#oh well if my blog/this post gets preemptively self-deleted we'll have the answer to this one

[seraphic-sibyl]

The hopeposts lately talking about how I still own myself and my own actions and beliefs and kindness are comforting. But I guess I'm also scared, too, that I'll keel over and give that up too.

That one day, if they make this illegal or that illegal or what have you, that I won't fight, that I won't keep doing it anyway, that I'll just...concede another good thing because I'm tired.

Because it's just so much easier to give in.

Because I want to be me and not lose myself and not spend my life hiding, but I also don't want to die or have my loved ones suffer because of me.

That eventually everyone will just get sick of the stress of fighting, and I will too.