#o meri jaan

[hanjlsung]

tagged by the beloved @lee-minhoe <3 my mel i finally did it agsgsgshd. the list is so all over the place my god ahshdhdh but bin being number one and two makes sense i had those on loop as i worked on my thesis. and o meri jaan. yes. song of my life truly. but also shocking there’s not more skz ngl.

tagging some lovelies (as always feel free to ignore ofc!!): @chanrizard @hyunebear @strayklds @parkloves @shalalashinee @luvrli

[filmnamtans]

had a late night drive with the mom and we just sang along (read: yelled really really off key) to o meri jaan and goodness. that song. so magical.

[atozsongs]

O Meri Jaan Lyrics in Hindi – Salman Ali

O Meri Jaan lyrics in Hindi sung by Salman Ali. The song is written by Ratan Rawani and music composed by Ratan Rawani. Starring Suraj Raj Gupta and Priya Verma

Read Full Song on O Meri Jaan lyrics in Hindi

[fishii28]

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(will update)

tag for anything related to mutuals: #mooties!! :D

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[qalbofnight]

Agar aap mard hain to yaha likhi hui baaton ko kahani , kisi novel ka hissa ,ya chand lines ke bajaye ek Amal ke taur pe tasleem kariyega agar aap aurat hain to yaha likhi baaton ko ek kadi naseehat samajhiyega ,

Aaj hmare ghr ek janab tashreef farmate Chand ghadiyan guzarne ke baad baaton baaton mein vo ye batate hai ki unke peshey (profession) ke barey mein unki biwi ko koi khabar nahin mohtarma ko nahin pata ki janab kya karte hain halaki unka pesha koi sharmindagi haram kaam se juda huwa nahi lekin bas janab ne zaruri nahin smjha ,

Meri ammi ki shadi kam umr mein hui amtaur pe us zamaney mein shadiyan jse huwa karti thi mere baba meri maa se umr mein kaafi badey the

Maine us waqt ghaur kiya ki meri maa ne shadi k baad graduation complete kiya baba ne ammi ko post-graduation ke liye bhi push kiya jabki unka koi dil nahin tha lekin baba ki koshishon se, sath se aur sabse badi baat apsi discussions se unki magazines, newspapers ,politics aur education mein dilchaspi badhi aur ammi ne pg k sath sath diploma bhi liya ,

hmare baba ka school tha jisko chalane me ammi ne Shana ba Shana 30 saal tak sath diya,

Lekin phir bhi kabhi apni maa ko baba se oonchi awazon mein baat krte nahin suna , na mere baba ne kbhi Aisa Kiya , meri maa kbhi mere baba ke dosto k samne ni gyi, hm 3 betiyon ko har cheez se parey tarjeeh aur taleem di ,

Aj chand mahino pehle mere papa ko brain hammeroage ho gya jis wajah se bistar pe paralyzed hain hmara school band hone ki kagar pe tha kyunki koi ladka uska waris ni logo ne baate bnani shuru kar di vo school hmari amdani ka eklauta zariya tha har shakhs ko yahi laga ki ye school band ho jyega, baba k bimar hone k bad insan ki shkl mein bhediyon ki nazrein hmari choti si family pe tik gyi lekin meri maa us saf me a k khadi ho gyi jaha mere baba khadey hote the unhone school ka management apne hath me liya aur kaha ki sabkuch wse hi continue hoga jse baba karte the, alhamdulillah hm us pareshani se bahar a gye ,

Meri ye Amal o naseehat un mardo k liye hai jo apni biwiyon aur behno ko ye samajhte ki iska hmare buisness me kya kaam, "tum kya jaan ke karogi"

" Tmhe kaha smjh ayega " agar mere baba ne 30 saal pehle ye bol k meri maa ko gharelu aurat k nam pe dayrw mein bandh diya hota to aaj shyd hum badtareen halaton ka samna kar rahe the ,

Ummed hai ki aapne ye padha hai to zindagi me iska

Amal zarur krengey ,

Ye baatein sochti hoon to lagta hai ki aurat bhi badey hi shafaqat aur classy tareeke se apne mazhabi dayron ko ikhtiyar kar ke bhi independent ban sakti hai ba shart uska baap o shauhar ek ache sathi ho

mainey ye isliye likha kyunki mjhse ehsas hua ki duniya ke kisi koney me, kisi blog mein kisi site pe ,kisi panney pe ye baat likhi honi chahiye.

[golden-earcuffs]

Pavitr Prabhakar Headcanons

I wanted to write some so here it is. Heavily based on Indian culture & things.

Is a tea addict and would not miss a chance to drink it with Parle G biscuit. Does not like to share but for his s/o, would make an exception.

Calls his love interest “Meri Jaan” (My Life) and hums the song with the same title from Gangubai Kathiawadi.

When he’s feeling somewhat naughty during a conversation; he’d wink and say “I’m not as pure as you think” and grin like he’s made the greatest pun ever (Pavitr means Pure in Hindi)

Long night walks at Juhu beach while eating ice cream or peanuts are his ideal date ideas (he lives in Mumbai after all).

LOVES LOVES LOVES ARJIT SINGH. Sings the “Main Tera” part from Kalank title track when he’s slow dancing with you. Also scrunched his nose at “Love Storiyan” like the rest of us (“what are they making him sing?!”)

Will dramatically sing the dhoomtananananaaaa music at every possible moment.

Once watched Aahat (a popular Indian show about supernatural things) at night as a kid and is now terrified of ghosts.

He will not spare anyone during holi (the Indian festival of colors) do not come near him he will paint you with colors that will not come off for at least a week.

Whenever he’s scared or stressed, he’d mumble “Deva Shree Ganesha” under his breath because the line “darr bhi uss se dara re, jiski rakhwaliya re” [“even fear is scared of the one who is guarded by Him (Lord Ganesh”)] gives him strength

Maggi is the only thing he can cook

More of these would probably come, because I’m never getting over Pavitr Prabhakar and the fact that he’s Indian.

[thepoopdokyeomtouched]

HI!!!!

dude sajda karaan>>>

ik this is random but there's only so many desi blogs on tumblr and you seem like a really cool person idk

BRO WHAT OTHER BOLLYWOOD SONGS DO YOU LIKE BECAUSE YK THE 2000S SONGS LIKE DESI GIRL, BREAK UP SONG, MAKE SOME NOISE FOR THE DESI BOYZ ALL HIT SO HARD

(this is my somewhat subtle way of asking if you wanna be moots?)

OH DAMN WE ARE GOING THERE!?! Ok lets get in it

Starting of from old bollywood

Maine poocha chand se

Bahon mai chale aao

Chura liya hai

Aaj mausam

Lag ja gale

Pehla nasha

These are my favorite 90's songs 😭

Then 2000's

Piyu bole

Tu hi re

My dil goes hmm

👏🏻RHTDM👏🏻 THE WHOLE ALBUM IS MY SOUL EVEN THE RAIN SCENE FLUTE TUNES 😭😭😩😩😩💗💗💗💗

Suno na suno na

Main yahi hoon

Hosh walon ko khabar kya 😩🤌🏻

Kabhi khushi kabhi gam, the whole album 🤭💗

Falak tak

Lazy lamhe, ab to forever, hey shona, ladki kyu, chhalka, saathiyaan, chupke se 😭🤭💗

----NOW THE GOLDEN ERA OF BOLLYWOOD---

Starting with kk's songs : Tu hi meri shab hai, soniye, abhi abhi, beetain lamhe, dil ibaadat, kya mujhe pyaar hai, labon ko, tujhe sochta hoon, zara sa, haan tu hai, oh meri jaan, mat aazma , humko pyaar hua and more ☝🤓

Then Mohit chauhan : the whole ROCKSTAR album like hello?!?! Tujhe bhula diya , masakali, kuch khaas hai, khoya khoya, rabba, IS THIS LOVE, DOORIYAAN, bheegi si bhaagi si, abhi kuch dino se, TUMSE HI, tune jo na kaha and my ultimate fav PEE LOON

My fav artist kk, mohit chauhan, javed ali, sonu nigam, shreya ghoshal, monali thankur, nikita gandhi, sunidhi chauhan , MITRAZ, Vilen, darshan raval, arijit singh, jubin nautyal, asees kaur, shaan, neeti mohan, armaan malik, pritam, vishal shakher, ar rehman, ayushmaan khurana and so many more

Then all emraan haashmi songs 😭 pee loon, tuhi mera, hosaana, tum mile(the whole album 🔥) saibo, I hate love stories (whole album), ek break ke baad, uff teri aadat, hey yeah, tum tak, ranjhaana, rishte naate, paani da rang , soniyo(raaz), AASHIQI 2 WHOLE ALBUM 😩, tera hone laga tu, aajao tamanna, ek din teri raahon mai, hum tum, tere liye(prince), o bekhabar,, sawar loon, JAB TAK HAI JAAN 👺, allah maaf kare, rabba mai to marr gaya oye, mera mann, mann mera, baatein kuch ankahi si, tera chehra(adnan sami), MAULA MERE MAULA, deewana kar raha hai, oh my love, khyaalon mai, guzarish, tose naina, raabta, chori kya re, dagabaaz re, sanam re, gazab ka hai ye din, moh moh ke dhaage, ishq risk, ANJANA ANJAANI(THE WHOLE ALBUM ⚰️, ye tune kya kiya, halka halka, tere naina, ishq bulawa, THE BEST IKTARA, KYA KAROON, WAKE UP SID.

I have a whole sensual playlist romantic, sad, dance, I'M CRAZY ABOUT IT 😩😩😩😩

Even pops like "blam the nights, oh gujariyan, subha hone na de, lat lag gai, lucky boy(bachna ae haseeno is also a DOPE ALBUM🔥😩) , ladies vs ricky bahl, baand baja barat's ayyvien ayyvein, dum dum, aadha ishq, aa zara and so many 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

And OF COURSE WE ARE FRIENDS NOW (moot is so weird for a hindi speaker me yk🤓)

[youremyheaven]

Songs for My Pasandida Marad 🥺💖💗

im all up in my feelings today girlies so i thought ill make a post about my favourite love songs that remind me of Him 🫣for my non-desis, "pasandida marad" literally translates to "favourite man" and its used to refer to "your guy" 😭😭ok ill cry if i say more, here are some songss

O Rangrez

"Apne hi rang mein mujhko rang de

Colour me in your colours

Dheeme dheeme rang mein mujhko rang de

Colour me slowly in your colours

Saundhe saundhe rang mein mujhko rang de

Colour me lightly in your colours

Rang de na, rang de na, rang de na

Please colour me"

indian song lyrics gooo so hard 😩😩💘

2. Khuda Jaane

Sajde mein yun hi jhukta hoon

I kneel and bow in worship

Tum pe hi aake rukta hoon

I come to a stop when I see you

Kya yeh sab ko hota hai

Does this happen to everyone?

Hum ko kya lena hai sab se

What do others matter?

Tum se hi sab baatein ab se

I'm only thinking of you now

Ban gaye ho tum meri dua

You've become my prayer

3. Aye Ajnabi

I am obsessed with this movie. It explores the 7 stages of Sufi love and its beyond beautiful 😍😍 if you watch this song unfold within the context of the movie, you'll lose your mind, Mani Ratnam was soooo ahead of his time.

"Woh hai kahan kahan hai

Where is she, where is she?

Woh roshni kahan hai

Where is that light?

Woh jaan si kahan hai

Where is my beloved?

Main adhoora tu adhoori jee rahi hai

I'm unfinished and so are you"

4. Pee Loon

"Tere sang ishq kaari hai

With you, love feels victorious

Tere sang ek khumari hai

With you there is an intoxication

Tere sang chain bhi mujhko

With you, I feel peaceful

Tere sang bekarari hai

And with you, I feel restless"

5. Ye Tune Kya Kiya

"Phiroon ab maara maara main Chaand se bichhda taara main Dil se itna kyun haara main? Ye tune kya kiya?

I wander hopelessly now.. I'm a star separated from the moon, Why did I lose myself to my heart to this extent, What have you done (to me)?"

6. Ek Ladki Ko Dekha Toh Aisa Laga

this whole song is the man describing how he felt upon seeing his beloved and its sooo cuteee<33

7. Hai Rama

a sexy song 🥵🤪

8. Aao Na

2000s Aishwarya dear lord 😩😩

9. Maula Mere Maula

IF HE SEES ME AND DOES NOT FEEL MAULA MERE MAULA, I DONT WANT HIM

10. Tum Se Hi

grumpy x sunshine core 🥺🥺

[jalebi-weds-bluetooth]

Songs That Fit Arnav Khushi

(part 1)

thanks to @honeybellexox for the amaze idea and @whateverworks21 half the songs!

“Jhoota hi sahi, pyaar toh kar” - Zara Zara

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“Woh lamhe, woh baatein

Koi na jaane

Thi kaisi raatein

Hooo, barsaatein

Woh bheegi bheegi yaadein” - Woh Lamhe

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“Kyun saans loon kyun main jiyu

Jeena bura sa lage

Kyun ho gaya tu bewafaaa mujhko bata de wajah” - Tere Bin

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“Lagta hain yeh kyu mujhe,

Sadiyon se chaahu tujhe,

Mere sapno mein aake,

Apna mujhko banake,

Mujhpe tu kar ehsaan haai” - Jiya Dhadak Dhadak Jaaye

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“Aa ja o meri jaan

Mere dil ka jahaan

Maange teri khabar

Dhoondhe tera nishaan” - Mann Ki Lagan

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“Aadhi aadhi jaagi

Aadhi aadhi soyi

Aankhen yeh teri

Toh lagta hai royi

Lekar ke naam hamara” - Bheegi Bheegi

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“Hai tujhe bhi ijaazat,

Karle tu bhi mohabbat” - In Dino

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“Haya ko zara bhool jao,

Mere hi tarah pesh aao,

Ko bhi do, khud ko tum

Raaton main meri

Raaton main” - Labon Ko

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“Aankhein teri, itni haseen…

Ke inka aashiq, main bangayahu,

Mujhko basale inme tu…” - Maula Mere Maula

- The End -

Tagging: @shaonsim @shiyaravi @randommultifandomstuff @urwatueat @isspyaar @onadaanparindey @pakki-ya-nahin @acroakingbird @sapnokiduniyaisalwaysbetter @thecharlesboyle @thenainitaldisaster @featheredclover @goals1024 @herelivesahobbit @honeybellexox @jaanedil @leila1 @lostafpanda @laadgovernorandsankadevi @laad-governess @zaphbeeblebrox @myloveforstuff @me-furiosa @noor1025 @maansiloves @exosexosekai @ajlsworld

[boyfhee]

10 QUESTIONS FOR U - enhablrinas edition get it bc tumblrina + enhablr

favorite color of themes?

moot with best theme?

you can send a love letter to anyone. fictional/idols/celebs. who?

which moot is most active? which moot do you barely ever run into but LOVE?

most rizzful mutual? do you flirt with ur moots?

favorite petnames/nicknames? giving or recieving?

have you ever had an online crush? (or on a moot GASP)

ever been involved in drama?

do u keep up with tumblr drama?

be honest. how many times have u swapped biases? no judgement here :D

were u here for the insaneness that was lockdown enhablr?

MIA moot u want to comeback?

ur fave fic or smau that gagged u when u read it? seungstarss BET was the end of the fucking world for me I WAS DISTRAUGHT oddeonu too grrrr the ptsd fuckkkk too there was someone m1ngh8o or smtg idk w this jungwon smau and it KILLLED MEEE he was yns roommate and always so fucking rude and his gf was legit cheating on him but he didn't leave her. gf made moves on his bff jake too who liked reader. slowburns where the main lead is an ass rlly annoy me but i also will them the shit up bc i luv angst and toxicity :DDD

are you close w ur moots? do u have any on socials?

what is ur biggest ick to see on tumblr?

words u find urself repeating too much? words u love using?

any enhablr inside jokes ur part of?

ever been featured in a moots fic?

have u ever dreamt of enhypen?

ur favorite enha pc u want rlly badly?

DRINK WATER + YOU ARE LOVED <3 loveeeeeee ur rich boyhoon

tumblrina + enhablr so real that's so cute >< also i love these games, tysm for sending me one yayaya :D hope u have a good day, stay hydrated ^^ and ty for reading my works ><

𝟎𝟏. i love my recent theme colour a lot ! pink and green never goes wrong, but also blue, white— or any pastel shade, actually, works. i've been liking yellow too after my rina theme :O

𝟎𝟐. @okwonyo, @okwons, @tyunni, @atrirose, @isoobie, @yenqa @fleurre— they have the best themes on this app. some new additions would be @dioll and @hoonored since i love their current themes.

𝟎𝟑. JAY !!!!! it doesn't even have to be a love letter bruh i just want to tell him that his smile is the prettiest thing in the entire world ◞⌓◟ and karina from aespa i'm in love with her actually

𝟎𝟒. most active . . . i see @junislqve and @okwonyo a lot on my dash, especially jiah ! i've been seeing @weoris a lot too recently but we never talk TT on the other hand, it's a historical event to catch @isoobie, @okwons and @fleurre on the dash, but we talk a lot ! and i love them, of course ><

𝟎𝟓. freak club rizz ( me, ri, vi, and ji ) is so powerful that whenever someone says i love you, moonstruck plays ( happened three times yesterday ) and yes i flirt a lot with my moots :D

𝟎𝟔. mangocat by jiah stays on top ! bc i love mangoes and i love cats too :3 vi and ri once called me 'meri jaan' so that's a close second, and ri usually calls me 'mi amor' >< i love her sm

𝟎𝟕. i have had an online crush but it was so silly >< i don't even like talking about it, it wasn't even that serious either

𝟎𝟖. i was on animeblr before so i've been involved in a drama once there ! on enhablr, i wouldn't i was involved directly but i did have some part, although not publicly. it's safe to say i've learnt from it and am on good terms with my friends

𝟎𝟗. i do keep up with drama i'm nosey :/ most of the time, i ignore if it doesn't involved a person i / my moots know. although, keeping up is not the most appropriate term because sometimes i'd be going thru a blog and come across a controversial or expose post TT

𝟏𝟎. twice ! i got into enha because of sunghoon so he was my bias for a few weeks, since he was the only member i knew and he's mad fine. but then i became heeseung biased when i got to know the group more. now, i'm a jay girlie through and through :D

𝟏𝟏. oh lord YES enhablr during lockdown was something. . .it was so fun, apart from a discourses that happened every single day TT i made a lot of friends during that time, really close ones. we were all just going crazy together TT

𝟏𝟐. @maiverie & @seungstarss my wives mai and sei please come back i miss u :( we were really close but i lost contact with both of them. i have their socials but they're in active, it makes me super had :< they made locklown bearable i love them sm

𝟏𝟑. BRO anything by @hoonvrs gags me because i love saint's smaus ( i'm planning to read cigarettes trust ) like it's literally just pure comedy and crack but i love it and i love having a good laugh ^_^ another would be @jaeminvore's smaus ESPECIALLY demon roomie .. still not over it. nics has crazy smaus like i've read all her enha smaus and all of them belong to the hall of fame. ALSO, we can't forget @jayflrt >< her smaus give me life idk i've read sugar daddy like ten times alr and reread stoner hee one a few days ago. and yfi786 is definitely the gag of the year i feel it. what r u even doing on enhablr if u haven't read alice's smaus :/

AND i agree, sei's smaus were so so good ! i've read her jungwon one and it left me shook it was so good. i started bet but halfway through and the characters were pissing me off so i gave up TT definitely lives up to the type i can assure !!!! oddeonu uhh i'm sure i've read a few but unforch, i don't remember the names

𝟏𝟒. i'm close to lot of my moots ^_^ i have them on insta, disc and twitter. i have rose's number even though i don't text her there ... i need to and i WILL. @atrirose watch out

𝟏𝟓. i don't have anything specific but not using the read more option is one of them. another would be people who are constantly involved in dramas ... ? like it has nothing to do with them but they involve themselves :/ although, these are not very serious and i've just learnt to ignore. ignorance is bliss godbless 🙏

𝟏𝟔. i repeat a lot of words, especially as / while TT i love using 'intoxicating' and 'vinous,' a lot but those are also my most repeated words, especially the former .. i need to work on this

𝟏𝟕. no, i don't think so TT and if i am then i don't remember lol

𝟏𝟖. OH YES many many times. especially in @ctrlemis and @svnclaired smaus when kira was in his jungwonize era. was a member of a gg twice 😼

𝟏𝟗. oh brother i've had so many enhypen dreams .. none good. jay pushed me off the couch in one, heeseung sacrificing me to demons, aenha supernova concert dream, sunghoon leaving me in a dark alley, enha exorcist version, jay dupe cousin dream ... the freakiest yet

𝟐𝟎. PCS FROM R:U PLEASEEEE I need wonki ones especially ... riki glasses pleaseee idk how i will get my hands on that one but i Will. sunjay pcs from darkblood .. i think the jay one will cure whatever's wrong with me.

[presidentlokis-hornyhelmet]

can please you do comforting pavitr x stressed out f!reader 🥹

Pumpkin Spice and Everything Nice

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And for rinnnswrlddd on AO3: “I need a cuddle oneshot with Pavitr and GN!reader !! (^_<)〜☆”

Pairing: Pavitr Prabhakar x Gn!Reader Summary: Pavitr sees you stressed out and feels bad. But not to worry; he knows the perfect remedy. Tags: Cuddling & Snuggling, Flufftober

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Pavitr enters your shared apartment holding a Starbucks in each hand, closing the door behind him with his foot when he hears a groan.

“ARGGHH!”

Concerned, he comes to check on you and sighs at what he sees: You on the couch glaring at your laptop, hands in your hair and stressed the f out. You’ve emptied three cups of chamomile tea and your headache still refuses to leave. You groan in pain and irritation.

He leaves the beverages on the coffee table and comes to sit beside you, massaging your head. “You okay, pumpkin?”

It’s that time of the year when your S/O calls you thematic cringe nicknames.

“Noooo”, you whine, throwing your head back on the couch and shutting your eyes. Looking into the LCD screen for a long time irritates your eye and you rub it in vain. “We haven’t even gotten near to finishing the project! The client emails haven’t been sent, the quotation is wrong so we had to redo everything -and, to top it off, a substantial investor pulled out last minute and now we have to finish this in half the budget! And the deadline is Monday! I frickin hate Mondays!!!!”

“What about your team?”, he asks, moving to massage your shoulder. You sigh, tired. “Stu is on paternity leave -I didn’t know we had those-, Jenny’s got a family emergency so she’s out and Raj is just unwilling! He won’t return our calls or contribute, I can’t-“

“Hey, hey, it’s okay, baby”, he coos, circling his arm around you. “Don’t put too much pressure on yourself, meri jaan. Relax.”

You let him take your laptop away in exchange for the Pumpkin Spice latte he bought you. You take a sip and instantly go lax. Ah, so soothing!

Before you know it, the grey device is webbed to the ceiling.

“Pavitr Prabhakar, are you insane?! Give me that-“

He sits you on the couch, not letting you get up. “Nu-uh, babe. You haven’t slept in three days. Three! I can’t let you go on like this. At least take a nap, please. For me?”

You pout and cross your arms but your resolve isn’t strong. What he says is true, you’ve been working day and night for the past week barely having a proper meal. Perhaps, you should take a break.

“Okay”, you finally agree. You deserve it. 👏

“Great! It’s time for PUMPKIN CUDDLES!”, he announces and maneuvers a cackling you onto the couch in a spooning position.

Your boyfriend can be silly at times but that’s why you love him.

Pavitr circles his arm around your waist and pulls you against him, tangling your legs together before draping a throw blanket over you. His fingers rub soothing circles on your tummy as he leaves soft little kisses on your face and you can feel yourself melt into his arms. Mmmmm… so cozy…

“Yeah, it is”, he whispers, making you realize you’ve said it loud. You giggle and snuggle closer to him. His warmth is inviting, his body heat welcoming as he gently rocks you, intertwining your fingers.

The fairy lights put up In your room magically light up as if on cue, making the room appear more cozy.

Your shuffle around till your head lays on his heart, listening to the steady thumping beat, bringing his fingers to tangle in your hair. Pavitr gives the best head massages.

“Sing me a song, pumpkin”, you ask sweetly and he giggles, obliging.

His tone is melodic and within seconds, your stress -physical and mental- have disappeared in his lullaby.

“More pumpkin spice, meri j-“ Oh.

You’ve fallen asleep.

Pavitr watches you with a smile on his face, taking in your features. How soft you look and how calm! Laughing quietly at your soft snores and the way you clutch onto his shirt, he kisses your forehead.

Removing himself quietly, he retrieves your laptop and shuts it down, keeping it in your room safely. He switches off all the bulbs except the fairly lights on your window, watching mesmerized as the dim light makes you glow. He takes the breakfast and latte to the counter and does a quick work of the dishes. Neat!

Pavitr sets breakfast for you when you wake up searching for him. “Pav? Pavi baby?”, you mumble, sleepily. 

Aww, you missed him!

“I’m here, meri jaan.”

He comes to the couch as you pull him in for more cuddles, using his arm as a pillow while the other runs down your back. You release a contended sigh once you’re comfortable, putting a dreamy smile on Pavitr’s face.

Perhaps, breakfast can wait.

He takes a cute pic of you before pecking your forehead and snuggling closer. “Sleep tight, pumpkin.”

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Thank you for reading <3 hope you liked it <333

[azalea-romanoff]

*appears in your office* *holding a little bouquet of the wildflowers Iyla grows* I have something for you, Amma Miss Azzy

@little-lady-cecily

*turns in my chair, startled to see the flowers* o-oh! those are beautiful, meri jaan, thank you...also, you can call me amma if you want. *small smile*

[the-whispers-of-death]

Stone trying to help his very drunk s/o, who freaks out immediately🫧

Reader is like 'noooo, I have a boyfrienddd' and Stone is just 'yes, me? I am your boyfriend??'

One of the few times Stone is glad he himself is not drunk, because if he was then he would've tried to fight a squirrel by now and both of you would have a hard time getting home. But I can totally see you, in your drunken stupor, freaking out when Stone tries to pick you up to carry you to the car.

His eyebrows furrow in confusion as you try to get out of his arms, because you never usually do that. He's even more confused when you tell him no and that you have a boyfriend. He knows you have a boyfriend, he is your boyfriend.

"Meri Jaan, it's me. Your boyfriend," he murmurs to you, trying to calm you down. His hold on you is tight but gentle. "Come on, I'll take you home. It's okay."

He manages to get you to calm down, eventually just going along with the fact that you think he's not your boyfriend. So now he's just like "Okay, I'm not your boyfriend. But I'm sure he won't mind me taking you back to his house, because he wants you safe, yeah?" And somehow that works and you stop fighting him.

The next morning, Stone doesn't even tease you about the mistake, instead just making sure you're okay with that hangover you have.

[pyaariposting]

masle hain bohot darmiyan khuda ya (there are many problems in between, O Lord!)

jism hai qaid, rooh pareshaan khuda ya (the body is imprisoned, my soul is troubled O Lord)

jawani mein kamar jhukne lagi hai (my back is bended already in youth)

mai chand din ka lgta hoon mehmaan khuda ya (I feel like these are my last days O Lord)

bikte hain loug mohabbat mein aksar (people sell themselves in the name of love)

ye mohabbat to lgti hai dukaan khuda ya (it seems like love has become a business, O Lord)

meri jaan hi meri jaan le rhi hai (it's my life that's killing me)

mera maut se kya hoga nuksaan khuda ya (what will the death cause me, O Lord)

khilona jaan kar wo tod gya hai (they breaked me like a toy)

mai uss shakhs ko lgta hoon be-jaan khuda ya (that person thinks I'm lifeless, O Lord)

[thedorkside-of-ashutosh]

Being Queer and Finding Love

As an amab (male) queer who is attracted to women more than men, I somehow relate to this (the above meme). It's frustrating and deeply depressing.

Ashutosh | 31st October 2024

It gets fucking lonely. I can't be queer and also flirt with a woman I'm attracted to, because then she just might think I'm that "gay friend" she can go shopping with (as much as I love shopping, myself), and whom she can set other men up with. It literally robs me of my own queer experience!

Love is an impractical dream if I want to just be myself, viz, if I'm not overtly masculine (but simply queer, non-binary)— and I don't like being masculine all the time! It's exhausting! As proud as I am of my queer identity and even to wear it around, I am also afraid to reveal it (in this case, to women I feel romantically for). Love has always been so far out of my reach—or, perhaps always only a touch out of view—that it justifies my loneliness, which in turn, justifies my constant desperation for love when I seek it out. My identity as "queer" is often co-opted, and I am reduced to a sidekick, my attempts at flirting (or, in better words, at courting love) dismissed as merely platonic actions.

Pardon the apparent "paranoia," for it actually isn't. It is an anxiety. And it is born from an apparent pressure— an unnatural pressure to 'act' overtly masculine, to mask my true self from the love I want to court. Love then feels like deception, and there is nothing I hate more than deception, the sheer insincerity subsumed in it. I don't feel free to love sincerely, honestly. And that pressure is external to me.

As a result, I often have to choose between being queer and finding love. Love can be found anywhere, not just on dating apps. But lately, in the real world, access to love is socially regimented in time, space, and methodologies, constructs which I recognise but do not intuitively understand. Outside of the realm of dating apps, and the meaningless hookups and superficial dates (romantic meet-ups) that reek of reluctance/avoidance that follow, finding love organically is an awkward game of chess. When I fail to make my move, I tell myself and others that I am shy—maybe I am—but really, I am terrified. And the game of love is so scary, that being queer feels easier, even if it isn't complete, even if I am incomplete. At least I exist, even if it's in the friend-zone. At least people are being "nice" to me. At least it "feels" like I have friends. At least this, at least that.

And when did love become a game of absolutes where there are winners and losers, success and failure, fuckables and unfuckables, sigmas and simps, alphas, betas, romeos, creeps, chads and charlies?

I was born to love. But love feels like an unfulfilled promise, and so do I.

Fin.

Post scriptum:

It physically hurt as I wrote this, because even I only realised this just now. Now I have to come to terms with it. This is my reality.

I can still feel a weird "surge" in my chest... Some kind of "welling up" in my chest cavity... Reminds me of SRK's film, "My Name is Khan."

Here are some songs that compliment this blog post...

Lyrics that hit home:

Kishore Kumar

Yeh dariya, yeh mauji, yeh sahil,

Yeh chhalki huyi mastiyaan

Hain aati nazar, kuchh kami si magar...

Jaane kya yeh nila aasmaan...

Kya khabar, kya patah... ja raha hun main kahan...?

Akela hun main is jahaan mein,

Akeli meri daastaan,

Nah manzil koi, nah saathi koi...

Jaane kya ye nila aasmaan...

Kya khabar, kya pata... ja raha hun main kahaan...?

This stanza is from a song Kishore Kumar composed himself. It is from his shelved film, "Neela Aasman," with Madhubala... it was shelved after her tragic death. Kishore Kumar wrote many of his songs himself; some of his songs were actually poems which he wrote as a young student. Jhumroo is one example.

Every time I listen to Kishore Kumar, I somehow feel like I have known him personally. I relate with him very deeply emotionally.

Beyond his known flaws, and the obviously charismatic jolly-good-fellow personality that is reflected in his popular songs and films, some of his poetry and music reflect a part of his personality which seems, however, forgotten. Apparently, he was a very deeply emotional man, and some of his very rare songs reflect his loneliness and almost hopeless yearning for true love, while songs like Jhumroo, which reflected hope, resilience, and perseverance, compensated for such depressing finalities.

Imagine Dragons—

I'm a reckless mistake,

I'm a cold night's intake,

I'm a one night too long,

I'm a come on too strong.

All my life I've been living in the fast lane,

Can't slow down, I'm a rollin' freight train.

One more time,

Gotta start all over,

Can't slow down,

I'm a lone red rover.

I'm a hold my cards close,

I'mma wreck what I love most,

I'm a first class let down,

I'm a shut up sit down.

I am a head case,

I am the color of boom

That's never arriving,

And you are the pay raise,

Always a touch out of view...

And I am the color of boom...

Oh! How did it come to this? Oh!

Love is a polaroid,

Better in picture,

But never can fill the void...

I'm gonna get ready

For the rain to pour heavy,

Oh, let it fall,

Let it fall upon my head.

Need I explain?

*****

[qalbofnight]

Mere Ghar ki deewaron mein qaid hain,Hanste hue bacchon ki awazein , jaati hui scooter ka dhuwan , aane waley logon ke hathon ke nishanaat , baap ke munh se nikli teekhi baatein aur roti hui Maa ki awazein

In diwaron ne dekha hai budhey baadhey logon ka Jana Nanhey bacche ka aana , talkh e aab o Dana , zawal o urooj e zamana , aurat ka tanhayi mein gungunana,

Ghar ki diwarein musnif hoti hai aur Ghar ki diwarein hain shayar bhi , Ghar ki diwarein laaj e Adam ka parda hain , yahi to hifz -e- jaan mardaan hain ,

Meri darkhwast hai Apni aabayi asal Na chodi jaye Ghar ki dewaarein na todi jayein