#oh yeah go ahead try to sue me I’ve videos of you ripping my phone out of my hands

[rvllybllply2014]

Heavy stuff under the cut (insert that I’m fine meme)

It’s probably my period coming on and the fact that it’s my mom’s birth month but damn this life fucking sucks. And it’s on me i know this, but you would think the other person would take responsibility for his actions and grow the fuck up. You’re fucking 32 but drink like an alcoholic teen, and then get abusive towards me. 16+ shots is not a normal amount of shots. Threatening to hit my face with a 2 gallon (full) water bottle is not unabusive behavior. You got mad because i pointed out that you were only supposed to get water, not four more shots and a tall can of beer, i knew you would. Then when i point out the window are down and there people a car space over you pour one of your shots all over my clothes, my seat and my phone. When i go to record your behavior, you know it’s wrong, you throw my phone on the floor. Then you refuse to give me the phone after I tell Siri to call 911, get mad at me because you have to now give me my phone back and yeah i did lie to the operator everything was not fine. But i lied and told them it was, even if they weren’t convinced. Then i rolled the windows back down because you threatened to beat my face in and calling me stupid, but you only shut up once i pointed out the cop car at the air hose who were airing up their tires. Then you took my phone again after I tried to record you threatening me, caused a fucking scene and demanded that i take you back to my house. You think i have no backbone, please i stand up to you everyday, the reason i didn’t cuss out my dads bitch of a girlfriend is because its called respect and im not trying to be homeless with you. If you get this far two things. One parents if you’re an alcoholic or your partner is or a family member by blood is please talk to your kids about addiction. Don’t let them make excuses of oh i started drinking 6 years ago, it’s not okay especially if they have anger issues. And two of your partner is an alcoholic with violent tendencies towards you run as fast and as far as you can away from them. Idc how much you think you love them, they DONT LOVE YOU. If they loved you they wouldn’t put their hands on you, not even once. If they just threaten to hurt you LEAVE THEM, it’s not love. Sometimes you have to go against your very core of who you are to save yourself. Take it from me, I’m not a selfish person and I’m pretty forgiving but that’s my downfall I’m now stuck in an abusive relationship of 6 years. At least once a month i have to deal with him putting his hands on me or threatening to beat my face in. And oh yeah sorry not sorry that I’m protective over my phone, but when it has a video of my DEAD MOTHER ON IT I DONT WANT ANYTHING TO HAPPEN TO IT. I’m losing memories of her everyday, and I can’t lose my phone or the video of her talking.

Anyway sending peace and love to my fellow abuse survivors. May we each get out and only know peace and love.