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And like, I am trying to get a grasp on world cuisine. I need to take extensive notes and expand this board by a factor of 100, but I am trying.
#asia peru for Japanese/peruvian (nikkei) and chinese/peruvian (chifa)#obviously still in very early stages#also hope to get more specific than the monolithic country#food tw#food adventures#a lot of recipes for singular dishes have gone to my main food board#which currently has over 800 pins
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Just saw the most gorgeous person while at a restaurant, on a date with my partner, asked for their number, and got it, while my partner cheered me on.
This is peak polyamory. This is what peak fulfillment looks like. I can't get over how perfect this feels.
#obviously VERY early stages so I'm hedging my bets but still. holy shit#poly positivity#polyamorousmood original post
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Immensely a Holland/his first and most beloved Makt vibe.
#deep in crafting research paper proposals hell. which obviously! means my brain's decided it's the perfect moment to have a jaunt#about how very. very much especially late-stage#Leonard Cohen#is an endless wellspring of#Holland Vosijk#inspiration. god the lyrics fuck me up enough but then esp with later Cohen#that rough. unpolished quality. not hiding any of the scars and cracks of age. but still making art that's honestly#even more gorgeous than his early stuff. with that voice that's been worn and cracked by life. FUCK the parallels are too much man#all right back to being a good student now#music#Shades of Magic#writing reference#Youtube
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it took me until dt to change rudy's hairstyle, but i ACTUALLY think he would've cut it back in post-stb when he became a reaper. the trope of "character cuts hair to feel more in control of their life" is clichĂŠ but REAL. and also the visual of him cutting it with his scythe is fun
#lem text#xivposting#đŞ (oc)#i really like the idea of him doing that & then t.ataru being like WHATTTT DID YOU DO...!! and helping him fix it. <3#i looooove lovelove love reaper rudy he could never main anything else. i tried to play viper for dt but had to change back-#because it didn't feel right FNDJK. MY BOY NEEDS HIS VOIDSENT FRIEND#i remember being super worried that playing rpr would be really immersion-breaking for post-ew; and that i'd have to change it for canon#but the extra lines they added for rpr players made rudy actually fit in the whole time :> <3#anyway i love rudy/rucred post-stb angst/early-shb tension i think it's sooo fun to think about <33.#i've never clearly outlined the rucred development stages here i don't think. but rudy is incredibly incredibly anxious after he learns-#than's been gone for **five years** from his perspective. because rudy considered him his best friend... and then he's like-#there's no WAY he still thinks about me or cares about me or wants to see me again. and he worries about that with uri+shtola-#but th.ancred was closest to him and was summoned two years before them. (AND /I/ WAS WORRIED ABOUT IT AS A PLAYER FJDKSFN)#AND IT'S LIKE. IT'S REALLY FUNNY THAT TH.ANCRED'S MAIN PROBLEM IN SHB IS COLDNESS + LACK OF COMMUNICATION#because he DOES act uncaring around rudy when they reunite; and RUDY wants to TALK about it but than doesn't want to talk to ANYONE#so to RUDY his worst fears are all but confirmed; built upon the insecurity & sense of estrangement he's had with the scions since arr#(which is part of why he becomes so close to raha over shb; since he ends up confiding in him most of the time to avoid the others)#the tension btwn rudy & than lessens when r.yne tells him that th.ancred talks about him often (BECAUSE THAT LINE ALSO DID THAT FOR ME FJK)#and then it takes than's absurd near-death character development moment for them to finally talk (i've written that as a fic hehe :) )#and the moments after mt. gulg/before the tempest are what completely resolve rudy's fears with the group. and thfndjkgr#IT'S NOT *EXPLICITLY* SAID THAT THAN IS THE ONE WHO CARRIES THE WOL DOWN THE MOUNTAIN BUT HE'S PHYSICALLY THE STRONGEST#SO HE WOULD *HAVE* TO BE. AND THAT WOULD ALSO BE INCREDIBLY TOUCHING TO RUDY TO HEAR ABOUT;;;#on th.ancred's side of everything... well. he's liked rudy since post-hw . ZNFK D. and he'd obviously lose touch of those feelings while-#on the first; and i think after their reunion he'd loaaathe himself for somehow still feeling the same way#AND AND LIKE. ru was a machinist when than last saw him... frail ranged dps... i really like imagining how absolutely caught off-guard-#than would be when rudy is suddenly a very intense & skilled melee fighter who's made a contract with a voidsent for power. ehehehe. đłď¸âđ#it's so weird to think back on playing early-shb because **i** was so anxious not knowing how rudy's relationships with the scions-#would turn out EHJFKN. <33 AND IT COULDN'T'VE GONE BETTER I LOVE YOU THE TEMPEST + END.WALKER <3 <3 <3#auaua now i really want to ramble about my favorite shb parts again . BUT I WOULD NEVER STOP TALKING. ANOTHER TIMEEEE <3.
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The early stages of Astarion's romance as he's just beginning to fall for the player are so precious to me. There are so many lovely scenes/moments with Astarion's romance throughout the game that it's really hard to pick a favorite. Obviously, the final romance scene in the graveyard is incredibly beautiful and makes me weep, and the conversation you have with him after defending him from Araj is brilliant.
But honestly, the one scene I keep rotating in my head, even months post game release, is the scene where he propositions you for the second time. I love how it's both incredibly angsty and also painfully sweet to me? I love the silly flirting he does, I love the fake-ass manipulative "I love you," he give you (that might have made me a lil mad first time I played). And I especially love how much you can read between the lines in those moments. Personally, I'm a big believer that Astarion definitely has at least a bit of crush on the player at this point, if not already actively falling for them. The "I love you" might not have been 100% real in the moment, but his responses for when you both accept and reject his offer are very telling.
A lot has been said about how he seems to be genuinely disappointed when you turn him down the second time. And I think he is a bit disappointed, has a bit of a hurt ego probably. But mostly he seems very self-reflective. He mentions how he got on his back so many times for so many people and none of it was memorable or enjoyable, unlike with you. That's such a vulnerable thing to admit, something that he doesn't necessarily need to confess to Tav in order to manipulate them. It's like he's trying to grapple with the feelings himself. That subtle pause and look in his eyes right after he wishes us goodnight? He wants to connect with us in a non-sexual way SO BADLY but just can't feel safe enough to at this point.
When you accept his offer, he plays it off cool at first. But I love how right before the fade to black he says: "There you are. Now you're all mine and I'm all yours...At least until morning." He's literally thinking about how long you two can have this time alone together. And his cute little "Letâs see where the night takes us~" with this little happy sway and smile he does it's like...he's so eager to just have this time with us. He might still be trying to "seduce" and manipulate our feelings at this point, but he's so obviously just happy to be spending time with his favorite person.
The feelings were complex and obviously may have felt tainted by his plan, but I feel like it's all a part of him learning to enjoy intimacy again. Which eventually leads to him learning to enjoy non-sexual intimacy with his partner in Act II and III. Idk I just think watching all the stages of him falling in love and learning to be worthy of love is so neat.
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But Two Though?
Summary: In which you're so in love with your boyfriend that you see yourself starting a family with him and you obviously had to sing about it!
Track 10 of short n' sweet - juno
Quinn Hughes x Singer!reader
Warning: romantic themes, kissing, pet names, mentions of children, mentions of parenting, and mentions of sex.
A/N: even tho it's a singer reader this imagine also has AFAB!reader(cause of the song lmao) I still use they/them pronouns, no need to worry about that.
Juno is literally so good, and since I gave Nico bed chem, I just HAD to give quinn Juno! Hope you enjoy. And I had this fun idea of embarrassing Quinn when he's with his family on stage last night soooooo
You were estastic when you found out Quinn and his family would be at your concert tonight.
You brushed your hair for what felt like the hundredth time as you calmed your nerves.
Your manager later called you to get on stage, and you rushed there immediately. Your fans cheered as they saw you with your guitar.
"Hi everyone!" You waved to them all.
The crowd roared in excitement as they saw you and sang along to your many songs till the very last one. Little did they know that you had a little surprise.
You finished your last set, and when you didn't go off the stage like you normally would have, your fans grew in confusion but nonetheless enjoyed it.
"You didn't think the show was over, did you?" You chuckled teasingly. "I just have a little special song."
Your fans gasped as the Hughes looked at Quinn for an answer that never came.
"I wrote this song but I'm like never gonna release it." You chuckled. "Might give it to sabs- Sabrina or something. She'll certainly know what to do with it."
Your fans cheered at the slip-up not nonetheless you continued.
"I can't say much about this song, but... it is different from my other songs, different from older and five seconds flat." You explained. You and Quinn were quite private about your relationship, so you didn't want to go overboard on the speech. "I don't know how to describe it, but it made me feel things I didn't even know I would ever feel. This song is called Juno, like the movie Enjoy."
Your fans cheered to your speech as you strung notes on your guitar.
"Don't have to tell your hot ass a thing, oh yeah you just get it." You sang. "Whole package babe, I like the way you fit god bless your dad genetics."
Your mind flashes to you and Quinn in bed, cuddling next to each other in the night. The love you two shared never fading only growing stronger after that night.
"Will this change something between us?" You asked, looking up at him.
"What? No, never. We're still us, you know that." He reassured you.
"Still us." You confirmed in his hold.
Quinn looked at you in confusion. He knew your songwriting, it was a shock that this song was more upbeat and not lyrical there was a hint of fun behind it.
"I know you want my touch for life. If you love me right, then who knows," You hummed. "I might let you make me Juno."
He knew this song was about him, but how? Unless... Oh... oh
You saw Quinn as he interacted with J.T.'s kids and how easy it was to do so. It made your heart swell.
Natalie came up behind you. "You want one, don't you?"
You put a hand on your heart, currently not expecting it. "What?"
"A kid," She clarifies.
Your face flushed as you realized you have been caught. "I mean sure one day but it's too early."
"Well it doesn't help to try now, talk to him." She encouraged.
"Believe me, we've been trying." You chuckled dryly, Natalie on the other hand laughed loud.
"What's so funny?" Quinn was in front of you two now, holding one of the kids at his hip and you couldn't help but wonder... what if that was your kid?
"Oh nothing, Y/N just telling me what an amazing cook you are." Natalie winks at you as she takes her leave with her kid in tow.
Quinn eyed her suspiciously. "Okay... what were you two really talking about?"
"Exactly what she said, how you're a great cook, an amazing one." You lied through your teeth.
Quinn knew you were lying, if anything you was a much better cook than he was but he decided to let it slide and hugged you from behind the rest of the time.
You continued on with the song, getting out of your comfort zone more and more with each line. "Adore me, hold me and explore me, mark your territory tell me I'm the only, only, only, only one."
Luke hums. "This song is definitely was not what I expected."
Jack exclaims. "I'm sorry, did they just say what I think they just said? They just said they're horny on stage."
"You don't have to repeat it." Quinn mutters, his face getting flushed as the song came to a close.
Ellen looked at her son lovingly. "Been together five years and you still get shy when you hear a song they wrote about you."
"Let's not tease him too much he still has yet to ask the question." Jim joked.
"Dad," Quinn groaned.
"You can borrow my ring sweetie, the replica that is." Ellen offers.
"No mom it's not that..." Quinn trailed off.
Jack being the first one to realize, gasped aloud, and shook Luke back and forth. "You already have a ring!"
"I'm going to wait for them backstage." Quinn began to walk away.
"At this rate, we're gonna have to propose for him." Luke mutters, Ellen hit him on the head as a response as they followed Quinn.
When the rest of the family got there, you was already in Quinn's arms looking at him lovingly. They decided to go into their own conversations, letting you two talk alone.
"Did you like the song at the end?" Your voice began timid, the more you grew vulnerable.
Quinn hums. "Yeah, it was nice. Didn't know you wanted a kid with me."
"Yeah, I've been meaning to tell you about that." You look away from his gaze but he quickly gets it back.
"I want to have kids with you too Y/N. If I wanted anyone to make me a father it would be you." Quinn admits.
"You really that?" You said hopefully.
"Of course I do, but I would want to do something first before we get started." He says.
You grow confused. "And what would that be honey?"
"I would like to marry you." Quinn says without hesitation.
Your eyes widened in size as you took in his words. "You want to marry me?"
"I don't have the ring with me right now and I love you too much to say just one speech but I do know that I see myself spending the rest of my life with you, if you'll have me." Quinn looks at you hopefully.
"I'll always want you Quinn, I would be glad to marry you." You caressed his cheek, his eyes closing at your touch.
"I love you guys but please do not make me an uncle tonight." Jack says.
You both glared at Jack who quickly back off, he mutters a sorry and says he'll meet them in the car, Luke joining him.
Once they're gone, Quinn looks at his parents with a shy smile. "We're getting married."
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Housewardens React To Being Ignored As A Prank
Riddle Rosehearts
Collars you, no doubt about it.
Why are you ignoring him like this? If you have a problem, it's your responsibility to communicate it to him, is it not?
He's in a terrible mood the entire time. Why is his partner ignoring him like this? What has he done?
After finding out it's a prank, he'll end up inadvertently turning the tables. Not that he's ignoring you on purpose, he's just peeved, and he really doesn't want to see you right now.
Leona Kingscholar
He's mostly just annoyed with you, because this is obviously a poorly-planned prank. What exactly are you pulling on him?
Calls you out as quick as he can, and makes sure to inform you exactly how highly he thinks of that little thing.
He'll be a bit more grouchy, and yet, on the flip side, more clingy. Give the man his cuddles, please.
Azul Ashengrotto
Immediately gets to investigation. Why are you ignoring him? What exactly has he done? Or is it something pertaining to your mental health?
And pretty quickly, he finds you talking about your little prank. He's annoyed, but remains cordial as he confronts you.
He's definitely going to hold a grudge over this. If this is early on in your relationship, he'll really lay on the cold gentleman act.
If this is later on, though, and he knows he can trust you most of the time, he'll go the opposite direction with his reaction, and get real clingy. It's pretty cute, actually.
Kalim Al-Asim
Is just genuinely sad. Why would you do this to him?
He's really worried that he's accidentally acted careless and hurt you, since he's been told he does that. He does whatever he can to find out what he did wrong.
You're the one to end the thing with a profuse apology, and an odd sense of appreciation at having such a caring partner.
Willing to forgive you easily so long as you promise him you won't do this again.
Vil Schoenheit
Thinks you're immature and says that straight to your face. He doesn't realize it's a prank at first.
Then, he checks his magicam feed and sees a prank video of the sort, and it hits him.
Vil looks at you, unimpressed, and tells you those pranks are staged and that there's no point in emulating. You tell him you know.
The conversation quickly evolves into less of a talk about healthy communication and more commiseration over both of your feeds being spammed by content farms.
Idia Shroud
Immediately catches on.
Well, kinda. Ortho informs him immediately, to be specific. Thank Ortho for doing that, because he just saved Idia from a bunch of agonizing, and in turn, you from a massive grudge.
Idia's still huffy with you, asking why you'd do that, and don't you know he doesn't get this stuff, unlike the normies?
Afterwards, he's torn between wanting your reassurance and wanting to be mad at you. Help him out here, please.
Malleus Draconia
Deeply confused.
Has he done something wrong? Or is this some human ritual he was unaware of?
He asks Lilia, who proceeds to show him the magicam trend, with one little lamentation about how this little trend is half of his feed at this point, and he wants to stop it's spread.
Malleus understands now.
He tries to play along, he's just... Not very good at it.
"No, human, why are you ignoring me? I am incredibly confused because I do not know about the current trend, you see. This makes me worried and I will now proceed to say something that gets you those little 'likes'."
Said in the most deadpan voice ever.
Afterwards, Malleus gets into pranks. He keeps swapping cereals. He recently told Sebek ligma was a term of high respect, and it's all your fault.
Your comeuppance is Sebek calling you a ligma worthy of Malleus, it seems.
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actually i could write a whole essay on why referring to opera productions as '''traditional'' is not only a nonsense term but an actively revisionist one when concerning the history of opera.
when people SAY 'traditional', what they actually MEAN are productions that employ late 19th century standards of realism. while realism had existed as an art movement starting in 1848 (the year everything happened), the conceptualization of it applying to theatre really started around the 1870s. the realism movement, in opera, became what we now call verismo. (there's some kind of lesson here in how even the verismo operas have batshit premises like murder clowns and flowers that kill you, but that topic of conversation is for another day.)
anyway, so if you're staging something like tosca which was part of that verismo movement, then yes, you could reasonably stake the claim that going about it from the angle of 'everything is meant to happen as if it were happening in real life with real people' is the traditional one. but that leaves 272 years of opera history in which 'realism' didn't exist, and therefore... there were 272 years in which 'traditional' productions as we know them didn't really exist.
let's whip around to an opera that 'traditional' staging is particularly egregious to apply to: our good old, fairy-tale-potential-allegory friend, the magic flute!
'what the fuck is happening in that image? is it racist?' no, IN THIS CASE the magic flute is not being racist. those dubious dark shapes are meant to be animal costumes. this is part of a set of early engravings by the schaffer brothers of the first magic flute production, which are invaluable both in researching this opera and opera production history as a whole. this is the scene in which tamino charms the animals with the titular flute, in the year of our lord 1791, and they decided to have it look like this!
anyway, once romanticism kicks into gear in a couple decades magic flute productions start taking a turn with it. remember at this time 'the magic flute is meant to happen in egypt' was still something everyone was sticking to, so we end up with these interpretations of magic flute set designs:
you've probably seen at least a couple of these before because that one on the top left is one of the most famous opera set designs ever. anyway, the design philosophy here between these productions, because there's at least two included here, is weird. there's like 3 things going on: you've got the aptitude for spectacle, this vague orientalist approach towards ancient egypt that was influenced by then-recent discoveries but still very obviously rooted in exoticism, and the cosmic abstraction you can see both in the famous hall of stars and sarastro's temple.
all very interesting! but still not 'traditional'! these, at the time, were a radical re-interpretation of mozart's work- compare them to the above engraving. but because these illustrations have a gorilla grip on the public consciousness they superseded the original 'a bunch of skintight suits constitutes animal costumes' production, and now when an opera company wants to go 'traditional' with their magic flute they do this:
hello my good friend august everding! anyway this is seen as the 'traditional' production out of the two magic flutes in repertory at the berlin staatsoper and yet this isn't what the opera originally even looked like- this is a negotiation with the later early romantic illustrations of the work. sure, it's 'traditional' in the sense that you look at that and immediately know what opera that is meant to be. but at the same time was it ever mozart's intention to stage the magic flute on this grand a scale? is this 'traditional' production really in the spirit of the mozart opera designed for a much smaller stage and with a much smaller set? famously mozart is dead so we will never know.
but then that brings us to the question of What would an actually 'traditional' magic flute look like? well we have multiple options here. first, we have ingmar bergman's film version of the opera, which is sort of the equivalent direction-wise of an opera nature cam. modeled after the drottningholm theatre, this recording tries as hard as it can to emulate the magic flute as it might have been seen in the 18th century:
i mean that does look very 18th century, and wouldn't be out of place with the above engraving. but there's still a fatal flaw here: the magic flute was written as an opera for everybody, and was performed not in the drottningholm (which belonged to the swedish royal family and which resides in their palace) but in the theatre auf der weiden, which was, while certainly impressive (trap doors! fly systems!) also a commoner theatre where everyone could just go hang out and watch fairy tale operas. this is a great snapshot in time of what a 18th century magic flute should have looked like. but what would a 21st century magic flute that still adheres to the original 'vision'- no grand sets, no massive theatres, performed by a cast that isn't even entirely opera singers, done with a bunch of jokes meant to appeal to an everyday audience- look like?
well the good news is we might have an idea with the matchbox magic flute, which is on tour right now and which i hope continues to run on said tour.
the matchbox magic flute is the magic flute. it's also not really the magic flute. this is technically an adaptation. it's also not really though. this is the closest i have ever gotten to being in a theatre, watching this opera (which i have seen many times at this rate) and thinking 'shit, yeah, this is what the theatre auf der weiden must have been like all those years ago'. the matchbox magic flute scales down the whole thing into a very small orchestra and ten singers, who alternate roles like crazy. it is designed for very tiny theatres. most of the cast do not sing opera! they have a few classically-trained singers in there but it's actually sung, in modern english, mostly by musical theatre performers. the jokes are regularly updated; since i saw it in chicago, there were jokes about the evening commute on lake shore drive. parts of the plot are entirely updated or worked around.
and yet, it reflects the original design vision of the original magic flute and what mozart and schikaneder set out to accomplish so perfectly, i almost WANT to say that in some way this too is traditional.
(also, they should put tamino in a dress forever and ever. he gets to twirl it even. really good.)
So, what have we learned here. well for one thing 'traditional' productions, as a catch-all category, don't exist. is a traditional magic flute the one based on the early 19th century designs, or the one based on what 18th century theatre would have been like exactly, or the one that tries to reflect its original spiritual vision?
It's all of them because traditionalism as a term is an inherently reactionary term that upholds a time in operatic history that never really existed and which rapidly changes meaning based on the personal values of who is ascribing it, often forgetting that every opera production represents a negotiation and not a reproduction and that the notion of how it ought to be is one of the most dangerous ideas someone in the arts can have. Go watch who's afraid of modern art by jacob geller on youtube and come back to me.
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Okay, so hereâs the thingâŚ.
We are still at a very early point in the narrative of âFionna and Cakeâ and therefore at a very early point in Simonâs character arc. Itâs pretty clear that âI need to become Ice King againâ is not the end point by any meaning of the word. But I am wondering where weâre going to go with this, cause⌠The series has yet to really tackle how miserable Ice King himself was a lot of the time. And how often he hurt people.Â
Like, yes, I was an advent advocates for 'trying to bring back Simon Petrikov was a really really Bad Idea on Betty's part, it was more healthy to focus on making sure Ice King was as happy and healthy and harmless as he could be', but I am also fully aware that he started the show being both extremely lonely and extremely sad and also a serial kidnapper who was very much a danger to those around him. And as much progress as he made during the show, getting Ice King to that point was a very serious struggle with a lot of backslidings and problems.
'Friends Forever' is, for example, an episode that stuck with me for a long time as a really heart-wrenching demonstration how even in that late stage, when he has buddies and people trying to seriously take care of him - Ice King was still very capable of seriously sabotaging his own relationships and hurting others and himself.
And it does make sense narratively that, like, characters like Astrid and Fionna and Cake, all of whom lack the full context of what Ice King's life was like (Fionna and Cake really just saw Simon at his worst and only got snippets of clips of Ice King and since Astrid was born after Humans came to Ooo that means she was also born after the events of âCome Along With Meâ) all see Simon as a downgrade. Because they really donât understand how bad Ice King was beforehand.Â
And thus is does make sense that with Simon's current mental state, and how he is surrounded lately with these kinda people who never really knew Ice King and donât really understand how terrible and miserable he could be, and now hearing that his âsanityâ just took away magic and whimsy from some elseâs whole universe, and how it feels like the actual gods of the multiverse are telling him that he should be Ice King, that he's supposed to be Ice King....
It makes sense that he might start kinda... romanticizing that time in his life again.Â
You know, the big thing about the outlook that Betty shouldâve accepted Ice King as who he is rather than basically destroy herself to bring Simon back wasn't about whatever Ice King or Simon Petrikov were better or 'cooler' than the other. It was about, like, embracing change. Not obsessing about a past where things were âBetterâ but seeing what is the best you can do with things as they are. Moving forwards.
And we all know how Simon feels about moving forwards right nowâŚ
And obviously that's a pretty bad mindset, even if it's understandable how he got there...
And honestly, if we do explicitly acknowledge that, hey! Ice Kingâs life was often just as much of a depressive spiral as Simon's is right now! There might be an element of⌠resignation in Simonâs decision.Â
Because Simon's downward spiral since getting cured is not a demonstration that he was better off under the Ice Crown's curse.... But, to him, more a demonstration that he doesn't need the Crown to screw up his own life anymore.
âCause as both as Ice King and as good olâ âsaneâ Simon Petrikov he is just as capable of being lonely and depressed.
And just as capable of losing his own identity.
And just as capable of pushing his loved ones away and ruining his own life.
And just as capable of becoming a weirdo obsessive.
And just as capable of making little girls cry.
He even started kidnapping people again! Thatâs the Ice King Classic!
So on some level, maybe Simon is resigned to the fact heâs always going to be SOME sort of screwed up lonely sadman who hurts others. And if that is his fate, he might as well be the screwed up lonely sadman who is mostly oblivious to how sad he really is and can shoot ice from his fingertips. And his arc is going to be about realizing that, whether he is Ice King or Simon Petrikov, healing and change ARE always possible for him.
But weâre gonna have to see where it goesâŚ
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Eddie has been going to King Richardâs Faire ever since he and Steve moved to Boston (â95, for the record). Years and years later, not living in Boston anymore and with three kids in tow, he still goes to King Richardâs every year in the fall. They get all dressed up, obviously â Eddieâs got a few get-ups heâs been curating for years, their daughters are still in the stage of life where they grow like weeds so their garb is slightly less involved, and Steveâs state of dress will depend on whether or not he pulls the migraine card (totally fair, in Eddieâs opinion â no pun intended), but four out of five is still pretty damn good.
This year, October of â10, is a polo year for Steve which, again, totally fine with Eddie whoâs just thrilled heâs got a husband (a husband!) whoâs down for an annual afternoon at the ren faire.Â
The girls get a big kick out of the shows and the novelty and the immersiveness of it all. Most of all they like all the little artisan kiosks and storefronts, because try as Steve may theyâre raising a trio of shoppers, much to Eddieâs delight). Itâs not his favorite part of their day at King Richardâs, but Eddie gets a special kind of joy out of watching his daughtersâ eyes get all wide when he reminds them that they can each pick out a souvenir, probably because heâd never gotten that experience as a kid â not for a lack of trying on Wayneâs part to be clear, but thatâs life sometimes.
Eddie and Steve do pretty well for themselves, money-wise, so, yeah, Eddieâs obviously gonna spend some of it on their kids, to give them experiences that Eddie didnât get to have.
Plus, seeing what the girls pick out is its own entertainment, in a way.
Hazel obviously gravitates towards the handmade fairy wings (she lands on those early in the day too and wears them from there on out â archer garb be damned, sheâs a fairy archer now).
Moe eventually opts for a dragon figurine, though she spent a very tough few minutes torn between the dragon and a gorgeous deep navy velvet wizardâs cape with all kinds of gold embroidery.
Robbie, the third of Eddieâs prides and joys, heads straight for the swords.
âOf course she went for the swords, Ed,â Steve mutters, âSeriously â you couldnât have given them a couple caveats? No goddamn weaponry or something?â
âThereâs always next year, Stevie,â Eddie replies with a grin.
#and then steve has to have this conversation two days later â#robbie: i'm gonna bring it to school for show and tell#steve: you canât bring a sword to school hon#robbie: no you definitely can#posting this three days late lol last day of king richardâs was on sunday#steddie#livâs steddie dads verse#steddie dads#steve harrington#eddie munson
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Liberals say a lot of dumb shit, but if you're going to bother critiquing it then you need to understand what they're trying to say in the first place. Like "Late Stage Capitalism" isn't an especially useful or coherent term, but you can't dismiss it with "just say Imperialism" because that is very obviously not what people are talking about when they use it. Even just by contemporary usage, you should notice how it's nearly always employed by people complaining about declining quality of life (i.e. cuts to social safety nets, reduced domestic regulations, growing mismatch between costs of living and wages) within the Imperial Core. You never hear left liberals use it to discuss even the most obviously evil manifestations of Imperialism (i.e. coups and election subversion, "unjust" invasions, dropping napalm on children etc.) that even they are willing to criticise sometimes. In the contemporary discourse, it's functionally just a way to critique Neoliberalism by comparing it to Social Democracy- both are still equally Imperialist systems. Like "The Highest Stage of Capitalism" is consistently used by ML to mean imperialism, while "Late Stage Capitalism" is mostly used by Liberals to complain about getting an insufficient share of the loot.
There's also a need to consider that the idea of "Late Stage Capitalism" wasn't even popularised by left liberals; they merely adopted it and became its most enthusiastic users/abusers. The original use of the term "Late Capitalism" was in the early 20th century by reactionary (but Marxist influenced) German sociologist Werner Sombart to describe the state of capitalism in his time. However, by the 1960s it was most popular among members of the Frankfurt school of Marxism when discussing the features of the Post WW2 era. Its first popular use in English was in the 1975 translation of the thesis Late Capitalism by Belgian Trotskyist Ernest Mandel, but the person who popularised it the most was probably USamerican Marxist Frederic Jameson. He used it in his 1991 essay "Postmodernism or the Cultural Logic of Late Capitalism, which effectively engaged in the sort of "society has become soooo superficial and consumerist" critique that liberals are happy to eat up. This implanted the phrase firmly in the heads of Anglophone Imperial-Core Left Liberals and adjacent revisionists, and by the 2010s as more and more people were drawn into that whole milieu ("became radicalised" as they like to put it) the phrase spread and spread and now you see it everywhere in any vaguely "leftist" space.
Now this whole summary isn't an attempt to defend the phrase by discussing its pedigree; I don't think it was ever a very good or useful phrase and that developments in global capitalism can be discussed without declaring the dawn of a new epoch based on a disconnected jumble of often superficial changes. My point is that the phrase has a whole history of its own; it's not something that got thoughtlessly made up one day and any meaningful critique of the phrase has to consider this. You need to meet people where they are at, based on what they're actually saying and not what it roughly sounds like they're saying. When you treat "Late Stage Capitalism" as just the Liberal version of "Highest Stage of Capitalism" because the two phrases sound kinda similar, it's criticism of the most superficial and idealist type. In your attempt to "pwn the liberals", you've ended up talking like one
#stella speaks#I've linked to essays about the works rather than the works in question because#A. I haven't personally read them I'm just tracing the way they use a particular phrase and#B. I'm not especially concerned with the works themselves but rather their context and impact#I don't especially care for any of them so track them down yourself if you want but I'm not inclined to help lmao
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THEY MIGHT BE GIANTS Toronto 1990
John Flansburgh and John Linnell - known as "the Johns" or "the Two Johns" (a joke only '80s alt-rock nerds will still get) - met in high school in Massachusetts but formed They Might Be Giants in 1981, when they moved into the same apartment building in Brooklyn after attending different colleges. They built up a following playing clubs in the NYC area, a duo playing accordion, saxophone and guitar backed by a drum machine or taped backing tracks. They had just emerged from what we used to call the indie circuit and released their third album, Flood, on Elektra Records in 1990, when I was assigned to photograph them for the cover of NOW, the big alt-weekly in the city.
They Might Be Giants had proved to be deft hands at self-marketing during their years as an indie acts, putting on a theatrical stage show in NY clubs and running Dial-A-Song on an answering machine starting in 1985. Fans could call a number (718-387â6962) and hear demos or incomplete songs from Flansburgh and Linnell. More than a gimmick, it helped establish the band's identity as creative but unpretentious, produced a compilation album and was still in service until 2008 when they had to retire it and the number. (It was revived in 2015 as a toll-free number, a website and radio network.) The band have written themes for TV shows like Malcolm in the Middle, songs for musicals and won Grammys for their children's albums.
It was still early in my time at NOW magazine when I got the assignment to photograph They Might Be Giants for a cover story, which meant both colour slide and black and white. I have no memory at all of where these photos were taken - probably a hotel room downtown - but I know I brought my single Metz flash on a light stand shooting into an umbrella, and used my Nikon F3. NOW covers were shot to a rigorous formula at this time - the subject squeezed into at most two-thirds of a vertical frame with space at one side and the top for the logo and cover type. It was restrictive and tiresome, but we had just innovated slightly by convincing the paper to drop their unofficial (and baffling) ban on white backgrounds.
I had obviously found the white wall in whatever space where this shoot took place, and got the band to tuck themselves into my frame. Flansburgh and Linnell were more than cooperative - they seemed to sense what I needed to convey the quirky energy of the band, and provided me with more than enough material for the cover layout - a big deal since I still felt very much on probation at NOW at the time. This is the first time these photos have been published since the story ran almost 35 years ago.
#they might be giants#john flansburgh#john linnell#portrait#portrait photography#black and white#film photography#musicians#band photography#nikon f3#some old pictures i took#early work
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HOW HE KISSES YOU â [BLUE LOCK]
characters: isagi yoichi, banchira meguru, kunigami rensuke, chigiri hyoma, nagi seishiro content: gn! reader, a little suggestive, obviously mentions/descriptions of kissing notes: these boys fr have my heart <3
â・° isagi yoichi
isagi is a sucker for long, drawn out kissing. really likes spending the time with you on his lap just making out
heâs just so happy to be yours and for you to be his that he hopes to convey that feeling in his affectionate kisses
when you two come up for air, heâs whispering sweet, sincere words to you: âiâm so lucky to have you,â âyouâre incredible, you know that?â and, when the time comes for it, âi love you. i love you so much.â
holds you tight against him, like there is NO space between you two at all. his arms are locked around your waist and yours are around his neck and neither of you are letting go any time soon
not overly into pda but does like kissing your cheek and temple out in public.
â・° bachira meguru
his kisses are like him â playful, unpredictable, and sweet. thereâs a lot of smiles and laughter when you two kiss
he wants to kiss you all the time. waking up in the morning? kiss. leaving for work? kiss. cooking dinner? kiss. going to bed? kiss
heâs a big fan of many quick kisses !! one of his favorite things to do are placing little pecks all over your face and neck and any skin he can reach, really. also a big sneak attack kisser
that said, he also loooooves long, sensual kisses. he really, really just loves kissing you
likes to also bite and nip at you but thatâs a story for another day
big fan of pda! nothing excessive but he will give you those cute little kisses out in public. especially likes it when youâre a little flustered but heâs not going to wholly embarrass you bc he loves you too much
â・° kunigami rensuke
depending on where you are in your relationship, kisses with kunigami are either kind of shy or really passionate, or both â theyâre not mutually exclusive!
early in your relationship, he may be shy about kissing you since heâs very respectful and aware of boundaries and doesnât want to risk pushing them. will probably ask to kiss you before every one during this stage of your relationship
as you move forward and probably after an talk about boundaries, heâll be less hesitant about kissing you but will absolutely still respect all boundaries and signals from you
kunigami likes short, sweet kisses. theyâre straightforward and convey their feelings for you
however, passionate makeout sessions with him are a must as well for him. he likes to cradle your cheek in one hand and hold your waist with his other
probably not a big pda person â heâs not against it but heâs not comfortable making out with you in public. when out and about, heâs a big fan of kissing the back of your hand while theyâre intertwined with his
â・° chigiri hyoma
heâs all slow, sensuous kisses â hands traveling over each other steadily, exploring and leaving trails of heat in their wake
tbh he definitely like a bit of a hair tug. like, no yanking but you can pull it a little and listen to him sigh or whine a little
forehead kisses forehead kisses forehead kisses. also a nose kisser, i think
when heâs in the right mood, heâs a bit of a tease. he likes to kiss along and under your jaw in these moments
probably not the biggest fan of pda. his public kiss type is, again, the forehead kiss. also probably kisses your temple
â・° nagi seishiro
sleepy and lazy kisses are nagiâs absolute favorites!! the kind where the two of you are laying around on a rare, slow morning and you just kiss each other in long, languid intervals, lulled in by the warmth of one another
also also also if youâre under 190cm (6â2â) then nagi uses his height to his advantage by wrapping you in a back hug and placing little kisses on the top of your head and bring them down to your neck
even if you are over 190cm, heâs giving you back hugs and neck kisses, sorry i donât make the rules
likes leaning all his weight against you and for you to wrap your arms around him when you kiss, it makes him feel like heâs simultaneously enveloping you and being enveloped by you
gives you kisses after he wins anything, whether itâs a video game or soccer match !! will seek you out for kisses if heâs frustrated after losing too and those kisses are much harsher and more bruising
probably into some form of pda â not a ton but heâs not opposed to kissing your in front of other people
#blue lock x reader#isagi yoichi x reader#isagi x reader#bachira meguru x reader#bachira x reader#kunigami rensuke x reader#kunigami x reader#chigiri hyoma x reader#chigiri x reader#nagi seishiro x reader#blue lock imagines#.đĽ Ý Ë kaiijo writes
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Rivals - A Jessie Fleming Imagine
Request: Jessie and R both play at UCLA but R plays for the US national team and the media invents a rivalry between them, both Jessie and R get annoyed at being constantly asked about their 'rivalry', they both talk to each other about it and confess their feelings
A/N: I will probably even less active than I am now (if that's possible) I just started school again and I'm very stressed and booked n busy
âSo Jessie,â The reporter began. Jessie looked over to where she heard him speak. âYouâre about to start at UCLA after these Olympics, and Iâm sure you know, but American player Y/N Y/L/N committed to UCLA as well. Do you think your rivalry with her will effect team dynamics at UCLA?â
Jessie really hated media. She was an introvert at heart and if she had it her way, the media wouldnât be allowed with 500 feet of the team after a game. They werenât even scheduled to play the US this tournament unless they both made the finals. Still, all they want to ask is about Jessieâs ârivalryâ with Y/N. Jessie doesnât have a rivalry with anyone, and she hasnât met Y/N off the field even once. They donât even really interact on the field when they do play, so Jessie has no idea where the ârivalryâ theory came from. Except that theyâre both the youngest members of their teams, the same age, both midfielders.
âI donât think thatâs going to effect the team at all,â Jessie says, âI have nothing but respect for her as a player and I think sheâs a really strong midfielder and sheâs very skilled, so Iâm confident that weâre both going to play important roles at UCLA and Iâm just excited to get started.â
âYou might end up facing the US in the finals, the US obviously are the reigning gold medalists, is that something you and the team are thinking about?â
âNot really,â Jessie said honestly, âThatâs not our focus right now because nothing is guaranteed, so our focus right now is on our next game. We put ourselves in a good spot coming out of the group stage, uh, in first place, so weâre just focused on the quarterfinal games.â
***
âY/N, your focus is obviously on winning gold, but can I ask how youâre feeling about joining UCLA this fall?â
âYeah,â Y/N says, âIâm thrilled to be joining UCLA and Iâm excited to further my development as a player and hopefully help the team win a championship.â
Y/N doesnât really understand why they always ask her to do media. She doesnât believe anyone really wants to hear from her over some of the vets. But still, here she is, trying not to pull her hair out at these stupid questions.
âJessie Fleming is also joining UCLA this year, have you spoken to her at all? We know you two have a sort of on field rivalry, have you spoken to her about the both of you joining UCLA?â
âNo, weâve never really crossed paths outside the field, so I havenât spoken to her. Sheâs a great player, though, and I think sheâll be an important part of the team at UCLA.â
***
A lot of the players at UCLA are roommates. Even the freshman in their dorms tend to get paired up with someone from the team. Jessie ends up rooming with Teagan Micah, a keeper from Australia. Jessie likes her, sheâs funny, and sheâs pretty outgoing, so she drags Jessie along to frosh week activities and Jessie knows if she was left alone she wouldâve spent the entirety of her first weeks at school either in class, at practice, or at home.
They have their first practice pretty soon after they move in, since the season starts up right away. The first practice is mostly getting to know each other and the coaches and the style of play they want. Itâs different than how Canada plays, so it takes Jessie a second to adjust.
After practice, one of the senior girls calls the team over. She invites everyone to a team bonding night at her place that night.
Jessie gets ready in her dorm with Teagan. Jessie wants to leave so theyâll arrive a bit early, but Teagan just laughs at her, and tells her if a party starts at 8pm, people wonât arrive until 9pm. Jessie wants to say itâs not a party, itâs just for the team to get to know each other, but she doesnât.
Turns out, itâs a party.
Not only is the soccer team there, but so is the basketball team, the football team, teams that Jessie canât recognize. She stays near Teagan most of the night, not feeling the most comfortable with the loud music, the drinking, the number of people crammed in a tiny living room. Jessie loses track of Teagan after someone bumps into her, then someone steps in between her and Teagan. Instead of continuing to struggle through people to find Teagan, Jessie goes into the kitchen which is mercifully less full.
Jessie grabs a clean cup and fills it with water from the sink. She hears a commotion and turns, seeing Y/N with a small group enter the kitchen. They make eye contact, and Jessie waves. Y/N nods in acknowledgement. The group begins yelling about shots, and Jessie takes that as her cue to leave. She tries to find Teagan, but itâs impossible, and instead she finds Hallie Mace.
âHallie!â Jessie yells over the music, âCan you tell Teagan I left? In case she wonders where I went?â
âYeah, sure Jessie,â Hallie says, âAre you having fun?â
Jessie smiles and nods, and she knows it looks forced, but it satisfies Hallie, who Jessie figures is a little tipsy.
Jessie makes her way outside and walks home, the cool air a relief after how hot it was inside.
Jessie is asleep by the time Teagan comes home, and either Teagan was really quiet, or Jessie was really asleep, because Jessie didnât hear her come in. The only sign that Teagan did come home is Teagan sleeping in her bed in the clothes she wore last night, hair sticking up in all directions. Jessie sets some Gatorade and Advil on the nightstand for her before she leaves for class.
***
Itâs not that Y/N is intentionally avoiding Jessie.
There is truly no bad blood or actual rivalry or whatever people want to believe. Itâs just that thereâs not much overlap between them except on the field. Theyâre not in the same program, so they donât share classes together, they donât really share the same friends, outside the team. Y/N is friends with the people in her class, other student athletes, and Jessie is friends with people from her classes, and the soccer team. Y/N doesnât even really notice it, until the online comments start.
It starts with a clip from one of their games. Jessie and Y/N were both on the bench, after being subbed out, and Jessie sat after grabbing water and her pinny, and Y/N stayed standing.
omg they haaate each other
they wonât even sit together its so over
LMAO Y/N really canât stand Canadians thereâs miles of space on that bench to sit and she STANDS???
Y/N frowns when she sees it. It wasnât intentional, she wasnât not sitting because she didnât want to sit with Jessie. She prefers standing for a bit after sheâs subbed out. Itâs a mini cool down, and she likes bringing her heartrate down before she sits and fully relaxes.
Then itâs the clip from the Olympics, when Y/N said she doesnât talk to Jessie. All Y/N meant by that is that they hadnât crossed paths, through no fault of theirs, itâs just how things happened. Of course, everyone decided she meant that she refuses to talk to Jessie.
Thereâs rumours on campus about a bad fight the two had, about how they played against each other with their national teams and after they got into it off the field. Another lie, because theyâve truly never encountered each other after a game. Still, some of Y/Nâs new friends ask her about it, ask her what Jessie did, what really went down. Y/N tells them the same thing each time, nothing happened, thereâs no hatred or rivalry, theyâre simply two people whose lives donât really overlap and thatâs all there is.
***
USA and Canada donât even play each other at the next FIFA window. The US plays in the SheBelieves Cup and Canada plays in the Algarve Cup. All Jessie wants to do is focus on the games. She canât, however, because the first media appearance she does, the first question is about Y/N.
âSheâs a great player,â Jessie says, âShe brings a lot to the team and Iâm happy that for most of the time sheâs on my team and not playing against me.â
It doesnât help that her teammates bother her about it too.
âHow is it really?â Janine asks, âDoes the team have to build a barrier between you guys?â
âJanine,â Jessie sighs, âWe donât hate each other. Weâre literally normal teammates.â
âOh, come on, you wonât even tell me the juicy details?â Janine whines, âIâm your best friend!â
âBeckie, leave her alone,â Sophie Schmidt says. Jessie almost thanks Sophie, then Sophie keeps talking. âJessie doesnât want to spend her rare time away from her enemy thinking about her.â
âSheâs not my enemy!â Jessie snaps, âYou guys suck.â
***
âSoooooâŚâ Kelley slides in next to Y/N at the lunch table. âHow are things at school?â
âGood?â Y/N says, âWhy?â
âIâm just wondering!â Kelley says, âI want to make sure youâre handling things, you know, balancing school with soccer, all those things.â
âYeah, itâs good. Iâm good.â
âAaand the team is good?â
âWhy are you being so weird?â Y/N says.
âIâm not! Alex, am I being weird?â Kelley yells over at Alex across the room.
âYou usually are,â Alex comes over and joins them at the table, âWhat are you being weird about now Kel?â
âIâm just asking her how school is!â Kelley insists. Alex rolls her eyes.
âKelley wants to ask how Jessie Fleming is, but sheâs trying to be subtle about it.â
âAlex!â
âJessie is fine,â Y/N interrupts before the two can start bickering.
âDo you guys get along?â Kelley asks.
âYeah, weâre fine,â Y/N sighs, âAre you seriously talking about that stupid rivalry thing? Thatâs just a bunch of BS.â
âDo you guys hang out? Are you friends?â
âOh my god,â Y/N groans, âCanât I eat without everyone bringing up Jessie? Theyâre not even in the same tournament as us, can I not get a fucking break?â
Kelley and Alex share a look.
***
It only gets worse from there. As Canada and the US start playing each other more, and the longer Jessie and Y/N play together at UCLA, and seemingly donât get along, the more they get asked about it, the more comments are made online, the more frustrated Y/N gets.
Y/N sludges through the mud on her way to practice. Itâs been unexpectedly rainy the past few days. Y/N thought LA was supposed to be hot and sunny all year round, and she thought she would spend her days basking in the sun, wearing suntan lotion and getting tan, not stepping in mud and puddles. When she gets to the field, sheâs surprised the only other person there is Jessie.
âAm I really late or really early?â Y/N asks.
âI was asking myself the same thing,â Jessie says, âIâm always early but usually the coaches are already here.â
Y/N sets her bag down on the least muddy spot, and shakes her head.
âI thought LA was supposed to be sunny,â Y/N says. Jessie laughs.
âThe rain is actually a relief for me,â Jessie says, âThereâs not this much sun in Canada, Iâm not used to it.â
Y/N laughs. Of course the Canadian likes the rain.
âIâm not surprised no one else showed up,â Y/N says, âThe field is a bit waterlogged.â Y/N points down at her feet, her cleats sunk an inch into the mud.
âYou can leave if you want,â Jessie says, âIâm gonna stay and run around for a bit, but you donât have to stay if youâd rather get out of the mud.â
Y/N considers it. She would really like to go back to her dorm and take a hot shower. But she thinks of Jessie, here all alone, and she canât leave.
âNo, Iâll stay, might as well get some work in for the game this weekend.â
Y/N thinks Jessie means sheâs going to stay and run drills, so Y/N waits for her to be ready to warm up. Sheâs too focused on the way her cleats are getting caked in mud to notice the mischievous smile on Jessieâs face. Y/N gasps and jumps back as a wad of mud hits her chest. She looks at Jessie whoâs laughing.
âOh, itâs on.â
Y/N pounces before Jessie can run, tackling her into the mud. They roll around until theyâre both covered in mud and laughing so hard their sides hurt. They run around, trying to push each other into puddles. After a bit, Y/N suggests they play 1 on 1 against each other to âsee whoâs really the better midfielderâ. They go back and forth a bit, and the score remains even, both equally matched. It goes until Jessieâs up by one, having stripped the ball from Y/N on defense. Jessie dribbles up to Y/N and Y/N knows immediately that she made a mistake, committing too far one way and Jessie easily goes the other. She does it without thinking, one second watching Jessie cut the other way and the next she has her arms around Jessieâs waist, pulling her back until the two of them are tripping backwards into the mud.
Jessie sputters, mouth gaping open.
âThatâs a foul! Thatâs a red!â
âThereâs no refs!â Y/N says, âNo refs, no rules! Weâre tied again, you didnât get past me.â
âWe are not tied! That doesnât count!â Jessie says, âI had you beat! I fooled you so bad you had to foul me to stop me!â
âWhat foul? I didnât hear a foul call,â Y/N knows sheâs being annoying, but she refuses to concede the point. âThe rules were you had to get past me, and you didnât get past me. You lost the ball, therefore, my point.â
âYou littleâŚâ
Before Y/N can react, Jessie is up and running to the ball. She starts dribbling it away from Y/N.
âThere! I recovered the ball and got past you! My point!â
âGet back here!â Y/N chases after her.
Y/N runs after Jessie, yelling the whole time, with Jessie yelling back at her. Y/N almost has her, has her fingers in Jessieâs jersey, ready to give it a tug back, and she startles to a stop when a voice rings out.
âYou know practice was canceled today, right?â Teagan stands on the edge of the field.
âWe sort of figured that,â Y/N says, out of breath.
âAre the two of you going to clean up before team dinner, or is being covered in the mud the new style?â
âI forgot about dinner,â Jessie says, âWe should go shower. Itâs going to take a while to get all this mud off.â
âAnd whoâs fault is that?â Y/N yells after them as they walk away.
***
They donât necessarily start hanging out after that. They still exist in different circles, but itâs more like they partner up in practice, or sit together at team meals, or Y/N plops into the seat behind Jessie on the bus.
Comments start to swirl again after one of their games against USC. USC is one of their biggest rivals and the stands are always packed, each team fighting for a win. UCLA pulled out the win, thanks to a goal from Jessie. Jessie gets pulled into an on field interview after the game and Y/N sneaks up behind her and dumps her almost full Gatorade on Jessieâs head.
âIâll get you back for that!â Jessie yells, before clearly remembering sheâs in the middle of an interview. âSorry,â Jessie says, âWhat was the question?â
The clip circulates, people asking if theyâve squashed their beef, if itâs all for show, or if theyâre really friends. Y/N rolls her eyes at all the comments.
They end up playing against each other with their national teams in a friendly. While in the tunnel waiting to head out on the field, Y/N finds where Jessieâs standing in line.
âPsst, Fleming,â Y/N gets her attention, âCan I get your jersey after the game?â
âSure,â Jessie says, âBut I donât want yours. Iâd rather die than wear American colours.â
Y/N sticks her tongue out at Jessie, but smiles when Jessie has to turn away to keep from laughing. She catches Kelley staring at her, raising her eyebrows. What? Y/N mouths at her. Kelley raises her arms in surrender and focuses back at the front.
After the game Y/N and Jessie meet in the middle of the field. Y/N already has her jersey off. She holds it out to Jessie.
âThe whole point of a jersey swap is the swapping of jerseys, now give.â
Jessie rolls her eyes and pulls off her jersey, handing it to Y/N. They put on the others jersey and Jessie makes a face.
âThis feels illegal.â
âLetâs take a photo,â Y/N drags Jessie over to the nearest photographer. Sheâs more than happy to get one of the two of them in each otherâs jerseys and promises to send it to both of them.
***
After the game, a lot of the teams plan to meet up since a lot of them are friends and teammates on their club teams. Jessie isnât 21 yet, and she really doesnât know anyone on the US team very well, so she stays behind. She should probably do some homework anyway.
Jessieâs finished showering and doing her post game routine and about to pull out her textbooks, when thereâs a knock at the door.
âHey,â Y/N says when Jessie opens the door, âEveryoneâs out drinking, except us it seems. Wanna hang?â
Y/N doesnât wait for an answer before she pushes into the room and flops on the closest bed.
âThatâs Janineâs bed,â Jessie says as she closes the door. Y/N groans and moves to the other bed.
âItâs so lame being under 21,â Y/N says, âEveryone ditches us to go to bars and stuff.â
âI donât like bars anyway,â Jessie says, âIâd rather stay in.â
âI donât mind staying in, I guess, I like hanging out with you, Iâll skip the bar if youâre here.â
Jessie doesnât answer, looking away before Y/N can see how her cheeks grow red.
âDid you see this?â Y/N turns her phone to Jessie, âPeople are going crazy over the picture of us from the game. Theyâre trying to prove itâs a PR stunt since we tooootally hate each other.â
âAll that rivalry stuff is pretty stupid. There was never anything to it.â
âYou know everyone wants to create drama when there isnât any.â
âI neverâŚâ Jessie turns to look at the wall, talking quietly, âI never had any problem with you, even before we became friends. I hated the rivalry crap. I always thought⌠I thought you were cool and I wanted to talk to you, but I thought you mightâve really hated me.â
âI didnât hate you,â Y/N says, âJess.â Jessie hears Y/N shifting on the bed and Y/N gently grabs Jessieâs shoulder and turns Jessie to face her. âI didnât hate you, I thought you were cool too. Youâre such a good player and everyone liked you so much. I didnât know what to say to you.â
âI donât think Iâm that cool,â Jessie mutters.
âYouâre way cool!â Y/N says, âYouâre one of the best midfielders in the world and youâre still in college! And your photography stuff is really good, and everyone likes you, and, I think youâre really awesome Jess.â
Jessie feels like she might cry, and she doesnât want to. She doesnât want Y/N to see her cry, she doesnât want to try to explain why a few nice words from Y/N are making her cry. She panics, because she can feel the tears coming and she doesnât know how to stop it. Y/N is looking at her intently, and Jessie stops thinking. Before she knows it, her lips are on Y/Nâs. She pulls back almost as quickly as she leaned in.
âIâm so sorry,â Jessie says. She feels like she might cry even more now.
âOh,â Y/N breathes, âOh. I didnât realizeâŚâ
âIâm so sorry. I get it if you donât want hang out with me anymore. Iâm so sorry.â
Jessie keeps apologizing, not able to do anything else. Sheâs expecting Y/N to slap her, or to just walk out of the room and never talk to her again. She wonders how easy it is to transfer schools, she doesnât want to leave UCLA, but she doesnât know if she can face Y/N again. Lost in her thoughts, she freezes when Y/N kisses her again.
âSorry,â Y/N says, âBut I didnât know how else to get to you to stop apologizing. Iâm not mad, I like you too. I didnât think you liked me back, so I didnât say anything. I like you, Jess.â
âReally?â Jessie asks, âYou⌠you like me?â Y/N nods. âI-I like you too,â Jessie says shyly.
Jessie covers her face and falls back on the bed. Y/N laughs and follows her. When Jessie uncovers her face, Y/N is facing her, looking at her with a soft smile on her face. Jessie takes a deep breath and works up her nerve. She reaches a hand out and slides her hand over Y/Nâs. Y/N grins and laces their fingers together. Hours later, they fall asleep like that, hands clasped between them, and Jessie wakes up to the sound of a camera shutter.
âSorry, didnât mean to wake you,â Janine whispers, âI felt like we needed photo evidence of this moment.â
âPlease donât post that anywhere,â Jessie says, and she rolls over and falls back asleep.
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Hellooooo <3
I saw your post about Tokyo Debunker and I would like to know your headcanon about guys with a partner who is shy about showing affection (hugs, kissesâŚ,). It can be with the boys you want, although, could you add Rui and Yuri? I'm so curious how that dynamic would work with them, since one literally can't be touched and the other is a complete Tsundere haha
Thank you in advance, many hugs and kisses â¨ď¸
Hi Anon <3 I honestly love this
Characters: Frostheim, Vagastrom, Jabberwock, Hotarubi (+ Rui and Yuri)
Jin
Oh God. He loves flustering you (he obviously won't do it in public - he has a reputation to uphold !)
Has you sit on his lap, cups your chin, wraps an arm around your waist ... you name it
Thinks it's adorable how shy you are about physical contact. Although that's something that he won't tell you (at least not at first) he definitely teases you about how easy it is to get you to become a blushing mess
Will find any excuse to hold your hand "to enhance his stigma" (he really just likes seeing how red you get)
Tohma
He thinks it's so cute that you get that flustered from the slightest
Isn't big on physical contact in public, especially at the start of the relationship, but will "accidentally" brush his arm against your or touch your hand if you're both reaching for the same thing
The most he'll do in public is cup your face or kiss the back of your hand
Acts all innocent afterwards while delighting in how flustered you look
"My, MC, do you feel OK ? You've gone quite red,"
Luca
It took him a little while to realise that you got flustered easily - at first, he freaked out because he thought he had done something wrong or you were suddenly feeling unwell
Like the gentleman he is, he'd never deliberately fluster you in public - he hates the idea of embarrassing you by mistake. Honestly, the most he'd do is hold your hand (if you're ok with that), link arms, or kiss the back of your hand when he's greeting you
In private though it's a whole different question
He's very gentle, especially at the start - hugs, kisses on the cheek, hand holding ... but that doesn't mean he finds it any less cute when your cheeks become bright red
Kaito
Ah yes the boyfailure
You two are a match made in heaven
It takes him a WHILE to notice how flustered you are because while you're freaking out and blushing, he's busy doing the exact same thing
After a lot of talking to each other (and taking it slow) you both begin to relax more about physical affection, though it takes a of encouragement and reassurance for him to reach that stage
As your "knight", he'll try to initiate any physical contact. However, if you decide to initiate anything, especially in the early stages, he will literally combust
Alan
A bit wary of touching you at first, just because he's used to putting up so many walls to protect himself, and the idea of being intimate is scary at first
He's also terrified of hurting you by mistake - even if you're pretty tough, he's a ghoul, and one of the strongest ones at that, so he'll still see you as fragile
However, after some time passes, he'd start to initiate things like hand holding or cuddling. Sometimes, he'll even pull you onto his lap
When he first saw you flustered you got, he was worried he'd done something wrong. However, after he understood that you were just a bit shy about physical contact, he found it so sweet
Won't try to fluster you in public, but now he can't keep his hands off of you when you guys are alone <3
Sho
He understands why you're blushing straight away and teases you endlessly about it
Will definitely fluster you a bit in public - he secretly loves PDA because it makes him feel like you belong to him
However, most of that is left for when you guys are in private - he'll shower you with praise and kisses
Definitely spoon feeds you your food sometimes or does the whole "you have something on your lips" thing as an excuse to kiss you
If you're cooking together, he'd 100% hug you from behind while instructing you (not that it's easy to focus with his body and the smell of his cologne that close to you)
Leo
He also teases you constantly, but a bit more maliciously about it than Sho
"Oh gross, Honor Roll. Why are you getting all red ? I bumped into you by mistake,"
Even though he won't admit it, he'll try to fluster you subtly because seeing his reaction is a huge ego boost for him (he also finds it adorable, but you'd have to torture that out of him)
It takes Leo a while to become more deliberate about physical contact, but when he does, he's all about PDA - he loves showing you off and seeing you blush when he's doing it
Haru
When you guys first become close, his touch starts off very platonic - a hanc in your shoulder, a friendly hug, that kind of thing
However, when he sees how flustered you get after you two start dating and he becomes more intimate, it has a bigger impact on him then he'd thought
Definitely teases you in a good natured way and tries to make you blush if you two are alone
When he's worn out from all his chores, he'll call you yo his room so he can cuddle you
Ren
Although he's completely in denial about it, he's also a flustered mess
He's not used to physical affection and is a bit closed off, so it takes him a bit to start exploring that area of your relationship
He'd definitely pretend it's accidental at first- something like your fingers brushing or your legs touching when you're sitting next to each other
When he sees how pink your cheeks become, he grows even more flustered - why are you so adorable
"Wh- Hey MC, what are you staring at ? You're going all red like an idiot,"
Despite his efforts to hide it, you make him just as flustered
Over time, with a lot of patience (mostly on your end) you guys begin to feel more calm about physical affection. However, it'll definitely stay private as Ren is not into PDA at all
Towa
Another guy who keeps his hands constantly on you - he's so clingy
Whenever he sees you, he'll hug you hard and for a long period of time.
Since night is the only time you get to hear his voice properly, you two often go out then and fall asleep cuddling under the stars
When he noticed you got flustered, he didn't have much of a reaction to it - he just kissed your cheek before continuing to hug you
Subaru
As a gentleman, and someone who's quite shy, Subaru doesn't do much physical contact at first, limiting himself to hugging you, holding your hand and giving you brief kisses when you guys are alone
At first, your reaction concerned him that he'd crossed a boundary by mistake. However, it was weirdly comforting for him when he realised you were flustered, because, despite not showing it, he felt exactly the same way
Would never fluster you deliberately, although he thinks you look cute - he's just too much of a gentleman. However, he'll definitely begin showing more physical affection as you both grow more used to it
Haku
Despite his charming act, this man loves touching you at every chance he gets. He won't even bother to hide it
Holds your hand everywhere you go and always pats your head/ruffles your hair after hugging you. When he's seated, he definitely loves having you on his lap
He likes PDA, but is also more than OK with only showing physical affection in private - it's ultimately up to you
Teases you a little bit about how much you're blushing, but it's mostly in a flirty way - he honestly thinks you're adorable
Zenji
Positively beamed when he saw how much you were blushing after he tried to hug you - he finds it so sweet that even the idea of his touch makes you react like that
Although he can't technically touch you yet, he keeps working on it. For now, he just tells you what he'd like to do with you, and he finds it delightful if that's enough to fluster you
He's too much of a gentleman to try to fluster you publicly but he'll definitely do it in private
Gets so clingy if he ever does find a way to touch you
Taiga
He's super clingy - it's surprising if you manage to leave his side at all
Definitely has you on his lap while he gambles to "act as a lucky charm" (show you off to the casino patrons)
If he's lounging about in his room, he'll definitely want to make out or sleep with you
Finds it cute when you get flustered and goes out 6 his way to make you blush at every chance he gets
Romeo regularly tells him to get a room
If he catches one of the other casino patrons looking at you, that guy will go missing by tomorrow, and your neck will be full of love bites to remind you of who you belong to
Fico Romeo
Romeo finds it endearing when you get so flustered, but he has a reputation to uphold, so he won't be telling you that anytime soon
Although his PDA is pretty limited, he'll still link arms or drape an arm around your waist so the rest of the casino knows you're his
When you're alone, he definitely gets an ego boost from flustering you deliberately (he also gets a lot more handsy - loves when you sit on his lap as he works on his desk)
He'd definitely say something like "Hey, BB ! Come over here," before pulling you into his lap
He'll tease you about how stupid you look when you're going all red, but he actually loves it
Ritsu
Honestly, physical affection isn't really his thing, so it would take ages for him to notice that it flusters you
He smirks slightly when he sees your cheeks going red - you're just adorable
Definitely not one for PDA. He also doesn't show much physical affection in private compared to others, but he does enjoy it when you guys share an intimate moment
Rui
The fact that his curse means that he can't touch you is the biggest source of heartbreak in his life, although he doesn't let you see that
He yearns for the day that you're both cured and he can hold you and let his hands explore your body, imaginig how you'd react
His fantasies are spurred on when he realises that you get flustered so easily - he thinks you look so adorable when you blush
In the meantime, he tells you about everything he wants to do to you and showers you with praise. This guy is a massive flirt
If Rui could touch you, he'd enjoy PDA - he'd love showing you off on his arm to the rest of the academy
Yuri
Yuri would never tell anyone this , but it takes him some time to feel secure enough in your relationship to start exploring physical contact. The very fact that he's considering it is off putting to him - it was just never something he thought he'd want or need
At first, he uses your checkups as an excuse to touch you - he lets his hands linger a bit longer than necessary and helps you put on your patient robe because "you're taking too long"
Seeing how much you're blushing honestly just makes him freak out more - you just look way too cute
Starts insulting you and telling you to stop looking at him like that
However, after passing the early stages of the relationship (and after you show him a lot of patience) you start showing each other proper physical affection in private
He's not really the type to go out of his way to fluster you, but he'll definitely tease you light heartedly
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Helloooo, I can request omega bakugou helping his mate/alpha ace reader with their rut? I thought it might be sfw since u don't feel like writing smut atp :3
Omega Katsuki Bakugou x Ace Alpha male reader
Headcanons
(aged up characters, obviously)
Seeing ace requests in my inbox always make my smile because, hey, thatâs me. Where my ace homies at. Iâve very rarely written omegaverse before, but I got so much worldbuilding about it, if you guys are interested.
I have too much worldbuilding and ideas about Omegaverse, so this is a little out of the norm for your usual smut filled rut plot.
For omegaverse, I never imagine that heats or ruts turn you into a horny breeding crazed animal. Yes, with your mate you will feel a lot more arousal and might have moments where you become fueled by your desires, but the majority can still control themselves.
For you, whoâs Ace as well, the breeding part isnât present more than your bodies instincts, but its nothing extreme. It feels the same as when you are really hungry. Sure, the feeling is there, but you can easily go about your day and not let it bother you.
But ruts do more than just make you want to have a lot of pups and crawl all over your omega, even if your omega is as hot as Katsuki is. It tends to cause a lot of stress on the body, from cramping muscles to overheating, dehydration, pacing and other factors that could lead to stress.
So, in Katsukiâs situation, his job during your ruts is mainly to take care of you. To make sure youâre eating and drinking enough fluids. That you arenât overheating by patting you down with a cold cloth or using ice packs, or even making you cold baths.
He treats it a lot like a very horribly cold for the most part. Sure, your scent also makes him slick up a little and makes his own scent sweeter and riper, but Katsuki is still clear headed and more focused on taking care of you. Especially when he knows you do the same for him when he has heats.
I imagine Katsuki is still his usual snappy growly self, but he doesnât yell, since ruts also makes your hearing more sensitive. Instead, he just grumbles a lot. With a lot of insults that has no heat thrown in, just because its Katsuki.
As an alpha, you donât really need a nest, but you bet your damn ass Katsuki makes you one. And only with the best rut materials out there. He wonât accept anything but the best, and Katsuki honestly stresses more about your rut nest than he does his own heat nest.
It reaches a point where, during the early stages of your rut, you just kinda have to thrown yourself in it and show him you like it and accept it.
I could imagine Katsuki worrying a lot, since he knows your ace and he doesnât want to make you uncomfortable with his own scent. Does it bother you that he starts smelling like preheat? Does it make your rut worse? Better? Does he need to leave?
He would also fear crawling into the nest with you, at least in the beginning. After you pull him in multiple times, or tell him to get in, he starts to calm down. You canât stop him from worrying though, itâs in his blood.
Being ace also doesnât mean you donât feel arousal and the like, so if you need to get off, heâs not gonna stop you, and wont touch you unless you want him too. Katsuki knows it wonât go farther than just some touching, if it even gets to that, and heâs more than satisfied.
Having and Ace partner honestly probably helps take some of the stress of his shoulders. He knows you wonât have the same expectations as some other alphas, that he needs to give up on his hero career and be a âgoodâ omega.
Which is also why heâs ready to bend himself backwards to make sure you are comfortable during your rut. Even if staying nearby and taking as much care of you as possible pushes him into preheat, Katsuki is strong enough mentally to keep it bottled up until your rut it over.
This does mean you end up having to take care of him afterwards too, and you gotta call in favors with your friends to cover Katsukiâs patrols, since he didnât expect to go into heat.
But all in all, ruts with Katsuki are a very planned out affair. Sure, you feel miserable and like youâre boiling on the inside, never able to find a comfortable sleeping position, and like you need to claw your own flesh off. But at least Katsuki is by your side the entire time, ready to hold your hand or hold you as a whole if you need too.
You do have to put up with his nagging though, but you know its just how he shows affection, so in the end it makes you purr at him. Which just gets Katsuki to get all flustered and pretty.
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