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[cloroxium]

should i make my green day western art into an actual AU… cuz ill do it and make little comics and such i think it’d be hilarious to see their dynamic in the old west as chaotic as they are.

i have so many ideas already… the farmhand to emo to cowboy/punk rock pipeline is STRONG for me

[cloroxium]

2025 SELF PORTRAIT - UP IN FLAMES

this is something i’ve never done, mostly from self consciousness and just a tricky paradox of how i view myself, but i think this years the way to break it. i’ve known people who’ve done this as a form of therapy and so for me, making for me, posting for me, nothing else really matters! more in-depthness under the cut :3 (and it does help, spoiler alert…)

2024 was ultimately the worst year of my life. i seem to say that every year, but this year it’s been amazing. i’ve been more productive at the very end of last year and it continues into this year. i was couch hopping last year, in desperate times, and it called for the most unforeseen measures that to this day that i am still trying to figure myself out from. the worst event possible happened to me this time last year and ive accepted that i may never truly be the same, not for worse, but for better. life taught me a lot of things last year into this year and i’ve finally began functioning as an independent human person. not everyone needs to understand til they’ve been there.

i waited MANY rough years to finally get my drivers license after rebranding poor excuses as to why i couldn’t get one. i have a really good friend circle that have witnessed me at my worst and stayed with my during my best, i have an awesome swag job where i love everyone i work with, and i still tend to the house and my family if they ever need something. i used to rely heavily on people to uphold my emotions this time last year. ive found l, now, that this was not the move to get to where i needed to be. i needed to be forced to grow, and i thank everyone for that every day. i lost some amazing people and some that were not the greatest, but merely just another lesson to learn in life. it’s all i see it as.

i’ve had such a struggle with my gender and sexuality and therefore i will label myself as a trans person, but unlabeled in general. i think with how the world is right now in its current state, there’s too much to worry about with others who have figured themselves out than to try and worry about my own that will likely never get settled. im just a person. unlabeled or not, i think everyone’s valid.

i’ve also have learned to no longer people please and set firm boundaries with people, and that’s been wonderful in all its glory. i started to believe more in karma, good and bad, and i know everything comes back multiplied, so i just strive to do what’s best for my life and not serve any energy to anything that won’t serve me or anyone surrounding me. ive become mostly exclusive now, i keep my close friends dear, but the rest remains a mystery. my life has been a whirlwind, especially in the last year, but i think it was the most important year of my life, and im glad to have cool friends and mutuals on here to keep the art drive coming along.

ive been stuck in a saw craze for over a year now since my last partner introduced me to it, which is something i’ll never want to take back, it’s funny to say, but this strange little franchise has been such a positive outlet for all the insane shizzle that’s happened in my life the past year. i wasn’t happy a little less than a year ago, but now i can say that everything’s gonna be alright. im glad to start 2025 out strong with knowing what my personality is and finally after 13 years… med free for half a year. it’s a huge step for me not remembering how i ever felt without them, but i just feel more alive, and functional in society.

i’ve achieved grand milestones and im very proud of myself for everything ive been through to get me where i am, the bad and the good. everyone’s different and this is the way i like to grow and understand myself. thanks to all my buddies for sticking here, even though most won’t even see this. ramble over, here’s to a swaggy justin bieber style 2025 ! <3

[cloroxium]

i need to get my driving done soon, holy hell. waking up at noon was not a good idea on this sunday. i forgot how many drunk angry people drive on sprbwl sunday >:|

there WILL be more art posted today tho i got more slumshipping, bootshipping and coffinshipping otw so please have mercy i need to run errands for the entire family today <3

[audiovenue]

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