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thespace-dragon · 7 years ago

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Nothing like trying to call your mom in the middle of the night and leaving a sobbing voicemail for her to wake up to because I'm a dumbfuck and completely forgot that it's basically the middle of the night and my mom is asleep.

Like everything is fine, totally fine, totally called for no reason. Don't worry mom I'll be fine

#oh you cant feel that way because i habe it so much worse cuz ive been single my whole life #she was in fact not fine #nothing about me is fine #nothing is fine #everythings a goddamned mess and usually im the one to fix the messes but nope im the mess and no ones here to fix meeeeeee #just the broken piece to literally everything right now and im jist honest to god hoping that something will strike me down #just end my fucking misery #im tired im sad and im so fucking done with being alone #but i cant say that because ill have people come to me and say:#like stfu susan i know that #like i know there are a bunch of people out there that have never had a s/o #me? me ive been with someone since i was 14/15 #now ive been single since i was 21 #I'm going on 23 this year #but apparently I'm not good enough #i dont show enough emotion #im too fucking awkward to date #like sure dont mind the fat girl in the corner all alone because shes weird and shit #im over it

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