hard having a broken bone, not just because it sucks to have a broken bone, but also because it sucks to be on oxycodone and get f****** nausea, middle of the night and have to sit up and get no sleep because otherwise you're gonna throw up. But you also can't. Wait, hold on, why the text to talk blur out. censor f******
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#I can't eat anything to make it better. Because I don't know when I'll have surgery. If it'll be tomorrow or a day after or what ugh#oisín.txt#oisín.n
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Please, please, please, please, please, please, please play please, please. Please, please play his playlist, please, please play it's praise. Please, please, please, please. Please. Can the surgeon call Me, please?
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I think it should be illegal to make a girl work when she is sooooo sleepy
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I'm going to kill myself in front of my training group
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so frustrated bc I need to break up w my personal trainer fr But he's experienced w helping people recover from injury and I want him to coach me through getting back into lifting after top surgery
#oisín.txt#oisín.n#i don't even have a surgery date yet tho. they haven't called to let me know if there's any openings#i saw my trainer for the first time in like 5 months on the 3rd bc his schedule had literally allowed no overlap w mine#and i was billed out for a bunch of sessions i couldn't schedule and he kept forgetting to update my workout routine like#just to extend the workout for extra days in the app so i could track it. not even add anything like I'd send him multiple msgs like#hey zach can you schedule some more workouts. and he'd be like oh yeah sure and then not do it#and then left me on read when i asked about afternoon availability until After I'd paused my membership and then he was super apologetic.#anyway i finally came back bc i wanted to prep for surgery better#and today was my second session back and he literally canceled on me ten min before the session when I'd already taken off work#and walked there. which. thank god i was able to leave work early instead of lyfting bc if i'd put $40 on my credit card#for no fucking reason i'd have lost my entire mind#he did refund the session and credit me for a free one but i know it's just bc he doesn't want me to immediately dump him again but.#zach. buddy.
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wow what if we got all together and tried this fancy new party drug called nuance
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well we're being overcome w longing for the past tonight boys
#oisín.txt#oisín.n#it turns out that the distractions of the present are simply that#and beneath that thin veil there is a grief i am not yet finished with 🙏#*explodes a gnat with my mind to come*#*COPE COPE TO COPE#this post is a fucking disaster
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my migraine today has been so bad
#world's smallest sound sends the whole room spinning. i have a dentist appt so that should feel like being on rly awful drugs i think#oisín.txt#oisín.n
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why is it that every time I try to nap either my roommates have a hallway conference or the neighbor's fucking dog decides she needs to bark for 7383 hours
#like can i rest can i pls just rest.#i'm so noise sensitive when sleeping#this has been literally like three days in a row i'm not used to my work schedule yet i've not been back long#oisín.txt#oisín.n
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people battling the worst mental health of their lives are probably always surrounded by a cast and crew of wonderful people who will drop everything to help them haha right guys? ....guys?
#this is unbecoming of me <- uppity voice. I'm just bitter and cranky bc i had a bad day and just woke up from a stress dream#you Should actually lean on your friends. if they react how mine did they're not friends worth having anyway#how else r you gonna learn.#oisín.txt#oisín.n
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I cannae wait to live alone again
#i was going to see about a roommate to save costs but i can't do this shit anymore lmao#i need to just be able to be comfortable in my own home#oisín.n#oisín.txt
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