#oh i miss the simple times when they got gelato together and shit

[theunmappedstar]

I don't know if it's just me, or does Fitz seem a little OOC for the last couple of books? I mean, since it's been the last couple of book, it might be his new character, but it just doesn't feel as continuous with the old Fitz who bought the gang gelato during Neverseen. IDK, just some thoughts.

this kinda turned into a mini fitz analyzation so oops

i agree, for the most part. it seems OOC from what we see of fitz during earlier books - from easier times. his change seemed to start a bit in Nightfall (but is mostly prominent in Flashback) and from that point onward, fitz appears to continuously lose chunks of his (positive) traits/personality piece by piece....i don’t mean it like shannon is making him a dry character, i just mean fitz (from how i see things) has lost the ability to really function in positive ways - which makes sense. fitz has undergone a lot. 

we see the first hints of his anger seep out during the period when his dad’s mind breaks. that was the first time that something really burdened fitz to a point that was unbearable. fitz can handle certain calamities, but it’s kind of like he bottles that stuff up until another major disaster strikes. fitz doesn’t know how to deal with those sort of situations, so to shield himself from guilt, he reverts to anger and blaming others as opposed to himself. 

anyway, moving forward, after his father is healed, fitz deals with more guilt because he comes to the realization that while his coping mechanism was semi-effective for himself, it is destructive towards others. he understands that he hurt sophie badly and that there’s nothing he can really do to erase it, no matter how many times he apologizes. it’s always going to be a memory between the two of them. but what is he supposed to do? his only coping mechanism is anger - and how can he direct his anger towards someone after he hurt sophie like that? after he came to understand that it hurt her? it was his fault - but he can’t feel focus on the guilt he feels either, so where does that leave him?

as we all know, it didn’t stop there. alvar’s betrayal hurt fitz enough to leave him in a haze of rage - and in the midst of it, another tragedy occured. keefe betrayed them. and that left fitz unable to function, period. (we see this as sophie recounts to keefe that fitz remained silent, didn’t get angry, and eventually broke down and cried with everyone else).

on top of that, such tragic experiences of that level are fairly new territory to him. he’d never really been exposed to hardships of that level until sophie arrived, so once the castle began to weather, it crumbled fast; one might say too fast for him to process (positively). we can see with a character like sophie that she’s accustomed to mishaps from an early age, and while fitz doesn’t have the perfect life, he doesn’t endure something of that volume until he’s older. the weight is new to him. so, he does the first thing that snaps into his head: he reacts. he yells. he blames. he acts impulsively.

with all that in mind, we can return back to the main point of the ask: fitz is acting OOC, in a way. he’s acting different from the boy we saw at the start of this series - he’d yet to be traumatized in certain aspects, so he didn’t hold the same temper he does now. 

it... sucks, in my eyes, to see him act irrationally and be unable to exit his haze, but i’ve got to hope that shannon won’t do him dirty and make him irredeemable. i have to hope that this isn’t a plot device meant to make the love triangle simpler and that this change was meant to happen.

but we’ll see, in time.

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[sw124]

Monster Boyfriend!Reader insert!

Female Reader! Shadow boyfriend.

[The reader is nicknames are Angel by the boyfriend and Bo by everyone else]

Another day, another chewing out by your asshole of a boss who as usual promoted the skinny collage girl over you; despite the fact you worked at this office for over five years and kept it running! In your opinion your boss was a misogynistic piece of garbage who believed all woman had the minds of toddlers, that and their only purpose was to be servants/playthings/baby factories to all men. The only reason he promoted this new girl was because he was looking for new eye candy.

It was just your boss who shared this view however, the other members of the office didn’t share their views. All of them were married and had kids, you could feel the unease when the boss made filthy jokes about someone’s daughter…especially when that daughter was only thirteen years old.

The father of this girl was your friend and neighbor Roy, he was tempted to punch his boss senseless but at the moment he couldn’t afford to. He just found out he and his wife were expecting baby number two, his wife worked from home but he always believed in having a safety net.

[Lunch break]

You sat down by Roy and Trevor, he was from accounting and pretended to be a bachelor when he actually dating a very nice young person, they preferred not to be labeled with a gender.

“Hey Bo, heard the boss yelling at ya; what was it about this time?” Asked Trevor opening his lunchbox.

“The account he assigned to the new girl was lost and he’s blaming me despite I had no part in its loss. He just wants to get on the girls good side so he can try an sleep with her…” you mumbled as you pulled out your own lunch.

You weren’t skinny, you were round with curves and a belly. This lead to many comments from your boss but you brushed them off, especially when you got home cooked lunches from your boyfriend. Today’s lunch was as beautiful as before, he got into making those character bento lunchboxes he saw on tiktok. Today’s lunch was fried chicken meatballs with rolled up omelet and little rice balls. The meatballs were decorated to look like hedgehogs, the little rice balls made to look like penguins and the omelets were speckled with green and filled with cheese.

“Lee went all out on that didn’t he?” Retorted Roy with a chuckle, his lunch was a grilled panini he ordered from the shop next door.

“He loves to cook and I love eating his cooking.” You smiled as you chowed down into his creation.

There was a small avocado salad on the side with diced raw onions and a small squirt of hotshots on it. It was a interesting combination but it actually worked out well.

You were about to dig into this salad when your boss walked in, so begins his usual walk around the tables giving comments on everyone’s choice of lunches. Mocking men who didn’t have properly made lunches by their wives or joked about being bachelors. You finished the penguin rice balls when he came your table.

“An what has this group prepared hm?” He leaned over Roy and his sandwich. “Wife not making you lunch anymore, what you two get into a fight again?”

Ugh; you hated how he smirked every time he put someone down, he looked over at Trevor. His lunch was simple homemade steak and cheese wrap his partner made.

“Huh, thats surprising; most single guys don’t know how to cook, where’d you buy that?” Trevor was about to answer but the ass turned to you and eyed your lunch. “Well what does the pig have today? Something that looks decent, bet it tastes like shit though?”

He reached for your food, Roy was the one who pulled it away from him. “Sir, need I remind you that the last time you took someone’s food the CEO of the company came down here to scold you?”

Your boss glared at him but backed off, yes he literally took someone’s food from them and was reported. He managed to play it off as a misunderstanding but it didn’t stop the CEO from chewing him out.

“Fine, let the pig eat her slop.” With that your boss left.

“Thanks Roy…” you sighed, this was going to be a long day…

[A few hours later]

Finally it was time to leave, three’o clock, you got all your things and bolted for the elevator. You made it in time too, you knew your boss came looking for stragglers to do extra work. The doors closed just as he walked into look for anyone; preferably you. But you escaped, you learned when and how to avoid him near the end of the day.

Now piled into your car you, Trevor and Roy all heading back to the same apartment building you shared. Trevor lived on the fourth floor of the apartments while you and Roy were on the second floor, he lived in the apartment across the hallway from you and your boyfriend. You said goodbye to them and walked into your apartment, the money you made was good despite your boss.

You composed yourself before hand and as you were closing the door…you saw your shadow growing, it grew larger, bulkier and once it reached a hight of 9ft…three bio-green eyes appeared; feral and happy.

“Welcome home Angel.”

His large clawed hands picked you up and cradled you in those burly arms, the term ‘broad chest’ didn’t do your darling justice. He had hair but it was so molded to his body it almost looked like a helmet minus the part that hung off. He had what you called an inverted pixie bob, he nuzzled you and peppered your cheek with little kisses. He didn’t have a visible mouth, nose or ears but that only added to his charm.

“Hi Caine, I’m so happy to be home. Lunch was soooo good, I loved those little penguins you made.”

You watched those eyes of his turn into stars as he hugged tightly, you hugged him back….oh you needed this. You needed ‘him’ right now more then anything, just him and his big arms hugging you.

“I’m making pizza tonight, I figured it’d be cheaper then buying it.” He whistled.

“Ooh that sounds good.” You whined happily.

You only had your eyes closed for a moment before you found yourself in your bedroom. He sat you on the bed and proceeded to remove your shoes, what on earth did you do to get a guy this awesome?

“Oh, so you know; Brandy called me and told me about your company throwing a family picnic!”

Right…the picnic, another excuse for that ass of a boss to mock everyone’s lifestyle and show up his wealth. You smiled at him, he loved picnics and meeting all the people you worked with. No way were you gonna say no, but that didn’t mean you weren’t gonna try and stay as far away from your boss as possible.

“Its gonna be a potluck kind of picnic so lets make something yummy together hm?” You smiled as you stood back up and changed into your comfy clothes.

He squealed with glee and whisked you back up into his arms, dinner was delicious and so was dessert. Just simple store bot gelato but still good, the two of you sitting on the couch bing watching documentaries and internet cat videos.

[two weeks later]

The weather was perfect, there was a nice light breeze and there were clouds, lots of them. White, fluffy clouds that casted shadows to shield you from the sun from time to time. Not that it was terribly hot, warm but not hot. You and Cain parked the car under a tree and got out, the company picnic was being held at the local park near the river. It was a very nice place, already you saw many of your co-workers here.

Cain had already delved into your shadow, not out of fear but it was easier to move around crowds. You already saw a few other co-workers who brought their spouses. Mark from HR was one of the few you knew who was dating someone who wasn’t human, his girlfriend was the same height as Cain but unlike Cain she was more mammalian. She was what many called a ‘wendigo’ but she had more of a wolf appearance mostly due to her skull face; her name you recalled is Sophie.

You and Mark had that in common, the two of you love large, adorable creatures that could crush you in their embraces. You watched Mark talk as Sophie filled a plate with ribs and handed them to some other co-workers. You walked over, greeted her and sat down two large bowls. One had your famous fruit salad while the other had Cain’s spicy garlic Parmesan chicken wings.

Cain was about to come out to say hello when everyone was silenced by the tapping on a microphone.

“Everyone, thank you all for coming! I’m so thrilled to see everyone’s bright faces here!”

You gritted your teeth…it was your boss, here it comes. He did this whenever possible, bringing people up and passively insulting them for whatever reason an pass it off as a joke. Well today he was bringing couples up and joking, he already had Roy up there and joked about his family. It was clear Roy wanted to punch the guy’s lights out an you didn’t blame him.

“Thanks Roy for being a great sport, up next…why our own Ms. Bo!”

Well crud..it was your turn, you felt Cain gripping your shoulder but you had no choice. You patted the invisible hand and walked up onto the stage, you saw how he leered at you.

“Well everyone, here she is Miss Bo. Where’s your boyfriend, oh I’m sorry dear I guess the rumors are true men don’t like chubby little bitches like you.”

Uh oh…now he didn’t, you watched your shadow shift and move, steadily growing behind your boss as he continued.

“Any single men out here wanna plow this porker? No? Well thats to be expected, lots of smart men know to stay away-“ the mic was yanked out of his hand, he spun around…only to be face to face with three murder colored eyes.

You reached an took the mic. “Sir, I’d like to introduce you to Cain, my beloved boyfriend of four very happy years. We met in middle school, started dating in collage. Thats all you need to know….Cain put him down please.”

You didn’t need to look, Cain had your boss by the scruff of his shirt, dangling him over the edge of the stage….he relented and sat him down; he turned and took the mic from you.

“An for the record; you call my girl anything other then her name…well..” he exposed his rarely seen mouth, inside were rows of razors ready to tear him apart.

“The last thing you’ll be seeing are these.”

You refrained from saying anything..especially about your bosses soiled trousers.

[later, after the picnic]

Back in your apartment, cuddled on the couch; sitting in his lap with a box of macarons and other sweet treats. You look up at Cain who still seemed a little mad from what he heard.

“Honey its ok, the boss got fired for what he said and we’re getting a new one, its all thanks to you.” You give him a kiss, that seemed to melt the grump off.

“Yeah, though I’m still upset that you went through all those nasty things…”

Oh no the puppy eyes…the sad ‘mama I need love’ puppy eyes. He always got his way when something happened. Last time he did this was when you had you wisdom teeth taken out and you were in pain.

“I know but you know what?”

Cain looks down at you.

“What?”

“You made it worth it, every day I’d come home to the best thing nature ever created.”

You saw stars dance in his sweet eyes as he hugged you tightly, for the rest of the night was filled again with cat videos and documentaries until the two of you slowly drifted off to sleep, you safely tucked into his loving embrace.

End.

[so you know all of this was inspired by the drawings of @semisolidmind and her monster boyfriend series oooh their sooo cute! Semi I hope you like this you inspired this!]

[abbacchiosbelt]

Hello ma'am, can I kindly request Sorbet and Gelato with a newly joined, haughty fem member of La Squadra who gets on their last fucking nerve so after they're assigned and finish a mission together, they take advantage of the situation in order to teach her a lesson? Thanks in advance.

saddle up, y’all, because this is the most sinful filth i’ve written to date! please read the content warnings. this is not a fun ride for the reader character. seriously.

Control Yourself | Sorbet x F!Reader x Gelato

CW: Non-con, Degradation, Slurs, Violence, Knife Play 

Crinklingyour nose at the sight in front of you – several battered and bloodied bodiesscattered around your actual target – you turn on your heel and point anaccusatory finger at your two teammates leaning against the kitchen table, theirshoulders pressed closely together as they survey the scene.

“This wassupposed to be a clean hit,” You spit, stalking your way towards them. “Didyou really have to make a mess of things like this? Shit. I’ll ask Risottomyself to never be assigned with you assholes again. You can clean thisup and I’ll write the mission report outside.”

Sorbet andGelato just stare at you, their calm expressions despite being covered in bloodunnerving you. It was just your luck that you got assigned to La Squadra,consisting of several of the most irritating men you’d been unlucky enough tomeet during your time in Passione. These two took the cake, though – after refusingto give them the time of day and earning glares from Sorbet whenever you spoke,Risotto assigned the three of you on a mission together.

It had beensimple enough, minus the eye-rolls from Gelato whenever you said something andthe painful bruises that Sorbet left when he accidentally pushed youinto a wall or grabbed at you with little care. The way the mission had ended,though – fuck, did you hate them. Instead of taking out the singletarget, Sorbet and Gelato rid the safe house you had infiltrated of their entireteam with fervent excitement, Gelato slashing the throats of anyone close tohim with ease and Sorbet easily crushing anyone with sheer strength unluckyenough to get in his path.

Now, insteadof a quick getaway, you were left with two blood-spattered teammates and a pileof dead bodies amidst all the other destruction. Well. At least the target hadbeen taken out, but all you could think about was getting away from yourteammates.

As youturned around to leave the mess behind, not bothering to give a last glance tothe two men, you hear a low laugh that sends a chill through your spine. Amoment later you’re on the ground and struggling to breathe, crushed beneaththe weight of a body on top of you. Whipping your head around, you turn to seethat it’s Sorbet that has you pinned.

“What thefuck are you doing?” You hiss, gritting your teeth when the arm on your backpresses painfully in-between your shoulder blades. “You can’t do this, we’re onthe same team!”

– and there’sthe laugh again, accompanied this time by Gelato’s hyena-like chuckle that youhated so much. You try your best to wiggle out from under his grip, but it’s tono avail. Sorbet leans down enough to have his breath tickling against your earwhen he speaks.

“Do you reallythink that matters to us?” He punctuates the last word with another push of hisarm – you swallow back the yelp of pain trying to escape and kick your legs,crying out when a crushing pain comes down against them.

“Sorbet, Ithink she needs to learn some manners.” The boot on your leg twists in and youwince, hiss of air escaping between your teeth. (Of course, Gelato had to be anasshole and wear military-grade boots that were strong enough to rip into yourskin—)

“I agree. Alesson on how to behave, perhaps?” Sorbet’s breath tickles your ear again,making you shiver under his body. He lets out a throaty laugh and bites the topof your ear harshly, making another cry of pain escape your mouth. “Oh,sweetheart, are you really so desperate for some attention? You like this sortof thing?”

“No,” yourasp, wiggling again. Searing pain suddenly blooms in your side as Gelato’sboot slams into it, making you convulse and gasp for air under Sorbet’s heavybody. Sorbet’s tongue licks a stripe up the nape of your neck and you startle, shiftinguncomfortably under him.

“You horny bitch,”Gelato says, and Sorbet licks at your neck again. Whimpering, you shudder andbite back the moan trying to fight its way out. The weight on your backdisappears and you breathe a sigh of relief before you’re roughly tugged ontoyour back, Sorbet and Gelato looming above you. Gelato’s foot is still restingon your leg, pressing in hard enough to tear at the skin under your pants, sotrying to escape is out of the question.

“Let me go,I-I’ll tell Risotto about this!” You stammer, your voice coming out shaky.Sorbet raises an eyebrow.

“If you don’twant to participate, lurida puttana (fucking whore), I’ll be more than happy to personallydeliver the news of your failure to Risotto.” Sorbet puts a foot on your chestand presses down, causing you to cough and gasp for air. “The only thing they’llmiss is having your ass to stare at.”

Gelatolaughs when your face screws up like you’re about to cry – fuck, don’t cryin front of them – but you hold it back and try to slow your rapidlybeating heart, your eyes darting between the two of them. Gelato’s foot slidesoff your leg and tears more skin with it, ripping the fabric and exposing the woundto the air. A low whine leaves your throat and Sorbet brings his foot to yourjaw to roughly push your head in his direction.

“So? Do youwant to learn your lesson?” Your eyes dart from Sorbet’s expectant stare downto your lower half as Gelato cuts through the material and tears them off ofyou, leaving your bottom half exposed, the cute underwear you had put on thismorning seeming like a mistake in light of what was happening now.

“Aw, did youexpect something like this to happen? Is that why you wore something so cutefor us?” Gelato toys with the hem of your panties using his blood-stainedknife, the red color staining the fabric.

You yelpwhen you’re tugged up by your hair, Sorbet’s forehead pressed directly toyours.

“I asked youa question, puttana. Answer me.” His breath smells like blood and cigarettesand you wonder if everything up to this point has been a mistake – but all youcan do is nod weakly and hope your feigned obedience will give you a chance torun away.

“Y-yes,” youwhimper. Sorbet’s face softens and you think for just a second he might kissyou, until he loosens his fingers from your hair and lets your head slam backinto the ground. Gelato stops what he’s doing to look at Sorbet and in that singlesecond you sweep your legs to knock Gelato off balance and try to scurry away –but your hands barely find purchase before you’re being smashed back to the groundby a boot to your chest. For a moment you wheeze and wonder if they justcracked a rib, but your vision is starry and there are fingers threadingpainfully through your hair again.

“Donnacciastupida (stupid slut),” Gelato hisses, his face inches from yours. “Ti ammazzo (I’ll kill you).”

Your head isdropped back and slammed against the ground once more, painfully tenderalready. Warmth trickles down your forehead and you realize with horror you’rebleeding – but with the threat of death above you, a trivial detail doesn’tmatter.

A heavyweight slams onto your pelvis and you buck forwards, slammed back down immediatelyby two hands on your shoulders digging in painfully. Sorbet is straddling you, histeeth bared.

“One morechance, troia. Only because they’ve been dying to find out what kind of lay youare.” One of Sorbet’s hands slide to your throat and tightens around it. Youwiden your eyes in fear and he sneers. “Pay attention during your lesson,raggazzina (little girl).”

“Now apologizeto Gelato,” Sorbet says, climbing off of you and sliding around to your back tomaneuver you painfully onto your knees. You don’t even register what’s happeninguntil Gelato’s cock is shoved into your face, his musk invading your senses.You wrinkle your nose and Gelato clicks his tongue at you.

“Don’t bite,or I’ll cut your tongue out.” To make his point, Gelato brings his knife toyour face and trails a thin line down your cheek, stinging pain left behind asthe knife cuts into your skin. There was no escape now – so you open your mouthand Gelato shoves his member in roughly, tasting of bitter salt and blood.

You chokeand almost lose balance, but Sorbet is still behind you, holding on to yourarms in a painfully tight grip to keep you upright. Gelato’s thrusts into yourmouth are erratic and rough, his heavy balls slapping your face with every pumpand filling the room with a sick squelching noise.

“Guess we’vefinally found a use for that mouth of yours,” Gelato mumbles, thrusting deepand holding his cock down your throat while he watches you struggle. Your eyesstart to well up with tears and you almost feel like you could throw up untilhe pulls back out, leaving you coughing up your own saliva all over yourself. Hegrins before he shoves himself back into your mouth, his thrusts hard enough tohave his cock hitting the back of your throat.

Trying toconcentrate on anything else, you whimper around Gelato’s cock and earn apleased hum from him when you feel Sorbet’s hand trailing down your body andstraight into your panties, rubbing two fingers up against your wet center,your body betraying your mind. Before you can get any real pleasure, Sorbetdraws his fingers out and holds them up to Gelato, with what you can onlyassume is a grin from behind you.

“Gelato, lanostra piccola cagna (our little whore) is enjoying this.”

Gelato hissesout something that Sorbet seems to understand – and a moment later Sorbetpushes his fingers through your hair and shoves you against Gelato’s cock,forcing you to take the whole length down your throat. Ropes of his cum shootdirectly into your throat, hot and salty enough to make you choke, tearsrunning down your face as your nose is buried in his thick pubic hair.

Sorbetfinally pulls you back and you gasp for air, coughing and struggling hopelesslyin Sorbet’s one-handed grasp. Gelato sneers down at you as his cock, still rockhard, presses into your cheek painfully.

“We nevershould have let you out, it’s clear you can’t control yourself.” Gelato saysbefore reeling back to spit directly on your face. You make a noise of disgustand try to jerk away but Sorbet’s grip is like a vice, and you’re left with itrunning down your forehead and into your eye.

And despitehow terribly and horribly disgusted you are, despite the pain blooming all overyour body, the ache between your legs is steady and confusing – nothing getspast either of them, so Sorbet rips off your shirt before you can protest, easilyslicing through your bra with the aid of Gelato’s knife and letting it fall tothe floor.

Your pantiesare ripped off next, followed by the shoes you still had on – leaving you baredfully to the both of them, bloodied and bruised. Gelato roughly pries your legsapart and exposes your glistening core, toothy grin spreading onto his face. Sorbetpeeks over from behind you, clicking his tongue just as Gelato did earlier.

“Now that weknow you’re so easy, I don’t think you’ll be worth taking on missions anymore. Howcould anyone concentrate, knowing such a shameless little slut is right next tothem?” Sorbet releases your arms and comes around to the front, Gelato’s arms immediatelysnaking around his waist as they both stare at you, chest heaving and bodyshivering from the cold in the room. The blush creeping up your face shouldn’tbe there, they’d already taken enough from you, but the embarrassment andexcitement from being stared at so shamelessly is sending your head spinning.

Your eyesdart down to Sorbet’s pants when you hear a zipper being undone and a beltfalling to the floor – and you can’t help but whimper and try to back away whenhe pulls himself out of his pants. Gelato has a manic grin on his face as hewatches you assess Sorbet’s cock – you didn’t know men could be this big…it was going to tear you apart and by the look on Gelato and Sorbet’s faces,they were going to enjoy the process.

Sorbet tiltshis head towards Gelato’s and captures his boyfriend in a messy kiss, the noisesof their lips sliding across each other making something in your stomach twist.Sorbet pulls back with his hand tangled in Gelato’s messy curls, his foreheadpressed against him in a tender gesture, unlike what he’d done to you earlier.

“I’d ratherbe in you,” Sorbet says – and what the fuck, Gelato giggles, and pressesa sloppy kiss to Sorbet’s mouth. “But there’s time for that later, Gelato.”

“Stupidetroie (stupid sluts) like this aren’t good for anything else.” Gelato says, staring you downwith a look that makes your stomach churn in fear. He flashes his knife towardsyou and considers for a moment, before homing in on your chest. You swallow feelyour heart rate increase as Gelato scoots closer, hard cock still hanging fromhis pants.

He taps hisknife to the corner of his lip while he stares at your heaving chest, his eyesseeming to roam over nothing in particular.

Sorbet’s handon your thigh makes you yelp, distracting Gelato for a moment. He doesn’t seemangry, though, and instead turns to look at Sorbet line himself up with yourentrance. You wince when Sorbet’s head brushes against your aching sex – you wishyou weren’t here but god if the pounding in your chest and warm heat in yourstomach weren’t telling you otherwise.

Sorbet rubshis thick head against you for a few moments before plunging himself in – you scream,and your hands rip at the cold floor beneath you – it hurts, and it feelslike he’s tearing you apart. More tears spring from your eyes and start runningdown your messy face, making Sorbet snort in amusement. You cry out in protestwhen Sorbet starts a slow pace, his massive cock spreading your walls furtherwith every thrust.

“Fottutaputtana (fucking whore),” Sorbet growls, leaning close to you and pressing his cock inimpossibly deep. You hiccup a sob and try to lean away from him, but his lipscapture yours in a chaste kiss before he bites hard enough to draw blood. “You’llbe La Squadra’s cassonetto di sborra (cum dumpster) from now on. Look how easily you let mycock in, troia.”

Sorbet leansback up and glances to Gelato, his hand slowly pumping over his hard cock,leaking precum.

“Keep goingslow,” Gelato murmurs, looking down at Sorbet’s cock pumping in and out of you.Sorbet raises an eyebrow at his boyfriend. “It’ll hurt more. For now.”

Sorbet nodsand you huff and moan in response – earning a particularly hard thrust that hasyour eyes bulging and mouth hanging open, in too much pain to even cry out. Itfeels like hours but the thrusts eventually start to become almost pleasurable,the burning stretch fading only in the slightest. Every pull has Sorbet’s cockrubbing against your g-spot and tightening around him, eliciting a quiet growl fromhim every other thrust.

The feel ofcold metal on your bare chest brings you out of the pleasured haze and insteadwidening your eyes at Gelato, his knife’s tip gliding across one of yourbreasts. You want to whimper out for him to stop but it’s too much – so youwatch with disgust as the blood leaks out over your nipple, Gelato dipping downto suck it into his mouth. His mouth isn’t gentle, and you cry out, wincing athis harsh suck and the feel of his teeth scraping across the sensitive bud. Thecut he sliced into your breast doesn’t hurt in comparison to the sting ofSorbet repeatedly bottoming out in you – you’re left between the two like aragdoll.

Gelatorepeats the action with your other breast and your eyes squeeze shut when he finisheshis ministrations and runs the blade down your chest, his tongue following tolap up the blood.

“Please,”you manage to mumble, hands shaking as your grasp lightly at Gelato’s shoulder.“It hurts—”

Gelato liftshis head and meets your eyes, blood-stained lips curling into a sick smile.

“Well, Isuppose I can do something else.” Gelato places his knife to the side and leansover to Sorbet, whispering something in his boyfriend’s ear before pulling himinto a messy kiss, blood staining Sorbet’s lips when Gelato pulls away. Youfeel sick.

Withoutwarning Sorbet pulls out of you, leaving you achingly empty. You want to crawlaway and sleep, to get away from them, but a moment later you’re being liftedinto the air as they both stand. You’re not sure how they have enough strengthwith your practically limp body, but Sorbet has you pulled around him. Weakly,you wrap your legs around his midsection for support, knowing he’d drop you otherwise.

Sorbet’scock rubs at your entrance and you sigh quietly, both from pain and the briefmoment of pleasure when his head rubs against your clit. The thought of maybefinding release is lost when you feel Gelato pressing against your back, his handsgroping at your ass before holding tight there for leverage.

“You’ll likethis, stupida puttana (stupid whore).” Gelato hisses out into your ear, running his tongue downyour neck until he stops and bites the junction between your neck and shoulderhard enough to draw blood.

“Stop,” youmoan – you feel so weak now, all the fight you had earlier gone. You wished itwas over, or that one of them would be merciful enough to rub your clit. “Please,I learned my lesson, I promise.”

���Hmm.” Sorbethums, rubbing his head against your clit deliberately. You whine and try to rutyour hips against him, but it’s no use with how you’re being held.

“Extracredit, then.” Gelato says, before both of them snicker. Fucking bastards.Gelato’s cock presses into your entrance and he rubs himself before you feelSorbet’s cock pressed up against his, and with horror, you realize what they’reabout to do.

“W-wait,”you stammer, desperate. “It’ll hurt too much.”

“Shh,”Gelato coos, and his sickeningly sweet voice makes you want to vomit. Sorbetpushes in at the same time Gelato does, and your walls stretch more than youthought was possible, Gelato’s thick cock snug to Sorbet’s own impressivemember.

“Oh cazzo,”Sorbet says, slowly inching himself in against Gelato. “Questa troia dovrà (this slut) wasmade for our cocks.”

“Let’s keepher as our giocattolo da scopare (our fuck toy),” Gelato mumbles against your shoulder, beforesucking at the wound he bit earlier. All you can feel is white hot painsplitting you apart, mixed with a distant pleasure that’s keeping you grounded –you want to cry out, to scream, to do anything, but all you do is loll your head backagainst Gelato’s shoulder and whimper out in pain.

Somehow, they manage to fit their cocks inside of your tight walls, almostpainfully snug against each other. Gelato and Sorbet are both moaning out loudly– you know it’s not for you, no, it’s for each other and how their cocks feelviolating you – but it has you bouncing slightly on them and trying to adjust,to get anything out of this.

And maybe it’s because you’re so far gone that you can’t thinkstraight, but it starts to feel good as they drag themselves against your sensitiveand spread walls, cocks rubbing against spots that have you crying out inpleasure and tightening around both of them, biting into your bottom lip andmumbling out their names. It’s encouragement for them to fuck you harder,faster, hoping to finally break you in as their own personal fuck toy – and it’snot long before they’re pumping into you in a painful rhythm that has both ofthem chasing their release, thrusting desperately into you and against eachother.

Gelato finishes first, hissing out expletives and biting down on yourshoulder when he cums, his cock twitching against Sorbet’s as he fills you withhis release. Gelato stays inside while Sorbet rubs against him, the dark-hairedman finishing a few moments later, groaning loudly while he fills you with hiswarm cum.

You’re not sure why – maybe it’s because they knew you were ruined now,bound to them – but someone’s hand reaches around to your clit and you findyourself crying out when your own orgasm is finally granted, clenching aroundtheir cocks and eventually going limp against them, breathing heavily.

They pull out with a loud squelch that gives you the same empty feelingyou felt earlier, their cum running down your thighs and making a mess beneathyou. With little care, they drop you to the ground and you groan out in pain,too tired to move.

Moments later Gelato is standing over you with his phone – and he muttersa far too happy ‘Say cheese’ before he’s snapping pictures of your body on thefloor, nudging you with his boot to spread you open and take a picture of yourswollen entrance, dripping with their cum.

You don’t register anything but the sound of clothes being put back on,but you’re left naked and cold, too tired to move. Sorbet is suddenly standingover you, staring down at you with the same stoic expression he always wears.

“We’ll see you for the mission report tomorrow. By the way, we’releaving, so you can clean the mess up.” His stoic expression breaks for a lowgrin as he watches you grimace, even in your tired state. Gelato slides his handsaround Sorbet’s waist and stares down at you with the same expression hisboyfriend held.

“Welcome to La Squadra. It’s a shame this will be your last fieldmission.” Gelato says, faking a pout before smiling at you, sharp teeth digginginto his bloodstained bottom lip.

“I’m sure Risotto will be happy to hear about your other merits, troia.You were useless otherwise.” Sorbet grins at you and nudges your head with hisfoot. “Cheer up. You’re lucky we got to you first.”

Both of them laugh before turning around and leaving without anotherword, leaving you to lie on the floor covered in blood and aching, drippingwith their release.

Maybe they were right about you all along – at least you were good forthis.

[headoverjojo]

Hey Triii ʕっ•ᴥ•ʔっ here I am with the usual bear hug and the you-know-which ask 👀 Soooo... mini scenarios for Risotto and Meli, with their last thoughts before death? Tyyy (and sowwy for the angst çwç)

Esteeeeee ლ(´ ❥ `ლ) AAAAAAAA so deliciously angsty, A H :,) *picks up various heart pieces* Let’s go, then!  (I recommend to listen to Heroes’ cover by Peter Gabriel during the reading!)

Risotto Nero and Melone’s last thoughts

(Under the cut for length, blood and death!)

Risotto Nero

He couldn’t breath. He couldn’t breath.

The only thing he could taste was his own blood. How ironic. He, who controlled iron, now could just taste the metallic flavor of blood on his tongue. It was all red. It was all lost.

He was so, so damn near. He had the victory, the revenge on his hands, literally. Just one more hit and that kid -no, not a simple kid, he was the Boss- would have been dead. He… he would have killed the Boss. He would have avenged all his companions.

His eyes became glossy, as he couldn’t control himself anymore. He was dying, in any case. The Boss wasn’t watching him anymore, so it was ok. He… he didn’t want to cry, he really didn’t want. But a single tear rolled down his temple, as he coughed out blood, trying so desperately to breath, as his body trembled from the shock. He was feeling so, so tired…

“Forgive me.” he murmured, to no one in particular. The Boss didn’t even turn around. For him, Risotto Nero was already dead. He had to think about his next victim. But Risotto was talking to someone, just that they weren’t here.

His team was waiting for him. How could he present to them, now that he had failed? They counted on him. He was the last one, he was the one who had to make their sacrifice not useless. But… he failed. He couldn’t avenge them. How could he face them again, in the afterlife? How could he say them that their deaths have been useless? That the Boss was still around? He was… he disappointed them. He disappointed them all. He hadn’t been the Capo they deserved.

Breathing was becoming harder and harder. From his throat came an agonizing gurgling as blood and saliva spurted out his mouth, soiling his hair and cheeks. He… he didn’t want to die. He didn’t want to leave this world, to… not to feel anymore the sun on his skin, not to feel anymore the light breeze that took with it that brackish and warm and crisp smell of sea water…

His mind raced through the memories. All he could see in the pain were flashes of sun, of a sky so blue to almost hurt. His cousin’s smile and bright black gaze. In his ears he heard no more his own raspy and difficult breath, but a deafening chanting of cicadas, his cousin’s stereo, which always had an audio tape of various metal music in it, his teammates’ laughs. God, he… he missed them. He missed them so much.

In the end, he would have seen them again. They, Sorbetto, Gelato, his cousin… all of them. He wasn’t exactly a man of faith, but he wanted to believe that there was something, after death. That someone won’t just disappear. He hoped it was true. He wanted to hope, for a damn, damn time in his life, he wanted just to hope. That… that at least in the afterlife he and all the others could have a glimpse of peace of happiness. He didn’t want anything more.

A tired and small smile bent his wet, red lips, as another cough fit shook his broken body. He hadn’t even the strength to think straight. He felt his mind slipping slowly in sea of dark… no, it wasn’t darkness… it was light. It was a sea of light and he could hear his teammates calling him. They were calling him at home.

He closed his eyes, giving in. Fighting had no more meaning. It was all done. It was all gone. Now it was someone else’s duty to kill the Boss.

As a last, shaky breath left his lips, his soul sailed from his body, to reunite to his lost teammates, his friends. To be a family again, this time forever.

Melone

It was totally unexpected. He wasn’t ready to face his end, not now, not like this. He wanted to catch up with Ghiaccio and Capo and then strike with them both, but fate didn’t think so. Before he could even react, a snake was on him, its poisonous fangs sunk in his tongue. He immediately felt dizzy, his head was spinning, his body wasn’t responding anymore to his will. He fell on the ground, gurgling, trying to breath, even if even his lungs seemed not to properly function anymore.

He knew what was happening to him. He perfectly knew. But he didn’t want to accept it. He- he didn’t want to die. He wasn’t ready. He had to do so many things, on that cursed planet, he had… he had to help Ghiaccio and Risotto to kill the Boss, to avenge their teammates…

Was he dying for real, uh? As it happened to all the others? His eyes got misty, as he saw in flashes Sorbetto’s dismembered body, that terrible, terrible night. When their life completely changed. Oh, they were so scared, he remembered well. He never saw Capo frightened, but that day he was. For the first time, he saw him scared of someone they couldn’t kill. And Melone was frightened too. Oh, they all were scared, but they had to be strong. To be brave, as the assassins they were.

And then he remembered Prosciutto and Pesci’s bodies, how he just would have wanted to kneel and cry over the loss of his friends. Pesci… Pesci never killed anyone. He wasn’t ready, he- he was so young… and Prosciutto, he didn’t deserve to die that way…

His body squirmed, under the poison effect, as his muscles spasmed desperately. His throat tightened, making more difficult to breath. His mind was more and more dizzy, his thoughts ran and ran, wild, without control, leading him to his childhood. His eyes were glossy, as he saw in front of him his beloved mother, who died when he was a little child. He saw her smile, her blonde hair, he heard her gentle voice and the song she always played on the piano… he missed her. He missed her so much, every day of his life. With her around, life was bearable, even if his father was a piece of shit. She… she was murdered. By his father. And then he started his descent into darkness, and then he killed and killed and killed-

A wheezing sound escaped his mouth, as all the faces -all of them, every single one- of his victims flooded his mind. So many of them… he remembered them all. Their voices were the ones who hunted his nightmares. No, no, he didn’t want it, he didn’t want to see them…

Tears were streaming down his cheeks, dampening his mask and hair. His tongue and muscles throbbed, painfully spasming. He heard his heart furiously beating in his ears, as the organ was trying so desperately to pump more blood and oxygen in a body that was at its end. The last attempt of someone who wanted to live.

He openly cried when his mind, by now on a total crazed race, threw him to his teammates’ memories. Formaggio’s dumb jokes, Illuso’s pranks from the mirror, Ghiaccio’s screams, Sorbetto and Gelato being all lovey dovey, Prosciutto scolding them all, Pesci trying to calm everything down, Risotto sighing and bringing back the order with just one word… they were so fucking dysfunctional, if picked up singularly, but together… together they were a family.

He missed so much his family.

They were all dead… for nothing? He was dying… and leaving Ghiaccio and Risotto alone against the Boss… had it to go like this, so? He couldn’t see the end of that battle, then? For the first time since many, many years, Melone prayed. He didn’t even know who he was praying, at that point, his mind was too dizzy to form more than one coherent thought. He prayed for Ghiaccio and Risotto. He prayed for their victory over the Boss. He couldn’t be here with them physically, but his soul could be. He… just a moment more…

His eyes lost the last life sparkle, as his heart beat one last time, before stopping, exhausted. Melone exhaled, going still. His mind was fading away, but it had felt his body stopping, dying. He knew it was over.

What he could do, now, the only thing he could do, was just reuniting with his family, hoping not to be reached soon by Ghiaccio or Risotto.

[sincerelylaureen]

Dates

Date 1 ❤️ 09/06/19 ~ 1-6pm :)

I ate poke along the highway (@Sunshine Poke), we walked along the beach, drove in his excursion along the coast and listened/sang to music together :) oh! And he skipped rocks! He tried to teach me but I sucked. Honestly thought he was just the most simple person and super kind and funny, go with the flow type.

Date #2 ❤️ 09/14/19 ~ 5-9pm :)

I met up with Dylan and Camden at Luiseño Park! We hung out there and then went to get Chick fil a. We ate in his car in the parking lot and goodness he was so handsome 😅 loved our conversations. He showed me Camp Pendleton and his barracks and we talked with Camden there. So funny!!!! Loved it.

Date #3 ❤️ 09/21/19 ~ 4/5:00-9:30pm :)

Uhm so we went to the store on base to buy ben and jerrys ice cream and snacks but uh... that nap date we were supposed to have wasn’t a nap date... yeah... LOL. 10/10 🥰😍 goodness. He’s SUCH a gentleman. Made the experience amazing.

Date #4 ❤️ 09/29/19 ~ 1:30-7:00pm :)

What a day!!! So we met up at the mall, we ate at sushi boat. Then I drove us to harveston to take a walk around the lake. Then we went to Backyard Bottleshop & Taproom for some beer tasting because he wanted to get me out of my comfort zone. Then we went to the trampoline park! And sat by the park by Purroy and Butterfield for a little bit before heading to the La Alba trail... and uh... under the freaking sky... holy shit. 10 out of 10!!! That was incredible. Never thought I would do that. It was his first time like that too so 😍 then we got some canes and I drove him back to his excursion by the mall where we ate outside in the back of it. Lovely day!

Accompanying him!!! ❤️ 10/07/19 ~ 12pm-3:30pm

We went to BMW to trade in his excursion! He looked so so happy with his new car. I’m glad I helped in the way I did. He deserves the best.

Date #5 ❤️ 10/19/19 ~ 11:00am-4:00pm :)

We met up by Oceanside pier, went on a walk there, then had brunch at Breakfast Club Diner! He loves his maple syrup on his pancakes 😂 I had french toast and he had this omelette! We headed back to the barracks and cuddled and uh... yeah again. LOL. Geez hes the best 😩 so sweet and intimate and you can really feel the connection. He’s an amazing cuddler. I wouldn’t mind waking up to that view I was looking at earlier while he was sleeping every morning... :’)

Date #6 ❤️ 10/23/19 ~ 5:30pm-9pm

We met by the pier again!! We walked and saw the sunset and he put his arm around me and I did the same back. So sweet. Then we headed to this one place to eat fish but then we decided we wanted mexican food. So we just kept walking and planned to eat at Dorothy’s tacos but it was closed! So we ended up in Sanchos tacos which was delicious!! Then we walked and I gave him my gift. I was so glad I got to give it to him. We had some great convos in the parking lot in the back of my car. He’s freaking strong as hell. I admire him. Hugs and kisses came at random times :) oh! And I got to walk and hold his arm and hand today!!! I loved every second!!!

Date #7 ❤️ 11/02/19 ~ 11:10am-8:11pm

So Dylan and I met up at the park in the morning and drove into the barracks. I gave him his essential oils too! We played call of duty and Minecraft for a little bit on multiplayer. LOL. I sucked so bad. Then we went out for lunch at this place called Miss Kim’s by That Boy Good and had barbecue that was suuuuper delish! We were so full by the time we finished. Then Dylan’s friend, Mason, hit him up and we met up with him at a brewery within walking distance called Breakwater! I had a Bitburger Beer and Dylan (coors with lime?) didn’t like it at all LOL. We stayed there for an hour and a half or so and then headed back to the barracks and he LET ME DRIVE. Like what. That trust though. 😂 no ones ever let me drive their car. Then we got back to the barracks and watched movies 😉 yup... again it was 10/10 amazing 🤤 He’s gentle but aggressive at the same time 🥰 note: dirty talk going down!!! Must do. Haha. Then we went out for some ice cream at this gelato place called Gelato Love in Carlsbad :) went back to the barracks, took a nap and cuddled 🥰 and I went home... Dylan’s remarkable... 😭 I wanna keep him. I wonder if he feels the same way 😩

Date #8 ❤️ 11/11/19 ~ 11:45am-3:30pm

Took my NCLEX and then met up with Dylan. We cleaned his car since he got a free carwash for being in the military! sadly couldn’t do much after because of the time :c but we got Panda Express and then sat in his car for a bit checking out some new music :) can’t wait to hang out with him more and help him feel better about his family... future gift possibly? A plane ticket? I’d totally do it

Date #9 ❤️ 11/14/19 ~ 5:30pm - 9:30pm

Met up with Dylan in the Khols parking lot! Then I took him to Aztek Tacos and he ordered his California burrito with no fries (lol) and I got some tacos. He let me try this mango-rita? It was good 😂 then we went to Coin Op in old town!!! That was so fun, we played a bunch of games and I even beat him in basketball and street fighter 😂 then we walked along the street and sat by the city hall on one of the benches and had a good talk outside. It was super nice. Then I drove him back to his car and he showed me memes before he left. LOL. I can feel the connection growing and I hope it only grows from here 😌

11/16-17/19 ❤️ ~ 11:30pm - 3:20am

Dylan drove over to me last night and we went to sonic, ate some Sonic blasts, shared music & showed some funny Facebook videos while in the parking lot of fitness 19, drove back home and lied down in his car with the moon roof open and continued listening to music and talked some more. Then we gave eachother some amazing kisses while listening to 80s music (who knew that would be such a vibe? 😂) to last until the next time we see eachother. I’ve never done this late night hangout thing before and it was honestly so great. He’s great. I’ve always thought so. 💓

Date #10 ❤️ 11/22/19 ~ 6:30pm - 11:15pm

So I met up with Dylan and Camden at Big Bobs Best Pizza and Dylan and I shared a large pizza while Camden had a bby cheese one. Afterwards we went to the park and the 3 of us played so much on the jungle gym!! It was so so fun. The slide was our favorite 😂 then we moved over to climbing on the rocks and then the tennis courts where we literally ran in circles chasing eachother, and then the baseball field. Dylan and I talked in between and snuck kisses and I was admiring him and Camdens bond. :’) we then went to Dylan’s old apartment and chilled there and THEY HAVE A DOGGIE and lizards omg. Camden showed me his room! Honestly I wouldnt mind seeing camden more. And then me and Dylan cuddled on the couch and then ahhh his kisses get better every time dear gosh. Best cuddles and best kisser ever. LOL. And yup we ended up going to the room and uh 😍😍 the connection seemed so much stronger! It was amaaaaazing! When we finished we walked to the living room and stood and hugged and talked before I left :’) this evening was such a dream... I hope me and Dylan keep this up for a long time, and I pray that God will find a way to make this work if it’s meant to be. ❤️

11/29/19 ❤️ 12:17pm-3:15am

Dylan drove over to me again and he and I talked and drove around in his car. We also got 4 McDonald’s sausage burritos for us as a snack 😂 we talked some more and I held his hand and shared a bunch of kisses and hugs ❤️

Date #11 ❤️ 11/29/19 ~ 2:30pm-10:45pm

Dylan met up with me and mama today for Black Friday shopping at the Carlsbad Shoppes and UTC and it was the best day 😭 i was so so happy that he came with me. We first went to Bath and Body Works, we got him lotion and a candle! Then to PINK and Aerie for some underwear, perfume, and some bras/sweats and Dylan helped me choose! 😭 then we went into Abercrombie when we got to UTC and Dylan bought his cologne 😍 OH and he also bought my LULULEMON LEGGINGS!!! LIKE WHAT!!!? Ive never had that happen to me before. Just someone who pays so much to buy me something... I owe him so much. 😭 Had dinner at Din Tai Fung and I’m so so happy he liked it!!! We then walked a bit after to digest the food haha. I couldn’t stop holding his arm and his hands and hugging him today. He’s amazing, idk how I got so lucky.

Date #12 ❤️ 11/30/19 ~ 11:15am-7:40pm

Met up with Dylan again!!! And we had a lovely time snuggling up together in his room despite his roommate being there 😍 he ate his leftovers and then we played a game together! Snuggled some more and then went to the bathroom to get warm 😉 honestly that was AHHMAZING. From the floor to the counter to the floor again 😅🤤 He massaged my body with lotion too omg. We also took a shower together 😩 2 things... choking and going down 🤭 the best lol also the way he looks once he’s out of the shower with his hair wet and all... 😍 he’s so perfect. Not just because of his body but it all just ties in together. Then we went to eat at Panda Express on base and then drove to Sears at the Shoppes! Had some Haagen Dazs and went to game stop then Barnes and Noble!!! Great way to end the night for me :) today was such a great day. I love hanging out with him and his presence!!! ❤️

Date #13 ❤️ 12/04/19 ~ 6pm-9:15pm

Met up with Dylan at target to get a couple things and then he bought eggnog and I bought sugar cookie milk! It was so good. LOL. And then we went to eat dinner at Pho Ha along Douglas :) I’m glad he liked his Thai tea with boba and his vermicelli noodles with chicken! after we went to Verizon for a bit and then just talked for the rest of the night in my car before having to pick up mama from work ☺️ I love talking and hanging out with him.

Date #14 ❤️ 12/09/19 ~ 4pm to 9:30pm

Mama and I met up with Dylan at Texas Roadhouse and we had a yummy dinner! And then after that Dylan drove us to the BMW dealership in Vista to check out some cars. Him and mama were talking and and it made me so happy! I also got to hug him and hold his hand. He gave me his jacket because I was cold too 😭 then we went go kart racing at K1 speed! It was sooo fun me and Dylan have to go back. 😂 before we left we hung out on the chairs and just talked and laughed and took a bunch of photos. ❤️

Date #15 ❤️ 12/13/19 ~ 5:30pm to 9pm

Met up with Dylan and Camden at Ralphs to get their apartment key copied! And then we had a nice dinner over at Chin’s Chinese food. Camden kept wanting to sit to me but ultimately ended up sitting next to his dad. LOL. He was a bit rowdy today tbh but it’s all good haha. Got some lo mein, sweet and sour chicken and chop suey! Then we went back to their place, relaxed for a second, and then his ex called to let him know that she’s gonna be picking up some stuff at the apartment, so we drove around and looked at some Christmas lights and Dylan got a vanilla milkshake from McDonalds! LOL. He drove me back and I left right away to avoid any confrontation eek. 

Date #16 ❤️ 12/15/19 ~ 12:45pm to 7:30pm

So I went to church at 11 at St. Margaret and then met up with Dylan and Camden at Barnes and Noble. I loveeeed this time! He got some stickers and then we showed Camden some truck and dinosaur books and he kept showing me these books that have those sound buttons and Paw Patrol. Camden is so fun to be around! He wanted so many things and Dylan was just like “just wait till Christmas” lol. After Barnes we went to eat at Golden Corral and Camden decided to sit next to me again haha. I talked to him a lot and fed him brussel sprouts. Afterwards walking back to the car, he held my hand! I cry. We made our way to the park and let Camden play for about an hour? Weather was beautiful and Dylan and I played too! Dylan was apparently the monster haha. We headed back to the apartment afterwards and we cuddled on the couch and played with Camden and then it got to that kind of moment so we head to the room and yup... dude I had my monthly visitor too, it was wild. But it was 10/10 as always ahhhhhhh. No words. It was amazing. LOL. I then had to go because his ex was coming back at 10 supposedly. :) 

Date #17 ❤️ - 12/21/19 from 12:45pm to 3:30pm

So met up with Dylan after my run in Carlsbad (5 miles actually LOL) and then afterwards I drove him and I to get some food because we haven’t eaten! We went to the same That Boy Good barbecue place along Coast Highway and got the same thing haha. I got the brisket with mac and cheese and his was brisket with fries! He was so handsome today. I couldn’t help but hold his arm while walking! Then we drove back to where he parked over in Carlsbad and then talked in the car for a bit, exchanged a few kisses, and then had to go! 

Date #18 ❤️ - 12/22/19 from 12:30pm to 10:00pm

Mama and I met up with Dylan at the mall and we kidnapped him! LOL. I drove us all the way to South Coast Plaza in Costa Mesa and there we walked around a lot! We got free hot chocolate while doing so, and then went to Ruby’s Diner for a quick lunch. He got this butterfinger milkshake and when we took a sip we could feel our arteries clog omg. Afterwards we walked some more and this entire time I was holding his arm and hand and at times he would have his arm around me too! There was a part where mama was taking our photo and he “sniffed” me LOL but in the photo it looked sweet so I’ll take it. He also gave me a bunch of forehead kisses and hugs :,) After walking around, we decided to move on to Mission Inn!! We walked around and looked at the lights. We bought this suuuper good hot chocolate with a gingerbread man on top. He gave me a kiss with whipped cream on his lips and it was literally... sweet. LOL. Dinner was at The Old Spaghetti Factory! We waited together outside and I held his hand and he gave me a bunch of kisses!! When we were inside he ordered me a Long Island drink but sadly he got heartburn from drinking it afterwards :( I felt so bad huhu. But he ended up being okay. I gotta bring TUMS in my bag now honestly lol. Then we walked back to the car and drove home. Today was amazing and Dylan is honestly the sweetest. Every stare, every wink, every hand hold, every hug, every forehead kiss, every arm hold, I feel something in my heart for him. I like him... a lot. 

Date #19 ❤️ - 12/28/19 from 12pm to 11pm

So I met up with Dylan at the park and little did I know he actually bought me flowers and chocolates!!! It was so sweet of him. He told me beforehand that he was gonna stop at the store real quick lol. After that we went to his barracks to put the flowers inside and yup we took a little detour from plans ;) which was freaking amazing!!!! as always!!! he showed me his money collection box too!! and then headed out after an hour or so. We decided to get some Raising Canes over in Vista before heading to San Diego. Afterwards, we headed towards Petco Park and parked in the structure, walked over to where the scooters were and went around!!! I don’t remember exactly where we went but we went pretty dang far, 6 miles of scootering. LOL. Thankfully found a really nice hill (I think it was called Bankers Hill) to catch the sunset and snap a few photos. He then took me to the Altitude Sky Lounge in the Marriott Hotel!!! The view was gorgeous and we bought some drinks. Electric screwdriver I believe. His was hella strong, mine was too but more fruity. Haha. We stayed up there for about an hour and talked by the fire. I was honestly just admiring him here. I experience time flying by and slowing down with him at the same time. Afterwards we headed to Old Town SD where I took him to Cafe Coyote, he got a Cali Burrito with queso on top and I had carne asada tacos. Both of us got horchatas too. We then decided to head back to Camp Pendleton because it was super cold and we couldnt walk anymore. I cuddled with him at the barracks for a while which turned into...yup. LOL. 12/10. oh gah. I asked Dylan what he liked about me while facing him under the blankets, and he told me the most heartwarming answer that actually made me cry and he held me the whole time. I really felt it. I then headed home. I’m missing a lot of little details from today such as the kisses in between, the hand holds, arm holds, little looks of being adored... but this is one of the best days I’ve had with him and I can’t wait to have more days like this... with him. Oh, it was also our 4 month anniversary of talking to eachother... <333