#oc: leyyli

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I have so much feels about my Brosca warden and thier relationship with Alistair i need to sit down and write it all down

I never imagined leyyli Brosca to give me this much feels i made her to explore the game didnt really pay much attention at first to her story after she left orzammar but man after everything she went through and how much " heart on his sleeves" Alistair has been with her i have so much feelings

Literally he goes "im crazy about you i cant not think about you i love you please dont leave me"

and all leyyli thinks in response is" Alistair i love you so much but i never had anyone even treat me with half this decency so i shut off my emotions and became a killing machine instead its all i knew for the longest time..

i am never honorable even after i became a warden i steal and make shady deals that i know make you uncomfortable but i dont know how to be good for you because this is all i know,

im sorry you are perfection incarnate and i am a shady thief mercenary and im sorry because i cannot help but love you and be drawn to you like creatures are drawn to the sun, because before i saw the beautiful rays of hot summer sun i saw you,

you are my shining pure bright light but i only know the shadows

but i cant turn my back to you because i cant help but love you"

And i just die and cry so much everytime i play with them i just my heart i cant take it how is this gonna end how is leyyli gonna continue on with this when it feels like the more they march towards the end the more she falls inside of her self to her castless rouge ways because no matter how many "you are a hero" "we belive in you warden" she gets she can only see all the shit she has done in her old life, she cannot see what Duncan saw in her and she cannot ask him for insight, she only sees herself in leske's place forced to go back to the old ways because thats all they know :/

Leyyli my love i wish i can give you a hug 😭

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i found a way to get the Grey warden armor on my completed save <3 Leyyli beloved its so good to see you again!

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I still had that post about dragon age not having enough dragons in it when i was playing awakning and i literally got jumpscared by so many dragons it was insane i genuinely was scared for my warden I thought the mother had brought back the archdemon or something this definitely fucked up leyyli and is one of the main reasons she left the greywardens after saving both the city of Amaranthine and vigil's keep and also the entirety of feralden and went with sigrun back to Kal'Hirol to settle down and establish the warden of the dead legion which was contained to Kal'Hirol and the deep roads Connected to it never to be heard from either of them ever again.

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Literally having the best time of my life playing Dragon age awakening

I thought the lack of romance or flings might make it a tiny bit boring to me but not at all it's extremely fun! I do miss the old companies (rip Alistair leyyli will never forget you and your last kiss before you slayed the dragon you nobel gift of a man and zevran..... I can actually feel his absence) but the new companions are so funny and i would die for them instantly!!

Im gonna be sad that Andres is the only one we will meet again (i think) but Nathaniel is so funny ( what were you born a baby of justice too??)

oghern beloved and his mess i love him so much and hes a daddy now????? Damn straight 🫦 i actually wrote that after the mess of orign and the death of leyyli's love and his sacrifice for her and travling around alittle with zevran she couldn't handle it and returned and became a warden comander again but she became an absolute mess and went with oghern and got absolutely wastedddddd and had a small fling with him then sobered up and decided to fill the commander position properly !

Valenna is a mf badass her entrance is fucking crazy i was sat there outh agape lmao im sad they didn't let me smooch her once 🥹

Sigrun belovedddd im Telling you right now if it was allowed leyyli would have settled with her after the events of this (and by settled i mean become wives and then start the first legion-warden army in the world) but regardless this is the cannon ending im writing for leyyli regardless of the cannon end hehe

Now im just finishing up some side quests and will get to the ending of awakening soon after that i will try different origins while dragon age 2 and inquisition downloads lol

Gotta say im So fucking happy i picked up this franchise not only does it bring me actual joy like never before but its a beautiful story❤️ i i used to be so scared of this game and the fandom but i regret that cause this is the best 🥹❤️

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and im done with my first save in Dragon Age origins!!! this was the most fun i ever had in a game as i said before this game is made of PURE JOY even with the serious parts and the heartbreaking parts <3

so recap :

here is my Warden : leyyli Brosca

she is the hero of fereldan that lived despite spending the entire blight year slightly preparing for her death, only for her true love to save her from that destiny and die in her place. now unable to stay in the capital or go home and unable to understand the resulting feelings of ending the blight and loosing Alistair the love of her life and every important person she know whether to death or to them deciding to leave and unable to balance her origin as an assassin with her new title as a hero , she decided to travel the world with Zevran and sparky as leliana decided to go back to orlais.

here are some pictures from the ending with the people she was the closest with and her sister <3

i do have another "save" where i got Alistair to do the ritual and have him live just incase i need it for other content but this is Leyyli's offical story <3

NOW ONTO AWAKNING <3

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i love them so much if anything bad happens to any of them im gonna kill everyone in the room and then myself

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so meet Leyyli ( means my Night in Arabic) a powerful rouge drawf thats about to become a grey warden !