#oh well! im gonna eat smthn then go back and get it. no big

[presidentalpaca]

i have two bags, a purse and a work satchel, and i totally forgot to grab the satchel from my car. i didnt realize until i was across the street, in the building, and up to my floor that i left it (and my work laptop) in my car

[frostbite-the-bat]

goofy ass ms paint werewolf eating a mango as a divider between the rant under this bc i do not wish to be precieved rn but i still wanna rant some thoughts out

random lovely guzma urge to delyeet everythin on myne site bc not only did i make it for petz things back when i was active between petz folks and got some encouragement there and ended up never finishing petz things for it, but i also feel horrible and uncommited for it being hosted and made on weebly and for bein too lazy to yeet my shit over to neocities just cause that shit gives me a headache and instead of getting inspired by people i feel jealous and unwelcome

also been working on my sleep schedule its a bit better now and im like. better in general now..? idk how long i can keep this up but getting up early makes me just. so tired like all day urgh i do not understand how i used to keep myself up when this tired. tired tired. brain empty. hard to do shit for long. defo needs more breaks but i swear to god everything feels like its frying my brain but i got nothin to do indoors. guess i can go draw traditionall but i end up putting such high expectations on myself i just yeah. fuck it up. get stressed. not fun. i need to stop thinking about others bc i keep thinking i put effort into smthn i need to show it off.like if i wasted time here i might as well. no this isnt showable it sucks damn it

even stuff i do draw purely for myself as self indulgent shit i go urhh this aint right

oh and then i try doin a lil excercise so im not like. physically diyng but my god that tires me out like instantly. but its okay, baby steps.

dont know what sort of place i am in mentally. the type id prolly spiral a bit over if it werent nice and 2 pm. wacky stuff. i wanna maybe do some stuff but ugh my brain just. isnt big thoughts when im tired. but honestly when am i not tired. and i am getting art done but i cant get myself to draw all day again ill end up in pain again my hand rn already is being a bit of a bitch

uhhh played pokemon in the morning but i need better pokemon already. i fuck up every raid (raids i need so i can get better mons easier) (and my shiny ralts i want easier)

hmm maybe i need a break from stuff but what kinda break what even is relaxing in my case? and "break from people" is a slippery slope of self isolation i always slip into. bit difficult to figure myself out

also, different thing, but ive been considering this for a good few months now and kinda ignoring it but i read one (1) thing and i m intrigued to do more n more research now but man do not like how moral ocd clicks perfectly with a lot of my most common issues . so i guess thats a thing to consider going into (like research) . if it helps .bc dear god i am Sensitive

but uhmmm yea sleeping better now ig like i went to sleep around ONE. my usual sleep time was 5-6 am a while ago !!!!!!! 1 am has always been my kinda usual time. man and i used to do that even when i had school and i *functioned* with less sleep. how did i do that. uhm. not well i guess

but yeah. things.. arent feeling right and i kinda wanna wipe my brain. also the neocities thing seems to be a part of my issue of (ppl who dont care abt me) r gonna thingk i suck bc i dont do (this that i find difficult) (coding) i will be exploded forever and shunned andhated

uhmmm what else yea last thought i forgot as i was gonna type it and the last thing i am deciding not to share anyway bc Shame so hooray

guy who is eeypy tired

i am just realizing how like tired i am but if i go nap ill make it worse so uhmm cope i guess lmfao at least it keeps me going to sleep at a more regular hour but like srsly brain we got around 8 hours of sleep why are you tired we used to get less and function fine. maybe not as good but we functioned

[theonetrueyeet]

initial thoughts on sdr2 characters as someone who has never experienced sdr2

ive seen the anime and im watching game grump’s danganronpa series but dont know much abt the other games. thought i would put my initial thoughts here and let y’all know what i think then update later when i know more abt them. i found out names but not ultimates so lets go do this

Nekomaru Nidai: is he Mondo pt 2????? kinda looks like a jojo character (coming from someone who has never seen jojo). is he another gang leader????

Kazuici Soda: pink hair + those overalls is a look and im here for it. i feel like his ultimate ability has something to do with cars he's got like mechanic vibes bc of the overalls idk

Sonia Nevermind: she looks like a reskin of Sayaka. hopefully she has more personality than her. no clue what her ultimate is she looks so plain?????? ultimate basic bitch????? ultimate plain girl????? or is she gonna have something rly random like ultimate skirt wearer or ultimate red shoes i rly have no clue. maybe she's a female protag option?

Mikan Tsumiki: baby????? she looks so baby???? ultimate baby????? no jk but uhhh bandages and ive seen a lot of fanart of her crying so idk ultimate clumsy? or maybe something like ultimate doctor or ultimate hypochondriac lol

Hajime Hinata: Makoto 2.0 like cmon man he has to be the protag bc he looks so boring. hes even got the hair spike like Makoto did. ultimate lucky student/ultimate hope. next.

Nagito Komaeda: bc i exist in this world and have been on the internet i know this guy is a fan favourite. however i have managed to keep mostly away from spoilers so i have no clue abt why. he kinda looks like Makoto as well??? like if Makoto had a mental breakdown and bleached his hair boom u get him (maybe). however i will say this: he is very clearly queer. look at him. ultimate twink. next

Gundham Tanaka: is he the hamster guy???? i think he's the hamster guy. my man plays ttrpgs and never fucking shuts up abt them and honestly i love him for that. hes gonna be something like the ultimate yu-gi-oh player or ultimate beyblade spinner and i respect that.

Akane Owari: big tiddy anime girl, and shes queer bc i said so. danganronpa is for the girls gays and theys okay???? looks kinda like Hina- maybe they're siblings that got seperated bc they do look extremely similar like i looked at them side by side and they look so similar???? but yeah i have no idea what her ultimate would be. maybe something sport related like Hina??? idk

Peko Pekoyama: has she got a fucking katana on her back????? is she the ultimate samaurai??? im scared to say anything about her for fear that she will come out of my screen and kill me but i feel like they might pull a Sakura on her.

Byakuya Togami: ?????????? why the fuck is he back and why did he put on so much weight what??????? did he eat his family wealth or something??????? dont trust this but it would be WAY too obvious for him to be the mastermind or the traitor. ultimate returning student???? ultimate bastard rich boy???? im so confused

Chiaki Nanami: again shes a plain looking one but shes wearing the uniform so shes probably the ultimate student or smthn boring like that. nothing else to say.

Hiyoko Saionji: her hair is similar to Junko’s so that’s setting off alarm bells for me- she looks cute though but cute like an actual child. like she does not look highschool age. maybe she’s rly smart or smthn??? idk i feel like it has something to do with her kimono. maybe she’s the ultimate seamstress and makes kimonos??????

Fuyuhiko Kuzuryu: that’s another child. ultimate child. he looks so baby and for what. why is he wearing a suit? also i thought this was the one who had 1 eye??? i feel like he’s gonna be something weird though like ultimate table tennis player.

Ibuki Mioda: I. LOVE. HER. her fashion sense? beautiful. her hair? incredible. the position? wonderfully dynamic. scene kid so she’s very clearly bi bc look at her. i love her so so so much she better survive or else. 100% in an emo band. ultimate singer- step back Sayaka oh wait u cant bc 11037 got u sorry hun. but yeah 32484827843471230932/10 love her so much

Teruteru Hanamura: okay well he’s clearly the ultimate chef. dont like the Mondo hair. or his face??? why does he look like that the art style is different??? feel like he’s gonna be like Hifumi but creepier

Mahiro Koizumi: femme lesbian out in the wild. shes got a camera so thats obviously important bc why else would she have that so shes the ultimate photographer or journalist or something like that. seems funky enough.

M*nok*ma: 🤢🤮 dont like him at all get him the fuck away from me ill punt him into the sky idc if it kills me i hate him so fuckign much

Monomi: why did he bring his sister with him and why is she a pink rabbit. im inclined to hate her bc shes like him but shes actually kinda cute. i would buy a plushie of her and i hate that.

[saveme-ruinme]

Boyfriend Jooheon

A/N: thought i would carry on with the monsta x boyfriend!au thing

rip me tbh bc jooheonie is my bias wrecker its those dimples man oh my god probably the worst honestly but in the best way if that makes sense

The worst bc just try and guess what hes gonna do next

Aegyo? Scream? Rap? Laugh?

Jooheonie feels everything at extreme levels you know he wears his heart on his forehead lmao

When hes scared he’ll try and pretend he isnt but you know jooheon he may as well be carrying a fucking neon sign that says i am terrified

When hes happy he shines, he smiles with his whole face and he starts radiating positivity and gets loud with excitement, jumping around everywhere, not able to keep his hands off you so you’ll be stuck in his arms always

He does chill tho hes not always like that

Its just hes a very extroverted person who is full of energy so being loud and hyper is his thing

Its always nice when hes calm tho

Opens up to u that way telling u his deepest thoughts and secrets

Tells u everything bc thats just who he is doesnt want to keep any secrets from u

Is a really trusting and loving boyfriend

I dont think he would get all that jealous but if he did not the type to get angry

Will more than likely casually approach u and whomever is causing him to be jealous and then lowkey drape an arm over u givin u lil kiss

And then turning to whoever and introducing himself as ur bf

Does it really sly that it doesnt even seem like possesive type behaviour

Loves it when u go visit him at the studio bc when he likes to show u what hes working on and will rap lyrics that hes writing to u

Hes always inspired by u too which is why he likes to have u there bc he looks at ur face and boom hes written a whole new song

Writes about pretty much every aspect of ur relationship that sometimes starship is like,,,,, dude,,,, chill out a lil bit

Does not care in the slightest tho lmao continues to write songs about u

And if they dont make the album for whatever reason will just give them to u anyway

Like happy anniversary baby heres a mini album of songs i made for u they didnt make the monsta x album but u can have them anyway

U cried listening to them

At some point ur gonna have to fight minhyuk bc hes gonna get all up in ur shit about dating jooheon and proclaim himself king of jooheons affections

So just beat his ass bc he probably deserves it tbh but once hes cool with u the two of u become the jooheon protection squad

Grouping together to shower jooheon with love and affection bc he deserves it all

Although u may have to tell minhyuk to step off sometimes bc thats ur man

That makes jooheon laugh and hes standing there like im ur man soz not soz minhyuk

Serenades u all the time crying emoji

Like the two of u will be cooking dinner at ur place with music playing in the bg and he’ll just start singing to u while ur trying to chop carrots or smthn

Is always helpful

Helps with cooking, cleaning, laundry, literally anything he just wants to help out

Sometimes ur like calm down i got it i know ur tired from 15 hours of dance practice pls rest

Really appreciates when u take care of him like that bc sometimes his life is rly overwhelming and its nice when he doesnt have to worry about anything

Thats the general theme of monsta x as ur bf tbh

Do everyone a favor and poke his dimples

Especially when hes got that soft smile on his face when hes kinda tired

Poke them it will make him happy

Sends u hella selfies while hes away

Tells u its so u dont forget what he looks like lmao

Im crying im looking at gifs of jooheon for inspiration and its making all soft inside

On the the fun stuff smirk emoji

Honestly? Probably a sub if ur into that kinda stuff

Like yeah he does have his moments when hes being all strict and domineering and stuff but i dont think he will get it if u tell him to be ur dom

Will probably tell u to do his laundry bc he just doesnt get it

Not all that kinky either i imagine if u try and blindfold him hes just gonna get scared so dont do that its gonna ruin the mood

Is a hella giver tho u best bet

Always down to eat u out its one of his fave activities

Man can rap hella fast so u can bet hes good with his mouth

Believes in equality tho so u gotta suck him off too but isnt pushy about it

Whines about his boner until u get the message then kinda just lies back and lets u go to town

Holds ur hair back so he can see his cock disappear into ur mouth but wont push u to do anything

Very vocal about everything

Tells u whatever is coming into his head in that moment and makes pretty noises

Solid missionary man bc hes soft and likes to be face to face with u when hes fucking u so that he can kiss u whenever he wants

Although hes down to let u ride him especially when hes tired

The type to put his hands behind his head and just let u fuck urself with his dick

Might lend a hand to play with ur clit to help u get off faster if u asked

Cuddles afterwards

Will gather u up in his arms and just lie there until u both have caught ur breath

Hes likes to be a little spoon too okay so let him be a little spoon

And run ur fingers through his hair while cuddling him he will love it bc it makes him all sleepy and cute

I gotta stop now imma start crying soon i love jooheonie

HE MAY BE A HELLA COOL RAPPER BUT HES ACTUALLY FULL OF AEGYO

HES SCARED OF EVERYTHING OKAY SO U GOTTA TAKE CARE OF HIM

HES A BIG BABY BUT HE LOVES U AND WILL TAKE CARE OF U THE SAME WAY U TAKE CARE OF HIM