#oc: nihka

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pride fags i mean flags

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gonna ramble a bit about ocs because i feel like it teehee (its long)

(skipped a few questions because idrk how to answer them. might answer them later if i get some ideas for them)

2. nyr looks friendly, approachable and perhaps kinda shy i think. maybe a bit too serious when he is frowning at something. he is the kinda guy you feel safe around even though you dont know him at all. visually not that interesting, but i think people might notice his eyes, grey and with slight epicanthus

yrsk is a bit harder to read, it really depends on his mood, the circumstances under which you meet him and what he notices about you first, but the feelings he evokes usually range from "i am Not talking to him go away" to not really approachable at best. also not really visually appealing apart from a scar here and there, you would only notice him in the crowd if he didnt wear a shirt (scars + tattoo)

yeah this is really gonna be about these two only, so shortly about other particularly noticeable ocs:

hara - loves elaborate hairstyles so you would probably notice her hair first

nihka - they are tall. like really fucking tall. bro is like a tower in a crowd (if he ever stepped into a crowd but they are Not doing that willingly). also frowns all the time and looks pissed all the time even though they dont mean it and most of the time he is just no thoughts head empty and is actually a golden retriever kinda guy

kristjan - at first glance you just Know its a wry asshole

4. nyr is completely oblivious (he just like me fr) so he doesnt even know he has a crush and just treats them like a good friend. might subconsciously search for reasons to touch them and be physically close to them.

yrsk is also oblivious for a while but then the realization hits him like a truck and he tries really hard to shove the feelings away for Reasons(TM) (trauma) which is futile and even though he thinks he is over the crush, he keeps them close to himself, both physically and emotionally.

(literally just described what was going on between the two before they FINALLY kissed and were like "oh i like him like this". anyways younger yrsk would not hide the crush at all, would look all flustered and shit, your typical deep love crazy "i would die for them" typa teen shit. would try to seduce you with shitty compliments)

snori would tryna play it cool and badass but she would be SCREAMING internally every time she glanced at them

hara is actually playing it cool and badass

(snori x hara is also canon lmao)

veran is raging aroace he doesnt even know what a crush is

kristjan would straight up ignore it he doesnt have time for such trivial matters

8. never really thought about it because i myself dont wear jewelry at all but apart from cultural reasons for wearing jewelry, i think only hara genuinely loves it and enjoys wearing it. that how you know someone is a true rasanian, they love wearing shiny things lmao

9. yrsk loves to affectionately call nyr "ňouma" (english equivalent would be dork i think. simply silly person idk). he doesnt necessarily overuse it but its the typical yrsk word. ofc swear words are very common (kurva vole jebat tuhle píčovinu vyser si voko zkurvysyne kokotskej)

11. i love to associate greyish light blue with nyr, green with yrsk and snori and red with hara

12. nyr and yrsk are constantly touching, its those little things like leaning against each other while sitting, squeezing each other's shoulder encouragingly, this kinda stuff. also constantly saving each other's asses from death. and nyr just wont give up on trying to teach yrsk not to judge and kill people, i think he would quickly give up if he didnt love yrsk.

i didnt really thought about hara's and snori's relationship but i think its similar to nyr's and yrsk's. physical touch, but a lot more kissing i think.

13. i think i projected my undiagnosed autism onto nyr so his eye contact is kinda poor but i guess its still better than mine. yrsk tends to stare sometimes but anyway its similar to nyr. the rest of my ocs also dont really like eye contact or dont mind it? though none of them love it me thinks

16. nyr's childhood was fine, tries to see good in all people and the entire world (and yrsk shows him its stupid, whereas nyr shows him its not okay to assume people are evil) and cant really adjust to southerners' lifestyle (tfw you have been raised on a snowy plain) because they fight over fucking everything.

yrsk learned that punching people who piss you off is satisfying. later in his teens also gained trust issues, trauma, depression, all kinds of fun things that made him this lowkey grumpy guy who just tries to survive in the world and protect his loved ones by any means necessary (controversial moment). you could also says he views himself as nothing but a weapon which really fucks with his self-perception sometimes and adjusting to living outside of the sor desert

snori is kinda similar to yrsk? she learned too that the world is cruel to her but she coped better than yrsk and is far more content with her experience. she got worse in her adult years tbf but it got better again. def did more reflecting on her actions.

hara grew up in a far more better conditions than the three disasters above. she is a noblewoman, you could even say royalty, studied on the best university on the continent but still, she and her people have been oppressed by the lynirosans for centuries and she had to deal with this all the time. so that definitely did something to her but instead of killing lynirosans out of pure hatred (like certain someone named yrsk), she chose to fight diplomatically.

sorry its long and i doubt anyone is gonna read allat but as you can see i am Not normal about my blorbos

✧ OC Asks! ✧

I compiled a short list of some questions that I hadn’t seen yet to help you (and me) have some fun while developing OCs. Feel free to answer these yourself, or ask someone else!

1. How does your OC feel about their full name?

2. What do strangers notice about them first?

3. How does their social personality differ from how they act when they’re alone?

4. How do they act around a crush?

5. Do they have a “tell” for when they’re lying?

6. What do they smell like?

7. What is their hair texture like?

8. How much jewelry do they wear, and do they have a favorite or distinguishing piece?

9. Do they have a word or phrase that they tend to overuse?

10. What is a weird quality that they have (ie their hands are always cold, they’re always hungry, they snort when they laugh, etc)?

11. What color do they look strikingly good in?

12. How do they show affection to someone they love?

13. Do they make strong/frequent eye contact when they talk to someone?

14. What attributes do they have that are inherited from their parents or shared with their siblings/other relatives?

15. Are their greatest flaw and their greatest strength related and in what way? (ie very caring and helpful but a doormat, or very observant and shrewd but often paranoid)

16. How has their childhood affected the way they view an aspect of their life (people, education, society, themselves, etc)?

And that’s all! Remember to reblog with your answers, I’m genuinely curious to hear about other people’s characters/writing processes!

Part II: https://liliamoon.tumblr.com/post/671647292219097088/oc-asks-part-ii

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a miracle happened and they finally have a character sheet and a proper outfit

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i finished a sketchbook for the first time ever!! here is some stuff that i like but never posted and some funnies as well (2023 – 2025, in more or less chronological order)

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twitter trend something

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nihka looks more emo and more sopping wet each time i draw them while kirjan looks more handsome, what does that mean

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the tortured creature that won't leave my brain

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orange profile pics taking over my life rn. nyr is next at this rate

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looking very woman tonite

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important ! (kirjan is pissed off nihka's shirt is sticking out. definitely whats happening here)

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took some of their pixels but nihka officially has a new hairstyle now. i want to eat him

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whose dawg is this...

actual reference for nihka second form no fucking way?? never ever force me to draw dragons from any other angle than from the side again please

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i had a dream nihka was really good at drawing so thats canon now. whatever you say beautiful

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kirnihka age difference and sex habits reveal real

some notes:

- idk how old nihka actually was when they started this weird ass relationship because it involves some important lore and i keep changing it, hence the humble ~

- i highly doubt kirjan would genuinely call nihka "darling" (but in the humiliation kink way? surely)

- i still have no idea who actually initiates sex/kissing, i guess nihka starts it but only hints at it and jan is the one who actually acts up on it

- they cannot fix each other nor make each other worse

- i still don't really know how to handle kirjan's aversion to touch without going the "oh actually he doesn't mind it from his partner" route so some of the stuff may not be 100% accurate

[krakrac]

kirjan to nihka does anyone hear me

[krakrac]

the one oc ever that i dont want to torture forever (except in the freaky sense)