#oh bandaids... the essential service you provide... protecting me from my own fingers...
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Unfortunate to say but with my eyebrow bandaid and the red splotches on my nose, I kinda look like I've been in an accident. Or perhaps a fight.
Unfortunate. Considering I have class in the morning.
#speculation nation#might try putting a bandaid on my nose tomorrow. after im back home.#eyebrow bandaid has been very essential tonight bc it's so ITCHYYYY i want to SCRATCH ITTTTTT#but the bandaid is in the way. protecting my scab from my fingers. dear god what is wrong with them lately.#always had the dermatillomania but since a week and a half ago my fingers have been RAVENOUS.#i dont THINK it's bc of the adderall bc i started that almost a full week before the fingers started this#i am simply. doing my best to deal with it.#i did look for tips online and someone recommended this weird picking rock thing. so i ordered one.#it'll come in sometime in the next few days.#if my fingers arent satisfied by then maybe the rock will help. give them something else to pick at.#..... i also just realized i havent been crocheting lately. 🤔 i wonder if that could help release the demons currently infesting them.#for now. They Hunger.#i also have bug bites on my leg and stomach and theyre so itchy like So itchy and it's so unfortunate :(#the leg one is worse. it's like right where my shorts ride on the inner leg. HORRIBLE.#i have a bandaid on it and even still the whole area radiates itchiness. if i didnt have the bandaid itd be raw by now.#oh bandaids... the essential service you provide... protecting me from my own fingers...#i can still scratch around them and kinda under them but they remind me im not supposed to scratch. and it helps.#im still gonna go Insane but im doing my best to mitigate it. havent made myself bleed yet despite the extended episode!#i'll call that a win lol
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