#oh yes we do cuddle and sometimes thats awkward and painful

[savnofilter]

Wisdom Teeth Aftercare

                    LoV + Giran x [GN]Reader

CONTENT WARNING(S): sav attempting fluff, mentions of wounds & medicine doses, def an insert, semi established-relationships.

WORD COUNT: 1.5k [5 mins].

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A/N: im in so so so much pain. wrote this because im lonley and would kill to have one of these beautiful characters to aid me. these would be longer if i wasnt so delirious rn. (not proofread)

Dabi knows what to do but also does not. 

hes been through a lot of painful situations wheres hes needed to take medication, and most times he isnt even able to take any. 

hes trying his best to comfort for you in his own little warped way. 

"Hey, sit back down" Dabi snaps at you in annoyance as you attempt to leave your bed, and rolls his eyes at your mumble-whining. "You're delirious right now, don't argue with me."

he makes sure that your night stand is always replenished. hes like a little nurse and even in your medicated haze, you find it super cute.

♱ you cant tell him that tho… he'll get pouty. not something you hate but its the bratty behavior that follows it.

gives you tons of forehead kisses because he cant give you cheek ones cuz of your swollen cheeks. 

its practically killing him he cant just cup them while theyre big the way they are. 

is definitely teasing you as he takes care of you. sometimes putting stuff out of your reach or eating a burger in front of you knowing you wont be able to do that for a couple of days. 

"Fine fine, say ahh-- oh wait." Dabi snickers. 

he really thought he ate, huh? i guess he did (literally).

Shigaraki does not know what hes doing. 

"You want cuddles or sumthin'??" He tilts his head as you look at him with the most annoying puppy dog eyes you can muster up. 

he unfortunately believes that you could suck it up but we all know its because deep down he enjoys pain a little too much. 

is actually persistent on giving you your meds for you to heal with.

although dont expect it to be accurate all the time…. 

he isnt as attentive and usually drops by to spend some time with you since he doesnt want you to be alone too much. 

even with how awkward it is, he'll give you the "normal'' amount of affection and give your head and cheekbone area light kisses for you to feel better.

"You know I can go steal a way stronger dose right?" 

If you could frantically shake your head no you would.

he'll sometimes let you play video games with him so he can also keep himself entertained as well. 

he doesnt assimilate into your schedule like Dabi does but he tries his best to still help you no matter what.

Toga in a very odd way is ecstatic that youre in pain. 

♱ not like she isnt “odd” already,,

shes very excited to play nurse and help you heal. probably dresses for the part too.

"We'll get you back up on your feet in no time!"Toga declares happily, shoving a small spoon into your mouth with applesauce on it. 

is whistling or humming as she helps you out and somehow acquired some non-prescriptive cute glasses. she'll tilt them up or press them closer as she checks the doses. 

shes actually pretty on top of it (but you do have to double check if its correct because you know how careless she can be without ill intent).

she'll get you stuff animals and blankets for you to nap in. 

has it so shes sleeping over (not that thats new anyways).

gives you lots of affections but makes sure to be soft so she doesnt hurt you by accident.

if youre in any kind of pain, you can always count Toga be there to aid you. 

frantic. 

youd think with Spinner's cool demeanor would make you think otherwise but nope. 

hes clocking your schedule and making sure you got everything set. 

"You have everything for 12 pm right?" He checks in and takes your small little nod as a yes. He releases a small sigh to himself and leaves to take a tinkle. He let's out one of the most loudest sighs of worry you've ever heard from him. It's pretty funny when you realize he's been trying to keep composed this whole time.

unlike Toga, he has actual glasses. 

looks like such a grandpa taking care of you. 

youre so entertained by him that honestly it distracts you a bit from the soreness and the pain. 

he gets mopey when he cant cuddle you on days where youre in too much discomfort. 

has you basically nesting as you recover. 

a little all over the place? yes. would you still rate your experience with his 10/10? 

of course.

literally do not expect too much from him. 

with all Twice's sides it really differs on what youre getting that day (sometimes throughout if its a hectic 24 hours).

he is trying his best since he doesnt like seeing you in pain and gives you lots of kisses. 😭

idc what anyone says out of the whole league, hes the most caring. 

when hes attentive, hes on it. 

checking your temp, getting your foods, making sure you have your cool & hot pads. also has alarms so he can remind himself when to check up on you. 

unfortunately he doesnt want to seem like a bother so he tries to not to be too much in your space </3

he knows you dont mind but he gets self conscience as he normally does. 

even when hes not tending to you hes just chilling in your vicinity when you two arent interacting. 

he thinks he couldve helped you more but you think he did great. 

Mr Compress is all the extravaganza. you said calling in sick, bro heard "time to pamper and preform".

even if its the smallest things he'll give it to you in fun little ways so you arent bored out of your mind. 

♱ and also so you dont feel skipping out on doses and actually take them. 

you werent aware but this mf also has multiple costumes?? youre pleased to have learnt this. 

he is a show man after all…

of course he doesnt over do it, he wants you rested not overstimulated. 

is a very chill man to be around when hes not doing flip and tricks and you cant decide which of him you like more (you dont choose ultimately).

of course he has a little something up his sleeve to keep you on your toes but you cant complain with that. 

did he essentially treat you like a kid? yes. 

do you care tho? not at all. 

Kurogiri is the most put together out of them. 

(youre supposed to be surprised by this revelation.)

i mean, what do you expect from a man who has taken care of another man for years…?

makes sure youre doing everything so you can recover expeditiously. 

isnt doing all that affection stuff honestly. 

he drops in, replenishes everything you need and dips. 

he kind of treats you like youre sick and it lowkey hurts your feelings with how much he avoids you. 

in general hes give an average amount of affection so you sometimes have to speak up when he hasnt cuddled you for some time. 

even with all your requests he never seems bothered how much you ask and what you ask for. :')

he is pretty good but sometimes you wish he could be a bit softer (sue me).

imagine Toga but 2.0. 

Magne isnt as energetic and into the role of the 'nurse' but is very much still doting. 

feeds you in the beginning stages before you gotta remine them that they definitely dont have to. 😭

when youre feeling extra cranky theyll try and coax you into it (consensually ofc who do you think youre with?!)

"I know you don't feel like it but you'll feel much better once you take it." Magne rubs your shoulder as you whimper in pain, and presses a gentle and chaste kiss to your temple. 

even with how bubbly and outgoing they are, they are just as stern. 

is one to make sure youre having a laid experience while making sure your lazy attitude will not interfere with your healing process. 

makes sure to have a big celebration thing when you are fully healed and gives you all the cuddles that you may have missed out on when you were healing. 

AHT AHT stfu hes on the list dont say anything. 

Giran's methods may be ghetto but he gets the job DONE. 

"Y'know I got my own knocked out by and old friend of mine" 

"Mmphwha…?" 

"Crazy shit, I know! But he's some psychiatrist or sumthin' so I trusted the bastard anyways!" 

um… moving on…

is in and out of your place but makes sure that youre well taken of when hes there. 

its like a roulette if when you wake up he'll be on your bed watching TV or if hes nowhere to be seen without a trace. 

will give you the rare kiss but more of his gentle behaviors are like little pokes to your cheeks just because of how puffy they are. 

♱ got you those get well presents and theyre so cute. </3

his treatment is nothing special but it definitely helped you feel better. 

[kkusuka]

HQ Middle blocker kinks <3

@xxxxtanaxxxx​ request  hq kinks but middle blocker version please 🥺

I'm gonna be honest i wasn't gonna do this buuut here it is 

i have a setter one in the works and here is the ace version!

here is the setter version <3

Characters:  Tsukishima Kei, Kuroo Tetsuro, Suna Rintaro, Satori Tendo, Taichi Kawanishi, Issei Matsukawa,  Takanobu Aone,, Shoyo Hinata, Lev Haiba Shugo Meian (MSBY captain), and Yutaro Kindaichi

Mentioned female anatomy, but mostly gn

content warning: consensual non-con, humiliation, public sex, exhibitionism, voyeurisms, degradation, bondage, sex toys, cockwarming, edging, soft priamal/prey, mentions of house break-ins, pegging, size kink, overuse of the word Daddy, face fucking, hickeys

i think thats all? 

buckle up, this is gonna be looooong.

Tsukishima Kei

Degradation

This is a given, my mans has a mouth on him, AND HE KNOWS HOW TO USE IT

He says the most vulgar things in your ears (and you love it)

His nickname for you is Cum-dump, and he calls you that so much that you’ve started to respond to it. “Hey, Cum-dump! Come here” “ok Tsukki”

And when he’s cumming? A slew of insults just come out

“You whore, oh, you fucking cum-slut, you’d let anyone do this to you won't you”

And it's not limited to this!

“You're just a hole”

“You only exist for me to fuck, Right? You're just a glorified fleshlight”

“You're only good for sucking my cock”

“I should just leave you chained to the wall so I can fuck you anytime I want, that's all you're good at so you should love it”

It won’t even be only during sex

You could literally be just studying with him and he’ll just lean over and say “ you want to be fucked right now don't you? In front of all these people, I bet you’d love it Cum-dump”

Humiliation

Goes with a dirty mouth

He’ll flip your skirt while walking in front of groups of other students

He purposely sucks hickeys where your uniform does not cover and then laughs at you because you're just such a slut.

One of his favorite things to do is have you wear a vibrator in school, only on days where you have to do something in front of the class

No worries he has the remote and turns it alllllll the way up during the middle of your presentation, you just look so cute all red!

He’ll make it better!!

You can cum in front of the class, let everyone know how much of a whore you are!

Purposeful neglect

He wants you so horny you can’t think

If that means not giving you attention for FIVE DAYS so be it.

No touching yourself and if he finds out you did he’ll ignore you for longer and you don’t want that do you?

You will wait for him to touch you.

He’ll also just ignore you.

No begging, he doesn't care, he doesn't want to hear it.

Don't touch him, stop being a brat or you won’t get off for a whole week.

Bondage

It's all about control <3

Having you tied up and immobile is the best way to show how little you are.

He’ll tie you up and put you on the couch with a vibrator and just watch movies, unable to rock your hips

This seems cruel but he’ll tie your hands up and make you eat dinner with just your mouth <3

He’ll make you watch tv with a ball gag in

He’ll have a riding crop in his hands when you study and he’ll hit your little clit/silt with it every time you get a question wrong

Kuroo Tetsuro

Pet names

Literally any kind o endearment, but mainly switches between Kitten and Baby Girl/Boy(i am swooning right now)

He WILL call you these in front of people and out loud in public

He’s called you them in front of your parents in front of Kenma in the middle of the grocery store.

So you're wondering, why does that matter? People do that all the time!

Well, he calls you them so you remember how he completely ruined your little body and how his cum is still dripping out of you <3

And its cannon that he has a sexy voice, and it drops and gets deeper when he calls you them.

Thigh highs

It doesn't matter in you have the biggest thighs ever or just a bone, if you wear any kind of thigh highs (bonus points for Cat ones) he will be ready to bust a nut

It's not only him that gets off on them, especially when he takes them off

He’ll climb over you and use his teeth to pull them down to your feet and he’ll kiss and bite his way back up to do the other one.

He also will sometimes leave them on to rail you into your bed, when this happens he puts your legs over your shoulders and squishes his head between them.

(kuroo loves thighs, and that's that)

Caregiver

He's taken care of Kenma all his life, and you bet your ass he’ll do it for you

This means he gives the best aftercare you could imagine, I’m talking bubble baths

He’ll cook for you in nothing but an apron, and he’ll tease you when you get all flushed and cute!

You had a bad day? He’ll eat you out for hours until you’re all cuddly and tired.

He’ll fuck you slow where you need it and he’ll kiss all the pain away <3

He just loves having you dependent on him makes him so happy and thankful to have you!

Threesomes

Mainly for Kenma, but he let bokuto have a turn and even convinced Tsikki to give it a try!

He really just wants to show off that you’re his what better way to show you off then let some of them get a taste of something they’d never have.

Favorite position for this? Split roasting/ Eiffel towering

He's the one who you're sucking on, and he’s so far down your throat making him suck you deeper and deeper until you’re drooling all over his balls like a good Kitten

Whoever he sharing you with would be in you following whatever Kuroo tells them to do

Rub your clit? Yes Sir.

Faster. Yup

Slowdown Kittens being bad so she doesn't get to get off <3

Suna Rinatro

Purposeful neglect

Just like Tsukki, he wants you hot and bothered all the time

He will just sit around and scroll on his phone while you’re whining :(

Just let him watch this video and he’ll get you off!

Will never tell you but you just look so cute, all needy and horny for him.

Sometimes he’ll slip you a libido pill and just watch the world burn.

He will wait until you have ruined whatever shorts you’re wearing (and he’ll take them) and THEN he will help his poor needy baby

Cockwarming

Almost every time he games, he puts you on his dick

you already know it’s happening when he takes the controller out

He says it's because he doesn't want to “leave you out”

No moving on him though, if you8 move it could distract him and you do not want him to lose, losing means being pounded into the floor until you can't think, then being ignored the rest of the day “horny sluts can sit on the floor until they need to be used”.

But if all goes well, he’ll go soft in between rounds and will suck on your neck and will let you cuddle into him during the rounds

But when Suna if feeling a bit more adventurous he will put his headset on you and fuck you with all of his friends listening

And if that's not bad enough they all clearly know what’s happening id Osamus soft coo’s and Gin’s little comments (but it's not like they want it to stop anyway)

Edging

Will literally just do this out of nowhere

You thought you were finally gonna cum, then nothing

HE WILL just do things for hours to see you cry and begging or him to just let you cum

He’ll stick four fingers in you and bring you to your climax and just leave you on the edge

He won't even have a reason, you were being good, you let him play his game and he does this?

Que pouty bby

Video/Photography

We all saw this coming-

But he takes it a step further than just having a photo collection of you

He has a personal private story with just you in it where he put videos of you riding him or sucking his dick fo you to “see how slutty you are”

 that's not even it,  he sends you a picture of you naked in the middle of work, with no shame either

Thus one time you were showing a coworker a shirt you had bought and he texted you and the picture showed up. It was awkward for the next few days.

But these don't even compare to how he has an entire Instagram account (private of course) of your nodes and videos of the two of you fucking.

One extra little thing is that you both watch porn together for ideas.

Satori Tendou

(i could make him a post of his own-so so many kinks for Satori)

Humiliation (mentions of pee)

This can range from calling you names to making you touch yourself in public

He’s called you a pillow princess in the middle of class, in front of your teacher

It had gotten so bad they Ushijima had to ask what a “cum-dumpster was” because Satori had called you that in front of the team.

He doesn't even introduce you as his S/O, hw=e would call you an escort or that you were just his personal fuck toy.

This kink goes so far that when you were on a double date with Semi, under the table Tendo had his hand literally in your pants.

**One of his favorite things is to make you hold your pee in until you are almost peeing yourself, isn't that embarrassing that you're a grown adult who’s about to wet yourself?

Overstimulation

He wants to see you a complete mess all over him

The main goal of all of this is to make you squirt or begin to have dry orgasms

He will not stop until he’s happy or you say your safe word (which is rare)

One orgasm just isn't enough for him :/

And it's a big boost of confidence for him!

he‘s proud to know he can make you cum so much you cant even think!

Dacryphilia

This AND overstim?

Good luck

He can't even explain why it turns him on so much.

You just look so beautiful with tears streaming down your face all fucked out

It always hits him at the worst times too, you crying over a bad grade? A pretty tear falling over your soft cheeks. Hard.

Just watched a sad movie, he’s ready to pound you into the couch.

Anal

Oh ho ho

This can be one of two things, he does it because it feels good

OR

He does it as punishment

That means no lube

No adjusting to his dick

And no extra pleasure to help you get off

He’s so mean </3

Taichi Kawanishi

This man screams pornstar

Public sex

This man is unstable

You could just be walking in public and he just decides he wants to fuck.

Who are you to stop him?

Just let him get this out real quick you can shop later.

Exhibitionism

The thought of being in the open? This man loves it

And you don't really have a choice but to love it

Every time you go to the beach he just has his dick in you, in the ocean sitting in his lap while eating lunch

He doesn't even care who sees

Children? Who cares, look away or whatever

Getting caught

It doesn't even matter who it is

If someone walks in when you're doing it he’s cumming

It's just hot

He doesn't need to explain it to you

he also makes u take nudes and had them as his homescreen for a while

Issei Matsukawa

I’d let this man kill me-

Leather/ latex

LEATHER GLOVES

He wears them when he fingers you so he can make fun of how wet you made them.

He dresses you up in these pretty little pastel dresses (gender to heel, he doesn't care, you look hot weather your a boy, girl, or not) and he wears all black (goth daddy Mattsun) and his gloves to fuck you in his leather-covered fist.

That's not even it

He has an entire bin of different colored chokers and leashes just for his pretty baby

Along with that, he has a shelf of latex thigh highs for you to wear and even has an entire outfit for you to wear and show off to him.

Ddlg/b/n-Lifestyle

This is why he has a lot of things that you wear!

He loves to take care of you all the time!

He loves to make his baby food and love to watch movies with you

And you love him so much too!

You would do anything for Daddy!

And he takes you shopping and to restaurants, and if you want literally anything big or small all you have to do is look up at him with puppy dog eyes and a “Daddy, please!!” and boom his credit card is already out.

Size kink

Big dick Mattsun-

This all comes back to the fact that you are so beautiful

And big dick little hole, who doesn't love that??

He sure does, don't worry though he always makes sure to prep you

Except if it's punishment- he doesn't like it he swears! He’d never want to hurt you!

And you’d believe it until your crying on his cock and it throbs ://

But if it still hurts, and it does, he’ll let you go your pace and sink all the way down onto his cock<3

Fun fact the first time he went into your ass he tried to with no lube and you couldn't sit for DAYS

Voyeurism (receiving)

Makki Makki Makki

I would say he was into Cuckolding but its always him doing the watching while Issei fucks you

And Makki loves it too if his constant praises and coo’s said anything about it.

And Mattsun just gets off on the fact his best friend is watching something he’ll (maybe if you're not into it) never fully have

Mattsun also likes having you tied up an watching him fuck a fleshlight of just jerking off

You look so pathetic :)

extra for big dick mattsun, he Shows all of his friends <3

I am a whore for the Seijoh 4

You bet Makki has an entire folder of pic of you, whether they are of you dripping cum or just with your legs open.

Even if he says he doesn't save them, you know Iwa has gotten off you a recording of you moaning and asking for Daddy’s cock

And Oikawa is always asking for more (the little manwhore), he says they are “references” for him, liar, he jerks off to them in his bathroom.

Takanobu Aone

It's always the quiet ones-

I just gotta get these first two out-

Consensual non-con

I can just TELL he like to pretend to break into your house

Pretend you're so scared and you don't like it

Tying you up and listening to your little cries, awwwwweeee

You were just too pretty to ignore

Just let him have a taste, stop crying he knows you want it just as much as he does

Primal/prey

He wants to feel like he earned his reward

A perfect little trophy for him to use as a toy

His dick in your tiny dripping hole is all the reward he needs

It's like you're a pretty innocent bunny and he’s a big fox just waiting for the right time to strike :)

Soft sex/ praise

I know what I said up there

But none of that means he doesn't love just setting you down on the bed with candles and rose petals and just making love

Soft music in the background and worshipping every inch of your skin

You need to be vocal though!

Tell him how pretty he is when he cums, and how perfectly his dick fits in your hole!

Tell him how soft he looks and how he is making your nipples feel like heaven.

Aftercare- bc I am also soft for aone and he is a good guy

Bubble baths and chocolate

Movies and cuddling

All of this makes him so glad that he found you

Especially when you cuddle into him all sleepily and tired.

Shoyo Hinata

oh he is so pretty-

Mutual masturbation

It's the perfect way to experience pleasure

He can see you in all your glory

All of the faces he sometimes misses when he’s fucking you!

He also learns from it!

He sees the angle your fingers go to hit that sweet spot so the next time he’s in you he knows where to aim!

(he is so precious-)

Pegging

You wanted to try it so he almost immediately agreed-

But it felt good!

The two of you reserved what one you wanted so the one he picked was almost made for him.

Plus, you look ridiculously good with the strap on-

And he voices that as much as he can!

And sometimes when he rides the strap he just watches it going in and out and in and out

(you also think this is SUPER hot but won't tell him :/)

Riding

It doesn't matter if it's you or him

Watching you fall apart on his cock without him doing a thing makes him cum harder than anything

Sometimes he gets so excited that he comes before you and makes you stay there until he’s hard again, which doesn't take long at all.

when it's him?

he’ll go for hours just to hear you tell him how good he is and how pretty he looks

Lingerie

Especially pastel babydolls

But nothing you wear could ever make you look bad in his eyes

Ok he likes it when you keep the lingerie on too like he’s fucking you and you till have a little nightgown/crop top on

Lord he will BUUUUUUSSSTTT

Lev Haiba

Size kink

Unintentionally too

He didn't even know it, but he did know that he liked that you were so much smaller than him.

He likes to put your hand to him and just look at the difference and before he knew it he was painfully hard

On the occasion, he makes fun of you saying his dick is just too big for you and you can't handle it, but then you get on your knees and he shuts up real quick

Praise kink

A given

He wants to know how good he makes you feel at all times

It doesn't have to be words either!

loud moans explanations of pleasure all drive him to move faster and faster!

Even yelling “oh god!” gets him off

He makes you feel that good huh?

Wall sex

Just playing on the size kink thing

He loves to just pick you up and fuck with reckless abandon

Gets a way better angle too- bet you didn't think he would realize that

He also likes to watch the combination of your juices drip to the floor-

Shugo Meian (MSBY captain)

Sexiest team-

Daddy/ Captain kink

Just look at him, he screams Daddy louder than you do when he’s fucking you

He takes pride in being Captain meaning he’ll fuck you for hour if the word even falls from your lips

And yes you have said it (daddy) front of the team and he did get hard, and the both of you did fuck in the locker room of the gym for an hour before you got kicked out

Even in arguments you better call him daddy, he will stop and fuck you into the ground for it

Angry or not you WILL use his title

Spanking

Will threaten you with this almost everyday

He just uses it as an excuse to touch your ass

He makes you count after each one and makes you thank him

It would look a bit like this

“Five! Thank you Daddy!” “Good Baby, five more”

But that doesn’t mean when you really deserve it that he won't unleash the wrath of god onto your poor ass

But after he’ll kiss it all better and Daddy will reward you for taking your punishment well

Controlled orgasms

By this i mean that you wont cum unless he says so

And you have to ask

Aka “Daddy please let me cum, I really want to”

And depending on what he’s feeling maybe you’ll get to cum then

And if not you’ll have to wait like a good Girl/Boy and cum when he does, which could late literally forever.

but its better than disobeying his orders, which could lead to him completely pulling out and just jerking off to cum on you :((

Deepthroating/ Face Fucking

Nothing is better to him than coming home to you on your knees and mouth open and ready

But when he’s all pent up from practice and he sees you?

Rip your throat, you aren't talking for a few days

He’ll literally fuck your face no question

He’ll put his dick so far down your throat you could feel it in your stomach

Yutaro Kindaichi

Hate sex 

He just makes everyone angry

And he gets off on it

You look so fucking delectable all red faced and angry

Makes him want to just slam into right then and there

Dom/Sub

Clearly he wants to be in control

Controlling someone is just such a  turn-on for him

Looking all pretty doing exactly what he wanted you too <3

Hickeys 

Wants to show off that you are his 

What better way than marking up your neck with pretty bruises

Plus he likes how you get all shy when people look at them 

[cherry-ber]

“You notice how wine makes people wanna feel, like sexy?”

Pairing: idol! Mark Lee x female reader

Plot: Lonesome creeps into everyone's mind, even those who seem to have it all.

Genre: fluff mostly, angst.

Warnings: mentions of alcohol, extremely painful for me to write this since I feel lonely idk if that triggers you too.

A.N: inspired by the first draft of too drunk to fuck and my bff's dependence of wine to exist 😳 this took me 10 hours to write but it might still be pretty shit. And yeah Clueless some how

After a long, long week of continuous recordings, dance practices, re-recordings and photo sessions, all he wanted to do, was sleep for twenty hours straight. He knew that he was a very lucky man, he was really living the dream. Not everyone was able to do what they loved, with people they genuinely liked, and still get payed for it, but he was. He had always been grateful, he knew the real value of things in real life, and sometimes he felt like he didn't even deserve it.

An insane amount of people knew his name, knew him, and constantly made sure that he knew how appreciated he was, but he couldn’t understand it at all. Sure, he proved himself over and over again how great he could be, and he was proud too, but why did people really loved him? Sometimes it's easy to lose yourself, but lately he was struggling even more, he felt lost and unworthy, he felt guilty, even, because he shouldn't feel this way.

Mark was home alone, after his friends went out to have dinner and drinks. He excused himself out of the reunion saying that he would call his parents and then heading straight to the bed. He wasn't lying at all, he did have a small call with his family, and then went to his room, expecting that he'd fall asleep soon and forget about what he was feeling, he was done with that for today.

He played a movie in his computer, knowing that whatever it was, he wasn't paying attention anyway. He hated to admit it, but he felt like he was missing something, rather, someone. He felt ridiculous, knowing how much people loved him, how many friends he had, but he couldn’t help it, he would be lying if he didn't say he could use a little company. Mark was busy most of the time, which, although tiring, was an escape from his loneliness, it was moments like this where he'd have enough time to sink in this small puddle of angsty feelings, that just grew until it was as big as an ocean. He couldn't explain why he felt so bad, he had enough friends to count on, and even when he considered he was only in need of a physical affect, it turned out to not be the answer, even when he masturbated, when he was finished, those feelings were still there. As the movie went on without him noticing, he turned his head to the side, and imagined someone next to him, wearing his clothes and stealing his blanket. He giggles, imagining cuddling someone to sleep, their heat making him feel home. He finally closes his tired eyes with a smile, hoping his dreams will be sweet and last long.

He wakes up in a bad mood, and doesn't really want to talk to anyone, his older friends notice, and decide to let him be, they know that if something is really wrong, he'll come to them eventually. After a quick shower, he decided he needed some privacy, some time alone, despite being scared of being stuck with himself, and went out on his own, ignoring the texts on the group chat, where everyone wondered where he was going. He had breakfast in a small Cafe, went to a movie matinee, an art gallery, a theater play, and then to a mall to buy himself expensive clothes. He had an okay day, and he grew a little bit of joy, finding himself alone and still almost enjoying his time, but mostly, ignoring his mind when he saw a couple, and wished he could have that too. He enters a restaurant, intending to order something take out for his friends, as an apology for being moody and worrying them. He waits stand up next to the door, with a cup of coffee they offered him, until he suddenly turns around after hearing his order being ready, and ceashes with someone as he does. He spilled his drink over his and their clothes. He starts apologizing, but all he gets as a response is a soft, sweet giggle. He looks to the stranger's face, and is met with a fond smile.

“It's okay, go get your food, I can fix myself”

He's caught off guard, and all he can do is shake his head yes and do as he is told, coming back to them, apologizing again.

“I'm such an idiot, I'm so sorry” he's totally embarrassed, and he feels a blush running through his face.

“It's alright, it wasn't your fault”

The stranger walks inside to take a table, and he rushes out, walking back home. That giggle makes its way to his mind a couple times as he arrives.

After eating, he goes to bed, feeling somehow full with himself, but he doesn't know if it was after forcing himself to like him, or if he was so desperate for someone that a small interaction like that would get him sleepless thinking this person would be his person.

On that same week, he founds himself running into that same stranger everywhere. When he goes get coffee with his friends, when they go to buy groceries, when he heads to the studio, and he wonders if he should be worrying, but decides not to.

Surprisingly, he founds her again, when he is entering a new coffee shop, and she walks her way out. He opens the door for her, and is met with her fond smile again, that grows larger as she recalls his face. She mumbles a sweet 'thank you' and keeps walking. Some courage grows inside Mark, and blurts out whatever his brain was fast enough to say.

“Thanks for not spilling that coffee back” the young lady finds the sentence, although awkward, funny, and turns back to him to reply.

“Maybe I should pay for your coffee, though, you were enjoying it until I crashed into you” Her melodic voice is enough to put Mark in a trance, and loses control of what he's doing, disconnecting from his awkward self.

“Actually it was my fault” he giggles remembering how sweet she was, even after Mark probably just ruined her day “Did you get a horrible stain?”

She walks closer to him, small steps that make his heart beat faster.

“It wasn't horrible, I wouldn't say that, it was just, slightly bad”

“I don't want to be a weirdo, are you busy right now? I could use some chatting, and I really owe your laundry money”

She was never an outgoing person, but she was flattered by his proposal. She was meeting someone, but she figured it wouldn't be important enough to not cancel.

“I would love that, but you owe me nothing” she giggles and walks beside him into an empty table.

“I'm Mark, by the way”

“I know that” she laughs it off, attempting for things not to be awkward “My name is Y/N”

It was only after several months, that Mark found himself, again, over thinking about how lonely he was, and how desperate he was for it to end. Whenever he had the chance, he'd spend time with his new friend, and for some weeks, thats was enough, until he realized that, all she wanted from him, was a friendship. His friends noticed, too, how after a while, that wasn't enough for him, but he was terrified he'd lose her, but they'd often try to help him out in whatever way other men would think was best, teasing her when she was at the dorms, insinuating how cute of a couple they'd be, and shamelessly asking if by any chance, she'd have feelings for him, never really giving away Mark's crush on her, not explicitly at least.

One afternoon, when they were all watching a movie together, when suddenly, Johnny and Taeyong convinced everyone to go out and have dinner, even after Mark suggested they just called the restaurant, because he was too tired to go out.

“Oh” Taeyong said, grabbing his keys and putting on a hat “then you can stay here with Y/N and order something and we can take our time”

The girl was a little disappointed, she loved spending time with the other guys two, but she agreed, knowing that Mark wouldn't want be convinced to leave the couch.

She sees then leave, and turns around to look at her friend, somehow aware of what his friends were trying to do; leave them alone, after last night they discussed Mark should just accept the reject, and confess. The boy asked, pleaded and begged them not to leave them alone, after he opened up about his feelings, but of course, his friends thought they'd know better.

“Can you order pizza while I take a shower?” his attention called back to where he was, as the sweet woman walked into the living room, with a bottle of wine and two cups. Mark chocked in his spit, when the thought of her showering, and how much he'd love to enter the scene, crossed his mind.

“Yeah, sure” he watched her walking away “Do you want some clothes?”

“Well, if I could steal one of your hodies tonight, I wouldn't mind”

He does as he's asked, calling a pizzeria and taking off his hoodie, hoping that she'd appreciate the smell of his cologne, that he wears only when she's coming around.

When she comes out, wearing her jeans and tank top, he throws the sweater at her, she puts it on and sits in the couch next to him, ready to start eating, reaching out for the bottle to serve them a cup after the first bite.

“I don't want to drink that” he'd never been a fan of alcohol, he knew he could use a boost, but he was still afraid of it.

“Huh? Why is that?”

“I don't drink wine” She recalled how he'd often drink with Johnny and her, whenever Johnny wanted to open a bottle, which happened quite often, but decided not to insist, although she did pour a cup for herself.

Mark, and any other men, really, always wondered what could she be thinking about, she was wild, energetic, but calmed and peaceful, she was always kind, but wouldn't hesitate to start a fight if to defend herself or someone else, she was never scared, but she was sensitive and fragile. He couldn't help the sigh that left his body, remembering why he had feelings for her in the first place. He knew how much she'd hate to be in a relationship, they had already discussed it, after some girl confessed to Mark, and she mentioned how relationships to her were useless, since she got all the love she wanted from her friends, and that way, she made sure that all the love she gave was reciprocal. When he told his manager about his feelings, expecting him to give him helpful advice, he just told him to forget about her. “women like her are too complicated, it's not worth it”. He wondered then, how many other guys would think the same, and refused to be one of those.

They were both full, and cuddling in the couch, she was sipping her second cup, when Mark suddenly poured a cup for himself too, and drank it in one large sip. He felt a rush through his body, his face flustered, and a numb sensation in his limbs. He was trying to keep himself still, but the sudden alcohol in his body made him bubbly and the woman next to him realized. The cheesy romcom that was playing on the back made him giggle in every other scene, and with every minute that went by, he felt looser and looser. He served another cup and drank it just as fast as the first one. Soon, he found himself leaning towards the body that sat next to him. Y/N pat her thigh, inviting Mark to rest his head there, which he did, while fidgeting with his fingers.

“You notice how wine makes people wanna feel, like sexy” he lets out in a serious tone.

Giggly, his friend shakes her head no, and places her cup in the table in front of them. “Do you feel like sexy?”

He sits himself back, eyes wide open, same serious expression in his face.

“I guess so?” he laughs at how dumb he must sound “I feel... Jiggly”

Her sweet, loud laugh fills the room, and Mark is proud of himself for making her so happy.

“Love, you should go to sleep already” he feels his face hotter and hotter, and can only imagine how red he must be “you were already tired, I'll clean up and meet you in your room-”

Mark bursts out of his bubble and speaks

“Don't do that” he says softly, as if he was genuinely hurt by her words “Please, don't do that”

Worried, Y/N walks closer to him, “Do what?”

He looks down to his feet, feeling tears forming in his eyeballs, product of his low alcohol tolerance, and his overall emotional state. “Dont call me love. You don't love me”

She reaches for his hands, attempting to make him look straight at her eyes “Of course I love you Mark”

“Not the way I want you to”

She had never been good with other people's feelings, especially romantic feelings, she had a hard time catching indirects.

“In which way is that?” hesitant, Mark stares at her for a couple seconds, before staring at her lips, too numb to do better, he grabes her chin and pulls her closer to him, a sweet, slow kiss surprising her as much as himself. When he pulls away and expects a response of any kind, all she can do is try to look at him.

“Oh, Mark” she finally manages to say “is this the way you feel?” he nods, still nervous but hopeful that she'll feel the same “You're drunk, go to sleep” she turns around as she cleans as quick as she can, as mark makes his way to his room, or to the first room he sees open.

Before the other men living in the dorms arrive and ask questions that she doesn't want to answer, she leaves, leaving a post it note in the fridge for Mark”

“Drink water and have a painkiller,

I had to go home. Thanks for the wine

-Y/N”

Too many weeks after, Mark calls her phone one more time before he enters the dorms, wondering if he had really done the worst thing in the world, for her to ghost him like that. He let a tired sigh out, grateful that he was home alone again. He goes to his room, ready to sleep for as long as he can, but when he opens the door, the lights are on, and in his bed sits what could be only described as an angel, beautiful as always, smiling and kind Y/N, with a cup of wine in her delicate hands, and another one on his nightstand, that she offers him as he's taking off his shoes and sweater.

With pain and regret in her eyes, as he's taking the first sip, she attempts to break the silence. “You ever notice how wine makes people feel sexy?”

[notfunnydean]

Love is a hurting thing 4/33

Rating: General Audiences Archive Warning: No Archive Warnings Apply Category: M/M Fandom: Supernatural Relationships: Gabriel / Dean Winchester; Gabriel / Sam Winchester; Lisa Braeden / Dean Winchester; Castiel / Dean Winchester Main Pairing: Destiel Additional Tags: #Fake / Pretend Relationship, #at first, #dean loves gabriel, #gabriel loves sam, #it’s really complicated until it’s not, #charlie is the best friend, #high-shool-au, #soccer team #Endgame Destiel, #don’t worry Dean will be happy at the end, #thanks to cas, #oh also lisa/dean is only mentioned, #hurt dean, #hurt cas, #misunderstandings, #sweet cas, #soft dean, #gabriel and sam get their shit together too in the end

Chapter 4: My heart is broken, what now?

Dean didn't make it home. Of course not. His ankle hurts like shit and he sits on a bench alone in a park, not even close to his damn apartment, but close to the football training. Dean watches the fountain. Training is already over for an hour but nobody even called Dean, to make sure he is alright.

Maybe Gabriel and Sam are together right now? Maybe they are kissing already? Dean doesn't want to think about that stuff, but he can't help it. In this park he realized that he fell in love with his best friends. Over a year ago. Dean sighs.

"Dean?"

Dean doesn't startle at the voice. He is still watching the gurgling water. He remembers how Gabriel and he played football here. It was in the middle of the night after a party and that despite he can't play football at all. But it was incredible. The moonlight was shining on Gabriel's hair and he looked so beautifully, that Dean couldn't help but stare.

In this moment he knew, that his feelings weren't just platonically. Only a few days later Gabriel told him about his crush on Sam. And if that isn't just Dean's life.

"Are you insane?"

Dean looks finally up at that and looks into the angry eyes of Charlie. She seems very worried and sits down next to Dean on the bench. Dean looks at the ground. He doesn't really want to talk, but Charlie seems to want exactly that.

"What are you doing here? Why aren't you home?" Charlie asks and she puts her hand on Dean's thigh.

"Pain." Dean says shortly and Charlie tries to touch his bandage, but Dean hastily hides his leg under the bench.

"Not there." Dean growls and Charlie seems to be confused. Well his ankle still hurts, too but he wasn't talking about that. He is talking about his fucking feelings. He knows why he normally ignores them. He points at his chest and Charlie looks even sadder at that.

Pah. She was so happy for Sam earlier, why being sad for Dean now?

"Did you tell Gabriel?" Charlie asks and she puts her bags down. Dean only sees now that she was buying groceries as it seems.

"Why? So he can tell me again how beautiful Sam is?" Dean asks back and he rolls his eyes. Seriously as if that would help him with Gabriel. Charlie sighs and takes Dean's cold hand in hers.

"I will bring you home." Charlie says then, when they are both quiet for a moment. Dean's chest tightens even more. He doesn't want to go home. He is pretty sure Gabriel is home and maybe he has Sam with him. Oh god. What if they are on his couch making out? Dean wouldn't survive that.

"Can…can I come with you instead?" Dean asks and this time Charlie looks nervously down.

"Uhm..you think thats a good idea? Don't you wanna be alone for a bit?" Charlie asks and she seems overwhelmed for some reason. Normally Dean is always welcome at her tiny apartment. Dean just shakes his head and closes his eyes. Another tear escapes.

"Alright. Come on, wouldn't want you to sit here forever, hm?" Charlie says, when she sees Dean is crying and she stands up. She hols her hand out and Dean takes it, so she can help him up. It's not that far to Charlie's apartment and Dean is thankful for that.

Charlie asks him more than once, if she should get her car, but Dean denies it every single time. He can walk on those damn crutches.

"Why did you bought so much stuff?" Dean asks, when Charlie struggles with her bags. Charlie blushes at that and starts to stutter.

"Well you see… I'm not exactly alone. Just…try to be nice, okay?" She stammers and then opens the door. Is Charlie having a girl over or something?

Dean knows she likes Jo, but he wasn't sure she would ever make a move on her. Dean tries to hop the stairs up, but it's very awkward with his crutches. Charlie is right behind him though, so he can't fall.

"Charlie?" Asks someone, when Dean opens the door and jepp. Charlie still hasn't had the guts to ask Jo out. It's Castiel who sits on her bed.

"Hey Cas. I bought Dean with me. That's okay, right?" Charlie says and she still seems very nervous, about the whole situation. Dean frowns at her behavior. Castiel cuddles back into the thick blanket, till Dean can only see his dark hair.

"Yes." Castiel says shortly and then Dean can hear him sniffle. Wait. What?

Dean nearly throws his crutches to the ground and hops over to the bed. Charlie puts the groceries away and then sits down on her chair. She doesn't seem to know what to do, either.

"Castiel?" Dean asks and he sits down on the end of the bed. Castiel doesn't move and he also doesn't answer Dean. He knows it's rude, but Dean pulls the blanket away. He is a bit shocked, when he sees Castiel's blue eyes filled with unshed tears.

"What happened?" Dean asks and he is even more worried, when Castiel tries to hide under the blanket again. Dean is stronger and prevents him from doing that. Castiel sniffles again and looks over to Charlie, as if she could help him.

"Castiel…he has the same problem like you." Charlie whispers and when Dean looks back to Castiel, he can see that the younger boy is crying quietly into his hands. Dean feels like he has a heart attack. He never saw Castiel cry before. Normally Castiel is the one who comforts his friends.

"Who is the bitch? Should I punch her for you?" Dean asks, because he can't watch Castiel cry like this. Castiel has to be happy. He wants to see him laugh again. But Castiel sniffles instead and his underlip wobbles dangerously. It breaks Dean's heart to see Castiel like this.

Castiel's eyes are red and swollen and he is still crying silently. His skin looks even for him way too pale and his hair sticks in every direction.

Dean doesn't know what's does it, but somehow it's easy to treat Castiel like a close friend. He likes Castiel, but they never shared a deep friendship. Castiel was just there, easy and always smiling. But now Dean ignores his own feelings and hugs Castiel as tight as he can. Somehow that makes it worse, because  Castiel starts crying for real.

But he hugs Dean back and he even holds onto Dean's jacket like he is drowning. Castiel puts his head on Dean's shoulder and squeezes his eyes shut. Dean carefully pets his back and for a moment he forgets all about Gabriel, because seeing Castiel hurt like this, hurts him somehow, too.

"U-uriel." Castiel chokes out between all his tears and Dean hugs him even firmer. A man. Castiel is in love with a man. Uriel. Dean doesn't know this Uriel very good, but he saw him more then often around Castiel. He thought they were good friends and he also knows Uriel is in most of Castiel's classes, from what Castiel sometimes tell them.

"What did he do?" Dean asks and he sounds so angry, that he is a bit surprised himself. But he would kill Uriel for making Castiel cry like this.

"He…he..he doesn't like me back. Dean it hurts. Please make it stop." Castiel whimpers again and again. Between his words he always hits Dean's chest, as if it was all Dean's fault. But the hits are so light, that Dean doesn't really feel them. He just strokes Castiel's back and looks up to Charlie. She still looks worried and shrugs, when she sees that Dean is watching her.

"I know how that hurts." Dean whispers back and he is cuddling Castiel more then he is just hugging him at this point. Actually he feels a bit better, now that he isn't alone with unrequited feelings, no matter how bad that sounds. Dean presses a kiss in Castiel's hair and then breaks their hug.

Castiel's blue eyes are still wet and he still looks beautiful.

Dean frowns at his own thoughts. But he is right. He just never recognized how beautiful Castiel actually is.

"You guys wanna watch a bad movie, eat some ice cream and tattle about boys?" Charlie asks then and Castiel giggles a bit at that. It's a quiet sound and it doesn't fit Castiel, but Dean has to chuckle at that sound, too.

"Only if we don't watch Star Wars again." Dean answers, even though he loves the movie as well. Charlie just laughs and throws a pillow at Dean.

"I said a bad movie!" She laughs and even Castiel laughs at that. This laughs is more honest and Dean is glad that Castiel stopped crying. Maybe they can distract him for a bit longer. Charlie gets up and searches for a movie to watch. In the end she picks Batman, because she knows how much Dean loves it and Castiel seems alright with that, too.

Castiel turns the tiny lamp on Charlie's nighstand off and the film starts. Charlie stays on her chair and makes herself comfortable, while Dean and Castiel share the bed. It should be weird sitting this close to Castiel, since normally the don't even talk, but it doesn't.

In the middle of the movie, Castiel shivers and then somehow fidgets a bit closer to Dean.

"You okay?" Dean asks carefully and Castiel nods slowly. He still seems embarrassed somehow, because Dean can see from the corner of his eyes that he is blushing.

"Can I… I mean…can I lean on you?" Castiel stutters and Dean can hear how afraid he is to ask something like that.

"Course." Dean tries to say it casually, so Castiel wouldn't feel so uncomfortable around him. Castiel shifts immediately closer to Dean and pulls a thick blanket over them. Dean feels warm and way better with Castiel so close and he sighs happily. Maybe he should hang out more often with Cas and they could be good friends some day.

Dean looks at Charlie, who is already asleep. As always. If she isn't watching Star Wars, Charlie falls asleep while watching a movie. Dean loves to tease her about it, but he yawns too.

"Are you angry with Gabriel?" Castiel asks a while later, after the movie is over and they both just stare at the dark screen. Dean scoots a bit over to his left side, but then presses Castiel even closer against him, so he isn't cold.


"I don't think so. I mean I can't stand mad at him, doesn't matter how much he hurts me." Dean answers after he thought a few minutes about it and it's true.

Gabriel often does some stupid things, but Dean still forgives him. And that's normal right? With being in love and all.

Castiel just lays his head on Dean's shoulder and sighs sadly.

"I know what you mean. I mean…Uriel broke my heart earlier, but…but I can't stop thinking about him." Castiel whispers and Dean feels sorry for him. He carefully takes Castiel's warm hand in his own. Castiel seems confused by that, but Dean ignores him.

"I didn't know you like men." Dean says quietly and Castiel almost jerks away at that.

"I don't. Well…I mean it's…only Uriel. Never was in love with another men before." Castiel says and Dean nods. He considers himself as bi, but actually he isn't sure about that either. Gabriel was the only guy he really fell in love with. But Castiel also looks quite good. So maybe his feeling was right.

Dean looks to his right side and watches Castiel. The dark bed hair, the blue eyes and that he always frowns adorably at everything. And those lips. Yeah, Castiel is pretty cute.

But he isn't Gabriel.

"Sometimes I feel like, I will be forever alone." Castiel says, when he sees Dean watching him. Dean's eyes widen in surprise at those honest words. Castiel's underlip wobbles again and Dean's heart breaks for him.

"No, Cas! That's…no. Just because Uriel is a fucking idiot and doesn't see how wonderful you are, you are giving up?" Dean says and he carefully strokes over Castiel's hand, that he still holds. Castiel shakes his head.

"Not because of that. I remember that, when I was 6 years old and we still lived in Minnesota, I was so in love with our neighbors daughter. Well as in love you can be with 6 years. But she didn't like me back. And then with 14, the year we moved here, I fell in love with my classmate Anna. God she was so pretty. But again. She said I wasn't good enough. Well and since I'm 15��I'm in love with Uriel. And again I'm not wanted… so maybe…maybe I should stay alone." Castiel tells him quietly and Dean cuddles him more with every word.

"I'm sure you will find your princess. Or well prince." Dean whispers back, because he doesn't know what he can say to that. He feels sorry for Castiel, but he knows pity doesn't help.

Dean can see that Castiel's eyes fall shut again. Seems like Castiel is really tired after this horrible day. Dean leans back on the bed and he takes Castiel carefully with him. Castiel doesn't fight back, so Dean carefully puts the blanket over them again and lays on his side, so he can face Castiel.

"I really wish he would love me back." Castiel whispers, when he closes his eyes again and he even cuddles against Dean's chest. Normally Dean wouldn't like that, but right now, he feels at peace. Dean relaxes and nods.

"I wish that Gabriel would love me, too." Dean answers finally, before he puts an arm around Castiel and falls asleep, too.

And although he thinks of Gabriel, he dreams from Castiel.

[fixxofvixx]

HEALING RAVI - CHAPTER FIVE

Incoming!!!!! I hadn’t planned on updating this soon but this chapter fell out of my brain fairly quickly so here ya go.

Warning: Fluffy Wonshik is fluffy

I hope you enjoy!

As always, if there are any questions or comments, my ask is always open~~

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The studio was quite large. JiYoon walked in, completely amazed at the set up. It had to be the size of an upscale apartment. Every piece of equipment that you would need to make music was here. It was simply decorated and two grey couches sat on opposite sides of the room. They looked soft and plushy, begging for someone to take a nap on them.

She heard the door close behind her and she turned around to find Wonshik smiling at her. She found that she liked his smile.

“So, what do you think?” He clasped his hands together in front of him and studied her reaction.

“It’s amazing! You have everything you need here!” She watched as Wonshik swelled with pride.

“I’ve always wanted my own studio to work in. Somewhere I could be by myself and work how I needed to. Sometimes it just gets a little hectic at the company and its hard to concentrate.”

“Thats great that you can have this. Its like a little hideaway. You just need food and a bathroom and you wouldn’t have to leave.” She laughed but noticed Wonshik pointing to the door that almost blended into the wall. She hadn’t seen it at first. Walking over to it, she opened the door to reveal a full bathroom, complete with a toilet and shower. She looked back at him and he walked over to the opposite wall and slid a door to the right, revealing a full size fridge, almost as tall as him.

“Well, then. Nevermind.” She laughed and he joined her. It felt good to just enjoy a moment and have a laugh with someone else.

On the ride back, they had both slept and didn’t get to talk. She wondered how he planned to help her with the trust issues she had. When he had promised to help her, she was thankful. She enjoyed being around him and she hoped that would help her.

Wonshik strode over to his desk and picked up a small set of keys. She noticed that it had a tiny stuffed wolf on the keychain. Wonshik walked to stand in front of her. He looked down at the keys and then handed them to her. Surprised, she looked at him, puzzled.

“Its a spare key to the studio. I had one made for you. That way, you can hide in here if it gets to be too much for you out there. You are always welcome here. Even if you just want to take a nap.” He smiled at her bewilderment. She slowly took the keys from him and admired the stuffed wolf hanging from them. Her lips lifted in a small smile and his heart lept for joy.

“But I thought you wanted to be alone here?” She didn’t want to intrude on his space when she wasn’t here working with him.

“Alone with you suits me just fine, too.” He didn’t take his eyes from hers and she knew he was being serious. The drop her stomach took was quickly taken over by butterflies. He was a flirt. But, he still respected her boundaries.

“Are you hungry?” Wonshik cleared his throat to break the awkwardness. “I already have the fridge stocked.

He walked over to his previous position and slid the door over again. He grabbed two bottles of tea and a couple bags of snacks. JiYoon eyed the bags and decided that accepting the things he did for her or offered her might help her mindset. She wasn’t used to peoplr taking care of her.

She reached for the tea and a bag of marshmallows. She noticed Wonshik staring at the bag longingly.

“Did you want the marshmallows?” She asked as she held out the bag for him.

“No, its okay! I have plenty other snacks.” He grabbed a bottle and opened it, chugging half the contents in one go.

JiYoon supressed a giggle at Wonshik’s childlike ways.

“I wont eat all of these. We can share.” She smiled as he looked relieved. She took a mental note that he must like marshmallows.

“I have an idea.” He grinned at her before walking over to his desk and turning the huge monitor on. “We can watch a movie if you want. I have this set up with the internet so we can find something to watch if you want.”

“That sounds good.”

“Oh! I think we can start here. This can help you.” He stepped a couple of inches closer to her and she tensed. He stopped when he realized that he had moved too fast. “I promised that I would help you with people again, right? This is what friends do. They decide to watch a movie, hang out, and eat snacks. So we’re going to do just that.” She nodded her head. Just hanging out seemed like a beautiful idea. Wonshik somehow calmed her nerves, but she couldn’t figure out why. So, starting out with him would help her with others.

“First order of business is friends greet each other when they meet up, right? I think we’re a little past the traditional bowing and handshakes are more for business meetings. There’s something else, but you have to do it.”

She nodded her head in agreement. But, she was unsure of how this was going to play out.

“Hug me.”

JiYoon’s heart practically stopped. Dread and fear sunk into her mind. She wasn’t prepared to touch him. Her instincts told her to run but she knew she would never get anywhere if she did. There was no harm in a simple hug, right?

“I’m not….um..w-why don’t I just stand here and you do it. Maybe that might be better. I could just stand still and you do it.”

“That doesn’t do anything.” He stepped even closer, only a few inches away now. His voice had dropped considerably and it was soothing to her ears. His eyes had turned to a warm blue and she knew that he was being sincere. “I can’t be the one initiating it. It will just be someone invading your space. You have to initiate. That way, its your choice and it wont feel like an advance on you. I wont move an inch unless you give me permission. I’m not going to force you to do this. If you don’t feel like you are ready, then we can still just hang out and watch a movie.” He stood very still listening to her heartbeat. It was incredibly fast and he was worried that he might have suggested too much, too fast. He watched as she fiddled with her fingers, trying to make a decision.

Finally setting her mind to it, JiYoon closed the space between them and leaned into Wonshik. Her arms were crossed awkwardly across her stomach and the angle she was standing at looked painful.

“Thats not a hug, sweetie.” His voice was next to her ear. The deep raspiness of it kicked her senses into overdrive. She could smell the cologne he was wearing, coupled with the scent of soap. The scent calmed her and actually made her want to wrap her arms around him and breath it in.

After a moment, she moved her arms away from her body and slowly wrapped them around his torso. He still made no move to touch her. The only thing that moved on him was his chest as he inhaled and exhaled. Once her arms were fully circling his middle, she let go of a breath she hadn’t realized she was holding. She placed her head on his chest. She could hear his steady heartbeat beneath her ear and the speed almost matched her own.

“You okay?” Wonshik struggled to keep himself from wrapping himself around her and cuddling with her on the couch for hours.

“Yeah.” Her voice actually sounded confident and sure. So far, she didn’t want to hide in the nearest corner.

“May I hug you back?” His voice had somehow gotten even deeper and it made her blush. She could hear the rumble of his words under her ear and she smiled slightly at the sensation. His voice, she knew, was the key factor in helping her cope. He was patient and calm and his words were always respectful.

“JiYoon?” Ah, he was waiting for her answer. She had been caught up in the sound of his voice that she’d forgotten.

“Oh, sorry. Yes, you can.”

His arms wrapped around her slowly. He didn’t want to scare her but all he had wanted for the whole day was for her to be in his arms. He was sure that his heart was going to burst waiting for her permission. Her head rested comfortably right above his heart, her height seemed to be made for him. He was hyper aware of her skittering heartbeat and he prayed it wasn’t caused by fear or being uncomfortable.

“Still okay?”

She simply nodded and held on to him. Her heartbeat was slowing down to a semi-normal pace and her arms tightened a bit. He lowered his head until his cheek rested against her ear. His arms were so long that they fully wrapped around her back. His hands didn’t wander and he didn’t try to crowd her. This was a hug purely meant for comfort and friendship.

JiYoon was in a trance. She hadn’t been this close to someone that didn’t want to hurt her in a long time. She trusted Wonshik enough to know that he wasn’t like HaeJeong and MinJeong. The arms wrapped around her now made her feel safe. He was much stronger than her. His physical strength coupled with his hybrid abilities should have sent her running but she held on.

Suddenly, her senses came back and she realize that she gad been hugging him for quite a long time. She jerked away from him, wide-eyed.

“I’m sorry! I didn’t mean to hold on for that long. It was just that…”

“I didn’t mind, JiYoon. You could’ve held on for an eternity and I wouldn’t have minded. Pink dusted her cheeks as she moved further away from him to sit on the couch. She kicked herself mentally when she saw that she was facing the wrong way. Wonshik chuckled and moved towards the side of the couch.

"Hang on tight.” That was the only warning he gave before grabbing the side of the couch and moving it to the correct position. JiYoon let out a squeak as she held on for the ride.

“Wonshik?” Her voice sent tingles down his spine.

He turned and waited for her to continue.

“Instead of watching a movie do you, uh, think we could watch more VIXX stuff?” Her blush returned and her hands were playing with the hem of her hoodie.

“You want to watch our stuff?”

“Is that okay? I just wanted to get more familiar with it. And I really like the music. But I can always watch it later if you don’t want to.”

“No! Of course we can watch that! I’m happy that you want to.” He grabbed the remote for the tv and switched it to youtube.

“Anything you want to see first?” He was only a foot away from her but she could feel his body heat. Wolves were naturally very warm. That suited her just fine because she was constantly cold.

“Um, well, I’ve seen the music videos. Can we watch the stage performances?” She smiled, excited to see more of his group.

They spent the next 4 hours watching all of the videos that they could find. He watched as she blushed when some songs like Chained Up and Dynamite had more suggestive choreography. They talked about the musical elements that she liked and how the dances looked so difficult.

Wonshik was explaining the concept from their latest comeback when he felt her head hit his shoulder. The contact surprised him but he recovered quickly. He stopped the video currently playing on the screen and simply looked at her for a moment. He really couldn’t understand how someone could hurt her. It had really taken every ounce of self-control not to kill those bastards this morning. When she had hugged him earlier he was pretty sure he wouldn’t stop smiling for a week. However, the fact that she trusted him enough to fall asleep next to him drove his heart over the edge.

He gently took her head in his hand and rose from the couch. He just as gently placed her head on one of the throw pillows from the side of the couch. When she didn’t wake he went over to the storage closet towards the back of the room and grabbed one of the blankets he kept in there for when he spent nights here. Walking back over he placed the blanket over her body and tucked it around her shoulders. He carefully brushed the hair away from her face. He almost leaned foward and kissed her forehead but he was afraid that she would wake up and be frightened. That could always come later. He needed to go at her pace. He had planned to ask for a date later but he had to take it slow.

He sent a quick text to Taekwoon’s girlfriend to let her know the situation so she wouldn’t worry and then put his phone on silent so it wouldn’t disturb her. With one more look at the angel on his couch he settled in the chair at his desk to get some work done.

[skiasurveys]

sex sex sex sex.

1. What’s your favorite position and why? i like doggy style a lot because i dont know it just feels really great and its pretty dominating..but i also like missionary but its boring but i like it when i want to feel “romantic”. lmao.

2. How did you lose your virginity? If you’re still a virgin, is there any specific reason?  I lost my virginity at 19. Basically I was preparing to bang my boyfriend ( my current one!) but I was super nervous ( I already had some trauma from the past). I was scared and stuff and so we tried and I was like Idk man im scared. Then later that night we just started to kiss and make out and he asked if I wanted to try again and I said sure so I got naked blah blah, I was sitting on him kissing hm and then bam he fucked me but it felt really awesome and nice, didn’t hurt because he was slow at it and then he fucked me from behind after i got used to it lol. Great times. That was like a year ago!

3. If you could have sex with any porn star or model, who would it be?  i dont know any porn stars and im not attracted to any models either.

4. What’s one thing in particular that makes you want to tear off your lover’s clothes? Sometimes if he looks at me a certain way or if were doing something . Or if he starts touching my thighs and/or kissing my neck 

5. Five turn ons. 1. Strong looking/masculine 2.Taller than me but no taller than 6′3 3. kissing my neck. 4. man handeling me (without being too aggressive).5. showing me off ( Not like “OH LOOK WHAT I HAVE” but being proud you have me. 6. Five turn offs. 1. Being an asshole. 2.Acting like you don’t care about me when youre around others. 3.Racist/sexist/etc 4.Creepy. 5.Hating my friends

7. Have you had any embarrassing sexual experiences?   its so embarrassing.. so I had just finished my period ( OR so i thought) and we started to fuck and it was going well.. after we finished he was like “Um i think you still have your period.” and Im like “what?” and yeah there was blood on his dick and I legit ran and cried in the bathroom like a little bitch LOL. He came after me and said it was fine and that hes done more awkward shit but DUDE...

8. Do you have a fetish? not really. I like calling my boyfriend daddy in the bedroom but i dont like the ddlg fetish at all. 

9. Have you experimented with anyone of the same sex?  no 10. What’s “out of bounds” for you during sex?  Choking, or tying me up, or like bondage stuff. I just have a severe panic attack if that happens and I dont like it and I had trauma so its actually triggering.

11. What’s the best sexual unsolicited advice you can give?  Just dont fuck them if youre not ready. 

12. Hickies - get ‘em or give ‘em? both

13. Do you like giving head? im that weird girl who actually enjoys sucking cock

14. Do you like getting head? yes 

15. What’s one thing you look for in a partner?  loyalty and companionship. 

16. How many partners have you had?  1 and im still with him :)

17. What’s your sexual orientation? Straight

18. If you’re bi/pansexual, what gender do you tend to prefer? n/a

19. Describe the best sex you’ve ever had.  Theres a few. It usually is when he goes hardcore with teasing me and kissing me. One time he was kissing me and teasing me. He ate me out for a bit which was amazing, and the he kissed me from my tummy to my lips, and he fucked me hard but slow and said I love you which was awesome. But i also had one where He was teasing me and doing lots of foreplay and he told me he owned me and that he wanted all of me and then he fucked me so good. especially when he cums inside me. MMMMM.

20. Describe the worst sex you’ve ever had. It wasnt bad but I just have depression and sometimes it hits me when were fucking and  i lost my sex drive and just didnt care and it didnt last that long but i lied i orgasmed so he could finish because i wasnt feeling it lol

21. Have you ever had a funny sexual experience? What was it? i dont know. Im sure. 22. Are you okay with rough sex?  Yess just not too rough ok!

23. How big was the biggest dick you’ve ever seen? Was it in a porn or in real life? well i mean guys in porn always have huge dicks but my boyfriend is the only one Ive had and he is pretty big.

24. Boobs or ass - which is better? ass. 25. Do you prefer sex or masturbation? sex i hate masturbating.

26. Describe how you usually masturbate. ill leave that for your imagination. 

27. Do you like tattoos on a partner or do you like them to have a clean slate, skin wise?  i dont care. either or.

28. How do you feel about daddy dom/little girl roleplaying? some people go a little too far with it. Like for example actually acting like they are 4 years old in public. You can leave it to the bedroom, please.

29. What’s your fantasy?  pay off my student loans.

30. Do you have any sexual regrets? no

31. When did you last have sex? april 1st before Connor moved! He will be back in the end of May or start of June so it will be a while before we have sex again :(

32. When did you last masturbate? last night

33. Have you had anal? yeah. Its ‘ight. 

34. Do you like to spank/be spanked?  i like to be spanked.

35. What do you want done to you right now?  well since  I havent seen my boyfriend in like a month i would love it for him to just push me against a wall. mmm.

36. Are you comfortable with getting tied up? no

37. Did you have sex in high school? nope. No one really liked me back then. I had like 2 boyfriends then and it was shitty then. I met Connor the fall after i graduated. Hilarious.

38. How old were you when you lost your virginity? How long has it been? 19 years old and its been a year now.

39. Do you like teasing or would you rather get straight to the point? teasing.

40. Sexting or phone sex?  ive done both. sexting is fun but phone sex can be pretty hot. I just dont like phone sex..i rather sext tbh

41. Have you had sex in any interesting places? One time we were hanging at our friends place and everyone had gone to bed and Connor was cuddling me on their couch and he said , “ I bet its just bothering you that you cant touch me” and im like whatever idc and then hes like “lets lowkey fuck” so we fucked on their couch while they were sleeping! It was pretty fun but nervous cus if someone walked out. oh god..and then we fucked behind a couch like 3 times while there was a party going on. cool.

42. Are you sexually active?  i guess so. since he moved its hard to say but its only for short time.

43. Have you had car sex? no our car is too small for that. but i want to.

44. Have you ever had sex with anyone else in the location you were at? (i.e., while your sister was in the other room) yes..see above

45. Why aren’t you fucking anyone right now? well the only person i would fuck is in a nother city obvs so thats why.

46. Are you able to have emotionless sex? not rly

47. Does penis size really matter? yes

48. What has been your most memorable experience sexually? theres a lot

49. If male, are you well endowed? n/a

50. If female, what’s your breast size?  34 B cup.

51. Have you ever been the other person? no

52. Have you ever cheated on anyone?  no!

53. Describe an orgasm.  i just felt really weird and shakey but it felt so good.

54. What’s the longest time you’ve had sex for? I dont really keep count.

55. What’s the shortest time you’ve had sex for?  like 5 minutes. -___-

56. If you could change the person you lost your virginity to, would you?  no

57. Have you had any pregnancy scares? Yeah kinda. my one period didnt come once and i was so scared. I bought like 3  sticks.

58. Are you comfortable naked?  kinda. Ive been with Connor for a year now and I still feel awkward naked. lol

59. Are you comfortable sending pictures of yourself to others? depends.

60. What’s your sexual comfort zone like?just dont do rape play.

61. What’s something sexual that you thought you wouldn’t like, but ended up liking?  i cant think of anything

62. Do you have any piercings in fun places? (i.e., clit, nipples, dick) no

63. Would you say you’re good in bed?  i think so.

64. How do you get sex tips? internet or i ask him how he wants me to do something. like i ask him if he likes what im doing and he will tell me how he wants it.

65. Have you ever had sex with anyone while they were on their period? Have you ever had sex while on your period?  no except that one time when i thought i was fkn done but i wasnt. kill myself.

66. If you could be the other sex for a day, would you and what would you do first? idk.

67. What’s your favorite part about being the gender you are? I dont know really. I can buy cute drinks without looking dumb?

68. Slow but passionate, or fast, furious, and kinky? slow but passionate. But also depends on the mood or whatever because sometimes i want rough, sometimes i don’t.

69. Have you ever 69’d? Did you enjoy it?  yes but it feels too good to suck him while hes eating me out.

70. Have you ever done drugs and then had sex?  weed

71. Have you ever had sex with someone you’re in love with? yes

72. How are you with BDSM? Would you ever engage in it?  nope.

73. Do you like gagging on cock/having someone gag on your cock? Why?  i love gagging on his cock.

74. When it comes to oral, are you gentle? Do you use your hands too? gentle. i dont want to hurt him but if i do go hard kinda. and yeah i used my hands.

75. Okay, how do you feel about handjobs?  sometimes i do hand jobs but its only when im making him hard. Lol.

76. Have you had any unwanted pain during sex? yeah.

77. What is something that’s not sexual that can turn you on more than anything sexual?  arms? 78. Can your sexual partners be categorized by their zodiac signs? no

79. Have you had sex to music? What’s your favorite sex song? we fucked to Wish you were here by Pink Floyd.

80. What’s something you want to try in bed?  i dont know.

81. Has anyone drew blood from you during sex, whether it was by cutting, biting, or scratching? How did you feel about that? no. if there was blood from biting/scratching/etc i would feel awful.

82. Have you ever fucked someone who was sad? Did it help them emotionally or make it worse? I have fucked him when he was sad and it helped and same for me sometimes it makes me feel way better.

83. Do you like sexual anons? no

84. What’s your ideal round of sex?  i dont know.

85. Do you like the use of whipped cream, handcuffs, chocolate, and cherries?  nope.

86. Have you ever been walked in on or caught?  almost got caught.

87. Have you ever had sex in public? Would you? yes and i would.

88. What’s a good sex joke?  i dont know. 89. Do you like to be called a dirty slut or would you rather be treated like royalty?  i love it when he calls me a slut but theres a time and place during sex when i want to be slutty and then loved LMAO.

90. Are you more submissive or dominant? sub 91. What’s your naughtiest secret? i almost fucked a 33 year old when i was 18.

92. What’s the weirdest thing you’ve encountered sexually?  i cant think of anyting

93. Have you ever “stuck your dick in crazy”? Was there a lesson learned?

94. Do you like playing with balls/having someone play with yours? i like playing with them because he loves it. 

95. What’s the best nonsexual feeling?  feeling safe and loved by them.

96. Do you like feet? ew 97. Do you look at rule 34/hentai? ew....

98. Pick a random question off this survey for yourself. N/A 99. Who’s your ideal sexual partner? MY BOYFRIEND.

100. Do you have a partner right now? Would you like one? have my boyfriend :) 101. Are you accepting “applications” for a partner?  um no

[quixoticpedagogue]

My Entire World & Existence Goes To You

For the record, this is supposed to be a monthly thingy. But since I've lost my precious, this won't be a big thing as it should be back then. Think of the person you love when reading this.

I know you're probably bored of my long texts about how i admire you so much. well, heres another one of your special features cause whats not to tell if you're really my kind of perfection?

Okay, where should i start? Oh. That eyes. of course.

The deathly stare of the whole galaxy with the most seductive way possible is in your eyes. The eyes said it all, it could almost rule me like it somehow hypnotized me. But, lucky me, i ain’t letting you take over the whole thing!:p Maybe thats one of the reasons why i can't lie to you. I can't tell a single lie TO YOU. No wonder i fell for it over and over since the first time i saw them. I’m weak for it just as i am for your lips.

The lips. omg. Can I just say that I could kiss them for years if that even possible and not causing them to rot from acids and whatever the hell are the enzymes in our mouth (honey, I can mention all of the biological substances but this is not another of my biology olympiads so lets just talk about you). Yeah. Though i have to actually tip toed a bit to reach them, but still, my total weakness is there BRO i’m really up for a kiss. For YOUR kiss. Do you still remember our first ever goodnight kiss? That was when you stay over at my house (jeez, how can you even gain my parents’ trust that easy??). Anyway, yeah, that was super awkward but i love it anyway. Theres this one time when my lips got all swollen up by all the sucking and i was gonna go to campus the next day. Ain’t gonna lie, that was really embarrassing thanks to you and those lips.

Whats next? Hmmm your body! Total turn on man i’m really a pro on you working out and all that cause that’ll make everything even better. Of course, you hike mountains. How can you not have a body like that?? No wonder, huh? And yes, it is very huggable and cuddle-able. I love snuggling up with you and falling asleep besides you. I love it when you hug and pillow me from behind. That is the most comfortable feeling in the world. I always feel safe around you. I love you I love you I love you!!!!

And the rest is your soul. You have the truest soul, i know. Even tho sometimes you can be a total pain in the ass and a jigsaw puzzled shithead i can never solve, you're still adorable and yet lovable. Oh, and you're always ambitious on what you're trying to achieve. Maybe we can work on that a little but thats one of your advantages as a hard worker in the future. I know you’ll be a great person someday. I can’t wait to see you in your glorious moments. I hope i’m still there to witness the whole thing (i hope we’re still together. i hope.). The “i can’t, i have work to do” and “maybe next week? I got assignments that are needed to be done by this week” and “holidays, i promise. as for now, i have to study” become something great. something that pays off your hard work and yeah a bit of my “okay”s with your excuses, i guess?

Honey, just know that i will always be there in your lowest and darkest days. I’m willing to help and if i can't, i hope we’ll find another way to solve things up. I’m always gonna be there for you. You’re my precious. I take care of my precious with my life. And even if we happen to not be together again someday, which hope will never happen, feel free to ask for my help. I will always love you and if theres a chance that we ever broke up, that will NEVER be my idea. That, i promise you too. My entire world and existence goes to you.

Anyway, happy 9th, sayang.

In case you forgot, this was written 3 months ago. I never got the chance to say this in person or in actual text to the person behind the ‘you’s in this long ass writings. But of course, again, feel free to think of the person you love when reading this.

For ‘The One’, love, I still love you and will forever be that way. Please come back home. Our routines missed you so much. I miss you. Too much i can't even go through a day without thinking of your well-being.

Please, come home.

[larissaloki]

walking avengers 3

“Daddy, can I come with you outside today?” talking quietly, Tony smiles at his son. Peter had just woken up not to long ago forcing Tony himself to get out of bed. Munching on some eggs they still have, Tony nursing the coffee cradled in his hands; soon it will all be gone. Joining them from one last sweep around the house, Bucky sits opposite the father and son accepting a cup of coffee for himself. Just barely holding in a moan at the taste.

Bucky never had much of a chance to spend that much time with Tony back before. However, what little time they did spend in each others company, had been good. Tony had been fascinated with his arm. He had provided equipment through SI to help with the triggers that were in his head. Chatting on the hellicarrier while looking for the tesseract, they had spent time chatting. Understanding in each others trauma that both avoided talking about. A sense of comradie that others couldn’t really understand.

Bucky was one that had spoken out a bit at Tony’s dismissal, and one that Tony had missed a lot. He hadn’t cared about who Tony was but, his loyalty to Cap came first. He had followed Steve to try and help him calm down. Tony didn’t overly begrudge him for that, after all had it been the other way round with Rhodey, well he would have gone after his best friend as well.

So in a sense, there wasn’t any real bad blood between them, more awkwardness of not knowing how to act around the other. The awkwardness that comes from not seeing someone for so long and having no idea what to say. Like with Natasha, Tony could understand Bucky’s stance on things. He wasn’t ready to forgive the others who had recoiled from him almost violently but he could see himself forming tentative bridges with Bucky and Nat.

“Morning Buckster, I take it all clear?”

“Not a stir my entire watch” Nodding at Peter in greeting, Bucky looks up at Tony with a small smile. “How you sleep?”

“Barely a wink, I’m not used to having others in my house. I kept expecting someone to come in and try eating me. The image of a Zombie hulk came to mind- now that is just terrifying but I can’t help but wonder if Banner is immune”

“Let’s prey we never find out, we taking the kid with us on our rounds?”

“We have to, I can’t really leave him in here by himself while I show you guys around. So yes, he will be with us.” Next to him Peter cheered at that and beams before shovelling in the last of his eggs into his still mostly full mouth. “Ew, Petey! Swallow the first lot first! Honestly it’s like I raised an animal!”

“Who’s an animal?” in the doorway, stood the rest of the group slowly shuffling inside of the kitchen. Yawning widely Clint sat next to Bucky and rubs his eyes, sniffing he catches the scent of coffee and his mouth practically drools as he looks at Bucky’s cup. “I don’t suppose there’s...?”

Rolling his eyes, Tony gestures to the kettle with the small pack of coffee next to it. “As little as possible though, try to make it last for as long as we can”

Nodding his thanks Clint makes a beeline for the coffee. Turning to the others Tony directs them to the eggs and toast and such to make breakfast. Silence falls upon the kitchen, only broken occasionally by Peter chatting to Tony about his homework. As son as possible, Tony herds his son upstairs with a quick statement over his shoulder for everyone to be ready as soon as to get the tour over with.

Upstairs, once in Peter’s room helping his son dress, Tony wonders again, if he was right to let the group stay.

“Daddy, do the others not like us?” Pausing in doing up Peter’s shoes, Tony looks up surprised at his son.

“What makes you say that buddy?”

“Everyone seems tense...did I do something wrong?”

“What?! No! No oh god, no baby boy you didn’t do anything wrong. It’s just, well, daddy and them didn’t get along to well back when I was an avenger” He forgot how perceptive kids could be. Damnit, he couldn’t have Peter think anything was his fault! Pulling his son into a cuddle, sitting down he smooth’s out the messy brown locks that greatly resembles Tony’s own birds nest for hair.

“Oh. Is everything going to be ok?” Looking down into Peter’s eyes, Tony could still see the absolute innocence and naiveté in them. He wishes he would keep Peter away from the real world. So that he never has to be scared or at the threat of going hungry. But he knows, all to soon they will have to go out there eventually. Peter seems more advanced in some areas but he’s still just a young kid.

“Everything will be fine, ok? Everything will be fine...” Biting his lip, he can’t help but feel guilty for lying. What else can he say? Taking a deep breathe, he pushes Peter to stand and groans as he gets off the hard floor himself. “Lets go and see if the others are ready huh?” Flashing a comforting smile, offering a hand, they head back down stairs after quickly stopping for Tony to change.

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“This is the last well, I have three to take from over the course of the year, sometimes the others dry up quickly if there lack of rain. So don’t be alarmed if water stops coming out as you pump. That there is the pump. That fence over there is the far end of my property.”

Walking around, Tony had taken time to show the group all three wells and pumps and the boarders and to also inspect the fences for any weaknesses. So far everything is good. The fields all clear of deado’s, as they head to the last fence to check it over, Bruce and Natasha stay at the well with Peter to pump the water. Moving to be walking next to Tony, Steve glances at him out of the corner of his eye. Noticing how Tony had tensed as he came closer.

“Tony, we need to talk, about many things-“

“I’m going to stop you there Cap, now isn’t the time to talk. Unless its about the farm lets save any issues until later, alright?”

Taken back by Tony’s abruptness, Steve falters before pulling himself back together. “Ok, well how much food is there left? Do we need to make a run to another nearby farm? Or to the city?” There’s a pause as Tony thinks it over, mentally going over all that’s in stock back at the house.

“Less than three days with the extra mouths to now feed...”

“We can go on a run first thing in the morning then, Cap?” Clint asks, eyes scanning the tree lines sharply for any movement, bow at the ready but pointing down.

“Yeah, take Natasha with you, your both sneaky and good at stealth, you’ll be quicker by yourselves.” Checking the fences as Tony had taught them they spread out daggers drawn in case. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

That night, went pretty much the same as the night before. Somewhat awkward conversation between them all, most of it was based around Peter’s endless questions about the Avenger’s.

“Have you ever fought fire breathing dragons?” Bemused, the team exchange looks, behind Peter they can see Tony snort to himself in amusement.

Clint was the one to grin leaning forward nodding, “Oh yeah! It was an escaped experiment! Nearly ate Cap there! So me; being the amazing Hawkeye I am; swooped in and saved him using an exploding arrow!”

“Strange, I could have sworn it was me saving your butt Clint” Chuckling Steve pretends to stroke his chin. His face scrunched up as if pondering. Only to laugh more fully when a cushion is frown at his head.

Grabbing a tool kit by his arm chair, Tony moves over towards Bucky and motions him to budge up. He sits on the side with the metal arm and gestures for him to let him have a look. “I found my better tools, should be able to fix those twitches your still getting and clean it up.” Clearly surprised, Bucky hesitantly nods.

“Thanks, it has been getting worse..” He watches as the Sub genius gets the plates open. The moment Tony sees the inside he lets out a pained whine, clutching at his chest as if in horror.

“What the hell did you do to this?! Who on earth was messing around in here?! The poor thing is mutilated!” Grabbing tools and a cloth rag, he sets to work quickly and efficiently. Peter wondering over, crawling into Bucky’s lap without a care to peer in, curious. Freezing, Bucky stare’s at the kid unsure what to do.

Smirking, Steve teases him from over the top of Tony’s head, “what’s wrong Buck? Never seen a kid before?” He chuckles at the answering glare he gets in return.

Loosing himself to the world of electronics, he methodorically fixes and cleans the plates and the insides. Clearing away any rust or grime thats built up from lack of maintenance for a while. He’s so absorbed that he doesn’t even notice when the group go silent. Clint and Natasha splitting to check the windows. He only realises when the lights are snuffed out, and Steve’s hand over his mouth to cut off his protests.

“Hush, we heard something outside, Bruce has a hold of Peter, can you quickly close up Buck’s arm? We may have to fight” Nodding silently, Tony manages to put a wire he was inspecting for damage back into it’s place and closes the arm up. Silently they all get up moving to the doorway for their shoes, slipping Peter his coat in case. Natasha and Clint come back, sneaking in the near pitch black.

“There’s a massive horde on the other side of the fence coming from behind the barn. We can probably sneak out to the cars but there’s a few on the other side of the house. We will have to be quick.”

Cursing Steve thinks for a second as they all head to the front door. “Alright, Buck, you and me will go first clear the way if we have to” gets his keys out of his pocket that he always keep on him, “Tony, Bruce you two will go in the middle with Peter. Nat Clint bring up the rear. We have no time to grab out stuff- has everyone at least got a weapon?” Soft yes’s answer him, with a nod he opens the door as gently as he can.

Quickly, the group shuffle out. As the two spy’s said, the Deado’s are far from them for now. Luckily they have also yet to be seen. To their left a few are roaming at the side of the house, due to the dark they haven’t caught sight of them either. The group make it halfway when the first hungry snarl is aimed at them. As if acting like a homing beacon to the other Deado’s, more snarling and growling gets louder as the ones at the house side spot them. Stumbling they reach out for the fresh meat trying to get away. The snarls are loud enough for the ones by the fence can hear, like a surging wave; they crash into the fence snarling; wanting the prey they can’t quite see but know is there.

Cursing again, Steve can already hear the fencing groan and creak, splinters already happening as the massive horde rush the fencing. Desperate for the warm flesh they know to be close. Behind he hears Clint grunt as he takes down the dead that are coming up behind them all. Hurrying he opens the car and urges Tony and his son in, Bruce running to the other side with Bucky as they both get in. Turning to call the spy’s to jump in, he hears the fencing give way and the horde Surge forward. Stepping over fallen ones in their blind search.

“Get in the car!!” diving into the driver’s seat he turns the engine revving it to life as the spy twins make a run and jump into the back just about as Steve reverses trying to avoid the horde thats getting really close. To close, Natasha just about shuts the door as the first few get to the car banging on the windows. In the back somewhere Steve hears the frightened wails of Peter as he floors the pedal, sending the car jolting forward; knocking back several dead that tried to surround the car; getting frown around a bit in the back from the car driving over bodies.

Tony had curled over Peter’s body protectively in the boot that he had crawled into with Bruce, leaving the back seats for Natasha and Clint. Once sure they have gotten off the farm grounds and away from the farm he sits up checking Peter over in the dim light.

“You ok baby boy?” Tilting Peter’s chin up concerned he wipes away at his tears. Nodding a little bit, the toddler curls into his fathers chest shaking in fear. The sound! God they had been terrible!

“Is Peter ok?!” Steve shouted from the front. Worry in his voice as he finally slows down the car. Going a near silent cruising pace. “Yeah! Yeah...he’s ok, just scared” murmuring in his son’s ear soothingly, he rubbed his back trying to keep Peter calm. Eventually he drifted off, the lulling of the car sending him into fitful dreams.

“Sorry about your farm Tones...” Natasha offered quietly, twisting to face the two geniuses in the back. Next to her Clint is cleaning off a dagger, silently glad he kept his bow and arrows close at all times. Thankfully, due to high alerts everyone had kept most weapons close at all times, making a quick getaway much easier.

Shrugging, Tony rests his head against the cool metal of the car frame at his back. “It was bound to happen sooner or later. I’m surprised it just happened so soon”

“They must be leaving the cities, searching for more food. Would make sense if the dead aren’t finding anything in the cities anymore.” Groaning, Bucky rubs his forehead as he thinks about that.

“Would that make the cities more safer again?” leaning forward Hopefully Clint asks, deflating when Bucky shakes his head.

“We can’t be sure there isn’t still groups managing to get by in once high populated areas. They would still be dangerous. I guess it doesn’t really matter where we go actually...” Nodding his agreement, Steve focuses on the road looking for any signs to get any idea which way their heading. “Agreed, but we can’t just wonder aimlessly. We may have to camp in the car tonight if we don’t find someplace in a few hours. We can decide where to head in the morning.”

Thinking, Tony hums to himself, “What about a disease research facility? They have them all over the country. Maybe one of those would be our best bet?”

The group ponder that, thinking the idea over.

“I think thats a good idea,” Natasha agrees speaking softly so to not wake Peter, “We have to be careful in case they try and use us as experiments to test any serums on, if they have any anti serums, but they usually have the best defences and security.”

“Let’s not forget, usually a hell of a lot of back up power sources and off the main grid in case of power outages!” Grinning Clint bounces in his seat. “God I hope that means warm showers!”

Laughing at the archer, the group all seem to agree on his plan, Bruce even chipping in that he knows where most are. If they can find a map to mark them down.

Taking a deep breath, Steve looks at Bucky- Who’s looking back warmly, nodding at him that he likes this plan. Grinning, Steve faces forward again. “Looks like we have a plan then, lets find a small village or something and get a map!”

[aqua-cultured]

I meant to do this earlier, but--! Oh, well. Do all the even numbers for that ask meme! 🙂

((i also meant to answer these earlier, so OOPS))

2. What’s going on between you and the last person you kissed?

well that was @prettyflyforabriguy​ and we’re dating so thats cute

4. Is your last name longer than six letters?

it is EXACTLY 6 letters (so technically no)

6. Have you ever wanted to have someone but you messed it up?

this is odd phrasing, but i guess yeah? just didn’t time it right, but its ok!! its honestly probably better for our friendship that nothing happened

8. How many times have you kissed the last person you kissed?

well i lost track but i’m gonna go with a Lot (LDRs you take the opportunity when you can)

10. When is the last time you saw your sister?

oh jeez this is an awkward one

I have a vague memory that im not really sure if its real or something my 5-year-old mind made up, but i think i escaped from my dad and burst into the funeral room where my mom was, and i think she was holding her

12. Where did you sleep last night?

my own bed

14. If you could go back and change something in the past 5 months, would you?

id have woken up earlier last week so i wouldnt have missed my fuckin flight

16. Would you rather it be sunny or rainy?

i like a cool sunny of like 70 degrees (i love thunderstorms if im like, doing things with friends or a s/o or something, and its cozy, but i get depressed easily if alone)

18. Are you wearing jeans,sweatpants,or pajama pants?

lol lifes too short to be wearing pants

20. Does anyone like you?

well i sure hope my boyfriend does :p

22. Is the last person you kissed gay?

hella

(i mean, pan technically)

24. Have you ever considered getting a tattoo?

if they ever figure out how to do chromatophore tattoos, you bet your ass ill get over the pain and get an octopus on my shoulder

26. What breed was the last dog you saw?

oh fuck i dont remember, mutt most likely

28. Have you ever kissed a football player?

dont believe i have

30. Do you like text messaging?

yeah

32. Have you ever thought about getting your nose pierced?

I mean i’ve thought about it, but i think if im gonna get any non-ear piercings itll probably be snake bites

34. Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?

(ignoring the poor wording buttt) yeah, i have a lot of guy friends who are really important in my life, like jonny, ben, dalen, and special mention for brian

36. Are you a simple or complicated person?

i dont know if anyone can truly be called “simple” in that sense (so complicated i guess)

38. When you say you’re sorry do you mean it?

i’d say the majority of the time, if im actually apologizing im most likely being sincere about it (if im not i usually just dont end up apologizing)

40. What made you start liking the person you like now?

when brian and i started watching star together are we just casually flirted and hung out and it was really nice 😊

42. What is wrong with you right now?

i am perfect fek u

(no but really im p stressed atm because taxes and trump and also bleeding soyeah)

44. Does anyone disgust you?

our president, his vice, his cabinet, confederates,,,

46. Are you in a good mood right now?

yeh :) skyping the cutie

48. What color shirt are you wearing?

lifes too short to be wearing a shirt

((if you are wondering what i AM wearing, its underwear and a blanket wrapped on my shoulders))

50. Anyone you’re giving up on?

not at the moment?

52. Have you ever thought about giving up on someone but couldn’t?

????????????/ i dont knowwwwwwwww what this is asking enough to really answer

54. Do you care if your boyfriend/girlfriend drinks?

i mean i just want him to be safe about it, otherwise i really dont care/not for me to say/hes his own person

56. Do you like to cuddle?

FUCK YES I DO

58. Do you get along with girls?

i mean, girls are people, so i get along with certain girls more than others, because, ya know, thats how social interactions work

60. What do you carry with you at all times?

I usually have some kind of purse on me at all times, and more often than not my little pink pocket knife is in there

62. Do you think you can last in a relationship for five months?

yes?? ((i mean i never go into a relationship hoping/planning on it to end)

64. The person you like kisses you on the forehead, do you find this cute?

mmmmmm, yeh

66. How old are the last three people you kissed?

21, 21, 23

68. Which do you like better- Zebra print or leopard print?    

really not a fan of animal prints at all so i cant really decide

70. Would you rather listen to Luke Bryan or Lil Wayne?    

i dont listen to enough of either to have a preference tbh

72. When’s the last time you had pizza from Pizza Hut?    

like february probably? sometime in this 2017

74. What color are the walls in your room?    

Apartment Issued Beige

76. Do you watch Pretty Little Liars?    

naw. tried reading it once, never really got into it

78. What are your initials?    

MCL (or SCL if youre going by nickname)

80. Are you from the south?    

well i was born in PA, but we moved to nc when i was like 1, so technically no but i do say peCAN instead of peCAHN and i sometimes get a southern accent going when im upset

82. Do you still talk to the first person you ever kissed?    

I wouldnt say we’re on bad terms or anything, but not really no

84. Have you ever done cheerleading or gymnastics?    

i did gymnastics as a small one (if i had stuck with it id probably be pretty good, i have the right form for it)

86. Do you smoke?    

nope

88. Is your phone touch screen?    

yeah

90. Have you ever snuck out of your house?    

no but last week i bought a plane ticket and went to new york without telling my parents about it, so that was an adrenaline rush for my overprotected ass

92. Have you ever made out in a car?    

i mean i’ve kissed in a car, but i wouldnt say ive made out in one

not that i wouldnt be down for it tho

94. Are you single or in a relationship? 

i am happily taken :D

96. When’s the last time you saw fireworks?    

january 1st probably

98. Have you ever had a friend with benefits?    

i’ve had friends with cuddle benefits, but thats about the extent of it

100. Are you friends with people on facebook that you actually hate?    

yeah, several high school dildos whos page i go to whenever im feeling particularly masochistic

102. Name your favorite Kesha song:    

timber is just so catchy... (though i only really like keshas parts in it)

104. Would you ever wear cowboy boots with shorts?    

that would require me to wear cowboy boots (so no, though i will wear other boots with shorts)