#oil under tongue is sensory hell

[thegodwhocums]

so i am very much Not A Weed Person and never have been, I've never smoked it and my only experience ingesting it was as a tincture during a spell of severe insomnia when I was living in NYC which coincided with an intense manual labor job. my partner at the time was like "fucks sake please try this" and at that point I probably would have done damn near Anything to get some fucking sleep. it worked ok as I recall but I only took it once. and I think it was alcohol based.

this insomnia spell has been different than in the past and it's persisted since JUNE so my Weed Guy (affectionate) housemate obtained for me a tincture to try and see if it gives me any relief.

I have some trepidation but also holy fuck I would like to sleep through the night so hail Dionysos, here fuckin goes I guess.

[goldrose-star]

So I was messing around on Picrew and this is the result. She started as a selfinsert but turned into a OC along the way.

This is the first post that introduced her, but I occasionally add or change stuff!

AJ - Introduction

✨️ Character Sheet AJ ✨️

Appearance, Clothes, Accessoires, Facts, Pics under the cut because this turned out to be a longer post than originally planned

Appearance

she's tiny (160cm / 5'3")

has an hourglass-figure

she has tiny birthmarks / moles sporadically littering her arms and legs, most significant are the one on her left ringfinger between the first and second knuckle and on the backside of her left upper arm which look like the star constellation Big Dipper / the Pleiades

has a lineal scar under her chin and a circular one on her left knee, also a round scar on the back of her left hand under the major knuckle of her thumb from an baking / cooking incident (hot oil) and more tiny scars littering her hands and forearms where her cat scratched her

has a lip piercing on the left side of her bottom lip

has a tongue piercing (not yet decided)

long brown hair that did go under the backside of her upper thighs, before she cut it down to her shoulder blades and that she let's grow long again

her eyes are green with a hint of blue and a golden circle that makes her eyes sparkle when the light hits them just right

has full / heart shaped lips

she has a light skin colour

the skin from her hands to her upper arms, where the tee sleeves begin, are slightly more tanned than the rest of her skin

Clothes

the aviator jacket she often wears is from an old friend who gifted it to her

she normally wears sporttights or jeans in which she has good mobility, printed tees which are either a bit oversized or cropped & sports shoes

other than that she likes wearing sweaters with pleated bishop sleeves, mid-thigh cardigans, skirts, boots with chunky heels, all kinds of dresses & jackets

Accessoires

always wears one to two hair ties on her left wrist

wears a pair of army dogtags around her neck in honour of her deceased friend

she wears other jewelry and accessoires because she thinks they look pretty. Likes the sensory feeling when shaking her head and touches / rubs them between her thumb and pointer finger when nervous or bored

has a pair of green tinted aviator glasses from Ray-Ban for when it's to bright outside (she's sensitive to very bright light and feels more comfortable wearing them, plus she likes how the colours look more dynamic/lively through the tinted glasses!)

Facts

she likes to collect little trinkets, often for the people she likes and thinks of

she likes to dye the tips of her hair different colours, sometimes depending on mood

collects enamel pins and badges and pins / sews them on to her clothes and backpack

doesn't go anywhere without her headphones

has no sense of style whatsoever and wears whatever she likes / finds cool and pretty

her favourite flowers are: hydrangea, dahlia & peony

loves fairy lights

loves to go to thrift shops

she's somewhat sad over the fact that her own mother has freckles and her younger brother has them as well but genetics left her out. she would've loved to have them as well

often carries a backpack with her

owns a switchblade which she sometimes carries with herself

she can run faster than one would assume

she owns an Opel Kadett (C or D) Caravan (old as hell but loves it to pieces) and a Ducati Hypermotorad 950 / Ducati Streetfighter V4

has a bit of training in hand-to-hand combat, taught to her by a friend

she learned to sew her own clothes and often makes clothes that start out as ideas in her head or that she sees in shops, online or other people wearing

she's quite crafty

she owns and carries a zippo lighter with herself even tho she doesn't smoke

she loves astronomy and reads and watches stuff related to it if she get's her hands on it

her favourite planet is pluto (doesn't care what anyone else says) and she loves how jupiter looks

she loves mythology (all kinds of, mostly greek, egyptian, norse, celtic and gaelic mythology but also looks out for other kinds as well)

she read lots of fairy tales when she was a kid, still has a few favourites laying around

she likes living in a small town more than a big city

likes to live a cozy and more minimalistic life

doesn't like to get too much attention

has a duffle bag that is packed with essentials in her wardrobe

always has one to two water bottles in her car and backpack

owns a survival kit which entails: rope, flashlight, first aid kit, compass and the likes

swears occasionally

her sense of humour is something for itself, likes to hear jokes

when she decides to wear lipstick she chooses darker red/pink colours

doesn't touch people without their consent or if she knows beforehand that it's okay to; except for extreme situations like rescuing somebody (for whatever reason) or if in a fight

has something of an oral fixation like chewing gum, biting and tugging on her lower lip & playing with her lip piercing

loves sunrises and sunsets and takes pictures of them with her polaroid camera or phone camera when she has the chance

she's protective over the people that she likes/loves like the ones she sees as family and friends

always carries a d20 with herself

loves to drink bubble tea

she's clairvoyant (clairvoyance)

has the (psychic) ability of precognition

her bones or more like her joints often pop somewhat loud when she stretches

au!AJ:

has a crush on Clayton Spencer (@rottent33th 's OC)

loves Clay's freckles and loves to trace them softly with her eyes (later maybe with her fingers? 👀 if she's allowed)

loves Clay's hazel eyes (literally anything about him really, sorry, she's a sucker for him) and has a habit of getting lost in them when she stares for a while (like, they could be hanging out with the band or with other people, laughing, having a good time and she looks over at him because he said something funny or interesting and let's her eyes room over his face, gaze landing on his eyes eventually and just looking. after a while it just turns into staring because she's kinda hypnotized, and so chances are 50/50 that she either ends up realizing what she's doing and averts her gaze or get caught staring by him or anyone else)

Songs

(Songs I was listening to while writing this. Can be seen as songs to associate with her or that she listens to as well)

5 Seconds of Summer - Complete Mess

5 Seconds Of Summer - No Shame

All Time Low - Backseat Serenade

All Time Low - Clumsy

All Time Low - Painting Flowers

All Time Low - Once In A Lifetime

All Time Low - Sleepwalking

All Time Low - The Irony Of Choking On A Lifesaver

All Time Low - Too Much

Ava Max - Kings & Queens

Black Veil Brides - In The End

Black Veil Brides - Ritual

Black Veil Brides - Born Again

Black Veil Brides - Field Of Bone

Black Veil Brides - Torch

Daisy Jones & The Six - Look At Us Now (Honeycomb)

Daisy Jones & The Six - Regret Me

Deftones - Minerva

Devon Cole - W.I.T.C.H.

Elle King - Baby Outlaw

Em Beihold - 12345

Em Beihold - Numb Little Bug

Fifth Harmony - That's My Girl

Guns N' Roses - Sweet Child Of Mine

Halsey - Graveyard

Halsey - Without Me

Halsey - You Should Be Sad

INXS - Need You Tonight

Kate Bush - Running Up That Hill

Kiss - I Was Made For Lovin' You (this immediately came to mind then I read this post from @rottent33th)

https://at.tumblr.com/rottent33th/its-me-again-mwahahah-since-you-have-quite-a/ex6olyio2l0s

Lady Gaga - Bloody Mary (normal version and the sped up tiktok version)

Lena - Looking For Love

Måneskin - Baby Said

Måneskin - Supermodel

Måneskin - The Loneliest

Måneskin - Timezone

Marshmello - Silence

Metallica - Master Of Puppets

My Chemical Romance - Helena

Phlotilla - Going Down Fighting

Olivia Rodrigo - Brutal

OneRepublic - West Coast

Tate McRae - She's All I Wanna Be

The Clash - Should I Stay Or Should I Go

The Prodigy - Spitfire

The Wombats - Greek Tragedy (Oliver Nelson TikTok Remix)

Type O Negative - Christian Woman

Type O Negative - Cinnamon Girl

Zara Larsson - Ruin My Life

Pics

More Picrew pics

Tagging: @rottent33th @slaasherslut @bluecoolr @the-pinstriped-hood @vincent-sinclair-deserved-better should I tag anyone else?

[little-mouse-gardens]

-Beyond the blue skies -Wip snippet!

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Note - finished this yesterday. Noticed it in the drafts and forgot I was gonna post this last week.

Tw : bugs, sensory overload

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“Oh my god This…this is single handedly is my worst nightmare.�� malia muttered to herself under her breath. The sounds of the berries and centipede being squished with a stone mortar and pestle.

A soft shush escaped amarok as he gently wrapped his long soft tail around her wrist, sensing her underlying distress “easy there, beautiful” he cooed in attempt to comfort her. Letting out soft chitters and purrs as his four ears flicked in unison at any sounds around him. the snow-furred anthropomorphic simians claw tipped hands gently rubbing across her back and through her damp ebony curls, “relax for me, okay? It's almost finished. Just focus on breathing, do not fall asleep.”

The sounds of the squishy liquified centipede and crunchy textures of the alien fauna made Malia’s stomach twist and turn, though it could also be the rodent's poison causing it.

Her hands clamy as she swallowed hard. Her umber skin flushed and sweaty from a combination of the humidity, venom and her nerves. Rubbing her arms up and down and averting her gaze away from Amarok and the a golden-furred anthropomorphic simian across the room behind him. Closing her eyes and grabbing a pillow to squeeze from underneath her head.

Burying her face in the soft cool cloth in a feign attempt to hide from the strong smells around her that she could practically taste on her tongue. A strong smelling combo Dried plants, soil, animal musk, fungus, insect mucus-

No. No. No. No. Hell no.

The very idea of even putting the concoction of bug guts liquified with plant matter smelling of car oil anywhere near her mouth made her want to gag.

She couldn’t do it, there was no way that was going down her throat. Not in a million years.

Malia could already feel her heartbeat picking up like a bass drum in her chest. Her breathing quickening. Sweat clinging to her skin and feeling like her clothes were sticking to her body like glue as she laid onto her side with her back facing them. Her mind swarming with so many different thoughts and emotions over the simple sounds and smells that it was making her head spin.

Amarok instantly could sense her getting even more stressed just by his sensitive ears picking up her heart beat. His brows furrowing in concern as his tail absentmindedly squeezed her right wrist. watching how her face was scrunched in discomfort. Unsure if it was the venom or something else causing it.

“hey, hey what’s wrong?” He asked, keeping his voice gentle and soothing as he tried to turn her over to see her face. trying to discern if their was underlying cause to her obvious distress “is the pain too intense? Is the wound stinging or leaking? Do you need me to get you some water? I can have Goldie give you some of the medicine no-“

“NO!”

Amarok flinched at her voice slightly and a bit taken aback by her snapping at him. His ears drooping momentarily before perking back up. The panic and urgency in her response and the noticeable tension in her shoulders a cause for concern for him. His moss green eyes filled with confusion and worry as he observed her.

“I, umm, i’m so sorry amarok. I, I didn’t mean to-to snap at you” she apologized, stumbling over her words as she tried to get her breathing under control. Trying to get her next words out but unable to do so due to the suffocating feeling weighing on her.

‘What the fuck is wrong with me? I can’t even see it, so why am I freaking out!? It’s not even that strong smelling and I’ve literally touched slime before so chill out!’ she thought to herself. Her mind jumping between getting her breathing under control and internally scolding herself for getting worked up. Hiding her face and Resisting the urge to cry when she heard the contents of said medicine being poured into a smaller bowl behind her. Burying her face further into the fabric.

However, this seemingly subtle movement didn’t go unnoticed by amarok.

The gears in his brain turning with everything he picked up on. The tension in her shoulders, the way her nails dug into the pillow and how her mouth and nose were scrunched up in clear discomfort. Turning his head around towards the signs that pointed to the main source of her discomfort.

The strong smells and sounds coming from behind him, eyes locking on the bowl of greenish magenta liquid that his aunt Goldie was stirring. the remedy to cure the symptoms caused by the tree shrews venomous bite.

[idesofrevolution]

Black Leather

Sorry, I just have been in weird headspace yet again. But whatever we have a story, yay... By the way, I’m slightly inebriated so if there are typos, GENTLY DM me and I will fix them later or whatever. My boozy demeanor may also explain my very... colorful language on this one. Don’t be too offended. Wahhhhh

It was a dark and stormy night... Nah, I’m fuckin with ya. It was a pretty clear night, actually. A Friday night to be specific, and after a long couple of hours in my old office, I have to say, it was a fuck shit day. All in all, after doing a solid 12 hours behind my computer screen under the dim light of a flickering fluorescent bulb, I’d felt as if I had earned a drink or two. Every now and again I’d go out with a few work friends to grab a Vodka Soda or two, but ever since we’d moved office spaces across town, our watering hole was a little too far out of the way. I found myself going out alone that particular evening, when I came across the Raw Hide.

The moment I walked through the door into the bar, dimly lit with a scarlet red light, I knew that this wouldn’t be the same experience I’d been used to. The cement floors were dirty and littered with wet napkins and questionable puddles, the wallpaper was literally peeling off of the walls, the bartender was wearing only a leather vest with assless chaps... But at the end of the day, Svedka is still Svedka, and if I was lucky, he’d be heavy handed.

“What can I get ya?” The bartender spoke with a slightly slurred, but gruff timbre. I coughed out my Vodka Soda order and sat down on the barstool, pulling my phone out to hopefully avoid making eye contact with the other various patrons. Yet, past all the beasts of men clad in harnesses and netting was one single guy in the back booth. Couldn’t have been older than his mid twenties, and he sat there in the booth by himself, sipping on a Jameson on the rocks. The bartender placed my drink on the Miller Lite coaster on the bar and walked away, but my eyes did not break with the kid in the corner. That dark brunette hair, and deep abysmal eyes... Something felt different... Off... Wrong... And yet, so inviting, alluring, intriguing...

He raised a single eyebrow, and nodded toward the door. Completely lost in his gaze, I’d forgotten entirely about the drink sitting on the bar. I trotted along past booths of laughing bears and drunk twunks, until I met the mysterious man at the back door. He pushed it open, holding it with his arm. I walked outside, catching the subtle scent of aged leather, pomade, and masculine musk as I brushed past him. He followed and the door shut on it’s own. Out in the back alleyway, he leaned against the metal garage door, pulled out an American Spirits cigarette, and lit it with a mischievously intense glance. He offered me one, and not wanting to lose whatever semblance of interest he had in me, I obliged.

“What’s yer name, kid?” The man’s voice was relatively high pitched, but gruff and scratchy. I stammered, tripping not over words, but the very letters that build them. I couldn’t even give an audible response. “Heh, yer smitten. That’s what I thought.” He took a drag off of the cigarette, and smirked at me. He knew exactly the hold he hand on me, and I was powerless to prevent it; though it was not my intention nor desire to protest. “The name’s Westie, short for Weston. And his name is Nicky.” He pointed behind me at the second greaser I hadn’t even noticed had crept up behind me. I turned my head, feeling the heat of his close body looming over me.

Nicky was considerably bigger than me: height, muscles, hands, feet, chest... bulge... He stared at me with that bad boy smoulder one would expect from a rough and tumble “Rebel without a Cause.” I could smell the musk from his well worn ribbed beater shirt, and the greasy oil-stained harness boots; it was intoxicating. He gripped my chin between his thumb and finger, turning it to examine it.

“Yeah, Nicky is a picky guy. I had to bring him someone that would be a good fit for him, ya know? Though it’ll be one hell of a tight squeeze.” Westie laughed as Nicky got handsy with me. Pinching and prodding, even going so far as grope my growing bulge, not once breaking eye contact with me, nor budging from that scowlesque smoulder. His touch was rough, and not just in referencing the callouses on his meaty hands. His gropes, his pokes, everything was assertive and firm. Again, though I couldn’t protest, I didn’t want to... Everytime those rugged, jagged fingers ran across my skin, I wanted it even more. Nicky looked me over one last time, then turned to Westie with a single, apathetic nod. “Aight, boys, let’s make it happen.”

Westie flicked his lighter, and lit the cigarette that had sat between my lips unlit this entire time. I took a drag, but only got a small puff before it was pulled away by Nicky. My back now to him, I heard him inhale deeply, and a puff of smoke blew right past my head. I closed my eyes, as I felt Nicky’s breath on the back of my neck, his hands and leatherclad arms slowly wrapping themselves around my waist. His supple lips planted themselves on my lower neck, slowly and sensually kissing me. His arms raised from my waist, slowly rising to my chest, pulling into a tight hug. I felt the throbbing from his growing bulge against my behind, as he started to grind against me.

With every shallow breath, I could taste the smoky flavor of Nicky’s hot breath. I could smell the sweaty, dirty musk radiating from beneath his heavy leather jacket. I could feel his body pushing against mine... Or rather, into mine. Too caught up in the sensory overload he had given me, I didn’t see that the tip of Nicky’s firm pecs had begun to sink into my back. It was the pressure, the weirdest sensation of some gelatinous form pushing into me, through me, past my skin, my bones, my lungs and muscle. I could only moan in absolute euphoria as I felt his chest push out from beneath my skin. It was only then that I caught a glimpse of my corruption, my new physique, I glanced down to see two, meaty, thick slabs of pectorals where mine used to be. Nicky’s stained, smelly tank slithered across my torso, covering the popping abs that began to protrude from my stomach.

His entire upper body was submerged into mine, and my skin was struggling to accommodate him. I could hear the elastic stretches as his arms and hands were snaking their way from beneath my new abs up toward my shoulders. I knew where they were going and I was helpless, or rather delighted, to feel his thick biceps and manly hands slip my arms on like a pair of gloves. Our arms flexed their strong muscles beneath the worn leather sleeves of the sweaty old jacket. I could hear him laugh a little bit, and sigh in his own waves of endorphins. He put our hands onto my groin, unzipping my chinos and pulling down my boxers. His own pants followed quickly, his heavy, thick uncut snake closed in on my eager hole before plunging in. I gasped at his girth stretching me open, but after I felt his balls slap against my cheeks, the pain was gone. He just kept pushing forward until his balls were slurped into my body along with his crotch. Our hands grasped my erect cock, and I watched with bliss as his longer, thicker, bigger dick slipped into mine. It stretched malleably, as if he were thrusting into a pocket pussy, before it stretched lengthwise out and his hefty balls fell into mine, dropping substantially.

We both let out a cry of enrapturing pleasure, and he slammed his head into the back of mine. Things were blurry, as if I were experiencing a severe headrush. Dizziness, fuzziness, immense pressure, and then, clarity. Still grasping and now pumping our cock with one hand, we brought our second to our face, pulling the skin to adjust our combined visages. The skin snapped tightly against our new face, but the skin would remain elastic. His tongue thrusting into mine, we opened our mouth and took our first breath. Looking down, our legs the only unmerged part remaining.

We took off Nicky’s boots; hot, wet, heavy musk poured from the weathered opening. As his wet, socked toes began to push against the heel of the man I used to be, they slid effortlessly past the skin. Recalling that Nicky’s favorite part of the merging process was in fact the feet, we happily obliged, bringing the boot to our face and inhaling the rank, ripe funk of it’s cavernous confines. We felt the dank, sticky, yellowed socks wrap around our increasingly growing feet, his toes slipping into mine and wriggling with one last loud schlorp... We were now... me.

I blew my load, more than enough for two virile young men. There, in the dim light of the back alleyway, in a massive puddle of my hot, sticky cum I stood. Westie clapped, the wet stain of his own massive load adorning the front of his jeans. He walked towards me, and slapped my back. To him, I am and will always be Nicky. After all, as I slipped my deliciously ripe boot back onto my cum-soaked socked foot, I smiled. The police only know what Nicky ‘used’ to look like, they don’t know the NEW Nicky that you now know before you. Letting Westie sniff the other boot, one of a pair which had outlasted dozens of other Nicky’s before me, I knew that the one smell of consistency that we both enjoyed would continue on. Long after even the next... iteration of me is created and merged forward. As is the way we do things. And now that you know... Well... I’m sure you’re happy to know we’ll be heading your way soon. Very. Soon.

There ya go. Mergy, musky, greasy greasers. Coming next is going to be the creation of a new long term character, a collaborative effort with @floppyderp that we’re both very excited to unveil. If you liked it, PLEASE consider giving to my tip jar. Click on THIS LINK to toss me a few quid.

[canyouhearthelight]

The Miys, Ch. 134

Since I am queueing this chapter the same that I queued the last one, I just want to say:

If you have found my story in the last week, and liked it, thank you. It makes me smile when that happens.

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A week later, I was wincing and out of breath when I reached my office for the day.  Tyche had enthusiastically agreed with Arthur’s suggestion, and after some tests from Maverick showed that I could apparently kick hard enough to break a grown man’s pelvis - although not without also breaking my foot - I had been expected to be in the gym for nearly two hours every day.  My legs hurt and my feet looked worse than the time I tried to learn ballet en pointe.  As if that wasn’t bad enough, I was also apparently very slow in reacting with my legs as a result of years learning to fight with, you know, my hands. Like a normal person.  This meant I was also wearing five pound weights on each ankle, all day, including when sparring.

So far, the only thing I had noticed was a demonstrably shorter patience and a reduction in how much I bounced my legs. Or sat comfortably.

I was so absorbed in my bad mood and how badly my legs hurt that I had already gotten coffee, greeted my mentees, and sat at my desk before I noticed something out of place.  As usual, Parvati and Hannah were across from each other at the table they typically sat at, but Parvati was standing and demonstrating something.

While using the table emitter, which they only ever used for my benefit.

Tilting my head in what probably looked like what Sparkle’s expression when she was denied a treat, I watched as Parvati picked up a vaguely pen-shaped object - it really looked more like a sonic screwdriver than a writing implement - and started making neon pink lines of various widths, swirls to test the slant it would make, and using it at various speeds before closely considering the color of each line.

“What in the world is that?”

“Paint testers,” Hannah explained. “Charly dropped them off with Vati last night, along with the programming to simulate how they work so we could test them with an emitter and not a wall.”

“Paint?”

“For the Festival. Charly designed these for us to use instead of trying to get permission to use actual spray paint.  The fumes of spray paint are apparently very caustic to Noah.”

I shuddered. “Yeah, no spray paint, clearly.”

Apparently satisfied with the pink, Parvati keyed her datapad to clear the emitter and picked up a different pen.  This one was a beautiful lapis blue. “She’s quite brilliant,” she murmured as she tested the pen. “The pens work like an airbrush, but she took some inspiration from something Arthur Farro gifted her several years ago and ensured the pigment will only last three Ark-days.  It also only appears under certain lighting.”

“And it’s non-toxic, of course,” Hannah added with a smile. “Because, you know… Charly.”

I hesitated before asking the next question. “How non-toxic are we talking?”

To my utter horror, rather than respond, Parvati opened her mouth and used a different button on the pen to paint her entire tongue blue. “They’re edible.” She closed her mouth with a smile before her eyebrows shot up. “Oh! That one is pomegranate!”

Hannah furiously made notations on her datapad before looking back up at me. “Vati already tested them on canvas in her quarters, but we also wanted to make sure the simulation software works so that we don’t waste pigment trying to figure out the design elements.”

“We’re also rather curious about what flavor each one is,” Parvati admitted before swapping to a toxic-looking green. “This one is peach, I do remember that. The pink was popcorn.”

I shook my head. “Do you want people licking the walls? Because this is how you get people to lick the walls.” I walked over as I was speaking and idly picked up one that was labelled as Titan Black.

Hannah snatched it away quickly. “That one is scotch bonnet flavor. I found that out the hard way.”

“I get making them non-toxic, but why are they flavored?” Hannah arched an eyebrow at me and I held my hands up defensively. “Other than the obvious application. Why design flavored paint pens for the Food Festival murals?”

Parvati blanked the emitter again and swapped pens. “That is going to be part of the design and experience,” she started to explain. “We originally wanted them non-toxic in case of the non-zero event that Else tries to eat the paint off the walls.” I nodded since ‘non-zero’ was putting it lightly. “Then I had the idea to include the possibility of Else eating the mural into its design.  Rather than worry that Else will eat it, I am planning on it: I am going to create a piece that changes as the various colors are devoured.”

“Annnnnd how do you plan on controlling what order Else eats everything in?”

She waved to the row of pens on the table. “These are each in a flavor that we know Else likes. I am currently testing in my quarters what the order of preference is.”

As my mind started to catch up, I started nodding. “Your test swatches last night.”

“Precisely. I have them laying out in a grid, easily accessible to Else, and they are being monitored. We will take the recording and determine what the order of preference is from there.”

I shook my head with a huge grin. “That’s one hell of a performance art piece.”

Hannah straightened her posture in an imitation of Pravati’s normal ramrod-straight demeanor. “There is nothing more fitting for a celebration of how humanity persists in surviving, despite how transient and brief life can be, along with a clear showing of how we intend to welcome and embrace the differences between ourselves and those most different from us - even those who once nearly destroyed us but wished to make peace.”

“That’s frighteningly good,” Parvati praised nonchalantly as she squirted a fluorescent yellow into her mouth. “It makes no sense for that one to taste of something spicy.”

I took the pen and forced myself to spray it in my mouth. I perked up when it was actually very familiar and delicious. “It’s gochujang…” They both looked at me skeptically. “Apparently Else likes spicy food?”

“I’m starting to think this is how she flavors her popcorn,” Hannah murmured.

My head shook on that one. “No, all her popcorn is decidedly popcorn-flavored. The coloring is added while it is being made, along with the flavoring. Same thing with her ice-cream, and with the candy bars.”

“I agree,” Parvati added. “This pigment is quite wet, it would never work on something like popcorn.” Pausing in her testing, she turned to me. “She has made popcorn in your quarters before, did you notice how she colored it?”

I thought back to the movie night, fighting through how nostalgic and relaxing it made me feel. “It has to be a high-saturation powder.  Other than the actual oil she used to pop it, everything she put in was powdered.”

“But it was toffee popcorn,” Parvati argued. “I remember because it was such a lovely shade of purple.”

Hannah and I both glanced at each other before turning concerned looks to Parvati. I was the one who eventually spoke. “You make toffee popcorn by adding sugar and salt while it’s being popped, Vati. Both are powders.”

“And how am I supposed to know that?” she demanded with a scowl before picking up a pen.

I looked back at Hannah, who was as baffled as I was. “Vati? Do you cook?”

She scoffed. “Of course not. Xiomara is a brilliant cook, why would I give that up?”

“But you know how, right?” I prodded. “We always have cooking classes going on here.”

She decidedly ignored us.  I gaped at Hannah, who eventually crowed with laughter. “Oh my god! We found something Vati doesn’t know how to do!”

“Xio does make a wicked roti with veg curry,” I tried to defend her. If she was deflecting, Parvati clearly didn’t want to talk about it.

“And I can cook,” Parvati argued. “I can roast meat, and forage edible plants, and clean them both.”

“Works for me!” I chirped, trying to defuse the situation before Parvati actually got upset. “If you can cook enough to feed yourself in an apocalypse, I consider that a solid fundamental basis.”

Hannah finally took the hint. “Well, if you ever want to learn more, gods know you have plenty of friends who can teach you. Hell, Sophia taught Maverick to cook, and when they first met he had a very iffy relationship with the concept of food in general.”

That got me a look. “He had been through a lot, okay? You spend thirty years with everyone blaming your sensory issues with food on just ‘being picky’,” I used air quotes for emphasis, “and yeah, you start living on the three foods you like and a lot of vitamins and protein drinks.”

Parvati stopped in her tracks and slowly turned her head toward me before taking a seat. “How did someone who doesn’t even eat to live end up with two people who live to eat?”

I felt my face heat up, but managed to limit my reaction to a shrug. “If he said he didn’t like something, I took that at face value and didn’t make him eat it. If he never had it, I thought really hard about how similar it was to things he did or didn’t like, and offered it to him - or didn’t -  based on that.  I never took it as a challenge I needed to make him overcome, just as a challenge I needed to rise to.”

She considered this for a moment, glancing to Hannah who nodded in confirmation, before speaking. “This is why you cook.” It wasn’t a question. Parvati stated it as a fact.

And I confirmed it was, indeed, a fact. “One of the few things Huynh and I agree on is hospitality. I don’t want anyone to come to my table and feel they can’t eat.  It’s how I was raised.  There will be food they like, and plenty of it.”

I heard a popping noise from Hannah’s direction, and turned only to realize that it was her neck popping when she turned from Parvati to me.  Eyes wide, she was barely audible when she whispered, “That’s why the Food Festival is so important to you…”

It took several attempts and a lot of nodding to swallow the lump in my throat. “We were all scared, and all strangers in this insane reality that we weren’t even sure was actually real.  I thought - knew - it would ground us, and even start uniting us. If we could all see that arroz con pollo, paella, chicken biriyani, chicken etouffee weren’t all that different? What’s more familiar than chicken and rice, or fried puffs of dough, or pancakes?” I shook my head. “I remember my first day on the Ark. I was in a mess hall, and even with my sister and cat, I knew I was luckier than most but so lost.  I just - “ I gulped and fought back tears. “I wanted shepherd’s pie so bad it hurt my soul. And I tried and tried to get it from the food consoles, and it was never the right thing. I must’ve tried eight times. It was so frustrating!” I didn’t catch myself in time to keep from slamming my fist a couple times on the table. “I felt even more lost.  Someone came up to me and asked what I was doing.” 

I took a deep breath to banish the concept of Arantxa from my head. “And dragged me to Conor because she realized that what I was saying and what she was hearing weren’t the same thing.  That’s how I actually met him. And, bless his face, he knew exactly what I was asking for and got it for me if I promised to help him get French toast, of all things.”  The memory made me smile. “Believe it or not, that moment mattered more to me than even waking up on the Ark when I should have been dead. Just… the idea that this person who knew nothing about me except what I wanted for dinner, was able to fix that lost feeling.  I want everyone to have that.”

Parvati was staring at me like she was watching the most romantic story in the world, but at least Hannah nodded seriously. “Steak and ale pie. I always want that when I’m stressed.”

I snapped my fingers and pointed at her. “Exactly. And multiply that by every type of steak and ale pie anyone can possibly make on the Ark? I know I don’t have to convince you two to keep the Festival anymore, but yeah.  That’s why it matters so much to me.”

I turned to Parvati, who was drumming her fingers and looking down somewhat sheepishly. “Most cultures have a kind of curry, so I never really thought about it,” she admitted. “But it makes sense, from that perspective. I never thought about it.”

Reaching out to pat her hand, I gave her a serious look. “That doesn’t mean you have to learn to cook anything more than what you already know,” I assured her. “It’s my motivation. No one else’s. If you ever want to learn to make something you don’t know how to, I’ll be happy to teach you. If you never want to learn how to make anything you don’t know how to, I will be happy to cook for you. Just… don’t ask me to bake? That’s a Tyche thing.”

She groaned. “Those mini black forest donuts….”

“Exactly. Don’t ask me to make them, I’ll ruin them ten times out of ten,” I laughed.

“She should make donuts for the Festival,” Hannah suggested wistfully. “Do you think we could talk her into it?”

I held up my hands in surrender. “I’m not asking her to do it, so have fun.”

“But you’re her sister.”

“How the hell do you think I know not to ask?” I gave them both a flat stare that set them giggling. “Donuts for the family? Fine. Donuts for the whole entire Ark? Not touching it.”

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[dr-gaston-lefevre]

Gaston’s Kinks

LIKES Sexual & nonsexual scenes Rules, Rituals, & Positions- see HERE (link is NSFW)

Bold= Loves Italics=Like Plain= Neutral- not necessarily a kink of his, but he would do so if his submissive enjoyed it  Strikethough= No

Abrasion Age play Anal sex Anal plugs (small) Anal plugs (large) Anal plug (public, under clothes) Animal roles  Arm & leg sleeves (armbinders) Aromas Asphyxiation Auctioned for charity Ball stretching Bathroom use control Bestiality Beating (soft)  Beating (hard) Blindfolds Being serviced (sexual)  Being bitten Breast/chest bondage Breath control Branding Boot worship Bondage (light) Bondage (heavy)  Bondage (multi-day) Bondage (public, under clothing) Breast whipping  Brown showers (scat) Cages (locked inside of) Caning Castration fantasy Catheterization Cattle prod (electrical toy) Cells/Closets (locked inside of) Chains Chamber-pot use Chastity belts Chauffeuring Choking Chores (domestic service) Clothespins Cock rings/straps Cock worship Collars (worn in private) Collars (worn in public) Competitions (with other subs) Corsets (wearing casually) Corsets (trained waist reduction) Cross-dressing Cuffs (leather) Cuffs (metal)  Cutting Diapers (wearing) - in a bathroom use control way, not age play. Diapers (wetting) Diapers (soiling) Dilation Dildos Double penetration Electricity Enemas (for cleansing) Enemas (retention/punishment) Enforced chastity Erotic dance (for audience) Examinations (physical) Exercise (forced/required) Exhibitionism (friends)  Exhibitionism (strangers) Eye contact restrictions  Face slapping Fantasy abandonment Fantasy rape Fantasy gang bang Fear (being scared) Fisting (anal) Fisting (vaginal)  Flame play Following orders Food play (cucumbers, sorbet…) A little, depends on the food. Foot worship Forced bedwetting  Forced dressing Forced eating  Forced homosexuality Forced heterosexuality  Forced masturbation Forced nudity (private) Forced nudity (around others) Forced servitude  Forced smoking Full head hoods Gags (cloth) Gags (inflatible) Gags (phallic) Gags (rubber) Gags (tape)  Gas masks Gates of Hell (male) Genital sex  Given away to another Dom (temp) Given away to another Dom (perm)  Golden showers Gun play Hairbrush spankings Hair pulling Hand jobs (giving) Hand jobs (receiving) Harems (serving w/other subs) Harnessing (leather) Harnessing (rope) Having food chosen for you Having clothing chosen for you Head (give fellatio/cunnilingus) Head (rcv fellatio/cunnilingus) High heel wearing - the sub High heel worship Homage with tongue (non-sexual) Hoods Hot oils (on genitals) Hot waxing Housework (doing) Human puppy dog Humiliation (private)  Humiliation (public)  Hypnotism Ice cubes Immobilization  Infantilism Initiation rites Injections Intricate (Japanese) rope bondage Interrogations Kidnapping Kneeling  Knife play Leather clothing Leather restraints Lectures for misbehavior Licking (non-sexual)  Lingerie (sub wearing)  Manacles & irons Manicures (giving) Massage (giving) Massage (receiving) Medical scenes Modeling for erotic photos  Mouth bits Mummification Name change (for scene)  Name change (legal, permanent) Nipple clamps  Nipple rings (piercings) Nipple play/”torture”  Nipple weights Oral/anal play (rimming) Over-the-knee spanking Orgasm denial Orgasm control  Outdoor scenes Outdoor sex Pain (mild) Pain (medium) Pain (severe) Persona training (in scene) Personality modification (RL)  Phone sex (serving Dom)  Phone sex (serving Dom’s friends) Phone sex (commercial provider) Piercing (temporary, play-pierce) Piercing (permanent) Plastic surgery Prison scenes Prostitution (public pretense) Prostitution (actual) Pony slave Public exposure Punishment Scene  Pussy/cock whipping Pussy worship Riding crops Riding the “horse” (crotch tort.) Rituals  Religious scenes Restrictive rules on behavior Rubber/latex clothing Rope body harness Saran wrapping Scarification Scratching - getting Scratching - giving  Sensory deprivation Serving Serving as art  Serving as ashtray Serving as furniture Serving as a maid Serving as toilet (urine) Serving as toilet (feces) Serving as waitress/waiter Serving orally (sexual)  Serving other doms (supervised) Would have to be someone they know very well Serving other doms (unsupervised) Sexual deprivation (short term) Sexual deprivation (long term) Shaving (body hair) Shaving (genital hair) Shaving (head hair)  Skinny-dipping Sleep deprivation Sleepsacks Slutty clothing (private) Slutty clothing (public) Spandex clothing Spanking Speech restrictions (when, what) Speculums (anal) Speculums (vaginal)  Spitting Spreader bars Standing in corner  Stocks Straight jackets Strap-on-dildos (sucking on) Strap-on-dildos (penetrated by) Strap-on-dildos (wearing) Strapping (full body beating) Suspension (upright) Suspension (inverted) Suspension (horizontal)  Supplying new partners for Dom Swallowing feces Swallowing semen  Swallowing urine Swapping (with one other couple)  Swinging (multiple couples)  Tampon training (in ass) Tattooing Teasing TENS Unit (electrical toy)  Thumbcuffs (metal) Tickling Triple penetration TPE Urethral sounds (metal rods)  Uniforms Including others  Vaginal dildo Verbal humiliation Vibrator on genitals Violet Wand (electricial toy) Voyeurism (watching others) Voyeurism (your Dom w/others) Video (watching others) Video (recordings of you) Water torture Waxing (hair removal) Wearing symbolic jewelery  Weight gain (forced) Weight loss (forced) Whipping Wooden paddles Wrestling

[harrowdubois]

okay, i said if there was interest i would think about making a post listing all the references i squeezed into the locked tomb fic i spent the last month or so writing, and now i’ve realised i don’t care if there’s interest because i want to be self-indulgent SO

under the cut is a (somewhat spoilery) chronological list of all the memes, vines, and cribbed tumblr posts, as well as homages to various books, tv shows, song lyrics, etc. that made their way into blessed with a wilder mind! 

(cw for suicide mention)

this is of course a reference to the legendary bodybuilding forum thread where they did, actually, argue over how many days there are in a week (cw for ableist slurs in the thread)

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buzzfeed unsolved meme. i am dirt and i love to eat dirt

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this is so well-known it’s almost not worth listing it but oh my god they were roommates

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in itself, this isn’t a reference to anything in particular, but if you didn’t do this on your first read then i’d recommend taking another look at this scene and thinking about the specific wuthering heights/frankenstein/rebecca excerpts discussed by harrow and mercymorn but in relation to canon!harrow’s trauma/relationship with the body in htn :~) 

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also not really a reference to anything in particular but when i looked back over the fic for this post it struck me that the ‘sex panther’ phrasing was probably at least partially unconsciously inspired by the shoebox project (professor mcgonagall’s oiled man panther was a formative moment for me, truly)

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cw gross/unsanitary: it’s the tinder poop window incident. i mentioned this in the end notes of the fic as being what i had in mind for that scene but if it’s too gross for you (UNDERSTANDABLY) then feel free to Death Of The Author me to your heart’s content!

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i listened to a lot of orville peck while writing this

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 very very very loosely inspired by this clickhole article

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respectively: fourth of july by sufjan stevens / wuthering heights by emily bronte

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TWO BROS, CHILLIN IN A HOT TUB, FIVE FEET APART BECAUSE THEY’RE NOT GAY

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there was absolutely no need to stretch this across three paragraphs, and yet

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iconic

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i already linked to this one in the end notes of the fic itself, but it’s good, so here it is again

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 i can’t find the actual original post but it’s this fucking horrible thing 

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the last line is a reference to the secret history by donna tartt:

“Could it be because it reminds us that we are alive, of our mortality, of our individual souls- which, after all, we are too afraid to surrender but yet make us feel more miserable than any other thing? But isn't it also pain that often makes us most aware of self? It is a terrible thing to learn as a child that one is a being separate from the world, that no one and no thing hurts along with one's burned tongues and skinned knees, that one's aches and pains are all one’s own. Even more terrible, as we grow old, to learn that no person, no matter how beloved, can ever truly understand us. Our own selves make us most unhappy, and that's why we're so anxious to lose them, don't you think?”

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a lyrical double whammy!

from ‘last words of a shooting star’ by mitski: “they’ll never know how i’d stared at the dark in that room with no thoughts like a blood-sniffing shark”

from ‘a better son/daughter’ by rilo kiley: “sometimes in the morning i am petrified but can’t move/awake but cannot open my eyes” 

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shout-out to maybe my single favourite video game moment, the encounter with the sky cat in night in the woods: “There is a hole at the center of everything, and it is always growing. Between the stars I am seeing it. It is coming, and you are not escaping, and the universe is forgetting you, and the universe is being forgotten, and there is nothing to remember it, not even the things beyond. And now there is only the hole... You are atoms, and your atoms are not caring if you are existing. Your atoms are monstrous existence.”

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“Nothing is ever fulfilled, not until the very end.” - rust cohle, true detective s1, this reference is VERY tonally dissonant because in context it’s actually grim as all hell but w/e w/e i couldn’t resist the shout-out

also harrow quotes from the goldfinch again here! i had the reference included before i read this post and realised tamsyn muir also quotes from the secret history in htn. terrible synergy 

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they are in fact all real. you’re welcome

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this one’s doing a lot of work lmao. it’s paying homage to this quote by tamsyn muir talking about the draco-in-leather-pants trope in relation to ianthe by loosely referencing drop dead gorgeous, the best drarry fic ever written, in which harry is part veela

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“It's a very Greek idea, and a very profound one. Beauty is terror. Whatever we call beautiful, we quiver before it. And what could be more terrifying and beautiful, to souls like the Greeks or our own, than to lose control completely? To throw off the chains of being for an instant, to shatter the accident of our mortal selves? Euripides speaks of the Maenads: head thrown I back, throat to the stars, "more like deer than human being." To be absolutely free! One is quite capable, of course, of working out these destructive passions in more vulgar and less efficient ways. But how glorious to release them in a single burst! To sing, to scream, to dance barefoot in the woods in the dead of night, with no more awareness of mortality than an animal! These are powerful mysteries. The bellowing of bulls. Springs of honey bubbling from the ground. If we are strong enough in our souls we can rip away the veil and look that naked, terrible beauty right in the face; let God consume us, devour us, unstring our bones. Then spit us out reborn.” - that’s right it’s another reference to the secret history, with a little bit of mary oliver (tell me, what is it you plan to do with your one wild and precious life?) sprinkled on top for flavour

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a small one, but it’s the goldfinch again: “And I feel I have something very urgent and serious to say to you, my non-existent reader, and I feel I should say it as urgently as if I were standing in the room with you...”

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my FUCKING cinnamon apple

 what if i... put my minecraft bed.... next to yours... aha ha just kidding.... unless?

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[cw: suicide discussion in these next two]

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robyn can have little a rust cohle quote, as a treat.

1. “I'd consider myself a realist, all right? But in philosophical terms I'm what's called a pessimist... I think human consciousness is a tragic misstep in evolution. We became too self-aware. Nature created an aspect of nature separate from itself. We are creatures that should not exist by natural law... We are things that labor under the illusion of having a self, that accretion of sensory experience and feelings, programmed with total assurance that we are each somebody, when in fact everybody's nobody... I think the honorable thing for our species to do is to deny our programming. Stop reproducing, walk hand in hand into extinction; one last midnight, brothers and sisters opting out of a raw deal.”

2. “This... This is what I'm talking about. This is what I mean when I'm talkin' about time, and death, and futility. All right, there are broader ideas at work, mainly what is owed between us as a society for our mutual illusions. Fourteen straight hours of staring at DBs, these are the things you think of. You ever done that? You look in their eyes, even in a picture, doesn't matter if they're dead or alive, you can still read 'em. You know what you see? They welcomed it... Not at first, but... right there in the last instant. It's an unmistakable relief. See, cause they were afraid, and now they saw for the very first time how easy it was to just... let go. Yeah, they saw, in that last nanosecond, they saw... what they were. You, yourself, this whole big drama, it was never more than a jerry-rig of presumption and dumb will, and you could just let go. To finally know that you didn't have to hold on so tight. To realize that all your life - you know, all your love, all your hate, all your memories, all your pain - it was all the same thing. It was all the same dream, a dream that you had inside a locked room, a dream about being a person.”

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ahaaa this one’s particularly rough. evil monkey no one alive dot jpg

“Later, that dozy embrace solidified in his memory as the single moment of artless, charmed happiness in their separate and difficult lives. Nothing marred it, even the knowledge that Ennis would not then embrace him face to face because he did not want to see or feel that it was Jack he held. And maybe, he thought, they’d never got much farther than that. Let be, let be.” - annie proulx, brokeback mountain

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a TRIPLE lyrical whammy!

- harrow’s words to gideon in the dream are a bit of a vague reference to the song ‘adventures in solitude’ by the new pornographers (”we thought we lost you/welcome back”) - gideon’s words to harrow are a reference to the song ‘blush’ by wolf alice (”you’ve got two hands to take all you can/but don’t take too long”) - what harrow texts to gideon is a line from ‘about today’ by the national, aka the most devastating song ever written (”hey, are you awake?/yeah i’m right here”...)

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i CANNOT find a clip of it but harrow’s repetition of “life is short... it’s short” was me paraphrasing from memory a line from pride (2014), because i am the worst

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spooky scary skeletons! 

“jail for gideon” is obviously a reference to the “jail for mother” tweet that tm also referenced in htn. so, not original in the slightest, but it’s a great tweet

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one of my favourite tumblr posts

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because naberius tern absolutely would watch rick and morty. he would. i know it in my heart. 

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and that’s it, i think. hope you enjoyed this horrid little post and my horrid little fic!

[dumpsterd1va]

Sometimes when Andrew wakes up, the world is trying to tell him too much. All the details crawl up his skin like ants. A million itches he can’t scratch warring for his attention, begging to be noticed, until the only escape is shutting all his doors.

And sometimes when he wakes up, he sees Neil.

okay so i tried editing my fic on mobile and then suddenly the whole thing deleted??? so then i had to wait till i got home to repost it lmfao... anyways fluffy domestic andreil w sensory hypersensitivity andrew because why the hell not (more under the cut!)

breathe me in

The crackle of heated oil. A muttered curse. The clanging of metal against metal. A single beep. The whirring of a fan. A dryness in the back of his throat.

He breathes in. He breathes out.

Sensations start to trickle in, anchoring him back to the waking world, but Andrew keeps his eyes closed, attempting to stay weightless for a little longer.

The slip of cotton between his calves. The muted thuds of paws against the hardwood. A pleading mewl. Fur in his face.

Shoving the offending creature away to the empty side of the bed, Andrew rolls onto his side.

Hair brushing against his ear. The squeak of the mattress. An ache in his shoulder. The scrape of a shirt tag against the nape of his neck.

The last one forces Andrew’s eyes open. Taking a cursory glance at the shirt, he realizes why the tag hadn’t been cut off as soon as it was purchased.

Said reason is pacing around a few feet away. The footsteps aren’t as subtle as they’re trying to be and Andrew lets his eyes close again as he focuses on the feeling of him.

Bare feet squeaking across the floor. The air tastes of burnt toast. A muffled chuckle. The faint scent of mint on the pillow.

He breathes in. He breathes out.

The world clicks into place and Andrew sits up, pulling himself out of bed and yanking a sweatshirt poking out of an overstuffed drawer. He feels the elastic of the sweatshirt protesting against his efforts but he pays it no mind. Instead, he gives his attention to the cool grooves of the wood beneath his feet and the faint sizzles and pops in the next room over.

He’s just finished putting on the sweatshirt, the worn cotton of it gliding around his triceps with every sway of his arms, when he steps into the kitchen.

Sometimes when Andrew wakes up, the world is trying to tell him too much. All the details crawl up his skin like ants. A million itches he can’t scratch warring for his attention, begging to be noticed, until the only escape is shutting all his doors.

And sometimes when he wakes up, he sees Neil.

He is hunched over the stove now, one arm pressed into the countertop, the other poised over it with a spatula. His hair is like a firecracker, sticking up in different directions and glowing shades of red, orange, and gold in the morning light. His eyes don’t betray any particular emotion but his lips are pursed, his hips cocked, his right foot tapping the ground. One of their cats, the one with the slightly less stupid name, is circling around his feet, face turned skyward.

When Andrew starts walking towards him, Neil flicks his gaze up and smiles, the closed lip one that takes place more in his eyes than his mouth.

“Morning.”

Andrew doesn’t grace him with a response, but slots himself into Neil’s side, head resting against his shoulder. Their hip bones click against each other. The fabric of his borrowed shirt bunches up against his arm.

He breathes in. He breathes out.

A brush of lips against his forehead. The rise and fall of his chest. The heat of the stove.

“How’d you sleep?”

Andrew shrugs. “No dreams.”

Neil’s smiling again, the burn scars under his eye stretching as he does so. Andrew traces the puckered lines with his thumb.

“It was a good night for both of us then,” Neil says. Nose crinkled. Tone light. Hand hovering over Andrew’s hip.

Leaning into the offered hand, Andrew closes his eyes. “Is that why you’re making a racket this early in the morning?”

Neil pulls him closer and squeezes. “I know you don’t speak French, but what I’m making is called an omelette.” He releases Andrew from his grasp. “Now be useful and get me a plate before it burns.”

Instead of heeding those words, Andrew collapses further into Neil, turning his face towards the thin cotton of Neil’s shirt.

The warmth of his skin. The rounded edges of his shoulder blade. The smell of detergent. The ridges of his scars.

Laughter shakes Neil’s shoulder and Andrew along with it. “Comfortable?”

Andrew grunts. “Tired.”

The vibrations of Neil’s laughter echo through him again. “C’mon Andrew." A deliberate nudge of his shoulder brings Andrew’s eyes level with Neil’s. The quirk of his lips. A mouthwatering aroma. A long stare.

He breathes in. He breathes out.

Andrew ghosts his fingertips under Neil’s chin and leans in closer and closer until he can feel a breath that is not his tickle his lips, before pulling back and strolling to the cabinets on the opposite wall.

Neil blinks. Once. Twice.

“Tease,” he mutters before turning back to the stove. Andrew allows the corner of his lip to tug upward for a brief second as several plates clink together in his hands.

After he sets the plates on the counter, he folds his arms and looks up at Neil.

The scrape of the spatula against the pan. Coconut shampoo. A tail brushing against his foot. The stove clicking shut. Sinewy muscles tensing in Neil’s forearm. Crumbs falling. The light flush of Neil’s ear that makes it look like a shell nestled in the warm sand of the beach.

Neil glances at Andrew and smirks. “What? Waiting for your reward for doing what you’re told for once?”

Andrew uncrosses his arms and reaches for Neil’s earlobe, rubbing it between his fingers. “You’re one to talk.”

Leaning into the touch, Neil chuckles. “You’re right. Enough talking.” He levels a look at Andrew that’s on fire despite the glacial blue of his eyes. “Let’s eat.”

The space between them shrinks in an instant but they’re still half a breath apart. Andrew’s whole body crawls with the feeling of not quite there touches, near kisses, and words almost said.

He loves it more than anything.

“Yes or no?”

The yes that falls from Neil’s lips is more like a heavy exhale, syrupy, delicious, and satisfying.

Andrew plucks that sweetness from Neil’s lips with his own, swallowing a shuddering breath that tastes like peppermint. He knows what he’s giving isn’t nearly as palatable, but Neil’s hunger still matches his own.

Hands find their way to the air around his hips. The question he asked Neil is returned to his lips and Andrew gives back the answer he’d taken. Thumbs rub circles around his hip bones. Fingers splay against the small of his back. The last inch of space vanishes so quickly that Andrew wonders if it was even there to begin with.

But he isn’t one to be distracted. With one more insistent press of swollen lips against a half formed moan, Andrew leans back just enough to remind Neil that air can exist between them before forgetting himself immediately against the hypnotic curve of Neil’s ear.

Tongue tracing the maze of skin. Teeth nibbling at the soft flesh. A sigh with a whimper buried deep within. Fingers digging deeper into his sides.

“So that’s what you wanted,” Neil huffs, voice dry and cracking like a log on fire.

Andrew hums against his ear and leaves Neil a trail of kisses to find later. One. Two. Three. Four. More and more until numbers become a meaningless soup in his mind.

When he’s confident he’s carved enough sensations along the slopes of his body for Neil to be feeling hours, days, weeks from now, he indulges himself in Neil’s parted lips once more.

“Andrew,” Neil whispers. It’s like a prayer and a curse all at once. It drips like honey down Andrew’s throat and he finds himself wanting more, more, more.

His roaming hands and tongue are rewarded when once again his own name is shoved against his mouth but now it tastes like spun sugar, light and sticky, simple and delicate.

It’s too much and not enough. It fills him up and breaks him down. It’s dizzying. It’s grounding. It’s his beginning and his end. He is lost. He is found.

He breathes in. He breathes out.

Neil.

Andrew’s not sure if he says it as much as radiates it, but the body pressed against him seems to hear it all the same. A smile, a sigh.

“You are everything,” Neil rasps. There’s a pink haze coloring his cheeks, but his eyes are clear. “Everything.”

Something spills inside Andrew and it’s like he’s a dam about to burst, a flame one breeze away from a wildfire.

“If you say you’re nothing, I might have to kill you.”

Neil is laughing now. It tastes like lemon drops. “No, I won’t say that anymore.” He nudges his nose against Andrew’s. “Unless you still want nothing.”

Sometimes when Andrew wakes up the world is trying to tell him too much. It always has and today is no different. Cool floors, hot flame. Spiced smoke, sweet air. Soft fur, sturdy shoulders. Itchy fabric, gentle gazes. Sharp words, lingering hands. Everything.

And Andrew knows he hasn’t wanted nothing for a long time.

But instead of answering, he leaves a kiss on Neil’s nose, then one on his cheek, then his chin, and jaw, and both eyelids. He’s created a whole new galaxy on Neil’s face before he finally replies, “I want breakfast.” Another kiss on an infuriating smile. “And a cigarette.”

When Neil peels himself away and squeezes Andrew’s hands in his own, a hush falls over his body except for the tingling in his fingers.

“You’re lucky I happen to have both.” Neil extricates a mostly empty and crumpled pack out of the pocket of his gym shorts and places it in Andrew’s hands. “Knock yourself out.”

“You have everything don’t you?” Andrew asks, the amusement in his voice well hidden by stoicism but Neil manages to find the traces of it anyways.

“I do.” He brings Andrew’s knuckles to his lips. The sensation is chapped yet damp and not at all unpleasant. “Jealous?”

Andrew rolls his eyes and brings his hands back to his body. Picking up a plate with what is now a very cold omelette, he says as he fishes a fork out of the drawer, “Why would I be? I have everything too.”

The rattling of silverware. A sharp inhale. Cool porcelain. A warm buzz.

A smile let loose, uncensored, laid bare, blinding like the sun. Andrew wonders how it tastes.

It tastes like melted ice cream.

“I have everything.” He’s repeated the words but the tone is new. Raw, coarse like gravel, hushed like snow. The way Neil swallows it up after he says it makes him wonder, for the first time, how his own words taste. If they’re worth this hunger.

“Yes, you do,” Neil murmurs after a moment. “And if I can manage to stop kissing you for five minutes, maybe you can have pancakes with chocolate sauce too.”

It’s too much. It’s too little. His heart is breaking. It is soaring. There is a heat pressing at the backs of his eyes. There is a chill deep in his bones. He is sinking. He is weightless. He’s living. He’s dying. He had nothing. He has everything.

He breathes in. He breathes out.

[justxaxstory]

Ivar’s Kink List

[Stolen with affection from @sweetxkitty-rps]

Bold+Italics = Preferences 

Bold = Loves 

Italics = Like  

Plain = Neutral  

Strikethough = Limit

Ivar is a Dominant, so most of the following are things he would do to another. He varies slightly based on verse but he is a firm and at times brutal Dominant. He does provide good aftercare though.

Primary Interests: Control, Sex toys, Inflicting Pain, Bondage and D/s interactions

Abrasion Age play Anal sex Anal plugs (small) Anal plugs (large) Anal plug (public, under clothes) Animal roles Arm & leg sleeves (armbinders) Aromas Asphyxiation Auctioned for charity Ball stretching Bathroom use control Bestiality Beating (soft) Beating (hard) Blindfolds Being serviced (sexual) Being bitten Breast/chest bondage Breath control Branding Boot worship Bondage (light) Bondage (heavy) Bondage (multi-day) Bondage (public, under clothing) Breast whipping Brown showers (scat) Cages (locked inside of)  Caning Castration fantasy Catheterization Cattle prod (electrical toy) Cells/Closets (locked inside of) Chains Chamber-pot use Chastity belts Chauffeuring Choking Chores (domestic service) Clothespins Cock rings/straps Cock worship Collars (worn in private) Collars (worn in public) Competitions (with other subs) Corsets (wearing casually) Corsets (trained waist reduction) Cross-dressing  Cuffs (leather) Cuffs (metal) Cutting Diapers (wearing) Diapers (wetting) Diapers (soiling) Dilation Dildos Double penetration Electricity Enemas (for cleansing) Enemas (retention/punishment) Enforced chastity Erotic dance (for audience) Examinations (physical) Exercise (forced/required) Exhibitionism (friends) Exhibitionism (strangers) Eye contact restrictions Face slapping Fantasy abandonment Fantasy rape Fantasy gang bang Fear (being scared) Fisting (anal) Fisting (vaginal) Flame play Following orders Food play (cucumbers, sorbet…) Foot worship Forced bedwetting Forced dressing Forced eating Forced homosexuality Forced heterosexuality Forced masturbation Forced nudity (private) Forced nudity (around others) Forced servitude Forced smoking Full head hoods Gags (cloth) Gags (inflatible) Gags (phallic) Gags (rubber) Gags (tape) Gas masks Gates of Hell (male) Genital sex Given away to another Dom (temp) Given away to another Dom (perm) Golden showers Gun play Hairbrush spankings Hair pulling Hand jobs (giving) Hand jobs (receiving) Harems (serving w/other subs) Harnessing (leather) Harnessing (rope) Having food chosen for you  Having clothing chosen for you Head (give fellatio/cunnilingus) Head (receiving fellatio/cunnilingus) High heel wearing High heel worship Homage with tongue (non-sexual) Hoods Hot oils (on genitals) Hot waxing Housework (doing)  Human puppy dog Humiliation (private)  Humiliation (public)  Hypnotism Ice cubes Immobilization Infantilism Initiation rites Injections Intricate (Japanese) rope bondage - SHIBARI Interrogations Kidnapping Kneeling Knife play Leather clothing Leather restraints Lectures for misbehavior Licking (non-sexual) Lingerie (wearing) Manacles & irons Manicures (giving) Massage (giving) Massage (receiving) Medical scenes Modeling for erotic photos Mouth bits Mummification Name change (for scene) Name change (legal, permanant) Nipple clamps Nipple rings (piercings) Nipple play/”torture” Nipple weights Oral/anal play (rimming) Over-the-knee spanking  Orgasm denial Orgasm control Outdoor scenes Outdoor sex Pain (mild) Pain (medium) Pain (severe) Persona training (in scene) Personality modification (RL) Phone sex (serving Dom) Phone sex (serving Dom’s friends) Phone sex (commercial provider) Piercing (temporary, play-pierce) Piercing (permanent) Plastic surgery Prison scenes Prostitution (public pretence) Prostitution (actual) Pony slave Public exposure Punishment Scene Pussy/cock whipping Pussy worship Riding crops Riding the “horse” (crotch tort.) Rituals Religious scenes Restrictive rules on behavior Rubber/latex clothing Rope body harness Saran wrapping Scarification Scratching - getting Scratching - giving Sensory deprivation Serving Serving as art Serving as ashtray Serving as furniture Serving as a maid Serving as toilet (urine) Serving as toilet (feces) Serving as waitress/waiter Serving orally (sexual) Serving other doms (supervised) Serving other doms (unsupervised) Sexual deprivation (short term) Sexual deprivation (long term) Shaving (body hair) Shaving (genital hair) Shaving (head hair) Skinny-dipping Sleep deprivation Sleepsacks Slutty clothing (private) Slutty clothing (public) Spandex clothing Spanking Speech restrictions (when, what) Speculums (anal) Speculums (vaginal) Spitting Spreader bars Standing in corner Stocks Straight jackets Strap-on-dildos (sucking on) Strap-on-dildos (penetrated by) Strap-on-dildos (wearing) Strapping (full body beating) Suspension (upright) Suspension (inverted) Suspension (horizontal) Supplying new partners for Dom Swallowing feces Swallowing semen Swallowing urine Swapping (with one other couple) Swinging (multiple couples) Tampon training (in ass) Tattooing Teasing TENS Unit (electrical toy) Thumbcuffs (metal) Tickling Triple penetration TPE Urethral sounds (metal rods) Uniforms Including others Vaginal dildo Verbal humiliation Vibrator on genitals Violet Wand (electricial toy) Voyeurism (watching others) Voyeurism (your Dom w/others) Video (watching others) Video (recordings of you) Water torture Waxing (hair removal) Wearing symbolic jewelery Weight gain (forced) Weight loss (forced) Whipping Wooden paddles Wrestling

[taitxsinclair]

Tait’s Kink List

Bold+Italics = Preferences

Bold = Loves

Italics = Like  

Plain = Neutral  

Strikethough = Limit

Tait is a Dominant, so most of the following are things he would do to another. He does provide good aftercare though.

Primary Interests: Control, Sex toys, Discipline (pain) Play, Bondage and D/s interactions.

See under the cut for the rest of the list. 

Abrasion Age play Anal sex Anal plugs (small) Anal plugs (large) Anal plug (public, under clothes) Animal roles Arm & leg sleeves (armbinders) Aromas Asphyxiation Auctioned for charity Ball stretching Bathroom use control Bestiality Beating (soft) Beating (hard) Blindfolds Being serviced (sexual) Being bitten Breast/chest bondage Breath control Branding Boot worship Bondage (light) Bondage (heavy) Bondage (multi-day) Bondage (public, under clothing) Breast whipping Brown showers (scat) Cages (locked inside of) Caning Castration fantasy Catheterization Cattle prod (electrical toy) Cells/Closets (locked inside of) Chains Chamber-pot use Chastity belts Chauffeuring Choking Chores (domestic service) Clothespins Cock rings/straps Cock worship Collars (worn in private) Collars (worn in public) Competitions (with other subs) Corsets (wearing casually) Corsets (trained waist reduction) Cross-dressing Cuffs (leather) Cuffs (metal) Cutting Diapers (wearing) Diapers (wetting) Diapers (soiling) Dilation Dildos Double penetration Electricity Enemas (for cleansing) Enemas (retention/punishment) Enforced chastity Erotic dance (for audience) Examinations (physical) Exercise (forced/required) Exhibitionism (friends) Exhibitionism (strangers) Eye contact restrictions Face slapping Fantasy abandonment Fantasy rape Fantasy gang bang Fear (being scared) Fisting (anal) Fisting (vaginal) Flame play Following orders Food play (cucumbers, sorbet…) Foot worship Forced bedwetting Forced dressing Forced eating Forced homosexuality Forced heterosexuality Forced masturbation Forced nudity (private) Forced nudity (around others) Forced servitude Forced smoking Full head hoods Gags (cloth) Gags (inflatible) Gags (phallic) Gags (rubber) Gags (tape) Gas masks Gates of Hell (male) Genital sex Given away to another Dom (temp) Given away to another Dom (perm) Golden showers Gun play Hairbrush spankings Hair pulling Hand jobs (giving) Hand jobs (receiving) Harems (serving w/other subs) Harnessing (leather) Harnessing (rope) Having food chosen for you Having clothing chosen for you Head (give fellatio/cunnilingus) Head (receiving fellatio/cunnilingus) High heel wearing High heel worship Homage with tongue (non-sexual) Hoods Hot oils (on genitals) Hot waxing Housework (doing) Human puppy dog Humiliation (private) Humiliation (public) Hypnotism Ice cubes Immobilization Infantilism Initiation rites Injections Intricate (Japanese) rope bondage - SHIBARI Interrogations Kidnapping Kneeling Knife play Leather clothing Leather restraints Lectures for misbehavior Licking (non-sexual) Lingerie (wearing) Manacles & irons Manicures (giving) Massage (giving) Massage (receiving) Medical scenes Modeling for erotic photos Mouth bits Mummification Name change (for scene) Name change (legal, permanant) Nipple clamps Nipple rings (piercings) Nipple play/”torture” Nipple weights Oral/anal play (rimming) Over-the-knee spanking Orgasm denial Orgasm control Outdoor scenes Outdoor sex Pain (mild) Pain (medium) Pain (severe) Persona training (in scene) Personality modification (RL) Phone sex (serving Dom) Phone sex (serving Dom’s friends) Phone sex (commercial provider) Piercing (temporary, play-pierce) Piercing (permanent) Plastic surgery Prison scenes Prostitution (public pretence) Prostitution (actual) Pony slave Public exposure Punishment Scene Pussy/cock whipping Pussy worship Riding crops Riding the “horse” (crotch tort.) Rituals Religious scenes Restrictive rules on behavior Rubber/latex clothing Rope body harness Saran wrapping Scarification Scratching - getting Scratching - giving Sensory deprivation Serving Serving as art Serving as ashtray Serving as furniture Serving as a maid Serving as toilet (urine) Serving as toilet (feces) Serving as waitress/waiter Serving orally (sexual) Serving other doms (supervised) Serving other doms (unsupervised) Sexual deprivation (short term) Sexual deprivation (long term) Shaving (body hair) Shaving (genital hair) Shaving (head hair) Skinny-dipping Sleep deprivation Sleepsacks Slutty clothing (private) Slutty clothing (public) Spandex clothing Spanking Speech restrictions (when, what) Speculums (anal) Speculums (vaginal) Spitting Spreader bars Standing in corner Stocks Straight jackets Strap-on-dildos (sucking on) Strap-on-dildos (penetrated by) Strap-on-dildos (wearing) Strapping (full body beating) Suspension (upright) Suspension (inverted) Suspension (horizontal) Supplying new partners for Dom Swallowing feces Swallowing semen Swallowing urine Swapping (with one other couple) Swinging (multiple couples) Tampon training (in ass) Tattooing Teasing TENS Unit (electrical toy) Thumbcuffs (metal) Tickling Triple penetration TPE Urethral sounds (metal rods) Uniforms Including others Vaginal dildo Verbal humiliation Vibrator on genitals Violet Wand (electricial toy) Voyeurism (watching others) Voyeurism (your Dom w/others) Video (watching others) Video (recordings of you) Water torture Waxing (hair removal) Wearing symbolic jewelery Weight gain (forced) Weight loss (forced) Whipping Wooden paddles Wrestling

[leatherxlace-muses]

Gabriel’s Kinks

All of these are from a Dominant standpoint. Gabriel has no desire to submit. Bold= Loves Italics=Like  Plain= Neutral  Strikethough= Limit

Abrasion Age play Anal sex Anal plugs (small) Anal plugs (large) Anal plug (public, under clothes) Animal roles Arm & leg sleeves (armbinders) Aromas Asphyxiation Auctioned for charity Ball stretching Bathroom use control Bestiality Beating (soft) Beating (hard) Blindfolds Being serviced (sexual) Being bitten Breast/chest bondage Breath control Branding Boot worship Bondage (light) Bondage (heavy) Bondage (multi-day) Bondage (public, under clothing) Breast whipping Brown showers (scat) Cages (locked inside of) Caning Castration fantasy Catheterization Cattle prod (electrical toy) Cells/Closets (locked inside of) Chains Chamber-pot use Chastity belts Chauffeuring Choking Chores (domestic service) Clothespins Cock rings/straps Cock worship Collars (worn in private) Collars (worn in public) Competitions (with other subs) Corsets (wearing casually) -females only Corsets (trained waist reduction) Cross-dressing Cuffs (leather) Cuffs (metal) Cutting Diapers (wearing) Diapers (wetting) Diapers (soiling) Dilation Dildos Double penetration Electricity Enemas (for cleansing) Enemas (retention/punishment) Enforced chastity Erotic dance (for audience) Examinations (physical) Exercise (forced/required) Exhibitionism (friends) Exhibitionism (strangers) Eye contact restrictions Face slapping Fantasy abandonment Fantasy rape Fantasy gang bang Fear (being scared) Fisting (anal) Fisting (vaginal) Flame play Following orders Food play (cucumbers, sorbet…) Foot worship Forced bedwetting Forced dressing Forced eating Forced homosexuality Forced heterosexuality Forced masturbation Forced nudity (private) Forced nudity (around others) Forced servitude Forced smoking Full head hoods Gags (cloth) Gags (inflatible) Gags (phallic) Gags (rubber) Gags (tape) Gas masks Gates of Hell (male) Genital sex Given away to another Dom (temp) Given away to another Dom (perm) Golden showers Gun play Hairbrush spankings Hair pulling Hand jobs (giving) Hand jobs (receiving) Harems (serving w/other subs) Harnessing (leather) Harnessing (rope) Having food chosen for you Having clothing chosen for you Head (give fellatio/cunnilingus) Head (rcv fellatio/cunnilingus) High heel wearing High heel worship Homage with tongue (non-sexual) Hoods Hot oils (on genitals) Hot waxing Housework (doing) Human puppy dog Humiliation (private) Humiliation (public) Hypnotism Ice cubes Immobilization Infantilism Initiation rites Injections Intricate (Japanese) rope bondage Interrogations Kidnapping Kneeling Knife play Leather clothing Leather restraints Lectures for misbehavior Licking (non-sexual) Lingerie (wearing) Manacles & irons Manicures (giving) Massage (giving) Massage (receiving) Medical scenes Modeling for erotic photos Mouth bits Mummification Name change (for scene) Name change (legal, permanant) Nipple clamps Nipple rings (piercings) Nipple play/”torture” Nipple weights Oral/anal play (rimming) Over-the-knee spanking Orgasm denial Orgasm control Outdoor scenes Outdoor sex Pain (mild) Pain (medium) Pain (severe) Persona training (in scene) Personality modification (RL) Phone sex (serving Dom) Phone sex (serving Dom’s friends) Phone sex (commercial provider) Piercing (temporary, play-pierce) Piercing (permanent) Plastic surgery Prison scenes Prostitution (public pretense) Prostitution (actual) Pony slave Public exposure Punishment Scene Pussy/cock whipping Pussy worship Riding crops Riding the “horse” (crotch tort.) Rituals Religious scenes Restrictive rules on behavior Rubber/latex clothing Rope body harness Saran wrapping Scarification Scratching - getting Scratching - giving Sensory deprivation Serving Serving as art Serving as ashtray Serving as furniture Serving as a maid Serving as toilet (urine) Serving as toilet (feces) Serving as waitress/waiter Serving orally (sexual) Serving other doms (supervised) Serving other doms (unsupervised) Sexual deprivation (short term) Sexual deprivation (long term) Shaving (body hair) Shaving (genital hair) Shaving (head hair) Skinny-dipping Sleep deprivation Sleepsacks Slutty clothing (private) Slutty clothing (public) Spandex clothing Spanking Speech restrictions (when, what) Speculums (anal) Speculums (vaginal) Spitting Spreader bars Standing in corner Stocks Straight jackets Strap-on-dildos (sucking on) Strap-on-dildos (penetrated by) Strap-on-dildos (wearing) Strapping (full body beating) Suspension (upright) Suspension (inverted) Suspension (horizontal) Supplying new partners for Dom Swallowing feces Swallowing semen Swallowing urine Swapping (with one other couple) Swinging (multiple couples) Tampon training (in ass) Tattooing Teasing TENS Unit (electrical toy) Thumbcuffs (metal) Tickling Triple penetration TPE Urethral sounds (metal rods) Uniforms Including others Vaginal dildo Verbal humiliation Vibrator on genitals Violet Wand (electricial toy) Voyeurism (watching others) Voyeurism (your Dom w/others) Video (watching others) Video (recordings of you) Water torture Waxing (hair removal) Wearing symbolic jewelery Weight gain (forced) Weight loss (forced) Whipping Wooden paddles Wrestling

[dirtydomdennis-blog]

Kink  List

Bold - Definite Kinks // Italic - Curiosity // Crossed Out - Hard Limits

Anal sex

Anal plugs (small)

Anal plugs (large)

Anal plug (public, under clothes)

Animal roles

Arm & leg sleeves (armbinders)

Aromas

Asphyxiation

Ball stretching

Bathroom use control

Beating (soft)

Beating (hard)

Blindfolds

Biting

Breath control

Branding

Boot worship

Bondage (light)

Bondage (heavy)

Bondage (multi-day)

Bondage (public, under clothing)

Cattle prod (electrical toy)

Chains

Chastity belts

Choking

Chores (domestic service)

Clothespins

Cock rings/straps

Cock worship

Collars (worn in private)

Collars (worn in public)

Competitions (with other subs)

Cuffs (leather)

Cuffs (metal)

Dildos

Double penetration

Electricity

Enforced chastity

Examinations (physical)

Exercise (forced/required)

Exhibitionism (friends)

Exhibitionism (strangers)

Eye contact restrictions

Face slapping

Fantasy rape (but mostly real rape)

Fisting (anal)

Flame play

Following orders (Giving orders more so)

Food play

Forced dressing

Forced masturbation

Forced nudity (private)

Forced nudity (around others)

Forced servitude

Gags (cloth)

Gags (inflatable)

Gags (phallic)

Gags (rubber)

Gags (tape)

Gas masks

Gates of Hell (male)

Genital sex

Given away to another Dom (temp)

Gun play

Hairbrush spankings

Hair pulling

Hand jobs (giving)

Hand jobs (receiving)

Harems (serving w/other subs)

Harnessing (leather)

Harnessing (rope)

Having food chosen for you

Having clothing chosen for you

Head (give fellatio/cunnilingus)

Head (rcv fellatio/cunnilingus)

Homage with tongue (non-sexual)

Hot oils (on genitals) (on Aoba)

Hot waxing

Housework (doing)

Human puppy dog

Humiliation (private)

Humiliation (public)

Ice cubes

Immobilization

Initiation rites

Intricate (Japanese) rope bondage

Interrogations

Kidnapping

Kneeling

Knife play

Leather clothing

Leather restraints

Manacles & irons

Manicures (giving)

Massage (giving)

Massage (receiving)

Medical scenes

Modeling for erotic photos

Mouth bits

Name change (for scene)

Name change (legal, permanant)

Nipple clamps

Nipple rings (piercings)

Nipple play/”torture”

Nipple weights

Oral/anal play (rimming)

Over-the-knee spanking

Orgasm denial

Orgasm control

Outdoor scenes

Outdoor sex

Pain (mild)

Pain (medium or severe)

Persona training (in scene) (and forever)

Phone sex (serving Dom)

Piercing (temporary, play-pierce)

Piercing (permanent)

Prison scenes

Prostitution (public pretense)

Public exposure

Punishment

Riding crops

Rituals

Religious scenes

Restrictive rules on behavior

Rope body harness

Scratching - getting

Scratching - giving

Sensory deprivation

Serving

Serving as art

Serving as ashtray

Serving as furniture

Serving as waitress/waiter

Serving orally (sexual)

Serving other doms (supervised)

Sexual deprivation (short term)

Sexual deprivation (long term)

Shaving (body hair)

Shaving (genital hair)

Shaving (head hair)

Skinny-dipping

Spanking

Speech restrictions (when, what)

Speculums (anal)

Spreader bars

Standing in corner

Stocks

Strap-on-dildos (sucking on)

Strap-on-dildos (penetrated by)

Strap-on-dildos (wearing)

Strapping (full body beating)

Suspension (upright)

Swallowing semen

Swapping (with one other couple)

Tattooing

Teasing

TENS Unit (electrical toy)

Thumbcuffs (metal)

Tickling

Triple penetration (he’ll find a way)

Urethral sounds (metal rods)

Uniforms

Verbal humiliation

Vibrator on genitals

Violet Wand (electricial toy)

Voyeurism (watching others)

Wax play

Wearing symbolic jewelry

Whipping

Wooden paddles

Wrestling

[justxaxstory]

Bear’s Kink List

[Stolen with affection from @sweetxkitty-rps]

Bold+Italics = Preferences

Bold = Loves

Italics = Like  

Plain = Neutral  

Strikethough = Limit

Bear is a Dominant, so most of the following are things he would do to another. He varies slightly based on verse but he is more of a daddy dominant and only rarely is he brutal or cruel. Of all of my muses, he provides the best aftercare. Like the full on post scene love down is probably one of the key reasons the subs come back time and time again.

Primary Interests: Daddy kink, cuddling, discipline play, service, good girls who do what their daddy tells them to. 

Aversions: Not into brats unless we are doing a deliberately dark thread where you do not expect your muse to be regarded fondly by him (ever). 

Bear is strictly heterosexual.

Abrasion Age play Anal sex Anal plugs (small) Anal plugs (large) Anal plug (public, under clothes) Animal roles Arm & leg sleeves (armbinders) Aromas Asphyxiation Auctioned for charity Ball stretching Bathroom use control Bestiality Beating (soft) Beating (hard) Blindfolds Being serviced (sexual) Being bitten Breast/chest bondage Breath control Branding Boot worship Bondage (light) Bondage (heavy) Bondage (multi-day) Bondage (public, under clothing) Breast whipping Brown showers (scat) Cages (locked inside of) Caning Castration fantasy Catheterization Cattle prod (electrical toy) Cells/Closets (locked inside of) Chains Chamber-pot use Chastity belts Chauffeuring Choking Chores (domestic service) Clothespins Cock rings/straps Cock worship Collars (worn in private) Collars (worn in public) Competitions (with other subs) Corsets (wearing casually) Corsets (trained waist reduction) Cross-dressing Cuffs (leather) Cuffs (metal) Cutting Diapers (wearing) - other Diapers (wetting) - other Diapers (soiling) - other Dilation Dildos Double penetration Electricity Enemas (for cleansing) Enemas (retention/punishment) Enforced chastity Erotic dance (for audience) Examinations (physical) Exercise (forced/required) Exhibitionism (friends) Exhibitionism (strangers) Eye contact restrictions Face slapping Fantasy abandonment Fantasy rape Fantasy gang bang Fear (being scared) Fisting (anal) Fisting (vaginal) Flame play Following orders Food play (cucumbers, sorbet…) Foot worship Forced bedwetting Forced dressing Forced eating Forced homosexuality Forced heterosexuality Forced masturbation Forced nudity (private) Forced nudity (around others) Forced servitude Forced smoking Full head hoods Gags (cloth) Gags (inflatible) Gags (phallic) Gags (rubber) Gags (tape) Gas masks Gates of Hell (male) Genital sex Given away to another Dom (temp) Given away to another Dom (perm) Golden showers Gun play Hairbrush spankings Hair pulling Hand jobs (giving) Hand jobs (receiving) Harems (serving w/other subs) Harnessing (leather) Harnessing (rope) Having food chosen for you Having clothing chosen for you Head (give fellatio/cunnilingus) Head (receiving fellatio/cunnilingus) High heel wearing High heel worship Homage with tongue (non-sexual) Hoods Hot oils (on genitals) Hot waxing Housework (doing) Human puppy dog Humiliation (private) Humiliation (public) Hypnotism Ice cubes Immobilization Infantilism Initiation rites Injections Intricate (Japanese) rope bondage Interrogations Kidnapping Kneeling Knife play Leather clothing Leather restraints Lectures for misbehavior Licking (non-sexual) Lingerie (wearing) Manacles & irons Manicures (giving) Massage (giving) Massage (receiving) Medical scenes Modeling for erotic photos Mouth bits Mummification Name change (for scene) Name change (legal, permanant) Nipple clamps Nipple rings (piercings) Nipple play/”torture” Nipple weights Oral/anal play (rimming) Over-the-knee spanking Orgasm denial Orgasm control Outdoor scenes Outdoor sex Pain (mild) Pain (medium) Pain (severe) Persona training (in scene) Personality modification (RL) Phone sex (serving Dom) Phone sex (serving Dom’s friends) Phone sex (commercial provider) Piercing (temporary, play-pierce) Piercing (permanent) Plastic surgery Prison scenes Prostitution (public pretence) Prostitution (actual) Pony slave Public exposure Punishment Scene Pussy/cock whipping Pussy worship Riding crops Riding the “horse” (crotch tort.) Rituals Religious scenes Restrictive rules on behavior Rubber/latex clothing Rope body harness Saran wrapping Scarification Scratching - getting Scratching - giving Sensory deprivation Serving Serving as art Serving as ashtray Serving as furniture Serving as a maid Serving as toilet (urine) Serving as toilet (feces) Serving as waitress/waiter Serving orally (sexual) Serving other doms (supervised) Serving other doms (unsupervised) Sexual deprivation (short term) Sexual deprivation (long term) Shaving (body hair) Shaving (genital hair) Shaving (head hair) Skinny-dipping Sleep deprivation Sleepsacks Slutty clothing (private) Slutty clothing (public) Spandex clothing Spanking Speech restrictions (when, what) Speculums (anal) Speculums (vaginal) Spitting Spreader bars Standing in corner Stocks Straight jackets Strap-on-dildos (sucking on) Strap-on-dildos (penetrated by) Strap-on-dildos (wearing) Strapping (full body beating) Suspension (upright) Suspension (inverted) Suspension (horizontal) Supplying new partners for Dom Swallowing feces Swallowing semen Swallowing urine Swapping (with one other couple) Swinging (multiple couples) Tampon training (in ass) Tattooing Teasing TENS Unit (electrical toy) Thumbcuffs (metal) Tickling Triple penetration TPE Urethral sounds (metal rods) Uniforms Including others Vaginal dildo Verbal humiliation Vibrator on genitals Violet Wand (electricial toy) Voyeurism (watching others) Voyeurism (your Dom w/others) Video (watching others) Video (recordings of you) Water torture Waxing (hair removal) Wearing symbolic jewelery Weight gain (forced) Weight loss (forced) Whipping Wooden paddles Wrestling

[leatherxlace-muses]

Rowan’s Kinks

All of these are from a Dominant standpoint. 

Bold= Loves Italics=Like  Plain= Neutral  Strikethough= Limit

Abrasion Age play Anal sex Anal plugs (small) Anal plugs (large) Anal plug (public, under clothes) Animal roles Arm & leg sleeves (armbinders) Aromas Asphyxiation Auctioned for charity Ball stretching Bathroom use control Bestiality Beating (soft) Beating (hard) Blindfolds Being serviced (sexual) Being bitten Breast/chest bondage Breath control Branding Boot worship Bondage (light) Bondage (heavy) Bondage (multi-day) Bondage (public, under clothing) Breast whipping Brown showers (scat) Cages (locked inside of) Caning Castration fantasy Catheterization Cattle prod (electrical toy) Cells/Closets (locked inside of) Chains Chamber-pot use Chastity belts Chauffeuring Choking Chores (domestic service) Clothespins Cock rings/straps Cock worship Collars (worn in private) Collars (worn in public) Competitions (with other subs) Corsets (wearing casually) -females only Corsets (trained waist reduction) Cross-dressing Cuffs (leather) Cuffs (metal) Cutting Diapers (wearing) Diapers (wetting) Diapers (soiling) Dilation Dildos Double penetration Electricity Enemas (for cleansing) Enemas (retention/punishment) Enforced chastity Erotic dance (for audience) Examinations (physical) Exercise (forced/required) Exhibitionism (friends) Exhibitionism (strangers) Eye contact restrictions Face slapping Fantasy abandonment Fantasy rape Fantasy gang bang Fear (being scared) Fisting (anal) Fisting (vaginal) Flame play Following orders Food play (cucumbers, sorbet…) Foot worship Forced bedwetting Forced dressing Forced eating Forced homosexuality Forced heterosexuality Forced masturbation Forced nudity (private) Forced nudity (around others) Forced servitude Forced smoking Full head hoods Gags (cloth) Gags (inflatible) Gags (phallic) Gags (rubber) Gags (tape) Gas masks Gates of Hell (male) Genital sex Given away to another Dom (temp) Given away to another Dom (perm) Golden showers Gun play Hairbrush spankings Hair pulling Hand jobs (giving) Hand jobs (receiving) Harems (serving w/other subs) Harnessing (leather) Harnessing (rope) Having food chosen for you Having clothing chosen for you Head (give fellatio/cunnilingus) Head (rcv fellatio/cunnilingus) High heel wearing High heel worship Homage with tongue (non-sexual) Hoods Hot oils (on genitals) Hot waxing Housework (doing) Human puppy dog Humiliation (private) Humiliation (public) Hypnotism Ice cubes Immobilization Infantilism Initiation rites Injections Intricate (Japanese) rope bondage Interrogations Kidnapping Kneeling Knife play Leather clothing Leather restraints Lectures for misbehavior Licking (non-sexual) Lingerie (wearing) Manacles & irons Manicures (giving) Massage (giving) Massage (receiving) Medical scenes Modeling for erotic photos Mouth bits Mummification Name change (for scene) Name change (legal, permanant) Nipple clamps Nipple rings (piercings) Nipple play/”torture” Nipple weights Oral/anal play (rimming) Over-the-knee spanking Orgasm denial Orgasm control Outdoor scenes Outdoor sex Pain (mild) Pain (medium) Pain (severe) Persona training (in scene) Personality modification (RL) Phone sex (serving Dom) Phone sex (serving Dom’s friends) Phone sex (commercial provider) Piercing (temporary, play-pierce) Piercing (permanent) Plastic surgery Prison scenes Prostitution (public pretense) Prostitution (actual) Pony slave Public exposure Punishment Scene Pussy/cock whipping Pussy worship Riding crops Riding the “horse” (crotch tort.) Rituals Religious scenes Restrictive rules on behavior Rubber/latex clothing Rope body harness Saran wrapping Scarification Scratching - getting Scratching - giving Sensory deprivation Serving Serving as art Serving as ashtray Serving as furniture Serving as a maid Serving as toilet (urine) Serving as toilet (feces) Serving as waitress/waiter Serving orally (sexual) Serving other doms (supervised) Serving other doms (unsupervised) Sexual deprivation (short term) Sexual deprivation (long term) Shaving (body hair) Shaving (genital hair) Shaving (head hair) Skinny-dipping Sleep deprivation Sleepsacks Slutty clothing (private) Slutty clothing (public) Spandex clothing Spanking Speech restrictions (when, what) Speculums (anal) Speculums (vaginal) Spitting Spreader bars Standing in corner Stocks Straight jackets Strap-on-dildos (sucking on) Strap-on-dildos (penetrated by) Strap-on-dildos (wearing) Strapping (full body beating) Suspension (upright) Suspension (inverted) Suspension (horizontal) Supplying new partners for Dom Swallowing feces Swallowing semen Swallowing urine Swapping (with one other couple) Swinging (multiple couples) Tampon training (in ass) Tattooing Teasing TENS Unit (electrical toy) Thumbcuffs (metal) Tickling Triple penetration TPE Urethral sounds (metal rods) Uniforms Including others Vaginal dildo Verbal humiliation Vibrator on genitals Violet Wand (electricial toy) Voyeurism (watching others) Voyeurism (your sub w/others) Video (watching others) Video (recordings of you) Water torture Waxing (hair removal) Wearing symbolic jewelery Weight gain (forced) Weight loss (forced) Whipping Wooden paddles Wrestling

[justxaxstory]

Ubbe’s Kink List

[Stolen with affection from @sweetxkitty-rps]

Bold+Italics = Preferences

Bold = Loves

Italics = Like  

Plain = Neutral  

Strikethough = Limit

Ubbe is a Dominant, so most of the following are things he would do to another. He varies slightly based on verse and while he isn’t as soft as Bear, he is also not quite as cruel as Ivar can be. He is great for poly verses as he has no objection to sharing.  

Primary Interests: Breeding kink, Ownership or M/s games, Poly, Discipline play and Lingerie

Ubbe is pansexual.

Abrasion Age play Anal sex Anal plugs (small) Anal plugs (large) Anal plug (public, under clothes) Animal roles Arm & leg sleeves (armbinders) Aromas Asphyxiation Auctioned for charity Ball stretching Bathroom use control Bestiality Beating (soft) Beating (hard) Blindfolds Being serviced (sexual) Being bitten Breast/chest bondage Breath control Branding Boot worship Bondage (light) Bondage (heavy) Bondage (multi-day) Bondage (public, under clothing) Breast whipping Brown showers (scat) Cages (locked inside of)  Caning Castration fantasy Catheterization Cattle prod (electrical toy) Cells/Closets (locked inside of) Chains Chamber-pot use Chastity belts Chauffeuring Choking Chores (domestic service) Clothespins Cock rings/straps Cock worship Collars (worn in private) Collars (worn in public) Competitions (with other subs) Corsets (wearing casually) Corsets (trained waist reduction) Cross-dressing Cuffs (leather) Cuffs (metal) Cutting Diapers (wearing) - other Diapers (wetting) - other Diapers (soiling) - other Dilation Dildos Double penetration Electricity Enemas (for cleansing) Enemas (retention/punishment) Enforced chastity Erotic dance (for audience) Examinations (physical) Exercise (forced/required) Exhibitionism (friends) Exhibitionism (strangers) Eye contact restrictions Face slapping Fantasy abandonment Fantasy rape Fantasy gang bang Fear (being scared) Fisting (anal) Fisting (vaginal) Flame play Following orders Food play (cucumbers, sorbet…) Foot worship Forced bedwetting Forced dressing Forced eating Forced homosexuality Forced heterosexuality Forced masturbation Forced nudity (private) Forced nudity (around others) Forced servitude Forced smoking Full head hoods Gags (cloth) Gags (inflatible) Gags (phallic) Gags (rubber) Gags (tape) Gas masks Gates of Hell (male) Genital sex Given away to another Dom (temp) Given away to another Dom (perm) Golden showers Gun play Hairbrush spankings Hair pulling Hand jobs (giving) Hand jobs (receiving) Harems (serving w/other subs) Harnessing (leather) Harnessing (rope) Having food chosen for you Having clothing chosen for you Head (give fellatio/cunnilingus) Head (receiving fellatio/cunnilingus) High heel wearing High heel worship Homage with tongue (non-sexual) Hoods Hot oils (on genitals) Hot waxing Housework (doing) Human puppy dog Humiliation (private) Humiliation (public) Hypnotism Ice cubes Immobilization Infantilism Initiation rites Injections Intricate (Japanese) rope bondage Interrogations Kidnapping Kneeling Knife play Leather clothing Leather restraints Lectures for misbehavior Licking (non-sexual) Lingerie (wearing) Manacles & irons Manicures (giving) Massage (giving) Massage (receiving) Medical scenes Modeling for erotic photos Mouth bits Mummification Name change (for scene) Name change (legal, permanant) Nipple clamps Nipple rings (piercings) Nipple play/”torture” Nipple weights Oral/anal play (rimming) Over-the-knee spanking Orgasm denial Orgasm control Outdoor scenes Outdoor sex Pain (mild) Pain (medium) Pain (severe) Persona training (in scene) Personality modification (RL) Phone sex (serving Dom) Phone sex (serving Dom’s friends) Phone sex (commercial provider) Piercing (temporary, play-pierce) Piercing (permanent) Plastic surgery Prison scenes Prostitution (public pretence) Prostitution (actual) Pony slave Public exposure Punishment Scene Pussy/cock whipping Pussy worship Riding crops Riding the “horse” (crotch tort.) Rituals Religious scenes Restrictive rules on behavior Rubber/latex clothing Rope body harness Saran wrapping Scarification Scratching - getting Scratching - giving Sensory deprivation Serving Serving as art Serving as ashtray Serving as furniture Serving as a maid Serving as toilet (urine) Serving as toilet (feces) Serving as waitress/waiter Serving orally (sexual) Serving other doms (supervised) - other Serving other doms (unsupervised) - other Sexual deprivation (short term) - other Sexual deprivation (long term) Shaving (body hair) Shaving (genital hair) Shaving (head hair) Skinny-dipping Sleep deprivation Sleepsacks Slutty clothing (private) Slutty clothing (public) Spandex clothing Spanking Speech restrictions (when, what) Speculums (anal) Speculums (vaginal) Spitting Spreader bars Standing in corner Stocks Straight jackets Strap-on-dildos (sucking on) Strap-on-dildos (penetrated by) Strap-on-dildos (wearing) Strapping (full body beating) Suspension (upright) Suspension (inverted) Suspension (horizontal) Supplying new partners for Dom - other Swallowing feces Swallowing semen Swallowing urine Swapping (with one other couple) Swinging (multiple couples) Tampon training (in ass) Tattooing Teasing TENS Unit (electrical toy) Thumbcuffs (metal) Tickling Triple penetration TPE Urethral sounds (metal rods) Uniforms Including others Vaginal dildo Verbal humiliation Vibrator on genitals Violet Wand (electricial toy) Voyeurism (watching others) Voyeurism (your Dom w/others) Video (watching others) Video (recordings of you) Water torture Waxing (hair removal) Wearing symbolic jewelery Weight gain (forced) Weight loss (forced) Whipping Wooden paddles Wrestling

[leatherxlace-muses]

Callum’s Kinks

All of these are from a Dominant standpoint. Callumhas no desire to submit. Bold= Loves Italics=Like  Plain= Neutral  Strikethough= Limit

Abrasion Age play Anal sex Anal plugs (small) Anal plugs (large) Anal plug (public, under clothes) Animal roles Arm & leg sleeves (armbinders) Aromas Asphyxiation Auctioned for charity Ball stretching Bathroom use control Bestiality Beating (soft) Beating (hard) Blindfolds Being serviced (sexual) Being bitten Breast/chest bondage Breath control Branding Boot worship Bondage (light) Bondage (heavy) Bondage (multi-day) Bondage (public, under clothing) Breast whipping Brown showers (scat) Cages (locked inside of) Caning Castration fantasy Catheterization Cattle prod (electrical toy) Cells/Closets (locked inside of) Chains Chamber-pot use Chastity belts Chauffeuring Choking Chores (domestic service) Clothespins Cock rings/straps Cock worship Collars (worn in private) Collars (worn in public) Competitions (with other subs) Corsets (wearing casually) -females only Corsets (trained waist reduction) Cross-dressing Cuffs (leather) Cuffs (metal) Cutting Diapers (wearing) Diapers (wetting) Diapers (soiling) Dilation Dildos Double penetration Electricity Enemas (for cleansing) Enemas (retention/punishment) Enforced chastity Erotic dance (for audience) Examinations (physical) Exercise (forced/required) Exhibitionism (friends) Exhibitionism (strangers) Eye contact restrictions Face slapping Fantasy abandonment Fantasy rape Fantasy gang bang Fear (being scared) Fisting (anal) Fisting (vaginal) Flame play Following orders Food play (cucumbers, sorbet…) Foot worship Forced bedwetting Forced dressing Forced eating Forced homosexuality Forced heterosexuality Forced masturbation Forced nudity (private) Forced nudity (around others) Forced servitude Forced smoking Full head hoods Gags (cloth) Gags (inflatible) Gags (phallic) Gags (rubber) Gags (tape) Gas masks Gates of Hell (male) Genital sex Given away to another Dom (temp) Given away to another Dom (perm) Golden showers Gun play Hairbrush spankings Hair pulling Hand jobs (giving) Hand jobs (receiving) Harems (serving w/other subs) Harnessing (leather) Harnessing (rope) Having food chosen for you Having clothing chosen for you Head (give fellatio/cunnilingus) Head (rcv fellatio/cunnilingus) High heel wearing High heel worship Homage with tongue (non-sexual) Hoods Hot oils (on genitals) Hot waxing Housework (doing) Human puppy dog Humiliation (private) Humiliation (public) Hypnotism Ice cubes Immobilization Infantilism Initiation rites Injections Intricate (Japanese) rope bondage Interrogations Kidnapping Kneeling Knife play Leather clothing Leather restraints Lectures for misbehavior Licking (non-sexual) Lingerie (wearing) Manacles & irons Manicures (giving) Massage (giving) Massage (receiving) Medical scenes Modeling for erotic photos Mouth bits Mummification Name change (for scene) Name change (legal, permanant) Nipple clamps Nipple rings (piercings) Nipple play/”torture” Nipple weights Oral/anal play (rimming) Over-the-knee spanking Orgasm denial Orgasm control Outdoor scenes Outdoor sex Pain (mild) Pain (medium) Pain (severe) Persona training (in scene) Personality modification (RL) Phone sex (serving Dom) Phone sex (serving Dom’s friends) Phone sex (commercial provider) Piercing (temporary, play-pierce) Piercing (permanent) Plastic surgery Prison scenes Prostitution (public pretense) Prostitution (actual) Pony slave Public exposure Punishment Scene Pussy/cock whipping Pussy worship Riding crops Riding the “horse” (crotch tort.) Rituals Religious scenes Restrictive rules on behavior Rubber/latex clothing Rope body harness Saran wrapping Scarification Scratching - getting Scratching - giving Sensory deprivation Serving Serving as art Serving as ashtray Serving as furniture Serving as a maid Serving as toilet (urine) Serving as toilet (feces) Serving as waitress/waiter Serving orally (sexual) Serving other doms (supervised) Serving other doms (unsupervised) Sexual deprivation (short term) Sexual deprivation (long term) Shaving (body hair) Shaving (genital hair) Shaving (head hair) Skinny-dipping Sleep deprivation Sleepsacks Slutty clothing (private) Slutty clothing (public) Spandex clothing Spanking Speech restrictions (when, what) Speculums (anal) Speculums (vaginal) Spitting Spreader bars Standing in corner Stocks Straight jackets Strap-on-dildos (sucking on) Strap-on-dildos (penetrated by) Strap-on-dildos (wearing) Strapping (full body beating) Suspension (upright) Suspension (inverted) Suspension (horizontal) Supplying new partners for Dom Swallowing feces Swallowing semen Swallowing urine Swapping (with one other couple) Swinging (multiple couples) Tampon training (in ass) Tattooing Teasing TENS Unit (electrical toy) Thumbcuffs (metal) Tickling Triple penetration TPE Urethral sounds (metal rods) Uniforms Including others Vaginal dildo Verbal humiliation Vibrator on genitals Violet Wand (electricial toy) Voyeurism (watching others) Voyeurism (your sub w/others) Video (watching others) Video (recordings of you) Water torture Waxing (hair removal) Wearing symbolic jewelery Weight gain (forced) Weight loss (forced) Whipping Wooden paddles Wrestling