#oh God the sepanx

[penguinsledder]

I finally finished the Verdant Wind route 🥺

[eddymasenjr]

fuck it i finally finished this whole chaotic mess of a saga gOD

[quirrrky]

Rei I am crying... Sobbing actually... The series ended... Oh my god, this is definitely bittersweet.... This fic is now a part of me and I will carry it happily... Thank you so much for this series Rei, it meant a lot to me. I loved every aspect of it, the way you compared it to a book and the metaphors you used... It was all, perfect. Beautiful... I have to add this to my comfort book list.

I am gonna miss this so much but, I LOVED IT, the ending was beautiful. The perfect ending to the perfect story 💖💖😭😭🥺🥺

AAAAAAAAHHHHH L! I'm glad you loved it 💖😭🥺 thank you for being part of this little journey. I'm literally having sepanx over this too idk why 😭 I hope I could bring you more series like this in the future 😭 I miss myself so much and this ;last chapter made me realize that 😭

[feelingwritinglearningliving]

oh god i feel the heaviest weight of sepanx right now 😭 oh new york this trip has been so good and so happy and so present for me. i think im experiencing things so truthfully it hurts me when i have to move forward from something I know has been good for me. Ahhh it hurts but the good kind and there is this sadness that once again embraces me so knowingly.

i know ill be ok because there are still so many good things coming..the best is yet to come after all. :,)

life keep showing me how good it can get.

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[qwertyuiohkhat]

RAINBOW PARA GAY

Tbh? I love it everytime nakikita kong suot niya yung choker bracelet ko and yung knot ring ko. (The fact na hindi ko alam na promise ring pala yon) pero binigay ko sakanya. Wag siya mag alala dahil kapag may kaya nako, bibili nako ng ring na para talaga sakanya. (Binili ko yang knot ring for myself and hindi para sa ibang tao) So ayun, gusto ko lang i-share yung napaka ganda at lambot na kamay ng baby ko.

Nakakainis lang na everytime na hawak ko yung kamay niya, ayaw ko ng bitawan. Kahit mag pasma na yung kamay namin, pupunasan ko lang saglit tapos kukunin ko ulit para hawakan hahaha clingy lang kaazar hahahaha pero ewan ko ba, nase-sepanx nako agad :((( 

Oh my God, ngayon ko lang narealize na sobrang mahal ko na pala talaga siya and I know kapag nawala siya sakin baka sobra rin yung paaaaain *Oh God, wag naman sana please lang* Ngayon lang ako naging masaya ng ganito. Ngayon lang ako hihiling at magiging selfish ng ganito. Ngayong lang ako nagkaroon ng taong gusto kong ingatan, alagaan at mahalin at wag naman sanang bawiin oh. Kahit ngayon lang, ngayon lang ako hihiling ng para sa sarili ko.. kahit ngayon lang. 

[limitofquestions]

Hi! Last week I started reading Separation Anxiety and I loved it so much that I finished it in less than a day :_D You made me suffer so much that I had to stop for some days to recover more or less hahaha Such quality angst BLESS YOU (/;^;)/ now I've just finished reading the two chapters of asterisms and oh god it's great too! so refreshing for me after SepAnx The thing is I like Asterisms a lot already and I'd love to translate it into spanish for more people to read it 'v')/

ahhhhhh oh wow READING ALL THAT IN ONE GO CAN’T BE GOOD FOR YOU, FRIEND!! I hope you took good care for those days.

AHHH YES, PLEASE FEEL FREE TO TRANSLATE IT!! ASTERISMS IS MY PRECIOUS CHILD, though idk if it would translate well, with some of the puns and such… still, you have my permission if you want to! All I ask is to be credited for the original work and that you send me a link to add to the original!

[jovrien]

2/2 Day 2 was also our last day in HK since we had to take the night flight to Manila and that's when separation anxiety started creeping in but boy I kicked #sepanx in the face, knocked it out, and I totally forgot about it when we left the hotel, then we were on our way to McD's for breakfast and then off to Ocean Park. Disneyland set the bar so high that I thought I wouldn't have as much fun in Ocean Park but oh boy I was wrong. We took the cable car ride to the other side of the island and that's when the fun began. It was beyond breathtaking all throughout the ride. We were on a few rides together but he chickened out when I asked him to go with me at the extremely terrifying ones. To be fair to him, some of the rides were really crazy. The Flash scared me a bit but I was 100% ready to take the ride. Venom was dripping down my throat as I stood in queue, not knowing if I'd still make it out alive. It was actually a No Big Deal kind of ride except that you'd be strapped on to your seat as the beastly hammer-like thing swings until you find yourself upside down, your ass pointing towards the sky, you'd see the beautiful Hong Kong landscape UPSIDE DOWN and you hear Jesus and the angels calling you home as time beautifully stands still. Before you know it, you're facing the ground again hoping you won't smash on it lol. I was also on some other extreme rides like The Hair Raiser rollercoaster and The Abyss where you paid to have people tie you up on a chair that shoots to heaven and after a few seconds of total silence and peace up there, 20 stories high, you'd plunge straight back into earth, and on rare occasions you can actually see your soul separate from your body. God I loved that feeling. 100% Would. Do. It. Again. Then we're off to The Bay View restaurant where we had the bay as our view while eating 😜 It was when separation anxiety woke up again and that time I didn't have the energy anymore to knock it off. It was there with me and it never left. 😢 We took the bus to get back to the waterfront, picked up our bags, hopped on the train to the airport, and yeah.. We arrived in Manila around midnight and since our flight to Cagayan de Oro was still 11 hours away, we checked in at a condo near the airport. We went out to buy food for our traditional midnight feast, then in the morning at the airport McD's we met Kin and Cresi (Jan's officemates) who also had a great time in Vietnam. Ayun.. nakaka miss. Note to self: "Don't be sad that it's over. Be thankful that it happened." 🤣 4-6Mar2017

[limitofquestions]

Hey there, just wanted to let you know I read CTaF, and I love it to pieces. :D Probably the best Azurrin fic out there. Looking forward to the next chapter. ✋😊

AHHHH oh my god whenever I find a CTaF mail in the avalanche of SepAnx stuff I get SO GODDAMN HAPPY, like wow, people are actually reading my other stuff????? Also HOLY SHIT I’m pretty sure that’s an exaggeration, though tbf I haven’t read any other Azurrin fics o

[limitofquestions]

hey there! just want you to know i'm seriously enjoying sepanx (and even got my friend to join along and read with me)! the other day we were bouncing alternate ending off each other--most involved them retiring, victor killing a certain someone, and both of them healing and being happy, haha (though we did discuss a character death and who would be more damaged from losing the other). again, wanted to say thank you for writing :) love the fic so much

SNFuiwehfpirf oh my god everyone is sharing this I’m both flattered and kind of scared I NEVER EXPECTED MY STORY TO EXPLODE LIKE THIS TBH, I’m used to my stories getting like 300-1,000 views total asdfghjkl. Even my other YoI stuff isn’t HALF as popular.

Sneaky, but you won’t get spoilers out of me that easily! There’s a reason I put “chose not to add warnings” and left the tags as vague as I did. I don’t like spoilers ahahaha. Glad you are having fun discussing it though!!! AHHHH. THANK YOU SO MUCH!