#oblicon i hate you

[b1mb0bunny]

why must law be so fucking hard

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My June (and early July)

I lost access to my Twitter account for changing my birthday to my actual date of birth. Apparently, I made the account when I was only twelve years old, and the user agreement requires users to be at least thirteen.

A couple of weeks ago, I took and passed my retake of the ObliCon finals, and now I have to study for the oral exams. Technically, I haven’t finished my first year of law school. Why do I even have to memorize all these provisions when I can just refer to my copy of the Civil Code when I actually need them?

I’ve also gotten hooked on K-pop music, but I can’t get my head around the fact that the Korean idol industry is gruesome. But I just love Daisy from Momoland and wait till I do what I do hit you with that ddu du ddu du du. I also think BTS is overrated, and I write this statement with all honesty and with the intent to incite war against their fans who hate criticisms.

Today, I tried Iced Caramel Butterscotch, and it is now my official favorite beverage from Cafe de Lipa. This place is definitely better than the nearby Starbucks and CBTL. The lighting makes me feel 20% more gwapo. Highly recommended!

Okay! I think I have procrastinated enough. Time to get back to memorizing the Statute of Frauds.

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I hate that I love you

For the past few weeks, I have been inactive in my social media accounts most especially on my Instagram account, to which I am most addicted to.

I tried to convince myself that the reason why I am on hiatus on Instagram is because I consider it as my sacrifice for the final exam week. But I guess it’s not.

I have not captured daily videos of me speaking almost none-sense in front of my phone lately because I feel sad, or just bothered. I don’t know actually.

Will I pass my ObliCon subject? Will I pass my other subjects? What will happen about the issue that keeps bothering me?

I tried to compose myself every time I am faced with different people. I smile, they see the usual me. But whenever I’m alone, I break down, but sometimes I still pretend to be just fine even if I’m just alone. Why? Because I need to. It’s because of the love and support I receive from my dear family and friends. If it weren’t because of them, I could have easily given up Law school and the dream to go beyond and serve the public.

I am certain that my “hiatus week on ig” have something to offer me in the coming days. I should stay optimistic and positive.

“God works in mysterious ways and he knows what’s best for us. Put all your trust in Him, and go with the flow.”

Law school, you are something. I hate that I love you. Please love me back too. Thank you!